Chapter 16 ~ Anna who loved ze ~


    * ze’s Pov *


    This stubborn girl. Just as I moved her nket from her face, she threw the nket away from her


    body,


    “huh, seriously, she never listens to me, not even in her sleep,” I murmured and covered her with the


    nket once again.


    I knew she would do it again; I lifted the nket and got inside the nket, trying not to wake her up.


    Because I know as long as she wakes up, my sleep with her will be an impossible thing.


    As I entered inside, I hugged carefully, my left hand warped around her waist, I smelled her sweet


    fragrance, the old feeling once againing back.


    My eyes filled with tears; I wanted to hug her tightly but feared she might wake up, and then when I


    thought, she spun her front toward me.


    Seeing her face so near, my heart started beating so loudly that other than my heartbeat, I can’t hear


    anything else.


    Her mouth fell slightly open because of the hot feeling earlier when she was sweating.


    Some sweat still left on her forehead, I wiped her sweats with my hand, but she moved because my


    hand was cold.


    Seeing her red cheek, the demon inside me started giving me hard feelings.


    “ just one kiss’’ he was chanting inside my mind.


    I know I can’t ignore the feeling inside me anymore; it’s been a long since I kissed her.


    Still, we both were young and immature, so I never tried to do anything other than hug her and average


    peaks on her lips, but after entering this dark world, my side wiped away after seeing how people take


    sex so lightly.


    A man here calls himself an only man when they fucked a girl. They do this like breakfast and dinner.


    A gangster tries to please another gang leader with some girls whoe inside this world with their


    own will. Somee when no way stays open for them; some get kidnapped by them.


    But to me, Sex was such a useless thing; my feelings, both physically and mentally,e to me when I


    think about Anna; other than Anna with anyone else, I only felt disgusted. It never got hard seeing


    these women who beamed around me,


    But thinking about one smile of Anna’s, I jerked myself alone in the bathroom; I don’t know how many


    times I lost count.


    After I stepped into this dark world and took over ck Reaper, I got thousands of offers in these


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    years; some tried to force me, some gifted me, some even drugged, and my father was thest one.


    He wanted to force me while drugging me with the most poisonous drug, but he never seeded


    because I tried to kill myself when I was out of control. I know he will never let me kill myself; after all,


    I''m the only hair he has left.


    So today, she is feeling her body and her hot breathing. Suddenly I knew I would not hold back. It’s


    terrible for a man to hold himself back when they get hard. Then she should take responsibility because


    she did this to me. And only she can.


    Without thinking much, I kissed her; as her breaths entered inside my mouth, I know I lost myself.


    I hugged her tightly and grabbed her head to deepen the kiss.


    * Anna’s Pov *


    I felt wet and warm; also, I was feeling breathless.


    “Mmm’’ I tried to get away from that warm feeling and tried to take a breath, but as I moved, I became


    more breathless, as if someone was strangling me.


    I tried to open my eyes, but couldn''t, because of my dog-headed, sleepy mind still sleeping.


    And then I felt a stiff hand under my nightshirt on my belly,


    I jerked open my eyes and got an immediate shock. I saw someone’s face, the room dark, but the


    warm light was enough to see someone, and as I was about to scream, I saw ze’s face.


    “ What the hell’’ I said in my mind but couldn’t say out loud because this bastard was blocking my


    mouth.


    “mmm,” I mean to say move away, but he just looked at me but did not stop kissing me.


    Helplessly, I raised my hand and pointed toward my nose, hinting that I''m having difficulty breathing.


    He stopped and distanced his face a little, just enough to look at me “are you fool? Why you stopped


    your breath” he scolded me.


    It left me speechless. He was the one who was kissing me a little while ago in my sleep. Now he is


    scolding me; he is more shameless than I thought he would.


    But theck of breaths left me wordless; as I took enough breath, I looked at him “ are you crazy or a


    pav? Why are you kissing me, moving away, and one second what are you doing in my bed” I asked


    him in anger, totally forgetting it is his house.


    “Love, this bed is yours, so am I; why can''t I be in your bed,” he said, and I rolled my eyes.


    As everything became clear, I remembered I was in his bed and said he woulde back tomorrow, so


    why is he back now? Is it already morning? I tried to look toward the window, but I don''t think it’s


    morning already.


    “Why are you here already? I asked him, pouting my lips angrily.


    “I missed you, Love,” ze said, mixing some honey in his words. My heart leaped a beat.


    But his words were a little false to me “ oh really, five years too long to miss someone or 5 hours? I


    mocked his words, and his facial expression changed.


    “Anna, I missed you all long, whether five years ago or five yearster, I never stopped missing you, so


    Love you better start believing my words” this tone from ze terrified me. This tone gives me a chilly


    feeling I never want.


    So I chose thetter. I tried to move away from him, but he caged me in his arms.


    I wiggled, but it was like an ant trying to move an elephant’s feet.


    “What you ate these years, huh,” I said to him, feeling a little tired after wrestling a little with his one


    hand.


    He might find it funny. Heughed, but not for me. I tried with all my strength, yet I failed to move his


    one hand, how hopeless I was.


    “Do you want to know what I ate in these five years? I will tell you if you promise not to barge, you will


    fall from the bed,” ze said with a severe tone, seeing how firm he looked. I somehow believed him.


    It was like someone telling a teenage girl how to be beautiful and that girl trying to hear what that


    person was telling her wholeheartedly. Seriously.


    Saying nothing, he sealed my lips, and I froze like a dead fish. What the fuck?


    I tried to turn back my face, but he put both of his hands on my face.


    After wiggling for some time, I stopped moving because I lost strength, also something else, in my


    senses.


    Because suddenly his kiss became so gentle to melt anyone’s heart, my heart already fell on him once,


    now once again like ocean''s waves, washed away my anger and broke the mud wall I created around


    my heart, it took me five years to develop these yet he took 5 seconds.


    Why it’s not fair, I gripped his elbow; if my nails were longer, I might have wounded him with my sharp


    ws.


    But he didn’t stop. He moved his hands away from my head and grabbed my face with his hand, and


    grabbed my hands from his elbow.


    I gulped saliva, but not mine; it was his; he entered his tongue in my mouth, stayed still, I hesitated but


    caught his tongue with mine, as I started kissing him back, he put my hands around his neck.


    I hugged his neck at my own will; as my hand tightened, he jumped on me; I don''t know if it was my


    unconscious mind or my weak heart that pushed me; I warped my legs around him.


    I tightly hugged him as my heart and body wanted; I lost all of my control over my own body; I felt it’s


    not mine anymore.


    I looked with a bit of hesitation from my body and heart to stop this, but they epted him with no


    rejection.


    My tears fell.


    But as I am not me anymore, my life and my soul hung on him; I kissed him like a crazy witch who


    starved for thousands of years.


    ze hugged me closely as he felt my desperation toward him, yet at that moment, I was so


    desperate; I waited five long years for him toe back for him. I want to be the Anna who loved ze


    Roderick and was obsessed with him.