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Camera Shy: Chapter 20

    “<span>What’sup,Lenny?”Iask through my truck’s speaker.Iturn the sting air conditioning down soIcan hear my cousin.


    “<i ss="calibre2">Lenny</i>?” she asks. “Someone’sin a good mood.Also, please don’t call me that.”


    ugh. “No?Whynot?Bringsme back to the good old days when you had braces and headgear.”


    “Exactly.<i ss="calibre2">Ass</i>.Anyways, why are you so cheery?”


    “I’mjust in a good mood.Mom’sdoing well.Hernew boyfriend is a good guy.Wegot a few more booking requests through the website—”


    “Andyou gotid,”Lennoxadds, interrupting.


    <i ss="calibre2">Perhaps…</i>“Whydo you say that?”


    “BecauseIhung out with your new girlfriend all day today.Imight’ve implied you already told me what was going on, so she literally spilled everything.”


    IwishLennoxcould see my expression right now, a direct mix between irritated and rageful. “Soyou ostedAvery?I’ma big boy.Idon’t need you to protect me.”


    “Yes, you do,Finn.Youmay look like a grown man, but you’re fragile like a teacup puppy when ites to the women you fall for.”Shesnorts inughter.


    “Ifshe told you everything then you know we’re not actually dating.”Ipump my brakes when the red sedan in front of me slows down for no apparent reason.Ihate traffic driving back fromScottsdale.Everyoneon the road drives like they’re lost.


    “Doyou like her?”Lennoxasks.


    “Islept with her.OfcourseIlike her.”Iinstantly regret my statement becauseIknow what’s going toe out ofLennox’smouth next.


    “Um, you’ve slept with plenty of women you don’t like.Cass,te,Rayna,Molly,Heather, that one stripper fromRuby’swhose first name was legallySprinkle.Asa reminder, she was the one who squealed like a little piglet when she came.”


    <i ss="calibre2">OhGod.</i>“Whenthe fuck didItell you that?”


    Lennoxroars inughter. “Youwere so hammered.Tequis like truth serum for you, dude.”


    Mycheeks fill with air asIroll my eyes. “I<i ss="calibre2">liked</i>all of those women.Ijust didn’t want a<i ss="calibre2">rtionship</i>with them.Andthey didn’t want a rtionship with me either.”


    “Wrong.Mollywas in love with you for years, andRaynacried for three days straight when you got back together withNora.”


    “Doyou keep tabs on all my hookups?”


    “God, no.Thevolume alone would be way too much work.Whothe hell would have that kind of time?IsawCasst week, though.”


    I’veonly had one friends-with-benefits situation that didn’t end in total disaster.Cassis a legitimate friend, butI’vehad her in every position you could imagine.Theonly reasonIhaven’t called her in a while is becauseIwas taking a break from fucking around.Cassis extremely apathetic about sex and rtionships.She’snot remotely close to being interested in a rtionship with me, which is probably whyCasswas the only woman in the worldNorawasn’t jealous of.It’swhyNorainvited her into our bed so many times. “Howis she?”


    “Good.She’sstill working atRuby’s.”N?velDrama.Org exclusive content.


    “Ifigured as much.”<i ss="calibre2">Obviously.</i>I’mconvincedCassis the best-paid bar manager inLasVegas.


    “Sheasked about you.Shetold me to tell you to call her.”


    “What’dyou say?”Iask distractedly, flicking on my blinker and hauling ass to pass the little red sedan on the twone highway.


    “Thatyou were involved with someone.”


    Iblow out a deep breath. “AmI?”


    “Aren’tyou?”Lennoxis quick to reply. “Imean, this sex coach thing is real cute and all, but it’s obvious you guys like each other.What’sthe problem?”


    “Theproblem is that thest timeIgot involved with a woman who wasn’t over her ex…NeedIborate?”


    “Ijust spent all day with her andIcan confirm—AveryisNora’santithesis.”


    Ishrug even though she can’t see me. “She’sonly here for the summer.”


    “Shelives like five hours away,Finn, and she’s a consultant, which she can do from anywhere.Bythe way, your girl is a total baller.Youwon’t believe how much she spent on me inSephoratoday.Shedidn’t even flinch when they read the total at checkout.Inearly had a heart attack.”


    “<i ss="calibre2">Lennox</i>,”Iscold.


    “What?”


    “Don’ttake advantage ofAverylike that.”


    “Sheinsisted!”


    “Itdoesn’t matter.”


    “Howabout this.Ina year and a half when you get the first chunk of your trust fund, you can afford to pay her back with interest for me.Deal?”


    “Youneed my inheritance for that?”Thefirst chunk of my inheritance is a little less than four million dors.<i ss="calibre2">Whatthe fuck did they buy atSephora?</i>


    “Imean…You’dneed a hell of a lot more money than you’re making now.”


    “Thanksfor that,”Igrumble.<i ss="calibre2">Notemascting at all.</i>


    “Butworry not,Italked you up all afternoon.”


    “DoIneed talking up?”Iask absentmindedly.Myexit ising up and it’s easy to miss in the dark.It’sthest stop before the final two-hour stretch home.Witha quarter tank left,I’mnot risking it.


    “Ithink she really likes you.Butyou need to be careful,Finn.”


    “Itold you we’re not actually dating.”Iflick on my blinker. “Butout of curiosity, why?”


    “Becauseit’s weird.Shedated her ex for four years.Hedumped her<i ss="calibre2">on her birthday</i>seconds after he gave her an engagement ring.Thathappened a few weeks ago.Sheshould be a hot mess, but she’s<i ss="calibre2">fine</i>.WhenCharlieandIbroke up,Icouldn’t eat, sleep, or get out of my pajamas for ages.Iwas devastated.It’sbizarre.Averyshouldn’t be okay.”


    “Maybeshe knows she dodged a bullet,”Isay, turning on my exit and pulling into the truck stop right off the highway.


    “Ormaybe she’s not dealing with it yet.And<i ss="calibre2">maybe</i>sleeping with you is a way for her to postpone the inevitable meltdown that’sing.”


    Ipull into the only free pump with a green diesel handle. “What’syour point,Lennox?”


    “Talkto her.Don’tbe the rebound guy this time,Finn.”


    Herwords rub me the wrong way.Iknow my cousin means no harm, but it was always my weak spot withNora.Nomatter how muchIloved her, no matter how hot our chemistry was, we were doomed.MaybebecauseIstarted as her rebound guy.


    “Averyneeds a friend right now.That’sall.Ineed a friend.”


    “Youknow what your problem is?”


    “Mymeddlesome cousin?”


    “Youthink that loving a woman means letting her get away with whatever she wants.You’renot a dick if you set some boundaries and stand up for what you need from a rtionship.”


    Ishut off the truck and pick up my phone, bringing my conversation withLennoxwith me. “ExceptAveryandIaren’t in a rtionship.She’spreparing herself for when she wants to get back into the dating game again.I’mbasically her practice field.”Iinsert my debit card and want to gag at the cost of diesel fuel per gallon.Whenthe fuck did this jump a whole<i ss="calibre2">dor</i>?Gasprices keep creeping up and it’s half the reasonIonly see my mom about once every two months now.Iused to make the drive every weekend just to check on her.Inormally spend the night, but this time it felt like three is a crowd.Mom’shappy and her new man seems obsessed with keeping her that way.Therewas no need to linger.


    “Well, ifAveryis practicing how to date again, maybe you should too.Askher how she feels about her ex, and you.Askher what she wants.Tellher what<i ss="calibre2">you</i>want.”


    Iignore the sign that clearly says don’t leave the pump unattended.Headinginto the gas station,Irespond, “I’veknown her for a couple of weeks.It’sa little early to talk about feelings,Lennox.”


    “Howlong did it take before you knew you lovedNora?”


    <i ss="calibre2">Lessthan a week.</i>“Doesn’tthat meanIshould do things differently moving forward?”


    “Yes.So, tell her what you want.”


    Maybeit’s sound advice, but that would require me to know what the hellIwant.Findingout aboutMorganandNorastung.Iwon’t admit it to a soul in the world, but it drives me crazy that she ran back to him after she spent years telling meIshowed her what real love felt like.Therewas no way she could go back to a man who didn’t make her feel the wayIdid.Itwas all lip service.It’snot thatI’mjealous.It’sjust tough to face all the bullshit.Thereality isNoradidn’t just treat me like garbage…<i ss="calibre2">Ilet her</i>.


    Avery’sbeen nothing but honest and vulnerable with me.Maybewe should talk.Maybethis could be more than casual.Ienjoy spending time with her.She’sso easy to talk to.Thisgame of good sex doesn’t really feel like a game.Ifit is,IthinkI’mwinning every time.


    Apparently, if you want to find a nice girl to connect with, just swear off dating, then she’lle barreling into your life…naked in a hot tub.<i ss="calibre2">Shit…Okay, soIlike her.Butare we both ready for me to do something about it?</i>


    “Fine.I’lltalk to her,”Imumble, holding the phone between my shoulder and my ear asIfill my arms with gas station snacks.


    “Good,”Lennoxsays asIhead to the cash register, “then my work here is done.Allright, get home safe.Bythe way,Iused thest clean towel whenIshowered, soIthrew a load in the washer, butIdidn’t run it yet.Oh, and you’re out of beer, cheddar cheese, andChexMix.Iput them on the grocery list, but could you buy theBoldMixvor next time?Theblue bag is so nd.Imean,Iate it…but it was nd.”


    Thegas station attendant widens his eyes and looks startled at the very unamused expressionI’mwearing.Ipoint to my phone and whisper to him, “Notyou.”


    Henods and begins ringing up my snacks, one by one.


    “Lennox,I’mchanging my locks.”


    “Bye,<i ss="calibre2">Finny</i>.”<blockquote ss="text-conversation">


    FINN


    I’min the hot tub.Ihave junk food.</blockquote><blockquote ss="text-conversation">


    AVERY


    YouareNOTin the hot tub.Iknow this becauseI, in fact, am.</blockquote>


    Ismile asIreadAvery’sresponse and head through my backyard to the adjoining back gate toDex’shome.It’squiet.Shemust not have the jets on.Ifigured by the time she saw my message,I’dbe rxed and soaking.


    “Ihope you’re<i ss="calibre2">not</i>decent.Areyou topless or bottomless?Ormy favoritepletely naked,”Isay over the fence.Pausing,Iwait for a flirty response.


    “I’mwearing a swimsuit,Finn.Ican’t just give the goods away.Mynew teacher keeps telling meIhave to make a man earn it.”


    Ituck the snacks and energy drink under one arm asIutch the lock and use my shoulder to push the tension-ridden gate open.Avery’sin the tub, in a ck, one-piece swimsuit. “Ah, damn.Yournew teacher is an idiot.”


    Shesnorts. “Iwouldn’t say that.He’sall kinds of sweet,<i ss="calibre2">and</i>”—she points to my hands—“he brought blueberry-voredRedBull?”


    Iset the blue can next to her arm resting on the deck, along with the bag of snacks, and proceed to pull off my shirt.There’sno need for space tonight.Idip into the tub and find my ce right next toAvery, even going as far as wrapping my arm around her shoulders.


    Sheholds up the can. “Howdid you knowIhave a weakness for these?Theyare always sold out whenIgo to the store.”Shesnuggles into me andIfeel a sense of relief.Shefeels it too.NowayI’malone in thinking this is more than just gratuitous sex.


    “Ididn’t.Ihappen to like them too.ButIdon’t drink them during long drives.Theydo nothing to keep you awake because the sugar crash cancels out the caffeine.”


    “<i ss="calibre2">Exactly</i>,” she says, “but they taste like candy.”Shepeeks into the white stic bagIbrought and then hands the can to me.


    “No, you go for it,”Isay, refusing to take it.


    “Youonly have one.Idon’t want to take it from you.”


    Isqueeze her shoulder suggestively and wink. “Takeit.I’llmake you earn itter…AsinI’dreally like to give you another private lesson tonight if you’re up for it.”


    “Aren’tyou exhausted?Lennoxsaid you were inScottsdaletoday.Ididn’t expect to see you tonight.”


    “Alittle.Ileft at about six this morning.Scottsdaleis about five hours away if traffic is decent.Butlunch didn’t take long.”


    Averycrinkles her forehead and looks at me head-on. “Youdrove five hours each way in one day and now you want to have sex?”


    Istudy her pinched expression. “Whyis that weird?”


    Sheopens the can, and the hiss of carbonated beverage fills the silence between us.Aftertaking a little sip, she says, “Because‘I’mtoo tired’ wasMason’sfavorite excuse,Iguess.”It’sa rare moment whenIcan<i ss="calibre2">see</i>howAveryis feeling.She’snot as impervious as everyone thinks.


    “CanIask you a question?”


    “Sure.”Hereyes are forward and steady; she’s lost in an unpleasant memory.


    “Wasit just your sex life, or was your entire rtionship withMasondisappointing?Andbefore you make some ridiculous self-deprecatingment,I’vehad sex with you,Avery.Ican say with full confidence the problem wasn’t you.”


    “I’mnot convinced,” she says with a scoff. “Look, honestly?IguessIdidn’t put my best foot forward.Inever wanted to be a girl who found validation in how she looked.Idon’t think that makeup, sexy clothes, or my weight should be the most direct path to a man’s heart.Iwanted to be loved for<i ss="calibre2">me—</i>my mind, my generosity, my work ethic, my loyalty…ButIwonder if sometimesIbrought out the worst inMasonby neglecting something that is fundamentally important in a rtionship.”


    “Whichis?”


    “Attraction…on every level.Maybewhen you love someone, you’re supposed to be your best for them, not just befortable around them.Idon’t know.Wenever talked about it.I’llnever know howMasonwas feeling.I’mnot even sure ifIknow howIwas feeling.Iwas too busy to stop and think about it.”Shetakes another swig and sets the can aside.


    “Howdo you feel now?”Iclear my throat. “Aboutyour breakup?”


    Sheyfully rolls her eyes at me. “Well,Dr.Phil, obviouslyIfeel<i ss="calibre2">sad</i>.”


    “Doyou?BecauseI’venever seen someone so analytical about a rtionship ending.Especiallywhen it was so abrupt.Yousaid everything was fine, then he pulled the rug out from under you.Youshould be hurting, crying—”


    “Idid cry,” she interrupts. “Iwas on yourp, remember?”


    “Youwere upset when you thought he cheated,”Iexin. “Buthow do you feel about the actual breakup?Youran away for the summer, and you’re living here alone, yet you’re acting so nonchnt.It’sa little bizarre.”


    Sheturns and then digs through the bag of snacks.Pullingout a bag of salt and vinegar chips, she asks, “MayI?Theseare my favorite.”


    “Youmay…Andyou can also answer my question if you’d like.”Iraise my brows at her.


    “Fine,” she says, dropping the bag of chips and covering her face with both hands.Iimmediately regret my pushiness whenIsee her frustrated reaction. “I’mso fucking freaked out,Finn.”


    “Well, that’s norm—”


    “No!”Sheflicks the water in my direction and it hits my neck. “Notbecause we’re not together, but how relievedIam.<i ss="calibre2">Ididn’t know.</i>Iliterally didn’t knowIwas unhappy untilMasonsaid it.Andyes, my pride is hurt.Yes, my ego is wounded and of course,I’membarrassed he med it on sex.Butall that will fade in time.Whatfreaks me out is, what if he never said it?Whatif he didn’t dump me?Iabsolutely would’ve married him.Iwould’ve been on my death bed never<i ss="calibre2">knowing</i>Iwas unhappy.So, yes,I’ma little stunned right now becauseI’mrunning every single scenario in my mind and realizing how fucked-up it was.IthoughtIwas being a good woman.EverythingIdid was to make him feelfortable.He’sa slow-moving guy, soIlearned to be patient.He’simpressed with a woman who works, soIbuilt us a business from the ground up.Hesaid he didn’t like materialistic, shallow women, soIdidn’t spend my time and energy on that stuff.Buthere we are, four yearster, andIdon’t know whoIam.Ijust know whoMasonwanted me to be.Andspoiler alert—being exactly what he said he wanted<i ss="calibre2">still</i>wasn’t enough to keep him.”


    Iblink at her, shocked at her candidness.Howis she talking to me like this?Isthis real?Womenare just vulnerable and honest without being maniptive and ying mind games?Isthis a thing?<i ss="calibre2">Wherethe fuck have you been,Avery?</i>


    “Idon’t know whether to sayI’msorry orI’mhappy for you.”


    Shesnorts. “Right?That’sexactly howIfeel.Look,Finn,Iknow howI’ing off, likeI’mon the verge of a psychotic break—but that’s not what this is.I’mthirty years old.I’mnot a child andIknow it isn’tMason’sresponsibility to patch up my insecurities.Butit is my job to figure out whatIwant and whatIlike.That’shard for me.I’vebeen a people pleaser since the dayIwas born.Askmy mom.Shesaid even as an infantIwouldn’t cry ifIwas hungry or wet.Icame out of the womb trying not to bother anybody.”


    ugh, making the water jostle. “Ihad colic.Icame into this world guns zing and ready to torture my poor mom with my constant screaming.Orso she says.”


    Averyreaches up to tap my nose. “Idon’t doubt it.Youare unapologetic about being<i ss="calibre2">you</i>.Ilove that.Ilike your confidence.I’mjust hoping you rub off on me before summer is over soIdon’t end up changing for the next guyIend up with, you know?”


    <i ss="calibre2">Nextguy?</i>HoeIhate when she says that?<i ss="calibre2">Aren’tIthe next guy?</i>“Youwouldn’t have liked me much if you saw me with my ex.Iwas a different guy.Muchlike you,Ididn’t realize how unhappyIwas untilIended it for good.”Irun my wet hand through my hair.


    “Well,”Averysays, picking up the can ofRedBull, “cheers to fresh new chapters and to new friends.”Shetakes a sip and then taps the corner of my mouth with her finger.WhenIpart my lips, she pours a little of the sweet liquid into my mouth.


    “Friends, huh?”Iask afterIswallow.


    Sheshrugs. “Yeah.Friends.”


    Exceptthe way she touches me, smiles at me, and shares all her most precious thoughts and feelings doesn’t feel so friendly.Ormaybe this is how it’s supposed to be.Itcertainly wasn’t this way with any of my exes.DidIhave it backward all this time?Areyou supposed to be friends first, then fall in love?Maybeyou should get to know the person before you’ve fallen for them.Maybeknowing the good and bad up front would prevent all the jarring realizations.Andif friends first is the right path, where does fucking fall into ce?AreAveryandIbehind the curve or ahead of it?


    BeforeIcan overthink this anymore,Averysets the can down and unties the bow behind her neck.


    “Soyou said you’re feeling up for lessons tonight?”


    Iforce myself to be patient instead of yanking her suit down and exposing her full tits. “Iam.”


    “Whatshould we study?”Hersmile is so cute and mischievous,Ijust want to suck on her lips.Shemakes me feel so light, and full at the same time.Flirtyand serious.Averyis every single piece of the pie.


    “How’syour blow job?”Iask.


    “Ona scale of one to ten?” she asks, grimacing.


    “Sure.”


    Sheinhales, her chest rising high. “Solidfour.”Sheblows out her breath. “Anda half.Fourand a half.”


    Ican’t help but chuckle at her. “Whydo you say that?”


    “Idon’t know.Ionly have one move andIfeel like it’s boring.Andsorry to overshare, but it’d takeMasonforever.Ithink we both ended up hating head.”


    <i ss="calibre2">Ihate this guy.Sofucking much.</i>“Well, sweetheart,Ican guarantee you,I’ma melt-in-your-mouth kind of guy.Iwon’t be bored.”Ituck a wet piece of her hair behind her ear.


    Shemps her eyes shut. “Wouldyou be willing to talk me through it?”Averughs at herself a little. “Mostawkward questionI’veever asked in my life,” she mumbles under her breath.


    “It’snot awkward.I’mmore than happy to tell you whatIlike.”Usingmy teeth,Itug on her earlobe before whispering in her ear. “Butdo you remember whatIalready taught you about giving head?”ThewayIfeel her shudder with anticipation sends me straight into the zone.Mycock presses ufortably against my swim trunks.


    Shenods. “Yes.”


    “Sayit.”


    “Ifa man doesn’t give…”Shetrails off, andIraise my brows at her, so she continues, “Hedoesn’t get.”


    “Goodgirl.Sucha good student.”Ipat the deck, indicating she should hop up.Shesits on the edge of the deck, her feet still dipping into the tub.Movingbetween her legs,Ice my face right in the center of her chest so that whenIpeel her swimsuit down, her round tits drop right onto my face.Iallow myself to get lost for a moment, nipping and teasing her plump nipples, encouraging her to lean back into her hands and arch her back.


    I’llnever get my fill of her tits.Icould breathe them in for hours, soIhave to force myself to keep moving south.Shebridges her hips soIcan pull her swimsuit past her full hips and fleshy thighs.God,Ilove her legs.Ilove how they look and how they feel, andIknow for damn sure what she sees in the mirror and whatIsee in front of me must be two different women.Averyhas nothing to be ashamed of and<i ss="calibre2">everything</i>to unt.Allmy favorite parts of a woman are plentiful on her.There’smore to touch and squeeze, andIwish she knew how her body drives me wild.


    “Here?”Averyasks asIpull her swimsuit all the way off and toss it over my shoulder.Shences around the privacy fence.


    “Yes, here.Andnow,”mand. “Lieback.Spreadyour legs.I’mgoing to show you how to do this.Theequipment is different, but the strategy is the same.”Pushingon her shoulder,Iguide her into a lying position beforeIrun my tongue over her clit a few times.I’mso gentle,Iknow it has to be frustrating.Bythe third time, she bucks her hips so hard that she ms back onto the deck with a loud thud.


    “<i ss="calibre2">Fuck</i>,” she wails.


    “It’sthe teasing that works you up.Ilike that too,”Isay beforeIblow on her wet slit. “Theanticipation is almost as good as the release.”


    Shethrows her forearm over her eyes and moans in agony asIcontinue to tease her. “OhmyGod, please just…”


    “Pleasewhat?”Itten my tongue and drag it against her crease.Fora moment,Igive her the pressure she’s aching for.ThenIpull away. “Askme for what you want.”


    “Ijust…you already know,” she says, her breath growing ragged.


    Irun my hands against her thighs and suck on her clit, hard.Herquad muscles instantly flex and tighten as she tries to create enough tension for her orgasm to build.Iimmediately rip away again.


    “Notyet, baby.Isaid,<i ss="calibre2">ask me</i>,”Igrowl. “Iwant to hear it.”


    “Doesme begging get you off?<i ss="calibre2">Fine</i>,” she says in exasperation. “Um, please make mee.”


    Icould…so easily.Iwant to.Butall the growing feelings aside,Averyasked me for help.There’sa purpose for what we’re doing.I’msupposed to teach her.


    “Hey, sit up for me.”


    Shesits up and lets her legs dangle into the tub, the water going up to her knees.Usingthe back of my fingernails,Irub up and down the sides of her thighs, trying tofort her. “Whatdo you want?”


    “Finn, you know dirty talk isn’t natural for me.I’mtrying, but it’s going to take some time before it—”


    “No, no, sweetheart.Lookat me.”We’realmost eye level with me standing in the tub and her sitting on the edge of the deck that surrounds the in-ground hot tub.Shebarely has to shift her gaze down. “I’mtrying to get you to be more assertive in the bedroom becauseIget the feeling that you’re one of those women who fake their orgasms.Whatdo you want from sex?”


    “Ijust want you to like—”


    “No,Isaid what do<i ss="calibre2">you</i>want from sex?”


    Shepulls her eyes from mine and looks over my shoulder. “Ihonestly don’t know.”


    Isnake my arms around her hips and squeeze the top of her ass. “Thaes from years of sleeping with a guy who doesn’t care if you finish.”


    Iwatch her eyes freeze.She’squiet, trying not to blink, andIknow with my whole heart she’s trying hard not to cry.Idon’t rush her.Iwait for her to collect herself asIrub soothing circles with the heel of my palm against her lower back.


    “Italsoes from the humiliation for asking to try things and being told no, one too many times,” she finally says, her voice cracking. “Rejectionis one of those things that sticks with you.”


    “Avery, right now you have a man between your legs who will try whatever you want.Morethan that,Iwould be delighted to give you whatever you ask for.Sobe a queen, baby.Tellme what to do.I’mat yourmand.Lookat me.”


    Shefinds me with her misty green eyes.


    “Thisis the most important lessonI’llever teach you.Areyou listening?”


    Shenods. “Yeah.”


    “Goodsex means being generous, but it means being selfish too<i ss="calibre2">.</i>Youhave a right to enjoy this.<i ss="calibre2"></i>Sexshould be satisfying for you too.”Herface is stoic, butIfind the single tear trickling down her cheek and wipe it away. “Promiseme, right now, you’ll walk away from any man who doesn’t make your happiness a priority.”


    “Ipromise,” she whispers, her voice breaking.Sheclears her throat and then says clearly once more, “<i ss="calibre2">Ipromise</i>.”


    “Good.Now, do you want to try again or amImaking you ufortable?”


    “You’remaking me very ufortable.”Sheces her hands around my cheeks. “Butchange is ufortable.AndI’dlike to try again.”


    “Okay.”Ismile at her, my gaze fixed on the glowing embers in her eyes.<i ss="calibre2">Thereit is.</i>Ifound the fuse.Allthis girl needs is a little reassurance.Forsomeone to actually give a shit about what they can give to her versus what they can take.That’sall it’ll take for her to ignite. “Sowhat do you want?”


    Shepresses her lips together for a moment, then forces herself to speak. “Iwant to flip over, get on my hands and knees, and feel you fuck me from behind.”


    “Yougot it,”Isay, grabbing her hand and pressing it against my stiffening cock underneath the water. “Mypleasure, baby.”


    Sheshakes her head. “Notyet.Iwant thister.”Shetightens her hand around my cock. “ButwhenIsaid<i ss="calibre2">fuck me</i>,Imeant with your tongue.”
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