Chapter 50: Nerves & Questions
Blythe’s PO.V
~A few dayster ~
Things have been… weird. They’ve been really weird. It’s only been a few days, but it’s like the guys fell into some kind of routine. They take shifts sticking to me like glue. Sometimes it’s more than one of them at a
time, but not for very long.
I do wake up every morning with Karma and CG in my bed. Psycho spends a lot of time with me during the day. I found out that CG works at the tattoo shop just like he always wanted. Havoc owns a mechanic shop, which is where he works all day. Karma spends most of his time here at the clubhouse, but I guess there’s a lot that goes into being the prez of an MC. Especially when the club technically owns most of the
businesses <i>in </i>town.
I haven’t seen much of Havoc though. When I do see him, he’s usually wasted with club girls all over him. I do my best to ignore him, and so far, it’s not been that bad. I hate to admit it, but… I’m starting to rx a bit. I, Ann, and Cami have made me feel very wee over thesest few days. It almost feels like
before. Before Daniel took me, before Everly turned everyone against me…
Today is a different day though. Not a bad day. At least, I hope not. But I am nervous. More than I care to
admit to myself.
“You look beautiful,” Karma said as he walked up behind me.
My eyes flickered <i>to </i>his in the full–length mirror before I looked at myself again. I smoothed my dress down for the millionth time. I didn’t feel like I looked beautiful. I’m still too skinny. My dress is a simple red, flowy sundress. The sleeves hang off my shoulders, and it ends a couple of inches above my knees. My hair is hanging down <i>to </i>my butt in thick waves, mostly because I’m not given a choice thanks to Karma stealing every hair tie I manage <i>to </i>get my hands on. Of course, I’m make–up–less as well.
“Why are <i>you </i>even <i>so </i>nervous?” Karma asked as he wrapped his arms around me. I tried to pry him off of me, but it was <i>no </i>use. I don’t even <i>know </i>why I bother trying at this point. “You’re just hanging out with the girls, I thought?”
“I am,” I replied, trying to elbow him away from me to no avail. “But I haven’t met a lot of these new girls. The ones closer to our age… I only know the ol‘dies that were here before.”
“Are you worried they won’t like you?” he asked tly.
I gave him a hard look through the mirror.
“I think I have a good reason to feel that way,” I muttered.
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“Here I thought you didn’t care,” he replied with a smirk.
“I’m just nervous that they might all turn out to be like your stalker and Alex,” I grumbled.
“Everly is my stalker now?” he asked, chuckling.
I spun around in his arms, narrowing my eyes at him.
+ Point
“I’ve seen hering in and out of your office all throughout the day. She’s always right outside my door every morning waiting for you, she saves you seats for every meal, she always knows where you are… It’s pretty stalker–ish behavior,” I said.
“Careful, Spark,” he whispered, pinching my chin between his finger and thumb. “You almost sound jealous.”
“Weird,” I replied. “I was going for annoyed.”
Karma chuckled again and dropped his hand.
“She bothers me often, yeah,” he agreed. “I know she wants my patch.”
“Why keep entertaining it?” I asked.
“I don’t,” he replied. “I tell her to get out of my face, or I ignore her.”
“That’s not really that much better than entertaining her,” I grumbled.
“I’ve told her several times in the past that I don’t like her like that,” he told me. “Everly does and hears
what she wants.”
“Oh, so she’s delulu,” I said cheerfully.
Karma snorted.
“Yeah, I guess,” he said as he wrapped his arms around me and yanked me to his chest. “How about a kiss before I drop you with the girls?”
“How about I p you instead?” I replied sweetly.
“Spark,” he said sternly, but I could see the twinkle of amusement in his green eyes. “You can either kiss me here, alone, or I can ravish you in front of everyone when I drop you off.”
“Why can’t I choose neither?” I whined.
“Because if I let you get away with that, you might think I gave up on you, or that I’m not interested in you, or that you don’t drive me fu.cking wild with just one look… And I can’t have that, babe,” he told me,
smiling.
“I don’t understand any of you,” I muttered.
“I told you Bly,” he said. “None of us-”
“Yeah, I <i>know</i>,” I cut him off. “You keep saying none of you know anything. Those are just words.”
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“And kissing you passionately every chance I get are actions,” he stated.
+ Points
Then, before I knew what was happening, Karma grabbed the back of my head, and smashed our lips together. I was frozen at first. Then I tried to fight him. Which was useless. Then, as much as I hate to admit it, I started to melt a little bit. When Karma’s tongue licked my bottom lip, my lips parted for him.
Our kiss turned sweet and then hot. I had my fingers in his hair, tugging his dark brown locks. Karma had one hand in my hair, holding my head to him. His other hand was cupping my a.ss, holding the rest of my body to his. It was hot. It was erotic. It was wild. And it had all sense flying from my brain.
I hate this. I hate that I fall so easily. I know that I do. I fought with everything I had at Silent Divine, but with these guys… I’m like putty in their hands.
Part of me is building hope, and I hate that. It terrifies me. I shouldn’t hope for anything. Even if they were telling the truth about not knowing anything… they still sent me back there. They still put me through hell
before I left here. I can’t forget that.
Even if they try to use me. Even if they get to me, break me in that special way. Even if they use my body for all it’s worth. And even if I like it… I will never forget what they’ve done to me.
“Wow,” Karma breathed out as he pulled his lips from mine. He rested his forehead against mine and held me close. “Even though part of ya is guarded and pullin‘ away… kissin‘ you is fu.ckin‘ mind–blowin‘ every time, Spark. Every damn time. Wish I would have kissed you sooner like the rest of our friends.”
I stared at Karma for a moment.
“Karma… what is this between us all?” I asked him.
“We’re trying to win you back,” he replied simply.
“All of you?” I asked.
“All of us,” he stated.
I pulled my head back to look into his eyes.
<i>“</i>Am I going to be passed around the whole club eventually?” I asked.
“Abso–fu.ckin‘–lutely not,” he growled, frowning at me.
“I don’t understand,” I said, shaking my head. “So, you guys are… what exactly? Going to pass me around
among yourselves?”
“Well, that’s sort of the idea,” he mumbled.
I gawked at him.
“W–what?” I stuttered.
Karma sighed and ran a hand through his hair.
“We told you, Bly, we all want you,” he said, staring deeply into my eyes. “We’re all willing to share you
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because we know you could never pick between us. It’s something we’ve talked about for years.”
“Psycho and Havoc don’t want me,” I argued. “You and CG are just crazy.”
Karma smiled at me as he cupped the side of my face.
+8 Points >
“They want you, babe, trust me,” he said. “Psycho is just in denial because he thinks no girl should be able
to own his heart the way you do. Havoc is just upset your parents got married. They want you though, love.
Always have. They just… need a little extra push.”
“What does that mean?” I asked with my face scrunched up.
“It means that they’re stubborn and refusing to admit their feelings to themselves,” he told me. “I bet with
just a little nudge… they’d be crawling on their hands and knees for you. Just think about what happened in
the fitting room the other day.”
My face med and I red at Karma. I knew Psycho told them. Freaking jerks.
“That was different,” I grumbled. “He just wanted to punish me. Maybe fu.ck me. Fu.cking me is different to
what you’re saying you all want.”
Karma blinked at me for a moment.
“When did you get such a dirty mouth?” he grunted. “They love you too, Bly. Like I said, they’re just in
denial.”
“Well, they can stay there,” I stated, turning around to head out. “Handling the two of you and your
wandering hands is freaking plenty.”
Karma chuckled deeply.
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I looked up at him as he reached out for the doorknob.
“Three?” I asked.
“You’re forgetting someone, Spark,” he replied with a smile. “He’s not here right now, but he will be. And if you think he isn’t going to be worse than me and CG… well, you just wait and see, Sweetheart.”
I gulped.
Ozias…