《Chained by a possessive mafia's love》


 Chapter 1: ~ Someone had kidnapped me ~

    Chapter 1: ~ Someone had kidnapped me ~


    ¡° Anna¡¯s Pov ¡¯¡¯


    In the middle of an ocean, an unknown ind of a huge castle.


    I''m lying in a huge master bedroom. In front of me, there''s a big ss window. Curtain fully open. It''s a


    very bright day, and the sunlight ising through the ss window.


    My head feels heavy, so I sit up with a little difficulty. Looking around, I think something''s not right.


    Everything is dead silent, and nobody is around. I try to think about what I''m doing here, and the most


    crucial point is who took me here.


    I look around and carefully scan my surroundings. I''m in a bedroom, and everything is decorated in


    dark chocte color, giving me a dark and dangerous vibe. I don''t know where exactly I''m right at this


    moment.


    I don''t know how long I have been here because, just now, I woke up and thest thing I remember is


    that I was inside my bedroom. After that, I felt some weird scent hit my nose, and darkness grasped


    me. After that, I don''t remember anything else.


    Shit! How could a person remember anything when she or he cks out suddenly? Just like me, I


    wasn''t prepared when this happened. It took me off guard, but now I woke up and found myself lying in


    a huge master bedroom.


    I was silent for 10 min ; when I finally understood what was happening here, I freaked out in shock.


    Someone had kidnapped me. I gulp hard in fear; yeah, I''m scared, so terrified. I hurriedly got off the


    bed and went to the window to look outside.


    I didn''t ever expect to see what I see, and more fear arose in my heart. From here, I can only see water


    as far away as I can. It''s like an ocean.


    I open the window and look down. I want to jump from here, but I immediately close the window when I


    see the height. I slowly pat my poor heart that is jumping like a crazy dog. I feel like I''m standing on a


    deep trench, if I jump from here, I might instantly turn into an ugly ghost, and obviously, I don''t want


    that.


    Helplessly I say to myself to stay calm.


    Turning around, I look towards the closed door and walk towards it. When I reach there, I stand there


    for a few minutes, finally gathering a little bit of courage left in my heart, I grab the door handle and try


    to open the door. I thought the door wouldn''t open, but it also proved wrong, just like my other wrong


    thoughts. The closed-door opens immediately just as I press the door handle.


    At this moment, my heart calms down a little. But just as Ie out of the bedroom, I''m in shock again.


    In front of me, 4 well-built, overbuilt men are standing in a line. I freeze in that spot seeing those scary-


    looking men. I am in an awkward situation. All of them are looking at me and suddenly lower their


    heads and respectfully bow to me.


    "Madam, do you need anything?" One of the scary men questions me in a gentle tone.


    Suddenly, in fear, I start feeling doubt about myself being alive, and a questiones to mind. Am I


    dead or alive? I was just in my wondend when I heard someone''s footsteps.


    I looked around to see 3 womening towards us, holding something in their heads. Seeing these


    women, I feel some relief. Theye to me and bow just like these scary men did.


    "Madam, you might be hungry; please freshen up ande with us." A woman said to me,


    Lifting a finger, I point towards my face and ask them, "Are you asking me?"


    "Yeah," one of them nodded.


    I couldn''t handle it anymore and screamed in anger, "Are you all crazy? I don''t know who the hell you


    are and why I''m here, but you all are behaving like you all have known me for years, and it''s your


    regr work for me." When I finish my screaming, I huff heavily, but they stand there without any


    reaction.


    ''Are they the crazy ones here, or am I? I don''t know why they are behaving like I''m the crazy one.'' I


    think.


    I feel a little embarrassed, but my anger does not subside. I try to be calm and ask again, "Can anyone


    please tell me who are you all, and where am I? Also, how long have I been here?" I asked as softly as


    I could.


    But without answering me, a woman says, "Madam, please freshen up and change your dress."


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    I remember looking down and seeing that I was still in my wedding dress. I sigh loudly. A woman opens


    the closed door behind me to let me return to the bedroom to freshen up.


    "Madam, please return to your room, take a shower, and change your clothes. Everything you need is


    already prepared inside the bathroom. If you need anything else, give me a call. We''ll be waiting for


    you here." Nobody gives me the answer I want.


    I feel frustrated, but I control my anger and go inside the bedroom. Coming inside the bedroom, I close


    the door hard with a ''Thud'' sound. I enter the bathroom and stand under the shower to cool down my


    anger. My whole white wedding dress goes wet with the entire body. I sat down and hugged my knee.


    "Where am I? What''s happening with me, and why did someone kidnap me? It''s not that I''m some


    business tycoon''s daughter or some princess. Nor do I have a million dors. Whatever, I think, I can''t


    find a reason behind my kidnapping." I say to myself.


    I was getting ready for my wedding, but suddenly everything cked out. When I woke up, I was


    already in an unknown ce. I don''t even know how I will escape from here.


    Now that I''m missing from my wedding, what will happen to my parents? How will they face Dn''s


    family? Did they know someone kidnapped me, or will they think that I escaped from my wedding?


    The more I think about my parents; the more my heart aches for them.

 Chapter 2 ~ Real king is back ~

    Chapter 2 ~ Real king is back ~


    * Anna¡¯s Pov *


    Now that I''m missing from my wedding, what will ur to my parents? How will they face Dn''s


    family? Did they know someone kidnapped me, or would they think I ran away from my wedding?


    The more I think about my parents, the more my heart aches for them.


    I miss my parents, tears flowing from my eyes.


    I¡¯m a calm girl from childhood, never cried loudly but at this moment I want to shout in my mother''s a


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    I¡¯m the lone child of my parents, everything for them¡ªtheir only world.


    Although my parents belong to a middle-ss family, we were pleased in our life.


    I¡¯ve been happy until something happened to my family,


    Two months ago, they diagnosed my father with gastric cancer,


    Our life changed after that; we couldn¡¯t afford his medical expenses. I tried everything to earn money


    for my father but failed. I knew how much my father protected me from this cruel world, and now my


    father doesn''t have much time; otherwise, he will be in danger.


    Dn appeared when I needed him the most and offered that he would bear all the expenses of my


    father¡¯s treatment, but he gave me a condition to marry him. Picking up my father lying in the hospital


    without severe treatment, my heartbroken thousands of times, so I agreed on Dn¡¯s condition.


    Although I don¡¯t love him for my father, I decided immediately. At first, my family didn¡¯t ept my


    decision, but how could I let my father die because of treatment? So I forced them to agree with my


    determination.


    What they will think about me now is that I suddenly vanished from the wedding, saying nothing.


    Imagine that; my mind went nk. Will everyone think I left alone because I''m selfish or something


    else? They will get hurt, and everybody will humiliate them; what will my innocent parents do?


    But why had someone abducted me? What will someone gain to kidnap me? Did they kidnap me for


    money, but I can¡¯t even effort my father''s treatment?


    So how can I fulfill a kidnapper¡¯s demand? If they kidnapped me for why they are so respectful toward


    me, I can¡¯t and why this ce looks like some king¡¯s Pce.


    The more I think about it, the more my thoughts mess with my brain. I know that I have to run away


    from here.


    I let out a long sigh and wiped away my tears; I stood up, took a shower, and came out from the


    bathroom, heading over to the closet.


    I open the closet, and I''m in shock.


    This closet looks like a whole branded clothes shop. There are many clothes here. I knew these clothes


    are costly from my middle-ss experience, and from very renowned brands, especially clothes size,


    they¡¯re my size clothes. If I see these clothes in a shopping mall, I might feel d,


    Now, seeing these here, I¡¯m confused; where am I? Has anyone kidnapped me or taken the wrong


    person? If not, why did I feel like something was amiss here?


    I stated to myself to go from here as soon as possible.


    Sighing sadly, I pick up a dress without care to pick out what to wear; anything will do as long as I can


    escape from this damn strange ce.


    I took a ck t-shirt and loose jeans, and it would be morefortable while running, and I can''t risk


    wearing a dress.


    After wearing my shoes, I came out of the room, hoping everyone had already left, but it left me angry,


    seeing all of them still standing in front of the door¡ªthese stubborn idiots.


    ¡° Why are you all still standing here? Don¡¯t you all have any other work other than standing here? I¡¯m


    already furious and seeing them standing here and guarding me. I feel more anger rushing up inside


    my body.


    ¡° No, Madam, we only have to seed you, and our only duty is to fulfill your needs so that we will be


    with you everywhere except this room, a woman said and pointed toward the room behind me.


    Again, this stupid madam, who the hell is your madam, I wanted to state this loudly, but I understood


    they would never take my words seriously at this moment; I want to kill all of them at that moment.


    ¡° Control Anna, you have left from here,¡± I tell myself; I don¡¯t have time to argue with them.


    ¡° Okay, can any of you please tell me why I¡¯m here or who took me here I ask again, gritting my white


    teeth?


    ¡° Madam, you¡¯ll know soon, but we can¡¯t tell you that pleasee with us. Right this way, she extends


    her arm toward a direction,


    I reluctantly follow her behind, and another three adult females and four scary men follow.


    * Unknown Person¡¯s Pov *


    Picking up her angry pout face, I smiled for the first time in these two days. I was so mad when I heard


    she was getting married. I felt my entire world crash in a second. I wanted to destroy the entire city,


    destroy everything. I barely stopped myself from doing that.


    How can I let that happen? She is mine; how can I allow someone else to marry her? She will be my


    queen, and only a king like me deserves a queen like her; who the hell is that bastard to marry my


    queen or think he can? How dare he? Whatever he wants. He wants to snatch the most precious


    person from my life.


    No way, never can, and I will never let that happen; now I¡¯m back, I will let him know who is real king,


    want to take everything from me, a person like me who can destroy him or a person like him who only


    knows how to steal from someone else, I will show him who is a real man.


    Now he will know that this city¡¯s real king is back.

 Chapter 3 Its him

    Chapter 3 It''s him


    Now that I¡¯m back, I will let him know who is the real king, a person like me who can destroy him or a


    person like him who only knows how to steal from someone else; I will show him who is a real man.


    Now he will know that this city¡¯s real king is back.


    Everyone in this country should know what happens when someone touches his girl, which he has


    been guarding for five years.


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    Yeah, for the past five long years, each sells in his body, yearning for her; how could he give another


    person a chance to take her away from her. But he''s worried about how she will react.


    * Anna''s POV *


    I came downstairs with them, and they took me inside a dining room; I left in too much. Awe, I can not


    express how much the dining room was. If I run here for 2 or 3, I''m sure I can lose 3 or 4 pounds.


    These rich people are too much, we middle-ss people can''t even afford our necessary needs in our


    daily life, but they do everything they desire.


    I looked everywhere, but I didn''t notice anyone else. Turning around, I looked around.


    A man came to me. From his clothes, he looks like a chef or cook.


    ¡° Madam, what do you eat, order anything you want,¡± he asked me like I''m the owner. Did he know I


    was here because someone kidnapped me?


    ¡° Anything I want, are you sure,¡± I asked with a hiding meaning.


    ¡° Yeah, madam, anything you want," he answers me confidently¡ªactually overconfidence.


    " Cook me the person who kidnapped me, or just give me the person, uncooked will also do; I just won''t


    eat that person,¡± I said while grinding my teeth tighter.


    Did he look at me in shock? I could see he was trying his best to gulp his fear.


    ¡° If you can''t forget it, I''m not hungry; I want to see the person who kidnapped me, " I tried to be polite


    to him.


    ¡° Madam, I can''t do anything about this; I''m just a chief; my duty is to cook for you,¡± he said as he was


    going to cry helplessly.


    Seeing his sad face, I stopped myself from arguing with him.


    ¡°Then don''t bother me; I''ll not eat until I see that person. I sat down at the head chair of the dining


    table.


    Just as I sat down, everyone screamed, which frightened me.


    Looking at their shocking reaction, I doubt if I sat on some bombs or not.


    I looked at a woman who was near to me " at least tell me before you all give me a heart attack; don''t


    you all think my kidnapping is enough for my poor heart " I said helplessly.


    Everyone falls silent once again like they don''t even exist here. I sighed; why did it leave me


    expressionless whenever I mentioned this?


    " Madam, please eat something; otherwise, we''ll be in grave trouble, " A woman said to me.


    " I''m not hungry; if no one tells me why I''m here or let''s meet the person who kidnapped me, then I''ll go


    on a hunger strike," I threaten them.


    "But madam," the cook tried to say something, but I stopped him, I stood up from the chair" I''m not a


    child that you all will coax me with food, I''ll not until I saw the person even I have to die from hunger "


    this time I''m screaming so loudly that my words were buzzing.


    " you don''t need a hunger strike, turn around, and you''ll see the person you wanted to see " a voice


    came behind me, and I''m in total shock.


    Not because of that, but I found the voice very familiar. Head to toe, my entire body shivers.


    I feel my knees are feeble; they can''t support my body anymore; I might fall soon.


    But my heart is saying, don''t worry, it''s not him, not him. But no matter how much I try, my head is


    saying only one thing: "It''s him."


    Finally, my knees went weak, and I sat down again.


    " Why do you not want to see it anymore? A moment ago, you were screaming, you wanted to see me


    now, no reaction, it''s not fair " again, the voice speaks up, and this time I''m 1000% sure it''s him.


    I don''t need to see his face. His presence is enough for me to know it''s him without looking at his face.


    I don''t know who to react to, but suddenly a realization hit me hard, what he is doing here, if he is here,


    there is only meaning left for me in this situation.


    Bracing myself, I stood up from the chair and turned around.


    Just as I thought he''s standing at the door entrance wearing a ck three-piece suit and looking


    toward me with his always shameless smile, ? in the past, I found it very cute, but not that I want to


    break his teeth.


    ring at him, ? I ask him, "what the hell are you doing here, or I should ask what the fuck I''m doing


    here " if I could, I might already break his head.?


    " Oh, so feisty like always, you didn''t change even a bit, Anna," he said, stillughing, ignoring my word


    like empty air.


    " Should I thank you for yourpliment," I ask him? Is he kidding with me right now?


    " Shouldn''t you show a little emotion, Anna, even a little," He asks while looking at my eyes like he is


    searching for something inside my eyes?


    But it''s too sad for him, and he can''t, because I''m not 19 years old, Anna anymore; I buried that Anna


    in a grave a long time ago.


    She will never show up again. I will not let that happen at any cost, and I already learned my


    lesson.

 Chapter 4: ~ Nightmare ~

    Chapter 4: ~ Nightmare ~


    * Anna''s Pov *


    He''s searching for something inside my eyes.


    But it''s too sad for him; he can''t because I''m not 19 years old, Anna anymore; I buried that Anna in a


    grave a long time ago.


    She will never show up again. I will not let that happen. And I''ll never forgive him.


    I look straight into his eyes to let him know she is not here anymore. Who was stupid and an idiot?


    " Stop looking already; you can''t find that foolish girl; she will nevere back " I smirk at him.


    He took a step toward me, and I stood still in my spot without moving even an inch.


    When he was in front of me, a beatific smile was on his face, which is why I hated him even more at


    that moment.


    " Don''t worry, she wille back, and you also can''t stop her either, " He says,


    I gritted my teeth; this man is still shamelessly overconfident, which I hate the most.


    Even after five years, he is still arrogant and full of himself.


    " I don''t think I need your advice; just tell me what I''m doing here."


    Crossing my hands over my chest, I looked at him, and he knew he better tell me the truth; otherwise,


    I''ll surely throw him through the window where I was standing after waking up.


    " I took back what is mine, I gave you enough freedom, and you alreadypleted your study, so of


    course,e back where you truly belong," He said like I was the one who chose this in the past.


    " ze, are you kidding with me right now, " I ask him while giving him a mocking smile.


    " Oh my god, how much I missed this " He holds his left chest with both hands and puts a beatific


    expression on his face.


    " Anna just let the past stay in the past. We will create more beautiful memories together in the


    present," ze says as he tries to hold my hand, "but I back off and distance myself from him.


    " Beautiful memories, no these memories are now nightmares to me, and I don''t need any memories


    with you, also five years ago, what you gave me was enough for me " 5 years I tried my best to remove


    these memories from my life.


    Now once again, he came back to my life to sprinkle salt on my old wound, to make it as painful as it


    was in the past, no way. I can''t bear that pain again because of him.


    Both of us fall silent; after a few seconds, he looks at me, " Come and eat with me."


    He knows I won''t fall for his tricks.


    " Just let me go. Do you have any idea what you did?" I demand, feeling very nervous inside my heart.


    " Anna," he inhales a long breath as he tries to control his anger.


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    " What a disaster you created. Today I was getting married, but of course, like always, you ruined


    everything" I try not to look at him because I could feel his murderous look.


    Suddenly, I hear footsteps, and I look towards him, just as I thought he was near me.


    His facial expression gives me a red zone danger alert.


    I backed off immediately, but he did not stop; he approached me until I could go nowhere; in front of me


    is he, and behind the wall, I feel like a chess sandwich between them.


    " Now tell me what you''re saying, wedding, Anna, do you think I''m dead " he lifts my chin a little, and


    now I''m looking straight at his eyes.


    This is the first time I saw his face after five years; truth be told, he became more handsome than I


    remember.


    Now his face was rough, sexy, handsome, unlike the past.


    Now he has a sexy, thick beard. He was a young boy five years ago, but now he has be a sexy


    man.


    Suddenly I wanted to beat myself, so I told myself, "what the hell are you thinking?"


    " Anna looks at me," he gives the order, not the request.


    I did what he said; I nced up at him, his eyes turned dark.


    " Now listen to me carefully; you''re mine; five years ago when you confessed your love for me, your


    fate already set with me for your entire life, you should know this already" he digs his finger on my skin.


    It hurts that I refuse to show him my tears.


    "That was my mistake, and everyone could make this mistake at their young age, so I did; it''s not a big


    deal, " I say like it does not matter to me or never did, but he and I both of us know I''m telling a white


    lie.


    " Don''t you dare say that was a mistake; it was never Anna and never will," he threatened, and I gulped


    my saliva.


    " "You know Anna, I''ll tolerate your stubbornness and everything about you but never ignore our


    rtionship,"


    he says, his voice creating fear inside my heart, brushing his finger on my lips, and he is waiting for my


    answer.


    Looking at his eyes, I know I can not anger him; otherwise, he will go mad, and I have to pay the price.


    So I did not deny what he said; I just nodded my head.


    " Now that''s my Anna,e and eat with me," he smirks.


    " Don''t you understand, I said I''m not hungry," saying that I pushed him as hard as I have the strength


    in my body.


    He backs away from me, not because he moves away, not because of my sudden push, but because


    he knows I''m very frustrated right now.


    I did not look back ande out while running as fast as I could.


    " Anna,e back here, " ze calls out from behind, but I cannot stop. I did.


    I remember nothing about how to go back.


    So I just run without knowing where I''m going right now.


    After running sometimes, I reached an empty ally.


    I looked around, seeing nobody was not everywhere; I burst into tears.

 Chapter 5 ~ Like football ~

    Chapter 5 ~ Like football ~


    * Anna''s Pov *


    I looked around carefully, seeing no one was around; I burst into tears, not so loudly. I pressed my


    hands over my mouth to stop myself and also prevent others from hearing me. I silently let my tears


    give him the satisfaction he wants from me.


    After a while, I stopped myself; I looked up and fanned my teary eyes; I wanted to dry these tears and


    prevent them froming out; I already spent so many tears on this heartless devil.


    Five long years was enough; he doesn¡¯t deserve that, nor did he ever do. Also, I can¡¯t believe these


    stupid tears wereing again, I wanted to curse someone, so I cursed them for being so foolish and


    shameless.


    I wiped the tears with my hands and took a deep breath and looked around; I needed to run away


    because as far I know this devil, no tears can melt his heart, now that he took me here, this bastard


    won¡¯t let me go as my will. I need to find my way to escape from this castle and whatever; it was like a


    prison to me now.


    I started walking around carefully to see where I was, no matter how long I was walking. I can¡¯t finish


    the way, how long this shit is. I started feeling a little irritated with this; it was too long to end and begin


    again.


    When I finally stopped, I didn''t know where I was; I looked back, now I finally understood when people


    say you can be lost anywhere if that ce is an unknown ce for you. My condition was like a sand


    mountain needle, nor can I walk forward and not go back because I was lost here.


    It seems my head was too hot to look at anything around me when I wasing here. Now suffer until


    someonees to find you. I wanted to run away, but look, I was waiting for someone to find me and


    take me back to where I came from. I looked around and saw a balcony. An idea came to mind, and I


    went to the balcony.


    ¡°huh ¡°I cleared my throat a little and wanted to let out my head outside from the window; because it


    secured the window with a protectiveyer, I could not let my head out. So I attached my face to the


    window and let out my voice as loud as I could.


    ¡° Hey idiot ze, I lost my way, sent someone to get me right now; it¡¯s too dark here, ¡°I said as loudly


    my throat could bear. It was a little funny, though, but it also reduced my anger a little.


    At least I called him an idiot, and everyone might hear me; I felt proud of it. He deserved it. How dare


    he?


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    As Anna ran outside, I followed her but carefully so that she won¡¯t catch me and get angry more than


    she already was. I can understand her anger; I deserve her hate, rage, everything because it was my


    deed that turned her into hatred for me.


    When I finally spotted her, she was crying with both hands pressing over her mouth. Silly but still very


    stubborn, she did not change even a little; suddenly, my disappearance caused her all the pain.


    She was such a lovely girl who always lived with no care in the world; she did everything she wanted.


    She was like air; she was like her own master, My Anna was courageous, but after five years, she lost


    that spark from her eyes.


    Now seeing her crying like a thief, I wanted to pull her in my arms and tell her she can scold me, curse


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    Five years what I did was for her, for our future, but I don¡¯t know what to do with my life and how to say


    to her the unspoken words I was holding in my heart, especially my identity, she will hate me more if I


    say this now. A ck life I¡¯m living. She already hates me too much. I can¡¯t break this news right now,


    and I don¡¯t have that strength right now. Making her fall in love with me again is now my priority, and it


    was likely impossible.


    She started going towards the wrong side, I wanted to stop her, but I know she will go in that direction if


    I say no and stop her. My Anna was born with stubbornness, and I don¡¯t think this habit is going


    anywhere. Nor do I mind her addiction; everything is okay as long she is with me; nothing else matters.


    She stopped aftering to a dark spot; it was the north side, sunlight could not reach here because it


    was on the opposite side of the ocean, so it was very dark, and I know she fears the most is darkness.


    I stood behind a pir; if she feels my presence, she will get angrier. She scratched her head like a lost


    child; I wanted to smile; she always does this when confused. After a few seconds, she doesn¡¯t know


    where to go, and suddenly she went toward the small window covered with a protectiveyer.


    She attached her face to the window and was about to do something, which I knew nothing good would


    be. And I heard her scream, ¡° hey idiot ze, I lost my way, sent someone to get me right now, it¡¯s too


    dark here. ¡°I already had this bad feeling.


    My people heard her mightily; clearly, I sighed in defeat. This girl knew where to kick. I¡¯m the boss of


    thousands of people, and she tarnished my formidable reputation in front of them; she kicked on my


    reputation like football.

 Chapter 8 ~ I deserve this ~

    Chapter 8 ~ I deserve this ~


    * ze''s Pov *


    She coldlyughed, "Give me this back, otherwise send me back, choose one." She wants to deal with


    this, but it''s too sad that both of them were precious to me.


    " NO love, you''re more precious than my own life, but our memory is also important to me; I have only


    one photo, and I can''t let you ruin it, right " I turned the photo frame toward her. She finally looked at


    the picture; I wrote the surprise all over her face, which I clearly understand.


    Because she already destroyed all of our memories and everything attached to our love, I know every


    detail of things she did after I left her, heartbroken.


    " are you trying to show me how to fool? I have once loved a bastard, " Anna screamed at me; the pain


    in her eyes was something that I never wanted to see, yet I was the one who gave this pain.


    I raised my hand to her and tried to touch her tears, which were flowing out, but pped my hand away


    and wiped her tears down her own; my heart was in pain. This girl once tried to act cute and always


    tried to get my attention by looking like a cute rabbit.


    But now when I badly want to touch her and give her all my attention she refused me, she learned how


    to control her emotions, her expression, she caged my Anna''s heart; even when she woke up in a


    strange ce, she seemed very calm,


    Anna knew someone had kidnapped her, yet acted, usually, but that was not her, that''s not how my


    Anna should work, Anna should curse me for leaving her, she should show me how hurt she was, her


    fear, her emotions, I need to see everything.


    I put the photo frame back on the table and slowly approached her.


    She was still ring at me crossing her hands over her chest; I lost it; I know I should stay patient, but I


    don''t want to anymore because I lost enough, and I don''t start catching up right now. She will


    strengthen the wall she created around her to stay away from me.


    I dragged her in my arms and looked straight in the eyes; it was the second time I hugged her so


    closely, my heartbeat might already touch the sky. She was shocked and a little angry,


    everything is okay with me; Anna tried to fight with me and get away from me, but how can I let her do


    this when I was trying to melt her in my bone and blood,


    " Look at me, " I said; this time, my voice was a little stern, and she was surprised once again; she


    didn''t listen to me; she turned her face to the other side.


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    This time I lost it; she would instead look at an empty wall rather than my face.


    I caught her chin and turned her face toward me " I want you to look at me when I talk to you because I


    love your eyes too much " as her face raised, her breathing fastened, and fell on my face, the hot air of


    her breathing lifted the fire in my heart.


    Without thinking forward and behind, I imed her lips; I know she was still not ready for me, but this


    was total torture for me when she was in front of me, yet an invisible wall was between us; I wanted to


    break that wall,


    I wanted my Anna back, even if I had to force my way to her. I needed to step forward to break that wall


    because it was me who stepped back five years ago.


    So I took the first step and kissed her, damn I kissed her. This time it was like butterflies flying inside


    my stomach, But she needed to break my fantasy; after all, she started struggling and punching on my


    chest. Still, I did not let her go; I hugged her closer and kissed her more roughly; I poured my


    loneliness, my pain, these five years of love into that kiss,


    I wanted to nt them in her breath so that when she takes a breath, my love will stay on her breath,


    and only then will she feel how much I love her; I devoured her lips as my most precious obsession;


    yeah, she is my obsession. She is my day and night; she is my peace, also my only weakness.


    My hands were in an auto touching mood, and even at first, I did not want to touch her so intimately; I


    started doing it because my hand was already going inside her top.


    "MUH "Anna wanted to stop me, and she tried to bite me, but grabbing that chance, I slipped my


    tongue inside her mouth.


    I wanted to devour her whole and melt her in my blood so that she would ept me, but I froze when I


    felt something against my cheeks; I looked at her eyes and stopped because her tears were falling and


    suddenly stopped struggling.


    " Love " softly called her, and with that, she let out the pain she was holding in her heart with her tears.


    " You bastard, let me go right now, " Anna said between her tears yet did not push me or try to move


    away from my arms; I also did not let her go because I wanted to melt her pain, which froze her heart


    too cold.


    She needed to let down her guard against me and my love; only then could I warm her heart once


    again.


    " Shush, love, it''s okay, " I tried to coax her, but she started crying louder, " Nothing is okay, why are


    you back since you left long ago, then why are you back right now, why, why? Anna punched my chest,


    yet my heart was in pain after all her words stabbed my heart more than her light punches on my body.


    Yet I know I deserve this.

 Chapter 9 ~ Delusional disorder ~

    Chapter 9 ~ Delusional disorder ~


    * Anna''s Pov *


    I don''t know yet. I was already crying while sending some punched ze on his chest, he silently bore


    that, but the most shocking part is why the hell I am hugging this bastard.


    I must be crazy, "Anna, have you lost your mind? You promised you would never shed drops of tears


    for this heartless bastard, yet you are hugging this bastard; you are such a double standard person, "I


    cursed myself for being so fooled.


    " let go. "I put my hands down from his waist and tried to get rid of his hands from my abdomen, but


    this stubborn cow is too much; he even hugged me more tightly, as if he didn''t hear my words,


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    " you let me go right now " at first, I was too emotional, so I did not care for anything, but now when he


    tightened his hug,


    I felt how hard his body was like a stone; it was nothing like five years ago, really it seems everything


    was showing me the reality that my ze and this ze have nothing alike after all time changed


    everything.


    once I loved him, and now suddenly our rtionship turned to love and hate rtionship,


    " Let go of right now, ze, I hate you, I hate you, why are you doing this to me, what sin Imitted


    in my past life that I met you " my heart already weak in front of him now he is forcing me to be


    helpless.


    " shh, no love, you did nothing, it was me who failed my woman, please just this time, love, I will never


    let you go, please give me a chance " he is almost begging me, but I don''t want to be a fool anymore,


    he was the one who walked away from this rtionship, no one forced him, it was his choice.


    " No, I will never," I said, still trying to get away from him, his manly scent hitting my nose, which was


    very attractive. I need to stay away from this man; otherwise, I don''t know if I can trust my


    overconfidence level.


    ze suddenly grabbed my chin and made me look at his face.


    " Anna Swan, do you know why I was so gentle with you? I thought after five years, your stubbornness


    level lowered, yet you became more and more strong-headed?


    So there is no point in holding myself back just thinking that you will give me a chance, so get ready for


    our marriage, and I mean it, I''ll take no for an answer in this matter, you can do whatever you want, but


    you''re going to marry me that''s final."


    ze said dominatingly, and I froze like frozen ginger.


    What the hell, what he just said, whose marriage, I will not marry this bastard, I need to


    Go back and marry Dn, otherwise who will take my father''s treatment''s expense.


    I looked at him like he was joking with me, " do you have a severe delusional disorder? "I asked him


    straight, looking at him bravely.


    His face turned a little sour " no, I don''t have this kind of disease, but I have a severe illness called


    Anna Swan. '''' He said with a smirk on his face. If possible, I want to punch him in the front and wipe


    that evil smirk from his devilish face.


    " We''re going to be a married couple soon, so I put it aside, but see how I punish you for calling your


    husband a person with a mental health condition. I will give you freedom for today; the head maid will


    show you around to help you know this ce better," ze said as if he didn''t hear what I had just


    said. He didn''t take my words seriously.


    " Are you deaf or dumb?" I said I need to go back; I hate you, I don''t want to stay here with you,


    marriage is seven live distance which is not possible in this life " now I screamed at him. He might have


    lost his mind, but I''m fully conscious.


    My family needs me; my father doesn''t have time for his childish y.


    ze''s eyes turned cold and red; I gulped hard because I know this look very well; his eyes change


    when he gets beyond angry; he grabbed my waist and swapped me from my feet and pushed me


    against the wall;


    I wrapped my hands over his neck and legs around his waist, fearing I would fall; before I came back to


    my senses, he grabbed my face with his hand and raised my face roughly.


    "I said we''re getting married; you are not going anywhere, you will not leave me, Love, just as I said I


    would bear every demand of yours, but you are mine, and I will never let you leave me, so ept this


    reality already.


    " his eyes were so scary that my tears starteding because even though I saw his angry look, I


    never saw this look. This look of his can kill any person with a heart attack.


    I shivered in fear. " I- ~ I " my words also froze in my throat.


    " Anna, answer me, " ze said once again. "what answer does he want from me? I am not his doll or


    robot that I will give every answer as yes.


    But I don''t have the guts to say no on his face because I know it was not safe for me to be stubborn


    while we are in such an awkward position.


    " Love? This time it was full of warning, and as I looked at his eyes, his action caught me off guard; he


    roughly sealed my mouth with his. It was like a life-sucking kiss, so rough that my lips started bleeding


    and might be bleeding. I tried to push him, but he was too strongpared to me, my strength only


    limited to my tongue.


    He bites my lips, and I hissed in pain; taking this chance, he slipped his tongue inside my mouth, this


    cheater.


    He grabbed my head and pushed toward him and depended more on the kiss.

 Chapter 10 ~ My obsession ~

    Chapter 10 ~ My obsession ~


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    I don¡¯t know which types of madness took over my head; I lost control over my anger and showed the


    actual character I never want to show her,


    Anna knew me as a gentleman and a calm person, but I never was calm or gentleman; even before I


    took over the leader position of ck Reaper, I was a hot-tempered person and very possessive type.


    My possessiveness climbed on a different level and touched the sky after I met Anna; I felt jealous


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    even she smiled at any girls at college; I hated when other people tried to be friendly with her,


    Even my heart knew, the more she would be away from those outsiders, the more she would spend her


    time with me. I wanted her 24hours from a day, 365 from the year,


    I forgot to count how many nights I spent hanging on her window without her knowing and watched my


    sleepy Anna. Even her sleeping posture was entirely wrong. I loved every bit of her.


    My obsession was more than Anna could handle, so I learned to hide that personality from her. I kept


    everything under control.


    But when my father forced me to give up on her and take over the organization, I finallyshed out. But


    the consequences had to be born by my father; after all, he took my love from me, so how can I let him


    go?


    Since then, no one has ever seen my calm personality, but once again, I tried to adapt to that calm


    personality of mine, yet I lost it because she said she wants to leave me.


    I will never let her go away from me, never in this life, I ever wished just one thing, and that¡¯s her.


    Everything might be too much for her, yet I am not ready to give her time because I know my secret will


    push her away from me; I need a reason to tie her to me.


    Coming back to the sense I noticed, Anna stopped struggling. She might hate me, but deep down, I


    know she loves me as much as she did five years ago.


    It was her and the situation which stopped her from showing the natural hers.


    Anna closed her eyes, and I felt a sense of peace at her obedience.


    I kissed her hungrily, how I missed her, my head was telling me to take her right here, make her yours


    entirely, but my heart was saying otherwise. My gut tells me to stay satisfied with this for now.


    But I will not let go so quickly; I rubbed my intact body against her soft body, I can feel every change of


    her body. She has grown a little meat on her bones in the past five years. Yet, she was having a hard


    time with these part-time jobs because of her father''s illness. She lost weight.


    Anna suddenly tightened her arms around my neck and opened her mouth for me at her will.


    That¡¯s all I need.


    I sucked her tongue but gently tried not to be rough with her, but the junior started jumping inside my


    pants toe out.


    I felt it¡¯s not a bad idea to let him taste it, so I pushed Anna toward my hard tent and rubbed against her


    body.


    Anna might find it shocking that her nails started going deep in the flesh on my back.


    She didn¡¯t stop me because I lost her in my kisses. I took my tongue from her mouth to see her


    reaction; her reaction surprised me; as my tongue left her, she pushed her tongue inside my mouth.


    She was pretty clumsy; she tried to suck my tongue as I did but failed,


    so she felt frustrated; she wanted to take it back. Still, I caught her, refused to let go like I don¡¯t want to


    let her.


    ¡° Love, youck practice but don¡¯t worry, I will teach you, ¡°I said between the kiss but still gripping her.


    She frowned; she bit on my tongue; I could taste blood but let her do what she was doing; soon, she


    jerked away and removed her mouth from me.


    ¡°you seem quite an expert; whom did you practice? ze, you bastard, you turned yboy, huh ¡°she


    already cursed me. I just silentlyughed, okay, point number 2; she still gets jealous quickly, which


    proves she still loves me, but I counted everything in my head.


    Her mouth was inches away from me because of my hold on her head, her breathing touching my


    cheeks and lips ¡° Love, ¡°I mixed her breath with my breathing.


    ¡°Do you forget who taught me to kiss? ¡°I licked her lips and teased her.


    Her face turned redder; she looked down; after all, she was the one who forcefully kissed me in front of


    the whole college.


    She started moving once again to get away from me, which caused a big reaction from both of us,


    As she moved so hard, my cock poked at her, and a moan left both of us.


    ¡°you bastard, you lustful bastard, you, why are you so shameless? Let go of me, go away from me ¡°


    Anna once again went back to her stubborn mood.


    I did as she asked because I might lose control and make love with her the next second, but I don¡¯t


    want our first time like this.


    As her feet touched the ground, she backed away at least 3 feet from me. As if she couldn¡¯t get enough


    distance.


    ¡°You," she red at me like she wanted to eat me alive.


    ¡°Love, get used by this because I held back enough, but I will not from now on, so even try that useless


    defense against me,


    because in this world no one can stop me, even you to make you mine, I want your heart back, but I


    also wish for your body because it belongs to me" I nced into her beautiful eyes and said out loud


    everything I wanted to say.

 Chapter 11 ~ You never loved me ~

    Chapter 11 ~ You never loved me ~


    * Anna¡¯s Pov *


    What the hell is wrong with me? What am I doing? I just kissed this bastard back, is my head not


    working anymore, or I have gone mad,


    I just kissed him, bloody hell, fuck, Anna, Anna, you are such two timers, just a while ago you cursed


    him yet when he kissed you melt away like dust, you have no shame yet you call him shameless. But


    one minute, why am I cursing myself? He was the real culprit; how dare he kiss me? Push him away,


    yet you hug him like an octopus.


    ¡° you ze listen to me, don¡¯t overthink, it was a physical reaction, nothing else, and it was you who


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    walked away from our rtionship. I didn¡¯t, so it was your choice what to do since you never loved me,


    and this is my choice I will not marry,


    What kind of useless desire of yours, you never loved me, so why are you doing this, I could never


    have entered your heart, so I threw you out of mine? I hated to remember the pain; it feels like


    yesterday when I lost my desire to live without him, yet this heartless man left me and never looked


    back.


    ze¡¯s face turned dark, but I didn''t fear him. Why would I? I loved him with everything, yet he threw


    me out of his life, so why would I give him what he wants, never. I am not someone who will silently


    bear everything just because he is the man I loved.


    ze took a few steps toward me; I stubbornly stood on my spot.¡¯ he stopped in front of me and


    suddenly caught my chin and forcefully raised my face ¡° who permits you? Who, Anna, Love in this life?


    Only I can stay here ¡° he pointed toward my heart spot with a negligible force. My chin and chest area


    were burning because he was pretty rough with me this time. But who would think he is to that I will


    stop telling I need and what I want ¡°huh, I don¡¯t need your permission, my heart belongs to me and I


    Am the owner, as like you, did you take me my approval when you left without giving me a reason, did


    you evere back in these five years and give me any exnation, ze this called karma even god


    can¡¯t save you from your karma ¡° I spoke every word I wanted to say, ze seems like frizzed,


    I wanted to say more and more; after all, I looked at this why¡¯s the answer for five years and found


    nothing, so I want to answer what sin Imitted; he left me an ocean of my tears.


    When I was hoping he would give me the answer, he was thinking something, and like always, stepped


    back and left the room without a sound, when he went out, he closed the door with all his strength,


    thank god the door was too strong to take his tyrant torture.


    My legs were strong enough to support me until now after he left, I fell on the floor strengthless; I did


    not stand up,


    I felt exhausted already, five years I silently bore the pain and burn of a third ss girl left by the man I


    loved when I finally gave up and tried to give up on my life, and immense responsibility fell on my


    shoulder, my father¡¯s treatment responsibility,


    I had to do it at any cost; I thought I already wanted to give up on my wife, so why not exchange this life


    to save him? That¡¯s why I agreed. I nned everything beheaded after all.


    But who knows, fate will y another game with me.


    I wanted to cry; I feltplicated; I thought I forgot him then why I lost my control and sense when he


    said these words. An unknown feeling built up in my heart. Why, why?


    I thought I lost the capability to love someone, then why does this feeling make me nervous and anger


    me at the same time? Why Can¡¯t I pull it outpletely?


    After sitting there for a long time, my legs started getting cramps. Taking this sofa¡¯s support, I stood up,


    yet I felt an electric shock on my legs. I hate this feeling even more.


    After beating my own feet with a stick, I finally felt better. I heard a loud sound from outside the


    bedroom window. It was the chopper¡¯s sound of a helicopter.


    I went to the window and looked outside; a helicopter had justnded. I was so happy to see this.


    I wanted to jump from the window but remember the height. I turned back to the door and ran as fast as


    I could.


    I clearly remember how up the stairs as I opened the door, and the bodyguards ran behind me. I was


    too busy to care about them; I ran fast enough to feel I was air and flowing at storm speed.


    When I came downstairs, the maids looked at me like I was going to some war or something. I ignored


    them and ran toward the main door; quite shocking, it was fully open.


    Can I be happier seeing the door open for me? I went straight outside and saw the helicopters.


    As I reached there, it disappointed me seeing ze there.


    ¡°Why are you running like this? What if you fall and get hurt, love ¡° ze jumped from the helicopter


    and came to me?


    ¡°where are you going? I asked, ignoring his nothing but honey.


    ¡°I have something to do, love. Do you need anything? He asked,


    ¡°Will you give it to me if I ask?" I know the answer, but hope is human''s only strength.


    ¡°Love says, I will give you everything, including my life," he started once again.


    ¡°oh, then how about give me a ride to where you are going and leave me there, ¡°I said with a smile,


    ¡°Love," his voice turned cold. Okay, he is doing this again.


    I looked behind him and thought something; I pushed him and ran toward the helicopter; I jumped and


    climbed inside the helicopter with my small hands and legs. It was pretty tiring. It looked easy, yet I was


    huffing and lost my breathing bnce.

 Chapter 12 ~ 12 hours ~

    Chapter 12 ~ 12 hours ~


    * Anna¡¯s Pov *


    I was huffing and lost my breathing bnce. What the hell? Why is it so hard to get inside?


    I am so dead tired. When I looked back, I saw ze was looking at me with a question mark on his


    face. Okay, he might think if I''m ying some jumping game ground to helicopters.


    I twisted my mouth and red at him ¡°what? ¡°I asked with a frown on my face.


    ze crossed his hands over his chest. Oh god, why did he make him so handsome? That''s not fair to


    ordinary people like us.


    I want to peel his skin and rogue out his blue eyes; otherwise, I might lose myself in these beautiful


    eyes.


    ¡°Oh god, what the hell I''m thinking? ¡°I murmured unhappily to myself, getting distracted by his eyes.


    ¡°What are you thinking? Me? ¡°a voice whispered beside my ear, and I jumped out like a frog who


    jumped in the rain.


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    But a hand caught me through my waist ¡°you are careless, Love, ¡° ze said,


    I was angry with him, but more anger boiled inside me, but for me. After all, I am a fool.


    ¡°No, I''m not; leave me. ¡°I wiggle and try to remove his hands over my waist, but this idiot man was too


    strong. His skin was thick like a rhinoceros, even though I wanted to scratch my nails and was too


    weak to stick in his skin.


    ¡°That''s Not What I Want in this life, ever, ¡°he said thoughtfully as if my words offended him.


    I want to turn and punch on his face ¡°huh, don¡¯t kid with me. I never want to. Are you creating three


    types of levels before leaving me again? You already left me one time, are you waiting for the second


    and third time already ¡° I don¡¯t leave any trust in his words, not even a hairbreadth?


    I mocked him, and his face turned ck like ink.


    ¡° Anna, can you stop mentioning that? I already told you, Love, it was my decision, but Love, I regret


    leaving you ¡° ze¡¯s voice turns gentle when he talks about this, but I hate this more.


    ¡°I want an exnation, not your excuse, no matter what it was you who left me, now, can a sorry and


    your reason gave me back everything I lost and can it again take away the pain I suffered ¡°


    these old emotions were still bruised inside my heart because they shook my voice; now they were


    ¡° Love, ¡° ze whispered, and suddenly I felt wet on my shoulder; I froze like frozen ginger.


    ¡° Believe me, I felt every pain I gave you, my heart bleeds with you, my heart was torn apart when I left


    you, but I didn¡¯t have any option other than that but believe me, I never forgot you, not even for a


    second, how can I forget my Anna. ¡°


    Every word shatters my willpower bit by bit; I gritted my teeth tightly so that thest bit of willpower


    won¡¯t leave me.


    Why he did this to me, no matter what the reason was, he left me alone in the hallway, leaving me


    alone facing this cruel world; that¡¯s the truth he never could change.


    I am not an unreasonable person, but at this moment, I can''t let myself slip away because it is his


    decision, so he should face it; I need to go home for now. I have to save my father. I also don¡¯t have


    any other option, like him; my family needs me, they have only me as their support, and I know how it


    feels when you lose your asset. He was my pir, my shield, yet he suddenly pulled himself from me,


    and I fell on my face, but that fall shattered my heart into pieces.


    ¡° ze leaves me alone, my family needs me, your Anna died long ago when you left her alone '''' I


    know this might be cruel, but that¡¯s the truth; the moment Imitted suicide five years ago, my past


    self died.


    ze¡¯s hands suddenly went from my waist; he backed away from me; I hesitated to turn back


    because I feared I would see something I didn''t want.


    ¡° Why are you here ¡°helplessness could hear in his voice. I fisted my hands.


    ¡° Send me back; I need to go back, ¡° I said, controlling my voice and shaking my emotions.


    ¡° Anna, go back inside; I have important work to do; I wille back tomorrow morning ¡° he sounds


    angry, but that¡¯s not the answer I wanted.


    I turned back, and his eyes were red; some tear stains proved that the wet feeling was from his tears, I


    don¡¯t know, but my chest area turned so heavy that I felt someone put tons of stone there to block my


    breathing.


    ¡° I said send me, why you caged me here, I need to go home, ¡° I almost screamed, not because he


    disagreed with my decision, but also because I was feeling frustrated seeing him cry.


    ¡° This is your home; your home is with me; you¡¯re free to roam around but never mention going back;


    now go back before I force you, ¡° ze said. The anger was there.


    ¡° my father needs me; I need ¡° before I could finish his words and cut me off my unfinished stories.


    ¡° I know, but you can¡¯t go back to them; that¡¯s not safe for you, ¡° he said with a straight face.


    His words confused me ¡° what are you talking about? I asked him, but his face changed.


    ¡° Love, how about we made a deal ¡° ze sat on the seat, and I stood in front of him.


    I carefully stare at his face to know what this stubborn man is trying to n.


    ¡° You want to treat your father, I want you, so why not exchange the need with each other? I will give


    your best treatment you will give yourself to me, ¡° ze said with a devilish smile on his face, but this


    smile was nothing I have usually seen; this smile was full of arrogance and the devil wicked.


    I suddenly feel uneasy. I never felt this type of smile was something I didn''t understand, but his smile


    was beyond anyone¡¯s understanding.


    ¡°I will give you 12 hours, I wille back tomorrow morning, and I need an answer. If your answer yes,


    then I will send the world¡¯s best doctor for your father''s treatment, but the answer is no then in this


    world no doctor will treat your father; now the choice is yours.¡®¡¯


    His voice nked my mind; this ze is not the ze I knew who he was: his eyes and expression


    froze my words.


    I wanted to say no and scold him, but an unknown power stopped me.


    ¡° Anna, ¡° his voice pulled me out from my fear, but not wholly,


    I was angry because he asked me to choose, but he left no way for me. No matter my choice, he will


    only get the advantage, and I will lose myself.


    ¡° why not let me go back and give me some time to think about it? ¡°I nned to be sweet.


    ¡° Love, I said don¡¯t mention this word ¡° Go back ¡° again; otherwise, you can¡¯t me me if I stop every


    hospital not to give your father any treatment ¡° ze once again mentioned this, and my head started


    burning.


    ¡° Are you god that everyone will listen to your nonsense, and who the hell are you to treat me with my


    father, marry you, dream on? ¡°I hear his bunk. It was enough that I didn''t punch him in the face; I hid


    my fear from him.


    Suddenly he pulled me, and I fell on hisp. He grabbed my chin and forcefully turned me to face him.


    ¡°I said I give 12 hours. The choice is yours, now let¡¯s see what you decide. ¡°


    He said every word as if he owned me. I should say yes, which type of devil got inside his mind and


    body, why he was behaving like this, his words and behavior were too cruel, how can he y with my


    father''s life, his choices one was boiled water pot another one boiled oil pit, no matter where I will jump


    I will burn myself.


    I looked at him and wanted to say fuck off, but I stopped myself.


    Because his devil-looking expression was telling, ¡°dare me, Anna, ¡°and once again, this man turned


    himself as the devil, I never wanted to see.


    I stayed silent, and sometimes silence bes the best answer in critical situations.


    ze smiled, but his eyes were still sharp as if he was looking into my soul.


    I can¡¯t even read his thoughts, yet he seems to know every bit of my heart, brain, soul.


    I stopped looking toward him to hide my thoughts; ze kissed on my lips, the butterflies started


    wiggling inside my stomach, but my anger and hate for him broke the butterfly''s wings, and he always


    leaves his saliva like a shameless man. I did not stop him, nor did I kiss him back.

 Chapter 13 ~ Two poisonous snakes ~

    Chapter 13 ~ Two poisonous snakes ~


    * ze''s Pov *


    My possessive and dark mood turned on even after I tried so hard; I know I want to control, but at the


    same; I let go of my willpower''s leash; I want her, body, heart, soul, and everything I want back.


    Even though I know she will hate me; I want to take this path I chose, suddenly, hurry, these are five


    years too long, these five years, I can''t describe my desire. Every nerve in my body felt tired because


    she was far away from me.


    I wanted to give her time to agree with her will, but her eyes were too determined to take a step toward


    me and forgive me; that''s why she forced me to take such an action. I never thought I would ckmail


    her with her family,


    But I know other than this I don''t have any other choice. After I felt I should stop; otherwise, her mind


    might st in anger. I let go of her mouth and looked at her teary eyes; I felt terrible seeing her tears,


    but I held back.


    "go back inside; I need to be somewhere; I wille back tomorrow. "I want to give some time alone to


    clear her mind and obviously to calm her mind. I feel her unhappiness and helplessness, but I am also


    helpless and without her in my life.


    Anna jumped up and wanted to leave, but I held her hand, "let me. "


    She silently let me carry her out and put her down. I already saw how tired she looked when she forced


    her way up. As I let her down, she started walking back; I stood there and stared at her, her every step


    showing how unhappy she was; I stood there until she reached inside.


    I called my man "you stay here, don''t let anyone find this ce,'''' I ordered him and turned back; I went


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    inside the helicopter. "Go back, "All the calmness and gentleness washed away from me. The demon


    inside was awake by now.


    It''s time to show the real me. It takes 4 hours toe back inside the city from my private ind; I''m


    back at home where my devil and selfish father know I aming, but he did not realise it would be so


    soon. As Inded on my so-called family, people came running toward me and greeted me as their


    king; yeah, Here I Am, the king, and they are my dad''s dogs.


    "where is he? I asked in my domain voice. These men lowered their eyes and didn''t dare to look up;


    after all, they wanted their life.


    " The boss is in his study room, and Mr Bedik is with him," the man said in his fearful voice. A cold


    sneer left my mouth, but inside my body, my blood boiled like boiling water. These two older men still


    dared to fight against me; what they thought, I wouldn''t know what they were trying to do behind my


    back. But they messed with me at the wrong time.


    I might forgive them if they messed up inside this world, but they dared to mess with my other world,


    my Anna. I walked inside without waiting for them to inform me what they were doing inside. As I


    entered inside, I saw my mother, oops, my stepmother.


    This woman is the immense throne of my life. She was the real reason I''m under in this dark world,


    leaving my Anna alone. I fucking hate her slutty face. I wanted to avoid her, but this woman, like a


    ghost, never let slip any chance to fuck with my life. If I want to kill anyone in this family, she will be the


    first person. I walked upstairs, but she stopped me, saying, "ze, baby. "


    I feel disgusted by the way she calls me. I turned back; I clenched my teeth so that I wouldn''t kill her


    the moment she would open her mouth. Killing is nothing to me,


    but this woman was the mother of my brother, who loved me more than his life. For me, he sacrificed


    his freedom to free himself from this dark world and then his life to save mine.


    If he didn''t take the leader position at my ce, the person dead would be me.


    ¡° Yeah, "I nodded with no expression. " Don''t argue with your father about what he wants for your good,


    so be careful when you talk to him, " she said in hermanded voice.


    Okay, I got it, that bastard older man cooking something fishy and his cat already defending him.


    "I will decide what to do after I will know what he wants to do, and also stay at your limit, because


    you''re still alive for my brother, but if you dare to cross the boundary, I don''t mind sending you to my


    brother " my voice was scary enough to make her frightened of her.


    In this vi, everyone knows, my brother was my only weakness and my dear; after he left this world,


    no one mattered to me, even my biological father. I know she has had enough and will not speak again,


    but this woman is too shady.


    She didn''t even spare my brother when he was alive and burned his life with her poisonous bites. I


    walked to my father''s room without wasting my time with her. When I walked to his room, his man tried


    to stop me, but when I looked at him with a smile, he stepped aside and let me enter.


    " Cil, didn''t I tell you not toe inside until I called you " my father''s angry voice rang as I entered


    when he looked up and saw me. His eyes widened in shock. Okay, I already expected this look. When


    Bedik saw my father''s shocking expression, he looked back, seeing me as he also had the same


    reaction.


    " Oops, it seems like I disturbed you two or disturbed two poisonous snakes when they were making


    ns to bite me. " I mocked them, but my voice was cold enough to pee in their pants.


    " Bl¡ªze, '' my father shuttered. After all, he knew why I''m here.


    " What, didn''t expect me to be here already or did not expect that I wille for you, father you are too


    na?ve, even you are my so-called father, I will not deal with you, I love my antiques more than you, so if


    I dare to break them who is you, a sperm donor. "


    I took a few steps toward them. They were still sitting, but my dead stare glued them to their seats, and


    for the moment they would stand up. Their throats will be in my hands.

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    Chapter 14 ~ ~ Drama queen ~


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    Their throats will be in my hands. They dare to plot against me just because they can¡¯t control me


    anymore.


    They were looking at each other like they weremitting with their looks. I only admit these two are


    quite a legend when they want to trap someone, but not me; I''m not the person they should mess with.


    ¡° what, don¡¯t have no answer? I asked, stepping toward them.


    My father¡¯s face already pales like mud, and another one is pretending.


    ¡° ze, why are you here ¡°my father¡¯s expression changed. He should be an actor rather than a mafia


    because, in acting, no one could fail him.


    ¡° what do you mean why, or how Ie back so soon, right, ¡°I asked, the supercilious smile stered


    on my face, and they know what is going to happen when I smile like this; that¡¯s one of my specialities.


    I need tough, and everyone around me understands what is going to happen next.


    ¡° oh, it¡¯s nothing; I thought you wereing back tomorrow; no one informed me,¡± my father said with a


    fake king smile.


    That¡¯s what I wanted to hear from him, and he finally let it out.


    ¡° how they will inform you that your spies have already left this world. Dead men can not talk or spy on


    anyone ¡°


    I went to his cupboard and picked up a gun from his favourite collection. He likes to collect every type


    of gun and keep them in his study room.


    Seeing me taking the gun, they freaked out. The calm expression vanished like a balloon''s air.


    I pressed the gun trigger and shot straight at him.


    I heard a scream, but it was not a father, it was the other devil. Because my father is a ruthless man


    who believes men should never cry or show their weakness to the other person, that makes us the


    weakest creature in the world.


    My father was silent, but he sweated, and his face turned like a dead body.


    ¡° Oops, missed a target, ¡°I mocked as I was ying with the gun, but they knew what I was doing.


    ¡° ze, are you crazy? How can I shoot you? My father said in his dangerous tone, but his voice


    betrayed him.


    ¡° Who said I shot you? I just wanted to check if it was working or not. I don''t want to miss my target, ¡° I


    said and raised my gun once again.


    Mr Bedik had already moved to a corner and shivered like a sacrificial chicken.


    Once again, I pointed the gun at my father. This time he knows I will shoot if he doesn¡¯t put down his


    fake acting.


    ¡° What the hell are you trying to do for a woman? This type of woman is like a prostitute. You" he didn¡¯t


    finish his words. A bullet went through his left shoulder, he hissed in pain, blood gushed out from the


    wound, and Crowd Bedik was already sobbing.


    My so-called mother might eavesdrop on us. She already pushed open the door and entered.


    When she saw my father wounded and the blood wet his full shirt, she screamed.


    ¡°No" at the top of her lung, I tried to block the voice from entering inside my ear,


    She runs to my father and holds him to support him,


    Then she looked at me as if she was going to eat me alive. ¡° bastard, what you did to your father, are


    you even human? How could you shoot your father?" she became a wild drama queen.


    ¡° Oh, that''s what I''m trying to do; I want to see if we share the same type of blood or if he has green


    blood or red" Iughed at them. They looked at me like I''m the reaper who came for their lives.


    ¡° you bastard, you are trying to kill your father for that slut ¡°


    ¡° bang, ¡° another bullet left my gun, but this time it hit my so-called mother.


    ¡° ahhhhhhhhhh ¡°, she screamed and fell to the ground. My father let go of his wound and tried to


    support her and see if she was alright or not.


    I shot her in hand, and she was already half-dead¡ªsuch a weak woman.


    My father stood up and looked at him with his bloodshot eyes ¡°you bastard, are you trying to kill your


    own family ¡° he took a few steps and tried to catch my cor. I pped his hands away before he could


    touch me.


    ¡° Are you worthy of touching me or shouting at me? I asked; my eyes lost all of humanity, and now I''m


    the devil, and they should know they never should touch the demon¡¯s lifeline.


    ¡° Huh, well, okay, so kill me because as long as I''m alive, I will not let that woman enter my family, ¡° my


    father sneered at me coldly; after all this man even kills his daughter, then who is Anna to him. My only


    sister died because of him; this bastard killed her.


    ¡° Huh, family, do you think my Anna needs such family in her life, or your permission, Jane Roderick,


    who do you think you are? You are not a dead body to me; the moment you killed my mother for this


    woman, you died for me.


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    You know why I let you live until now because I was hoping you could live a very life when you lose all


    of your strength.


    I wille for you when your legs lose their strength; I will let you beg on the road, only then, death is


    heaven for you, life is hell for you, I gave you hell, you can¡¯t die until I let you because you owe three


    lives.


    So you have to live a triple life before you can free yourself from this hell. ¡°I raised the gun and pointed


    it at his heart.


    My words freaked him out; he became like a dead fish without water, and yeah, I gave him this life.


    Iughed at the top of my lungs.


    ¡° Haha, Jane Roderick, you can¡¯t make even atonement your life long sin yet you tried to make another


    new one, what did you think, I will stay in the dark, and you let my enemy marry my Anna, are you fool


    or you lost your mind,


    you thought you could trick me, send me away, then allow my Anna to marry that bastard Dn Brice


    within such a short time,


    huh, you underestimate my love for her, I can forget to take a breath, but do you think it can be ever


    possible I may forget her, dream on, don¡¯t you remember, ok, it seems like your age, and your memory


    weakens with your age ¡° I held his hand and handed over the gun to him.


    ¡°be obedient, because next time, this bullet will enter straight inside your eyes. ¡°I smiled kindly as if I


    did something very kind.


    ¡°And you, my so-called stepmom, next time to think before saying anything because next time I might


    skin you alive, do you think my Anna is like you, just because you are a slut the world is also the same


    colour as you, ¡°I said and let out a yawn.


    That woman had already lost her sense of pain but refused to make any sound because I might put a


    bullet in her mouth to close her mouth.


    As for my father, he is a mafia. A bullet on the shoulder is another pain, but I know where to point. He


    was already losing his strength but refused to show the so-called man ego in front of me.


    I turned to leave, but before leaving, I looked at the chicken Bedik ¡° Bedik, you better stay away from


    my matter. Otherwise, I will make you pee with your butt hole; remember this ¡°I felt tired, who won¡¯t,


    with this kind of fucked up family, a father is a murderer who killed his wife and daughter. The


    stepmother is the mastermind of the murderer.


    As I left the room, my father¡¯s men ran inside, yet till now, no one dared to go inside because they


    knew who was inside.


    I went straight outside and jumped inside the helicopter. Leaning back, I closed my eyes.


    ¡°Boss, ¡° my right-hand man, James, called me."


    ¡°Hmm, ¡°I replied without opening my eyes.


    ¡°Boss, are you alright? James asked me. His voice was sad.


    I smiled bitterly, ¡° do you think I feel bad for him? No, I feel bad that my brother, sister, and I got fucked


    up luck we were born from his sperm. My mother got a foul taste in men. ¡°I tried to make fun of him, but


    his face turned sadder.


    I stopped smiling because I know he will show more pity, and I don''t need pity because my father is a


    bastard. I am done with this fucking bastard father, the moment my sister died, and my mother left with


    her. Now we have only one rtionship with each other.


    I am his creditor, and he is my debtor.

 Chapter 15 ~ Want to seduce me ~

    Chapter 15 ~ Want to seduce me ~


    * Anna¡¯s Pov *


    After ze left, I came back to the room he called my room; I locked myself inside this room; I wanted


    to be alone at that moment currently; I was sitting on the carpet, hugging my knees.


    Thinking about what he said, I finally lost my cool, but suddenly I turned calm, too calm, unusual like


    me.


    I don¡¯t know should I pity fate orugh at my fucked up luck; long-lost love came back but turned into a


    nightmare; I wanted to marry a man to save my father,plete nning.


    nned how to kill me on the wedding night, before my marriage, but got kidnapped by my ex-lover,


    tried to run away, but he caged me in an ocean. nowhere to run. And finally, he ckmailed me into


    marrying him.


    I don¡¯t know how an average person would react in this situation, but my mindpletely lost sense.


    I am a loud and nosy person, but suddenly I feel my brain frozen like December¡¯s snow.


    I was thinking about how to die, but here he caged me inside this castle.


    After thinking a few hours, my brain gave up; it told me that if I want to die, why are you making me so


    tired?


    But my heart was thinking something else, after so long when I finally met him, only I know how I felt at


    that moment, the boy I loved was just a 22-year-old college student yet he changed for good or bad I


    don¡¯t know. But seeing him with an unfamiliar feeling happening in my heart, maybe my hatred and


    disappointment to cover that feeling at that moment, but in this darkness and silence, I can''t see


    anything other than his handsome face.


    The sharpness and the manly scent I can''t get out of them from my head. How could I? I was crazy


    over this man, totally insane?


    Even when a girl looked at him, I fought with that girl. At one time, when I started chasing after him, my


    teacher caught me on the spot reading how to seduce your boyfriend''''.


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    Seriously, thinking this, I''m feeling so embarrassed, but when my teacher asked me why I read that


    book in anger.


    In front of 2 teachers and full sses of students, I said


    ''''I''m going to seduce ze and make him mad with my love, ¡°that the whole callughed for at least 30


    minutes.


    My teacher alsoughed like crazy, this news speed in fire speed, he also heard the news. But he did


    the opposite from everyone, he came to my ss and asked me in front of everyone ¡° so, you want to


    seduce me? You better seduce me hard and make me fall in love with you madly ¡¯¡¯ after that, everyone


    knew us as a crazy couple.


    Thinking back, I want to go back to that time, how lovely and straightforward our life was, with no worry


    and free from every tension.


    But it was like someone cursed my life after he left me. Why? I want this answer because this has


    made me crazy these past five years.


    I would be happy if he broke up with me straight away, but he left so silently that this silence killed me.


    But what should I do? My heart started bleeding again, but I don''t want to admit a bitter truth, my heart


    to feel, it suddenly knows to feel pain and wants to be loved.


    I mind telling myself not to trust him, but my heart screams for him as if the love button, which I


    switched off five years ago, suddenly turned on after seeing him.


    Why? I''m not too fond of this word the most in my life because this word might be simple, but when a


    person¡¯s life is stuck in a puzzle with this world with no answer, this word bes the most painful


    word.


    I wouldn''t say I like this feeling; I hate myself for being so helpless in front of this man.


    ¡°Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh¡¯¡¯ I screamed; I wanted to let out the feeling from my heart; otherwise, I don''t know


    how long I could hold myself back from throwing myself in his arms.


    Suddenly, I heard a knock at the door. ¡°Madam, it¡¯s dinnertime; please open the door; if you want, we


    can deliver your dinner inside the bedroom." A woman said from the other side of the door.


    I felt a little irritated. I''m not too fond of it if someone disturbs me when I try to be alone; my mother also


    likes this stubbornness because I''m still alive after five years; these five years, I wanted to kill myself


    many times. Yet, I don¡¯t know how, but she seems to read my mind and always appeared when I tried


    to give up.


    That¡¯s why God created a mother, no matter how much you hid from the world, never can hide from


    your mother because a child with his/her has a unique connection.


    That¡¯s how my mother is; she is my best friend. Even when I wrote my first love letter, she helped me;


    she even made a covert mission to meet ze.


    Thinking about these things, my heart became heavy once again, one side my painful love and another


    side my family.


    She even went on hunger strike for one week when I agreed to marry Dn; she always used to tell


    me, ze just left for a while, he wille back for me; in these five years, she never let me forget


    ze as if she knew ze woulde back, she was so confident. Even though I believed her for


    three years, I slowly lost faith in that belief.


    Once again, the maids started banging on the door, and I came back to my senses.


    I irritatedly got up and went inside the bathroom, ignoring their non-stop requests.


    I took a shower to sober up from these feelings.


    I am a sluggish person; I somehow dried my hair because I don¡¯t want to lose my hair or ruin my hair;


    that¡¯s why.


    I jumped on the bed like a wrestler, and dragged the nket over my head, tried to fall asleep, soon


    sleep danced in my eyes.


    I am always like this: why my brain became fried rich in tension or feeling confused with many things;


    sleep is the only thing I feel best at that moment.


    So it is also the only thing thates and goes as my wishes.


    Soon I lost all thoughts, and sleep took over my mind and body.


    I don¡¯t know when I suddenly felt something warm on my neck, and the feeling was too good, the


    familiar scent, I turned toward the direction to get more of the emotion.


    And the breathing fell on my face, without thinking I did something I never want to do in my conscious


    mind.


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    After I left the so-called house of mine, I came straight to my home, yes my home with Anna,


    As I entered inside, I saw all the maids and guards were standing there, lowering their heads in guilt


    and fear.


    Seeing them, I looked at the head butler ¡°what happened? I asked casually.


    Because I already could guess exactly what was happening there, I knew this would happen after all.


    ¡° Sir, madam, locked herself inside the bedroom after you left, and no matter how much we tried, she


    did not respond to any of us; she even skipped the dinner, ¡° the head butler exined with details.


    I looked at my hand: watch; it¡¯s already 12:45 am; I know she might fall asleep; she never sleepste


    because this is a habit of hers; her sleepes no matter how sad and angry she is.


    ¡° It¡¯s okay, you all can go. ¡°I dismissed everyone,


    The head butler looked reluctant to go; I looked at him ndly ¡° what happened? Do you want to say


    anything? I asked.


    ¡° Sir, should we serve dinner to you? ¡°he said.


    ¡° It''s okay; I will not eat right now, one thing everyone, if Anna misses her meals, cooks nothing for me,


    I will eat when she eats and everything she eats¡¯¡¯ I said to them and walked out of the castle.


    I called my men and told them to arrange adder for me. I climbed up with the leader and entered our


    Room through the window where Anna was sleeping.


    I already knew she would lock the door from inside, so I climbed from the window, but I strictly ordered


    them to hide thedder after I climbed up.


    After all, this rabbit of mine is so cunning; she will try to run around and hurt herself after falling from


    this height.


    As I entered the bedroom, I faced nothing other than darkness.


    But I know everything, and taking the lead, I walked inside the bathroom and took a quick shower, like


    just washing my body. I went back to the bedroom.


    I walked to the bed and climbed on the bed, making no sounds or movements.


    And saw her sleeping, covering her face inside the nket; I moved the nket from her face, her face


    covered with sweats, this stubborn girl.

 Chapter 16 ~ Anna who loved Blaze ~

    Chapter 16 ~ Anna who loved ze ~


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    This stubborn girl. Just as I moved her nket from her face, she threw the nket away from her


    body,


    ¡°huh, seriously, she never listens to me, not even in her sleep,¡± I murmured and covered her with the


    nket once again.


    I knew she would do it again; I lifted the nket and got inside the nket, trying not to wake her up.


    Because I know as long as she wakes up, my sleep with her will be an impossible thing.


    As I entered inside, I hugged carefully, my left hand warped around her waist, I smelled her sweet


    fragrance, the old feeling once againing back.


    My eyes filled with tears; I wanted to hug her tightly but feared she might wake up, and then when I


    thought, she spun her front toward me.


    Seeing her face so near, my heart started beating so loudly that other than my heartbeat, I can¡¯t hear


    anything else.


    Her mouth fell slightly open because of the hot feeling earlier when she was sweating.


    Some sweat still left on her forehead, I wiped her sweats with my hand, but she moved because my


    hand was cold.


    Seeing her red cheek, the demon inside me started giving me hard feelings.


    ¡° just one kiss¡¯¡¯ he was chanting inside my mind.


    I know I can¡¯t ignore the feeling inside me anymore; it¡¯s been a long since I kissed her.


    Still, we both were young and immature, so I never tried to do anything other than hug her and average


    peaks on her lips, but after entering this dark world, my side wiped away after seeing how people take


    sex so lightly.


    A man here calls himself an only man when they fucked a girl. They do this like breakfast and dinner.


    A gangster tries to please another gang leader with some girls whoe inside this world with their


    own will. Somee when no way stays open for them; some get kidnapped by them.


    But to me, Sex was such a useless thing; my feelings, both physically and mentally,e to me when I


    think about Anna; other than Anna with anyone else, I only felt disgusted. It never got hard seeing


    these women who beamed around me,


    But thinking about one smile of Anna¡¯s, I jerked myself alone in the bathroom; I don¡¯t know how many


    times I lost count.


    After I stepped into this dark world and took over ck Reaper, I got thousands of offers in these


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    years; some tried to force me, some gifted me, some even drugged, and my father was thest one.


    He wanted to force me while drugging me with the most poisonous drug, but he never seeded


    because I tried to kill myself when I was out of control. I know he will never let me kill myself; after all,


    I''m the only hair he has left.


    So today, she is feeling her body and her hot breathing. Suddenly I knew I would not hold back. It¡¯s


    terrible for a man to hold himself back when they get hard. Then she should take responsibility because


    she did this to me. And only she can.


    Without thinking much, I kissed her; as her breaths entered inside my mouth, I know I lost myself.


    I hugged her tightly and grabbed her head to deepen the kiss.


    * Anna¡¯s Pov *


    I felt wet and warm; also, I was feeling breathless.


    ¡°Mmm¡¯¡¯ I tried to get away from that warm feeling and tried to take a breath, but as I moved, I became


    more breathless, as if someone was strangling me.


    I tried to open my eyes, but couldn''t, because of my dog-headed, sleepy mind still sleeping.


    And then I felt a stiff hand under my nightshirt on my belly,


    I jerked open my eyes and got an immediate shock. I saw someone¡¯s face, the room dark, but the


    warm light was enough to see someone, and as I was about to scream, I saw ze¡¯s face.


    ¡° What the hell¡¯¡¯ I said in my mind but couldn¡¯t say out loud because this bastard was blocking my


    mouth.


    ¡°mmm,¡± I mean to say move away, but he just looked at me but did not stop kissing me.


    Helplessly, I raised my hand and pointed toward my nose, hinting that I''m having difficulty breathing.


    He stopped and distanced his face a little, just enough to look at me ¡°are you fool? Why you stopped


    your breath¡± he scolded me.


    It left me speechless. He was the one who was kissing me a little while ago in my sleep. Now he is


    scolding me; he is more shameless than I thought he would.


    But theck of breaths left me wordless; as I took enough breath, I looked at him ¡° are you crazy or a


    pav? Why are you kissing me, moving away, and one second what are you doing in my bed¡± I asked


    him in anger, totally forgetting it is his house.


    ¡°Love, this bed is yours, so am I; why can''t I be in your bed,¡± he said, and I rolled my eyes.


    As everything became clear, I remembered I was in his bed and said he woulde back tomorrow, so


    why is he back now? Is it already morning? I tried to look toward the window, but I don''t think it¡¯s


    morning already.


    ¡°Why are you here already? I asked him, pouting my lips angrily.


    ¡°I missed you, Love,¡± ze said, mixing some honey in his words. My heart leaped a beat.


    But his words were a little false to me ¡° oh really, five years too long to miss someone or 5 hours? I


    mocked his words, and his facial expression changed.


    ¡°Anna, I missed you all long, whether five years ago or five yearster, I never stopped missing you, so


    Love you better start believing my words¡± this tone from ze terrified me. This tone gives me a chilly


    feeling I never want.


    So I chose thetter. I tried to move away from him, but he caged me in his arms.


    I wiggled, but it was like an ant trying to move an elephant¡¯s feet.


    ¡°What you ate these years, huh,¡± I said to him, feeling a little tired after wrestling a little with his one


    hand.


    He might find it funny. Heughed, but not for me. I tried with all my strength, yet I failed to move his


    one hand, how hopeless I was.


    ¡°Do you want to know what I ate in these five years? I will tell you if you promise not to barge, you will


    fall from the bed,¡± ze said with a severe tone, seeing how firm he looked. I somehow believed him.


    It was like someone telling a teenage girl how to be beautiful and that girl trying to hear what that


    person was telling her wholeheartedly. Seriously.


    Saying nothing, he sealed my lips, and I froze like a dead fish. What the fuck?


    I tried to turn back my face, but he put both of his hands on my face.


    After wiggling for some time, I stopped moving because I lost strength, also something else, in my


    senses.


    Because suddenly his kiss became so gentle to melt anyone¡¯s heart, my heart already fell on him once,


    now once again like ocean''s waves, washed away my anger and broke the mud wall I created around


    my heart, it took me five years to develop these yet he took 5 seconds.


    Why it¡¯s not fair, I gripped his elbow; if my nails were longer, I might have wounded him with my sharp


    ws.


    But he didn¡¯t stop. He moved his hands away from my head and grabbed my face with his hand, and


    grabbed my hands from his elbow.


    I gulped saliva, but not mine; it was his; he entered his tongue in my mouth, stayed still, I hesitated but


    caught his tongue with mine, as I started kissing him back, he put my hands around his neck.


    I hugged his neck at my own will; as my hand tightened, he jumped on me; I don''t know if it was my


    unconscious mind or my weak heart that pushed me; I warped my legs around him.


    I tightly hugged him as my heart and body wanted; I lost all of my control over my own body; I felt it¡¯s


    not mine anymore.


    I looked with a bit of hesitation from my body and heart to stop this, but they epted him with no


    rejection.


    My tears fell.


    But as I am not me anymore, my life and my soul hung on him; I kissed him like a crazy witch who


    starved for thousands of years.


    ze hugged me closely as he felt my desperation toward him, yet at that moment, I was so


    desperate; I waited five long years for him toe back for him. I want to be the Anna who loved ze


    Roderick and was obsessed with him.

 Chapter 17 ~ Sold her daughter ~

    Chapter 17 ~ Sold her daughter ~


    * ze¡¯s Pov *


    Sudden changes in Anna made me happy and frightened me because I knew she was showing her


    emotions.


    But as soon as she remembers these painful five years, she will hate me for doing this to her, my Anna


    always a sturdy girl, as long everything goes on her desire she will stay calm, but sometimes the


    opposite can also happen.


    But seeing her catch me tightly as if I''m going to vanish if she loosens her hold on me, it hurts me, how


    badly I hurt her, she felt so insecure.


    My body was feeling every part of her as if she melted herself against me. The wild desire kicked me


    once again,


    But I didn''t want to force her, so I flipped the position, and now she was on top of me; I covered us with


    the nket tight.


    She was silently crying as her tears wetted my t-shirt, I also wanted to cry at that moment, but I don¡¯t


    want her to bore my pain too; she already has enough on her te.


    ¡° why? Anna whispered on my chest, but I heard her. I gritted my teeth; I knew what she wanted from


    me; at that moment, I knew if I refused to give the answer she wanted, Anna would distance herself


    from me again, and this was thest thing I needed in my life.


    As I stayed silent, she lifted her teary face and looked straight into my eyes.


    ¡° Why, please answer me, this why ruined my five years, I don''t have another five years before I can


    answer my heart why you left me, or are you admitting you didn¡¯t love me if that¡¯s the reason then,¡± she


    said something I never wanted to hear.


    ¡° No¡± without my knowledge, this word left my mouth. I know I should tell her, even if it''s a half-truth.


    I raised a hand from her waist, touched her face, gently wiped her tears with my thump.


    ¡°I loved you, Love, I love you, and I always will. Never doubt on this, as for why I left you, that was my


    most helpless decision I took at that moment because I wanted to keep you, I wanted to protect you,


    Anna, you already might guess, also a thousand questions might bothering you right now, as you can


    see,


    I am not an ordinary boy love, my family background quiteplicated, I wanted to live a simple life


    that¡¯s why I left this family,


    but after my brother¡¯s death, I had toe back here, that¡¯s why I left you, my love,¡± I said because


    Anna needs her to ept me, as for the whole truth I don¡¯t Wanna tell her yet.


    Anna¡¯s eyes were nk, which scared me. Is she not going to believe me?


    She suddenly wanted to get up from me, but I hugged her waist with both my hands. ¡°No, please,


    Anna.¡± It scared me that she might push me away from her. But she surprised me. She once again


    hugged me with both hands¡± let¡¯s sleep; I need some time, please,¡± she said. She already closed her


    eyes. I stayed silent. I know she needs time to ept these. But I see another thing which is going to


    happen.


    After one hour, she stayed on my chest but did not sleep at all, but pretended to be asleep. I don¡¯t know


    what I should do or say t0 her at that moment. So I cooperate with her as I pretend to sleep. As I


    thought she was going to stay like this the whole night,


    she suddenly lifted her head and looked at me ¡°are you sure you left me because of your brother''s


    death and not because you were tired of staying with me¡± she suddenly asked, and I sighed helplessly.


    She was thinking all these years, I clearly showed her how crazy I was for her, yet she thought this.


    ¡° No, I will never feel tired with you, Love,¡± I answered her with a healthy smile. She rolled her eyes and


    once again put her face on my chest as an obedient rabbit, but I know her curiosity just started; this is


    not going to stop until she lets out every question she has inside her heart.


    A few secondster, she once again looked at me ¡°you loved me, right? She asked this question with


    tears in her eyes which hurt my heart. I kissed away her tears and kissed on her lips gently ¡°yeah, I


    loved you so much that these five years were hell for me¡± I answered her.


    She let out more tears as if she was dreaming; I gently caressed her head. ¡°Love curses me if you want


    but don¡¯t cry; your tears rip my heart¡± I kissed her away until she stopped.


    This continued: "Next, she looked at me with anger ¡°which is more important to you, family, or me? She


    asked, almost peeking at my soul. Iughed because her question was a little funny to me. I had a


    family when my brother, mother, and sister were alive, but now she is the only family I have, so family,


    and she''s more precious than the entire world.


    ¡° you¡¯re my only family love, so this question is not valid,¡± I said to her, her face full of confusion. Oh


    god, she looks so cute.


    I raised my head from the pillow and kissed her hard. I don''t know what changed between us, but she


    received my kiss. That''s excellent progress between us.


    ¡°Why left me without telling me anything? She finally asked what I wanted to avoid.


    But this question shook something in my heart, the pain, and loneliness,


    ¡°Love if I only had met you before I left I might take you with me, but I was not strong enough at that


    moment so left you to your parents as my deposit, your mother promised to me she will keep my


    precious Anna carefully, that¡¯s why I left you; otherwise I might take you with me no matter how


    dangerous it would be¡±


    I smiled, and my smile did not reach my eyes, but this was true; I was so helpless; I was feeling dead


    tired and wanted to run away taking Anna with me, but Anna¡¯s mother heard my conversation with my


    father.


    It frightened me at that moment; I thought she was going to snatch my Anna and never let me meet


    her, but she shocked me when she offered she will keep Anna safe for me until I return to take Anna,


    she never let me felt alone, never said that Anna is their daughter, she knew Anna is my life so she


    said she would keep my soul in her house as their daughter,


    In these five years, every news about Anna reached out to her; it assured me that my Anna is safe and


    sound, waiting for me to go back to her, I did my best to reach the top; I know as long I can get there,


    no one can touch my Anna.


    But suddenly I had to go to the main headquarters for a meeting where I was stuck. Anna''s mother


    failed to reach me because my so-called father trapped me in his n, and that bastard Dn wanted


    to pouch Anna from me.


    But thankfully, my man was too cunning to get trapped in Dn and my father''s trap. They reached out


    to me the night before the wedding,


    Only then everything got cleared to me how they trapped me in there, but these fools didn¡¯t know they


    could stanch everything from me, but they shouldn¡¯t even try this, but they did, now it¡¯s their turn to get


    trapped in the n.


    ¡°what? Anna¡¯s scream repurchased me to my senses; I looked at her worriedly.


    ¡°What happened? Love? I uttered.


    ¡°My mom knew everything¡± Anna¡¯s voice was a mixer of shock and confusion.


    ¡°yeah, she knew everything,¡± I said,


    ¡°I am going home right now¡± Anna climbed off from me and about to get off from the bed as I pulled her


    back and hugged her from behind.


    ¡°Anna, I said this is our home; also, your mother ordered not to take you home without a grandchild,¡± I


    teased her, but that was also right; Anna¡¯s mother told me not to send her back until I can give her one


    grandchild.


    ¡°Huh, I can¡¯t believe she sold her daughter to fraud, yet never let me know about this in these five


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    years; now I understand why she was so overconfident, no, I am going to tell her to my father.¡±


    Anna fussed in anger; she felt frustrated. Suddenly she stayed still and then abruptly turned back to me


    ¡°don¡¯t tell me she helped you when you kidnapped me. Anna red at me; I gulped; this girl is too


    smart to slip away anything; helplessly, I nodded. And boom. I have already pro-seen it.


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