Chapter 12: chap12


    KATE


    I woke up when I felt lightsing from therge window.... at first I was confused where the hell I was


    because this is not my apartment.... when I try to move my whole body is sore .... n then I release I was


    with Alex.... shit... I remember our night very clearly right now n Im so scared that how im going to face


    him....when I looked at him he was sleeping so peacefully n I smiled when he said he just need me so


    much n was attracted to me .... I dont know how long I keep looking at him but I decided to move from


    the bed but Alex was suddenly awake by my movement n he looked so confused when he saw me


    naked with him , but then his expression change n I knew he remember everything


    He said


    Wtf! Kate .... what the hell did you do this.... fuck (he stand n start moving here n there in his room)....


    fucking tell me why the hell you didn''t stop me.


    I replied:  Alex plz rx ... you have to listen to me , I didn''t do anything we both did with our mutual


    consent ..


    He stop me n said: just shut up .... you fucking know I was drunk ...n you try to seduced me with your


    pretty dress so dnt y innocent you should have stop me but you seduced me ..... (he stop n looked


    at me) It was deliberately done by you didn''t it ...you were always attracted to me ... n you were jealous


    that what Emily have you should always had that so try to make a move on me


    I replied : now alex you r just being cruel to me... I try to stop you .. I told you things will be


    strange between us but when you said you need me for one night I can''t say no to you''


    Alex


    When I looked kate crying heavily n defending her.... n her exposed body make me turn on so much


    ..that I be angry with myself that how can I be turn on by this so I take my anger on her...


    I said: you know what! our one night is over so better get lost from here..... n dnt put all me on me


    you r more responsible here..... you look at this room .... this was emily n mine room n this bed were we


    have sexst night was where emily n me used to have passionate nights not like our ones ... so r you


    ready to face the shame what you did with your dead sister who always supported you n loved you


    more than your own father....Now I think everyone was so right you r just like your mother a fucking


    whore who trap rich people...... so help me god n get the hell out of here ''


    I know what I said was so mean n cruel but I cant stop myself I was feeling so guilty what I did n I take


    my anger on her.... I looked her n in front of me I saw a brokenpletely shaken women, who just


    can''t say any thing


    Kate slowly moved without making eye contact picked her clothes n went to washroom ... she came


    back after a minute looking so miserable that I felt I should go give her a hug n apologized but I knew I


    won''t do that ... i can''t... may be she is like that what everyone says


    She was limping n I realized than I was her first may be that was too much for her ... she stop in mid


    way n I said something which I shouldn''t but I have to make her understand that im not at all interested


    at her


    I said: Don''t you dare to tell anyone about this... unlike you I have some fucking respect in the society


    ... n I don''t want you to unting our little nasty mistake to everyone''


    When she turned and looked at me with her lifeless eyes that were filled with tears


    She replied: Dont worry ... I won''t ... sa..say a word but please... please .... forgive me ... it was never


    ConTEent bel0ngs to N?v(e)lD/rama(.)Org .


    my intention t.. to hurt you''


    And just like that she was gone.