Chapter 9 ~ Delusional disorder ~


    * Anna''s Pov *


    I don''t know yet. I was already crying while sending some punched ze on his chest, he silently bore


    that, but the most shocking part is why the hell I am hugging this bastard.


    I must be crazy, "Anna, have you lost your mind? You promised you would never shed drops of tears


    for this heartless bastard, yet you are hugging this bastard; you are such a double standard person, "I


    cursed myself for being so fooled.


    " let go. "I put my hands down from his waist and tried to get rid of his hands from my abdomen, but


    this stubborn cow is too much; he even hugged me more tightly, as if he didn''t hear my words,


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    " you let me go right now " at first, I was too emotional, so I did not care for anything, but now when he


    tightened his hug,


    I felt how hard his body was like a stone; it was nothing like five years ago, really it seems everything


    was showing me the reality that my ze and this ze have nothing alike after all time changed


    everything.


    once I loved him, and now suddenly our rtionship turned to love and hate rtionship,


    " Let go of right now, ze, I hate you, I hate you, why are you doing this to me, what sin Imitted


    in my past life that I met you " my heart already weak in front of him now he is forcing me to be


    helpless.


    " shh, no love, you did nothing, it was me who failed my woman, please just this time, love, I will never


    let you go, please give me a chance " he is almost begging me, but I don''t want to be a fool anymore,


    he was the one who walked away from this rtionship, no one forced him, it was his choice.


    " No, I will never," I said, still trying to get away from him, his manly scent hitting my nose, which was


    very attractive. I need to stay away from this man; otherwise, I don''t know if I can trust my


    overconfidence level.


    ze suddenly grabbed my chin and made me look at his face.


    " Anna Swan, do you know why I was so gentle with you? I thought after five years, your stubbornness


    level lowered, yet you became more and more strong-headed?


    So there is no point in holding myself back just thinking that you will give me a chance, so get ready for


    our marriage, and I mean it, I''ll take no for an answer in this matter, you can do whatever you want, but


    you''re going to marry me that''s final."


    ze said dominatingly, and I froze like frozen ginger.


    What the hell, what he just said, whose marriage, I will not marry this bastard, I need to


    Go back and marry Dn, otherwise who will take my father''s treatment''s expense.


    I looked at him like he was joking with me, " do you have a severe delusional disorder? "I asked him


    straight, looking at him bravely.


    His face turned a little sour " no, I don''t have this kind of disease, but I have a severe illness called


    Anna Swan. '''' He said with a smirk on his face. If possible, I want to punch him in the front and wipe


    that evil smirk from his devilish face.


    " We''re going to be a married couple soon, so I put it aside, but see how I punish you for calling your


    husband a person with a mental health condition. I will give you freedom for today; the head maid will


    show you around to help you know this ce better," ze said as if he didn''t hear what I had just


    said. He didn''t take my words seriously.


    " Are you deaf or dumb?" I said I need to go back; I hate you, I don''t want to stay here with you,


    marriage is seven live distance which is not possible in this life " now I screamed at him. He might have


    lost his mind, but I''m fully conscious.


    My family needs me; my father doesn''t have time for his childish y.


    ze''s eyes turned cold and red; I gulped hard because I know this look very well; his eyes change


    when he gets beyond angry; he grabbed my waist and swapped me from my feet and pushed me


    against the wall;


    I wrapped my hands over his neck and legs around his waist, fearing I would fall; before I came back to


    my senses, he grabbed my face with his hand and raised my face roughly.


    "I said we''re getting married; you are not going anywhere, you will not leave me, Love, just as I said I


    would bear every demand of yours, but you are mine, and I will never let you leave me, so ept this


    reality already.


    " his eyes were so scary that my tears starteding because even though I saw his angry look, I


    never saw this look. This look of his can kill any person with a heart attack.


    I shivered in fear. " I- ~ I " my words also froze in my throat.


    " Anna, answer me, " ze said once again. "what answer does he want from me? I am not his doll or


    robot that I will give every answer as yes.


    But I don''t have the guts to say no on his face because I know it was not safe for me to be stubborn


    while we are in such an awkward position.


    " Love? This time it was full of warning, and as I looked at his eyes, his action caught me off guard; he


    roughly sealed my mouth with his. It was like a life-sucking kiss, so rough that my lips started bleeding


    and might be bleeding. I tried to push him, but he was too strongpared to me, my strength only


    limited to my tongue.


    He bites my lips, and I hissed in pain; taking this chance, he slipped his tongue inside my mouth, this


    cheater.


    He grabbed my head and pushed toward him and depended more on the kiss.