《His Psycho Lover》 CHAPTER ONE ******PROLOGUE Maggie took a look around the Brother¡¯s Code Club. The bar is lovely, and it caters to the likes of partygoers like her. While looking at the dancers, she had earlier noticed a man who keeps on ncing at her. The man continues to stare at her, almost never taking his gaze away. She had to admit that he is attractive, well-shaped, tall, and appears to be good in bed. She didn¡¯t want to hook up with him because shee here to have fun and not to fish for a man. Maggie is not the type of woman a man would easily take to bed. She appears liberated, but she is still a virgin. ¡°Let¡¯s make a deal, Maggie.¡± She looked at her friend, Miles. ¡°Spill it,¡± Maggie responded. ¡°Have you seen that guy over there?¡± Miles asked, pointing to the man who had previously been staring at Maggie. ¡°Doesn¡¯t he keep staring at you?¡± ¡°And?¡± ¡°He is ze Gonzales, a friend of the owner of this bar and one of the proprietors of Brother¡¯s Code Advertising and Commercial Company. Among their pals, he is the most elusive to women, unlike his buddies, who take differentdies to bed every day, except for their onlydy, Diana Dane Dy.¡± ¡°Diana Dane Dy? Isn¡¯t she Dn¡¯s sister?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Miles said, smiling. ¡°Anyway, he seldom talks todies and even less frequently takes women to bed, but my source ims that he is wonderful in bed and that everydy falls in love with him because of his performance. Well, he and his pals are all fantastic in bed.¡± ¡°What do you want me to do, and what is the prize?¡± ¡°He rejected me several times. I want vengeance but don¡¯t know-how. If you can kiss him tonight, I will give you my Ferrari.¡± ¡°Just kiss? Are you kidding me? That¡¯s a piece of cake for me.¡± ¡°Well¡­ if you can make him fall in love with you and then dump him, I¡¯ll give you the one you¡¯ve been asking for a long time.¡± ¡°The Paloma Resort?¡± She asked, shocked about the prize. ¡°Yes.¡± ¡°Are you serious?¡± ¡°Yeah, I don¡¯t need that resort at all, but I¡¯m not going to give it to you easily, so you¡¯ll have to earn it. I want ze to devour his ego, and I know you can do it.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not making fun of me, right?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± she said, looking in ze¡¯s direction. ¡°Don¡¯t tell me you can¡¯t? C¡¯mon, a famous Maggie D Merced, a heartbreaker who always gets every male crazy over her, can¡¯t get a ze Gonzales? Or don¡¯t tell me you¡¯re worried that you¡¯ll be the one who falls for him?¡± ¡°Me? C¡¯mon Miles, are you aware of the single person that I¡¯ve ever been serious with? ¡°Can you then make ze fall in love with you and then abandon him?¡± ¡°Of course I can. Deal,¡± Miles did not expect on her replied. ¡°I¡¯ll make sure he falls for me, and I¡¯ll go to any length for that fucking resort.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t fall for him,¡± Miles said, ¡°or you¡¯ll be miserable.¡± ¡°That won¡¯t happen.¡± And turned her gaze to ze. ¡°He will chase me, and I¡¯ll take over your resort.¡± £¨A/N: Read the HIS DECEPTRESS WIFE£© ****** BLAZE¡¯s POV ¡°Shit,¡± I growled as I reclined in my swivel chair. Last night, I saw that woman in the pub. I can¡¯t keep my gaze away from her as soon as she walks inside BCC. She walks in front of me like a fucking goddess. Her fucking scent enticed me to fuck her all night until dawn. What am I thinking? I tried to catch her attention but she ignored me. I, ze Gonzales have been ignored by a woman? I wanted to speak to her, kiss her, hold her, and even bury my hard shaft in her. It¡¯s not in my nature to hook up with just anyone. When ites to women, I have a very high standard, and that woman is much above the quality I was searching for. Beautiful, seductive, and difficult to obtain. But when she approached me, my hopes of her being difficult to get were dashed. I was going to introduce myself to her, but it appears that I piqued her interest, and she approached me. The scenario was flipped, and I am the one who yed to act hard to get, but I couldn¡¯t stop myself from kissing her. Her kiss is fucking amazing, and her lips are fucking delicious. The smoothness of her lips and her entire body. My shaft responded with a kiss, but damn¨Cshe flung me up in the air and walked away as if nothing had happened. I did research on her inside the BCC through my connections and I was able to get her name right away. She is Maggie D Merced. Maggie. What does it feel like when I hear her moaning my name? What does she looks like when I please her? How tight will she be if I thrust in her harder? Shit. My phone rang and when I saw Phoenix calling. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°I have a client appointment and she¡¯s on her way; could you kindly rece me? I need to go to the mansion to speak with Grandpa.¡± ¡°I am busy.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t trust anyone else to do the job. Dane is in another meeting, Zeus isn¡¯t here yet and the client ising in five minutes.¡± ¡°Then let Jace do it.¡± ¡°He¡¯s also waiting for something. Maggie is not hard to deal with, she¡¯s not fussy at all, just a little amount of elegance is great with her. Just do something to impress her, and I¡¯ll take care of the next meeting.¡± Did he say, Maggie? ¡°What is the name of the client again?¡± ¡°Maggie, Maggie D Merced.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll do it.¡± ¡°Thanks.¡± Maggie D Merced. See you in a bit. I smile at the back of my head. I¡¯m busy fixing myself when I heard a knock. ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°Sir, someone wants to meet you; her name is Maggie D Merced. She appears to be meeting with Sir Phoenix, but I heard it was passed on to you.¡± ¡°Let her in,¡± My secretary bowed and exited. Maggie walked in a few minutester. ¡°Hi, ze Gonzales,¡± I formally introduced myself to her. ¡°Maggie D Merced, but you can call me Maggie.¡± ¡°Have a seat.¡± ¡°Thank you. I didn¡¯t know that you and Phoenix Sebastian know each other.¡± Does she know Phoenix? Is she one of Phoenix¡¯s flings as well? ¡°Yeah, he¡¯s a brother I never had,¡± I said. ¡°Anyway, Phoenix didn¡¯t tell me anything about the meeting. So what do you want exactly to know?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve changed my mind as of now,¡± she murmured, and I frowned. ¡°What do you mean?¡± ¡°I came here to meet Phoenix, but now that you¡¯re here, I suppose I¡¯ll have another meeting with you.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t get it.¡± ¡°I like you,¡± she remarked, and I gasped. ¡°Your kiss is fucking fantastic, unusual, and tastes like heaven,¡± I smirked. Is this her level of vociferousness? What should I have expected from someone like her? ¡°I¡¯m sorry miss D Merced, but I¡¯m not hitting on women who had be my friend¡¯s fling.¡± ¡°Maggie, call me Maggie, and I never slept, nor do I have any interest in any of your buddies.¡± She grins seductively at me, making my stupid cock react. ¡°However, I¡¯m willing to sleep with you.¡± ¡°Are you trying to seduce me, Miss D Merced?¡± ¡°I said Maggie, and yes, I am flirting with you.¡± ¡°You¡¯re flirting with the wrong person,¡± I said. I met a number ofdies who sought to get my attention in whatever way they could. But this one is different. ¡°I¡¯ve heard a lot about you. They say you¡¯re the hard to get type and don¡¯t just hang up with any woman easily. But I¡¯m just curious, ze, why are you keep on staring at me at the bar the night I kissed you?¡± I didn¡¯t respond to her question because I was guilty; I really was gazing at her. I like her, but my opinion has altered. I¡¯d rather be the one chasing than the one being chased. ¡°Perhaps you would approach me if I didn¡¯t approach you because you can¡¯t stand my allure, right?¡± Was I that obvious to her that night? ¡°Stop assuming things, Maggie.¡± ¡°I did you a favor that night. I opted to be the one to make the first move so you wouldn¡¯t have to stare at me all night. If only you just followed me outside, you¡¯ll know where we¡¯re heading.¡± I gathered myself and approached her. ¡°Listen, Maggie. Yes, I stared at you. Since it was the first time I saw you in the bar. I was there most of the time, but I never saw you. That¡¯s why you caught my attention because you¡¯re new.¡± I guess I had a good enough justification, even if it wasn¡¯t the true reason. ¡°Fine, if you say so, but I¡¯ll stick to my instincts. I like you, may I invite you to dinner?¡± ¡°I have a girlfriend.¡± ¡°Oh, Dane told me you¡¯re single and haven¡¯t been in a rtionship since because you despisemitments.¡± ¡°You know Dane?¡± ¡°Her brother, Dn, was my first boyfriend.¡± I scanned her from head to toe. No doubt from the way she acts. A casanova like Dn Damon Dy was her first, of course, she will adopt his craziness. Not to brag, but my pals and I know how to have fun in bed with a woman. Those three fools are more likely to have sex, as opposed to me, who have sex asionally but still give my all. Dn, though, is different. Manydies are going insane for us, but when ites to him, they are prepared tomit crimes simply to have a taste of him. He is not our buddy, but perhaps an acquaintance. After all, she is Dane¡¯s brother. ¡°Are you done raping me in your mind, ze?¡± I came back to reality when she spoke. ¡°What do you want exactly?¡± ¡°You,¡± she said,ing forward and putting her mouth close to my ear. ¡°I want you inside of me, pump me hard and deep; I prefer pain and pleasure.¡± Because of the distance between us, I almost got goosebumps. The door flung open unexpectedly, and I remained dumbfounded. ¡°Maggie?¡± ¡°Hi, Diana.¡± Maggie stood and approached Dane. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell me you were here?¡± ¡°I was supposed to have a meeting with Phoenix but he is not here so I ended up having a little conversation with ze.¡± ¡°Ow, I see.¡± ¡°Diana, you said ze was single, right?¡± She asked Dane, who is also gazing at me. I made a gesture for her to say NO. ¡°Yeah, NGSB. He loves to fuck but he doesn¡¯t wantmitment, why?¡± The hell, Dane. ¡°I like him.¡±Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°Care to repeat?¡± Dane asked. ¡°I like him. Do you think I¡¯ll be able to get him to bed if I flirt with him?¡± Dane chuckled loudly and looked at her. ¡°You¡¯ve never changed, Maggie. You¡¯re still the same Maggie I know. But, Maggie, of all my guy friends, ze is the most difficult to get. And please, you can y with other guys but not on him or any of my pals because they are precious to me.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not going to y with him, Diana; I want him, I like him, and I¡¯m ready to go to any length to have him.¡± I couldn¡¯t say anything. Dane was gazing at me and then shifting her eyes to Maggie. ¡°I mean it, ze Gonzales. I will make sure you will fall for me and get you in a way I know. You and I.¡± CHAPTER TWO Since the day that I meet Maggie in the office she always came here and pay visit on me. She genuinely stood up for what she said. I have no intention of flirting with her, and I hate to confess that whenever she is near, my shaft hardens. I always end up going home and pleasuring myself in the shower. I¡¯m currently with Zeus to have lunch because Jace and Phoenix were busy. We are waiting for food when I saw Maggie entering the restaurant. ¡°What the hell is she doing here?¡± ¡°Ow, I forgot to tell you sucker, I invited her.¡± ¡°Fuck. Are you kidding me, Zeus? You know I don¡¯t like having her around.¡± ¡°The more you hate, the more you love.¡± ¡°Damn you.¡± ¡°Hi!¡± Maggie greeted us and sat beside me. The table is for four-person. Since Zeus is seated in front of me, Maggie sat beside me. The heck, I don¡¯t feelfortable sitting beside this woman. I felt Maggie¡¯s foot while waiting for the food. She put her leg up on my thigh. Oh, and crap! Her toes are ying with my bulge. ¡°You seem disturbed. Are you okay, sucker?¡± ¡°Huh? Y-yeah,¡± I say, loosening my necktie. ¡°Something¡¯s wrong with you, ze.¡± Shit! How does she manage to y so well? She¡¯s calm, as though she¡¯s not doing anything silly. I widened my eyes at her, but all she did was smile. ¡°No, I¡¯m fine. I am just hungry.¡± ¡°If you say so, I¡¯ll be back, just need a toilet break,¡± Zeus remarked before standing up. ¡°Don¡¯t be quick, Zeus. Just take your time.¡± ¡°Fine with me, Maggie. Enjoy!¡± ¡°What are you doing?¡± I asked Maggie, irritated, as Zeus walked away. It was also clear that Zeus was aware of what was going on beneath the table. ¡°Pleasing you, but I can do more than this.¡± ¡°Stop, it¡¯s not funny.¡± ¡°Your bulge says otherwise.¡± ¡°Do you think you can get me like this? Aren¡¯t you embarrassed? You¡¯re a woman wooing a guy. Shame on you.¡± ¡°Say whatever you want, and I¡¯ll show you that a Maggie D Merced can get you in any way she can.¡± When I felt her palm on my hardness, I snarled and looked around. I tapped her hand, but as she squeezed it, my eyes widened. ¡°Stop doing it.¡± She removed her hands and smiled at me. ¡°Why are you being so hard to get?¡± ¡°Because I don¡¯t like you.¡± ¡°But your body does, ze. Your body wants me.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t, nor my body.¡± ¡°Finished?¡± Zeus suddenly appears and Maggie straightens up. ¡°It¡¯s over, but it¡¯s okay.¡± Zeusughed just as the food arrived. Because of what urred, I didn¡¯t have much of an appetite. Maggie no longer disturbed me, but she still looks at me with a flirtatious expression on her face. She taunted me with food, and I hate to confess that what she¡¯s doing is having an effect on me. ¡°I¡¯ll head out first.¡± I stood up and left money on the table. ¡°Oh, where are you going?¡± Zeus asked. ¡°I have a meeting,¡± I said, ignoring theirughter. ¡®You¡¯re a jerk, Zeus. I¡¯m your friend, but have you abandoned me because of that woman?¡¯ I returned to the office with a scowl on my face. There is still no sign of Jace or Phoenix, but Dane is there. ¡°Oh, I thought you and Zeus had lunch? Where is he?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t make me think of that moron, Dane. I¡¯m irritated.¡± ¡°Howe? Did something happen?¡± ¡°Maggie arrived,¡± I said, walking directly to the water dispenser. I was so intent on escaping them that I neglected to drink water at the restaurant. ¡°Maggie¡¯s allure must have gotten to you; why don¡¯t you just go out with her?¡± ¡°What do you mean by going out with her, Dane? Take her to bed?¡± ¡°Why not? Isn¡¯t that what you only want in a woman?¡± ¡°She¡¯s not my type. I don¡¯t like her.¡± ¡°Then why do you keep gazing at her at BCC the first time you see her?¡± Herment startled me. ¡°What?¡± ¡°Maggie said, you keep on staring at her so she approached you.¡± ¡°And you believe that woman?¡± ¡°Yes, Jace examined the CCTV and it¡¯s clear.¡± She says. Why are they being so nosy? ¡°All right, Dane, I liked her that night, but not anymore.¡± ¡°Is it because she¡¯s finally showing her interest in you?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to be pursued bydies.¡± ¡°You know, ze, you and Maggie are made for each other.¡± sheughs loudly, and I cast a quick nce at her. If looks could kill, she¡¯d be dead by now. ¡°Shut up, Dane, and quitughing.¡± ¡°You both have the same ego, a very high one. It¡¯s a battle of pride, but I believe you¡¯ll lose.¡± ¡°You and Zeus are the same, you¡¯re siding with that woman.¡± ¡°No, Zeus is simply annoying you. As for me, I¡¯m assisting you in seeing what you don¡¯t see, just like how I helped Phoenix see things before.¡± ¡°Phoenix and I aren¡¯t the same. Hailey and Maggie? Fuck. That woman isn¡¯t even on Hailey¡¯s level. Phoenix was simply dumb to hurt his wife back then.¡± ¡°And so you are.¡± ¡°What?¡± It can be difficult tomunicate with Dane at times. She¡¯s identical to Brother¡¯s code, but on a higher level. ¡°You criticize Phoenix for being overly harsh with Hailey, yet you do the same with Maggie.¡± ¡°Dane, listen, does it seem good for a woman to chase a man? Is it appropriate for her to tease me, to kiss me, and to touch my ¡®you know what I mean¡¯?¡±This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°Because that¡¯s what she is, but it doesn¡¯t imply she¡¯s already a nasty woman because she¡¯s teasing you.¡± ¡°Hi!¡± we both turned around when Maggie entered next to Zeus. ¡°I thought you had a meeting, sucker?¡± ¡°None of your business.¡± I didn¡¯t even bother to look at Maggie and surprisingly, she ignored me too. ¡°I brought you some presents, Diana. Anyway, I¡¯ve met Dnst night, his condo is quite good.¡± What is quite good in Dn¡¯s condo? She went to a man¡¯s condo. Now, tell me that it¡¯s ok for me to stick with a woman that is fucking with Dn. ¡°Really? Dn didn¡¯t tell me.¡± ¡°Yeah, I stayed there until sunrise.¡± ¡°So, you slept there?¡± ¡°Well, yes. Even though your brother is stupid, I still missed that fool.¡± ¡°I see, that crackhead is certainly delighted.¡± ¡°He should be! Because it was me he was with, and if he dares to im I didn¡¯t make him happy, I¡¯ll hit him.¡± Sheughed. ¡°But it would have been more fun if ze had been there.¡± ¡°I agree.¡± I look at Dane for her answer. ¡°Don¡¯t be too jealous, ze, you¡¯re still the one I want to be within the end.¡± ¡°You wish.¡± ¡°Anyway, Diana, I¡¯ll go and I need to finish something. Bye.¡± She then nced at me and said, ¡°Bye love, see you tomorrow, again.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll be much happier if you don¡¯t return.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t, you haven¡¯t answered me yet so I¡¯ll definitelye back to you.¡± ¡°You¡¯ll never get the answer you want.¡± ¡°Let see, ze. You will be mine, soon.¡± ¡°If you say so.¡± ¡°My words wille true. Mark that, ze.¡± CHAPTER THREE ¡°What are you doing here? What do you need?¡± I asked Maggie when she enters my office. ¡°Nothing, I just want to see you.¡± ¡°You already saw me yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday.¡± She even saw Hailey go out of Phoenix¡¯s office and look like that idiot fighting with his wife again. When Hailey left followed by Jessa sheughed at Phoenix saying that he¡¯s an ass to rece his wife with a low-ss bitch. Hailey is fucking gorgeous but I never like her. The first time I saw her I knew she was the reason why the idiot wanted to go home early. ¡°Each day is different.¡± I was shaken by her answer. She¡¯s really a goddamn brat. ¡°Go home, I¡¯m busy.¡± ¡°Go on, just let me stay here and watch you. Just pretend I wasn¡¯t here.¡± ¡°You¡¯re really hard-headed.¡± ¡°Yes, and I can also make your dickhead hard.¡± ¡°Stop saying nonsense, I¡¯m not affected.¡± ¡°Isn¡¯t it?¡± Shit! Luckily I was sitting and blocked by the table. If not she will see how hard I am. ¡°Do you think that I am that easy to get hard, Maggie?¡± ¡°To others no, to me yes.¡± Fuck her. Since the day she was teasing me. I always ended at night masturbating. ¡°What do you really need from me, Maggie?¡± ¡°I told you, you, inside of me.¡± ¡°If I will fuck now, will you let me go?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± ¡°Yes, but you have to marry me, first before you can fuck me.¡± Iughed hard at what she said. ¡°Me? Marrying you? C¡¯mon, Maggie. Sorry, I don¡¯t want to offend you, but, I won¡¯t marry a woman who fucks with a different man. I want my wife pure and I¡¯m her first man. ¡± I looked at her reaction to see if she would be insulted but she justughed. I know she is not offended because I am just telling the truth. ¡°Even nuns are rarely virgins.¡± ¡°What the hell are you saying?¡± I am not a religious person but it is not right for her to involve the nun in this conversation. ¡°Don¡¯t feel godly, anyway, I will offer you something.¡± ¡°If that is nonsense, stop it.¡± ¡°Marry me, let¡¯s fuck until one of us get bored. Then we will file an annulment.¡± ¡°Annulment will take three years or more.¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t have a connection? What¡¯s the use of the Dy¡¯s?¡± ¡°Is that how desperate you are? What will you get if I marry you?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t ask you can¡¯t give if you don¡¯t marry me.¡± ¡°Then no, my answer is no. I will never marry you.¡± ¡°You said so.¡± ¡°So, will you leave me now after you hear what I said?¡± ¡°No, I can always find a way.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t believe you.¡± ¡°Then believe it. I am one of a kind, ze. And I did not ept defeat. I am Maggie D Merced and I can take whatever I want. You will marry me either you like it or not and wait for it.¡± Then she stood up. ¡°Dane will help me.¡± And left. And when she started to call Dane on her name? She used to call her Diana then now Dane. When she left I just leaned back in my chair. She really doesn¡¯t want to let me go and she pushes herself. Is that how brat she is? Dane told me she no longer had a parent. She has an eldest sister but is in the US now. Their mother died when she was 15 and their father left them when she was 10. Her sister spoiled her a lot since the two of them only left. She¡¯s Dn¡¯s first girlfriend and he¡¯s her first too. But their rtionshipsts not less than a year because Dn started to smoke and drink. While she has been liberated. I admit I like her. But only to fuck her. Not to be my girlfriend and mostly not to be wife. Even if she pushes herself on me I will not marry her. Never ever! THESE PAST few days everything went well even though Dn and Phoenix fought at the party which resulted in the filing of an annulment. Everything is quite good but of course, Maggie¡¯s teasing is not counted. Phoenix, admits that he doesn¡¯t want to sign the annulment but Hailey confessed to him that she can¡¯t bear a child. It¡¯s not that Iughed or make fun of her. But because of Maggie¡¯s harassment, I agreed to marry her if Hailey got pregnant. Dane and Maggieughed at me. Sometimes I wondered who Dane¡¯s ally was. Me or that woman? But at the same time, I¡¯m still happy because somehow she already has a woman with her. Maggie really annoys me a lot. Her presence irritates me. Fine, every time she¡¯s with us she did nothing but tempts me. She has this habit of dropping the ballpen and when she bends down to pick it up, she puts her face in front of me. When we were outside the restaurant and eating with the group she would stand beside me and drop the spoon and then touch my thigh. And every time I go home I always took a cold shower. Sometimes it is not enough so it ends up using my palm. And now, again, she¡¯s with us in Dane¡¯s office. They asked about Hailey and how is she. When Phoenix answers them that Hailey is not ok because seems to be feeling weird. They look at each other. It seems that they have mental telepathy and they talked in their mind. Dane even said that I was about to marry Maggie. But when I contradicted them, Maggie left and said she would fix our wedding. While we keep on talking. Phoenix¡¯s phone rang and receive a call. They¡¯re old maid said that Hailey was brought to the hospital. We all went except for Dane who even called Maggie. When we got to the hospital Phoenix went straight inside. While we were outside and waiting Maggie arrived. Dane even congrattes her and says she never thought that two of her friends would get married this year. I ignored them when the doctor came out. We go all together when Phoenix told me the good news for them and bad news for me. Hailey is pregnant. Like how the hell it happen? I thought she was barren? And because she is pregnant. I have no choice but to ept the fact that I will marry Maggie. She fucking win on our bet. I can¡¯t say NO because I agreed to the deal. I may be a fucker, but I have words.Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. I asked Dane how did it happen that Hailey got pregnant. She exined to me everything. and though I did not quite understand it was only one meaning. I have to marry Maggie. I asked her if she had a hint and she said yes. That is why she suggested Phoenix to fuck and fuck Hailey because she knew one of these would be really timed. And she did the same to Maggie and me. I want to hate Dane but I can¡¯t get mad at her. I have no choice but to marry Maggie. Well, at least she¡¯ll be my wife and I can do everything with her. I can fuck her anytime I want. That¡¯s my n, to use her body. My question about how good she is in bed will also be answered. But one thing is for sure, I will not make her pregnant. When I get bored, I will file an annulment. That¡¯s all she wants, for me to y in bed and if we both get bored with each other¡¯s bodies we will separates our way. I will win this time. I will make sure that I can get her. CHAPTER FOUR I got up early since I have a lot of work to aplish. I just got married yesterday, and I thought we could go on our honeymoonst night. But when I kissed her, she refused. I¡¯m not sure what¡¯s going on in her head. All she said was that we had to wait a month before I could fuck her. She said that if I can¡¯t stand it, I have to beg her. She¡¯s willing to do it if I beg her to. Like what the hell. I thought we got married so we could fuck and fuck each other, but now she wants me to beg?Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! This wedding is a dumb idea, and I¡¯m not even sure why I agreed to it. Why did I marry such a weird woman? ¡°Hmp.¡± I heard her moan as she slept. When I looked at her, I noticed she had her nightgown up, exposing her thigh. She slept in my room and stated that she will do so till I beg her to have sex with me. ¡°Shit.¡± I hissed, but I couldn¡¯t take my gaze away from her. She suddenly flipped. And because she wasn¡¯t even wrapped in a nket, I could see the shape of her body. Her wless back and the curve of her ass are showing. Damn. How does it feel if I press my hardness in the midst of her ass as my fluids stream behind her? This is a ridiculous thought. ¡°Mmm¡­¡± she moaned again, this time louder. Is she awake or asleep? I believe this woman is simply messing with me. Trying to get me to talk to her. But she¡¯s not going to get what she wants. I¡¯m not going to ask her to have sex with me. I¡¯m curious how many men she¡¯s made happy. How many men have gone insane because of her? Even I, who am only staring at her, is going insane thinking about how good she ys in bed. How she grinds, shouts, and appears as shees out. Dn is rumored to be her first boyfriend, and he may have taken her virginity as well. Maybe Dn taught her well how to make a man happy, and that¡¯s what drove so many people insane for her. To be fair, it isn¡¯t obvious that many men used to fuck her. She¡¯s taking good care of herself. How tight is she? What would it be like if I were inside of her? Is she like the other women I¡¯ve had sex with, or is she better? Shit! When did I start thinking this way? When did my mind be so tainted that it can only think about sex? I¡¯m not interested in sex. I can fuck where and when I want, whenever I want. In contrast to the three, who can¡¯t spend a day without having sex. But here I am, thinking only about sex because of thisdy who is, in fact, my wife. I grabbed a towel and entered the restroom. With these foolish thoughts, I¡¯m going to take a bath. I just got out of the shower and headed outside. Maggie was sitting in bed outside when I arrived. She smiled at me while stretching her legs. ¡°Perfect,¡± she murmured as she examined my physique. ¡°There¡¯s more perfect than that,¡± I said as I removed the towel. When I noticed her eyes widening, I smiled and covered it again with a towel. ¡°If you want it, you can have it. Just beg.¡± ¡°I see you have arge dick, huh. But nope, I won¡¯t ask first,¡± she said before lying down and leaning against the headboard. Because sheid swiftly, her garments rose and I could inly see she was wearing white panties, but I chose not to stare. ¡°I¡¯m heading into the office, so can you serve me?¡± I said as I turned away to change. ¡°I¡¯m useless, so don¡¯t expect me to do helpful stuff.¡± I gave her a disapproving look, and she is now clutching her smartphone. ¡°So, what¡¯s the point of this wedding? Why are you even here?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not a maid to serve you.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t expect me to serve you simply because I¡¯m your wife. Duh! I can¡¯t serve myself, and you want me to serve you? What are you, lucky? Hire an assistant.¡± When I finished getting ready, I turned to face her. ¡°Then return to your home.¡± ¡°Why? I won¡¯t because I¡¯m waiting for you to invite me to have sex.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not going to happen,¡± I responded as I grabbed the telephone and car keys. ¡°Be careful,¡± she reminded me as I shut the door. Tss, I¡¯m not sure what that woman was up to, and I¡¯m even less sure why I¡¯m participating. I went to the kitchen to prepare coffee and was astonished to discover covered dishes. I open it one at a time, only to discover that these are foods. Scrambled egg, bacon, and toasted bread I even noticed coffee was brewed in the coffee machine. I¡¯m not sure why, but I couldn¡¯t help but grin when I saw the meal. She got up early and prepared breakfast. So, did she get up earlier? What the hell? Am I that condescending to her? Should I demand an apology? No, this is what she desires. As a result, she must deal with me. She is the one who will adjust, not me. I heard footsteps. Maggie wasing down the stairs when I looked up. ¡°Oh, you¡¯re still there. I thought you went to work.¡± She was wearing a red dress and red stilettos. She also has a red bag on her shoulder. ¡°Did you make it?¡± I wondered. ¡°No, I just had that delivered,¡± she sarcastically said. ¡°Tss,¡± She wasn¡¯tmunicating effectively. I intend to thank her, but my thinking has changed. ¡°I¡¯m leaving, obviously, but I¡¯lle hometer to your ce, and you know we¡¯re going to have sex,¡± she said farewell. ¡°You don¡¯t have to tell me where you¡¯re going. We know what we are.¡± ¡°I¡¯m just letting you know. After all, I still live here in your house, and I¡¯m not that rude.¡± I looked at her because of what she said. ¡°Why?¡± she responded. ¡°Nothing.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not going to ask me where I¡¯m going?¡± ¡°What¡¯s the point?¡± ¡°If I¡¯m kidnapped, you know what to tell the cops so you don¡¯t be a suspect.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Kidding,¡± she said, then burst outughing. ¡°Well, I know no one cares what I do or where I go because no one cares about me, but I¡¯ll tell you anyway. I¡¯m going to Paloma Resort. Ok, bye.¡± ¡°Wait!¡± I yelled, and she turned to face me. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Are you not going to eat?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve already eaten, and I¡¯m not used to eating what I¡¯ve already eaten. Don¡¯t be shy, I made it for you.¡± She took a step back then turned to face me again. ¡°I added no poison and enjoy eating, love,¡± she said as she walked away, and I found myself sitting in front of the food, smiling. CHAPTER FIVE It¡¯s been a week since Maggie and I got married but still, nothing is happening to us. She always teased me but only until then. She always tries to seduce me but nope, I won¡¯t fall for her first. Well, she¡¯s still good somehow. Because she has something to do with housework on her own. I can¡¯t say we are not or we are on good terms. Maggie loves to argue with me. But in the end, she always wins. Even in bed, she loves to tease me but I did not win. I have done almost everything to make her happy but when I think she will give up then she will tell me to ask her first. She¡¯s a brat, yes. But I see her good side somehow. He¡¯s not vocal or showy in her feelings for me but I¡¯m just surprised sometimes when I wake up something is ready. She¡¯s acting tough but she¡¯s caring in her own way. There is this one night that I woke up in the mini-office. Around 1 AM when she came in and brought me coffee. She said she couldn¡¯t sleep so she made coffee and made it for me also. But when I finished and entered the room, she was sound asleep and didn¡¯t seem to drink coffee. Her behavior is confusing and requires a lot of patience so we don¡¯t get along sometimes because my patience is short. She loves attention and does everything just to get your attention and when you pay attention she doesn¡¯t care about you anymore. Sometimes shepetes with me and doesn¡¯t want to lose. When I let her then she will allow me. Likest night, she justy there while holding the towel and sat down. I asked her if she could take a bath but she just shrugged. When I entered the bathroom I was preceded and said that she changed her mind. I argue with her and I just say I¡¯ll go first. In the end, I also gave up because she really didn¡¯t want to let me go first. I let her take a shower first but when I told her she can go she said she changed her mind and said I can go first. She¡¯s like a baby that needs attention. It¡¯s like she just wants to let you know that she can beat you. So, I let her win. But not in sex cause I will not ask first. ¡°What¡¯s that Jace? Don¡¯t stick your arm too close to me and you might get on myp.¡± I look at Maggie when she says that. Do my friends also trip her? She¡¯s unlucky because they won¡¯t hit her now that we¡¯re married. She¡¯s here in the office because she seems to have something on Dane. But it looks like he¡¯s just going on a trip to burn Jace and the crazy guy isn¡¯t getting better. I want to hang him upside down the way look at my wife. ¡°Assuming, just identally touched. Don¡¯t assume, Maggie¡± Jaceined then stood up. ¡°I don¡¯t want to talk to you. You¡¯re a nonsense talker.¡± She justughed when Jace stood up and moved next to Zeus. ¡°Why are you here, Maggie? You already got what you want from Dane.¡± I ask. Since she bought Paloma Resort, she has rarelye here. She would rarely pass by here unless she invited Dane to eat out or she needed something from Dane. ¡°Visiting you and the group.¡± There was her seductive smile again. After I take care of it, it will harden again and I will be miserable. Maybe before we split up, my veins will burst, or maybe I¡¯ll be swollen with a lot of calluses because of him. ¡°How¡¯s the resort, Mags?¡± Dane asked so there she looked. ¡°Everything is quite good, Dane. The things that need to be fixed have been fixed. Just a little and I¡¯ll have it open.¡± ¡°That ce is amazing. I have a lot of good memories there during my school days,¡± Dane said. ¡°Yeah, me too.¡± Is that a sadness in her eyes? Why does it feel like all emotions disappeared in her eyes when she said that. ¡°By the way, you guys are invited to the opening,¡± she added, and look at us now it seems ok. ¡°Sure, I¡¯ll take my wife there to rx.¡± ¡°How is she, Phoenix?¡± ¡°She¡¯s ok, it¡¯s just a little difficult. The triplets are growing, so she¡¯s having a hard time walking.¡± ¡°Say hi to her.¡± Then she stood up. ¡°I¡¯ll go now.¡± When she left the conference room I stood up to follow her. ¡°Where do you go, sucker?¡± ¡°I forgot to tell her something.¡± I caught her walking so I held her hand. ¡°Why, something wrong?¡± But I didn¡¯t answer and just pulled her into my office. I locked the door and leaned her against the back of the door. ¡°Are you trying to seduce my friend?¡± Sheughed out loud because of my question. ¡°I don¡¯t answer nonsense questions. Is that the reason why you brought me here?¡± ¡°They won¡¯t hit you.¡± ¡°You said so, I can go now?¡± I kissed her hard and she kissed me back. She put her hands on my nape and we kissed passionately. I roam my hands into her body. I caress her chest and heard her soft moan. My hand went down her body down to her thigh. I turned her around and kissed her nape. I pressed myself against him and I knew he could feel my stiffness. I removed my shaft and pulled her panty down when she spoke. ¡°We haven¡¯t had a month and you haven¡¯t begged yet.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Beg.¡± ¡°Are you ying with me?¡± I asked annoyed. ¡°That¡¯s why we got married because of a game. Beg, and I will give you what you want.¡± Annoyed, I regained my manhood and put it back. ¡°Are you that maniptive?¡± ¡°Yes, a maniptive bitch that everyone knows.¡± ¡°I thought you changed.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not, and I will never change because of you,¡± she said smiling and fixing herself. I open the door and gasped some air. ¡°Go,¡± I said. I¡¯m already disgusted with her nonsense. If I can¡¯t stand it, I will really rape her. ¡°You won¡¯t lose if you beg me, ze. Mark my word.¡± She touched my face and I averted my face. ¡°In case you don¡¯t know what¡¯s in my body. Asks me to fuck you and you will find out how tight I am.¡± ¡°I can pay woman outside.¡±Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I won¡¯t stop you. If that can make you satisfied.¡± Then she came out. ¡°See you at home, love.¡± I was just punched when she was finally out. She makes me hard and leaves me hanging. Fuck. I really it, and now my pet is alive I will use my hands again. CHAPTER SIX After that day Maggie and I did not talk. She did not talk to me so neither did I. We slept in the same bed but no one dares to talk first. I didn¡¯t take a shower in my room¡¯s bathroom so we can have a chance to talk. I think this is better, so, she can¡¯t annoy me. I went downstairs and I caught her cooking breakfast. She used to do this every day. She even washed the dishes after I, or we eat. I also can¡¯t believe she can doundry. I discover a lot of her and I can¡¯t believe she can do household chores. Since I don¡¯t have work I looked at the refrigerator and other supplies to check what was missing. But I was surprised because the food supply was still almost full. I don¡¯t want to talk to her. But I again I lost. ¡°Did you buy groceries?¡± ¡°Those supplies won¡¯t walk into the refrigerator from the mall.¡± Again, that¡¯s how she always answered me. ¡°It is my duty being a husband to buy stuff for us.¡± ¡°Husband¡¯s duty if wife devours.¡± Then she looked at me. ¡°I didn¡¯t buy that for you. I bought that for myself but feel free to take it because it¡¯s in your refrigerator.¡± I was just shaken and then got coffee when I noticed the bills in the trash. ¡°Did you throw the bills?¡± ¡°No, they just got there by ident.¡± ¡°Can you talk to me nicely?¡± ¡°I threw it away because I already paid for it.¡± ¡°What? Why?¡± ¡°Why? I have money, I use electricity, wifi, and water, So?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to do that.¡± ¡°It¡¯s paid so don¡¯tin.¡± Shended in front of me the sunny side up, eggs and ham. ¡°Don¡¯t do that next time,¡± I said. ¡°Ok.¡± ¡°Tss!¡± ¡°Just eat, you might be hungry and it¡¯s my fault.¡± Even though we argue I still eat. ¡°Hi!¡± We looked at each other when Margot entered. ¡°The door is open so I came in.¡± ¡°What bad wind brought you here, Margot?¡± Margot kissed her on the cheek which she reciprocated. ¡°Hi, ze.¡± Margot would have approached me but Maggie stopped her immediately. ¡°If you¡¯re going kiss him just give it to me and I will kiss him.¡± I frowned and Margot justughed. ¡°You¡¯re not allowed to kiss my husband.¡± ¡°Jealous Wife,¡± Margot said and put her bag on the table.Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I am, Margot, so what do you need?¡± ¡°Are you busy today?¡± I listen to their conversation while eating. ¡°No, why?¡± ¡°Remember this date, today is mom¡¯s 9th year death anniversary.¡± I saw her eyes sadden again. The same sadness that I saw her once when she mentioned the Paloma Resort. I don¡¯t know if Margot noticed that but it¡¯s clear to me. ¡°I forgot and I had a meeting.¡± She took off her apron and gloves and washed her hands. ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°What?¡± She asked annoyed when she turned around. ¡°Since mom dies you haven¡¯t visited her funeral. You haven¡¯t even taken her to her final destination.¡± ¡°So? she wants to die, didn¡¯t she? Then tell her to visit me if she wants. Cause I will not adjust my meeting. ¡°Maggie!¡± Margot shouted at her sister but Maggie no longer listened to her. ¡°Margot,¡± I call to her. ¡°Ow, I¡¯m sorry, ze.¡± ¡°What¡¯s the reason for your mother¡¯s death?¡± I ask. She shook her head then took the bag. ¡°Just ask Maggie. I can¡¯t lead her because she¡¯s your wife. Gotta go! Please take care of her. Please be patient with her behavior.¡± Then she left and at the end, I was left alone eating. I don¡¯t know how long I was seated alone thinking about Maggie. Why do I have this feeling that my wife has hidden something? There is an avoidable issue that she does not want to face and does not want to talk about. I go back to our room and I catch her dressed. She is in front of the mirror while putting on makeup. ¡°Are you leaving?¡± ¡°No, I will sleep. For if I will not wake up and at least I will still be nice looking.¡± ¡°Maggie, can you talk to me properly even now?¡± I didn¡¯t show her that I was disgusted or frustrated. I tried to calm myself. I want to be nice to her. I want to know her more. I have this feeling that there is something in her that I need to know. ¡°This is how we talk, right? What did Margot tell you and were you kind?¡± ¡°She didn¡¯t tell me anything. Listen, Maggie, we¡¯re married. I know it was for fun, but I think we can work out this marriage. If it¡¯s not, at least we can be friends.¡± Sheughed so hard that I frowned. She turned to me and smiled. ¡°Don¡¯t be too kind to me, ze, just because Margot talked to you. Your kindness will eat you alive. I¡¯m not what you think I am. I know what¡¯s running through your mind. That may be being harsh and tough is my defense mechanism. Well, I¡¯m sorry it¡¯s not like that. Whatever Margot told you, don¡¯t believe it. Cause I chose to be like this. ¡± Then she stood up and took the bag. ¡°I¡¯ll be homete. Bye.¡± I no longer contradicted her. First, Margot told me nothing, and second, I just realized what she said. Defense mechanism. What if that¡¯s really what she¡¯s doing now? She defended herself by being tough and rude but deep inside she has a good heart. Somehow I still notice her goodness through her actions. The way she¡¯s taking care of me silently, in her own way. I sighed when I realized it. I go back to the kitchen and clean the mess. I even clean the house. When I go to theundry section, there is aundry there that I should be able to take. I waited for her toe home at lunch. But she doesn¡¯t send me a message. Until evening she also did not go home for dinner. I worry about her but I know she can manage herself. It¡¯s 12AM but she¡¯s not here yet. I tried to call her but her phone keeps on ringing. I don¡¯t know if I will leave the house to look for her or just wait. It¡¯s past 1 AM when Jace texted me that Maggie¡¯s in the BCC. Drunk and dancing on the dance floor. I no longer replied and I took the key and quickly headed to the BCC. I caught up with Maggie with a man. Their bodies were very close together and it was obvious on their stupid faces that he was already abusing my wife¡¯s body. It seems like I just want to snatch my wife. All the worries I had before were gone. I am so damn worried about her then she was just flirting with it. Very insensitive. I grabbed her and took her when the man pulled me. ¡°Where are you taking her and who are you?¡± But instead of answering, I punched him. ¡°I will take her home, and who am I? I am her husband.¡± I kicked the man and grabbed Maggie then carried her to my car. I didn¡¯t speak and she didn¡¯t speak either. Our house was close so we got there quickly. She was shaking a bit so I held her hand but she just removed my hand. So she¡¯s fucking drunk? She is almost losing her bnce. ¡°You¡¯ll fall.¡± ¡°I can manage.¡± I no longer forced her. Even though she was shaking I let her. She went straight to the bedroom and sat on the sofa. ¡°Are you that inconsiderate?¡± I asked annoyed. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you? We¡¯re just having fun.¡± ¡°Fun? Fun?! I¡¯m waiting on you and you¡¯re fucking flirting to have fun?!¡± I¡¯m not the kind of person to shout. I was calm with all of us, I was even calmer than Dane in fact but this time I couldn¡¯t help myself. She¡¯s having fun? while I was worried about her. If only there hadn¡¯t been so many people at the bar earlier I wouldn¡¯t have hesitated to kill that idiot. ¡°So? You can sleep even without me.¡± ¡°Shit! Don¡¯t you understand? Are you really like that and you don¡¯t care if anyone worries about you?¡± ¡°You¡¯re worried?¡± She couldn¡¯t help but ask me. Even drunk I could see in her face that she was shocked by what I said. ¡°Of course, I am.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± she asked. Does she have a problem? ¡°What do you think of me? A heartless? What time it is and you haven¡¯te home yet. You even rejected my calls, so how do you think I¡¯ll feel?!¡± ¡°Are you really worried about me?¡± she asked then stood up. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± I wondered. She caresses my face and smiles at me. ¡°Do you mean it? Do you really worry about me?¡± I saw her tears so I frowned. What is her problem? ¡°Of course.¡± I suddenly calmed down when I saw her crying. She kisses me and smiles at me. ¡°Maggie, what¡¯s wrong?¡± ¡°Make love with me.¡± I was surprised by what she said. My eyes widened when I heard what she said. ¡°Stop teasing me, Maggie, I won¡¯t beg you.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to beg. Cause I am, I am begging you to make love with me. Fine, you don¡¯t love me, so let me rephrase. Fuck me, ze.¡± ¡°Maggie?¡± ¡°I¡¯m begging you to fuck me.¡± CHAPTER SEVEN She kisses me and I kiss her. I know she¡¯s drunk but the I hell I care. She¡¯s the one to ask me so I will give what she¡¯s begging for. Besides, this is the purpose of this marriage. I will please her, and she will please me. Until we get bored and our luststed. ¡°What do you want? Rough or gentle?¡± I ask while caressing her body. ¡°Anything to please you.¡± ¡°I prepare gently, sweetheart.¡± ¡°Then do it.¡± I kissed her again and she fought back. I brought her to our room and put her on the bed. I tore her dress and her body exposed. She was not wearing a bra so her chest was immediately exposed. I removed my dress as well. She touches my abs and smiles at me. Her bosom carves perfectly. Not big, not small. Her chest was still erect as if she hadn¡¯t gone through different men. Well, they are unlucky because it¡¯s mine now and no one can handle it but me. I don¡¯t know if I would be annoyed, angry, jealous of the men who first grabbed, spat, and imed her body. But hell I care, I¡¯m the one with it so I own it now. I kissed her erected and pinkish tits and yed with my tongue. The smell of her body was intoxicating. Even the taste of her nipples is fucking sweet. This is mine now. I will make sure that after this night all the men who passed by her will be erased from her mind. I will please her and I will make sure that she doesn¡¯t look for anyone else but me. She will only look for my performance. ¡°ze,¡± she moans my name, and fuck it is like music in my ear. My kiss went down to her stomach. I yed her navel using my tongue. Her hand was in my hair as her body followed my lips. ¡°ze, y more.¡± I remover her panty using my teeth. ¡°Shit!¡± I hissed when I saw her shaved pussy as I expected. ¡°ze. Ah!¡± she scream when I kissed her core. I tasted her juice and it¡¯s fucking sweet. I hardened my tongue and thrust it inside her core. The smell of her womanhood is fucking perfect. It is an aphrodisiac to me. ¡°ze, oh God ze. y more,¡± Her body moves fast and she didn¡¯t know where to turn. Maggie¡¯s moan covered the whole room. I massage her breast while still sucking, licking, ying on her clit using my tongue.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°ze, oh shit, God, I¡¯m near.¡± I ate her femininity even more. She released a lot of juices. She doesn¡¯t seem to be running out of juice. ¡°Oh God!¡± she screams and her body shakes and the body lifts with excessive motion. She copsed her body as she chased her breath. I removed my bottom then stepped on her. ¡°ze,¡± she called to me so I stopped. Don¡¯t tell me she¡¯ll say it again that I need to beg? Because I won¡¯t beg. I will rape her so that I can continue this. ¡°What?¡± ¡°Nothing.¡± She just smiles at me. ¡°Go on.¡± I pointed my shaft on her core. I saw her close her eyes. I inserted my shaft but I can¡¯t push it inside. I saw her close her eyes and tighten her grip on the bed. She released a lot of juice but why I cannot enter? I pushed a little harder but I feel something blocking my shaft to go inside. Since I couldn¡¯t control the feelings anymore, I pressed hard and I get inside. I saw her bearing some pain. She tightly grips her hands in the bed. I even saw her tears even though her eyes closed. ¡°Maggie?¡± I call her when I realized something. I slowly removed my shaft and I saw blood covering my manhood so I was surprised. ¡°Shit!¡± I hissed and looked at her. ¡°Go on.¡± ¡°Maggie, I¡¯m sorry.¡± ¡°No, it¡¯s fine, continue.¡± I can¡¯t control myself anymore. I¡¯ve already entered, I¡¯ll just ride to survive so why would I stop? ¡°I will be gentle,¡± I said. ¡°As you please.¡± I took her hand and wrapped it in my body. ¡°Hug me, Maggie. Let¡¯s make love tonight.¡± I thrust slowly, gentle, but deep. I repeated it until I heard her moan sign that her lust was awake. ¡°ze.¡± I guess she already likes it. ¡°Do you like it, Maggie? Do you like what I am doing?¡± ¡°Yeah, ze, I like it. I love it, do it more.¡± ¡°Can I thrust faster now?¡± ¡°Sure, please.¡± I thrust faster while kissing her. She kissed me back and followed my moves. Despite our deep kiss, we can still hear our moan. I feel a different kind of pleasure and happiness every time I go in and out of her body. The taste that her tight femininity gives me is very different. The pleasure of Maggie¡¯s body and swing every time she meets my salute is insane. And at the same time, I am happy to know that she is a virgin. ¡°ze, faster, I¡¯m going toe.¡± I followed her and thrust faster. What I¡¯m doing is still too delicious for me so I haven¡¯t felt the impending explosion yet. My body is happier and I feel like my pet now looks like Maggie will show elegance. ¡°ze, ze.¡± I was even madder at Maggie¡¯s growl. Her moans manipte me, ordering me to please her more. It¡¯s is like an energy booster. Her growl was very different from the others as apanied by the collision of gaming skins. I lose myself and all I can think about is delicious. ¡°ze! Ah!¡± she screams and shakes again. I stopped and kissed her. ¡°I am not done.¡± ¡°All right, the night is yours.¡± I got down and stood beside her and leaned over. I will take her in this position. ¡°ze, God, ze. Ah!¡± ¡°Shit Maggie, you¡¯re mine now. You¡¯re mine and mine forever.¡± I thrust harder. I rotate my body as well. This position is called spooning and is one of my favorites but I want to do moreter. I bit her shoulder while pumping deep. Maggie was also restless and the heat seemed toe back to life. ¡°ze, you make me crazy. My first time is fucking great. ze, make me yours tonight!¡± She was out of breath. I continue to pump while biting my lips. I didn¡¯t want to explode in this position but I speeded up. I removed my shaft and position her. I turned her upside down and lifted her waist. I will take her like this and this is what I have long wanted to do to her whenever I see the bulge of her ass. ¡°Shit!¡± I hissed when I inserted my shaft again. ¡°Damn, fucking tight.¡± I pump deeper and faster. I grabbed her hair and pulled. I don¡¯t understand anything anymore. All I know is I want her and release my juice in her. I pped her ass while pumping. I heard her scream and moan. I pped again and I saw her butt cheek get red. But instead of pity, it gives me more lust. ¡°Ah, ze, do it again, p me hard.¡± I am happy that she likes it. ¡°Oh, ze, more, love, more, oh!¡± ¡°Shit, Maggie, I¡¯m the only one who will do this to you. I¡¯m the only Maggie.¡± ¡°I am all yours.¡± Maggie is so fucking perfect. Though, I know and I have proven that I am her first experience but she is so fucking game in all positions. It feels like she¡¯s an expert in bed. Or should I say she already controls me without my knowledge? But I don¡¯t care, if what she gives me is so delicious as this, I am willing to her ve in bed. ¡°ze, I¡¯ming!¡± ¡°Come first.¡± I pump deep and she released her orgasm. ¡°zee!¡± I feel her spasm so I thrust more I also feel the heaviness of my loins so I elerated the thrust. ¡°Shit!¡± I removed my shaft and put it in between in her ass and thrust. My juice explodes in her back just like my fucking fantasy every time I masturbate. ¡°Maggie, you¡¯re fucking mine now.¡± ¡°I am,¡± she answers before falling over. CHAPTER EIGHT I pulled her closer to me. I kissed her forehead while she¡¯s hugging me. I did not say anything or ask. I can¡¯t believe what happened. I couldn¡¯t believe she was a virgin and she entrusted me herself. All I could think is she slept with a different man. Not a big deal for me, because I¡¯ve been with a lot of women. But the thought that I was the first and there was no one else plus she still entrusted herself to me ¡ª- It makes me happy. Whatever. If only I knew. I will not wait for this to happen. I would have pleaded with her before. Not because I want to score a virgin. But she doesn¡¯t deserve to put down herself. She¡¯s a woman, a virgin, and I should be the one who pleads her to trust me. Not her just because she wants me to please. She didn¡¯t even correct me for my false usations against her when I said that I might be better than her men. ¡°Thank you,¡± she said and buried her face in my chest.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°I should be the one who said that. Thank you for trusting me.¡± She looked up and smiled at me foolishly so Iughed. ¡°I trust you from the beginning, ze.¡± I don¡¯t know what to react. ¡°Did you?¡± She nods even as she sinks. ¡°Yes, I was just scared and I might have misjudged you. But, I know you¡¯re a good man, and if I have any confidence in myself that I can trust. I want you and I have no regrets.¡± ¡°You didn¡¯t make a mistake today because I won¡¯t leave you. I¡¯m sorry about earlier. I thought¨C¡± ¡°I understand. I can¡¯t me you. I hate dramas so it¡¯s ok with me.¡± ¡°But I still hate you,¡± I said so she looked up again. ¡°Huh, why?¡± ¡°I am so fucking worried about you, Maggie. I don¡¯t know where you are, or what happened to you. Then I¡¯ll see with that idiot? What do you want me to react to? He has to be thankful and I¡¯m more worried about you, if not he can find what he¡¯s looking for.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, ze.¡± I sighed. ¡°I just want to have fun. I really hate these fucking days.¡± ¡°I know there is something that bugging you. You¡¯re not ok when you leave so I¡¯m worried about you.¡± ¡°Did you notice that?¡± She had a surprising question. ¡°I mean how? You noticed I¡¯m not ok?¡± ¡°Yes, your face and lips can lie, but not your eyes.¡± She removes her hands from me then looked at the ceiling. ¡°You¡¯re going through something, Maggie.¡± ¡°You were the only one who noticed then. You were the only one who wasted to ask me.¡± ¡°I can be your shoulder, Mag,¡± ¡°Can you keep a secret?¡± ¡°Sure, tell me.¡± ¡°I came from my mother¡¯s grave before I went to the bar,¡± she said and looked at me so I was able to lie down. ¡°Did you?¡± ¡°I visit her every year but I didn¡¯t tell Margot. I only go out when she¡¯s gone so I can talk mommy. Margot is so dramatic so I don¡¯t want her there because her cruelty is contagious. And what she said is that I didn¡¯t take mommy to her final destination, she¡¯s wrong cause I was there.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°My mom is the only person who was there to understand me. When she¡¯s gone I feel I am alone. I have lost a partner, a sympathy, a person who understands me. She is the only person I need. Well, except for Margot, of course, I have no choice. But my mother¡¯s love is different from Margot¡¯s love. I have this feeling that up until now, I still need her, I still want her, I want to ask her something that only she can answer. Why dad leaves us?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know what to say, Mag.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to say, I need someone who is willing to listen. Sometimes the person who is sad and needs sympathy doesn¡¯t really need advice or any words from the listener. They just need someone toe out, someone to listen, so they can say what they want to say. That¡¯s what I lost when mommy died. Since that day, I feel that I am alone. ¡± ¡°You are not alone now, cause I am here.¡± And I meant it. ¡°Honestly? I don¡¯t care. Sorry, ze, I trust you, yes. But I can¡¯tpletely rely on you. My mom said the same but where is she now? She left me while I was figuring out how to fight. ¡± I believe that every person has a dark story that makes them what they are. But I never thought that Maggie has this lonely side of her. Everyone knows included me how brat she is. And I think we have the same thought. That she just spoiled so she was like that. ¡°Maggie,¡± I call her and hold her hands. ¡°I won¡¯t ask the reason for your mother¡¯s death. I will respect your privacy and wait for you to be ready. But, I want this marriage to work out. I know that we have a bad starting but for a certain time. I know that you¡¯re different and you¡¯re a good woman.¡± ¡°Is it because of pity?¡± ¡°No, it¡¯s because that¡¯s what I want. We¡¯re married, the reason why we got married is to meet each other¡¯s needs and it turns out that you¡¯re not that kind of woman because you¡¯re clean. You¡¯re not maybe I¡¯ll agree to get married for nothing, right? So there¡¯s nothing wrong with us trying to work it out? You entrusted yourself to me so there¡¯s nothing wrong if I restore your trust.¡± ¡°It¡¯s still like that so you¡¯ll think if something happened to us and I¡¯m not a virgin?¡± ¡°Maybe yes, maybe no,¡± I sincerely said. ¡°I admit, I want to marry a woman that is pure. But I didn¡¯t mean that. Because the truth is, virginity is not a big deal for me, Maggie. The first time I saw you, I found you interesting. I wanted to introduce myself but you preceded me. So my pride overcame, I insisted on hardening to get. ¡± ¡°ze, the truth is I don¡¯t know what to answer. I don¡¯t want to trust. I¡¯m afraid to take the risk of giving my trust to someone. Maybe, I¡¯m confident now to give myself but it¡¯s a different matter of the heart.¡± ¡°Trust me, I won¡¯t hurt you.¡± I hear her sigh and remain quiet. ¡°Let¡¯s check, but I hope you don¡¯t expect me to do something. Because I don¡¯t know what will happen to me when I¡¯m crushed again.¡± ¡°I will court you until I win your heart and I will promise I will not let you hurt.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to do that.¡± ¡°I will. I will prove to you that my intention is pure. That even if I marry you and im you deserve to be threatened like a queen.¡± I kissed her forehead and hugged her tight. You¡¯re not the only one gambling Maggie. I am too. I never feel like this in any woman. I never fall in love even before. Coincidentally, it¡¯s just you. You are the first one I will love and when that happens I know you will be thest. But I will take the risk. For you, for me, and for our rtionship. CHAPTER NINE ¡°Good morning.¡± I kiss her when she gets down. I really meant to wake up first so I could cook breakfast. ¡°Morning.¡± ¡°Why did youe down, I told you, I will bring you food in bed.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay. My hole just got bigger but my leg wasn¡¯t affected.¡± She sat up while looking at me. I was just shaken by her answer so Iughed. ¡°Do you want to eat?¡± I ask. It¡¯s almost noon so I cooked lunch. ¡°No, I want to take a bath so I¡¯m here.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± she rolled her eyes but she smiled then. ¡°I¡¯ll sit here if I don¡¯t.¡± She¡¯s back to being cursed but it¡¯s okay. This is how she behaves so I like her. ¡°Anyway, can you drop me at BCC? I¡¯ll just take my car.¡± ¡°Your car is already outside. Jace¡¯s staff delivered it earlier. As well as your bag.¡± ¡°Ow great, I thought I lost my bag.¡± ¡°Someone¡¯s been calling you, Miles? I think.¡± I saw her expression change. ¡°Something wrong?¡± ¡°Nah, no, I just remembered that Miles and I had a conversation.¡± ¡°I see, who she is by the way?¡± ¡°A friend, not so important.¡± ¡°Ah!¡± ¡°ze?¡± ¡°Hmm?¡± I heard her sigh and smile at me. ¡°I¡¯m hungry can I have food?¡± ¡°Sure.¡± I put food on her te but I didn¡¯t put mine. ¡°You will not eat?¡± she asks. ¡°I want to take a shower first.¡± ¡°Later, I¡¯ll take a bath with you too.¡± Shit, my shaft got hardened so I gritted my teeth. ¡°Don¡¯t tease me, Mag, you won¡¯t like it.¡± ¡°I like it,¡± she replied. I approached her but he immediately shouted. ¡°Fine, just kidding.¡± Then sheughed. ¡°I am kidding when ites to you.¡± ¡°You have a bad pet that can¡¯t get tired when it started.¡± I was just shaken by what she said. I also don¡¯t know what was happenst night. I mean, I was used to many positions before surviving butst night after we talked we repeated a few more times until morning. Good thing that she can still walk. ¡°I¡¯ll go take a shower,¡± I said. ¡°Just a shower, huh?¡± I looked at her so sheughed. ¡°Just a joke.¡± While taking a bath Maggie was still running through my mind. This is the first time I became like this. I feel like a teenager who had the first crush. This is how I felt when I first fell in love and first kissed when I was twelve years old. When I think of her I smile. The same goes for Maggie today. When I remember what happenedst night it seems like all the flesh inside me is going crazy. Just yesterday I was disgusted with her. But now it¡¯s different. I am so fucking happy right now. Am I in love? This is fucking love? I have never liked this before. There is nothing that can match this happiness with the happiness I experienced before. I feel different now, the fun and the joy I have. It feels like I can sacrifice everything just after this pity. Just don¡¯t lose what I have now. And I don¡¯t have to wait long to find out for myself how I really feel for her. I lo ¡ª- I was shocked when suddenly someone hugged me from behind and touched my manhood suddenly came to life. I could also feel her skin sticking to my skin. The two bulges piercing my back. ¡°Maggie?¡± ¡°You idiot! Do you expect anyone else toe in here?¡± The stupidity of my question. ¡°I didn¡¯t touch it wellst night. I also didn¡¯t see much because I was drunk.¡± Then she moved in front of me. ¡°Just y once before you finish taking a bath.¡± She¡¯s not wearing anything and I can see the perfect shape of her body. She suddenly knelt down and leveled her face with my manhood. I turned off the shower and propped both hands against the wall. ¡°Fuck, that¡¯s why my pearl hurts. It¡¯s as big as my arm.¡± If others turn me off when I hear obscene words. To Maggie, I really like her dirty talk. ¡°Mag,¡± I moan when she licks my dickhead. ¡°Fuck, Mag,¡± She teased my head using her tongue. ¡°That¡¯s why so many people are fooled here because of the delicious taste. Fuck, ze, try to put it in another cave and no one will benefit from it.¡± Iughed at what she said so I caressed her face. ¡°That¡¯s all yours, Maggie.¡± ¡°It¡¯s just that I¡¯m working so hard for it to get into me.¡± ¡°Mag,¡± I moaned when she suck me. I don¡¯t know how Maggie fully prated my cock into her without difficulty. ¡°Mag, shit! How did you¡ª-¡± ¡°Don¡¯t think about it. What¡¯s the use of the inte if you don¡¯t study. Practice makes you perfect, and banana can be a prop,¡± she said while holding my shaft and moving it up and down. And at least my question about why he¡¯s so good was answered. You are really one of a kind, Maggie. You never fail to amaze me. ¡°Mag,¡± I hold her head while she¡¯s sucking my manhood. Her mouth was like a vacuum that sucked my size and what she was doing was crazy. ¡°Mag, shit, Mag.¡± I greet the exit I enter her mouth. What Maggie is doing is confusing. The release of my penis from her mouth was insane. The taste she gives is unique. ¡°Mag, I¡¯m close.¡± I tried to remove her head but she put more pressure on her head. ¡°Mag, shit, Mag,¡± I could do nothing but press the penis into her mouth. ¡°Fuck!¡± may juice explode inside her mouth. ¡°It tastes even better than wine.¡± She even licked the edge of her lip. ¡°I¡¯ll just drink this every night.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± He took my hand and brought it to his jewel. ¡°You¡¯re tired of taking care of this.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°It¡¯s addictive when you have sex for the first time. You¡¯re looking for it or I am just having a better experience with you, Oh ze!¡± I inserted my fingers and thrust inside. She was so close to me and I hugged her. ¡°Is it delicious?¡± ¡°I won¡¯t trade this for anything, Ah ze!¡± ¡°I¡¯m the only one who should do it, Mag.¡± ¡°You and just you, ze.¡± ¡°Nothing else, Maggie.¡±This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°Nothing else, ze. Hurry up. Shit!¡± I kissed her while fingering her core. I even hear her moan even though we continue to kiss. ¡°ze, ze, move fast, I¡¯m going toe.¡± I inserted two fingers and lick her tits. ¡°Oh God, please eat ze, please eat me!¡± I went down and ate her jewel. My fingers still inside thrusting her core while my tongue was busy ying her clit. ¡°God! zeeee! Coming Ah ze, thrust more! Ah!¡± She shakes and I feel her orgasm. She leaned against the wall and smiles at me. ¡°Fuck, ze, you¡¯re so good.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± she looked at me so I stared at her. ¡°I love you.¡± ¡°W-what?¡± I know she was surprised by what I said. But I want her to know that I am serious about what I said. I will not regret what I said. ¡°Before you even came in here, I already knew in myself that I love you.¡± ¡°ze,¡± ¡°Can you stay with me forever? No annulment, can you be wife until the end?¡± ¡°ze, maybe you¡¯re just confused?¡± ¡°No, if I have someone who wants to be my wife and be the mother of my children. I want it to be you. Can you be my real wife?¡± I saw her tears flow and hugged me tightly. ¡°The ugly of your proposal, we even beat porn stars.¡± Then she hug me tightened. ¡°Please take care of my heart, ze. I am begging you to take care of my heart.¡± ¡°I will, I will take of you.¡± ¡°Whatever happens, please trust me, and listen to me always.¡± ¡°I am,¡± ¡°We¡¯ll listen to nothing but each other. Promise me, ze, you won¡¯t leave me and just me.¡± ¡°You¡¯re just Maggie, believe me, you¡¯re the first and you¡¯re thest. ¡°Don¡¯t break my heart, ze, I will entrust you my heart now, please take care of it,¡± she said while crying. ¡°I will, I am, I love you, Maggie.¡± ¡°I love you too, ze.¡± CHAPTER TEN To: My beautiful wife Don¡¯t bother to cook for dinner. Let¡¯s eat outside. I love you. Message sent. I smile after I send the message. ¡°Obviously, ze watered Maggiest night. The width of the smile.¡± I looked up and stared at Jace but everyone¡¯s eyes were on me. ¡°What?¡± I asked them. ¡°I was like that before, ze, when I realized I was in love with Hailey.¡± My phone beep. I read Maggie¡¯s reply first before talking to them. From: My beautiful wife Ok, Just send me the location, I love you too.Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°So, what now, sucker?¡± ¡°Tss, yes, I am in love with my wife. Do you have a problem that?¡± I confess. ¡°She¡¯s my wife, the problem with that?¡± ¡°Ow, I thought you couldn¡¯t fall in love with Maggie?¡± Jace seconded ¡°Well, I guess. ze got to know the real Maggie better now that they¡¯re together in the same house. So, you¡¯ve proven she¡¯s not a bad girl, right, ze?¡± ¡°I owe you for this, Dane.¡± I know that Dane knows that Maggie is not the kind of woman who just goes with any man. ¡°So, congrats, sucker.¡± ¡°Who¡¯s next? I feel it¡¯s Jace.¡± Phoenix said and were apanied byughter. ¡°You fools, you idiots.¡± ¡°I think Jace and Margot are good to pair.¡± I stopped at what Dane said and they even looked at her. ¡°Stop it, I don¡¯t want women. To dramatized.¡± ¡°I¡¯ve never missed, Jace. Phoenix and Hailey, ze and Maggie. You and Margot. And when I said, it will happen.¡± ¡°Then pair her to Zeus.¡± Dane motioned her finger as a sign of no. ¡°Stupid, you¡¯re already sleeping and you¡¯re going to pass it on to me?¡± ¡°There¡¯s no chemistry. Zeus is good to the modest, simple, innocent, attractive. Like Hailey,¡± Dane added. ¡°Just for rification, like my wife, not my wife.¡± ¡°It¡¯s disgusting for you to be jealous. Those are your wives,¡± Jace said. ¡°Dane, can¡¯t something be hot, sexy, wild good to me? Like ¡ª¡± Zeus looked at me and smiled. ¡°Like who Zeus?¡± I asked. Try to answer MAGGIE and our friendship is over. ¡°Like who? Nevermind.¡± Daneughed hard at Zeus¡¯ answer then stood up. ¡°I have a meeting, maybe I can¡¯te back now. Just call me if there¡¯s something important.¡± Then she left us. ¡°Phoenix, ze, how does being married feel? Besides having sex?¡± ¡°You want to get married, sucker?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t answer Zeus, you don¡¯t have a wife, you¡¯re not Phoenix and you¡¯re not ze.¡± Then he looked at us. ¡°What?¡± ¡°Happy wake up early in the morning and greet your wife good morning. So damn happy, thinking that youy beside the woman that you wanted to spend for the rest of your life,¡± Phoenix answered. ¡°You, ze?¡± ¡°Hmp, Maggie and I have only been together for almost a month, the first week to the second I still don¡¯t have feelings for her and we always argue. But now, it¡¯s a different feeling. I mean, Maggie is the first woman who makes me feel like this. You know that I¡¯ve never been like this before. So, what you see in me now is because of Maggie. That¡¯s my change because that¡¯s how I feel.¡± I never thought I would be vocal as this. We are open to conversations but not to our feelings. We also always talk about things before and I give some opinions, thought and points of view. But when ites to my personal feelings this is the first time. ¡°You¡¯re in love, sucker, first time to talk long,¡± ¡°Why, Jace, why did you ask?¡± Phoenix asked. ¡°If I can¡¯t back out of the wedding, will my feelings be the same as yours? I mean, will our marriage be sessful though, I have doubts about myself at that time?¡± The three of us looked at each other. Jace is a happy-go-lucky, funny, a joker of the team. But once it¡¯s serious, it¡¯s really serious so we also get serious. ¡°I think yes,¡± Zeus answered. ¡°Before the wedding, you were so happy. We all know how happy you are. It¡¯s like you nned everything you wanted for both of you. But suddenly it happened. You became the runaway groom.¡± I heard Jace sigh and lean back on the sofa. Jace is supposed to get married to Brianna. His first love since high school. Their rtionshipsts for five years even though they became LDR. Jace proposed and Brianna said yes. But on the wedding day, the fool did not show up. Brianna left the country after that day. To this day we still don¡¯t know Jace¡¯s real reason. All we know is he is not ready. We are open to each other but we respect the word privacy especially if the feelings do not want to be open. We are still on his side. ¡°You¡¯re sorry you didn¡¯t proceed to the wedding?¡± Phoenix asks him. ¡°Sort of, especially now that I see that you¡¯re happy. I thought you were happy. If the marriage went on and she became my wife, maybe the problem would be solved somehow.¡± ¡°You are not meant to be, sucker. Because, if the two of you really meant for each other. The marriage will continue because you two still think alike.¡± ¡°She¡¯s here.¡± ¡°What?¡± we asked at the same time. ¡°Brianna is here. We met in the restaurant. I am with Margot and we met after in BCC. ¡°With her new?¡± Phoenix asked. ¡°No, alone, and she¡¯s single.¡± ¡°Did you talk?¡± I asked. ¡°More than that if you know what I mean, and fuck I miss her.¡± ¡°Wait, sucker, I thought you and Margot were ok?¡± ¡°You idiot, Jace, my wife will kill you when she finds out you¡¯re sleeping with her sister and then leave her hanging.¡± ¡°Stupid, it¡¯s different from the one who slept unintentionally. I don¡¯t know she was a virgin and she assumed that I wanted her. Then she dered immediately tha I am her boyfriend.¡± ¡°Shut up, I¡¯m not really on your side, you idiot.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t fight me, ok? I¡¯m already confused.¡± ¡°What¡¯s your n, sucker?¡± ¡°The truth?¡± ¡°That joke is just stupid, just tell us the joke, and then we¡¯ll bury you alive,¡± said Phoenix. ¡°Probably.¡± ¡°I still love Brianna but I can¡¯t tell Margot. We don¡¯t have abel but because her expectations are high and I feel sorry for her. She already imed that we are a couple because something happened to us and my concern for her is that she thinks I already love her.¡± ¡°You¡¯re dead, sucker,¡± I heard him sigh while shaking. ¡°Great help, Zeus.¡± ¡°You¡¯re wee,¡± ¡°We know how much you love Brianna even if you left her. But hopefully, you first fix your problem with Margot and rify about you before you re-enter Brianna¡¯s life. Jace, you¡¯re friends with us, me, like you¡¯re a brother and I don¡¯t want to be stuck with you and my wife because her sister is involved in this. ¡± ¡°I understand. I will try to fix this mess.¡± Damn! Why love is so fuckingplicated. Fortunately, my wife and I have settled down. We both love each other and promise that we are the only ones and no one else. Fortunately, we did not go through any major problems. CHAPTER ELEVEN I woke up when I feel someone is kissing me. When I open my eyes I saw Maggie sweet smiling at me. ¡°You¡¯re really handsome when you sleep,¡± she said and kissed me again. ¡°Why, if I am awake, not?¡± ¡°More handsome. Good morning, love.¡± ¡°Good morning too, love.¡± I pulled her so shey down on me. ¡°The morning is happier when there is morning sex.¡± I kissed her in the neck but sheughed. ¡°Sex tastes better when I am your partner.¡± ¡°Why? Do you think I¡¯ll look for another sex partner?¡± ¡°Hmp?¡± She puts her finger under her chin. ¡°Maggie?¡± I annoyed calling her name. ¡°Hahaha. I love you, ze.¡± ¡°I love you, too.¡± ¡°Get up and take a shower, I¡¯ll wait for you downstairs and let¡¯s eat together.¡± She got up but I pulled her again. ¡°Hey?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want you to get lost next to me.¡± ¡°Me too, but we¡¯re going to starve to death because of our flirtation.¡± She ran her fingers in my chest so I sighed. ¡°Sex is life, but food is more lifer.¡± I apanied with a loudugh what she said. ¡°Let¡¯s take a bath together, Mag.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to, your bath is getting vulgar.¡± ¡°Because I can¡¯t avoid your beautiful body. I¡¯m always attracted.¡± ¡°That¡¯s why I¡¯m going to avoid you. ze, take a bath and I¡¯ll wait for you at the down.¡± ¡°Hug me first.¡± ¡°Just a hug?¡± ¡°Yes, I think.¡± I replied with a mischievous smile. Maggie hugged me, but I ran my finger behind her to caress her. I even kissed her neck and crawled my hand. ¡°I¡¯m thrilled with your meanness, ze.¡± ¡°If only I could get through.¡± Then I stood up and supported her. I take a bath while thinking about my wife. This feeling is new to me. Is it really like this when in love? I mean, I also like women who used to be my type. I was excited to see and talk to and I always thought but not like this. I am thinking where is she now? Is she happy after she stole my kiss? Wait, why am I thinking of her? I am married now. The one I saw in Phoenix before was just like this. Excited to go home, smiling for no reason. Is Phoenix can also experience the feeling of the flesh jumping inside and the heart beating faster when his wife is next to him?This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. You add the chill when I hear her voice. That creep that seems to carry electricity that I can¡¯t understand. I don¡¯t need to know what it is because I¡¯m sure it belongs to the feeling of being in love. And I¡¯m in love with my wife. No doubt. I love Maggie so much. When I came out of the bathroom, my things were ready. The clothes I¡¯m going to wear are ironed. Also tie and socks are on the bed. I am so happy thinking that someone is taking care of me. Not just who but my wife. When I went down to the kitchen I saw her preparing food. It¡¯s nice to have a wife who takes care of you. All I thought before apart from teasing me was that she knew nothing else but I was wrong. Everyday she surprised me. Besides cooking she does all the housework. She does theundry, and she also irons our clothes. One time I was surprised when I woke up she cleaned my car. I ask her why she did that but she justughed. I told her to stop but the ending we both cleaned my car. Which is I never did because I take my car to the car wash. Maggie is unpredictable and quite surprising. It¡¯s hard to guess what¡¯s on her mind. But I only notice one thing about her, she loves attention. Let¡¯s say she¡¯s an attention seeker. She loves that I praise her even in simple things. It¡¯s not that I¡¯m fooling her because I really just appreciate what she¡¯s doing. Maybe we all want to be appreciated for what we do. But Maggie is different, she can give you the World and her World rotates on you when she sees that you appreciate her. She can do everything even the hardest tasks when she knows you will enjoy it and you can tell her how good she is. ¡°Maggie,¡± I scolded as I felt her foot on my thigh. ¡°Don¡¯t mind me. Just think I am your dessert here.¡± ¡°Shit!¡± I hissed. ¡°I¡¯ll definitely eat you after.¡± I was about to get up to approach her when I heard the doorbell ring. ¡°I¡¯ll go, finish eating so you can have dessert.¡± Then she stood up andughed. I don¡¯t tend to rush to food even when sex is still in question. Mom always reminded me that the food we eat gives us energy and good health so should be appreciated. I am done but Maggie is not there yet so I follow her into the living room. ¡°What¡¯s that?¡± I asked when I saw her bowing. There is also a painting in front of her. ¡°Ah, sent by Phoenix, Hailey made this.¡± I approached her to see the painting. ¡°It seems to be a gift for our monthsarry.¡± ¡°Monthsarry?¡± ¡°One-month of marriage.¡± ¡°But that was two weeks ago.¡± Of course, there was such a lucky celebration because we even celebrated Phoenix back then. ¡°I don¡¯t know, maybe for the second.¡± Then sheughed. ¡°Isn¡¯t it nice? Because I¡¯m the one there.¡± The original capture of this picture had me looking into the distance while Maggie stared at the camera. But this, Hailey manages to keep me smiling while looking on Maggieugh. The reaction seemed very real. ¡°Hailey¡¯s hand is great,¡± I said and looked at her with a frown. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°My hand is good too.¡± Iughed hard and hugged her. ¡°Of course, you¡¯re good on everything.¡± ¡°Really?¡± ¡°Yup, so I¡¯m going to have my dessert.¡± ¡°Wait,¡± ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Chase me.¡± Then she pushed me and ran. ¡°If I catch you I will rape you.¡± ¡°When you rape me you¡¯re dead to Dane because you will bete!¡± ¡°Shit!¡± I just shook my head and looked at the painting then went up to the bedroom. When I opened the door I saw him making the bed. ¡°Mag,¡± ¡°Oh?¡± ¡°I will bring the painting in my office.¡± She stopped what she was doing and looked at me. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°So that everyone knows that you are my wife.¡± ¡°Ok,¡± ¡°Is it okay?¡± ¡°No one else can see that here so disy it in your office so that your female clients can see that you have a beautiful wife and they won¡¯t try to flirt with you.¡± ¡°The possessive.¡± I came to her and hug her. ¡°Of course, I have a walkter. I¡¯ll just fix something.¡± ¡°Hmp, sure, Mag,¡± ¡°Oh,¡± ¡°I love you.¡± She stopped then to face me. ¡°You have no idea how much I love you, ze. Thank you for loving me too.¡± I kiss her and imed my dessert. CHAPTER TWELVE ¡°Are you ok?¡± Wey on the bed to sleep. She¡¯sying in my chest as she yed with my belly with her finger. ¡°The other day I noticed that you were quiet, is there a problem, Mag?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve let go of Paloma.¡± I pushed her a little and then looked at her. ¡°Why? I thought you really liked it?¡± ¡°I just realized you were what I needed.¡± I frowned at what she said. ¡°Paloma has a lot of good memories with when I was a child, when I have aplete family. But I realized that I need you more.¡± ¡°What¡¯s the connect? You can have us both.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to split my time. You and your presence are what I need and not the Paloma.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not stopping you. I understand and I¡¯m notpeting with your time at Paloma because I¡¯m busy too. But even if we¡¯re both busy. We still go home to the same house. We¡¯re still together.¡± ¡°I still want you to know that most of all you are what I need.¡± ¡°Hey, why are you crying?¡± I pull her closer to me. ¡°Yeah go ahead, do what you think is right where you¡¯re happy, ok?¡± ¡°I love you, ze.¡± ¡°I love you more. So stop crying.¡± ¡°I will go crazy when you leave me.¡± ¡°That will not happen.¡± ¡°Please stay with me, ze.¡± ¡°I will.¡± Then she leaned over and fell asleep on my arm. I caressed her face peacefully sleeping. ¡®I mean every promise that I said Maggie. I know I really love you and I promise I won¡¯t leave you. ¡® I know she¡¯s been going through something these past few days. I often see her looking at our picture at the wedding. Maybe, like me, she just can¡¯t believe that our deal will turn into love. I didn¡¯t realize I had fallen asleep in that position. I woke up the next day with Maggie no longer beside me. I got up and went straight to the kitchen. ¡°Hi, good morning,¡± she greeted me then came over and kissed me. ¡°Good morning.¡± I pulled her waist closer to me. ¡°I made fried rice.¡± ¡°Really? I like the smell.¡± One of the things I noticed was that she was good at cooking. This past few days since we confessed our feeling. She is no longer interfering with me. She¡¯s a perfect wife to me and I¡¯m so happy that we fixed our rtionship early. Fortunately and didn¡¯t end up in a big fight and annulment before I realized we loved each other as much as Phoenix. She is no longer flirting as she used to be. Because when she wants to, she says and we ended to bed. ¡°I am nning to file a leave. Dane agreed with me but maybe next week. I want us to go for vacation.¡± She looked at me because of what I said. ¡°Really, where?¡± She asks excitedly. ¡°Anywhere, where do you want?¡± ¡°Honestly, anywhere as long as you¡¯re with me.¡± She seat on myp and kiss me. ¡°Can we just go in Paloma?¡± ¡°NO!¡± I was surprised because she scream. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I mean, I want something I haven¡¯t been to yet.¡± ¡°Where?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know either.¡± ¡°Just think because it¡¯s still next week.¡± ¡°Ok,¡± then she stood up and washed the dishes. ¡°Is it okay for me to beteter. Zeus, invited in BCC. Just us, no other boys, no girls because Dane is not there and has dinner with the family.¡± ¡°Ok, but howte are you?¡± ¡°About 10PM¡± she nodded in response. One thing I like with Maggie is that she is easy to talk to. Not a big deal to her at all. Which is different from what we hear from our male clients who purelyin to their wives that even when they were girlfriends they were rightly suspicious. Or maybe I¡¯m just really trustworthy so it¡¯s not hard to talk to my wife. WE ARE at the bar. Dane not here and we are the only male friends here. The crowd at the bar today. There are regrs, there are new looks. We were just here in VIP while talking. ¡°So, Jace, what¡¯s the real score between you and Margot?¡± Phoenix asked. ¡°Still. I can¡¯t tell her we¡¯re done.¡± ¡°You know what sucker, maybe it¡¯s better if you say that while it¡¯s still early. You¡¯re just having sex without abel for you but for her it¡¯s obviously she loves you. Have mercy on the person. It¡¯s not just anyone but the sister of wife¡¯s friend.¡± ¡°What am I going to do? She¡¯ll get hurt.¡± ¡°She¡¯ll be hurt and she¡¯ll still be hurt. It doesn¡¯t make a difference, sucker.¡± ¡°Wait,¡± we nced at Phoenix. ¡°Is that the priest who married you, ze?¡± I looked at the man he was looking at. It dances with women while carrying wine. ¡°It looks like him,¡± Jace said. ¡°Maybe brother, sucker?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t be wrong, guys, that¡¯s him. I noticed right away when I saw he was too young to be a priest.¡± Then Phoenix looked at me. ¡°You guys are too judgemental the priest just enjoying. Then no one knows him.¡± We looked badly at Jace. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°You¡¯re fucking, slow.¡± Annoyed Phoenix said. The man left and went to the bathroom. I also got up to follow him. ¡°I¡¯ll go,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°Wait for me there, suckers, I¡¯ll get my gun first.¡± I followed the man into the bathroom. He was washing his hands when I caught up with him. He was about to leave when I blocked him. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Do you know me?¡± he just looked at me from head to toe. ¡°No,¡± then looked behind me. ¡°Who are you? Are you one of the drug dealers?¡± ¡°Are you on drugs, father?¡± ¡°Stupid,¡± Phoenix whispers because of Jace¡¯s question. ¡°Father? Are you my son?¡± The idiot asked with augh. ¡°One question, one answer are you a priest?¡± When I asked, Zeus pointed his gun at the man¡¯s head. ¡°Wrong answer, asshole and the ant will happy in your brain.¡± Shit! I don¡¯t want to overthink but fuck. Is Maggie cheating on me? ¡°Ok-ok,¡± he said with a raised hand. ¡°What do you want to know?¡± ¡°My wife and I got married in Paloma Beach Resort. It¡¯s been two months. Are you really a priest, is the marriage real?¡± The man looked at me and then looked at Zeus. ¡°I¡¯m impatient, sucker, and my hand is already numb.¡± ¡°Miles, your wife¡¯s friend, she just paid me.¡± ¡°Is she really my wife?¡± Why I don¡¯t seem to want to hear his answer. ¡°Your marriage is fake.¡± Zeus lowered the gun then looked at me. What the rambunctious man said sounded like a bomb to my ears. Did Maggie know anything about what her friend did? I once heard the name of his friend but I have never seen her because she wasn¡¯t on our marriage. Could it be that she hasn¡¯t introduced me yet because they have a secret? I kicked the man who fell to the floor then rebuilt. ¡°Come with me.¡± ¡°Where are you taking me?¡± ¡°Juste with him and don¡¯t ask any more questions.¡± We were in the same car using Jace¡¯s hummer. I was the driver and Phoenix was next to me. In the back are Zeus and Jace with the man in the middle. ¡°Believe me, Miles just paid me.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t be so loud,¡± Jace said annoyed. We got home and I got off first. Maggie greeted me immediately. ¡°Hi, you¡¯re early.¡± I hope my suspicion is wrong Maggie, I hope you don¡¯t know anthing, I hope only your friend has a n. Don¡¯t mess with me Maggie because I don¡¯t know what to do anymore. ¡°Someone¡¯s outside.¡±Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°Who?¡± she asked in surprise. ¡°Outside.¡± I grabbed her hand and carried her outside. Her eyes widened and she looked at me when she saw Zeus and Phoenix holding the man. ¡°ze,¡± ¡°Did you know?¡± I asks but not looking at her. ¡°ze, you promised you wouldn¡¯t listen to anyone else. Let me exin.¡± It¡¯s like I want to get lost in what she said. She seemed to admit that she knew something. ¡°One question, one answer, Maggie, did you know our marriage was fake?¡± ¡°ze, I¡¯ll exin.¡± ¡°Yes or no, you know?¡± I looked at her. He looked at the man then cried and looked at me. ¡°Answer me, Maggie.¡± ¡°Yes, but I don¡¯t ¡ª-¡± ¡°Bitch.¡± I can hardly say. ¡°ze,¡± ¡°I thought you changed. Maniptive, selfish, bitch.¡± ¡°ze?¡± And I leave her. CHAPTER THIRTEEN 1.0 MAGGIE¡¯s POV I fixed myself to look for ze. I don¡¯t care if he pushes me as long as I can tell him what I want to say. I couldn¡¯t sleep all night thinking and waiting for him. Last night when he left I called him but his cellphone was turned off. I don¡¯t want to call his friends because for sure they will just judge me. It¡¯s not them I want to talk to but ze. I knew I was guilty because I kept it a secret. But I just found out recently that our marriage was fake. I have no idea because Miles took care of everything since betting is the main reason for the marriage so I left it to her. I called Milesst night and she cried and cried and apologized. I feel her sincere apology. We both didn¡¯t know that I would fall for ze. That I will learn to love him. I found out our marriage was fake when I told Miles that I would no longer continue taking Paloma and that I would return it to her. When I told her that I wanted ze and I to get married, she said that our marriage was fake. She faked our marriage so that when I wanted to leave there was no problem. But I fell in love with him. I wanted to tell ze the truth the day I found out but I was afraid of what he might think. I was afraid he might get mad at me. I was ovee with love and fear so I was not able to tell him the truth. I ept the deal with Miles because I know myself that I will never fall for ze. The Paloma is important to me. In Paloma, I had the happy memories of my youth that my family was stillplete. My birthday, Margot¡¯s birthday and special asion are at Paloma we celebrate. Even when daddy left us mommy always took us there. I feel the ce belongs to me. When I am there my happy memoriese back. It¡¯s just that I feel real joy that I can¡¯t find anywhere and with anyone. When mom die, I feel I am alone. I feel so helpless but when I¡¯m in Paloma I feel I have all the strength to live. All bait, regrets, hatred, stress is gone. Mom told me to be strong. When she was alive she always told me that I don¡¯t need anyone to be whole. Your happiness should not be dependent on others. Mom told me that no one else can really make you happy. True happiness is in yourself alone. And I followed that because that¡¯s what nted in my mind. Especially when I saw how she was hurt badly by daddy¡¯s departure. I promise myself that I will never be like her. Even if everyone leaves me it¡¯s nothing to mourn like mommy does. I will stand on my own. I will treat everyone as a thing that has just passed through life and will also disappear. Because I don¡¯t want to go through what mommy went through. I saw her fall and I don¡¯t want that to happen to me because I might not be able to handle it. I lived with no one else to believe in but myself and I didn¡¯t need other people like mommy said. Until Dn became my first boyfriend. And like Mommy, Dn said the same thought. It is your fault when you are hurt. Because you let other people hurt you. It¡¯s your fault when you be a loser because you didn¡¯t fight back. It is not wrong to be kind but it is a sin to be weak. So when you are hurt there is no one else to me, only you and not the others. I met Khairo, my next boyfriend after Dn. To make it short, he is different from everyone else. And because of him I believe the fun is more real when with someone. I give him my world. I changed and became dependent on him. But I found out that he was married and that I am a mistress. My life fell. I feel like I want to die. I suffered emotional stress, I was hurting myself and I was losing myself. I can¡¯t understand everything but only my pain and I thought I would never be able to recover. When I recover, I go back to where I used to be, which is even worse, and I promise myself that I will never love again. I will live on my own. I will never experience the pain I have experienced so many times. Because by chance, I might be able to handle it. Until ze came. I really just did that for Paloma. I offer him myself aspensation because I got the Paloma. I had no intention of falling for him even though we were married. But I didn¡¯t know I was going to fall for him. He was the only one who saw how I really felt. Even Khairo before never said he was worried with me. Never talk about my emotion. ze made me realize that there is nothing wrong with gambling on love. ze made me feel like he loved me. We just promised and he wouldn¡¯t leave me. So I trusted because I felt that ze and I really loved each other. I returned Paloma only to found out that our wedding is fake. ¡°Hi,¡± I greeted everyone in the office. Everyone is there but ze is not. No one answered me but I don¡¯t care. I just came here for ze not for them. ¡°I can¡¯t me you if you judge me and I also don¡¯t care what you think of me. I just came here to check ze.¡± ¡°No one knows,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°Of all people Maggie, why ze?¡± Jace said. ¡°You chose the wrong toy.¡± ¡°I won¡¯t say sorry or exin myself. I came here so I could talk and exin to him my side and not to you.¡± ¡°Good luck!¡± Zeus said. ¡°Dane, I am sorry.¡± I looked at Dane. ¡°Miles called me and exined everything,¡± Dane said. ¡°I called ze and told him what Miles said but he didn¡¯t seem to care. ¡°Where is he?¡± ¡°Let it go first, Mags. Let him calm down. For sure he will go home,¡± she added. ¡°Our friend loves you and we feel that too,¡± Jace said. I could do nothing but leave the office. I¡¯ll just look for ze and maybe I can find him somewhere. I am the coffee shop. Thinking about what happen. I can¡¯t me ze if he leaves me. If he leaves my life. I will just ept it. But what I want is for me to be able to exin. Tell him what I want to say before we part properly. I just want to exin everything on him. I don¡¯t want to have thoughts that I can¡¯t tell him. I want to express everything so that I have no regrets. I don¡¯t want to repeat what happened to my mommy and me. The night before she dies I had a fight with her. I med her why daddy left us. I said I hated her. I med her because she was always fighting with daddy so dad left. The next day at school is Mother¡¯s day. Our teacher exins the mother¡¯s role. The importance of being a mother. That day I had a lot of realization and said to myself I will ask forgiveness to mom for whatever I said. I brought flowers and a card for her. But when I got home she¡¯s dead. A big regret in my life is that I didn¡¯t apologize to her. Why I didn¡¯t tell her was everything I wanted to say. And I don¡¯t want to lose ze to me that I can¡¯t tell him everything I want to say. ¡°Ow, thanks dad, you¡¯re the best.¡± ¡°You¡¯re wee. Everything for you.¡± I automatically turned away when I heard that voice. I can¡¯t be wrong that it was him. I stood up and approached them. He was surprised to see me. Even her two children looked at me. ¡°Maggie?¡± ¡°Aunt Celia?¡± aunt Celia is my mom¡¯s friend mommy used to be jealous of. But why is it that her daughter is the same age as Margot and I. ¡°Who is she?¡± asked a woman about my age. ¡°Celia,¡± Daddy stood up and motioned to Aunt Celia. She left with two children. ¡°Dad, what does that mean? Who are they?¡± ¡°They are my family. You need to know the truth, Maggie.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Celia and I are the real couples before I marry your mom. Your mommy just fooled me. I never love your mom.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true, dad.¡± ¡°That¡¯s the truth. They are my family and I love them.¡± ¡°Did you love Margot and me?¡± I asked. Dad look at me until I heard the saddest words that every child doesn¡¯t want to hear from their parents. ¡°I have no choice but to say yes, both of you are my ¡ª unwanted child. Your mom always makes the move. She¡¯s the only one who wants to have children.¡± ¡°I hate you,¡± ¡°I am sorry, Maggie, I am truly happy with my new family that I can call my real family.¡± ¡°And you left us? We¡¯re your children too.¡± ¡°I give all my shares, the money I have for the future of you and Margot.¡± ¡°And do you think we need your money?¡± ¡°For future yes. That¡¯s all I can give you.¡± ¡°I regret that you are my father. I wish you all would die.¡± And I left the coffee shop. I went home I¡¯m in so much pain now. I don¡¯t know what to do and I need ze with me. Even if he has nothing to do or say. He just hugs me it¡¯s ok with me. After all these years I thought it was mommy¡¯s fault why daddy left us. That¡¯s why she got addicted to alcohol to escape the pain that daddy gave him. Daddy had another family back then. Adding to my regrets were the many things I said that would hurt mommy before she died. I heard the sound of a car. I quickly stood up and greeted ze. He went home. He came home with me. ¡°ze.¡± I hugged him but he just removed my hand. He went to the bedroom and took a bag then put on the clothes. ¡°ze what are you doing?¡±Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°This game is over and congrats you win. I will leave.¡± ¡°ze, let¡¯s talk.¡± ¡°We don¡¯t have anything to talk about anymore, everything is clear to me.¡± ¡°Please hear my side, ze.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear anything from you.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t leave. Don¡¯t leave me. I beg you not to leave me.¡± ¡°Let me go while my mind is still ok.¡± Then he turned to me. ¡°Because you won¡¯t like what I will do to you.¡± ¡°Let me exin, please.¡± He lowered the bag and held my arm tightly. ¡°What are you going to exin to me, that you¡¯re a liar, you¡¯re maniptive, you¡¯re selfish, an attention seeker, don¡¯t want to lose? Then, I know all of that. This fucking lie is over, Maggie. Let¡¯s end this fucking nonsense.¡± ¡°ze, sorry.¡± ¡°You¡¯re a cheater, you¡¯re a liar, how sure I am that you were really a virgin when I got you, maybe you just had surgery to pretend you¡¯re a virgin and let me believe you.¡± I p him hard but he doesn¡¯t move. ¡°ze, I¡¯m sorry, I didn¡¯t ¡ª¡± But he averted his face when I was about to touch him. ¡°I love you, I love you, true love. I¡¯m not like that, ze, yes I was wrong but I won¡¯t use myself and pretend to be a virgin just to get what I want. I gave you my purity because I trusted you.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care what you¡¯re saying anymore.¡± ¡°ze, please believe me. I love you.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t love me, Maggie, you just found a toy and you fooled me.¡± He grabbed his bag and left but I chased him until we got down. ¡°No, ze, that¡¯s not true. You promised you wouldn¡¯t leave me.¡± I blocked his path and grabbed the door. ¡°Please I need you tonight.¡± ¡°Move, Maggie.¡± But instead of following, I knelt down and hugged his leg, and continued to cry. ¡°I need you, please, please, just now. Just now ze. Please stay with me.¡± ¡°Let me go if you don¡¯t want to kick you.¡± ¡°No, I don¡¯t want to, please stay with me tonight. Just now, even just tonight, tomorrow it¡¯s ok for me if you leave. I need you tonight. Please.¡± ¡°Get out of my way, Maggie. If you don¡¯t want me to hit you so I can get through.¡± ¡°I saw my dad.¡± I did not hear anything from him. ¡°He said he didn¡¯t love my mom so he left us. He said he doesn¡¯t love us. He doesn¡¯t care about our feelings. ze, all I know, is not true. All the fun back then was pure lies. I¡¯m hurt by everything I found out. I need you now.¡± He knelt down and held me by the shoulder. ¡°You deserve it.¡± I can¡¯t believe what he said. ¡°ze,¡± ¡°Feel what I feel, because that¡¯s how I feel now because of your lies.¡± ¡°Marriage is just not true to us, ze, but my love for you is true.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t know how to love, Maggie, you only appreciate what those people that you can make fool. That you can use.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true, I love you, I really love you.¡± ¡°A selfish like you doesn¡¯t know how to love and you are not deserving to receive love.¡± I cried while staring at him. ¡°Don¡¯t leave me, just now please, I¡¯ll give you your freedom, just stay with me tonight. Please help me even now because I¡¯m confused and I don¡¯t know what to do. I am afraid to be alone tonight.¡± ¡°You deserve to be alone. You deserve to be alone in life.¡± He forcefully removes my hand and stands up. ¡°Do not leave me.¡± I tried to hold on to his foot but he just tried to remove it. He was also using force on me and because he was stronger I did nothing. He grabbed me by both wrists as he finally removed my hand. ¡°Take this house as the price of your virginity. I don¡¯t care about this house anymore. I don¡¯t care about you anymore.¡± He threw me away so I fell to the floor but I still tried to crawl to chase him while I continued to cry. ¡°ze!¡± He opened the door. ¡°ze, When you¡¯re gone I don¡¯t know what to do.¡± ¡°Do whatever you want. Continue manipting people because that¡¯s what you are. Goodbye Maggie, see you in hell.¡± ¡°ze!¡± He mmed the door to close and all I did was cry. While hunched over holding on to the door. Mom is right, it¡¯s not true that someone is willing to stay and understand me. Love is not real and it is not true that anyone will love me but myself. I shouldn¡¯t expect anything from other people. All promises are untrue. They only love you when they want and you are good. But when you make a mistake you are no longer loved. People always saw your mistakes. With a hundred goodness you do when you make a mistake once all you did well no longer matters. Mommy is right, you shouldn¡¯t trust to not get hurt. Dn is right, you are a fool if you let others hurt you. I¡¯m a fool because I believe someone will love me and I won¡¯t be hurt. I am alone again. I don¡¯t have anyone with me anymore. I have no ally anymore. I was alone again, and this time it was even more painful than my previous loneliness. I feel my body numb and darkness covers me. I feel like I can¡¯t breathe. My chest tightens. I was dizzy and I couldn¡¯t understand. My mind was in turmoil and I felt like I was going to die without knowing it. I cried andughed at the same time so I could breathe. No, I hate this feeling. Thest time I feel this is when Khairo and I broke up. ¡®I do not want! I do not want to! I do not want!¡¯ ¡°FUCKK!¡± Thest words I scream before I faint. CHAPTER FOURTEEN = BLAZE¡¯s POV = I heard her screamst night before I leave. I wanted her to go back but I didn¡¯t do. If she hurts I get hurt too. She fooled me. If it was just about Paloma I would understand that she just wanted to y with me. But when I found out that she knew that our marriage was fake but she didn¡¯t tell me I couldn¡¯t ept it. How long will she keep me a secret if I did not discover the truth? How long will I be toyed with by her lies? ¡°Son of ¡ª-¡± We looked at Jace as he shouted and even stood up while he was talking to someone on the cellphone. We are here in his office today while discussing thepany¡¯sst month¡¯s data. ¡°Are you serious, Margot?¡± he asked while looking at me. I frowned as he stared at me. ¡°Ok, I¡¯ll just let him know.¡± He drops the call. ¡°What happened, sucker?¡± Zeus asked. ¡°Your wife is crazy, ze.¡± ¡°Fake wife,¡± I corrected. ¡°Did you know what she did?¡± he asked. ¡°If it¡¯s nonsense, don¡¯t tell me.¡± ¡°Jace, say that right away.¡± Dane throws him a pen. ¡°Maggie burned down their house.¡± ¡°What?¡± they asked at the same time but I just remained unresponsive. Is he said that Maggie burned our house? Our love nest? She had so many dreams in that house. The many happy memories we have there. ¡°Maggie burned down your house, you idiot,¡± he repeated. ¡°I heard,¡± ¡°What the fuck,¡± Zeus hissed and looked at me. ¡°Is that woman still normal?¡± But I just shrugged. ¡°Where is she?¡± Dane asked. ¡°She was allegedly taken to the precinct, Margot said. But was able to get bail since no one filed a case because no one was affected. Take note, she called the fire department and said she burned the house because there were many termites.¡± ¡°She¡¯s not normal,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°She¡¯s just looking for attention.¡± Then I stood up to leave them. Is she crazy? Why did she burn down the house? Don¡¯t our memories there matter? What was that woman thinking? ¡°Aren¡¯t you worried?¡± Dane asked before I finally left the office. ¡°Why would I? We¡¯re done. I mean, I already cut our connection.¡± ¡°You wouldn¡¯t even know if she was physically hurt? It¡¯s not bad to be worried.¡± ¡°She¡¯s old, Dane, so she¡¯ll take care of her life.¡± ¡°Come on, ze, you¡¯re not the only one hurt. She¡¯s hurt too. She doesn¡¯t know what happened so why would you be mad at her?¡± ¡°She lied, Dane, she didn¡¯t tell me the day she found out.¡± ¡°Because she¡¯s afraid you might get lost. And see, it¡¯s happening right now. The way you reacted like it¡¯s her fault what happening. It¡¯s like you¡¯re the only one hurting. You put all the me in her.¡±Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Because it is. You don¡¯t know what I feel, Dane.¡± ¡°Why, if you get angry with her, will your marriage be legal? Why instead of ming her, or defying her, talk to her instead. Fix the issue. You just lost the paper. Right as a husband supposedly but the feeling is mutual, the love is real. Isn¡¯t it possible that instead of fighting her and separating, you should fix the situation and get married in real?¡± ¡°That easy, Dane?¡± ¡°Why do you tend to make the situation worse? Why isn¡¯t the word eptance trendy to you? Your tendency to self-pity.¡± ¡°This is not about self-pity,¡± ¡°You¡¯re self-pitying. If not, what do you call what you¡¯re doing? Hurt? Stupid, you hurt yourself. If you ept her exnation and fix your problem you¡¯re not in that situation. You¡¯re a victim, fine, so what is Maggie? suspect, ally of the suspect? her feelings are a joke and only you are valid? She is also a victim and if anyone hurts you more it is her. Because you cast her out.¡± ¡°Why does it seems you me me for what you¡¯re saying, Dane?¡± ¡°Yes, I am, because you¡¯re the one who can react badly. The issue and problem don¡¯t grow if it¡¯s faced and resolved immediately.¡± ¡°I¡¯m speechless, Dane is right,¡± Phoenix said. Jace just nodded as Zeus shrugged. What is this four against me? ¡°I was deceived, Dane. I was toyed with and looked like a fool.¡± ¡°Just pride,¡± ¡°Then call it whatever you want.¡± ¡°That¡¯s just pride, let¡¯s see if you can use that.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not needed here anymore.¡± I go out and went to my office. When I went inside, I punched on the table. I first immediately saw the painting that Hailey gave us. We were so happy to see that, especially me, so I brought it here. I picked up the cellphone to call Maggie. I just want to know why he did that? Why did he burn down the house? Three rings and he answered immediately. [¡°Hello, who is this?¡±] who is this? fucking kidding me? [¡°If you don¡¯t speak don¡¯t bother because I¡¯m a busy person and I don¡¯t have time for the helpless idiots in life like you.¡±] [¡°Who is that?¡±] I heard a woman question on the other side. [¡°I don¡¯t know, unregistered number.¡±] And the call ended. Unregistered number? I seat and close my eyes. I never thought this would happen to us. I love her but I was so hurt. When I leftst night I confronted Miles, the owner of Paloma Resort. Only to find out that she is Mylene Szar, my highschool school mate who openly liked me back then. She admitted the deal. She also admitted that Maggie did not know that the marriage was fake. She doesn¡¯t care about my feelings and if she regrets what she did it¡¯s because she feels sorry for Maggie. She felt sorry for her friend but she didn¡¯t care about me. She¡¯s stupid. What annoyed me was that Maggie knew the truth but she didn¡¯t tell me. She didn¡¯t admit it and I even discovered it unintentionally. Why, because she got something to y with? If only the day she found out she tells me right away, it might not have been this the oue. We are together. She yed the role of being a good wife and then she knew that we were not really married. Why, because she can use me. Is she afraid she¡¯s going to lose the toy she¡¯s been ying with? What if I don¡¯t discover the truth until when will she fool me? I do not know what to do. I¡¯m confused. I don¡¯t want to lower my pride and I don¡¯t want to talk to her. But I don¡¯t know what¡¯s running through her mind right now especially now she burned down the house. I had always had a hard time guessing what was on her mind. What¡¯s more, now that she¡¯s doing things that aren¡¯t normal at all. Is it normal to burn down the house? Just crazy working then. It¡¯s still our house even though we¡¯ve separated. Our love nest. Although we are not really married on paper but we live there full of love. We created happy memories in that house. I took my car key to leave but when I opened the office I saw Zeus. ¡°Where you go?¡± ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Can we talk?¡± ¡°I am busy.¡± ¡°ze.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°We¡¯re on your side. We are your buddies, ze and I want you to know that we¡¯re with you. Brother¡¯s code ¡®bro.¡± ¡°Thank you.¡± I tapped him on the shoulder then left. I drive my car and went somewhere. I will go to the subdivision where the house stands. I reached it and saw the old house that was now just cement standing. What the hell? So it is really true that she burned down our house. I just hit the steering wheel out of annoyance. I¡¯m not ashamed of the money spent there. I regret the happy memories. Did I just do it wrong? My phone rang and my secretary called. I didn¡¯t want to answer her call but didn¡¯t want to stop. ¡°Yes?¡± [¡°Sir, ma¡¯am Maggie came and took the painting to your office?¡±] ¡°What?¡± [¡°Mom took it ¡ª¡°] ¡°What painting?¡± [¡°Your wedding picture.¡±] ¡°And you gave?¡± [¡°Yeah, she¡¯s too aggressive.¡±] ¡°How did she get in? Where is Dane?¡± [¡°Everyone leaves right when ma¡¯am arrived.¡±] ¡°Shit!¡± And I ended the call. I dialed Maggie¡¯s number and a few rings she answered. [¡°You again¨C¡°] [¡°It¡¯s me.¡±] [¡°Who¡¯s you, who are you?¡±] ¡°ze.¡± [¡°Ow, you, what do you need?¡±] ¡°Why did you take the painting?¡± [¡°My face is here and I don¡¯t want to be embarrassed. Then aren¡¯t you ashamed to disy it? We¡¯re not really married.¡±] ¡°Where are you taking that?¡± [¡°I¡¯ll burn it.¡±] And the call ended. I dialed her number again but I was blocked. Shit! I go straight to my condo. I¡¯m not in condition and I want to sleep soundly. After almost three months of our marriage I have be ustomed to Maggie¡¯s presence. Last day at this time I talked to her on the cellphone to say hello and ask her to eat. Same this time I called her that I was going to the bar. Yesterday I feel so fucking lonely here when I woke up and I realized I was alone. I hated this shit. It¡¯s just a snap of a fingers everything has changed. Why does this sudden change shit happen? Is it really my fault? Am I the one to me? CHAPTER FIFTEEN Since that day, Dane hasn¡¯t seen each other. We meet in the office but we don¡¯t talk. When she needed something, she only told to one of them. This is not the first time the group has had a problem. But of the five of us, just now Dane and I had a conflict. I don¡¯t really deal with any of them. I am always in the middle when there is a problem with each other. I also haven¡¯t had a problem of my own just now. We are here at BCC because Zeus invited us. We have Dane with us now sitting next to Jace. As usual we are only VIPs who are exclusive to us. Boss the friend ee. ¡°Dane, can we talk?¡± She looked at me and nodded. Dane is the eldest sister that we never had. We are so damn lucky to have her. So even though the four of us were stupid, we couldn¡¯t stand her. We always listen to her because she is right. We only disobey her once, and I or we hated to admit that in the end her belief and advice are always right. ¡°I am sorry about what happen the other day. I didn¡¯t mean ¡ª-¡± ¡°I understand,¡± she whispered. ¡°I just feel sorry about your rtionship. I can¡¯t me you because you hurt. And I am sorry for what I said.¡± ¡°I want to get away from her first, Dane, I want to soothe the pain first.¡± ¡°I know, it¡¯s your choice. We¡¯re just here.¡± ¡°Thanks,¡± We were just friends. Even having a misunderstanding. A one sorry is enough to forgive each other. ¡°Cheers!¡± Jace shouted and lifted the ss. ¡°They¡¯re fine, cheers.¡± ¡°Daze¡¯s birthday ising up,¡± Phoenix said. It¡¯s good that we¡¯re still together because Hailey doesn¡¯t restrict us. It¡¯s only a month and she¡¯s going to give birth. There¡¯s a baby in the group and it¡¯s triplets. ¡± ¡°Yup, our youngest will be legal.¡± ¡°So it is okay for her to get married, Dane.¡± ¡°Stupid, I¡¯ll strangle you, Jace.¡± ¡°Did I say I am? I just said she can get married.¡± ¡°Hi!¡± We looked on as we entered. Jace¡¯s forehead immediately frowned when Margot entered. ¡°Why are you here?¡± Jace asked annoyed. ¡°Zeus called me.¡± Jace looked badly at Zeus. ¡°Sit down Margot.¡± Margot smiled at Dane. I wanted to talk to Margot but I couldn¡¯t help but ask. ¡°Is that Maggie?¡± Jace said so I turned to look. I frowned when I saw what he was referring to. Is that her? With Mylene or better called Miles. ¡°Yup, she is,¡± Margot answered. I looked back at Maggie and I¡¯m sure they were too. Can¡¯t believe it. She wears a denim shorts that are very short with an oversize shirt with an open back and for fuck¡¯s sake it is too obvious that she doesn¡¯t have a bra. Her shorts almost see the soul. She tied her hair but it¡¯s still messy. I used to see her sexy but she looks now like a passerby you can see. She texted and then looked around. She looked at the entrance then waved. I saw a man with a bag approaching them. Holyshit, is that Leon? ¡°I already said that not wee here,¡± Zeus hissed then took the gun and stood up. ¡°Leon is stupid!¡± Jace even followed Zeus. ¡°Let¡¯s go.¡± Phoenix patted my thigh so I stood up to follow. Just in case they need rescue. Dane and Margot also stood. Before we arrived Leon had already handed a package to ¡ª Maggie? Facing Leon he was blocked by Zeus. I looked at Maggie who raised an eyebrow and put a pill in the drink then drank and closed her eyes as if unaware. What the hell! ¡°Didn¡¯t I say it¡¯s forbidden here?¡± Zeus said. ¡°I didn¡¯t offer her. I was just sent here.¡± ¡°Are you going to make or bar a drug dealing, you idiot?¡± Jace said annoyed. ¡°Easy, Jace, they called me ok, then Maggie is not a customer. I just sent it to her.¡± I frowned at what he said. Maggie didn¡¯t speak and just closed her eyes after drinking and thenughed while closing her eyes and dancing her head. She eats peanuts one at a time. ¡°Sent?¡± I ask. ¡°Yes,¡± then looked at Dane. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Dane, I was just instructed.¡± I heard Dane sigh and motioned to Leon. ¡°Go away, and tell Dn I¡¯ve banned you here at BCC,¡± Dane ordered. Leon just nodded and saluted then left. ¡°What are you doing?¡± Margot pulled Maggie¡¯s hand so she was wide -eyed and ring. ¡°FUCK, what?!¡± she shouted at the same time pushing Margot hard. Good that Jace was in the back so he caught it. ¡°Maggie,¡± Mylene called to her and held her but she pulled her hand back. ¡°FUCK!¡± she shouted then kicked the table. ¡°FUCKING ASS!¡± Margot was still silent as Jace supported her. ¡°Maggie what¡¯s wrong?¡± Dane asked her but Maggie just stared at her. ¡°What do you care?¡± I was also surprised by what she said. ¡°Hey, easy,¡± Zeus, tried to calm her. ¡°Ow, so what is this, six against me?¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± Margot called to her but she ignored her. ¡°Ow, good you¡¯re here,¡± she said face to face with me and took something. ¡°You bought it didn¡¯t you? take it.¡± I just looked at her when she handed me the wedding ring. ¡°You don¡¯t want? Ok.¡± At the same time, she throws it in the trash. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I ask. ¡°Can you get out of there on my way and we¡¯ll leave. There¡¯s no point of staying here.¡± ¡°You¡¯re destroying yourself to show me I made a mistake to leave you.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t assume, boy, I was like this before you even met me so I just came back. I¡¯m so thankful and you left me because if I wasn¡¯t I am still your maid and bedwarmer that doesn¡¯t have abel. Move on my way and we¡¯ll leave.¡± ¡°Is that really your way to get noticed?¡± But instead of answering she justughed. Laugh teasingly. ¡°Instead of fixing yourself and making me realize that I made a mistake in leaving you, you¡¯re ruining yourself. Why do you think I¡¯ll feel sorry for you.¡± ¡°Why did I say thate back? Stop going with Margot, you became too dramatic and or can react.¡± ¡°You¡¯re crazy Maggie,¡± Jace said. ¡°I know, just now you found out while you¡¯ve been fucking my sister for a long time.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± Margot shouted. ¡°Why?¡± she asked. ¡°Wait, didn¡¯t you tell ¡ª- what is he? He¡¯s just a fuckbuddy, isn¡¯t he? Because you just the one who assumed that you had a rtionship. Fine, didn¡¯t you tell your fubu that I¡¯ve been mad for a long time?¡± ¡°Maggie, let¡¯s go.¡± Mylene holds her hand. Maggie scratched her head and looked at Jace. ¡°Next time you call me crazy. You won¡¯t like what I will do.¡± Then look at me. ¡°Can we leave now?¡± she said and look at me. Her eyes have no emotion. It is like a doll with open eyes but no emotion. ¡°Let¡¯s talk,¡± I said. ¡°I don¡¯t want to talk to anyone, move.¡± ¡°Maggie,e with me, let¡¯s go home.¡± Margot approached her and held her other hand. ¡°Ouch.¡± Then I noticed that her right fist was bandaged. ¡°What happened there?¡± I ask. ¡°A lot of questions as if you know care.¡± ¡°Maggie, you¡¯re on drugs. Let¡¯s go home.¡± Margot still doesn¡¯t stop convincing him. ¡°Why, do I live with you? I have a house.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± I reprimand. ¡°FUCK! Leave me alone!¡± She shouted.Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°Please, I¡¯ll take care of her,¡± Mylene said and look at us one by one. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, please I am sorry.¡± ¡°Hey, why are you saying sorry? Are you stupid?¡± She pushed Mylene softly on the arm. ¡°Are you an ass, why you¡¯re saying sorry?¡± ¡°Maggie, let¡¯s go now,¡± Mylene tried to convince her. ¡°Fuck! Why are you sorry?¡± ¡°Nothing. Because ¡ª¡± Then she looked at us and me. ¡°I¡¯m really thankful because of what you did I will never know who is willing to stay with me. Take it back you¡¯re sorry!¡± ¡°Maggie ¡ª¡± ¡°Take it back!¡± ¡°Fine, I take back. I won¡¯t say sorry for what I did. Let¡¯s go, ok¡± She calmed down when Mylene held her ¡°Please, ze let us pass, I¡¯ll take care of her.¡± I could do nothing but move forward. Mylene mouthed sorry to us then looked at Margot and nodded. I followed them with a look and Maggie was obviously furious while Mylene was just calm while holding her. ¡°Margot, are you okay?¡± ¡°I hope she doesn¡¯t go back to what she was.¡± Then she cried. CHAPTER SIXTEEN Margot did nothing but cry so Jace just decided to take her home. Phoenix also went home because Hailey called her. Dane also left so Zeus and I was the only ones left to finish the drink. I also had nothing to do while he was guarding the bar. Besides I prefer Zeus to be left more than the two. For Jace, you cannot take anything good words but pure folly. Phoenix on the other side will answer you yes or no. Unlike Zeus who is serious even if he is a bit mischievous but seriousness is more predominant. I don¡¯t even know why they say I¡¯m most serious whereas for me it¡¯s Zeus. ¡°She changed a lot,¡± Zeus said then drank and looked at me. ¡°She wanted what¡¯s happening to her right now.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you feel sorry for her, or let¡¯s say worried?¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t tell her to be like that, Zeus. She chose to be like that. I maybe have a mistake because I didn¡¯t listen to her. She has a choice to fix herself but she chose to be messed up.¡± I am no longer obligated to her now and I have no rights so I have nothing to please. ¡°Didn¡¯t you miss her?¡± I look at Zeus who re-tranted the wine. ¡°I mean, c¡¯mon, you live as a couple so it¡¯s impossible you¡¯re not making love? Didn¡¯t you miss her being next to her in sleep, in sex?¡± ¡°Stop that lust of yours.¡± Heughed then handed me the ss I quickly drank. ¡°Don¡¯t you love her anymore? As far as I know, you¡¯re openly telling us you love her. What now?¡± ¡°Why do you ask so many questions? Do you want to catch it? Get her if you want.¡± He asks too much about Maggie. There was obviously lust for Maggie. Shamelessness does not seem to be a friend. ¡°Well, maybe if you don¡¯t love her, I can say yes.¡± I stopped reaching for the ss because of what he said. ¡°What the shit, Zeus, seriously?¡± ¡°You asked me, I answers directly. Nothing wrong with that, right?¡± ¡°You¡¯re an ass.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll be honest with you, ze, I like her the first time I met her in the office with Phoenix. You know my female types. A hot and erotic woman like Maggie.¡± I don¡¯t know how to answer him but I feel like my blood is heating up for Zeus and I just want to punch him. He¡¯s like a brother to me but now he¡¯s going to tell me that he likes my wife? I mean, the time we thought we were still married. ¡°C¡¯mon, don¡¯t think too much, ze. I like her, yes, but that day I met her she openly immediately said that you were the one she wanted so my n to rape her was thwarted.¡± ¡°Fuck you.¡± Heughed and tapped my shoulder. ¡°Jealous. Why don¡¯t you just reconcile with her?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t,¡± I answer directly. ¡°How long are you going to ignore her? Don¡¯t you see, ze, she¡¯s ruining her life. You¡¯ve only been gone for a week but look what happened to her.¡± ¡°¡®Zeus, don¡¯t me me for what¡¯s happening to her. She liked it then not me.¡± ¡°No one is ming you. All I¡¯m saying is, even if you have a little pity or concern for her, show her again.¡± ¡°Are only her feelings important here? Not mine? Is she the only one with feelings, and I don¡¯t? I¡¯m also hurt here. It¡¯s ok because I¡¯m a man?¡± Why is it unfair? When women get hurt, poor thing? And if a man, it¡¯s ok because he¡¯s a man. Can only women be hurt? Is it only women who are counted as hurt and then men are no longer included? What are we, not human? Are our feelings are jokes? There is no right to be hurt because we are men? Can¡¯t be weak? Can¡¯t emote? No one even thinks that when we are hurt, it hurts even more than the woman feels. It is good that the woman is open to feelings so there is a lot of sympathies. And us? It¡¯s hard to express because apart from being judged you have no right because you are a man. It¡¯s like you just want to shout ¡®FUCK YOU ALL! IS THE MAN¡¯S FEELING JOKE TO YOU?!¡¯ But fuck, it bes the mindset of everyone that of all men has no right to get hurt. ¡°What am I trying to say, ze, is reconcile with her.¡± ¡°When I¡¯m ok.¡± ¡°When someone else with her.¡± ¡°Be with her, if you will.¡± ¡°You said yes.¡± I didn¡¯t argue with Zeus until we were done and both went home. No one can understand my feelings either. A woman¡¯s feelings are important to others. And even though they are my friends, I know that they sympathize with Maggie especially now that she¡¯s is paying attention. I will still look bad in their eyes. I sighed as I entered the condo. It¡¯s been a week but I¡¯m still not used to being alone. I¡¯ve only been with her for a while but why do I feel like she¡¯s been with me all my life and the extent of her absence from me. I used to be alone. But ever since Maggie came into my life and suddenly disappeared it seems like half of my life has also disappeared. But no, I will not beg and I will not be the first to talk to her. I was used to not having her so I can also get used to not having her. She was no longer in my life before so I can handle my life again even without her. I am ze Gonzales and I can manage my life and handle things with or without Maggie D Merced. I¡¯ AM WITH the group for lunch. We had just returned from our respective meetings and decided to meet at a restaurant for lunch together. Margot is also here with Jace. I don¡¯t know their real score but what we do know is that Jace is still secretly meeting Brianna¡ªhis ex that he ran away from the wedding. He still loves his ex but he can¡¯t leave Margot because he feels sorry for her. ¡°Margot?¡± We looked at the man who called Margot. Jace¡¯s face went frowned when he saw the man. ¡°Khairo?¡± ¡°I knew it¡¯s you.¡± They approached each other and could no longer paint Jace¡¯s face when the two kissed. ¡°What are you doing here? Who¡¯s with you?¡± ¡°I¡¯m waiting for Maggie.¡± I secretly clenched my fist at what he said. Who is Maggie he is referring to? ¡°We have a lunch and she rmend me this ce.¡± Then he looked at us. ¡°And you¡¯re with ¡ª?¡± ¡°Ow, This is Jace my boyfriend. His friends. Zeus, ze, Phoenix, and Dane. Business partner as well.¡± Everyone greeted him but I just nodded. ¡°He is Khairo.¡± Khairo what? It was as if I had heard his name. What is he to Maggie? Just friends or do they have something? ¡°You said you¡¯re going to meet Maggie?¡± ¡°Yeah.¡± ¡°When else did you meet, Maggie didn¡¯t even tell me you were already here in the Philippines?¡± ¡°Three days ago. I didn¡¯t recognize her because she change a lot. But she approached me first, so¡ª¨C the rest is history.¡± ¡°I see, where¡¯s your wife?¡± Is this idiot married? Then dating another woman? The fool smiled then shook his head. ¡°Ah, we¡¯re divorced. We married in the USA so I filed for divorce there a day when Maggie left me.¡± Then he smiled. ¡°When I realized that I want Maggie more than her.¡± The three idiots simply looked at me but I did not react. They all straightened up and their bright smiles meant only one thing. They are annoying they are fools. ¡°Ow, she¡¯s here,¡± Maggie said. The idiot waved so we looked at Maggie. She walks towards us and smiles. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, hon, I¡¯mte.¡± Hon? She looks at us then smiles. ¡°Ow, you¡¯ve already met them.¡± ¡°Yeah, Margot¡¯s bf and their friends.¡± ¡°Yeah, hi, everyone,¡± she greeted us but immediately looked at her stupidpanion. ¡°I¡¯m hungry, shall we eat.¡± ¡°You can join us here if you want? The table is big.¡± I stared at Dane because of what she said. ¡°Hon?¡± the idiot calls Maggie and looks at Maggie as if asking if it¡¯s ok. Can I hit him so she can find what he¡¯s looking for? ¡°Thanks, Dane, but I want to have more time with my honey. I missed him, and we have a lot to talk about to rify something, US, from the past, right hon?¡± she asked. ¡°Yeah, of course.¡± And stupid answered. ¡°So, shall we?¡± ¡°Yeah, sure, nice to meet you all.¡± And they leave us while holding each other hands. Their table is not far from us. ¡°Maggie¡¯s ex?¡± Phoenix asked Margot but her eyes were staring at me. ¡°Yeah, Maggie used to be crazy with Khairo. Khairo was her world. She doesn¡¯t care at all as long as Khairo¡¯s with her. Ow, sorry ze, for being ¡ª-¡± ¡°That¡¯s fine, we¡¯re done, so she can date anyone,¡± ¡°Too bad. I thought I can be the one,¡± Zeus said so I red at him. ¡°Maggie didn¡¯t even tell me that Khairo was here in the Philippines and at least I would meet him.¡± ¡°Why is it important?¡± Jace asked annoyed.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°What I am saying is somehow Khairo also became close to me. He¡¯s like a brother that I¡¯ve ever had and I thought he ended with Maggie. Way back then they really loved each other not until Maggie found out that Khairo is married. That¡¯s why Maggie went crazy especially because they broke up even though they loved each other so much.¡± ¡°Louder, Margot,¡± Phoenix looked at me. ¡°So someone can hear you.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care,¡± I said then stood up. ¡°Where do you go?¡± Dane asked. ¡°I¡¯m done and I have a meeting. See you in the office.¡± You are very insensitive Margot. You didn¡¯t just hit the te on the head. That¡¯s why Jace hates you because you are too loud. I was even happier if you stabbed me with a fork than you say nonsense. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN Phoenix asked me a favor toe to Luxury to take some paperwork. He wanted me to go through it because I had a meeting near the ce. Since my way too, I gave in. I was already holding the papers he had passed through and I was in the elevator on the way out. The elevator stopped on the 5th floor and opens. I was surprised when I saw Maggie with a man holding their hands. If I am not mistaken he was with her yesterday at the restaurant. What do they do in a hotel? ¡°Ow, you¡¯re one of Margot¡¯s friends right? ze if I am not mistaken.¡± ¡°Yeah,¡± I replied. ¡°Ow nice to see you again.¡± ¡°Me too.¡± ¡°Gotta go, hon,¡± Maggie interrupted. ¡°Be careful on the flight and thanks forst night, you make me happy,¡± she said and smiled at this ass. ¡°No, you make me happierst night, hon. Thank you and see you again.¡± He kissed Maggie¡¯s hand and they hugged each other. ¡°I will miss you.¡± ¡°I will miss you, too.¡± They hugged tightly. Why they don¡¯t want to have sex in front of me. ¡°All right, bye, be careful driving. Nice to see you again, ze.¡± ¡°Me too.¡± Asshole. The elevator door closed. ¡°How many rounds did you make?¡± I asked annoyed then looked at her. ¡°Did you enjoy it? Did it taste better than me?¡± ¡°Why, who are you?¡± ¡°Are you that kind of woman? I don¡¯t care about you. But to make me look like ¡ª-¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care about you. Except that you¡¯re not a lose. If I¡¯m with different men, that¡¯s my choice. You don¡¯t care who I want to get rid of my lust and be with me. Whether it¡¯s delicious or not, just get rid of it.¡± I hold her hand tight and I notice that she has a bandage on her wrist. It was different from the bandage I had seen in the past on her fist but is gone now. ¡°What happened there?¡± I think my grip was tightened so there was some blooding out. ¡°Maggie?¡± The elevator opened just in time. ¡°You know, ze, stand up when you walk away. It¡¯s not like you just saw something you suddenly lost yourself.¡± ¡°Maggie wait!¡± But she ignored me and just kept going until I caught up with her in the parking lot. ¡°What are you doing to yourself? Why do you have a wound over there?¡± ¡°What do you care? I cut you have a problem?¡± I look at her as if she just didn¡¯t say anything. She fucking hurt herself? ¡°Why did you do that?¡± ¡°Why do you have so many questions? What do you care?¡± ¡°Because I am, I still care.¡± ¡°Well, you don¡¯t care now.¡± ¡°Is this your way of getting noticed, huh?¡± ¡°Yes, are you happy?¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± I calmed down and let out a sigh. ¡°Maggie, don¡¯t do that kind of stupid act.¡± ¡°I hurt myself because I want to. I¡¯m d, that¡¯s what you called self-happiness. Not because I want your attention. Wow, you¡¯re important?¡± ¡°You¡¯re no longer healthy thinker.¡± ¡°So, what¡¯s healthy? Cry, sulk, fool around, or chase people who don¡¯t like you? What¡¯s healthy about you, ze? I¡¯ll kill you because you hurt me or I hurt myself so I can be happy.¡± ¡°Maggie, that, do you think that¡¯s healthy?¡± ¡°Everything a person does always has judgment. Judging without asking what you really feel. Like this, like that, be bad, someone can tell you. Be kind you still have. Like you, there is always meaning for what I am doing. So where am I going? To please you?¡± ¡°You always have an excuse for everything. You always have a re-butt. You don¡¯t know how to listen and ept wrong.¡± ¡°¡®Didn¡¯t I really ept that I was wrong? Did you let me exin? I begged you, knelt down, cried, begged, did you listen to me? Now that I¡¯ve chosen what I think will make me happy is still wrong? I¡¯m just going to kill myself so I don¡¯t hear anything from you. ¡± ¡°Do you think your brain is still healthy there with such thoughts?!¡± ¡°Don¡¯t yell at me?! You don¡¯t care what I do! You have no role in my life. You finished when you left me.¡± ¡°It¡¯s not just you who hurt Maggie. Me too.¡± ¡°What you did to me hurts more, ze, because you promised me that no matter what happens we¡¯ll just be in our rtionship. You promised me you¡¯ll just listen. You promised you wouldn¡¯t leave me. But what did you do? You left. I hope no matter what happens you won¡¯t leave me. I was just looking for the right opportunity to tell you the truth. I didn¡¯t deceive you, ze. If I lied because That¡¯s the fear of losing you. ¡± ¡°Maggie, can you me me if I did that? Out of anger and pain?¡± ¡°No, even if you call me selfish and worthless. So don¡¯t me me either for why I ruined my life. Because I didn¡¯t me you for your treatment of me the night you left me.¡± ¡°Maggie, I am so ¡ª¡± ¡°I need to go. I don¡¯t want to dramatize you.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± I called when she got into her car. I saw her take a tablet from her bag and drink. Is she still using drugs? ¡°Maggie!¡± But she no longer listened and made it work. I just grabbed my hair because I was so annoyed. I went straight to the office and gave Phoenix the papers. I just drank some water and sat in my seat. Everyone is her. Margot is here also. ¡°What happened here, sucker? Why messed up?¡± Phoenix asked with augh but I didn¡¯t answer. He called his secretary to iron the paper. ¡°Are you okay, sucker?¡± ¡°Yeah, it¡¯s just hot outside.¡± ¡°It¡¯s almost night and it¡¯s hot?¡± ¡°It¡¯s hot, what¡¯s your problem, Jace?¡± ¡°Chill, you¡¯re high blood.¡± No one spoke so I stopped as well. Margot¡¯s phone rang and she looked at us. ¡°Miles,¡± she said and answered the phone. ¡°Yes, Miles?¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Ok, I¡¯ll be there.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± Phoenix asked. ¡°Maggie got arrested, she burns her car.¡± ¡°That woman is so stupid,¡± Jace said so I looked at her. ¡°Come with me, Margot,¡± I suggested. ¡°I¡¯ll go too, let¡¯s just get in the car, ze,¡± Dane said. ¡°Do you have awyer?¡± ¡°Yeah, but he¡¯s busy because there¡¯s a meeting, Miles said.¡± ¡°What¡¯s the name?¡± Dane asked. ¡°Agustin Mendez.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll call him. You go first, Jace. I¡¯lle with ze.¡± When Jace and Margot left, Dane called thewyer. She knows everywyer. In the amount of business the Dys have, theirwyer is different. ¡°Let¡¯s go,¡± Dane said. ¡°Agustin Mendez wille in the precinct.¡± Fortunately and we have a friend who is strong in everything. No one can fail. ¡°Everything will gonna be ok, ze,¡± Dane started while we¡¯re on our way.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°I¡¯m an ass, Dane. Even if she doesn¡¯t say I know that¡¯s why she did that because of me.¡± ¡°You¡¯re hurt, what you reacted is the normal reactions of people who are hurt.¡± ¡°Not by people who love. I love her Dane, but I don¡¯t listen to her. I judge her easily and insult her and I can¡¯t take back everything I said to her.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know what to say, ze. As of now, let her go first. It¡¯s hard when you force yourself on her.¡± We reached the police station. Margot and Jace were just down. Just as we descended we could hear Maggie screaming inside. Thewyer was also right toe. ¡°Attorney,¡± Dane greeted an elderly man. Margot also greeted. We were just about to go inside when Maggie shouted again. ¡°That¡¯s my car and I can do what I want to do!!¡± ¡°Maam, we don¡¯t care about your car, you caused a public disturbance.¡± ¡°What public-public? No one was there, I was the only one there, you were the only ones who were there and arrested suddenly. You did police harassment, I will sue you.¡± She threatened the police. ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°Margot,¡± she looked at us then frowned. Next to her was Mylene who was just quiet. ¡°Do you have anypanions?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t mind them what did you do?¡± ¡°I burned the car, it didn¡¯t want to move,¡± ¡°Chief, we¡¯re inside.¡± The police nodded and the attorney followed. ¡°The attorney will tell them that I¡¯m crazy. Change that, before I burn that bald man.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± Margot scolded. ¡°It¡¯s embarrassing a lot of people.¡± ¡°So? I¡¯m also human! Those people look like non -human beings.¡± Just a few minutester, the attorney came out with the police. ¡°All right, go home,¡± the policeman told her. ¡°Why, the attorney said I am crazy?¡± The police did not answer and were just shaken. ¡°Attorney, am I crazy?¡± she asked thewyer. ¡°Maggie, go home,¡± he replied to her. ¡°I¡¯m just asking if I¡¯m crazy?¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± I scolded then held her hand. ¡°Why are you an attorney, ze?¡± ¡°Miss D Merced, you are sick, but you are not crazy.¡± The attorney said. ¡°Ok?¡± ¡°Ok, that¡¯s how it should be. K bye. Bye fans!¡± She even waved and the others thereughed while the others were shaken. I chased after her and held her hand when I caught her. ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°Don¡¯t touch me.¡± ¡°Please let¡¯s talk.¡± ¡°Spill it.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry for what I did and I said, I shouldn¡¯t have done that. I am really sorry.¡± ¡°You want sex?¡± ¡°Huh?¡± ¡°Because you¡¯re like taming me, Anyway, I don¡¯t care. I forgot what happened to us. I really want to bang my head so that I can have amnesia forever and even forget.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°You¡¯re the most ridiculous thing that ever happened in my life. Don¡¯t talk to me anymore. We won¡¯t know each other anymore.¡± I remained standing as she walked over and went straight to Mylene¡¯s car. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN Dandelion Daze 18th birthday. Youngest of Dy¡¯s siblings. She¡¯s next to Dwayne Dale who¡¯s 5 years older than her. ¡°They spend millions for their youngest debut,¡± Phoenix said and looked across the hall. You don¡¯t know if it¡¯s really a party hall or a pce. Hailey is with him who is now seven months pregnant. ¡°Are you ok, Hail?¡± ¡°Yes, I am ok, I told you I will note.¡± ¡°You can have fun.¡± Hailey is really aloof. She was not ustomed to socialite. She prefers to stay in a hacienda with the horses. ¡°Hi,¡± Margot greeted together with Jace. Hailey and Margot have already met and like us, she like Hailey too. Everyone likes Hailey maybe because of the thought that she¡¯s really innocent which sometimes bes witty. ¡°Hi, Hailey.¡± We look at Dn who suddenly appears with Maggie and they hold hands. I clenched my fist when I see them. After that fucking Khairo now she¡¯s with Dn. ¡°Hi, Dn. Hi, Maggie,¡± Hailey smiled at them but looked at me so I smiled at her. ¡°I heard it¡¯s triplets?¡± Dn asked while looking at Hailey¡¯s tummy. ¡°Yes, all girls.¡± Dnughed then looked at Phoenix. ¡°Shooter, but looks like there¡¯s a dad who¡¯s going to have a headache. Three Marys right away. Anyway, enjoy the party.¡± Dn goes with Maggie. He held Maggie by the waist and they were very close. ¡°ze.¡± I looked at Hailey. ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°It¡¯s not toote. We, women, are quick to get hurt but our hearts are also quick to soften if the one in front of us is the one we love.¡± I couldn¡¯t answer her and just looked at Maggie. ¡°I hope you too be ok,¡± she added. I was just shaken. I don¡¯t know how to begin. I admit I¡¯m jealous but I¡¯m also annoyed to think that she¡¯s ruining her life like that. Dane and Zeus arrived at the same time. Dane just greeted us and she went straight to their family table. But of them all, Dn was not with them because he was apanied by his two friends and Maggie. Maggie and Dn talked while side by side in the chair. Theyughed and talked as Dn held Maggie¡¯s back. He caresses Maggie¡¯s back. Sometimes he kisses Maggie on the shoulder. I started to get annoyed and I wanted to stand up and pull Maggie. The party started and I didn¡¯t understand much. All I know is that Daze changed clothes many times. Margot told us that the debutant changed 18 times. 18 roses started, since Dane included us on the list we were on the Daze 18 roses. Phoenix first, then Jace, Me, and Zeus. When my turn I greeted Daze and wish her and good luck with her legality. She just thanked me and also thanked me foring. She¡¯s really beautiful. No wonder she¡¯s a Dy. After the 18 roses, I noticed Dn whispering to Maggie. Then Maggie nodded and they stood up. They each carried a ss while Dn carried a bottle of wine. They came out of the party hall so I also stood up to follow them. I will not wait for them to return. ¡°Where are you going?¡± Jace asked but I ignored him. I came out of the hall and I heard themughing and walking towards the end. Meaning they are going to the open pool on the terrace. I followed them there and saw them standing and leaning against the railings andughing. There is no one else but them. ¡°Maggie,¡± I called to so they stared. ¡°You have a stalker, baby,¡± Dn put her ss on the table next to the bottle then took a cigarette and lit it. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s talk.¡± Dn put the cigarette in Maggie¡¯s mouth who inhaled then blew the smoke in Dn¡¯s face. ¡°Speak.¡± ¡°It¡¯s just the two of us.¡± She looked at Dn thenughed. ¡°Can you evaporate, Dn? so ze can¡¯t see you.¡± ¡°Evaporate!¡± Dn shouted then theyughed. Dn took something from his pocket then put it in Maggie¡¯s drink and in her ss. They up the ss to cheers and drank at the same time. She still doesn¡¯t stop doing that? ¡°Maggie, let¡¯s talk.¡± ¡°Talk here.¡± ¡°Come with me.¡± ¡°Asks Dn¡¯s permission.¡± I looked at Dn who was smiling at me broadly. ¡°Dn Damon Dy, ze Gonzales wants to talk to me.¡± Dn motioned his finger as a sign of no then lowered the ss and smoked a cigarette again and put it back in Maggie¡¯s mouth. ¡°No Dn said, my baby ze, so my answer is no.¡± ¡°Why are you listening to him?¡± ¡°Because ¡ª-¡± She looked at Dn then ¡ª¡ª- she kissed him in front of me. I clenched my fist and wanted to kick them. They kissed passionately while holding their face. When they stopped Maggie turned to face me. But Dn hugged her and ced his chin on Maggie¡¯s shoulder as he hugged Maggie from behind. ¡°What now? You¡¯re going to punch me as your friend did before?¡± Dn asked and kissed Maggie¡¯s neck while looking at me. ¡°Are you really that low, Maggie?¡± But she justughed so did Dn. Dn kissed her neck, again and she closed her eyes. I heard her moan while holding Dn¡¯s head. ¡°Yes, ze, so?¡± ¡°I asked you in a nice way to fix our problem. But if that¡¯s what you want, I don¡¯t care at all.¡± ¡°Ok, bye.¡± ¡°She doesn¡¯t even care about you also,¡± Dn said. He turned Maggie to him and their bodies were very close. Dn¡¯s head is still on Maggie¡¯s shoulder. One hand on her waist and the other hand on her back. I thought he would just hug Maggie but he grabbed the zipper of her dress then slowly lowered it. I tighten my grip because of what he does. He shows me that he can do anything in Maggie in front of me. ¡°What else are you doing there? Maggie¡¯s don¡¯t want to you.¡± Maggie¡¯s back was constantly exposed. Dn ran his finger over Maggie¡¯s back and Maggie moaned and even hugged Dn tightly. ¡°Go now, and we¡¯re gonna fuck here until morning.¡± I felt all the blood rush to my head. I kicked Dn so Maggie was pushed but he also got me twice. Maggie¡¯s back was still exposed as she stared into somewhere while smoking and drinking alcohol. I rushed to Dn again but he retaliated again. ¡°What happened here?¡± Dn quickly stood up and put Maggie to face us when Dane, Jace, and Zeus arrived. I saw him fix Maggie¡¯s back and it looked like the zipper had closed. ¡°Dn, what are you doing here? What happens here and why do you have wounds?¡± ¡°Tss, not funny at all because everyone is here.¡± Maggieughs and then lowers the ss. ¡°Dane is a scene-stealer,¡± Dn said. ¡°Maggie, what are you doing here?¡± Margot asked. ¡°Dn and I just having fun when ze came over to fight,¡± Maggie answered when Dn held her hands. ¡°Come on, Mag, there¡¯s no fun here because there¡¯s an attention seeker like us.¡± He holds Maggie¡¯s hand then they walk away. ¡°Maggie, talk to ze,¡± Margot said and held Maggie¡¯s hand so she and Dn went back. ¡°Don¡¯t care about me. Care about your life with you so im boyfriend but don¡¯t care about you and just feel sorry for you.¡± ¡°You¡¯re overreacting!¡± Margot shouted. ¡°Don¡¯t shout at her, Margot,¡± Dn warned Margot. ¡°What do you care?¡± Jace said. ¡°You¡¯re arrogance, why because you¡¯re a Dy? Defending her because you¡¯re both crazy.¡± Jace protected Margot. ¡°Try me,¡± Dn challenged. ¡°HEY!¡± Dane shouted and blocked her hand. ¡°Maggie, the only issue here is you and ze. Talk to him.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to, we don¡¯t have to talk anymore because he¡¯s the one who ended it.¡± ¡°You¡¯re on drugs?¡± Margot asked. And they are because I saw it myself. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± ¡°You know, Margot, before you ask my problem, solve your problem with the man that just chasing your body but no ns to get serious!¡± ¡°I¡¯m just worried about you!¡± ¡°Don¡¯t shout at her!¡± It¡¯s Dn again. ¡°Don¡¯t shout at her either!¡± Jace formed his fist and was ready to attack Dn. ¡°Stop it! Dn let them talk,¡± Dane said. I no longer joined them. All I wanted was to talk to Maggie but it seemed vague. Now they are fighting and the two sisters are both angry. ¡°You don¡¯t know anything, Dane, you might not be able to control where their conversation will go.¡± ¡°It¡¯s a sibling talk,¡± I said. ¡°You don¡¯t know so shut your mouth.¡± ¡°Heck, Dn, let Margot talks whatever she wants, she¡¯s a sister and she has the right to tell Maggie what she wants to say.¡± ¡°Really, Dane? Fine, ok, go ahead Margot, talk to your sister. But, I warned you that you already know how far your limit is.¡± ¡°Leave her, Dn. Let her say everything she wants to say. Say it.¡± ¡°All my understanding and love I gave you, Maggie. Then what, when you¡¯re hurt you don¡¯t care at me. You don¡¯t care how I feel for you. What am I to you? Am I not your sister?¡± ¡°Yes, because you¡¯re too dramatic in life. A little twitching, crying, a little problem, crying, you didn¡¯t do anything but cry,¡± Maggie said to her sister. ¡°You¡¯re right because I love you. Because you¡¯re my sister and you¡¯re the only one I have.¡± ¡°You mean because you don¡¯t have an ally. No one is staying with you because you¡¯re too dramatized!¡± Dn holds her hand to rebuke. ¡°That¡¯s enough, Maggie, don¡¯t talk again and maybe what else can Margot say to you,¡± Dn stopped her. ¡°Then let her speak and let her out whatever she have in mind.¡± ¡°Yes Maggie, you¡¯re right, I am too dramatic and no one is enduring me. Do you know why? Because you killed the only person who believed in me and was by my side.¡± I frowned at what Margot said. Even Jace and Zeus were the same I saw on their faces that they are in shock. But it wasn¡¯t Dn who closed his eyes and twitched to swear. ¡°She died because of you, Maggie. Because of you, I lost the only person who loves me. You killed her, Maggie.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t me her, Margot, you¡¯re not the only one who lost Mother,¡± Dn said while he held back his anger and stood still. ¡°Stop it, for fuck sake,¡± he added while gritting his teeth. ¡°No Dy, let her.¡± He held Dn¡¯s hand. ¡°All right, Margot, me me for everything inside you. me me for your resentment. All your anger. Tell me everything now!¡± ¡°Don¡¯t dare,¡± Dn warned, Margot. ¡°Enough of what you said and you might regret itter. I warned you already not to exceed the limit.¡± Dn red at Margot so Margot didn¡¯t speak anymore. She looked at us as if she suddenly realized what she had said was wrong and she looked at Maggie. ¡°Now, I know, after all this year. I¡¯m really the one you¡¯re ming. You¡¯re just pretending that you love me love but you¡¯re really mad at me.¡± She looked up as if holding back the tears then look at us. ¡°You told me that it¡¯s not at fault but what? You¡¯re just holding back and waiting for the right time to me me all.¡± ¡°Maggie stop.¡± Dn holds her. ¡°Maggie, I¡¯m sorry, I didn¡¯t mean¨C¡± Margot approached her. ¡°Don¡¯t touch me! Don¡¯te near me! After all this year, I¡¯m trying to get rid of my guilt, my regrets, that¡¯s all I can hear from you!¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± Margot cried. ¡°You already said that! Fuck! Fuck!¡± She keeps on shouting while holding her head and beating her. ¡°Maggie,¡± I called her but Dn told me not toe near. We all just stared at her. Maggie kicks the railings while screaming loudly then ps herself and hits her head. ¡°Maggie, Mag, Maggie.¡± Dn tried to tame her. She stopped what she was doing and looked at Dn while crying.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°I¡¯m so worthless Dy.¡± Then she pped herself hard so we were also surprised but Dn was just calm. ¡°Stop it. Stop it, ok? Remember what I told you, before? Maggie, don¡¯t let them hurt you. Don¡¯t let their words ruin you.¡± Then he whispered something to Maggie. Maggie wiped away her tears then looked as if nothing had happened. She walked over to us and then stopped in front of Margot. ¡°You¡¯re worthless sister, Margot. Don¡¯t call me and look for me because I¡¯m cutting off our connection.¡± And she walks as nothing happened. ¡°Wrong move, Margot, I warned you but you didn¡¯t listen,¡± Dn said from looking at us. ¡°Prepared you ck dress to mourn. In case I can¡¯t watch and stop her.¡± Then he looked at Jace. ¡°Next time you will call her crazy, your parents will cry for the rest of their life because of you.¡± Fuck, we¡¯re clueless. CHAPTER NINETEEN Margot didn¡¯t stop crying as Jace nuzzled her back. We are here in a hotel room and we are with Phoenix and Hailey. The party is over and no one knows where Dn and Maggie are. I tried to follow them but they suddenly disappeared. ¡°Margot, we¡¯re clueless, is there something wrong with Maggie?¡± Dane asked. ¡°Yeah Margot, your sister seemed crazy earlier,¡± Jace said. ¡°What happened, Margot? Share with us. We are now like a family. You are important to us,¡± Dane tried to convince her but she didn¡¯t speak. Haileyes and holds her hand. She looked at it and it smiled at her. ¡°I grew up alone and I have no ally because I am aloof from everyone. So I say to myself when I have friends who are true to me. I will share with them my life. My happiness and my sadness. I will include them in my future but before that, I¡¯ll take them to my past so they can get to know me.¡± Then she fixed Margot¡¯s hair. ¡°I am thankful because my husband introduced me to you. Even though I rarely meet you, I know you are there for us, for me. And now that we are together in this friendship. Expect us to be with you we¡¯re in all your troubles. ¡± ¡°Hailey.¡± ¡°We will not take you away from your sister. We will sympathize with you, we will take care of and love her as well as you.¡± Margot looks at us one by one. She also tightened the grip on Hailey¡¯s hand. ¡°When mom¡¯s die Maggie suffered from depression. She became suicidal,¡± she began and tightened her grip on Hailey¡¯s hand even more. ¡°What?¡± ¡°When she recovers everything is back to normal. But when she and Khairo separate, it turns into a psychiatric problem. She seems to be losing her sanity, but not in a way that makes her hopeless, or lonely. But in a way that makes her aggressive. She¡¯s bing a war freak. She fights everyone. There was this one student who called her crazy and she broke a ss on her head. ¡± ¡°You know now, Jace?¡± Phoenix teased him. ¡°He¡¯s not crazy but a psycho,¡± Jace responded. ¡°When she was ok, she becamepetitive, attention seeker, she wanted to be the star, that everyone praised her. It¡¯s like that¡¯s where she¡¯s recovering. She¡¯s feeling that way she can say that someone needs her, that she¡¯s someone special. Though she still has a warfreak attitude, if you praise her, you mean a lot to her. And now, she turned to what she was. It¡¯s even worse because she¡¯s already taking drugs.¡± ¡°Margot,¡± I called her. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault, ze. There¡¯s no one to me. The doctor said maybe a gic or hereditary one that she got from our mom.¡± ¡°Maggie, I hope you don¡¯t mind, what is the reason for your mom¡¯s death?¡± Dane asked. I also want to ask that, but I have no guts to ask. ¡°Shemitted suicide.¡± We all have the same reaction. Speechless. ¡°The night before she dies, Maggie called her useless, shame, because Maggie mes her for why dad left us. Mom was addicted to alcohol and that¡¯s what Maggie thinks is the reason why daddy left because they were always fighting. But when she goes to school, it¡¯s mother¡¯s day. The teacher told them to reminisce about their rtionship with their mom and she realized everything. She bought flowers to reconcile with mom, but when she enters the room, she saw mom hanging herself. She was the first to find out what happened to mom.¡± ¡°What the fuck.¡± ¡°Holy shit.¡± ¡°Fuck.¡± ¡°Shit.¡± ¡°Margot, I am sorry.¡± ¡°No, Dane, I¡¯m ok. I already epted my mother¡¯s fate. But not Maggie. She med herself for what she said to mom. She thought that mommy could do that because of what she said. Then she hasn¡¯t asked sorry for it yet. She didn¡¯t give the flowers and a card she made for her. That¡¯s where her guilt started, the regrets. And you know what shit really happens now? ¡± Everyone looks at her waited for her next story. ¡°The night that you leave her, ze. That day she met dad.¡± She already told me that. I even told her that she deserved what was happening to her and told her hurtful words. ¡°It turned out that mom got drunk then because daddy had a different family. That dad never loved her so mommy was like that. Dad said that he doesn¡¯t need us anymore. He even said that he doesn¡¯t want to have a child and mom is the only wants to have children so we were formed. All we know was all lies. We thought that¡¯s why dad left because of mom¡¯s drunkenness but that¡¯s why mom did that because of him. All the fun we remembered at Paloma when we were young is just a lie.¡± ¡°Margot,¡± Jace caressed her back. ¡°Now I¡¯m a fool because I med her that it was her fault what happened to Mom. The doctor told me, never to give her any reason to me herself but what did I do? The doctor said that not anyone can manage themselves when ites to regrets and guilt. And Maggie is one of those people who can¡¯t handle her guilt.¡± ¡°Margot, I¡¯m sorry. I don¡¯t know anything. It all started because of what happened to us.¡± What can my sorry do? Will I be able to recover what I told her? ¡°I don¡¯t want to me you, no one wants it.¡± I messed up my hair because of what I heard from Margot. Should I me myself? Was Dane right when she would have said I didn¡¯t make the situation worse? I hope I arranged and we got along first? Hopefully, before I react we talked first? I admit it or not but it wouldn¡¯t have gotten worse like this if I had listened to her that night and we fixed the problem. Can we still go back to the past? Can I still get Maggie back from Dn? Fuck, I don¡¯t care about Khairo or Dn or what else they did. I want her back but how? What will I do? Dane¡¯s cellphone rang and she frowned before answering. ¡°Yes?¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Which hospital?¡± ¡°Ok, we¡¯re on our way.¡± She ended the call and look at us. ¡°Who is that?¡± Zeus asked. ¡°It¡¯s Dn. He brought Maggie to Happy Smile Hospital.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± Margot asked.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°She hit his car on the pole.¡± CHAPTER TWENTY Jace leaves but immediately returns to bring Margot¡¯s clothes. After Margot changed her dress, Jace also left. So Margot and I stayed in Maggie¡¯s room. Jace also brought me a shirt so I was able to change. I let Margot sleep while I was sitting next to Maggie¡¯s bed. I stared at her while holding her face. I know that Maggie is a nice woman. I know how good she is and I proved that when we were together as a couple. I just sent too much of my anger so I was able to tell her that. But I regret that. I want to apologize to her. And if it was necessary for me to kneel and beg so she would just forgive me I would. I want her. I missed her. I want her to be my wife again but I don¡¯t know where and how to start? If I listen to her that night and I let go of my anger. I know we are ok right now. All of this would not have happened and the baby would not have been lost. I don¡¯t know if she is aware that she is pregnant. But I doubt she knew anything. Because if she is. She will not abuse her body. I am sure of that. She¡¯s peacefully sleeping. But even when she was asleep, the pain she had gone through could still be seen on her face. The door opened and Dn came in. He looks like he¡¯s going home because the clothes he¡¯s wearing are different. I stood up as he approached Maggie and held Maggie by the forehead. He didn¡¯t ask questions or even talk a little. Maggie moves and opens her eyes. She look at me and Dn and then to Margot¡¯s sleeping but she ignored. ¡°What are they doing here?¡± she asked as if I wasn¡¯t here. Margot also woke up and approached her. ¡°I just came from home to get dressed and they took care of you.¡± ¡°Mag, I am worried about you,¡± Margot said. ¡°Leave, I don¡¯t need you. Let them go and I don¡¯t need them, next time call the nurse.¡± Dn looked at me but did not speak. ¡°They¡¯re just worried about you.¡± ¡°Then, I am ok now.¡± Then she turned away. ¡°Mag, can we talk?¡± I ask. ¡°I don¡¯t want to talk to anyone except Dn.¡± ¡°Please, Mag,¡± I beg. She turned to me and looked at Dn. ¡°I¡¯ll be outside,¡± Dn said and Margot followed him as well. ¡°Hurry up, I want to rest.¡± ¡°Do you have any idea that you are pregnant?¡± ¡°What did you say?¡± ¡°Your 5 weeks pregnant ¡ª¡± ¡°How¡¯s my baby?¡± ¡°It¡¯s gone.¡± I heard her sigh but I saw no pain. She was sad, yes, but after that, she also calm. ¡°I will assume that you have no idea about the pregnancy.¡± ¡°You think I would ruin my life if I knew I was pregnant? I know I am stupis but I know how to care of my baby.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not what I mean, Mag.¡± ¡°Is that all you want to say? You can leave.¡± ¡°I am sorry.¡± She looks at me. I see the sadness in her eyes but she just smiled. ¡°What happened to our baby is all my fault.¡± ¡°I want to me you, but nothing will change. Everything is not going well and the baby will nevere back.¡± ¡°Mag, please forgive me.¡± I cried and hold her hand. ¡°I am sorry. I am begging you, let¡¯s fix this.¡± ¡°I begged you to stay, I kneel, cried and begged, did you listen? Now you¡¯re asking me for something you weren¡¯t able to give?¡± ¡°I am hurt at the time, I don¡¯t know what to do. I¡¯m so confused by what happened to us.¡± ¡°And so do I. But because I love you I chose to feel sorry for you but you still hurt me. Then now you wille back as if nothing happened?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t love me anymore?¡± She did not answer and averted her gaze. ¡°Mag?¡±Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°I¡¯m happy. I don¡¯t need you anymore, ze.¡± ¡°But I want you. I need you.¡± ¡°I wish you all the happiness. Let¡¯s separate our way, ze, for both of us to be happy.¡± ¡°Mag,¡± ¡°Thank you for everything. And I am sorry if I hurt you.¡± ¡°Is it that easy, Mag?¡± ¡°Yes, and even if you kneel, and cried. I won¡¯te back to you again.¡± ¡°Mag?¡± ¡°Please, give me my freedom so I can be truly happy.¡± I cried when she said that. ¡°I will miss you, Mag.¡± But she did not answer and turned her back on me. ¡°Thank you and goodbye, ze, leave.¡± I could do nothing but stand up and leave her. CHAPTER TWENTY ONE ¡°Can we talk?¡± I asked Dn when I saw him standing outside with Margot. ¡°I will buy something,¡± Margot said and left. I love her, I know I love her but she doesn¡¯t need me anymore. I am not sure if Dn loves her but from what I can see he is taking care of Maggie. He takes care of her and he makes her happy. He can control Maggie and I can say that she knows her more than me. They also get along and they are happier when they are together. Maggie also admitted to me that she was happier with Dn. It¡¯s also my fault why this happened. There is no one to me but me. ¡°What do you need from me?¡± ¡°Please take care of her.¡± I don¡¯t want to do this. But she didn¡¯t need me anymore. I need to release Maggie because Dn will take better care of her. I know everyone said that Dn is not capable of loving someone. Even Dane told me that Dn loves to y and he doesn¡¯t care about women. There was only one he took seriously and appreciated. Maggie. And the way I saw him taking care of Maggie, I know that Maggie is important to him. I will never be with him because we are not friends. But he¡¯s the kind of person who doesn¡¯t care about others. But what I see in his treatment of Maggie is very different. ¡°Let me guess you didn¡¯t know she was pregnant?¡± I did not answer. I looked at him smiling at me. ¡°That¡¯s not important right now. I just want to say that please take care of her.¡± ¡°Your child isn¡¯t important to you? You want me to beat you till death?¡± ¡°I want to talk to you to say that I will leave her. That¡¯s what she wants, so, I am asking you to please take care of her.¡± ¡°Maggie was right, she made a mistake in loving you and you didn¡¯t really love her.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true, I loved Maggie and ¡ª-¡± ¡°Leave now before I could beat you and you go home crippled. And you don¡¯t have to tell me what I should do to Maggie. You¡¯re not in her life yet she¡¯s important to me.¡± He leaves and goes inside. Am I wrong? I just want them to be happy because that¡¯s what she wants. Is it wrong for me to leave her? I left the hospital not knowing where I would end up. I found myself in BCC drinking. I only want to be really happy and then the triple pain took that happiness from me. I just want to be happy with Maggie. I want her but I ended up alone. ¡°Hi, would you mind if I join you?¡± A woman approached me and sat beside me. ¡°I¡¯m married.¡± I wasted no time looking at her. ¡°Ow, it¡¯s challenging.¡± I drank a ss of beer then addressed the woman. ¡°Remember my face, the next time you will approach me you will be banned from this bar.¡± And I left her. If even before I hadn¡¯t slept with a woman. What¡¯s more now that I have a loved one. Fuck, better I will y myself with the palm. I exited the bar and drove to where. It¡¯s like I just want to crash my car. ¡°Fuck!¡± I scream. ¡°Fuck this fucking life!¡± I thought when you cry the pain goes away. The problem will disappear. But it¡¯s still there and your throat just hurts. I reached the hospital where Maggie was. I want to go inside and visit her. I want to tell her that whatever she wants me to do I will make it so she will juste back. I want to get her back from that fucking Dn. I want her back with me. I cried inside the car. I¡¯m just thinking that I¡¯m going to lose her forever, I feel like I¡¯m going to die. I know it¡¯s my fault why this happened because I let her go. She was not at fault after all because she did not know that the marriage was fake. But because I was stupid, I med her and spoke to her harshly. I deserve what happens to me. My phone rang and I saw Dane¡¯s number. ¡°Yeah?¡± [¡°Where are you?¡±] ¡°Why?¡± [¡°I asked you, where are you?¡±] ¡°What do you need, Dane?¡± [¡°Jace said you went to BCC and leave drunk. Are you home?¡±] ¡°No.¡± [¡°What the hell are you doing? Where the hell are you?¡±] ¡°Somewhere.¡± [¡°ze!¡±] ¡°Goodnight, Dane.¡± My cellphone crashed at the same time as I lost consciousness. I WAS HOLDING on my head aching in excruciating pain. ¡°Argh,¡± ¡°Oh, the idiot is awake.¡± ¡°Is it ok, Dane, if I will kill this sucker?¡± ¡°I¡¯m going home and the rambunctious one is awake. Maybe Hailey needs me now.¡± ¡°Me too and Margot is acting crazy again.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll stay with you here, Dane, so we can settle this sucker together.¡± I looked at them and looked around. Am I here at Dane¡¯s house? Shit, I lost consciousness in the car. ¡°What, I have a rope you want?¡± Dane asked annoyed. Jace and Phoenix left. I saw Zeus go to the kitchen and did something and when he came back he was carrying a mug. ¡°Oh, hang-over removal.¡± He reached out to me. ¡°There¡¯s a poison on that so you will die quickly.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± I ask. ¡°How did I get here?¡± ¡°We were looking for you when Jace told you to leave BCC drunk. But Dn called me and said that he saw your car outside the hospital. We go there and saw you unconscious inside the car. Better that the engine is on if not you will suffocate in your foolishness. ¡± ¡°Your car ss broke because Jace broke it so we could get you. What happened?¡± I hold my head. What happened? my life is ruined because the woman I love doesn¡¯t want toe back. ¡°Maggie doesn¡¯t want me anymore.¡± The door opens then Jace and Phoenix enter. ¡°Why did youe back?¡± Zeus ask. ¡°I¡¯ve asked Hailey¡¯s permission. I need to sympathize with this idiot.¡±Content from N?velDr(a)ma.Org. ¡°I fought Margot to get back here. What¡¯s the update on this crazy thing?¡± ¡°Maggie doesn¡¯t want him,¡± Zeus answered and I remained quiet. ¡°ze, give her some space. I think she needs that,¡± Phoenix suggested. ¡°Wow,ing from you that didn¡¯t give Hailey space,¡± Jace said. ¡°Stupid, no space demanded then, she asked for an annulment.¡± ¡°Ow, I see.¡± I feel someone tap my shoulder so I looked up. It¡¯s Jace. ¡°ze, it¡¯s too painful what happened to you. You hurt her, you hurt, you got into trouble and then your baby affected by what happened to you. Maybe, Phoenix is ??right, give her space. When everything is healed then you can start again. And at least this time you have feelings to start with.¡± ¡°Nice advice, sucker, why wouldn¡¯t you try it with Margot? So you don¡¯t regret itter.¡± ¡°Wew, scene stealer. ze is the topic here not me.¡± ¡°Just saying, sucker.¡± ¡°ze.¡± Dane sat beside me and took my hand. ¡°Everything will gonna be ok. You have us and we will never leave you. As of now, fix yourself and don¡¯t worry about Maggie. Dn will take care of her.¡± ¡°¡®Shouldn¡¯t that be ze?¡¯ Phoenix stared at Jace. ¡°You know, Jace, sometimes you¡¯re ok. Mostly, you¡¯re not,¡± Phoenix said. ¡°ze, as of now, you can do nothing but to set her free,¡± Dane added so I look at them. Everyone nods agreeing to Dane. I have no choice. She¡¯s the one who doesn¡¯t want to so what can I do? It hurts but I have to ept that we¡¯re done already. There is a point and I will start again on my own. CHAPTER TWENTY TWO Dane told me that Dn informed her that Maggie had been released from the hospital. Margot and her are still not ok but she¡¯s still hoping that her sister will forgive her. Dane also told me that I don¡¯t have to worry about Maggie because even if Dn is stupid, he won¡¯t let Maggie down. I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m annoyed with what Dane says but somehow I¡¯m happy with what she said because someone will take care of Maggie. Everything is quite good. Even though I know there is no hope that we will get back together or let¡¯s say we will be ok I know I still love her. Maybe it¡¯s just luck that I can tell what our destiny will be. What matters to me now is for her to be happy. I just hope she stops using whatever she is using now. I focused myself in work. I suddenly became a workaholic and was almost in the office sleeping just so I could forget about Maggie. I miss her and I don¡¯t know when I can recover from this pain. She¡¯s my first love and maybe myst. Because regardless of what happened I can¡¯t see myself when someone else. She is still the one I need and want to be with. But sadly, I am no longer what she needs. She already loves someone else and from what I can see Dn and her look happy.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! I took my paper and went to Dane¡¯s office. When I opened the door I was surprised to see Maggie inside. My heartbeat quickened when I saw her there and I will admit I am excited. ¡°Ow, sorry.¡± ¡°That¡¯s fine,e.¡± Dane invited me. ¡°Hi,¡± Maggie and I greeted each other. ¡°How are you?¡± I ask. ¡°I am ok, and you?¡± ¡°Good, and good to see you again.¡± But it¡¯s better if you¡¯re with me. Because I miss you so much. But it looks like you¡¯re really happy with others because that¡¯s what I see on your face now. ¡°Me too, nice to see you again.¡± ¡°What is that ze?¡± Dane asked so I give her the paper. ¡°Request letter.¡± ¡°For?¡± Dane¡¯s eyebrows arch when she read the letter. ¡°No, you¡¯re kidding right?¡± ¡°Nah, besides that is our main branch, so I can stay there.¡± Dane looks at me and looks at Maggie then again at me. ¡°Mag, is it ok if I will talk with ze for a moment?¡± ¡°Sure, I am not in rush. I will wait for Dn also so I¡¯ll stay here.¡± ¡°Thanks,¡± Then she looks at me. ¡°Until when, ze?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t say until when. A month, a year. I don¡¯t know.¡± ¡°You will leave us?¡± ¡°You can still visit me there. Besides, it¡¯s still our business.¡± We have the same business in the USA. Brother¡¯s Code Advertising and Commercial Company. Our main branch actually. We were not neglected because we have trusted employees there. Even when we are far away we monitor everything there. And my n is to assign there. Dane is the CEO, so she has all the controls. ¡°But we need you here, ze.¡± ¡°I am still here, we can keep in touch.¡± ¡°How about your printing press here? Who will gonna manage it?¡± ¡°Mom will handle it.¡± ¡°ze.¡± ¡°My decision is final, Dane, I need this.¡± I looked at Maggie who was also looking at me so I turned my gaze back to Dane. ¡°Please.¡± ¡°Fine, but I will check the date. We have a lot of clients by this month and ¡ª-¡± ¡°I¡¯ll finish the pending job for the previous and the new one of this month. I¡¯ll leave when I¡¯m done.¡± ¡°Fine.¡± ¡°Thanks Dane, anyway, gotta go, looks like you talked about something important. Sorry to bother you.¡± And I leave the room. I was breathe when I got out and then went straight to my office. Earlier I couldn¡¯t seem to breathe when I saw Maggie. She looked good. Even though she looks drunk maybe because she¡¯s used it again but she looks ok. I missed her even more. If I hadn¡¯t just held back earlier I might have hugged her. All the happy memories we had came back to me. I couldn¡¯t take any pain to keep her away. Everything on my mind now is pure happy memories of the two of us. I heard knocks so I let the person knocks toe in. I stood up when I saw Maggie. ¡°Can Ie?¡± She asked. ¡°It¡¯s ugly if I¡¯m here and then we¡¯ll talk. Later I¡¯ll take root here.¡± ¡°Huh, sure,e in.¡± She entered and stood in front of me. ¡°Can I seat, I don¡¯t want to get varicose.¡± ¡°Go, ahead.¡± When she sat down, I sat down also. I took some water and drank it. I saw her take something in her bag. It is like medicine or let say it¡¯s a drug. ¡°Dane doesn¡¯t want you to leave.¡± I smile and stand up then get some wine. The working ime is also near so I can have a drink. I need an ally because it¡¯s not just who¡¯s in front of me. I drank first before returning to the chair. ¡°I want a new environment,¡± I said. ¡°All you need is the environment. You can fix your office.¡± ¡°I want peace.¡± ¡°Lock yourself in the room.¡± ¡°I want to be happy.¡± ¡°Is it because of us?¡± Yes, Mag. The more the I am here the greater the chances that we will always meet. Like today and I mightmit suicide thinking that we have no hope. ¡°No, Mag, my personal issue is out of my business.¡± ¡°Then stay.¡± Tell me you wille back to me and I will stay. ¡°Dane needs you.¡± I don¡¯t need them because I only need you. ¡°I am still the chief strategy officer. They can contact me anytime.¡± She did not answer. ¡°Well, that is your decision. Dane is important to me and I don¡¯t want her to be sad so I talked to you. That¡¯s all.¡± ¡°I get it. How¡¯s you and Dn?¡± All right, ze, hurt yourself more then take the rope afterwards. ¡°We¡¯re good. We¡¯ve been together always, we got drunk, got high, got ¡ª- Honestly, mt things is the only missing from his house to say that I live there.¡± She was even embarrassed to continue having got sex. It¡¯s like I want to kill that animal. ¡°Good, at least he makes you happy.¡± ¡°He is not the one I need.¡± ¡°Huh?¡± ¡°I said, he¡¯s all I need so I can be happy.¡± ¡°Yeah, I know.¡± ¡°Anyway, I need to go,¡± she said and stood up. ¡°Mag,¡± ¡°Yes?¡± I look at her waiting for what I will say next. I miss you, Mag. Just tell me we still have hope and I¡¯m not leaving. I don¡¯t care about you and Dn or if anything happens to you just tell me not to leave because that¡¯s what you want and I¡¯ll stay. ¡°ze?¡± ¡°Nothing, nice to see you again.¡± ¡°Me too.¡± Then she went out the door. Shit! I fucking miss her. CHAPTER TWENTY THREE Since that day, Maggie and I has not spoken again. She stilles here but when I know she¡¯s in Dane¡¯s office I leave the building. Because maybe she¡¯lle to my office or Dane will take her. As much as possible, I don¡¯t want to see her. I want to move forward in my life. Then I will always see her here? I may suddenly change my mind and not be able to leave. ¡°Hey, you haven¡¯te home yet?¡± Jace asked. ¡°I have more to finish.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll go, Phoenix is also going because it¡¯s raining hard outside. I think there¡¯s a storm he¡¯s worried on Hailey.¡± ¡°All right be careful,¡± He closed the door but it also suddenly opened and Dane entered. ¡°Hey, haven¡¯t youe home yet? I sent employees home because it¡¯s raining hard.¡± ¡°After this.¡± ¡°ze, don¡¯t get too over workaholic. I know you are still upset because of what happened but I already agreed to your request.¡± ¡°I am ok, Dane.¡± I heard her sigh and stand behind me then massaged my shoulder. Maggie used to do this to me when I am tired from work and I miss her more. ¡°Everything is gonna be ok, fucker.¡± The door opened and Zeus appeared. ¡°Hey, I¡¯ll go.¡± I nodded and Dane just signed ok. ¡°Dane, I missed her.¡± ¡°I know, let her heal, and you also.¡± Then she turned to me. ¡°You two love each other, and that love will lead you back to each other¡¯s arms.¡± ¡°She¡¯s happy with your brother.¡± ¡°Hmp, maybe, but not in a way you think.¡± She stood up and took her bag. ¡°Gotta go. It might rain harder, you know my eyes are blurry in the rain.¡± ¡°Take care.¡± I leaned my back on the chair. I took the frame from which Maggie¡¯s picture was there. Isn¡¯t she reallying back? I look outside and it¡¯s very dark around and the rain is getting heavier. I might even be caught inside so I just decided to go home. It was a bit dark outside but somehow there were still cars and people passing by. There are even rain showers and there are even sidewalk vendors. I was driving slowly because the road was slippery. I heard some beeps in the previous cars in front of me but the traffic flow was ok. It is like the drivers taking someone¡¯s attention. I was just driving when someone caught my attention. A woman walks on the street wearing a red dress with an open back. Even though it was a bit dark, her legs were very exposed,ing from the light of the pole. She was barefoot and carrying sandals that rested on her shoulders. She walks like she¡¯s dancing in the rain. And she looks like the one the drivers have been wanting to get attention to. And even only her back I saw. I know who she is. ¡°Maggie?¡± I beep also and she looked at my ce but she didn¡¯t seem to have any idea that it was me. She waved her hand to everyone and the men passing by or vendors were about to scold her because the hem of her dress was rising. She approached a salesman who was in the waiting shed and talked. A few men followed her and pretended to buy as well. Just the appearance of the rambunctious ones seems to have nned something bad for Maggie. The men also talked to her and she ate. I stop the car beside the waiting shed. I took the gun from the dash for safety purposes. I went down and got wet in the rain as well. ¡°Maggie!¡± She looks at me and even the men who follow her. Even others take refuge in the waiting shed. ¡°Hi, ze.¡± She smiles at me. In her looks, she looks drunk. But more than that. ¡°What are you doing?¡± ¡°I¡¯m hungry, I don¡¯t have any money, so I tried to convince the vendor to trade my boots. This is original Prada, but they insisted they will pay.¡± She pointed to the men I stared at. ¡°I¡¯ll pay for that. Come, I¡¯ll bring you home and I¡¯ll have food there.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll finish this.¡± I took a deep breath and just let her eat eggs and other foods that I couldn¡¯t determine what. ¡°Hey, thanks in advance to you but ze will pay,¡± she said to the men. ¡°I¡¯ll pay for that.¡± I went back to the car and took the money then returned to her and gave it to the salesman. The men left one by one. ¡°Do you know him, boy?¡± the vendor asked me. ¡°She used to be my husband,¡± Maggie answered. ¡°It¡¯s a good thing you saw her. It¡¯s dangerous for someone like her to walk at night and be alone. Maybe what else will happen there if you don¡¯t see her. She still looks drunk.¡± I know what he means so I followed the gaze of the men who followed her. ¡°Thanks, keep the change. Maggie let¡¯s go,¡± I said when I saw she is done. The old man handed her a drink. ¡°Ok,¡± She handed the salesman his red boots. ¡°It¡¯s up to you, you sell it. I bought it expensively there is a legit Prada shop so you can sell at least half price for additional investment. Bye, everyone!¡± She even waved to those left in the waiting shed that was there. I helped her sit up until I could enter. We are both soaking wet. ¡°What the hell are you doing, are you drunk?¡± I can¡¯t help being annoyed because of what she did. What if I didn¡¯t see her? What will happen to her with those men? ¡°I am on drugs.¡± She smiles and leans her back. ¡°So if you will going to fight me you¡¯re wasting your time. I don¡¯t understand anything and even more, I don¡¯t care. I am so damn calm to hit you, love. Dn¡¯s fucking drugs are good quality.¡± ¡°You can¡¯t imagine what will happen to you in what you do.¡± I try to calm myself down. I also get nothing if I fight her or raise my voice. As she said, I am wasting my time if I get angry. ¡°I was just looking for food, I¡¯m really hungry.¡± ¡°Have you seen that man? What if I didn¡¯te what will they do to you?¡± ¡°They will fuck me one by one if I will go with them. How many are they? Six? Seven maybe? Fuck, my holes will be full.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°Do you think I am stupid? We were in front of the police station earlier, I am nning to go there after I eat. And do you think I will allow them to fuck me? Duh! I¡¯ll just use my fingers instead.¡± ¡°Where¡¯s Dn?¡± ¡°Sleep, he¡¯s tired so I left.¡± I don¡¯t know if I¡¯ll be annoyed, jealous, or what. ¡°I thought he¡¯s taking care of you,¡±This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. ¡°Tired probably, he fucks two women.¡± I looked at her in astonishment. ¡°What? Why do you look like that?¡± ¡°Two women?¡± I asked. ¡°Why? Dn did that always.¡± ¡°And it¡¯s ok with you?¡± ¡°Hmp, the hell she¡¯s sleeping with.¡± ¡°Aren¡¯t you jealous?¡± ¡°Do I need?¡± Then she took off her dress and only panties were left so her chest was exposed. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± I ask and diverted my gaze. ¡°I¡¯m wet.¡± Fortunately, I took off my coat earlier when I got off so I handed it to her. ¡°Wear that.¡± Shit Maggie, you¡¯re making me hard. ¡°Where will I take you?¡± ¡°At your house.¡± I suddenly stepped the break by her answer. ¡°What did you say?¡± ¡°I said at your house. I am confused, and my mind is a little bit cloudy, I can¡¯t remember where I live.¡± ¡°Are you ying with me?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t want to, Then take me anywhere. But let me sleep here, first. Just wake me up when you drop me somewhere.¡± Shey down in the car seat then closed her eyes. ¡°ze.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°We never tried to fuck in the car before.¡± I look at her smiling at me. She gives me a smile and her chest was exposed. Shit! ¡°Eyes on the road.¡± Then she closed her eyes again. ¡°Fix yourself.¡± ¡°Why? It¡¯s like you haven¡¯t seen it before. You love to y these tits and enjoyed a lot.¡± I never spoke again and I also never heard anything from her. ¡°Are you trying to seduce me?¡± ¡°Nope, I know you¡¯ve just seen me harden you.¡± ¡°Shit.¡± ¡°Can I borrow your phone?¡± she asked so I looked at her again but also avoided it immediately. ¡°What for? I don¡¯t have Dn¡¯s number if you call him.¡± ¡°Gonna listen to a song.¡± ¡°Open the radio.¡± ¡°Nah, I want to choose.¡± ¡°I have nothing in my ylist.¡± ¡°Lots ofin, it¡¯s nice to jump in here.¡± I took my phone and give it to her. ¡°Listen to this.¡± Then she yed. I am not into music but why I have this feeling that the song belongs to us. The song referred to my feelings to her or should I say is that how she felt right now towards me. I look at her but she closes her eyes while singing the song. ¡°Wish I could, I could¡¯ve said goodbye I would¡¯ve said what I wanted to Maybe even cried for you If I knew it would be thest time I would¡¯ve broke my heart in two Tryna save a part of you Don¡¯t wanna feel another touch Don¡¯t wanna start another fire Don¡¯t wanna know another kiss No other name fallin¡¯ off my lips Don¡¯t wanna give my heart away To another stranger Or let another day begin Won¡¯t even let the sunlight in No, I¡¯ll never love again I¡¯ll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh When we first met I never thought that I would fall I never thought that I¡¯d find myself Lying in your arms, mm, mm And I wanna pretend that it¡¯s not true Oh, baby, that you¡¯re gone ¡®Cause my world keeps turnin¡¯, and turnin¡¯, and turnin¡¯ And I¡¯m not movin¡¯ on I don¡¯t wanna know this feelin¡¯ Unless it¡¯s you and me I don¡¯t wanna waste a moment, ooh And I don¡¯t wanna give somebody else the better part of me I would rather wait for you, ooh Don¡¯t wanna feel another touch Don¡¯t wanna start another fire Don¡¯t wanna know another kiss Baby, unless they are your lips Don¡¯t wanna give my heart away To another stranger Don¡¯t let another day begin Won¡¯t let the sunlight in Oh, I¡¯ll never love again Never love again Never love again Oh, I¡¯ll never love again¡± ¡°Nice song right?¡± I look at her who is now smiling at me. ¡°Eyes on the road.¡± ¡°Maggie?¡± ¡°Gonna sleep.¡± And she close her eyes. I am so damn in love with you, Maggie. And just like what the song said. I¡¯ll never love again¡ªIf it wasn¡¯t you. CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR ¡°Hey, we¡¯re here.¡± I don¡¯t want to wake her but she needs to wake up to take shower because she soaked in the rain. ¡°Where are we?¡± ¡°My home,¡± She got up and at the same time, we went inside. ¡°Nice ce. I thought you live in a condo after I burned our house.¡± ¡°I have this too. Anyway, I don¡¯t have any dress for women, all I can lend you is a boxer and a t-shirt.¡± ¡°That¡¯s fine for me. Can I take a shower in your room?¡± Rx, ze, don¡¯t be tempted. She¡¯s on drugs so I don¡¯t know what to do. ¡°Sure.¡± ¡°Whoa!¡± She looks amazed when we enter the room. ¡°That ce right there is good to ce the painting of ours that Hailey gave.¡± She pointed to the wall with two tiger paintings but the middle was empty. If you only knew Maggie, I bought this house for you. My wedding gift for our third monthsarry. And that ce you pointed. That¡¯s where I really n to put that painting here in the master¡¯s bedroom.Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Where¡¯s the painting anyway?¡± I ask. ¡°I forgot, can I take a shower, can I go first?¡± ¡°Sure.¡± While she was taking a bath, I took boxer shorts and a t-shirt. Just a moment and she came out. Shit! I silently cussed with I smell her. ¡°That¡¯s the boxer and t-shirt.¡± ¡°Thanks.¡± I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I can¡¯t fucking believe that Maggie is here. I am with her now in the same house and not just in the house but in the same room. She came here just now and took a shower. I feel my manhood erected. I wanted to y myself but I just stopped. I finished taking shower and inside I got dressed then went out. ¡°I hope you don¡¯t mind. I make coffee for you and me.¡± ¡°Thanks.¡± I took the coffee and seat beside her on the couch. ¡°Are you ok?¡± I saw her shake her head. She¡¯s not quite as drunk as she used to be. ¡°Yeah, I just have a headache. Maybe the effect of ¡ª you know going down.¡± I nod at her and both no longer speak. ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°ze,¡± We once call each other. ¡°All right, ze, go ahead.¡± ¡°I am sorry for what I did. I¡¯m sorry for hurting you.¡± ¡°I still hate you, ze. Realtalk, if I¡¯m sober to talk and calm now. Because of the influence of drugs. But even I am under the influence of drugs, I can say I miss you.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°Fuck you, ze. Fuck you for hurting me. I believe you that you won¡¯t leave me, that you won¡¯t hurt me, that you¡¯ll just listen to me but you broke us. We wouldn¡¯t have reached this point if you had just listened to me and let me exin. If you let go of your anger before you make a decision. We wouldn¡¯t have lost the baby.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Mag, I know my mistake. I¡¯m so sorry especially when I found out you were pregnant and had a miscarriage. I med myself for everything that¡¯s happening to us right now. I¡¯m leaving you to Dn because I know you¡¯re just him you will happy and not for me. Please forgive me. ¡± ¡°I am still hurting, ze, and I don¡¯t know when I will forgive you. I know you¡¯re hurting too but I won¡¯t ask forgiveness. I¡¯ll let you when you forgive me for lying and cheating on you. And I¡¯ll ask you to let me when I can forgive you for what you have done.¡± ¡°I understand, I will wait.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know when I¡¯ll be ok or if I¡¯ll be ok after what happened to us.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Mag.¡± ¡°But you know what, I missed and I want you.¡± Maggie grabbed me and kissed me. Is this the effect of the drug on her? You do not understand the flow of her brain? ¡°Mag,¡± I asked as we parted our lips. ¡°I missed you inside of me.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t tease me, Mag, I might not be able to hold back.¡± Shit! I am hard and to think that I missed her is that I might take advantage of her. I heard that some people that used drugs are aggressive in sex. I don¡¯t want to abuse its effect on her. Besides, I left her to Dn. Not because I heard that Dn has a lot of women Maggie and I will do the same. She belongs to Dn now. ¡°You¡¯re hard.¡± I gasped when she touched me. ¡°Haven¡¯t you missed me, ze?¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°I missed you, zed. I missed your hard shaft pumping to me.¡± ¡°Shit, Mag,¡± ¡°I am still tight ¡ª¡± I kissed her and sped her bosom and heard her moan. I bring her to the bed without removing our kiss. I removed her boxer and so do I. We both have no bottom and both are wearing t-shirts. I won¡¯t ask her if she¡¯s sure because she might change her mind. I touched her core and she¡¯s wet. ¡°You¡¯re wet.¡± ¡°I¡¯m wet you¡¯re hard then let¡¯s fuck.¡± Maggie is still Maggie. Her naughtiness always makes me smile. I lifted her dress. It added to my sexual desire that she was wearing my clothes. I suck her nipple and inserted my finger. ¡°Ow, ze, I miss you doing this to me.¡± Her hips twisted. Her hands are in my head. I moved my mouth around her two mountains. Shit! I miss her. This body is supposed to be my mine. It should be mine and no one should touch even that stupid Dn. But I don¡¯t care. I will make her happy tonight and make sure she forgets that idiot. I¡¯m even better at that mess. I thrust her core using my finger. One after another, her juice came out and dripped on my finger. ¡°ze, God!¡± I look at her who closes her eyes and follows my finger. Why she¡¯s so fucking sexy. Her reaction makes me more excited to fuck her. ¡°Do you like it?¡± ¡°Oh yeah, yeah, you never disappoint me in bed ze. Oh God, faster!¡± ¡®You never disappoint me in bed ze. Huh! I¡¯m still better than you, Dn. ¡® I thrust my fingers fast. She was so close to my shoulder. ¡°God!¡± She screams and bit my shoulder and I feel her release her juice. She¡¯s chasing her breath and looks at me. I removed my fingers and lick. ¡°You¡¯re still so sweet.¡± I positioned myself. ¡°I miss you, Maggie.¡± ¡°Wait, I want on the top.¡± ¡°Mag?¡± ¡°Allow me.¡± Iy down as shemanded. I feel her soft hand into my manhood. ¡°Ah, ze,¡± ¡°Shit, Maggie, your fucking tight.¡± ¡°Because you¡¯re fucking big.¡± She kissed me and I kissed her back. Maggie is still wearing my shirt and fuck is nice to look at. She moves while her hands inside her shirt while massaging her bosom. Her face is full of pleasure and shit she is crazy. After Maggie and I separated I never had sex. Even to masturbate I did not do. And It¡¯s worth the wait. I can be her fuckbuddy as long as I can do it to her. I¡¯m the one who¡¯s going to adjust because I don¡¯t feel like I¡¯m going to be hard if it¡¯s not for her and if it¡¯s not for her, it¡¯s not going to be deliciouspared to her. ¡°ze, you¡¯re so big.¡± She pumps while holding my chest. Her nail was already digging into my chest but I didn¡¯t care. I am more, please. The pain of her nail was not in the taste of my going in and out. ¡°ze, oh God! More.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± I meet Maggie¡¯s every move. I grabbed her thigh while squeezing it. I could clearly see the sweetness on her face as she became restless. I am happy that she likes what we are doing. ¡°ze, I¡¯m crazy over you.¡± ¡°Maggie, shit! You should be mine.¡± ¡°I¡¯m all yours.¡± I hope what you said is true Mag, I hope you are really mine. ¡°ze, it¡¯s delicious, you¡¯re really delicious.¡± Maggie¡¯s move became aggressive. I don¡¯t understand anything but pure taste. What she does to me is insane. Every move is pure tickle and delicious to bring to me. Every time I was inside her, we shouted at the same time. Her moves be faster and I meet it as well. We could only hear grunts. The growl is just pure delicious and makes the collision of our skins even more enjoyable. I feel my climax is near at the same time as Maggie is elerating even more. ¡°I¡¯m near ze.¡± ¡°Me too.¡± ¡°Cum inside, ze, I want you to cum inside.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°Oh God, ze! Fuck the relish!¡± I feel her spasm for just a moment and I follow. ¡°Mag!¡± You bring a different relish every time I go in and out. She fell on top of me as we both chased the breath. She got down andy on the side in front of her. He put her hand on my waist and I did the same. ¡°Thank you, ze, no one can make me happy like this aside from you.¡± She said and she kiss me. ¡°Hug me, ze. I want to sleep in your arms.¡± I pulled her closer to me and hug her tight. He was very sweatypared to me. I wiped her sweat but she no longer spoke. She seemed to fall asleep right away. ¡°I¡¯m so damn in love with you, Mag. Even if I am your side buddy as long as you¡¯re mine, I¡¯ll adjust.¡± I hug her tight and kiss her forehead. You should be mine, Maggie. Mine alone. CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE I reached for Maggie but she wasn¡¯t there. I got up to look for her but she was gone. I took my phone to call her number but I was still blocked. She left after what happenedst night. We had a conversation. Though I know that she¡¯s on drugs, I feel that what she said is from the bottom of her heart. And what I thought about me being to be her sides and go with the flow was sincere. I just took a shower and went downstairs. I went straight to the kitchen to brew coffee when I saw food on the table, making me smile like an idiot. I knew right away that it was Maggie who prepared this. I can¡¯t help but smile even though I¡¯m dining alone. She still cares about me. She still desires me. She even made me some food before she left. She is still looking after me. I drove directly to my office and use thepany¡¯s telephone to call Maggie, I just want to make sure she came home safe. She hasn¡¯t unblocked me yet so I¡¯ll use thepany phone instead. Just a few rings and someone answered on the other line. ¡°Hello.¡± Wait, is this Dn? So, are they together already? ¡°Aren¡¯t you gonna talk?¡± ¡°It¡¯s ze.¡± ¡°Ow.¡± ¡°Just wanna check on Maggie.¡± ¡°She¡¯s good, sleeping sweetly after you drained her. Do you need anything else?¡± ¡°Nah.¡± ¡°Asshole.¡± And he ended the call.This content ? N?v/elDr(a)m/a.Org. I shouldn¡¯t be disappointed. I turned her over to him. But shit, she just gonna sleep, why not do it at our house? I mean, in my house. Never mind, whatever it is. After I talked to Dn, I went to Dane¡¯s office. Everyone is busy chitchatting. We just greeted each other before everyone became silent. We have our own offices. But we stayed in Dane¡¯s office. We only stay in our office when there is something to focus on or rted to our individual businesses. We talk about the reports and more. ¡°Good Morning sir ze. Someone wants to talk to you.¡± ¡°Who?¡± I asked because I dis not expecting any visitors. ¡°Me,¡± Dn walked inside so I quickly stood up. ¡°I want to talk to you.¡± ¡°What are you doing here, Dn?¡± ¡°You¡¯re not the one I want to talk to, Dane.¡± ¡°He won¡¯te with you,¡± Dane insisted. ¡°Will you talk to me, ze, or will I take Maggie away from you forever?¡± ¡°Where do you want to talk?¡± ¡°Rooftop, so I can push you in case you give the wrong answer.¡± He turned around and left us. ¡°I¡¯ll go with you, sucker.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to, Zeus, I can handle him.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not sure, that¡¯s Dn, ¡®bro. Dn Damon Dy,¡± Jace said. ¡°Stop it guys, he¡¯s my brother.¡± ¡°No, Dane, Dn isn¡¯t just one of your siblings,¡± Phoenix eximed. ¡°He¡¯s the asshole amongst the all. ¡°I¡¯ll go, maybe I won¡¯t get killed, right, Dane?¡± ¡°No need to worry, he¡¯s just gonna break some of your bones.¡± ¡°Fuck.¡± I went straight to the rooftop and caught Dn smoking while leaning against the railings. Not that I¡¯m nervous but-heck! It¡¯s Dn and for shit¡¯s sake, I don¡¯t have a fight when I get hit. Between their family, he is the dumbest. ¡°What are we going to talk about?¡± He handed me a cigarette but I refused so he put it back in his pocket. ¡°You¡¯re a good boy, keep it up.¡± ¡°What do you need? If you¡¯re here because of what happened to Maggie and me I won¡¯t bother to say sorry. And we¡¯ll repeat things, if she¡¯s willing, even if it means that we¡¯re cheating on you.¡± ¡°Why, did I tell you to say sorry? Besides, hell I care if something happened to you. Repeat those again and again. I can be your audience if you want, so I can count how many rounds you¡¯ve had.¡± ¡°What?¡± Aren¡¯t they dating? As far as I know, I left Maggie to him. Why would he say such things? ¡°Exercise your brain to understand quickly.¡± ¡°What do you really need?¡± ¡°Do you still love her?¡± I could not immediately answer his question. ¡°The fuck, this idiot takes too long to answer. Just answer yes or no.¡± ¡°Yes, I love her.¡± I even swallowed after answering. ¡°Did you know that I want to break your bone? Just on the leg so you know how much pain you¡¯ve brought to Maggie.¡± ¡°She wasn¡¯t the only one hurt by what happened to us.¡± ¡°I hope you didn¡¯t just promise her that no matter what happens, you¡¯ll only listen to her and there¡¯s only the two of you in your rtionship.¡± ¡°How ¡ª?¡± ¡°How did I know? She told me everything. Even how she cried, knelt down, begged in front of you but you told her she was selfish and she deserved what she was going through.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to, I was just hurt during those times. I didn¡¯t mean any of those.¡± ¡°Well, can you take back something you¡¯ve already said? No, because it already came out of your filthy mouth and she¡¯s already hurt.¡± I was speechless. He was right. I can no longer undo the hurtful things I said to Maggie. ¡°Do you love Maggie?¡± I asked but heughed out loud. ¡°Damn, tell me how do you know when you love someone?¡± He asked with augh. ¡°Ah, when you have sex, you say I love you when you are gonna cum? All I know is dirty talking to make it better. Just so you know, Maggie and I haven¡¯t had sex yet, but we can try so that we can try saying ¡®I love you¡¯ when we reach orgasm.¡± ¡°You¡¯re a dickhead!¡± I grabbed him by the cor but he justughed again and removed my hand then looked at me. ¡°Maggie loves you.¡± He said seriously. ¡°If he loved Khairo then, he would love you more, fuck you.¡± ¡°That¡¯s why they got back together and stayed together at the hotel all night.¡± ¡°Fuck, what did Maggie see in you and she¡¯s goddamn in love with an asshole like you? You¡¯re stupid.¡± He took another cigarette and lit it. ¡°Khairo went to the hotel because he was proposing to his girlfriend. Maggie helped with the organizer. Maggie even met Khairo¡¯s fianc¨¦, you fool.¡± The hell with this, he¡¯s been doing nothing but to curse me. But wait, so those two have no rtionship. Then why does this idiot know a lot? ¡°Don¡¯t be happy.¡± He smiled foolishly. ¡°I¡¯m still here.¡± ¡°I know, you already told the doctor at the hospital that you are his lover.¡± ¡°And you fucking believed what I said?¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± He justughed andughed then shook his head to look at me. ¡°We¡¯re not dating, stupid. But who knows, I might change my mind and court her.¡± ¡°Then it was true that you have fantasies over Maggie.¡± ¡°Would I have flirted with her before if not?¡± I stared at him but he justughed. Talking with this dickhead makes me insane. ¡°If you just brought me here to make fun of me, I¡¯ll be leaving ¡®coz I have workloads to do.¡± ¡°Maggie is important to me. And all that is important to me, I¡¯m willing to fight even to death. If only I could do so, I would take Maggie away from you.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s just get things straight here.¡± ¡°Fight for the love you say for her. I¡¯ll give you a chance to get her back again. But if there¡¯s really no hope, leave her alone and don¡¯t bother her anymore.¡± ¡°But you¡¯re what she needs.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± he asked. ¡°You know what¡¯s wrong with you and your friends, including Dane? You don¡¯t know how to fight for what¡¯s important to you. And you¡¯ll only realize everything when it¡¯s already toote for you. I don¡¯t know if Dane is infected by you, or otherwise.¡± ¡°Why do you care so much about Maggie?¡± ¡°Because we understand each other and we have the same level of insanity. Maggie and I knew each other during the times we were both against the Earth. No one understood us. So we leaned on each other. It¡¯s like we¡¯re facing in the mirror when we face each other.¡± ¡°Why didn¡¯t you stay with her, why didn¡¯t you love her?¡± He justughed at my question. ¡°Then you¡¯ve lost your chance to her, idiot. I can¡¯t see myself having sex with her. I feel like I¡¯m not gonna enjoy it. She¡¯s just nice to talk to but not nice to thrust into. I just don¡¯t know about you.¡± ¡°You really a nonsense talker, huh?¡± ¡°Yeah, that¡¯s why Maggie got infected with me. What, can you get her back?¡± ¡°I will give her space. She needs time to forgive me. I will wait for the perfect time.¡± ¡°There is no perfect in time. Time only bes perfect when it suits us, when it suits our feelings. But when it is not in our favor and we are hurt, it bes wrong timing.¡± He smiled at me and threw something. As I partook I saw a cluster of keys and an isted one. ¡°What is this?¡± ¡°I told Maggie that we would rx at the vacation house but she didn¡¯t know where. That key alone is my hummer¡¯s key. The other key is Dy¡¯s vacation house in Baguio. You¡¯ve been there many times with Dane so I guess you already knew the way.¡± ¡°You want Maggie and I to spend time together?¡± ¡°She will be closer to you when you take her there. When Maggie and I went there she thought there was a ghost in that house. So, she follows me everywhere I go after that. It¡¯s just happened that when we are there the caretaker came and I forgot to inform her. She went down and saw an old man¡¯s back going out of the house. She told me that she saw someone but I didn¡¯t correct her because she¡¯s getting clingy on me eh, so I just went with it.¡± ¡°You really are a pervert.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t state the obvious.¡± He put out the cigarette and faced me. ¡°I am not doing this for you. I am doing this because of Maggie. She means everything to me, but not in a way that you¡¯ve thought, asshole.¡± Then he walked away but also stopped immediately. ¡°She¡¯s in her ce waiting for me and the address is in my car. I will go with her after an hour and when I get ahead of you, you will return those to me and I will go with her instead.¡± Then he faced me. ¡°Just the two of us there.¡± He smiled like an idiot before heading out. CHAPTER TWENTY SIX ¡°Hey, what did you and Dn talk about?¡± Dane greeted me. Everyone is waiting for me and everyone looks nervous, so Iughed. ¡°Dane, remember before this sucks happen between me and Maggie, I said I need a vacation but didn¡¯t go, right?¡± I ask. ¡°Yup.¡± ¡°I need it now,¡± ¡°Now?¡± I took the keys that Dn handed me and showed them. ¡°What is that?¡± simultaneous question of the three but Dane smile. ¡°Stay there as long as you want.¡± She tapped my shoulder and went back to her seat. ¡°That¡¯s why I love that fucker. Go now before I change my mind.¡± ¡°Dane, I really do appreciate this. And oh, cancel my transfer request. I changed my mind.¡± I said and never spoke again. Dane will exin those three. For sure she knows what does this means. When I got off, I immediately saw Dn¡¯s car. When I went inside I saw a note in the driver¡¯s seat, altogether with Maggie¡¯s address. I¡¯m familiar with this ce. I also grabbed the note that Dn left and read it. ¡®Love her, motherfucker, you only have this chance and it won¡¯t happen again.¡¯ I drive his car and went to my home first to take some clothes. I didn¡¯t bother to check what I put in as long as I have something to wear. I quickly got off and drove to Maggie¡¯s ce. When I reached her house, I blew the horn. I saw her walk carrying her things. I wanted to help her but she might know right away that I wasn¡¯t Dn. I opened the car and she quickly entered. ¡°Hi,¡± ¡°What the hell? Where¡¯s Dn?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know, he went to my office and told me to pick you up.¡± I started the engine and locked the door. ¡°Stop the car.¡± ¡°Nah, I can¡¯t.¡± She did not argue, instead, she took her phone and call someone. Well, I will assume it¡¯s Dn. ¡°What the hell are you thinking?! Dn! Dn! Fuck you, Dn, I¡¯ll kill you.¡± She threw her phone into the backseat but I just drive calmly. ¡°Where are you taking me?¡± ¡°Just sleep, you¡¯ll know when we get there.¡± ¡°Listen, ze, if you think ¡ª-¡± ¡°I will get you back, Maggie.¡± I did not hear anything from her. ¡°In my own way.¡± ¡°As easy as that? You will be wasting your time. I am not the old Maggie, you once you knew.¡± ¡°Then I will ept and love the new you.¡± I looked at her and smiled at her before gazing back at the road again. ¡°Why are you doing this, ze?¡± ¡°Because I missed you, and I wanted to spend my life with you. So, I will do everything to get back to you.¡± ¡°Let see, I will make sure you will give up.¡± ¡°Alright, if you say so.¡± She didn¡¯t bother to speak anymore so I just kept driving. I heard her softly snore, which made me smile. She¡¯s sleeping. I swear that after this, everything will gonna be ok for both of us. You¡¯ll be mine again. We reached the destination with Maggie sleeping tightly. The ce is still what it is. There are no neighbors and it is located in the middle of a forest. ¡°Mag, we¡¯re here.¡± She slowly opened her eyes then rolled her eyes around. ¡°Holyshit!¡± ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s go back.¡± ¡°No, we just arrived.¡± ¡°Did you know that this ce is haunted?¡± she whispered as her eyes widened. ¡°Ow, I don¡¯t remember Dn telling me something about that .¡± ¡°Well, now I told you. Let¡¯s go back.¡± ¡°No, I¡¯m tired and I want to rest.¡± I opened the door and took my things. ¡°Wait! Holy shit, wait for me.¡± She got out of the car slowly then quickly clung to me. ¡°I thought you are not afraid of anything.¡± Iughed saying. ¡°Well, that does not include paranormal things.¡± She clung to me until we could enter. The house has three rooms. Not that big but not too small either. We walked into the room where I and the boys slept when we stayed here. When we go inside Maggie, locked the door. ¡°It¡¯s too early Mag, we can wait until night.¡± ¡°Stupid!¡± I pulled her and pinned her to the wall. ¡°Yes, I¡¯m stupid because I hurt you but I¡¯d be even more stupid if I let you go again.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t make me feel like that, ze. Not because I scared of ghosts means we¡¯re okay.¡± ¡°I won¡¯t force you, Mag, because you¡¯lle back to me voluntarily.¡±Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. I brought my face close to her and saw her closing her eyes. But I did not continue to kiss her. When she opened her eyes, I smiled at her. ¡°Stupid, go ahead and annoy me so I¡¯ll go forever.¡± ¡°Why, I¡¯m not doing anything, eh?¡± ¡°Hmp. I don¡¯t know about you.¡± She pushed me and went to the bed. I opened the door and she immediately get up. ¡°Where are you going?¡± ¡°Downstairs. It¡¯s almost noon, I will cook lunch.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll help you.¡± ¡°Sleep here.¡± ¡°I said, I¡¯ll help you!¡± ¡°Fine, up to you.¡± She clung to my arm as we went down the stairs. There is also a basket of food in Dn¡¯s car. That idiot must¡¯ve prepared a lot. We got to the kitchen without her letting go of me. ¡°I¡¯ll cook, what do you want?¡± she asked. ¡°Stewed chicken so we have soup.¡± ¡°You¡¯re crazy, ze.¡± ¡°I just mentioned soup, you¡¯re being green-minded. I guess you¡¯re thinking of something else.¡± She just stared. She prepared the ingredients alone. I offered her some help but she refused. Maggie was very busy with what she was doing so I just let her. Seeing her doing this kind of stuff makes my heart flutter. I stood and went behind her. I hugged her from behind and I felt that she was surprised. ¡°Hey!¡± ¡°I missed seeing you like this.¡± ¡°ze, the dish is cooked.¡± I turned the stove off but I didn¡¯t remove my hug from her. ¡°One minute, Mag, let me hug for one minute.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll count on you.¡± I smiled and put my chin on her shoulder and felt her body. I always love her scent. I don¡¯t know why, but every time I smell her scent I feel like I don¡¯t belong in this world. I feel like we have our own world. Since Maggie and I love each other I feel like I only belong to her. I hugged her tight. I know she is still the Maggie that I love. She may be hiding from pain and sadness. But I know she is still there. I won¡¯t mind what else she looks like, or what else she does, she¡¯s still the Maggie I once knew and still the Maggie I¡¯ve always wanted. Whether she goes back to the past or stays like this, I will still love her. Her looks and attitude were not important to me. She, herself, is all I need. As long as she loves me and I love her. I don¡¯t care about everything, but only us. ¡°One minute and ten seconds, ze.¡± I let her face me. ¡°Since I cooked, you¡¯ll serve.¡± ¡°As you wish my love.¡± I prepare the food and we start to eat together. I put her a lot of soup while smiling. ¡°I know what you¡¯re thinking, ze.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°You¡¯re putting more soup on me, ha! You¡¯re unlucky because you can¡¯t score now.¡± ¡°It¡¯s ok, there¡¯s still tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, many more tomorrow.¡± ¡°Whatever.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°I won¡¯t give up, I¡¯ll wait until you trust me again. And you give me back your love.¡± ¡°I love you, ze, and I believe in you. I always believe you and nothing changed. But I hope you understand that still I am not ready. I am in pain, broken. And the hatred is still here. How I can give you my heart if it¡¯s still broken? It¡¯s hard, ze, it¡¯s so hard and I don¡¯t want to be hurt anymore so I¡¯ll just choose to be numb. This is me now and I like it better because being like this, I know I won¡¯t be hurt anymore.¡± ¡°I know and I won¡¯t ask you to change. I just want you to know that whatever you are, whoever you are, I will still love you and ept you. The whole you, nothing more, nothing less.¡± CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN ¡°ze.¡± ¡°Hmm.¡± ¡°ze.¡± I slowly open my eyes and I saw Maggie¡¯s face near me. ¡°ze.¡± ¡°Why? I am not in the mood.¡± ¡°Stupid,e with me.¡± ¡°To where?¡± ¡°Pee.¡± ¡°What the f¡ª Maggie?¡± ¡°What, what the f¡ª? I want to pee, you just want me to pee here?¡± ¡°Fine.¡± I have no choice but toe with her. She is afraid of the ghost as what she said. ¡°Let¡¯s go.¡± She entered thefort room while I waited for her outside. ¡°Hey, what are you doing out there?¡± she asks. ¡°Waiting for you.¡± ¡°What are you waiting for? You came in here.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Are you stupid? What if there¡¯s a ghost here?¡± ¡°Shit!¡± Again, I have no choice. ¡°Are you trying to seduce me?¡± ¡°In your dreams. Turn around, you¡¯re talking too much.¡± I turned around as I stood by Maggie¡¯s side. I heard the rush of water from her. Imagining where it came from made me a boner. The heck. I heard a water ssh sign that she cleaned her private part. ¡®Fuck, Maggie, even you did not wash it. I can clean it with my saliva. ¡® ¡°Are you done raping me, ze?¡± ¡°What are you talking about?¡± She is now standing beside me. ¡°You¡¯re hard dick talks a lot.¡± And she looks at my bulge. ¡°Miss me huge bunny?¡± My bulge sprang inside. ¡°Let¡¯s go out and I¡¯ll go to sleep.¡± ¡°Just sleep?¡± ¡°Depends, Maggie, what you want.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s just sleep.¡± We go to bed andy together. It¡¯s 2 AM and I don¡¯t know if I¡¯ll be able to sleep or just wait until morning. ¡°It¡¯s really nice to pee. It¡¯s as nice as you reach orgasm.¡± ¡°You know Maggie, I will let you use my body. Just say it and I¡¯ll give it to you.¡± ¡°I can satisfy myself, ze.¡± I pulled her closer to me. Her face is very close to my face. ¡°You want me to satisfy you, too?¡± ¡°Would you?¡± ¡°No,¡± she said and buried her face to my chest. ¡°I just want to hug you.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡±Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°Hmm,¡± ¡°I am sorry for everything. Margot told us everything. I am so damn stupid to call you worthless whereas when we were together you did nothing but love, serve and please me.¡± I hugged her tight. ¡°I am sorry Maggie. I will never get tired of asking an apology to you.¡± ¡°It¡¯s happened. We can turn back the time. The damage has been and we can¡¯t fix it. But we can rece it with good memories, again.¡± She pushed her head even harder into my chest. ¡°Do you know I passed out twice when you leave me that night?¡± ¡°What?¡± I pushed her to see her face. ¡°I am telling you not to make you feel guilty. But to let you know.¡± ¡°God, I don¡¯t know.¡± ¡°Probably, that¡¯s why I¡¯m telling you.¡± She arranged to lie down but pulled my arm to make a pillow. ¡°When you leave. I feel my body numb. I feel like I¡¯m slowly being swallowed up by darkness and I can¡¯t breathe. I scream and passed out.¡± ¡°I heard you scream but I didn¡¯te back.¡± ¡°Good, because you might have changed your mind and feel pity for me. When I woke up. I couldn¡¯t breathe, remembering that I am alone. I broke everything. I punched everything I could see.¡± So maybe that is why she had a bandage when I saw him at BCC. ¡°I ran to our room. I thought it was just a dream and you were just in the room. But I saw your closet and your belongings weren¡¯t there. So, I cried and cried and I passed out. Again.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± I hugged her but sheughed. ¡°When I woke up I was dizzy and I felt like I wasn¡¯t in my body. I can¡¯t feel my body and I was so scared thinking I would die. So I went downstairs and drank water but nothing happened. I feel my body trembling in cold. I was so cold that I couldn¡¯t understand myself. I opened the stove. The heat and fire brought me some air. So I burned down the house.¡± Then she looks at me with augh. ¡°Joke, that¡¯s not the real reason why I really burned the house.¡± ¡°What is the real reason, then?¡± ¡°That house brought me bad memories. And my mom told me if the things that reminded you about your pain and sadness, burn it. So I burned the house. It was effective. Seeing the house burning gradually made me lose my coolness. I feel like all the air I¡¯ve lost ising back and my breathing is normal. That¡¯s how I feel.¡± ¡°Maggie, I don¡¯t know what to say.¡± ¡°I told you before, there are those who are looking for someone to talk to not to ask for advice. There are those who are looking for someone to talk to express their thoughts and have someone to listen to. I just want to speak and I¡¯m not waiting for an answer.¡± ¡°But we¡¯re talking about us. The night that I hurt you. The night that I left you.¡± ¡°So?¡± I pulled her closer to me. What if something happened to her when she fainted? What if she never woke up? Fuck, I can¡¯t imagine myself if Maggie finally disappeared next to me. Maybe I¡¯ll just be next. ¡°Hey! Why are you crying? I¡¯m still alive.¡± She wiped my tears. ¡°I¡¯m sorry Mag. I¡¯m so sorry for hurting you. Let me make up for it. If you¡¯re not ready to trust me even just as a friend first. Please.¡± ¡°Friends with benefits, is it ok?¡± ¡°Sure.¡± I kissed her and she kissed me back but she also broke up. ¡°Good, because I don¡¯t want to dry out and I have no ns to water others if you can be called, right?¡± I smile while holding back augh. ¡°Oh, that¡¯s right you¡¯re so excited.¡± ¡°Mag,¡± Ib her hair. ¡°I love you so much, Mag, I¡¯ll wait for you until you will trust me again as long as you just let me be by your side.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not normal anymore, ze. I¡¯m aware of that. When I¡¯m hurt, I feel like I¡¯m losing my sanity and I¡¯m hurting myself. I¡¯m going crazy that I don¡¯t know.¡± ¡°Mag, you¡¯re not crazy, maybe you just have trips that most people can¡¯t understand. But that¡¯s normal for you so you¡¯re normal. Not because your trip isn¡¯t their trip you¡¯re crazy. Not because they can¡¯t do what you can do you¡¯re insane. For me, you are unique, one of a kind.¡± ¡°You just said that because you love me.¡± ¡°I¡¯m saying this because that¡¯s the truth. Because now I understand you. I can really see the real you that other people can¡¯t see. So, for me you¡¯re normal.¡± ¡°Even if I¡¯m hurting myself?¡± ¡°If that¡¯s where you¡¯re getting ok. Not unless you hurting others.¡± ¡°Nah, I don¡¯t want to hurt anyone, mentally, physically. I know the feeling of being hurt. So why would I do to them what I don¡¯t want others to do to me? I will only hurt myself and at least I am my own enemy. Well, not with the people who will try to block my way. It¡¯s also hard to be kind to those who make fun of you. ¡± ¡°Mag, I am here, I am here for you always.¡± ¡°Just wait for me.¡± And she kissed me. ¡°ze.¡± ¡°Hmp?¡± ¡°My throat is itchy, poke it to scratch.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± Sheughed then leaned over me. ¡°Seeing you holding your desire makes me happier. The respect and the lust are in your eyes and I love it.¡± She moves her hips and shit. ¡°Stop teasing me, Mag,¡± I moan. ¡°You said yes, let¡¯s go to sleep.¡± Then she hugged me. ¡°Hug me and touch me.¡± I hug her tight and smell her hair. Her fucking smell makes me alive. ¡°I am so madly, deeply in love with you, Mag.¡± ¡°And so do I, but this is not the right time for both of us. But who knows tomorrow will be better.¡± ¡°Then let¡¯s sleep so tomorrow wille.¡± CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT I woke up and Maggie¡¯s not on my side. I quickly got up and looked around but she wasn¡¯t there. I get up and go to the bathroom to check if she¡¯s there. ¡°Mag, are you there?¡± but no one answered me. ¡°Maggie?¡± I open the door but Maggie wasn¡¯t there. Where the hell is she? I decided to go downstairs to check if she¡¯s there. When I opened the door she was standing in front of me and holding a knife and fruits. ¡°Oh good morning, love,¡± she greeted me. ¡°Where have you been?¡± ¡°Kitchen, I¡¯m hungry so I took fruits.¡± She entered the room and sat on the couch. ¡°I¡¯ll make for you, what do you want? Apple, pears, mango, or peach?¡± ¡°You went downstairs, alone?¡± I ask. ¡°Yup.¡± ¡°But aren¡¯t you afraid to be alone here?¡± Sheughed andughed then smiled at me. ¡°Maggie?¡± She signed peace first before answering. ¡°Because of the ghost, I¡¯ve supposedly seen before? A man¡¯s back that Dn denied? Or let¡¯s say, Dy¡¯s old caretaker.¡± ¡°H-how did you know?¡± I asked surprisingly. Did Dn tell her? That asshole, I thought he wanted me to get close to Maggie. ¡°Actually, I know that it¡¯s really not a ghost. I know it¡¯s an old man because I even talked to him. It¡¯s just happened that I tried to scare Dn but he intended to scare me. So I scolded him and pretended to be scared, so I can hug him. And I know we have the same thoughts. Besides, I¡¯m not afraid of those ghosts.¡± Then she smiles. ¡°I will eat them if I see one.¡± ¡°So, you tricked me?¡± I asked. ¡°That¡¯s the reason why we¡¯re here. For me to stick to you, right? For sure, that¡¯s what Dn told you. So, I pretended that I don¡¯t know anything and I am scared of this ce. So yes, I tricked you. ¡± ¡°Your unpredictable, Maggie. A one of a kind.¡± ¡°Well, there is a saying, ¡®everyoneughs at me because I am different, but Iugh at them more because they are all the same¡¯.¡± I sat beside her. ¡°And that makes me love you even more because you are different.¡± ¡°Tss, by the way, I already make food for you. You can eat down if you want.¡± ¡°Come with me and help me.¡± ¡°No, you can do it.¡± ¡°Please, Mag.¡± She pouted and stood up. I hold her hand and we both go to the kitchen. ¡°Don¡¯t tell me I will I prepare for you?¡± She asked annoyed when I sat directly. ¡°Yes please, love.¡± I smiled in response. ¡°What am I your assistant?¡± ¡°Please, Maggie, my love.¡± ¡°Fine,¡± she bluntly prepared my food as I smiled. Maybe other people can¡¯t understand her but I who love her understand her very well. They can see her as a psycho but for me, she is strong and untouchable outside but fragile and broken inside. People like Maggie who act intimated and strong are the most sensitive people. They act tough, but they are easy to get hurt. So the pain they have they hide by pretending they are brave. They defended themselves also by being tough to everyone so no one will dare to hurt them. ¡°Oh, what are you smiling at there?¡± ¡°Nothing, I am so happy to see you preparing a meal for me. I wish we can do it every day.¡± ¡°Free to wish.¡± ¡°I am hoping as well.¡± ¡°Free to hope.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± ¡°Eat up, and I¡¯ll do something.¡± ¡°Stay here, please.¡± ¡°Eat up, and I¡¯ll do something in the back, ze.¡± ¡°But ¡ª-¡± ¡°Shh!¡± She put her finger on my lips to stop me. But I licked her fingers. ¡°Yummy.¡± I winked at her but she smirked at me. ¡°Stay here,¡± she said in a warning and go. I just continued my meal. I thought she woulde back but still didn¡¯te back. Until I finished eating but Maggie was still noting. Where did she go? Up or out? I decided to go upstairs but I did not see her. I roam around the second floor to find her but she wasn¡¯t there. I go back to our room and look at the window. ¡°Maggie!¡± I screamed and mmed the window. I can¡¯t open it and I can¡¯t break it either. ¡°Maggie!¡± But she did not listen to me. I run as fast as I could to get down. Shit, what is she thinking? I almost beat the stairs and everywhere I collided. My toe even hit the end of the stairs and bled but I didn¡¯t care. I was already running to catch up with Maggie. ¡°Maggie!¡± I shouted and went fast with her then lifted her to lower her to the chair she was standing on. ¡°What the hell are you doing ?!¡± I shouted but she just stared at me. ¡°Are you out of your mind?!¡± Well, I am aware that she could hurt herself but shit! to do it? ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you? Then why are you pale? Are you sick?¡± she calmly asked me. ¡°Are you on drugs? Again? Huh!¡± I feel like I¡¯m not pale but blushing with anger and anytime my tears wille out of being overly worried about her. ¡°Did Dn give you beforeing here?!¡± ¡°What drugs are you talking about? I think you¡¯re on drugs, did Dn give it to you?¡± ¡°Stop saying nonsense! What are you doing?!¡± I pointed to the rope attached to the mango branch. I saw her holding a rope and tying it in the mango branch while she¡¯s up in the chair. Maggie¡¯s face frowned but gradually changed to a smile thenughed out loud. She¡¯s holding her chest and she¡¯s still coughing funny. ¡°Are you ying with me, huh? Not funny, Maggie.¡± She stoppedughing and wiped away the tears brought by herughter. ¡°Shut up, ze, I know I¡¯m crazy but you¡¯re even crazier to think about me. You think I¡¯m going to kill myself?¡± I frowned. ¡°And where did you get the idea that I am going to kill myself?¡± she asked so I looked at the rope. ¡°Then what is the purpose of that?¡± ¡°I¡¯m going to hang you there, ze, because you¡¯ve been swallowed up by the negative. I¡¯ll make a cradle, okay oh!¡± She pointed to the hammock like a rattan basket leaning against a tree. ¡°Are you making for the cradle?¡± ¡°Most likely, it¡¯s fun to live and then I¡¯ll justmit suicide. Instead of just purgatory because of my madness you still want me to go to hell.¡± I pull her closer to me and hug her. ¡°Hey!¡± My chest still can¡¯t get rid of the nervousness. Yes, I misjudged her but still, I am afraid. It was as if my soul had run away from me before and I could no longer understand anything. Shit, I am overreacting but I want to cry and I don¡¯t know why. Just so I know I worried her too much. ¡°I can¡¯t afford to lose you, Mag, I prefer to see you happy with someone else rather than not see you again.¡± I hugged her tight to let her feel that I was too scared to think she was going to do something bad earlier. I still don¡¯t want to stop being nervous. I feel her hug me back so I tightened her hug with me. ¡°You can see me anytime you want, ze. You can always see my smile and see how happy I am. But, not with someone else but in your side.¡± She left hugging me and touching my face. ¡°I may be a fucking psycho to others, but I am me and my heart is genuine and pure. A heart that belongs to you and only you. If it wasn¡¯t you, I¡¯ll Never Love Again, ze.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°I love you, ze, and yes, I will stay with you forever.¡± ¡°You mean?¡± ¡°We already have abel, not just friendship. But I just don¡¯t want you to be my boyfriend, I want you to be my husband and I¡¯ll take yourst name and get married. Will you marry me, ze? Will you be my real husband now?¡± ¡°You just preceded me, Maggie.¡± I took something from my pocket and show it to her. It¡¯s an engagement ring. ¡°Marry me, Maggie. I promised I will protect you and love you for the rest of my life.¡± ¡°Add that you will ept me as your insane wife. You can still love me even if I¡¯m crazy. Please repeat.¡± I smile and kneel. ¡°Maggie, I promise I will protect you, love you, and ept your insanity for the rest of my life. Even if you continue to be mad, I will still love you. Marry me, Maggie.¡± ¡°I am, kiss first before wearing a ring.¡± I stood and kissed her and put the ring on her fingers. ¡°I have a gift to you, ze.¡± She took something in her pocket then showed us our wedding ring. ¡°You took it again?¡± I ask. ¡°No, because I didn¡¯t really throw anything. The peanuts I threw in the trash and not the ring.¡± You really are Maggie. You always surprised me in your own way. ¡°That¡¯s why I couldn¡¯t find it when I came back.¡± ¡°You came back?¡±Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°Yeah, I ask the bar cleaner but they said it wasn¡¯t there.¡± ¡°Oh! you¡¯re wearing it again.¡± And she put the ring on my finger and so does the other one on her. ¡°But didn¡¯t you say you don¡¯t like something that reminds you of the painful things that happened?¡± I ask. ¡°Not sadness I remember that ring. Happiness, joy, and love. That ring always reminded me that someday the man who once wore that will wear it again. And reminded me how blessed I am to meet the man that I wanted to spend for the rest of my life. And that¡¯s you, ze. ¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°Enough for the drama. Put that cradle on me and I¡¯ll sleep there.¡± ¡°Aren¡¯t we going home yet?¡± ¡°Oh, don¡¯t you like it here? Let¡¯s make the most of it. It¡¯s also an advanced honeymoon. Who knows there will be a honeymoonter?¡± And she winks at me. CHAPTER TWENTY NINE I held back the pain as I watched Maggie slowly peel off one of my toenails. The blood squirted and she quickly covered it with cotton and put it in a tub full of ice. Cold is said to be effective to stop the blood from flowing. ¡°If you¡¯re not a thousand and a hundred fools. You think I¡¯m going to kill myself. What happened to you, now? You¡¯re only hurting yourself.¡± ¡°I was just scared.¡± ¡°Why did you think I willmit suicide?¡± ¡°I saw you with a rope. What do I think?¡± ¡°Swing with a song a chandelier. Suicide, right away? Am I that suicidal in your eyes?¡± ¡°You can¡¯t me me.¡± ¡°Well, you have a point. I was once a suicidal but I was young back then! That was the time that I never met Dn.¡± So, she changed because of Dn? ¡°Oh too, overthinking. I changed because Dn taught me a lot of things.¡± ¡°By the way, why did you crash your car on Daze¡¯s b-day?¡± I ask. ¡°Huh? What are you saying?¡± ¡°Did you have an ident? Dn said you crashed your car.¡± ¡°Ah! It¡¯s Dn¡¯s car, not mine and for the record, I didn¡¯t crash. I lost the brakes and I couldn¡¯t control it.¡± Then she sat down next to me. ¡°And please, Dn knows the reason why I crashed.¡± That fool was stupid and even said bad against Maggie. ¡°But don¡¯t get mad at him. He doesn¡¯t know it at first and that¡¯s what he thought. He was mad at me because he thought I really did that. So, I said I didn¡¯t do those stupid shit and I just lost control. So, he investigated and we found out that someone removed the brake of his car. ¡± ¡°What?¡± Does that mean someone tried to kill her? ¡°Someone wants to kill Dn.¡± Ow, at least him. But wait ¡ª ¡°And since I used his car I almost died.¡± ¡°Did you report it? I mean, did Dn report it to the police?¡± I don¡¯t care about the idiot, but justice must be done for what happened to her, especially since our baby was affected. ¡°Well, he¡¯s in hell. May he rest in peace.¡± ¡°You mean?¡± ¡°What do you think? Dn is a Dy and someone tried to kill him but it happened that she wasn¡¯t the one who was hurt but a person that was important to him and even my baby. What do you think he will do? Let the police handle if he can make justice on his own.¡± ¡°I wish he had introduced me for that asshole.¡± ¡°Honestly his nning to tell you but I stopped him.¡± ¡°Why?¡± ¡°His Dn¡¯s enemy.¡± ¡°He is the reason why my baby died.¡± ¡°It¡¯s ok.¡± I frowned at what she said. Is it ok with her that our baby died? ¡°Don¡¯t get me wrong, please. I am so sad when I knew that I am pregnant and the baby fell. But I thought what would be his life or the oue if he survived? If while he was developing I did nothing but drink, drugs, I¡¯m angry and I¡¯m full of hatred? My baby will look like he drank a gallon of vinegar with a bad face because he was conceived in a bad mood.¡± Iughed a little because of what she said.Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°If I am going to be a mother, I want from the time he is formed until shees out he be full of love and care.¡± ¡°So, you are willing to be a mother in the future?¡± ¡°I have a uterus and the capacity to get pregnant. It¡¯s embarrassing for those who want to get pregnant if I just make my uterus disy. I can¡¯t donate it either.¡± ¡°Who will be the father?¡± I smiled foolishly. ¡°Depends on who wants to present.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°Duh! Are you slow? Maybe you want to rmend something, it¡¯s ok with me.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°Maggie D Merced soon to be real Gonzales.¡± ¡°Maggie,¡± I called to her. ¡°Oh?¡± ¡°What did Dn tell you at the hotel to calm you down?¡± She stops putting on the gauze and smiles. ¡°Secret. It¡¯s privacy, it¡¯s just for the two of us.¡± ¡°Fine.¡± She continue to clean my nails when we heard an engine outside. It is like a car engine that stops at the parking. ¡°Wazzap lovers!¡± We looked at the door together. Dn with ¡ª is that Celestine? His younger sister¡¯s best friend. ¡°What are you doing here?¡± Maggie asks. ¡°Same as you.¡± ¡°Hi,¡± Celestine greeted us. I nod and Maggie smile at her. ¡°So, are you ok?¡± he asked us. ¡°Come on,¡± Maggie called him and he approached. ¡°You¡¯re an asshole, you let mee with ze without letting me know.¡± She pinches Dn¡¯s waist. ¡°Stop, it hurts stupid, you enjoy it, don¡¯t you?¡± ¡°Even though, and at least you let me know.¡± ¡°Ok, fuck! I am sorry.¡± Maggie removed her hand. ¡°Come, Celestine, let¡¯s go so we can have more. We¡¯ve lost to them and seems they had more round.¡± They both go upstairs. Dn hugged Celestine. ¡°Are they ¡ª?¡± ¡°No, they only fuck.¡± Then she looks at me. ¡°Don¡¯t y innocent, ze. You were like that before.¡± ¡°That was before.¡± But she rolled her eyes. ¡°Besides, we¡¯re different from that idiot. See, that his sister¡¯s best friend lost.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not Dn¡¯s mistakes she also likes it.¡± ¡°Hey lovers!¡± Dn screamed so we stared. ¡°We won¡¯t close the door so you can sneak!¡± ¡°Fuck you! We¡¯re not going to close the door either. Let¡¯spete who has a loud growl!¡± I looked at Maggie because of what she said. ¡°Deal!¡± And Dn go inside their room but did not close the door. ¡°See the asshole. He believes easily.¡± ¡°What are you saying to Dn?¡± I ask her. ¡°You believe it.¡± She removed my foot from the tub then looked at me. ¡°Of course, that¡¯s not true.¡± ¡°I thought I could score.¡± But she just smiled and walked upstairs. ¡°It¡¯s not true that I won¡¯t close the door. But that growl is true. It just depends if you can follow and catch me right away.¡± Then she ran upstairs. ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°I have no ns to just listen to them if I can do it also.¡± Shit! Even though my foot was a bit sore I went up the stairs. Maggie closes the door when she gets inside and when I push it, it¡¯s closed. I knock but no one¡¯s replied. I knock and knock when I heard the lock click. I slowly opened the door and shit, Maggie is only wearing panty while standing back beside the bed. The smoothness of her back and I want to grab her. I closed the door and walks towards her when I heard her speak. ¡°Undress, ze, and hug me from behind. I want to feel your body¡¯s heat.¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°I am waiting.¡± I quickly removed my dress and let the boxer remain. It¡¯s like Maggie bewitch me and I getplied quickly. My breathing was getting heavier as I walked closer to her. ¡°Maggie.¡± I wrapped my hands around her. My abs stuck to her back. He held my hand and let me hug her. ¡°I love this, ze. I want to feel our body¡¯s heat.¡± My erect manhood was already glued to her back and I knew she could feel it. ¡°Kiss me anywhere, ze.¡± With every word that Maggie says she makes me obey. Her voice is so confusing that you can¡¯t help but follow. I kiss her neck and shoulder. She cleared her throat and then faced me. ¡°Make love with me.¡± And she kisses me. CHAPTER THIRTY I wrap Maggie in my arms while kissing her passionately. Her kiss went wild and I go along with her. I didn¡¯t realize that I was in front of the bed. She pushed me and pressed my back against the soft bed. Maggie came over to me. As our bodies came together, I felt even hotter. She kissed me again and took my hand. ¡°Touch me, ze, I want to feel your touch.¡± I followed her order. I caressed her body while not interrupting our kiss. Her kiss went down to my neck. She sucked on my neck as if marked with a kiss. It gives me more body heat. She kissed my nipples and yed with her tongue. She grabbed my hand with lifted. She yed my right nipple with her tongue while the left she yed by her finger. ¡°Maggie,¡± I moan. Maggie gives me pleasure that I never had. She alone can drive me crazy like this. Her kiss went to my underarm. ¡°Fuck.¡± I can¡¯t help but curse when she lick the armpit that tickles me more. ¡°Maggie stop.¡± I¡¯m not shy. Though my armpit is hairy I know it¡¯s clean. It¡¯s just that I am going crazy with the tickle she¡¯s doing. ¡°Don¡¯t try to stop me. Or else I will stop this literally.¡± She smiles and winks at me. ¡°Continue,¡± I said. ¡°Oh, God! Maggie.¡± She continues what she¡¯s doing. Maggie¡¯s tongue yed my whole body. She almost spat on the upper part of my body. Her kiss went down to my abs, to the navel, and yed with her tongue. ¡°Mag, shit!¡± I was almost holding my breath. She pokes my navel using her tongue, licks it, and sucks it. While both hands are on the thigh squeezed. She kiss my manhood still covered by the boxer. She took it off and the brief came out. She removed my brief using her teeth and slowly lowered. We¡¯re staring at each other. I stopped breathing. The strength of my chest pounding. I¡¯m so hot because of what Maggie is doing. My hard shaft was exposed. She holds it softly. I gritted my teeth in excitement. She strokes my shaft up and down and licks my d*ck-head without removing her gaze. ¡°Mag!¡± I hold her head. I wanted to push her head but she yed my shaft. She pokes my butt holes using her tongue. She even licks my balls. Maggie is torturing me. ¡°Mag, please don¡¯t torture me.¡± Every word thates out of my mouth is heavy. ¡°Fvck!¡± I scream when she sucks my shaft. She yed my manhood like she¡¯s gargling inside her mouth. She moves her head up and down like a vacuum every time it is released. I can no longer understand myself but pure relish. ¡°Shit!¡± I hold her head and pushed it in my shaft. I can¡¯t believe she deep-throated me. I can already hear the mixture of my juice and her saliva as if gargling. ¡°Mag, shit.¡± Maggie removed my shaft and lick my balls. She pokes my butt hole using her tongue and it makes me crazier. She licks my butt hole, sucks it while stroking my shaft up and down. ¡°M-Maggie.¡± My voice is shaking. I think I¡¯m going crazy with relish. ¡°Do you like it, love?¡± she asks. ¡°I love it, love.¡± Maggie position herself on top of me. She¡¯s holding my shaft guiding me to her core. She teased me by rubbing the head into her wet core. I feel a goddamn the tickles of what she was doing. ¡°M-mag, p-please, p-please l-let me in.¡± My voice was heavy and trembling. If someone else was doing this to me I would have been raped. No one can do this to me. I am the one who maniptes women in bed. But with Maggie ¡ª- shit ¡ª I be submissive. Waiting and begging her to continue. I am dominant in bed but I am suddenly submissive to Maggie. ¡°I can¡¯t hear you.¡± ¡°Please, love, I¡¯m begging you, let me in.¡± I feel like I¡¯m crying with pleasure. It¡¯s tearful, that you are already but can¡¯t even go in the fire. ¡°I love you, ze.¡± ¡°I love ah¡ª- fuck¡ª- too! I love you too, Mag.¡± I was shocked as she intensified the entry and suddenly slowly exited. ¡°Do you like it, ze?¡± ¡°Yes, Mag, yes, yes, I love it, I love you, you¡¯re fucking good.¡± ¡°y my tits.¡± I y her tits and so she is. She yed my nipples while pumping hard. ¡°Oh fuck, Maggie. You drive me insane.¡±N?velDrama.Org owns all content. ¡°Am I?¡± ¡°Yeah, love, yes, you¡¯re the only one driving me crazy.¡± She keeps on grinning. Her movements are also elerating and I am even more insane. ¡°I¡¯ll drive you even harder, ze, you¡¯re mine.¡± ¡°I am all yours, Mag, I am all yours. Mag, I¡¯m going to cum.¡± ¡°No,¡± then she stopped. ¡°Don¡¯t dare. I¡¯m just getting hot.¡± I really wanted to cry. I¡¯m really crying. If I cried could I really make her feel sorry for me? ¡°Mag, please, I¡¯m going to die for enjoying what you¡¯re doing.¡± My tears are really dripping a little. I can¡¯t hold the relish, it¡¯s like when I suddenly came out only once in a row. ¡°And at least you¡¯ll die of relish.¡± She kissed me and I kiss her back. I thrust deeper and rough but I manage to be gentle as well. ¡°Ride on me,¡± shemanded and changes position removing our body. ¡°As you wish,¡± I started to thrust hard and deep.¡± ¡°Oh, ze, it¡¯s painful but the pleasure is there. How can you do that?¡± ¡°I¡¯m the only one who can do this so don¡¯t leave me, Mag.¡± ¡°I am all yours, so fuck me more.¡± I spread her legs wider. It was as if she was split in the very opening of her thigh while my thrust was getting stronger and stronger. The entrance was about to be buried and I was squeezing her thigh. ¡°You¡¯re fucking tight, Mag. You¡¯re wet pussy stretch every time I thrust.¡± ¡°Because you¡¯re fucking big.¡± ¡°Mag, I¡¯m going to cum.¡± ¡°Spread your juice inside. Get me pregnant.¡± ¡°I will.¡± I can already feel the coagtion in my abdomen. I elerated my thrust even more. Maggie yed her clit in her right hand while ying her tits in her left. Seeing her like that adds to my lust especially her face which is undeniably expressing that she loves what we are doing. ¡°ze, oh ze, I¡¯m close. Oh, zes.¡± Maggie¡¯s moan added my lust. ¡°ze!¡± She yed her clit faster. She sped her boobs. Her body turned to meet me. ¡°ze! Deep, don¡¯t stop! More don¡¯t stop, faster!¡± ¡°Mag, I¡¯m cumming!¡± ¡°ze! Oh! Fuck!¡± I feel her orgasm and muscle control together with the tremble of her knees. ¡°Mag!¡± I pushed and grin and my cum explode. ¡°Shitt!¡± I bit her shoulder as it exploded inside her. Chasing my breath I fell on top of her and I also felt her strong heartbeat. ¡°Thank you, Mag, thank you for making me happy.¡± Then I lifted up and kissed her. ¡°No, thank you, ze. Thank you for loving me.¡± ¡°Yow, lovers,¡± Dn shouted as the door opened. ¡°Fuck!¡± I shouted while pulling the nket to cover. Fortunately, Maggie was on the bottom so my body was covered her. ¡°Looks like it just ended ah!¡± ¡°What do you need, Dy?¡± I tore Maggie¡¯s head off so she couldn¡¯t see Dn. ¡°Don¡¯t look, you can only look at my abs.¡± The idiot was just wearing boxers and sweat was still dripping down his body. ¡°I¡¯ve seen that body because I can keep up with that in the gym.¡± ¡°Even though. What do you need?!¡± I ask Dn. ¡°Nothing, I¡¯ll just be checking both of you if you make rumble like us.¡± He said smiling. ¡°Satisfied? I think you¡¯re still in and it looks like you don¡¯t have any ns to go down yet. There¡¯s round two?¡± Fuck! Better we were already covered with nkets because our parts are still intact. Maggie turned her face and hugged me. ¡°Ow abs, but my love¡¯s more yummy abs. And yes, there¡¯s round two. So, go out and close the door, please lock it too if it¡¯s not embarrassing.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± I weakly rebuked her. ¡°What?¡± ¡°You¡ª Shit!¡± I hissed and she smiled. ¡°Do you feel it?¡± She did muscle control so my pet came back to life. ¡°I can do it again.¡± I am literally don¡¯t know what to say because she did it again. ¡°Get out of here, Dn!¡± I shouted. ¡°Ok-ok, chill.¡± He locked the door first before exiting. ¡°Enjoy.¡± ¡°Why did you do that? We¡¯re embarrassed in front of a fool.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t be shy, he¡¯s used to seeing live. Our position is nothingpared to the live show.¡± ¡°Really?¡± ¡°That¡¯s Dn, the craziest of the Dys, what do you expect?¡± ¡°Shit, don¡¯t do that.¡± I just closed my eyes because she was exercising muscle control again. ¡°What I told Dn is true. So round two.¡± And she pulled me to kiss. Even until round ten as long as you are, Maggie. If we¡¯re going to die then at least you¡¯re thest one I¡¯m with and I die with relish. CHAPTER THIRTY ONE ¡°Hey,¡± I grabbed the attention of Dn who was sitting on the veranda while smoking. I sat not far from him. ¡°Ow, satisfied?¡± I just smiled. Maggie was sleeping so I went down to get some water just as I saw Dn here so I approached. I owe him this trip. ¡°We¡¯re going home tomorrow morning,¡± I said. ¡°Ah, ok. We¡¯re here first. So, are you ok?¡± ¡°Yeah, we¡¯re nning to get married and this time it¡¯s real.¡± ¡°Good.¡± I can¡¯t see anything on him. I know he meant it. I believe Maggie when she says they have no feelings for each other. ¡°Thanks by the way,¡± I said again and look at him. ¡°For what?¡± ¡°For the favor.¡± He smirked before popping his cigar. ¡°It wasn¡¯t for you. It¡¯s for Maggie.¡± ¡°Still, I just want to say thanks,¡± I said. ¡°Ok, who made the cradle?¡± He pointed to the hammock. Why did he discard the cradle? ¡°Me,¡± ¡°Ah! It¡¯s good and I won¡¯t have to work hard for tonight.¡± ¡°Tonight?¡± I frowned. ¡°Yes, I¡¯ll fuck Celestine there in the hammock.¡± Fuck, there¡¯s really no point in talking to him. ¡°Why? You haven¡¯t tried yet? Tryter, before you go home.¡± ¡°Stupid!¡± He justughed at what I said. ¡°What is that Celestine to you?¡± Not that I care, but I am trying to be friendly with him. ¡°Fuck buddy.¡± He answered directly. ¡°But that¡¯s your youngest¡¯s best friend.¡± ¡°Ex-best friend. I can¡¯t let her go, I awoke her pleasure, and then I will left?¡± ¡°Why did you touch?¡± ¡°It¡¯s delicious, he also tasted good so I continued. And I know he can¡¯t find better than me.¡± ¡°Too proud huh.¡± ¡°Just stating the fact.¡± I heard him sigh then look at me. ¡°Take care of Maggie. She¡¯s the only person I can count on. So don¡¯t hurt her again because I¡¯ll kill you.¡± ¡°It won¡¯t happen again. I won¡¯t promise anything but I can promise that no matter what happens I will understand her.¡± ¡°The best thing that you can do. By the way, just want to say sorry about what happened to your child. It¡¯s my fault that it happened. But, don¡¯t worry, I¡¯ve already avenged the baby.¡± ¡°Maggie already told me. It¡¯s a pity and I didn¡¯t retaliate.¡± ¡°Maggie doesn¡¯t, but don¡¯t worry. I¡¯m sure the idiot will suffer until hell.¡± ¡°Is it okay to know what you owe to that idiot?¡± ¡°Hmph, street fighting. They want me to drop the game at least once. For business, but I¡¯m not stupid to do that so they lost more.¡± I just nodded. I don¡¯t know that much about that game. It¡¯s legal because they have a permit but still they¡¯re working in a secret fight since big people are involved. I never had a conversation like this with Dn before. He is a brother of my friend but we only had a nod conversation when we met. Dn has only two friends and that¡¯s all he¡¯s always with. Every one of us is thought that he is an ass. Well, he is. Everyone hated him included brother¡¯s code or let us say, we envy him. He had everything that we don¡¯t. Not money and girls. But freedom and courage. Same as Maggie. ¡°Hey! You¡¯re just here.¡± I looked at Maggie and my eyes widened when I saw her. She was wearing house clothes but her nipple was stained. ¡°Maggie!¡± I grabbed her and covered her. Dnughed so I stared at him. ¡°Why, because of what I¡¯m wearing? Dn is used to that and that doesn¡¯t harden him anymore.¡± I looked at Dn who still didn¡¯t stop being funny. ¡°My dicky wants to vomit in disgust.¡± ¡°What were you talking about?¡± Maggie asked. ¡°I suggested to ze to fuck you in the hammock.¡± ¡°Ow, nice idea.¡± ¡°Maggie!¡± ¡°But maybe when maybe next time. I am nning to fuck him in the car first before in the hammock.¡± ¡°Fuck!¡± I hissed. It¡¯s really confirmed that Dn is infected with this one. ¡°Right, ze we never tried that.¡± ¡°Try it, ze, fucking good.¡± Theyughed together. It was like I was with two Maggie, and the is a boy. ¡°Your love is already blushing in anger, Mag, and I might get hit again.¡± ¡°His shy so he¡¯s blush, not angry. Only his is just angry when ites to me.¡± Dnughed and tapped my shoulder before leaving. Honestly, for how many years I¡¯ve known Dn, I can only now say that he¡¯s pretty ok. ¡°Are you mad?¡± She sat on myp so I sighed. ¡°I told you, Dn is like a mirror, a boy version of me so don¡¯t get mad at our conversations. It¡¯s purely a joke, for fun.¡± ¡°I¡¯m jealous of him.¡± ¡°Huh why?¡± ¡°Because you¡¯re close.¡± She justughed and kissed me. ¡°Even if we stick together too close or we exchange faces, it¡¯s you and you¡¯re the only one I love.¡± ¡°Really?¡± ¡°I want to prove it in the cradle?¡± ¡°Maggie.¡± ¡°Just a joke.¡± She leans her head in my chest. I sniff her hair which makes me calm. ¡°ze.¡± ¡°Hmp?¡± ¡°I love you, and thank you for loving me back, for epting me.¡± ¡°I should be the one to thank you, Mag, because you love me and you trusted me again.¡±Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Who said I trust you?¡± She frowned and looked up. ¡°I¡¯m confident in myself that I can make you stay with me and I can do everything so you can¡¯t hurt me anymore.¡± I smile and kiss her hands. ¡°That¡¯s my girl.¡± WE TRAVEL EARLY and we never said goodbye to Dn. Maggie just texted him. On our way, Maggie passed by in some store and bought something. I can¡¯t believe she actually bought a hammock. Can we really do that? ¡°Mag, can you stay at my ce before you go home?¡± ¡°Sure.¡± I looked at her because she answer quickly. ¡°Are you sure?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± I just secretly smiled. We never talked along the way. She was asleep so I just let her. When I parked the car I caress her face. She¡¯s so damn beautiful in my eyes. The first time I nailed my sight in her I know that she is special. I am in denial at first but I know that I like her. Now, I am so damn proud that she is mine and I am all hers. ¡°Mag, we¡¯re here.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t close the engine.¡± ¡°Huh, why?¡± She looks at me and grabbed me closer to her and kiss me. ¡°I told you, I want you to fuck me in the car.¡± She kissed me and I kiss her back. And I found myself thrusting and pumping her hard as we moan each other¡¯s name as we both orgasm inside the car. CHAPTER THIRTY TWO I had just arrived from work for lunch when I caught up with Maggie with something attached to the wall. Maggie told me she will make food for lunch so I went home. She lives with me after wee back from our vacation in Baguio. I already told her about this house. She said it was okay and I hadn¡¯t given her this house before because she might burn this also. ¡°Hi.¡± I greeted her and approached to kiss her. I looked at the painting Hailey gave us. It is ced in the vacant spot in the middle of two tiger paintings. ¡®That¡¯s ce belongs to you.¡¯ ¡°Beautiful right?¡± she asks. ¡°You¡¯re more beautiful.¡±Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDra/ma.O(r)g! ¡°I know it¡¯s been a long time, by the way, the ones we¡¯re going to wear to the wedding have arrived. The case isn¡¯t here because Margot stole my gown. Dane took yours.¡± ¡°Huh, how was it taken?¡± ¡°I said I¡¯ll check if it¡¯s fit for me. But they said it¡¯s superstitious that the bride and groom shouldn¡¯t measure anything to wear to the wedding. And they know I¡¯m crazy and when it¡¯s in my hand it¡¯s impossible for me not to measure it.¡± Then she hugged me. ¡°Is that superstition still valid while we¡¯ve had sex?¡± I smiled and hugged her. We will get married three days from now and I¡¯m really excited. ¡°Let them. They know more about the old superstition.¡± ¡°Yes, they have the same old faces and brains. Let¡¯s go eat and you¡¯ll be back in the office.¡± I am holding her hands as we go down. When we arrived she let me sat me down while she prepared the food. It¡¯s been a few months since she moved here and she always does it to me. But I feel always new. Seeing her preparing our meals makes me happy. I thought it would never happen again. Just to think that I almost lost her is that I feel so much guilt. She stops using drugs because Dn doesn¡¯t want to give her anymore. She also stopped drinking alcohol. She focused on taking care of me and the housework as we did when we first got together. I hired an assistant to apany her and help with the heavy tasks but when ites to cooking, ironing my clothes is what she does. ¡°Hmph, smell good,¡± ¡°Shrimp porridge.¡± She set the dish down in front of me. ¡°I haven¡¯t made any dessert because you have a long time now on break so I am your desert.¡± ¡°You said that and I will ept it.¡± ¡°When ites to sex, you¡¯re really fast. Sometimes I don¡¯t believe them that you rarely had sex with a woman back then.¡± ¡°Believe me, love, you¡¯re the only one I really can¡¯t refuse.¡± ¡°Yes and maybe I¡¯ll change my mind about your desert.¡± We eat together. I am feeling happy thinking is someone is taking care of me and not just who but the woman I love. The woman I want to be with forever. After we eat, we let the maid take care in the kitchen. As Maggie promised, she is my desert. We just take a rest and then we make love. ¡°What time are youing back to the office?¡± We¡¯re both naked while she¡¯s ying my chest. ¡°Later, I don¡¯t have a meeting today so we can still follow round two.¡± ¡°No problem, but nothing tonight.¡± ¡°I changed my mind. The other one is tonight.¡± ¡°ze,¡± ¡°Hmph? ¡°Our wedding is three days from now. I will be a real Gonzales.¡± She looked up at me so I kissed her. ¡°Thank you for loving me, ze. For not giving up on me. For taking me back.¡± ¡°And thank you foring back.¡± ¡°Honestly, I can¡¯t see myself with someone else after I fell in love with you.¡± She pushes herself to me. ¡°After my first heartbreak, I never saw myself with someone else. I promise myself that I won¡¯t fall for anyone. I am just nning to give my purity to someone else that deserves to have my virginity but no string attached. So, I can enjoy being liberated after. But falling in love, tsk, is not on my n. ¡± ¡°Not until you meet me,¡± I said. ¡°Not until I fall in love with you. When I marry you, I am nning to give you myself as a payment when I get to Paloma. But everything changed and I love you. Since then, I promised myself that I will never give myself to others. It will be you and only you. Even if we separate forever, I will still crawl on you. Even if you have someone else, I will still harass you and rape you.¡± ¡°Me too, I thought the same, Mag. That night I brought you home and something happened to us. Even though I used to think that you and Dn I told myself that it¡¯s ok that I will be the one who acts like a side catch. I don¡¯t care about Dn and with what you have as long as you¡¯re mine too. But more than that, I want to protect you silently even if you still have Dn.¡± ¡°Do you really think Dn and I have a rtionship?¡± ¡°Yeah, he told the doctor, then you even kissed at the hotel on Daze¡¯s birthday.¡± ¡°We just teased you. We noticed that you couldn¡¯t take your eyes off us so we went out. We really expected you to follow so Dn tripped you.¡± ¡°That one is really stupid.¡± ¡°Very much, as stupid as I am.¡± ¡°Mag¡± ¡°Hmph?¡± ¡°Can you now tell me what Dn told you in the hotel?¡± ¡°When he tamed me?¡± ¡°Yup.¡± ¡°I said that I can¡¯t say.¡± ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Well, let say it¡¯s friendship code. So, it¡¯s between me and Dn. Dn shares those quotes, sayings, I don¡¯t know what to call it, to someone special to him. It¡¯s his own version as he said, so I can¡¯t share it with you.¡± ¡°So you¡¯re special to him. Well, I¡¯m jealous before but now I know that you are mine alone, I can¡¯t feel anything for him, except for being proud. Because I thought the fool only knew how to fuck but he also knows how to think.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t get jealous of him. He may be my first boyfriend, but I never loved him the way that I loved you. Even Khairo before, I loved him but not the same as I love you.¡± She cupped my face and face it to her. ¡°I loved them as much as I love you now. I could have gone crazy when they disappeared, but I almost went die when you almost disappeared. If you hadn¡¯te back I don¡¯t know who I am now.¡± ¡°I believe you, not because that¡¯s what you said but, because that¡¯s what I feel. And I want to let you know that I don¡¯t regret that you were the first woman I loved. The length of time I restrained myself from loving a woman because I don¡¯t want to gamble but it¡¯s worth the wait because I love you.¡± ¡°ze,¡± ¡°Hmph?¡± ¡°Round two.¡± I couldn¡¯t answer when she was on top and kissing me. CHAPTER THIRTY THREE (FINALE) This is how the groom feels at his wedding? You don¡¯t know if you have diarrhea or urination or feel sick. I also don¡¯t know if I¡¯m hungry. I didn¡¯t understand anything but I wanted the wedding to end and we could go home and spend my day with my wife. ¡°Hey rx.¡± Zeus tapped my shoulder. ¡°I am,¡± I replied. ¡°You¡¯re sweating,ter the wedding hasn¡¯t even started you¡¯ve fainted.¡± He teases me but I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m going to frown orugh or not. My mind is full of thoughts about the wedding. I am fucking excited to be her husband. I don¡¯t know if Mylene¡¯s ns to fake our wedding help. Because if she hadn¡¯t faked our marriage I wouldn¡¯t have experienced the marriage again. I will never experience being excited like this. Our fake wedding is nothing for me. Though, I know that I am a little bit excited but not as excited as now. I was excited to fuck her at that time. Today, I can¡¯t exin my fucking excitement to call her my wife. The woman that I want to spend my whole life in this World. ¡°The wedding is about to start. The bride is already outside!¡± The coordinator informed us. ¡°Hoo!¡± I exhaled to rx my chest. ¡°That¡¯s okay.¡± They closed the door. The entourage walks one by one perfectly guided by the coordinator. When the bridesmaid followed by made of honor walk which is Mylene, I feel more excited to see Maggie. The door opens. The scenario is fucking romantic. Maggie stands outside while the lights from the sun pointed at her. She enters and walks slowly with Margot with the song Beautiful In White. Her face was covered with a white veil. Her dress perfectly fit in her sexy body. As she walks towards me, the scenario from our past shes in me. How we met, how we got married because of the agreement, how we fell in love with each other, how we both got hurt and I thought we would never get along and that makes me feel bad every day. I am maybe in denial at that time. But when Maggie and I separated ways, I feel that it is useless to live if she was not by my side. Whether I admit it or not but even though I deal hard with her it hurts me to think that she is not mine and I thought she would never be mine again. I wiped my tears as I remembered our past that had strengthened us and reminded us that no matter what happens we will never let go of each other. Fuck these tears to embarrass me. But no, I won¡¯t be afraid or feel shame to show my emotions when ites to my feeling with Maggie. I will never be ashamed of how I feel for her even if I look ridiculous. Maggie changed me a lot. When they came in front of me Margot held out her hand. They are already ok now. That was also one of the things I admired about her. She was quick to forgive the people she loved. She may be hard and tough but she has a pure and genuine heart. ¡°ze, thank you for loving my sister, and please take care of her.¡± Margot wiped her tears and handed Maggie¡¯s hand. ¡°I will Margot, I will be in her side to guide her, in her back to support her, and in her front to defend her.¡± ¡°Thanks, ze. Thank you so much.¡± When I take Maggie¡¯s hand she smiles at me. My heart throbs in excitement as we go near the priest. True priest because I asked for a diploma and I even verified with the archbishop in an archdiocese to which he belongs. And age is also my choice. Better to be sure. ¡°Before we start this wedding I first want to know if anyone is objecting? If there is, raise your hand and state your reason.¡± Suddenly someone cleared his throat so Maggie and I looked at each other. Dn stood in the doorway smiling. ¡°Ow, don¡¯t mind me, Father, I just coughed.¡± Then he walks and seat in thest row. Everyoneughed but not Dane who stared at the brother. ¡°Really stupid,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯ll beat himter at the reception.¡± The priest continued. We no longer bought the ring and the old ring we used. Maggie doesn¡¯t want to change it because this ring is said to have many happy memories for her. When the exchange of rings was finished the priest announced that I could kiss my wife. I face her and slowly open her veil. She¡¯s a fucking goddess. A perfect creation that was perfectly created for me. I am so excited to kiss her. I know this is not our first kiss but this is special for me. Because this kiss is a seal of our love. Our first kiss as a husband and wife. I kissed her and close my eyes. I deepen my kiss to feel the sweetness of her lips. I was about to knock my tongue inside her mouth when Dn shouted so I let go. ¡°I think they¡¯re nning their honeymoon here inside the church.¡± ¡°You just got ahead of me, Dn,¡± Jace seconded. ¡°Shit!¡± I hissed. Stupid, I almost got carried away. The effect of my wife¡¯s kiss is really different. My wife. This time I¡¯m really married. After the wedding, we went straight to the reception. A lot of gimmicks of the organizer especially in games. Maggie changed her dress already and she¡¯s at the table with Margot and Hailey and the other girls but not with Dane because she¡¯s with us. They were enjoying with Dove, Hawk, and Eagle. Phoenix¡¯s triplets are only three months old. ¡°Congrats, sucker.¡± ¡°Congrats¡¯ dumbass.¡± ¡°Congrats ¡®bro.¡± ¡°I am happy for both of you, ze.¡± ¡°Thanks, guys.¡± ¡°Who will get married next?¡± Dane asked and looked at Jace. ¡°Don¡¯t look at me like that Dane.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t say anything. I just ask who will get married next?¡± ¡°Too defensive, sucker.¡± Jace look and Margot who are at Maggie¡¯s table then shake. ¡°What¡¯s your n?¡± Zeus added. ¡°I really want to break up and tell her we¡¯re going to stop this.¡± ¡°Wrong move when you do that. Maggie will kill you.¡± ¡°All right, scare me more, Phoenix.¡± ¡°What do you hate about Margot? She¡¯s kind, quiet, beautiful, sexy, she also has money,¡± Dane said. ¡°She¡¯s not the one I love.¡± ¡°Why don¡¯t you give her a chance? Maybe it will work. Like Phoenix, like ze.¡±N?velDrama.Org owns all content. ¡°Their situation is different from mine. Hailey is Phoenix¡¯s first love though he is in denial since then. ze has never been in love and Maggie is his first love either. And so do I to Brianna.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± Zeus tease him so weughed too. ¡°The one in your mind is not counted and I never see her again.¡± ¡°You said so.¡± ¡°ze,¡± Maggie called me. ¡°Yes, Mag? Something wrong?¡± ¡°No, Miles wants to talk to us.¡± ¡°Ok, just a minute guys.¡± Maggie and I walk through Mylene. ¡°Hey!¡± she greeted. ¡°Congrats,¡± ¡°Thanks.¡± ¡°ze, I just want to say sorry about what happened between you and Maggie.¡± ¡°No, it¡¯s ok. Honestly, it ended well. Because if that didn¡¯t happen, I wouldn¡¯t feel the feeling of being excited about getting married. You know, I wasn¡¯t that happy when we first got married unlike now.¡± ¡°I know, but still I just want to say sorry.¡± ¡°Miles, I am so thankful for you because if you hadn¡¯t challenged me that night I wouldn¡¯t have approached, ze, and even more so we wouldn¡¯t have ended up like this. Thank you, Miles.¡± ¡°I just want to give this to you.¡± She handed Maggie an envelope. When she opened it she gives it back to Mylene. ¡°No Miles, I can¡¯t ept that. I told you before, I will choose ze over anything so no, I can¡¯t ept the Paloma.¡± ¡°That wasn¡¯t a prize for our bet. That¡¯s my wedding gift for you.¡± ¡°Mylene, that¡¯s too much.¡± ¡°Maggie knows that I am migrating to the US so I don¡¯t need the Paloma. Somehow, the Paloma is important to me so I want to give it to someone special who I know won¡¯t neglect the resort. And that¡¯s Maggie.¡± ¡°But, Miles ¡ª¡± ¡°Ok, then this is my gift to your eldest. Maybe you have ns to have kids, right?¡± Maggie looked at me but I just shrugged. ¡°Ok, but we will meet again, right?¡± ¡°Of course, Maggie, I will still visit you and you can visit me.¡± ¡°Just a visit, huh? No desire to my husbands?¡± ¡°When you admit that you¡¯re in love with ze, I stop raping him in my mind.¡± ¡°What the hell.¡± And they bothugh. ¡°Congrats to both of you.¡± They hug tight. ¡°Congrats, ze.¡± When Mylene left I pulled Maggie and hug her. ¡°Are you happy, love?¡± I ask her and kiss her. ¡°I am, I am so fucking happy to the point that I wanted to give you a blow job right now, ze.¡± ¡°Damn, stop teasing me.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s go?¡± ¡°Huh? To where?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s leave them and go on our honeymoon.¡± ¡°But ¡ª¡± Maggie pulled me and we were running out of the event hall. We go to our room and kiss passionately. ¡°I am all yours, ze, and you are mine, mine alone.¡± ¡°I¡¯m all yours, Maggie.¡± We kiss andnded on the bed and start our honeymoon. EPILOGUE ¡°I¡¯ll clean your closet, love. I¡¯ll remove the unimportant things. Is it ok?¡± Maggie asks my permission before opening my closet. ¡°Go on.¡± That is also one of the reasons why I loved her more. She always asks my permission before touching my things. She always gives me privacy. ¡°I will prepare the things that you will need tomorrow at the baptism of triplets.¡± ¡°Feel free.¡± Phoenix triplets are four months old now. I¡¯m already jealous of Phoenix, soter I¡¯ll talk to Maggie if she¡¯s ready for us to have children. Honestly, Hailey is pregnant again to their second pregnancy for a month now. Phoenix wanted to have a lot of children. ¡°ze,¡± she called and looked at me. ¡°Ye¨C?¡± I cannot finish what I am going to say when I saw her holding something. A dried flower, lipstick, and a card. Holy shit, why is that still in my belongings? ¡ª- ¡°Boring,¡± I whisper while looking at the people here in the park. Why is it that I even thought ofing here, I¡¯m not doing anything. Today is myst day in the Philippines. Tomorrow I will go to the USA because there I will study high school and I am with my three friends but not Dane. I¡¯m gonna miss this ce anyway. I was leaving when I heard someone cry behind the tree. When I sneak, I saw a girl wearing a uniform. I think she is two to three years younger than me. Her beautiful hair covered her face but it can¡¯t be denied that she¡¯s beautiful based on her side views. Honestly, I don¡¯t care about her but I feel sorry for her because she doesn¡¯t have a wipe on her tears and cold. Is her boyfriend broke up with her? Why did I say that? Because she¡¯s holding a rose with a card. Well, she¡¯s young and I guess she¡¯s like 10 or 11 years old. But who knows, same at her age had already flings nowadays. Her fling is stupid if it¡¯s true in my mind. She¡¯s beautiful to waste. I approached her and handed her my handkerchief. She was just looking at my hand holding a handkerchief. ¡°Take it, it¡¯s new.¡± She took it from my hand and wiped her face. ¡°Thanks.¡± ¡°Would you mind if I join you?¡± I am not interested in any girl. I never approach even once. Because I am young, I am still twelve. I do appreciate some of my ssmates but not to the point that I came to them and talk. Dane is the only girl I talk to. But this girl, I don¡¯t know but something on her I can¡¯t resist. ¡°Sure.¡± I sat beside her when she gives me her permission. ¡°Stop crying. You¡¯re beautiful.¡± ¡°My dad left us and I don¡¯t why. I wanted to give him this flower and card but he left.¡± She cried again. Ow, so not because of the bf? Something inside of me feels happy. Am I that weird if I am going to say that I feel I am lucky and I don¡¯t know why? I stunt when she leans her head on my shoulder. I smell the fragrance of her hair. The scent of her young body. And I feel an indescribable feeling in my stomach. What¡¯s wrong with me? ¡°I am alone,¡± she said while sobbing. ¡°No your not, you have me.¡± ¡°Really?¡± She look at me and our gaze met. I was mesmerized by her eyes. She¡¯s young but I am sure when she grows up she will be the most beautiful girl I¡¯ve ever seen. ¡°Y-yeah.¡± She took something from her bag. A lipstick and a pen. She write something on the card put lipstick on her lips then she kiss the card. ¡°For you.¡± She gives me the card, flowers, and lipstick. ¡°Huh?¡± ¡°For you, because for a little bit of time you make me stop crying and youforted me.¡± I took them from her. The card has a message ¡®Thank you so much, strangers. -M ¡® ¡°M?¡± She nods and stands. ¡°Thank you so much for making me happy.¡± My eyes widened when she kiss me ¡ª- on my lips. My first kiss. I hold my lips while looking at her running away and waving her hands. ¡°See you tomorrow, love!¡± ¡°Wait!¡± But she did not listen until she disappearedpletely. ¡°I¡¯m leaving, tomorrow,¡± I whisper. Since that day, I keep longing for her smell. The fragrance of her hair still keeps haunting me. That was the first andst time I saw her because the next morning was my flight. I came back there before I went to the airport. I waited for her but I did not see her. I don¡¯t want to leave that day but I have no choice. Every vacation, I came to that ce but I haven¡¯t seen her yet. ¨C ¡°Maggie, wait.¡± Maggie did not talk and get up quickly. ¡°Mag, let me exin. That was fourteen years ago.¡± Why didn¡¯t I throw it away when she became my wife. I did not hope to see that girl again. I still remember her but only to wish her happiness. Hopefully, where she is now I hope she is happy and she has found the true love that she deserves to be called LOVE. Just like me. Maggie stands and goes to her closet. She took some of her belongings without saying anything. Will she leave me? ¡°Love, please talk to me.¡± But still, she did not talk. ¡°Love, please let ¡ª-¡± I stop and look at her hand. She¡¯s holding a white hanky. ¡°It¡¯s you?¡± she asked. ¡°It¡¯s you?¡± I asked also. Is she that woman in the park? The girl that stole a kiss from me and called me love. My first kiss. The scent that I¡¯ve been longing for. Maggie jumps and hugged me tightly. ¡°I love you so much, ze.¡± She hugs me tighter. ¡°I love you more, Mag.¡± ¡°I came back the next day, but I didn¡¯t see you. I wait for you the whole night.¡± ¡°I am sorry, that day was my flight to the US, but I came there to find you but I did not see you.¡± She removes her hug and cupped my face. ¡°We¡¯re destined to meet again, and it¡¯s worth the wait, ze.¡± ¡°My first woman, my first kiss. Who¡¯s think I¡¯d married twice the woman I¡¯ve been waiting to see.¡± ¡°And I also married the man I stole a kiss because I like him.¡± ¡°Really? you like me even before?¡± ¡°Yeah, that¡¯s why I ran, because I was ashamed of what I did. But I didn¡¯t regret it because I kissed my first crush.¡± I don¡¯t know what to say. All I know is I am goddamn lucky. ¡°I am so damn in love with you, Maggie, I will love you forever.¡± ¡°We love you, too.¡± ¡°We?¡± I wondered. ¡°Yes, we.¡± She took my hand and put it in her stomach. ¡°Baby and I love you too, daddy. There¡¯s a six weeks twat-twat inside me.¡± I did not react. My system still epts what he said. ¡°Hey!¡± ¡°Daddy? Me, I¡¯m going to be a daddy?¡± ¡°Ohe on!¡± ¡°Maggie, really?¡± ¡°Yeah, probably. Every day, every night we have sex what do you expect, the neighbor¡¯s dog gets pregnant?¡± ¡°Daddy?¡± I said like crazyughing. ¡°I¡¯m going to be a daddy? I¡¯m going to be a daddy! Yes!¡± ¡°Hey!¡± He pped me on the shoulder because I suddenly jumped and punched in the wind. I picked up Maggie and turned around then kissed her. ¡°I am going to be a dad. Maggie, I will be a dad.¡± ¡°Yeah,¡±Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Thanks, Mag, thanks for making me happy. I am so happy right now. I can¡¯t fucking exin my fucking feeling but I am happy.¡± ¡°Not obvious.¡± She teases me. ¡°Thank you for giving me a family, ze, I mean aside from Margot, of course, and thank you for loving me.¡± She kisses me and I kiss her passionately. I will promise to protect them. They are always first on my list no matter what. ¡°I love you, Maggie.¡± ¡°We love you too, ze.¡± I have nothing more to ask for in my life. I just feel like I have everything I need with Maggie. Now there is a plus one. They will be my strength, and I have no right to be weak. I will do everything for them. For my wife, for my future kid. For my Family. I will love them all especially my psycho wife who drives me crazy with everything but I love her so much. With her, my life is so fucking perfect. A/N: Jace¡¯s story will be postedn kindly follow me to keep you updated. Thank you for reading. Title: His Kindhearted Wife. The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!