Chapter 5 ~ Like football ~


    * Anna''s Pov *


    I looked around carefully, seeing no one was around; I burst into tears, not so loudly. I pressed my


    hands over my mouth to stop myself and also prevent others from hearing me. I silently let my tears


    give him the satisfaction he wants from me.


    After a while, I stopped myself; I looked up and fanned my teary eyes; I wanted to dry these tears and


    prevent them froming out; I already spent so many tears on this heartless devil.


    Five long years was enough; he doesn’t deserve that, nor did he ever do. Also, I can’t believe these


    stupid tears wereing again, I wanted to curse someone, so I cursed them for being so foolish and


    shameless.


    I wiped the tears with my hands and took a deep breath and looked around; I needed to run away


    because as far I know this devil, no tears can melt his heart, now that he took me here, this bastard


    won’t let me go as my will. I need to find my way to escape from this castle and whatever; it was like a


    prison to me now.


    I started walking around carefully to see where I was, no matter how long I was walking. I can’t finish


    the way, how long this shit is. I started feeling a little irritated with this; it was too long to end and begin


    again.


    When I finally stopped, I didn''t know where I was; I looked back, now I finally understood when people


    say you can be lost anywhere if that ce is an unknown ce for you. My condition was like a sand


    mountain needle, nor can I walk forward and not go back because I was lost here.


    It seems my head was too hot to look at anything around me when I wasing here. Now suffer until


    someonees to find you. I wanted to run away, but look, I was waiting for someone to find me and


    take me back to where I came from. I looked around and saw a balcony. An idea came to mind, and I


    went to the balcony.


    “huh “I cleared my throat a little and wanted to let out my head outside from the window; because it


    secured the window with a protectiveyer, I could not let my head out. So I attached my face to the


    window and let out my voice as loud as I could.


    “ Hey idiot ze, I lost my way, sent someone to get me right now; it’s too dark here, “I said as loudly


    my throat could bear. It was a little funny, though, but it also reduced my anger a little.


    At least I called him an idiot, and everyone might hear me; I felt proud of it. He deserved it. How dare


    he?


    * ze’s Pov *


    As Anna ran outside, I followed her but carefully so that she won’t catch me and get angry more than


    she already was. I can understand her anger; I deserve her hate, rage, everything because it was my


    deed that turned her into hatred for me.


    When I finally spotted her, she was crying with both hands pressing over her mouth. Silly but still very


    stubborn, she did not change even a little; suddenly, my disappearance caused her all the pain.


    She was such a lovely girl who always lived with no care in the world; she did everything she wanted.


    She was like air; she was like her own master, My Anna was courageous, but after five years, she lost


    that spark from her eyes.


    Now seeing her crying like a thief, I wanted to pull her in my arms and tell her she can scold me, curse


    me, hit me for hurting but not herself like this.Belongs to (N)?vel/Drama.Org.


    Five years what I did was for her, for our future, but I don’t know what to do with my life and how to say


    to her the unspoken words I was holding in my heart, especially my identity, she will hate me more if I


    say this now. A ck life I’m living. She already hates me too much. I can’t break this news right now,


    and I don’t have that strength right now. Making her fall in love with me again is now my priority, and it


    was likely impossible.


    She started going towards the wrong side, I wanted to stop her, but I know she will go in that direction if


    I say no and stop her. My Anna was born with stubbornness, and I don’t think this habit is going


    anywhere. Nor do I mind her addiction; everything is okay as long she is with me; nothing else matters.


    She stopped aftering to a dark spot; it was the north side, sunlight could not reach here because it


    was on the opposite side of the ocean, so it was very dark, and I know she fears the most is darkness.


    I stood behind a pir; if she feels my presence, she will get angrier. She scratched her head like a lost


    child; I wanted to smile; she always does this when confused. After a few seconds, she doesn’t know


    where to go, and suddenly she went toward the small window covered with a protectiveyer.


    She attached her face to the window and was about to do something, which I knew nothing good would


    be. And I heard her scream, “ hey idiot ze, I lost my way, sent someone to get me right now, it’s too


    dark here. “I already had this bad feeling.


    My people heard her mightily; clearly, I sighed in defeat. This girl knew where to kick. I’m the boss of


    thousands of people, and she tarnished my formidable reputation in front of them; she kicked on my


    reputation like football.