Chapter 9: Gentle touch


    Chapter 9: Gentle touch


    I don’t exactly know how to react to the man I love being in front of me after three weeks of not showing


    up. At the same time, my heart is pounding out loud upon remembering what has happened that night.


    ording to the doctor, my brain removed those memories inside my head for the mean time because


    of great trauma, but it was triggered when I chose to remember them all.


    I couldn’t sleep for weeks, every time I close my eyes that memory keeps oning back to me. I was


    so scared. The change in my body is too evident that sometimes I don’t want to move at all. What


    happened to me is too much that it changed my world forever. And being in front of my boyfriend made


    me think that I am so dirty and that he doesn’t deserve me.


    “How are you,” He asked casually. He is looking at me directly in the eye, but I just shrugged and


    looked away.


    “Why did youe?” I ask coldly, he did not answer so I nced at him.


    I caught him looking down below me, so I checked, he was looking on my tummy.


    I frowned but didn’t mind at all. “I’m sorry love.” He whispered and pulled me.


    I tried to get away but before I can do that, he hugged me so tight. He even kissed my forehead.


    I bit my lower lip and sighed. Will he ept me?


    “I love you so much, I am here now.” He whispered that made my heart jumped in happiness.


    I invited him inside and he was only looking at me as I cooked his favorite dish. Vigor loves meat so


    much so I cooked all the meat I can find on the fridge. Right now, I was totally enjoying everything


    because he’s here. What happened to me in that camp temporarily went off my mind.


    When I’m done, I offered it to him and he was smiling while eating everything of it. I am serving him as


    a am enjoying just watching him eat everything.


    My tummy is growling, and my saliva wanted to drop off my mouth, but I am repeatedly gulping. Vigor


    seems to notice so he offered me a bite and I did. I love it so much that I ate everything on his te. I


    got embarrassed in the end.


    I saw a ghost of smile on his lips as he looks at me. I know I am ridiculous, so he doesn’t have tough


    at me.


    “Love, let’s go out.” He whispered.


    I pouted and dramatically act like I am thinking.


    Later on I just nodded.


    We went to the mall and everywhere he wanted. We also watched a movie, and it contains adult


    contents. Instead of getting affected, I got scared because I remembered what happened that night. I


    don’t know if Vigor knows about it but I didn’t told him anything.


    Vigor held my hand in the middle of the movie and leaned on to kiss me.


    I sobbed while looking at him.


    I can see pain reflected on his eyes as he is wiping my tears. I don’t know but I can sense guilt.


    “S-sorry love! I- I am—” I sobbed again.


    “Hushh.. it’s okay, I know.” His whispers were like lubies on my ears.


    He wiped my tears away and kissed me. “I want to remove the memory of what happened to you,” He


    whispered again.


    I looked at him confusedly.


    “How?” I asked.


    He didn’t answer me, instead he only leaned closer and kissed me more deeply.


    When his hands traveled on my chest, I gasped.


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    “Vigor..” I called his name, but he didn’t even flinch a bit.


    He continue kissing me and touching me. It’s weird but I can feel that he’s being gentle- like he’s doing


    his best not to put trauma on me.


    I didn’t know what happened, but I am already inside his car and were going to his house. My chest is


    pounding loudly as we are closer to our destination. And when were there, I found out that the


    awkwardness was just at first and eventually, I was lost of longing for his every touch.


    After what happened, I was blushing so much that I can’t even look directly on his face. He was


    cuddling me from behind and I pouting in embarrassment.


    “How’s it,” He whispered in his bedroom voice.


    I gulped and a sh of memory of what happened earlier crossed my head. It was great.


    “It’s okay,” I just head.


    He growled and buried his face on my shoulders as he is touching and gripping my breast.


    “I’m sorry, did it hurt you?” He asked.


    I bit my lower lip as I remember how he did it so fast and rough. I couldn’t almost keep up with his


    strength and to my surprise, he was holding back.


    I just shook my head in disbelief.


    “Hmm. You’re being so rough.” I said a little bit shy.


    Although I had a memory of what happened to me in that dreadful night, I was overpowered from the


    memory we just made because it gave me extreme pleasure.


    “Should we do it again so we can revise it?” He asked yfully sniffing my neck.


    “What do you think of it, a text that should be revised?” I said acting angry.


    He let out a soft chuckle and sat on his bed to be on top of me.


    And I don’t exactly know he bewitched me again that we did it more than twice… again.


    …


    THIRD PERSON’S POV


    Vigor was extremely punishing himself about what happened but seeing the woman he loves being lost


    by their love somewhat makes him happy. Upon looking at Pyress on that morning, he exactly knew


    that she’s already carrying the heir that the n has been waiting for.


    He couldn’t ept the idea that Pyress would lose her sanity if she happens to find out that she was


    pregnant by the beast that took her. But because of the love that they shared at this moment, she


    would think that she is carrying the child that they made together- and not the child of the beast that


    ruined her.


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