Chapter 41
Alissa
I saw him flipping pancakes from the living room. He looked like a Greek god. But I really wanted to go
to him and punch him on his face hard. I looked around and saw that this house was different not the
one in which I was before. He brought pancakes neatly in two tes. He kept the te in front of me
and the other one on the opposite of me. He sat there and I quickly picked up the knife and the fork and
started to eat. I was starving. He looked at me like he wanted to say something. I could see through his
eyes. I noticed his face and it was looking dull. He had ck patches under his eyes and he was
looking so tired. His eyes which used to remain so shiny lost it''s shine.
"Is this your second home?" I asked finally breaking the awkward silence.
"Yeah. Ie here sometimes" he said looking down at his te while I nodded.
I noticed the interior and it was much better than the other house. It had much furniture and more
simple colors. The other one contains more gothic colors.
"So how have you been?" I asked although I knew what the answer was going toe.
"No Alissa. How can you expect me to be okay when I am getting married to a girl I don''t even love.
And I missed you terribly" he said and I could see what he was saying was true.
But you are the one because of whom I cried!!!
I took thest bite of my pancake and quickly swallow it. I was trying to force back the tears which were
threatening toe. I didn''t wanted to look like a loser in front of him. I don''t want to show him that I''ve
been craving for a boy to love me. It would be embarrassing.
"What do you think Eric that this apology will make it better? You made me feel like a stupid that night" I
said trying hard not to shout at him. But that urge of shouting was slowly winning over my cool
sentiments.
"Don''t say like this. I am trying to make things better. I don''t want to leave you but........" He trailed off at
the end.
"But?" I asked.
"You won''t understand" he said.
"Maybe I will" I pushed.
"My father will take away thepany from me" he said and that made me feel like throwing his head
on the wall.
It clearly mean that I am not his first priority. Who knows I might not even be in the top five. Where I put
him above all and here he is saying hispany will be taken away from him. I got up before I burst
out crying.
"Thank you for the breakfast" my voice sounded so low. Like I have spoken something for the first time.
It sounded rough.
He rushed towards me and said "Please stay. I don''t want to be left alone again"
I turned around and said "You are the one who left me" tears were now visible in my eyes.
"How can I make it up to you?" He asked.
"By leaving me alone" I replied. I was trying so hard not jump into his arms. His face was just so
irresistible.
"Alissa. Please don''t leave. I don''t want to be miserable again. I have never felt loved and true
happiness until I met you. You have changed me Alissa. I want to be with you. Please" he begged.
I was now crying. I didn''t wanted to keep these tears in my eyes anymore. I did not want to resist my
feelings anymore. I wanted to spend my entire life with him but I know it will just stay a dream. So why
not cherish those moments which I am getting to spend time with him. I just went towards him and
hugged him tight. He pulled his head back and crashed his lips with mine.
"Jump" he said and I did as I was told.
He held me by my thighs. He was still kissing me and he took me to his bedroom, he made mey on
the bed and started to kiss my cheek, my jaw and slowly down to my neck, making me moan. He was
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going to get this further but I stopped him. He understood and did not said anything further. He lied
beside me and pulled the nket over our body.
"I love you" he said kissing my forehead.
"I love you too" I replied.
And we soon drifted off to sleep.