《Til Death Do Us Part》


 Chapter 1 May not live for more than ten months

    Chapter 1 May not live for more than ten months


    On September 5, 2017, Nikki was informed of a bad News. ¡°Mrs. Carson, your gastric cancer has


    reached its terminal stage. Without timely treatment, you may not live for more than ten months. Please


    be prepared...¡±


    Nikki could hardly believe that such a health examination would bring her to God so closely.


    She had only ten months lifetime left.


    Struggling to hold her breath, Nikki took out her phone out of the pocket.


    ¡°Ryan, where are you? Do youe back for dinner tonight? If you do, I will buy some food to cook for


    your.¡±


    For a long time, there was no response.


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    Nikki bit her dry lips, meanwhile, her tears went beyond control down upon her hands.


    At this time, his answer without any emotion sounded, ¡°No. There''s gonna be a party this evening.


    Besides, you can''t cook.¡± Then he hung up the phone.


    After a deep breath, Nikki tried to get rid of disappointment and left the hospital calmly.


    She shouldn¡¯t expect what a great reaction will be given by Ryan. Although she endeavored to be his


    good wife in their five-year marriage, Ryan still treated her coldly.


    In these five years, she should be satisfied. Even if Ryan didn''t love her, there¡¯s no pity for her because


    he will apany her to the end of her life. And in fact, it was Ryan who has been taking care of her


    for five years because she can''t do anything well.


    When she returned home, Nikki trembled since the air inside was cold enough. Acting as her daily


    issues, she managed her single life like eating, watching TV and sleeping. This vi is Ryan¡¯ and her


    home. She was ustomed to the issues that she was alone in most of the time so that she felt free


    about that kinds of loneliness.


    But now, she was afraid of something happened after her death. What would be if there was no one


    could take care of Ryan, if he would marry another woman to rece her to be his wife?


    Sleepy as she was, she got into a daze. She sobered up pretty quickly once she felt the bed went down


    a bit. His face is not avable in her sight, but his temperature existed.


    ¡°Ryan, I want to have a baby.¡± Nikki said.


    After telling him this idea, Nikki was filled with a trace of relief. At least in her absence, a child could


    apany Ryan instead of her.


    "We had discussed for no baby before, why suddenly do you want it again." Ryan answered without


    any expressions.


    Nikki turned back and caught the sight of his handsome but chiselled face. His brooding eyes looked


    directly at her through the dim light.


    "I like kids. Let¡¯s have one."


    Ryan immediately lost his interest. He wiped himself with paper towels, and said to Nikki mercilessly,


    "Our marriage is your father''s arrangement, however, I never expect you to give birth to a child. Giving


    up this idea and don¡¯t mention it anymore. Just stay contained as being Mrs. Carson. Don''t let me lose


    interest in you."


    Nikki looked down, feeling extremely heart-broken. She was clear about the fact that Ryan never fell in


    love with her, but she has been loving him for 13 years. What a sad story!


    "Is it because of her?" Nikki questioned.


    Ryan stopped, and his eyes turn cold.


    "Iva Adele." Nikki added.

 Chapter 2 The woman he loves most

    Chapter 2 The woman he loves most


    Torn with heavy grief, Nikki shouted out this name which is the pain of her heart, but the woman Ryan


    loves most.


    In the past time, Nikki forced Ryan to marry her. She drove Iva Adele away at all costs, and even


    hounded her mother to death. Despair prevailed in her mind and then Iva broke up with Ryan. Only


    then she had the opportunity to bound Ryan''s life with her family property.


    Ryan hated her for so many years. However he did not like her to mention Iva. Today she went beyond


    the line.


    Ryan clenched his fist and looked back straightly at Nikki in apathy. "What right do you have to mention


    this name? I tell you to be my Mrs.Carson peacefully, so first of all, zip your lips!" Ryan warned.


    She would never mention her in front of Ryan before, because she also did not want to destroy their


    rtionship with Iva¡¯s matters. "Well, I won''t mention this afterwards. What do you want to eat


    tomorrow morning? I''ll make it for you. Moreover, yourundry is finished already. Remember to take


    your clothes away if you go to thepany. I''ll pack them for you in a bag, and I..." Nikki said in a soft


    voice.


    "Enough!" Ryan became impatient, and recalled his memory, "Nikki, you are nothing different than


    before over the pass years."


    Ryan continued, "It''s irritating!"


    Ryan took out the quilt and pillow from the wardrobe and prepared to stay in living room tonight.


    Nikki gripped vigorously, and stared at Ryan for a while with eager.


    "Ryan, are you willing to be aside with me for another ten months? After ten months, I can promise you


    a divorce. Please, don''t hate me." Nikki begged.


    Ryan was still a little surprised to catch her words which turn out from her lips. Nikki once did whatever


    she can to be his wife and swore that she decided to be with him forever, even if he ignored and


    hated her. It would be enough for Nikki to have his apany. But now that she agreed to divorce


    after ten months,which was nothing like her expectation.


    Ryan scoffed, "What are you trying to pull?"


    "I am tired and I want to be relieved." Nikki said.


    Nikki dropped her eyes from beginning to end. Her tears without any imagination dropped a drop on the


    back of her hands.


    Basically Ryan came home every day but veryte therefore they have nomunication with each


    other, except for sleeping in the bed. Nor to have a meal with Nikki.


    Nikki¡¯s sudden suggestion to divorce made Ryan puzzled all the time. Is it really so easy to let her


    abandon?


    When he married Nikki, he promised her father that he would have to take good care of her in the


    future.


    And Nikki was a person who was incapable of looking after herself. Ryan had no idea about how


    should she live after divorcing him? After all, there would be no world for her without him.


    In order to be pregnant, Nikki punctured condoms and tried all kinds of ways to keep Ryan. Nikki


    responded enthusiastically to him just as she had exhausted herself to apany Ryan through her


    This evening, Ryan was so drunk that he kissed Nikki. It was a gratification for her but also a


    disappointment because Ryan called out a name from his mouth with Iva.


    He said, "I will marry you as soon as I divorce with Nikki."


    Nikki were staring at the ceiling through a mist of tears, her eyes turning nd. So, couldn¡¯t he wait to


    marry Iva?


    What a dame pity that she couldn¡¯t see it.


    Next day, Nikki went out for shopping together with her friend, Shane, who was pregnant since four


    months. Nikki worried about her absence during Shane¡¯s child-birth when she was lying in the ward. In


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    this case, she was preparing clothes for her child in advance, acting more worried than the baby¡¯s own


    mother.


    Shane saw her acting abnormally, she asked, ¡°Nikki, what are you doing?It¡¯s notter to manage those


    after its birth.¡±


    ¡°I''m afraid I won''t have a chance.¡±Nikki answered.


    ¡°Why will that happen? You are supposed to the godmother of my baby.¡±Shane denied her words.


    Nikki smiled and kept silent on the topic. Actually, she did dream to be a mother, a happy mother like


    Shane.


    ¡°Look, Nikki, I see Ryan." Shane grabbed Nikki''s hand and shouted excitingly.


    Nikki turned around, and then clenched her fists with a embarrassed smile after catching the scene.


    Soon she felt heartbroken, as if the heart was tore into several pieces. The two choosing clothes in the


    distance were exactly Ryan and Iva.

 Chapter 3 Gastric colic

    Chapter 3 Gastric colic


    Iva was not only attractive but also tall, well matched with Ryan. Since Nikki had been a housewife, she


    only had T-shirt, no make-up, being like an old woman at home.


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    Nikki didn¡¯t have equal merits like her. It was because that she did mind anyone but was willing to show


    Ryan the best of her.


    ¡°Ryan, this tie is really well-designed and matches you." Iva hold a tie to try several times and then


    said.


    Ryan smiled with a doting attitude.He said to Iva, "You do make a good choice."


    ¡°Then have a try.¡± Iva urged him with a sheepish grin.


    Ryan kept obedient to untie the tie, pass the old tie to Iva, and change the new tie to his cor.


    Iva curled her lip and suggested, ¡°The tie is too old-fashioned. Let¡¯s throw it away and try a new one.¡±


    ¡°Ok.¡± Ryan agreed with her.


    Nikki stood opposite them, only relying on a few clothes to cover her embarrassed figure. She couldn¡¯t


    ignore Iva¡¯s act to throw the tie, which was carefully selected by herself, into the trash can. It seemed


    that Iva had thrown her good will away as well.


    "What a seductressdy. Let me beat her for you." Shane murmured with brutal words.


    Nikki took hold of Shane immediately, then she shook he head and told, ¡°NO! Just let them go."


    "Why don¡¯t you do anything for yourself? Ryan is your husband." Shane reallyid into Nikki.


    With her lips bitten, Nikki answered in a distressed voice, ¡°He won¡¯t be anymore in the future.¡±


    ¡°Don¡¯ t you tell him the truth? Five years ago, it¡¯s you who saved him. Guess what? Iva has imed all


    the credit for herself. How long do you intend to cover it? For your lifetime?¡± Shane said with a failed


    expectation.


    A thought made her lost in the past that she had once told Ryan about the truth but received his


    doubts. Ryan had lost a part of his memory before so she did not me him. Nikki raised her head and


    continued to hope him having someone apanied in the future.


    The both friend parted in anger eventually. Nikki brought the selected suit to the Ryan¡¯s office. She


    wanted to send the well-prepared suit to him in order to let him rxed without worrying about the


    inconsequential trivia whenever he worked or returned.


    A voice of Iva shocked Nikki, who was standing outside the door at that time, "Ryan, stop please. That


    is enough..."


    The shattering voice made Nikki frozen in ce. Meanwhile she got stuck by no heartache but Gastric


    colic, with her whole body convulsed by the slighted pain .


    She opened the door, and saw them lying on the sofa. What¡¯s more, Iva¡¯s back was almost naked.


    When she saw Nikki entering, Iva slid into Ryan¡¯s arms in a panic.


    Ryan shouted at Nikki with his brows wrinkled, ¡°Get out!"


    To calm her mind, Nikki began her words with simper, ¡°Miss Adele , you are such a hothead that you


    could hardly wait to flirt with my husband in the office.¡±


    Iva looked at Ryan with a bit grievances. Ryan copsed his face as he saw Iva¡¯s situation, he said


    coldly, "Nikki, whatever we do is none of your business. Get out!"


    Nikki doubled her fists tightly. As her heart tightened, She just felt that a heat stream would overflow


    from her throat. After that, she ced the suit upon the desk and smiled,¡°Ryan, this is your suit.


    Remember to take it otherwise you have to ask your assistant to prepare for your gathering again when


    you are so into your work. Take care of yourself whether I am absent.¡±


    ¡°Are you loosing your sanity now?¡±Ryan questioned in sullenly.


    Nikki threw back her head and stared at Ryan nostalgically. She answered him some words, ¡°I am OK.


    I''m just afraid you can''t take care of yourself.¡±


    ¡°Nikki, don''t worry about that. I will manage his health.¡± Iva hooked Ryan''s arm and said with no deny.


    "I just prepared seafood porridge for him. You can have a try, too."


    After saying this, Iva supplied a bowl of food from the sk for Nikki. Nikki felt her stomach in heavy


    pain as soon as she had a little food, which had a savour of fish.


    The smell of blood sprang into her throat to give a attack on Nikki. She seemed not take this anymore.


    Nikki hold her lips painfully and quickly went to the bathroom to spit out, leaving the bowl smashed on


    the ground.


    Her blood turned the white tile into red one, making it looked particrly ferocious. Nikki, very pale,


    was looking into the mirror and seeing Ryaning in. Nikki flushed the blood with the faucet


    quickly.

 Chapter 4 Nikki was scared of the dark

    Chapter 4 Nikki was scared of the dark


    Ryan thought that she was pretending and deliberately behaved like this before Iva, so he grabbed her


    arm tightly, he said, "What do you mean?Is it so weird to make you vomit like this?"


    Nikki shook her head, ¡°It is delicious. It ount to my problems that I am not ustomed to its vour.¡±


    Ryan scoffed, "Are you jealous? I haven''t seen you as abnormal as today, since we have been together


    for so long. Being my wife, without the reality of a couple, could not make you satisfied?¡±


    This couple grew up together for the past two decades without end. Their parents have great friendship


    so they arranged the marriage for Ryan and Nikki. Since she was sensible, began to realized the love


    between male and female, she was into Ryan faithfully, even to the point of death.


    She fixed her love for thirteen years. Ryan never discovered this fact with a cold but also ignored


    attitude.Even the hard stones could be melted but she cannot melt the his mind. Although she has


    done many stupid things, he had never nced a more seconds on her.


    In fact, they were able to get married without any hitch because of Nikki¡¯s father, who entrusted her to


    Ryan before he died, and gave him all his belongings. Nikki was a child who was spoiled from her


    childhood and ignorant in her daily time. Her father was afraid that no one would take care of Nikki after


    his death therefore he forced Ryan to marry her.


    Nikki held his hand tightly and smiled resolutely, "Ryan, I am only ten months left. No one will entangle


    you in the future. You can be assured that you will be free. Please be nice to me in this ten months,


    OK?"


    Her words seemed to make separation and death, making Ryan quickly released her hand. Ryan


    stared at Nikki with iprehensible sights. He felt scared for her relief. Nikki had been entangled in


    him for so many years. That is impossible for her to quit so easily.


    "Nikki, are you insane?" Ryan swore and left with a doubting mind.¡±


    Just now Ryan was checking the wound of Iva. There was arge scar on her back which was caused


    by saving Ryan. So Ryan had been guilty all these years and promised to take care of her for her


    lifetime. Five years ago, he ned to marry Iva, however the matter was putting on because Nikki¡¯s


    father suddenly asked him to marry his daughter.


    Iva became his mistress without any spouse¡¯s status.


    "Ryan, will we really get married in ten months?" Iva said in an sense of unease. Moreover, she was


    afraid that these ten months were just a excuse.


    Ryan was full of doubts. He was confused by Nikki¡¯s behaviour which seemed to say bye to him.


    ¡°Maybe it will happen.¡± Ryan answered casually.


    With a delighted mood, Iva pushed Ryan down upon the sofa, started to kiss his lips and went closely


    into Ryan¡¯s cloths with her hands.


    Ryan held her waist to kiss on her without any hesitations, changing her ce to the sofa. Suddenly, he


    looked at the sky outside, finding it was veryte and dark enough. It was about to rain. He suddenly


    lost any interests when thought about an important things that Nikki as scared of dark.


    ¡°Ryan?¡± Iva asked.


    Ryan loosened Iva and wear his suit well,in a low voice he said. "It''s toote, I have to go home. We


    still have time in the future."


    Embarrassed as Iva is, she asked, ¡°So are you going to meet Nikki? Do you take pity on her?¡±


    "Even if we reach a divorce, I still have to take care of her." Ryan answered mentioning his promise


    toward Nikki¡¯s father.


    Iva felt unhappy and realized the fact they could not be together with Nikki between both of them.


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    The lights almost lightened every corner of the room.


    There was heavy rain outside. Lightning struck from time to time. The thunder rang. Mo Sheng


    embraced his legs and sat tightly on the sofa.


    The pouring rain was continuing outside with sh lightened from time to time. A thunder rang at this


    time, and Nikki embraced her legs, sitting rigidly on the sofa. She hated the weather of thunder and


    rain. She remembered that, once upon a time, in a bad day like now, she went to see Ryan with her


    cloths totally soaked, just in order to send him the homemade cookie.


    Standing beside the door, she didn''t notice that a thunder shed directly in front of her. All the electric


    circuits of Ryan¡¯s house were cut off. The huge thunder blew her ears out of hearing for three days.


    Fortunately, she was fine but had an indelible shadow in her teenage memory.


    A sh turned off the light.


    Nikki raised her head in shock, finding nobody in her dark room. Nikki took out her mobile phone as


    soon as possible to turn on the light. At the first, she wanted to call Ryan but gave up after some


    thoughts. She knew that it was dangerous to drive home from thepany sote.


    Curled in the corner of the sofa, Nikki closed her eyes tightly. Hearing something, Nikki raised her head


    and got frightened by a huge figure before her. Nikki almost screamed but stopped when Ryan opened


    her electric torch. Ryan said in a low voice, ¡°It¡¯s me.¡±

 Chapter 5 She is indeed Ryans wife

    Chapter 5 She is indeed Ryan''s wife


    The figure is from Ryan. Immediately Nikki burst into tears, and quickly stood up to held his


    shoulder,she begged, "Ryan, stay with me, please?"


    Only using the idea of begging could force Ryan to give her some warmth, and a hug. In the love, Nikki


    looked very small. She loved him by swallowing her pride and self-esteem.May one day when she


    became disillusioned, she would realize the fact. But she had no time because she promised to keep


    thest time to Ryan.


    ¡°OK.¡± Ryan said.


    Ryan couldn''t bear it. After all he knew her for so long. Even if there was no love between them, he


    also had friendship and affection for her. He couldn''t see her horrified at home, no matter how he hated


    to be bound by the marriage. Ryan held her into the bedroom to sleep, then he took many candles in


    order to light up every corner of the room.


    Nikki felt very warm in her heart, which made her extremely satisfied.


    Nikki put her arms around his waist when Ryan rubbed her back. Suddenly Ryan found a raised ce


    which protruded on her spine. It seemed like a bone had been injured. However in his memory, Nikki


    was well-protected without any great disease and hurt. Why would she get the hurt?


    "What happened here?" Ryan moved around her waist with his hands and asked.


    Nikki leaned on his chest and took his hand on her chest. She said, "It''s okay. It is just a hurt by


    ident."


    It was impossible to be fine with this kinds of injuries on her bone. Nikki didn¡¯t want to tell him the truth.


    Ryan realized it and gave up asking and turn to sleep very soon.


    Nikki couldn''t fall asleep, especially when she faced Ryan. She just wanted to use all her time to


    remember his face. She was staring at him with no daring to close her eyes. Touching his figure, Nikki


    realized how beautiful his face was to attract those otherdies. But now he was kept within bounds by


    herself, such an ordinary woman.


    Nikki smiled for a while and felt happy after all.


    At this time, Ryan''s cell phone rang. She turned it to silent in order not to disturb him. She reluctantly


    took the call because Iva¡¯s name was appeared on the screen.


    "Ryan, I''m terrified now, can youe and stay with me, okay?" Iva cried on the phone.


    All was the rain and wind outside now. Nikki stared at Ryan, who was sleeping and holding her waist.


    She hesitated and decided not to tell him about this call.


    She refused, ¡°Ryan was sleeping now.and say something tomorrow. This matter can wait until


    tomorrow.


    ¡°Nikki, it¡¯s you!¡± Iva surprised.


    Nikki hung up the phone before Iva finished her words.


    Nikki also had a selfish mind that Ryan was her husband. She was not generous enough to give up her


    husband to Iva. Every time when she saw them having intimate embrace, she felt her heart broken by a


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    knife. And now, Iva still wanted Ryan to apany her. Nikki was definitely not allowed it to happen.


    After all, she was his wife.


    The weather was getting colder and colder. When she saw Shane knitting a sweater for her baby, she


    also had an idea to made one for Ryan. How happy would she be if Ryan could have wore her


    homemade scarf to work.


    Nikki followed the video to learn and finished half of that scarf in a day. She found it not so difficult to


    weave the scarf.


    ¡°Nikki!¡± Ryan shouted suddenly, opening the door grumpily.


    Nikki was very happy when she knew him returned. She took half of the knitted scarf and tried it on


    Ryan. She said, "Is this scarf suitable for you? When the winteres, you won''t be cold when you


    wear it. I have done so many after learning in a day. Am I brilliant?¡±


    Nikki raised her head and stared at him. Losing in anger, Ryan didn¡¯t notice the scarf. Instead, he tore it


    off and threw it to the ground. The bamboo stick rolled down, making a sound to tighten Nikki¡¯s heart.


    Astonished by the situation, she looked at the scarf which was knitted hardly by herself and half


    finished by hurting her finger with several bubbles. Remembering about her hard work, she bit her lips


    tightly.


    Ryan grabbed her hand and pressed it on the wall, with a force that almost strangling her to death, and


    he asked, "Did you hang up the phone of Iva on purposest night?"


    Nikki clutched his arm and uttered with difficulty, ¡°Yes.¡±


    Ryan¡¯s eyes turned red. He stared at Nikki with hatred and appointment, saying, ¡°If I did not came in


    time, she would have died.

 Chapter 6 I will support you once you divorce with Ryan

    Chapter 6 I will support you once you divorce with Ryan


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    Nikki didn''t understand at all. Last night Iva was fine when she cried and asked Ryan to apany


    her. How could this matter be caused at the point that she just hung up the phone?


    Nikki confused, ¡°I don¡¯t know exactly.¡±


    "It was you who couldn''t save Iva from death when she asked me for help. She was robbed but finally


    had a narrow escape. She tried her best to call in thest time. Not only did you not save her after you


    took her call, you did not call the police.If there wasn''t her resistance, she would have been insulted.


    Now,she was stillying in the ICU and has just been rescued. Nikki, when did you be so


    merciless?¡±Ryan used her angrily.


    Ryan grasped her neck tightly, as to let Nikki be buried with Iva.


    It wasn¡¯t the truth. What matter did Iva havest night?It was definitely a trap from Iva.


    "She didn''t ask me for help, she just called to let you apany her."Nikki cried out her exnation.


    Nikki looked straightly into his eyes where existed no trust for her. On the contrary, he wished that Nikki


    would die immediately.


    ¡°You are quibbling. Did she get herself hurt deliberately? Nikki, are you a liar?Ryan shook off her hands


    disgustedly.


    Falling back on the ground by his act, Nikki felt painful and wondered when would this kind of pain


    would end. Nikki wept feebly to hold Ryan¡¯s leg, she continued, ¡°Ryan, believe me once time, all right?I


    really did not leave her in the lurch."


    Ryan shook her hands withe his back to Nikki, and said in all earnestness, "Nikki, we have known each


    other for so many years. I don''t hate you, but I never have any thoughts of loving you."


    His words directly did harm to her. He said he never wanted to love her.


    The door was closed followed with a huge bumping.Nikki realized clearly that Ryan didn¡¯t return any


    more.


    Staring at the half-made scarf on the ground, she picked it up and patted the dust on it. She had to


    finish it because it was half-made. For all night, she did concentrate on weaving the scarf.She also


    embroidered her name,Nikki,on its extreme edge, representing herself.


    In half a month, Nikki didn''t meet Ryan but had a severe drowsiness all the time. Shane was worried


    after she told Shane about her condition so she was took to the hospital for physical examination. After


    the inspection, the doctor directly let her turn to the gynecology department.Then the doctor informed


    that she was pregnant after a serious of examination!


    Inspired rapidly , she looked at the doctor in shock, she asked,"Doctor, are you telling the truth? Am I


    pregnant?"


    "Yes." The doctor replied affirmatively and turn into evident embarrassment,"It will be very difficult for


    you to be pregnant because it may be a threat for your life. The best way for you is to abandon your


    baby and treat your stomach disease as soon as possible.


    "No, I decide to keep it." Nikki said in a firm voice.Her face was alight with maternal instinct when she


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    touched her belly softly.


    Shane was d to know this good news.They could enjoy the same topic for their same identity,a


    pregnant woman.


    "You two have been married for five years.So it''s time to have a baby. Would you like to call Ryan to


    delight him?"Shane said happily.


    Nikki shook her head, "No. I guess he won''t like it."


    "What a stupid thing will it be?Doesn¡¯t he want a child?"Shane asked.


    ¡°Yes,he doesn¡¯t.¡±Nikki acknowledged.


    ¡°Forget it.We don¡¯t need to rely on him. Nikki,let me support you in the future so you can divorce with


    Ryan at ease.¡±Shane told her with a pity and held her hands tightly.


    ¡°What about your husband?"Nikki smiled.


    ¡°He is not as important as you.¡±Shane answered.


    ¡°Well.Please be responsible for me after I divorce.¡±Nikki said wittily.


    It happened that Ryan was right across from them, and heard them clearly. He stayed in the hospital


    for half a month as same as Iva did. but he never saw them, but saw them at the end.He just didn''t


    expect to see Nikki when he appeared in here.So he had dirty looks on his face when he heard their


    conversation.


    He never agreed on divorce.Therefore,it was too early for them to worry.

 Chapter 7 You want to trap me with a baby

    Chapter 7 You want to trap me with a baby


    Holding Shane¡¯s arm, Nikki walked forward but met Ryan when she raised her sight up. Surprised a


    little as she was,she soon covered it walked to him calmly.


    ¡°What are you doing here?¡± Ryan asked.


    Shane countered with a strain of bitterness on her face, ¡°Do you know Nikki, she was...¡±


    Nikki took hold of Shane to stop her,then she answered, ¡°I am here to visit Miss Adele.¡±


    His lips curled contemptuously, ¡°Will you be so nice?¡±


    ¡°Well, let me have a look. After all, it''s been half a month for Iva to be here.¡± Nikki said with some wry


    sense.


    As Nikki walked near the door, she soon saw Iva, whose face was pale,and her forehead had tetanus.


    In just half a month, she lost a lot of weight. But the evil she brought on herself was the hardest to bear.


    Iva did take great pains in provoking their bad rtionship between Ryan and her.


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    ¡°Ryan...¡±Iva cried.


    As soon as the door opened, Iva shouted delightfully. Suddenly her face stiffened again when she saw


    Nikki. She said dully, "What are you doing here, do you want to check am I live?"


    Nikki was not angry, and came in calmly. "I am here to see your health. You have lived in hospital for


    half a month. Ryan should be distressed again if you cannot recover as soon as possible."


    Iva had anger hidden in her heart. Nikki¡¯s husband was upied by her, however she could still be so


    casual and uninterested like it was nothing to do with her, so Iva became more disgusted Nikki¡¯s virtue.


    Iva shouted at Nikki, "If it wasn''t you jealous of me and to upy my man, I won¡¯t lie on bed for so


    long. You are bound to be punished for your severe viciousness sooner orter.¡±


    Nikkiughed and believed that the retribution was not on her even if there was. She said in a smooth


    voice, "Miss Adele, aren''t you guilty of saying this? It is you that have taken over my husband for five


    years. It''s quite enough for you to be the other woman in this way.¡±


    Although Iva turned red with anger, she still protested Nikki energetically when she suffered Nikki¡¯s


    sarcasm, ¡°"I ned to marry Ryan at the beginning. It was you who stepped in and forced my mother


    to death. What qualifications do you have to judge my identity? You are indeed the third person


    between us."


    "Really?" Nikki was honestpletely and had never done anything wrong. "If Ryan didn''t forget me,


    would he fall in love with you? Iva, you had impersonated me for five years and lived in my shadow.


    What qualifications do you have to say that I am a third person?If you haven''t lied, it''s impossible for


    Ryan to notice you at all.¡±


    Stimted by the aggressive words, Iva¡¯s red eyes were staring at Nikki with anger. She pretended to


    be Nikki and upied Ryan for five years. So what? As long as she had the means, she was not afraid


    of anything. All this was what she deserved.


    "I''m pregnant," Nikki said, "It is a baby of Ryan and I."


    Iva screamed indignantly and failed to control her pupil constriction. She was grabbing some things and


    throwing them at Nikki. Fortunately Nikki escaped so timely that she didn¡¯t suffer any damage.


    "Nikki, you deserve to die. you must die!" Iva shouted hysterically.


    The noise in the ward also made Ryan heard, he rushed in. Iva was very excited when she saw him


    that I don¡¯t want to see her.¡±


    Ryan turned angrily and asked, "Nikki, what did you do to her?"


    ¡°Nothing, I just told her that I am pregnant.¡± Nikki answered.


    Her sentences was like a bomb that extremely shocked Ryan. He did not expect that Nikki had such a


    great ambition that privately had his child with her efforts.


    Ryan dragged Nikki out of the room and said coldly, "Give out!"


    Nikki followed him calmly without any panic. However, her approaches stimted him. Ryan did not


    like her ying tricks, especially for the matter of being pregnant privately. He calmly asked, "How can


    you be pregnant , what have you done?"


    Nikki touched her belly, "I said that I wanted a child, and naturally there will be a way. Don''t worry, I will


    take care of this baby before giving birth. You don''t have to worry about it at all."


    ¡°Nikki!¡±


    Ryan almost shouted it out, staring angrily at her, "I am going to have a baby, and you don¡¯t ask me for


    a suggestion. Do you want to trap me with this baby whoes out suddenly and avoid a divorce?"

 Chapter 8 Iva’s panic

    Chapter 8 Iva¡¯s panic


    Sometimes, Nikki also felt that she invited humiliation for herself just to do useless things toward Ryan.


    Nikki struggled to calm himself down, not to be hit by his words, "The divorce will be realized, and the


    baby belongs to you too."


    Ryanughed and felt that she was joking. She tried hard to gave a birth but finally gave him the baby.


    She thought these words would be believed? How could he believe her word? It made no sense at all.


    "It sounds very good. But you have such a deep mind. Why should I believe you? It should be aborted


    immediately!" Ryan said cruelly.


    Turning into pale, Nikki couldn¡¯t believe that he was going to kill her baby just now?


    Nikki was unwilling to take his decision. What Ryan said cruelly broke her psychological line of


    defense. She refused,"No, I''m going to have this baby. It belongs to you and me."


    "Do you know that I hate you?" Ryan grabbed her hand, he said, "Even hate your baby. It must be a


    root of trouble. Why not abort it now?¡±


    Tears rolled down out of her control. Shocked as she was, Ryan¡¯s words irritated her nerves, and


    almost made her copsed. Nikki became speechless for a while with a strong feelings of her blood


    flowing backward.


    Nikki didn¡¯t recover until Ryan dragged her to the gynecology department. Nikki wiped her tears away,


    and struggled excitedly, ¡°Let me go!"


    "Nikki, do you know why I don''t want to have baby with you? Because as long as the baby exists, it is


    not clear between me and you. This is my nightmare. Marrying you is my nightmare!"


    ¡°It is enough!¡± Nikki shouted.


    Nikki was so stricken that she gave Ryan a p.


    The loud voice of pping made Ryan stop and awakened Nikki. She stared at him with a mist of tears


    and disappointment, she decided, "Let us divorce now, I am not going to give you this child."


    Ryan was shocked for a long time. He looked at Nikki dully and released her hand.


    Receiving freedom again, Nikki turned around desperately. In her life, there is not only Ryan, but also


    the baby. But the children were a bit pitiful now because it will be born without its parents.


    At this moment, Mo Sheng became confused again. Was she making the right choice?


    What was the point of giving birth if the baby was unhappy.


    Mo Sheng cried silently without any ideas to do anything. the child was her memorial to Ryan, but he


    didn''t want it. The baby was originally a memorial gift to Ryan, but he doesn¡¯t want it.


    "She is pregnant. She has your baby. Ryan, will you abandon me?" Iva asked in a panic.


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    Iva was very afraid that Ryan would leave her for Nikki¡¯s baby. She kept asking Ryan. It caused Ryan a


    little irritation. When asked by Iva, he was even more irritable. He released her hand, said indifferently,


    "Iva, don¡¯t you believe me or do you doubt yourself?"


    Iva was stiff and let her head down. She felt very miserable by considering losses and gains. It was not


    that she didn¡¯t believe Ryan. But she was notfortable with Nikki unless Ryan divorced with Nikki.


    Maybe one day, the lie would be exposed. At that time, not only would she loss Ryan but also she


    would be hated by him.This was the condition that she mostly hated to have.


    "Of course not." Iva smiled awkwardly, and quickly held his hand, "I don''t believe in Nikki. She is so


    scheming that she can do everything for her own desires. She almost let me die in other people.¡±


    Ryan pushed her away and kept a distance. His voice appeared, "I don''t want to hear her name


    anymore. If you are tired, take a good rest. Don''t worry about the things you don''t care about."


    Ryan left irritably, and now he wasn¡¯t patient as before. When Iva mentioned Nikki,he felt very


    ufortable and couldn¡¯t distinguish his feelings. Moreover, when he thought about Iva¡¯s sights of


    the disappointment and tears, he became frightened and worried that Nikki would leave him suddenly.


    So he immediately dismissed the idea of abortion.


    But Iva mentioned Nikki in front of him and said that what she had done, what made him disgusted


    because he did not want anyone to corrupt Nikki''s reputation. This intertwined emotion caused Ryan to


    be tortured a lot. And his headache began again.


    Ryan had two pills, and took a deep breath. So the symptoms of the headache were relieved a lot.


    "The headache appears again." Someone asked.

 Chapter 9 Ryan, let us get divorced

    Chapter 9 Ryan, let us get divorced


    Sitting opposite Ryan, the man, asked just now, in the white coat was Joe, husband of Shane as well


    as a friend of his.


    ¡°Yes. Nikki went for a visit just now. She is pregnant.¡± Ryan was dull and upset.


    Looking at such a tall man, Joe found that there he was also helpless at some points. In his business,


    but he was sessful but was blocked emotionally everywhere.


    ¡°I know it from Shane. She always insists you are such a scumbag.¡± Joe said.


    Ryan doesn''t matter, he is really a scumbag for Nikki.


    "However, Nikki really loves you. During all these years, you should be relieved. She is best candidate


    of your wife ." Joe advised.


    Ryan shook his head. The distance between him and Nikki was too huge. There was not much


    "If I''m with Nikki, I will be sorry for Iva. I was sorry for Iva once before, so this time I can''t do this


    anymore.¡± Ryan answered.


    "What about Nikki? She loved you for so long. Aren¡¯t you sorry for her by doing so?" Joe argued.


    Ryan closed his lips tightly and struggled inwardly. He gave Nikki five years of marriage.By doing so


    she could suffer the consequences of falling in love with him. Now she should regret it.


    Falling in love with him is the wrongest thing in her life.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± Ryan said.


    He was stunned. At this moment, he couldn''t be so cruel.


    Nikki took out the knitted scarf and looked at it. The color of ck was quite suitable for Ryan because


    he always had a feeling of coldness and alienation. She loved this cool image of Ryan because he is


    indifferent but he would gave someone all the gentleness as long as he loved her.


    Nikki didn¡¯t know when it will be delivered to Ryan. Let her keep this impulse, and talk about itter.


    When Ryan came back, Nikki sat in the living room with a lot of preparation. She was really a bit


    desperate. His heartlessness, his hatred made her afraid, without the previous passion. Her belief that


    wanted to change his mind was also strangled in the cradle.


    Suddenly seeing Nikki sitting in the living room, Ryan was a bit resisted for her, for the sake of her


    expression which was not as excited as before, just calm as death.


    Nikki raised his head with eyes cried for many times. Her eyes were as red as two big light bulbs. Her


    hoarse voice came out , "Ryan, I let you go. Let us divorce."


    Strongly attacked, Ryan seemed to fall into a bottomless abyss. Divorce was originally a good thing.


    Why did he feel so unhappy when he saw her tears?


    Ryan sat calmly opposite Nikki and said seriously with his brows twisted, "Divorce? Have you thought


    about it?"


    For the love she couldn''t get, Nikki persisted for five years. She could have persisted longer. Maybe


    she would follow Ryan in her whole life. But after she had a baby, Ryan was able to suggest a abortion.


    She flinched. She couldn''t let this matter happen. If Ryan could be with Iva after they divorce, then she


    will bless for them, as long as they don¡¯t do harm to her baby.


    "Well, I think so. Let us divorce. I will bless you and Iva." Nikki answered.


    Nikki tried hard to finished her words. She looked at Ryan''s handsome face with nostalgia.


    ¡°OK.¡±


    Ryan said calmly, and then left the table.


    This night, they fell asleep in different room. Nikki didn''t dare to sleep. Nor did Ryan. He thought about


    what Sheng said at the end of the day, she asked him to divorce, and faced him with a relived attitude.


    He felt unhappy for her attitude. Why could she be so rxed, didn''t she love him so much?


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    The next day, Mo Sheng got up very early. It should be said that he didn''t sleep all night and her face


    looked a little haggard. Nikki simply cleaned herself up and went out when Ryan came out.


    They looked at each other. But Nikki turned away indifferently when Ryan still stared at her.


    After going downstairs, Ryan thought that she would go with her. But there was a car parked in front of


    the door. The personing out of it was Carl. Ryan became unfriendly immediately with anger in his


    eyes. He tolerated with his lips closed.


    "Carl will take me, you cer." Nikki said coldly.


    Cral nced at Ryan and chuckled, "Ryan, long time no see. You are still the same."


    This gave Ryan no balm. When Nikki got into the car, he grabbed her hand and said, "She is my wife.


    There¡¯s no need for you to take care!"

 Chapter 10 Dont tell him I have a terminal disease

    Chapter 10 Don''t tell him I have a terminal disease


    Ryan rudely dragged Nikki out. She almost fell down upon the ground for her unsteady standing.


    Fortunately, Carl saved her in time. Nikki turned his eyes on Ryan with a iprehensible look.


    "Ryan, don''t forget that you two are going to divorce today." Carl reminded.


    Ryan said in a cool voice, "Before that, she is still my wife, and no one was allowed to take it over!"


    In this way, Nikki was dragged into Ryan''s car. She struggled but couldn''t escape his hand and


    shouted, "What do you mean, let me go."


    Ryan sneered, returning back and staring at Nikki, "No wonder you want to divorce, you have already


    been in his team. It is you think no one love you that you change to love Carl. How easy are you to


    change your mind?¡±


    His irony made Nikki embarrassed. She didn''t want to be isted and helpless. At least Carl did a


    better thing than him to her.


    At this moment, Ryan drove the car dully and speechlessly. The depressed atmosphere in the car


    made Nikki breathless. Then she opened the window to allow the cold wind blow on her face to awake


    her.


    Is it going to be done now?


    Her eyes were blurred by tears , but she didn''t dare to cry before him. She didn''t want him to feel


    reluctant, and she didn''t want to give Ryan a idea that she was pretending. It was she who obviously


    asked for a divorce, but pretended to be very wronged.


    Loving a person too much as if there is only one man in the world. Then struggling for perfection, being


    humble as crumbs, you stil didn''t catch his shadow in the end.


    On the half way, Nikki suddenly felt a tingling in her lower abdomen, just like a needle piercing, and


    was very ufortable. Her face turned white, holding his abdomen tightly.


    Ryan noticed that something was wrong. When he turned back, he saw Nikki in a cold sweat. He


    quickly brought it to a halt and asked, "What¡¯s matter with you?"


    "Drive me to the hospital."Nikki grabbed his hand and begged, "My abdomen hurts, and I''m afraid the


    baby has some troubles.¡±


    Ryan frowned. Although the baby came suddenly, he couldn''t let Nikki be so painful. He drove a sharp


    turn and took her to the hospital.


    "Mr. Carson, your wife has an something unstable for her fetus and has to be hospitalized for several


    days."The doctor suggested.


    Nikkiy on the bed with her pale face. Her hands were covering her abdomen. She thought as long as


    the baby was still there, she had hope.


    Ryan said coldly but seemedplex, "I go out for a second."


    When the ward was empty, Carl came in, holding a medical report in his hand, and said solemnly,


    "Nikki, do you know that you have advanced gastric cancer?"


    She didn''t want to discuss this issue. Stomach cancer, death, and the torture, all above were in her


    consideration. But she didn''t regret doing so, she said, "I know, I can''t live for ten months."


    ¡°Doesn¡¯t Ryan know?¡± Carl asked.


    "He doesn''t know."Nikki looked down and didn''t n to tell Ryan."Don''t tell him, please. When I''m alive,


    I don¡¯t want him to know anything. Let him really think that I would only divorce him after ten months,


    then he would not be so painful.


    Nikki choked when said that, she loved Ryan for thirteen years, but she was not tired at all. When she


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    was informed that she had only ten months alive, she melted into tears. She didn¡¯t care the truth that


    Ryan did not love her. She could totally live for Ryan as long as she insisted her faith.


    "Why are you bothering to do it?" Carl sighed.


    "If you were me, you would do the same thing. I don¡¯t want to make him miserable. Death is a sad thing


    for me, therefore I don¡¯t want him to suffer this sadness. Maybe he will feel relieved when he knows it.


    But I couldn¡¯t afford the bet.¡± Nikki said.


    This was the way how Nikki loved Ryan. She would love him every moment forever no matter what


    destruction would bring to herself.


    Nikki were getting better than before. For her baby, she was careful enough in order to give birth with


    herst energy.


    Ryan sent a message to ask Ryan to the rooftop.


    Nikki had not seen Ryan for a half day. When she knew that he was on the rooftop, she came to the


    roof with her clumsy body.


    The wind which blew heavily in the ce of roof chilled Nikki into a creep. She found failed to find Ryan


    after watching around but found Iva standing in front of her.

 Chapter 11 He loves Iva all the time

    Chapter 11 He loves Iva all the time


    Suddenly, Nikki paled and asked, "Did you call me toe here?


    Iva turned back andughed for a while, then answered, "Do you think it is Ryan that call you to here? I


    was sick so he took care of me for all the noon. He told me that he would have a divorce with you


    today. But I don¡¯t expect you to be so scheming to pretend you have a tummy ache to escape.¡±


    Nikki hold her fist and felt hurt in mind again. Ryan stayed with Iva all the afternoon. Although she


    should have known that this situation, she still felt ufortable when she heard from Iva¡¯s mouth.


    "Oh, you just call me here to listen these words. Then I am sorry I can''t apany you." Nikki


    pretended to be calm and turned away.


    But at this time, two tall men were standing behind Nikki, and the door was closed too. At this moment,


    there were only them on the roof. Nikki suddenly panicked, stepped back, and returned near Iva. Iva


    then hold her arm tightly.


    ¡°What are you doing?¡± Nikki asked nervously.


    Iva smiled coldly, as seemed that she wanted to tear Nikki up with her malevolent face. She said,


    "Don''t you say I stole your identity? Then I will let you see clearly who is Ryan''s favorite lover. Do you


    think you are his wife, you loved him for so long, so you can win me? Over the past five years, Ryan


    has taken good care of me and haspletely forgotten you. Even if he restores his memory, the


    person he loves is also me!¡±


    Nikki struggled but it was useless. There were two reckless men grabbing her shoulders. Nikki was


    suddenly afraid and said kindly, "Iva, please calm down. Ryan loves you even if I do much more things.


    Please let me go, here is the hospital.¡±


    "I can''t let you have his baby. This is a evil creature. Therefore you just leave the world with this baby."


    Iva said.


    Iva was so rude that she kicked directly towards Nikki¡¯s abdomen, but fortunately, Nikki escaped fast.


    This kick left on Nikki¡¯s back, which made her grunt.


    When Nikki knelt on the ground, the baby was not fine because Nikki still felt painful. Even if Iva did not


    kick on her abdomen, it is also slightly painful in this time. She could not tolerate the baby was killed by


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    Iva, so she implored piteously, "Iva, please stop. I promised to divorce as long as you set the baby free.


    I can leave now and never bother you two in the future.¡±


    With the eyes turning red, she couldn''t control so much. If she lets Nikki go, whoever will let her go?


    She was waiting for this opportunity to attack Nikki. She refused, ¡°All is to me for your obstinate


    awareness to upy my man. If I don''t kill your baby, one day you will upy my man again with your


    baby. You guys, go ahead!¡±


    Nikki was terrified, holding her abdomen tightly. But she was hopeless that the two men had great


    strength to lift Nikki up so easily. Nikki struggled and her legs were kicking around. The two men


    pushed her against the wall and tore her clothes.


    Nikki¡¯s pupils contracted at this moment like she were a porcin doll which could be managed freely.


    "Iva, what are you doing!" Nikki shouted hysterically.


    Then Iva took out her mobile phone to take a video and grinned viciously, "Let others see that you are


    having affairs with others while you are pregnant. It¡¯s more agitated for you to lose your baby because


    you don¡¯t follow the line."


    The two men tore her clothes into rags but Nikki resisted hard and bit the man¡¯s hand.


    The man directly gave her a p.


    Nikki fell down upon the ground weakly, with a torn pain in her lower abdomen. The man did not stop


    his action. Instead, he hold her clothes even more vigorously.


    At this moment, there was some voice from the door. Someone was smashing and kicking. Nikki


    noticed the opportunity and tried to climb upward, then shouted, "Help me please, help me, I am here."


    ¡°Nikki, Nikki.¡±


    It was Ryan.


    Iva soon became panicked because she did not imagine that Ryan would be here. She quickly took


    back the mobile phone and shouted, "Stop, stop your work, just shut her mouth and dress her well."


    Nikki didn''t have the energy to struggle. She was sweating and felt a heat flow in the lower abdomen,


    leaving the man to drag her away.


    With a bang, Ryan broke the door, but saw a thrilling scene.


    The two men were carrying Iva''s shoulders to push her down.


    "Nikki, please let me go. I don''t want to die. I love Ryan. You can''t force me to leave in this way. If you


    must do this, I will not give him up until I die." Iva begged.


    Iva was going to be pushed down by two men with her tears bursting.


    Ryan¡¯s face paled meanwhile his pupil contracted.He shouted, "Iva!"


    The two men released Iva and pulled her down. At the critical moment, Ryan rushed over and grabbed


    her hand. Iva struggled to grab his arm and cried, "Ryan, you are here, do you love me? If you don''t


    love me, don''t save me. You can just live with Nikki together. I don''t mind it and I will not disturb you.¡±


    "I love you, Iva, I always love you." His eyes turned red. How could he release her hand.


    Seeing this situation, Nikki was lost in despair when she heard Ryan saying that he loved Iva. Nikki


    couldn''t control her tears and closed her eyes hopelessly. The unspeakable pain hit her in the heart.


    The sorrows drowned her like a river flew backwards.

 Chapter 12 Nikki, you should die

    Chapter 12 Nikki, you should die


    In her life, Nikki''s biggest regret was that she only loved a man, Ryan.


    Iva was finally saved by Ryan and lied in his arms unconsciously.


    Ryan hugged Iva cross her body, staring grimly at the two people who pushed Iva down.


    The two men got panicked and denied, "It wasn''t us. It was this woman who hired us to do so."


    Pointed by two men, Nikki couldn''t say anything while stayed on the ground. When Ryan said that he


    loved Iva, she felt her heart brokenpletely. She wished to have a chance to forget these pains and


    Ryan.


    Full of hatred, Ryan said coldly, "Nikki, you are so ruthless, if there is anything wrong with Iva, I will let


    you die with her!"


    Ryan took Iva away, leaving Nikki alone to be blew by cold wind here.


    He didn''t know that Nikki was hurt in her lower abdomen and the blood flowed out from her legs


    constantly.


    Nikki struggled, looking up at Ryan who hold Iva and left. She tried her best to remember his merciless


    back. she gritted her teeth, digging on the cold floor with her fingers. What a horrible scene that


    consisted of the blood made Nikki hate and didn¡¯t want to go through it again.


    When she awoke, she was lying in the ward. Smells of strong disinfectant water made Nikki wanted to


    retaliate. She moved and soon thought about her baby, so she sat up violently, and opened the quilt.


    "Nikki, you''re awake." Shane cried so heavily that her eyes were red, and voice horsed.


    Nikki grabbed her arm and asked nervously, "How about the baby, is it fine?"


    "The baby is fine, but almost became a abortion. The doctor said that you couldn¡¯t move while you are


    in bed, otherwise you would easily have a abortion." Shane said, covering her lips with pain.


    Nikki breathed with a sigh of relief. As long as the baby was okay, everything was fine. She touched her


    abdomen and decided to give birth with the full belief.


    Looking up at Shane, she found that Shane was still crying and asked, "Why are you crying, I''m all right


    now."


    "You lied to me, you still lied to me!"Shane answered aginatedly.


    Nikki looked down and dared not to face the questions of those who loved her. She couldn''t answer but


    said, "Go back, I want to have a rest."


    Angry but distressed did Shane was. There was no one except Ryan in Nikki¡¯s heart. "Nikki, are you


    trying to drive me away? Who do you think will take care of you if I''m not here anymore. Ryan? He had


    already stayed with that woman!¡±


    Nikki shed tears back to her silently. She knew everything and understood everything, but she was


    afraid that Shane was crying before her.Before the torture of her illness, Nikki still wanted to die alone.


    "I know you do care me. This time, you just leave if you want to do good for me. I can take care of


    myself," said Nikki calmly.


    Nikki!" Shane shouted with total disappointment. Their friendship for so many years didn¡¯t even y


    better than Ryan. "I¡¯m so disappointed at you. Even if you lose Ryan, you still have me, but you can''t


    put anyone in your heart except Ryan.¡±


    Nikki drove everyone away, leaving herself alone. She was afraid that when her stomach cramps were


    so severe, she couldn''t control but lets others discover it. She spit out the blood, while her stomach hadBelonging to N?velDrama.Org.


    a terrible colic. She couldn''t tell whether it is painful or not. Sometimes it became numb after a long


    time.


    With a m, the door was opened.


    She wiped her mouth with a tissue, moved the trash can under the bed, looked up and saw Ryan


    standing at the door and looking at her with a cold face.


    "Ryan." Nikki shouted.


    Ryan sarcastically said, "So are you pretending to be weak and win my sympathy? Do you think you


    can cheat me when you are pregnant now? Nikki, if not for this case, I wouldn''t know that you are so


    vicious and want to kill Iva.What else can¡¯t you do? "


    His word eat out her heartpletely. Facing the distrust of her favorite person, she could only be


    broken and tolerate by herself, "I ..."


    "Stop, don''t you want a divorce? Sign now and find a time to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau!"Ryan didn''t


    want to hear her exnation, and took out a divorce agreement in front of Nikki.


    "I didn''t push her, everything was directed and performed by herself." Nikki still wanted to exin, but


    believe it or not by himself.


    Ryan was angry and stared at her. The thing that she pushed Iva downstairs was ever seen by himself.


    The two men admitted that she had done it while she was still quibbling.


    ¡°Last time you could leave her for a lurch, and this time you want to kill her again. Will I still believe


    you? You just win my sympathy by pretending as a innocent person. Have you been so tired for so


    long? Fortunately, Iva is fine. Otherwise, it¡¯s not enough for you to die!¡± Ryan said in disgusting


    mind.

 Chapter 13 What I regret most is having known you

    Chapter 13 What I regret most is having known you


    ¡°Are you so in love with Iva?¡± Nikki asked.


    With tears in her eyes, she thought this man who had been in her love for so long but always leave a


    back on her.


    Ryan didn''t hesitate at this time. "I love her, and marrying you is not what I wanted. After divorcing you,


    I will marry her as quickly as possible."


    The divorce agreement was in the hands of Nikki. Looking at the several big words on the top, Nikki


    tightened a corner, and realized that their five-year marriage came to an end, just because of Iva. She


    could divorce in a fair and upright manner, but if there was such a big misunderstandings between


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    them, but Iva won finally. she will die with evesting regret.


    Nikki threw the divorce agreement aside and said, "I regret it."


    Ryan was annoyed by her words and grabbed her from the bed. "I know you''re so scheming. The pain


    of your stomach is fake, you just don''t want to divorce me, and you speak it out so righteously. Who


    gave you the courage to y tricks on me over and over again?¡±


    "This is what Iva want, not me. She wants to marry you. I don''t want to do it. If I can choose, I really


    want to push her down and make this bitch powdery!


    Nikki was treated in this way. So she was angry at Iva.


    Ryan stared at her and his face was angry with a ruthlessness, "Nikki, can you repeat again?"


    "I said Iva is a bitch with a double face!" Nikki stressed.


    Ryan pped her into the bed.


    She felt her cheek sore and hot. Kneeling down on the ground, she leaned on the bed with hands and


    stayed buried in the quilt. She couldn¡¯t help crying.


    "Nikki, what I regret most is to know you in my life!" Ryan said.


    After saying that, he left without turning back.


    Nikki bend down on the bed, cried in pain, burst into bad emotion. Crying hysterically, she touched her


    abdomen desperately.


    Ryan, do you know what I regret most in my life is to fall in love with you!


    In the past two days, there was only one personing to see Nikki,who had no rtives. Her father


    already died five years ago, and her mother did not care about her after divorce.She had nothing


    now.There had nothing belonged to her no matter she lived or not.


    Although life was boring, there were always something interesting.


    That was Carl.


    They have been ssmates in the same ss since elementary school. After she got married, he


    gradually faded out of her world. Now she has fallen out with Ryan.Of course Carl wille to take


    care of her. However, Nikki was having apathy on him, as if she would not love anyone except Ryan.


    Carl came to see her from time to time, and each time he came he could see Nikki standing by the


    window. Thissted for a week before she spoke to him, but the first sentence was to stop him from


    visiting her again.


    With his eyebrow frowned, Carl said solemnly, "Nikki, Ryan is going to divorce you, do you care about


    him?¡±


    Nikki shook her head. She knew clearly that her mind would be useless for the truth that Ryan had


    already loved Iva so much. Nikki turned her head back, with a paleface. Her staring at Carl made him


    feel panicked. Obviously she was pregnant. But why would she look so harassed. It seemed that she


    will be broken if he touch her.


    "I don''t want to get you into troubl , Carl, we have known each other for so many years, you should


    understand me."Nikki answered.


    "I don''t understand you, all I know is that Ryan is simply not worthy of you!" Carl shouted.


    She almost forgot that only she knew about the advanced stage of gastric cancer. The others were not


    clear about the truth. She turned around again and stated, "The Mid-Autumn Festival ising soon. I


    want to eat yolk moon cakes. Can you buy it for me?"


    What Nikki said aroused his hope again. Carl nodded, and went out to buy moon cakes for her soon.


    After Carl left, Nikki also bring her tired body out of the ward. She almost recovered . She didn¡¯t want to


    say goodbye and would like to leave secretly. Otherwise Carl would discover her abnormality.


    But before that, she wanted to see Ryan. Perhaps as Shane and Carl said, she only missed him no


    matter how many times he hurt her. She did not hesitate to move closer to him.


    Nikki, all you suffered were from your own choice.


    Iva was discharged today without any problems. She stayed in hospital for more than a month. Nikki


    stood at the door of the ward and looked at the people inside through the window.

 Chapter 14 You are not worthy of Nikki’s kindness for you

    Chapter 14 You are not worthy of Nikki¡¯s kindness for you


    ¡°When do you divorce Nikki, I can''t wait to marry you.¡± Iva said.


    Sitting on Ryan, she hold around his neck, as looking very intimate and loving.


    Ryan scratched her nose with indulgence, "Tomorrow I will divorce and then marry you."


    Iva thought for a moment,then asked, "Do you care about her baby?"


    Ryan frowned. The baby seemed to be a difficulty for him. "The baby is from her own willingness. It has


    nothing to do with me in the future and will not affect our marriage."


    ¡°I trust you, Ryan, I love you.¡±Iva said.


    Iva confessed and kissed his thin lips, then they two began to kiss.


    Nikki stared at Ryan''s handsome face in a mixture of envy and admiration. She bit her lips tightly and


    thought that the rtionship between them was gone finally.


    Anyway, why should she understand whether Ryan was right or not. In the world of affection, there was


    always one person who will be injured.


    Nikki left the hospital in despair. If this was thest time she saw Ryan, she should be disappointed at


    all. If she divorced, a couple will remarry after this.


    Carl bought the moon cake and came back, but when he opened the door, he couldn''t find Nikki.


    Immediately, he panicked, left the things in his hand and ran out to ask the nurse. However, the nurse


    did not know where Nikki was.Carl thought carefully about it for a while, and didn''t feel very good. Nikki


    might have just given him a excuse in order to leave the hospital.


    Suddenly, Carl was filled with irritation. He gave up Nikki and sent her to Ryan for five years. But he


    only got such a result.


    Carl hurried to find Ryan. At this time, Ryan was holding Iva¡¯s hand to prepare for her discharge


    procedure, and did not know that the danger hade.


    Seeing Ryan holding his new lover, Carl lost his mind, and shouted, "Ryan!"


    Ryan turned his head back, but got a fierce punch on his face. Ryan tasted the blood in his mouth,


    raised his head, and stared at Carl with the same irritation, "Are you insane?"


    ¡°Am I insane? I thought you are insane. Nikki has loved you for thirteen years and done so much for


    you almost with her life. What about you? What have you done for her, fooling around with other


    women when she was pregnant! Carl was so angry. He had been a rival to Ryan for so many years,


    protecting Nikki with all his energy.But Ryan disdained to care Nikki.


    Ryan didn''t like Carl because of Nikki. Ryan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said


    ironically, "You know the truth most clearly, then she also chooses me. As for you, you never go into her


    mind. I can understand that you took your annoyance out on me for that youe a cropper on Nikki.


    But don''t say that she did a lot of things for me. Her merciless heart was not worthy of love.¡±


    ¡°Ryan.¡±


    Carl abused him and prepared a new punch. Ryan took a few steps back, then without ant tolerance,


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    yed punch back. So the two big men scuffled together.


    ¡°You don''t haverightn to mention her name.You are such a beast.Carl clutched Ryan''s cor, erupting


    out his anger for so many years in her mind .


    "What about you? How do you feel of being the Fallback person for so many years??" Ryan said.


    Ryan¡¯s words seemed to be something sad stuck in Carl¡¯s throat. Carl turned his cheek into angrily red.


    "So, why don''t you cherish that, she always loves you, but you? You have betrayed her."


    Ryan couldn''t feel his despair, and he didn''t understand why did Carl have to say these things if he


    loved Nikki. Pursuing Nikki behind him is a good choice, isn¡¯t it?


    "Nikki ... she almost died that year, do you know?"


    Saying this, Carl¡¯s eyes flushed. This was a pain he couldn''t talk about. What else could he say if Nikki


    could do everything like that for Ryan.


    Ryan ignored what Carl said and did not take his words as a thing at all. "Release me. Whether she is


    dead or alive has nothing to do with me"


    "She left the hospital, where can she go, She is helpless.Only you that she could rely on. What about


    you? Drive her away. Why can you say that after ruin her whole life?¡± Carl asked.


    Carl was still angry, but even more distressed. Ryan didn''t know anything although Nikki did so much


    for him.


    " Isn¡¯t she in the hospital? What''s wrong with her?" Ryan didn''t understand.


    "You don''t know yet? She almost had a abortion with your baby. She has been in the hospital these


    days and just left the hospital just now without telling me. She is ready to say goodbye!" Carl said in


    despair.


    Frightened by the news, Ryan held his lips slightly and didn¡¯t what could he say.


    Having known each other for so long, Ryan could not assumed that Nikki was stranger. Even if she had


    done so many cruel things to Iva, he still couldn''t hate her. It might be this feeling that made him


    panicked after Nikki left.


    Carl finally let him go, out of heart, and he said, "Ryan, you''re not worthy of Nikki''s kindness to you."

 Chapter 15 Look for Nikki crazily

    Chapter 15 Look for Nikki crazily


    After Carl left, Ryan stayed in the ce and thought about what Carl said just now. Nikki almost died.


    Why did he say that?


    He didn''t understand, but he felt inexplicably painful, as like he had been experienced before.


    Iva was very worried. When she saw his panic, she immediately walked closer to him, "Ryan, what''s


    wrong with you? Is it ufortable?"


    Ryan calmed down and said, "It''s all right."


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    But at the moment Ryan was in a bad mood. He was very upset after Carl said these words


    "You are injured. Let the doctor deal with it for you."Iva suggested.


    "Nothing is wrong, let''s go back." Ryan refused.


    Ryan couldn''t manage the injury on his face. He quickly solve discharged process and sent Iva


    home.He was always worried about where Nikki went, at least he and Nikki had not yet divorced, so


    they had to find some time to handle the divorce formalities.Ryan made excuses tofort himself,


    arguing that it was just the cause of the divorce.


    Iva noticed that Ryan was absent-minded and had a sense of crisis, so he wanted to leave hurriedly.Iva


    could not help asking, "Are you going to find Nikki? Didn''t you say she''s none of your business? Why


    do you go to find her?¡±


    Iva felt unfair. She could not transfer all his thoughts after doing so much.


    "She is pregnant and helpless now. I''m afraid she''s in trouble. When I divorce her and settle her down,


    I won''t go to her again." Ryanforted Iva, and exined that it was his responsibility to take care of


    Nikki. It was his promise for Nikki¡¯s father so he couldn¡¯t break it.


    Iva was about to cry. What she needed was Ryan, who loved her with all his mind. But he wanted to


    find Nikki, and she couldn''t exin her unwillingness. She just gritted her teeth and said, "I''ll wait for


    you. You muste back at night."


    Ryan promised, and quickly left. He was ready to go home to see whether Nikki was at home or not.


    When he arrived, he found the empty room seemed like someone hadn''t lived in for a long time under


    the atmosphere of loneliness. Ryan didn¡¯t see Nikki but found the divorce agreement signed by her.


    The above handwriting of Nikki represented that Nikki agreed to divorce him.Ryan frowned, but did not


    feel relieved, adding a heavy burden at this time.


    Ryan then call Nikki immediately, but it was turned off. Ryan called Shane again. On the phone, Shane


    scolded him as a scumbag. She cried while scolding, but didn''t know where Nikki was.


    Did it end like this?


    Ryan never imagined about such an ending.Saying that they divorced after 10 months, and only after


    more than a month, their five-year marriage ended.


    Sitting in the room, Ryan was lost in the contemtion. Where could She go with her pregnancy, how


    should she live in the future?


    Thinking about that Nikki was helpless and did not take away anything, Ryan felt a bit unbearable. He


    didn''t love er, but he couldn''t do it so mercilessly. Ryan stood up immediately and drove out to find her.


    It was raining outside and there were many vehicles on the road. Ryan was driving very slowly. He was


    afraid to miss everyone who looks like Nikki. He was panicking and looked nervously. A long timeter,


    Ryan was naturally agitated and patted the steering wheel worriedly.


    Suddenly, he saw a woman with an umbre in the street who looked like Nikki. Ryan soon parked and


    rushed out, like a reckless hairy boy. He grabbed the woman and shouted, "Nikki!"


    The woman looked back, but not Nikki. Instead, that woman scolded him as a lunatic.


    He did his best. He thought about finding Nikki back, but Nikki had already left and been out of his


    sight.


    Ryan was upset and returned home with his clothes soaked.Then he sat quietly in the room. This


    house, is where he was unwilling toe back because he was unhappy and even disgusted when he


    saw Nikki. But now there is no Nikki here,cking a little bit of vor of life. It wasn¡¯t the result he


    wanted.


    At night, the light did not turn on. Ryan leaned against the sofa, bowed his head without any


    movement. It seemed that he could paralyze himself in this way without thinking about what Nikki was


    doing now.


    The phone rang. It was from Iva. Ryan didn''t want to answer. He didn''t know his feelings clearly. Why


    did he have to sympathize with Nikki while he loved Iva? This totally wasn¡¯t like him. In the end, he still


    didn''t answer because he didn''t want to listen to her questioning, and didn''t want to see her.


    After sitting for a long time, Ryan got a fever and felt his throat dry and extremely ufortable. He fell


    asleep on the sofa but let his illness became worse.


    The door suddenly opened. Ryan heard the key chains nged, and the small steps stepped towards


    him.


    Ryan opened his eyes in a daze, thinking that it was his illusion that he actually saw Nikki.

 Chapter 16 What on earth do you want to do

    Chapter 16 What on earth do you want to do


    Nikki returned home and was surprised by the scene that Ryan slept on the sofa. She thought Ryan


    would note back. Seeing his weak face,she could not help touching his forehead. Ryan grabbed


    Nikki''s hand immediately and shouted, "Nikki, is it you?"


    Nikki drew away her hand and did not answer. She thought that there would be nomunication


    between them after divorce.


    But the temperature of his hands were a bit high, and he might have a fever. Nikki went to take a ss


    of water and fed Ryan two cold medicines. Ryan had them obediently, and dragged Nikki''s sleeves


    instinctively.


    Nikki turned her back on him withplicated feelings in her eyes. Now that he had chosen to let her


    go, but why was he still holding her?


    ¡°Nikki.¡± Shouted Ryan.


    Hearing Ryan''s call, Nikki finallypromised. She put the ss down, and squatted down again to


    hold Ryan''s hand, "I''m here."


    His breath became calm and felt relieved when he heard Nikki''s voice, then he went to sleep quietly.


    Nikki stared at Ryan''s handsome face, and felt a little sad. He said clearly that he would never fall in


    love with her in his life, and told her that the most thing she regretted was to know he. But at the time


    when she was the most vulnerable, he broke her heart again.


    "Ryan, what on earth do you want to do?" Nikki asked inward.


    Nikki stayed with Ryan overnight and didn¡¯t take a nap until he recovered.


    In the morning, the bell rang and Nikki went to open the door. Iva was standing outside the door.


    Iva was a little stunned. She thought Nikki had left without saying anything. However she was still here.


    Nikki wondered close the door subconsciously when she saw Iva, but was stopped by Iva.


    "Nikki, what tricks are you ying, don''t you say you''re leaving? But why aren''t you leaving yet? I


    guess it''s the way that you want to keep Ryan.¡± Iva asked.


    "Who actually y the tricks? I think you will know it better." Nikki said.


    Iva was irritated but she didn''t want to leave Ryan here. Otherwise Ryan will rekindle with Nikki when


    he woke up. She pushed Nikki rudely away, walked in directly, and saw Ryan lying on the sofa and


    quickly asked, ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡±


    "Nikki, what did you do to Ryan?" Iva asked warily.


    "He has a fever and has just taken pills." Nikki answered.


    I''m seeking for someone to take him to my home, and I hope you have self-awareness and don''t bother


    our life in the future.¡±Iva said.


    Iva finished the phone call and lifted Ryan away. At the moment, Ryan was still calling Nikki''s name,


    but Nikki failed to hear that. She got a stomachache again, hiding herself alone in the bedroom


    suffering from the pain.Nikki was pregnant so that She has never taken medicine. She was afraid that


    the medicine will have side effects on her baby. Every time it hurt, Nikki would put up with this kind of


    pain which was not affordable.


    She vomited much blood again. Looking at her pale face in the mirror, what she hoped just to persist


    until giving birth.


    Ryan woke up and found that he was at Iva''s house. He clearly remembered he went back to Nikki''s


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    With red eyes, Iva asked nervously, "Ryan, are you feeling better? You had a fever yesterday, and I


    took care of you overnight."


    "Did you take care of mest night?" Ryan asked, wondering the confusion that in his memory it was


    Nikki who took care of him.


    "Yeah, I took care of you all night. Fortunately, the fever has remitted. Don''t do such a stupid thing, OK?


    I feel distressed for you."


    Ryan couldn''t bear it, and leaned around Iva''s waist, startedfort her, "Well, it won''t happen


    anymore. I won''t make you worry about me anymore."


    "But you have a fever for Nikki, do you like her? Ryan, what position do you ce me in?" Iva said with


    more and more grievance in mind. "She treats me like that, do you still remember her?"


    The usation made Ryan felt guilty. It was indeed what Iva said. Why was he so kind to Nikki. If he


    still cared about Nikki of two minds, it was unfair to Iva.


    "Sorry, Iva. I won''t go to meet Nikki again." Ryan promised.


    Ryan grabbed Iva''s arm and said, "Let''s get married."


    "Really?" Iva asked with huge exultation.


    Ryan smiled indulgence and touched Iva''s face, "Yes."

 Chapter 17 Nikki, don’t be so unrepentant

    Chapter 17 Nikki, don¡¯t be so unrepentant


    Ryan took the initiative to call Nikki, and said indifferently in front of Iva, "Nikki, do you have time now?


    If yes, let¡¯s go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the divorce procedure."


    At the time, Nikki was sobbing painfully in bed. Her face was pale, sweating when she held the phone


    hardly. She could not bear the intense pain in her body, and couldn''t make any sound while crying. His


    words were unintentionally driving her into the abyss of hell.


    "Have you heard that?" Ryan thought that Nikki didn''t speak intentionally, so his tone aggravated a lot.


    "Nikki, our fate hase to an end. This time, I won''t hesitate. Marriage will end sooner orter. So


    why should we wait ten monthster?¡±


    Nikki''s voice was hoarse and weak, "Ryan, can''t you wait a little?"


    "What are you pretending to be, are you sick? Nikki, don''t make me think you''re so spiritless. It will only


    make me hate you more." Ryan mocked.


    "Have you ever loved me in the past five years? Even if it''s just for half a minute." Nikki curled her body.


    At the most vulnerable moment, the person she wanted to see most was Ryan, but he said he would


    divorce her. The one she loved would say goodbye to her in this way.


    "No, Nikki, don¡¯t be so unrepentant!" Ryan was decisive, and he could no longer have mercy on her.


    There would be no end to them if he still worried about Nikki.


    Without any expectations, Nikki said calmly, "Okay, I''ll wait for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow."


    After that, she was really in pain and, apanying with Ryan''s heartless words, she felt her heart


    could no longer be ignited. The phone dropped to the ground, at the same time, her eyes closed, the


    whole person came into a daze.


    Waking up again, Nikki was dripping while her body was soft and fluttering, which seemed to die


    immediately.


    Shane sat beside her, crying with red eyes. Nikki wanted to raise her hands to wipe her tears, but was


    caught by Shane. Shane cried, "Nikki, why don¡¯t you tell me you are sick?Why does this happen


    suddenly, I think the doctors are lying to me. Nikki, are they lying to me, you are very healthy. How can


    it be a stomach cancer?¡±


    She and Shane became friends, even like sisters, for a long-time. Nikki was afraid that Shane would be


    too worried about her while she was pregnant. So Nikki tried to conceal but in the end she couldn''t


    make it.


    "Does Ryan know that? He must regret divorcing you!" Shane responded strongly.


    Nikki was so calm that she could be still indifferent although facing with the torture of illness . Life was


    like a sh in the pan. And every time when she imagined that at her most beautiful age she lived a life


    that was not she wanted, and there was no fear at all.


    In this life, she only lived for Ryan, and she was too tired. Maybe death was also a kind of relief.


    Because it was a kind of relief if she didn¡¯t need to love Ryan.


    "Don''t tell him, I hope he treats me as a non-existent person." Nikki said.


    Nikki smiled bitterly, as pale as white paper. After the divorce, they would not have intersection at all.


    By then, Ryan would never know she was dead.


    Shane burst into tears for what Nikki said, "You are such a fool, if you die, can you still be willing?"


    ¡°Shane, you will never understand my feelings in your life. Because you have your husband who loves


    you so much, and I have only Ryan who loves others. I chased him for thirteen years. It is enough. I''m


    not as strong as you think, so don''t tell him. I don''t want to have any rtionship. I''m tired. I don''t want


    to be sad for him anymore.¡± Nikki stated.


    Nikki lived for twenty-six years. And there are thirteen years lived for Ryan. Arge part of her life was


    spent on him. In fact, her life was too simple and not strong enough for rejecting all men for Ryan.She


    knew love, but was a bitter and desperate one. Actually, she wanted to enjoy a love that both loved


    each other.


    "I¡¯m have no chance, I will find a man who loves me in my next life."


    Nikki looked down, but then thought of something, and asked, "How long have I been sleeping?"


    "You have been sleeping since yesterday. If I hadn''te to your home, no one would have found you


    being unconscious at home."


    Nikki promised to finish the divorce. Seeing that it waste, Nikki stood up hurriedly and pulled the bits


    out.


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    Seeing her so excited, Shane hurried to hold her and asked, "What are you doing?"


    "Ryan and I have agreed to meet at the Civil Affairs Bureau today. I have to go!"

 Chapter 18 Theyre getting married after he divorces Nikki

    Chapter 18 They''re getting married after he divorces Nikki


    Shane was exasperated at Nikki¡¯s failure and said, "Nikki, is there something trouble in your mind?


    Why are you still so active when he asked you to divorce. You haven''t finished your bit. What if


    something happened on the road?


    Nikki smiled and decided she would be stupid again if she was stupid. Anyway, one more time had no


    business at all."It''s okay, let me go. I don''t want him to think that I''m not keeping my promise, please."


    Begging sights softened Shane''s heart. How could she do anything between them.Shane cursed,


    "Look, even if you think about him like this, he won''t feel a little."


    Nikki was still half an hourte while Ryan was waiting impatiently at the door, thinking that she was


    ying tricks on him. So Ryan and was very dissatisfied. When Nikki arrived here, he frowned and said


    indifferently, "You arete, I just thought you are making another appointment today! "


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    ¡°Let use in.¡± Nikki said.


    There wasn''t much fluctuation on her surface but the atmosphere of the Civil Affairs Bureau made her


    feel depressed, as if the knife was hurting her heart. She doesn¡¯t know whether it was heartache or


    stomachache.


    There was nomunication between them while sitting on the chair. The person who handled the


    divorce procedure said that they should think about re-licensing the divorce. Ryan responded directly,


    "No need, we consider so long ago."


    Nikki was desperate and she was a little hesitant when they two needed to sign. Then she looked at


    Ryan quickly signed it without any hesitation.


    Holding the pen tightly, her tears dripped on the paper. She wondered why couldn''t he wait any longer?


    Why divorced? Nikki asked again and again, crookedly, but finally writing down her name. However


    when the formalities person took her form, she was unwilling to hand it on.


    Eventually, the seal fell on the green book, and the red string tied between them was finally untied.


    Apanied by the seal worked, Nikki also felt her heart by something bad.


    After getting the green divorce certificate, Mo Sheng had nothing to say, and wiped away the tears in


    his eyes.


    Ryan, did you know that I was so reluctant to divorce you, just like I had not given up for 13 years.


    Ryan left without taking away anything. He never looked at her and failed to noticed her wrong face.


    Nikki stared at Ryan''s back in tears. She knew clearly that it may be thest time to see him. All Ryan


    left for her were just the view of his back.


    Nikki went out of the Civil Affairs Bureau step by step with a morbidplexion. The sun outside was


    shining a bit, but she felt very cold. It was hard for her to tell whether it was a strong reaction from the


    body, or she really was reluctant to divorce and felt that she was about to die.


    Holding her tired body, she saw Ryan¡¯s car which Iva was sitting in. The two of them were really


    matched together. Biting her lips, Nikki stared at them. Then she felt a bite of blood came up from her


    stomach. She soon covered her lips, making the blood spilled through her fingers.


    At this time, Ryan nced at where she was, and saw covering her lips with a tissue. Nikki turned her


    head back, and left the Civil Affairs Bureau while Ryan was looking at her.


    Four months passed.


    "Nikki, Ryan is going to marry Iva, do you know it?¡± Shane asked.


    Thest time she saw Ryan was four months ago. The four months were not long and short. But it


    made Nikki go through a period of suffering.


    She was numb, burying her love in the deepest ce in her mind. She did not show it off or lick her


    wounds.


    Shane had given birth recently with a cute girl, who looked a lot like Shane. The eyes of the little girl


    looked like a crescent moon when she smiled. Nikki teases her baby, deliberately ignoring anything


    about Ryan.


    "This baby is so cute, I wish I could have a cute baby too."Nikki hoped.


    Nikki caressed her abdomen which has six months¡¯ baby. Fading away from her former innocence, now


    she was carrying the brightness of motherhood.


    Shane was very anxious. Every time when she saw Nikki and the baby in her abdomen, she would feel


    heart-broken, "Have you heard? Ryan is going to marry Iva!"


    Nikki''s eyshes trembled, and her tiny hands clenched into fists. She answered, "They want to get


    married if they would like. It has nothing to do with me."


    "Are you really willing to see that? Are willing to let them get married under the situation that you will


    give birth for Ryan regardless of your life?" Then, Shane''s eyes were red again, and she really wanted


    to say in front of Ryan that Nikki was the only one who paid the most for him.The most person Ryan


    should feel sorry for in his life was Nikki, but Nikki was unwilling to expose the truth. What Shane could


    do was only be anxious.


    "Shane, don''t you mention Ryan before me, OK?" Nikki begged.


    The moment Nikki raised her head, Shane found her eyes turned red. Obviously, she couldn''t stand


    this torture, just like sending one of her ribs to others. However, what would be with the reluctant


    feelings? Even if you told Ryan, he would only think she was pretending. It would be better to escape


    this bitter.


    "I said it before. Ryan didn''t believe me. He felt like I was lying to him. Even if all of you said that I had


    died for him once, he also believed that the person was Iva. I don''t want to suffer anymore. I really can''t


    stand the torture. "Nikki covered her mouth and choked again. Now that it was so hard that she should


    not touch the wound again.


    Shane shut up immediately, "I won''t say it, don''t cry, but if you have something bad, I won''t forgive


    Ryan for my whole life."


    ¡°Thanks.¡±Nikki said.


    Nikki solved her tears away, and thought it was enough to have a baby for her wish. She didn''t expect


    anything else. She did not fight or snatch, but only blessed the baby.

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    Chapter 19 They meet in the ward


    Ryan also took Iva to see Shane and was stopped by Joe at the door. He nced at Iva and said with


    a smile, "Congrattions, you two are getting married."


    "Well, thank you." Iva smirked and looked at Ryan gently.


    "You don''t let us in, don''t you wee us to see your wife?" Ryan stared at Joe indifferently, who


    stopped them at the door.


    "I''m afraid you will regret toe in because my wife has just gave birth to a daughter. And I did


    receive your blessings." Joe was also considering for their situation. ording to Shane''s style, they


    must be criticized when they went in. For his wife, for Ryan, it would be better not to go in.


    Ryan was reluctant to hear his words, "We juste in to have a see, how could we regret it."


    Joe raised his eyebrow and opened the door for they insisted to do that. Ryan turned his sights away


    and saw Nikki, who was standing beside. Then he was anchored. He hadn''t seen Nikki for a long time.


    Nikki looked totally different with her former figure. She was thinner than the time before she was


    pregnant.


    Nikki wore a hat and a loose skirt, and was slimmer than before. It couldn''t to tell that she was


    pregnant.


    Iva pretended to smile, and had to maintain a decent attitude in front of Nikki. Then she said kindly,


    "Shane, Ryan and I havee to see you, and I don''t know what do you like to eat, so I picked some


    supplements that are better for pregnant women."


    Standing on Nikki''s side, Shane couldn''t like Iva at all, So she rolled her eyes and said, "I don¡¯t need


    your consideration. I''m afraid I will lose my life if I eat."


    The words made Iva embarrassed, assuming to be calm, "You are really good at joking."


    Iva calmly put down her things and returned to Ryan. She had said that she shouldn''te because


    she would be irritated if came. But Ryan muste, so what she can do only just to apany him.


    ¡°My wife has just had a baby and she has a strong temperament. So please forgive her.¡± Joe tried to


    ease the situation.


    ¡°What annoys me, I¡¯m not angry. I just couldn''t get used to some people pretending to think that


    everyone in the world owes him but doesn''t know he wouldn¡¯t be forgiven.Shane said badly, alluding to


    Ryan.


    Ryan looked at Nikki''s abdomen. It was six months old, and it seemed to be bigger than any others.


    Ryan frowned, and was unable to calm down for a long time.


    "I''ll leave first. You can have a talk slowly." Nikki didn''t look at Ryan at all, treating him as a transparent


    person.


    "Where are you going? At least it was they that should go." Shane held Nikki''s arm.


    Being in a dilemma, Nikki believed that everyone was at a loss in such an awkward situation. Then she


    said,"I''ll go to the bathroom."


    Ryan looked back without taking Shane''s sternness seriously. "Joe, your wife is recovering well. After


    giving birth she could still be so active, which means that she is very healthy."


    "Postpartum recovery is really good." Joe also catered.


    Every step Nikki took was one step closer to Ryan. When she walked next to Ryan, her breathing also


    became rapid. We all don¡¯t know who stumbled, making Nikki lost her bnce. Therefore she fell


    straight forward. Fortunately, Ryan reacted quickly so he held Nikki in a hurry. With the familiar hand,


    familiar taste, Nikki clenched his fist and pushed Ryan away.


    "Thank you." Nikki fled.


    Ryan turned to look at Nikki''s back and felt something was wrong.


    ¡°Ryan.¡±Iva shouted.


    Iva shouted his name several times and couldn''t pull Ryan back. Then Iva grabbed his sleeves again.


    Ryan responded, "Huh?"


    "Joe just said that he would invite you to dinner," Iva whispered.


    ¡°Uh, Okay.¡±


    In the booked restaurant, Joe and Shane take responsibility for their meal,while Nikki sat beside Shane


    to tease the baby girl.


    After serving, Nikki only had a little porridge, and basically did not eat the dishes. All these were


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    considered by Ryan. Nikki was pregnant but why didn¡¯t she eat more nutritive food?


    Why did she only drink porridge, and not even touch her favorite dishes.


    Ryan became more and more confused. Actually Nikki had changed a lot. She didn''t like wearing hats


    and had no resistance to food. Now what she liked was opposite with what she hated.


    "Nikki, your baby is going to be born too. If it is a boy, how about we arrange a marriage for them?"


    Shane mentioned this on purpose.


    Nikki returned and smiled, "What if a girl?" Nikki asked.


    "That'' will be very easy, We just have to arrange then with sister-inw. Ryan, what do you think?"


    Shane asked deliberately, talking in front of Iva intentionally.


    Iva became embarrassed. Everyone knew that this baby was also Ryan''s baby. It is also a block ced


    in her heart. Iva, who was waiting to get married happily, became embarrassed because of the baby.


    "You can just ask Nikki." Ryan said calmly.

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    Chapter 20 Do you believe I have cancer


    ¡°Okay, I have agreed with Nikki about it. She is about to give birth anyway.¡±Shane said with a smile,


    making everyone embarrassed.


    Ryan then took out wedding invitations to them, he said,"Iva and I are going to get married. Please


    remember toe, just on the first day of next month."


    It was like a big p on Nikki''s face, and she couldn''t yell at all.


    Iva smirked and answered, "You all are Ryan''s best friends and we hope to have your blessings."


    Nikki¡¯ face turned pale while sitting here as an ex-wife to listen to her ex-husband''s marriage. It should


    be unbearable enough. Nikki took the invitation and opened it. Looking at the wedding picture which


    looked like a happy couple, Nikki smiled ironically.


    She could still remember when she and Ryan got married, it was showing very hurriedly and not so


    grandly. She didn''t even have a wedding photo. Sure enough, things had changed already.


    Shane hit the table and couldn''t bear to say, "Ryan, do you have any conscience? Why should you


    send invitation at this time? What did this woman next to you do to puzzle you into fascination and


    make you can''t wait to get married!"


    With a sound, all the people at the table became embarrassed, especially Ryan, who was frowning


    strongly. He could tolerate Shane because she was Joe ''s wife. But at the moment when she med


    him and Iva, he didn''t want to hold back anymore. Raising his head,he said coldly, "What did Iva do to


    provoke you? You and Nikki are good friends. I can understand any dissatisfaction for this. But don''t


    bring personal prejudice to the dinner table to talk."


    "Personal prejudice? What prejudice can I have? You have no conscience at all!" Shane said angrily.


    Nikki didn''t want the situation to be so embarrassed while they were having a meal. She held Shane''s


    hand and said, "Shane, sit down, There so many people watching. Aren¡¯t you afraid of beingughed


    by others."


    "I just let them all see how this pair of lover live up to you, Ryan, don¡¯t take amnesia as a guise. You


    are a scumbag and did so much bad things for Nikki. If you realize in the future, you even don¡¯t deserve


    her forgiveness.You don''t deserve it."Shane said excitedly.


    ¡°Enough, Shane!¡± Nikki didn''t want her to keep talking. Nobody knew whether all the facts will be


    exposed,"Don''t worry about my business!"


    Shane looked back at Nikki. She just wanted to fight for her, but her reaction made Shane little


    disappointed. Nikki didn''t want to do this, and said in a panic, "I''ll go out and you can enjoy it slowly."


    It wasn''t what Nikki wanted to see for making the gathering so difficult.Walking out of the restaurant,


    Nikki hid her face and couldn''t put up with such a depressing atmosphere. It was not the right time to


    visit Shane today.How could she know she would meet Ryan? Turning around, she saw Ryan standing


    behind her.Nikki stopped and turned back as if she hadn''t seen him.


    "Is the baby okay?" Ryan asked indifferently without knowing his emotions.


    ¡°It is fine.¡± Nikki answered.


    Her voice was colder than Ryan. It could be told her hater for Ryan was as much as her love .


    ¡°Why are you bing so thin? Aren¡¯t you getting well in your life?¡± Ryan continued to ask.


    ¡°How I live has nothing to do with you.¡±Nikki wanted to leave. Then she nced at Shane in the


    restaurant, and decided not to say goodbye. "I''m leaving. Please help me to inform Shane about this."


    Just as Nikki was about to leave, Ryan grabbed her arm. Nikki turned back, stared at Ryan, and asked,


    "What do you want to do, we''re divorced. It is none of your business even if I really have anything in


    trouble."


    Nikki''s face was much whiter than before.It was a kind of pale white. How could Ryan ignore Nikki''s


    abnormality which was not the same as before."It''s not that cold, you still wear a hat, and you just


    drank a few mouthfuls of porridge just now. Are you ufortable? Is there anything you don¡¯t told


    me?"


    Nikki smiled suddenly and said calmly, "I say I have cancer. Do you believe it?"


    Ryan loosed her hand and clenched his lips, "This joke is not funny at all."


    "So, Ryan, I don''t love you anymore, don''t bother me." Nikki turned back with tears in her eyes. Even


    though they would greet each other, but there was no love at all.


    After Nikki took a few steps, Ryan said, "Nikki, I''ve always had headachestely, and I often see


    shadow of your figure in my head. Why?"


    Ryan didn''t understand that he had no love for Nikki and liked Iva. But Nikki''s figure appeared more


    and more frequently in his mind, which was not like his style at all. He was puzzled and wanted to find


    an answer. But he failed to find any exnation after telling Nikki about this.


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    Nikki''s tears dripped down, and the bones of her hands turned white. "I bless you and Iva, don''t tell me


    these useless things, I don''t love you anymore."


    "I also hope you could find your happiness," Ryan responded.


    After so many years of entanglement, the love-hate things between Nikki and him should also end. He


    just hoped that Nikki would live a better life, at least better than being with him.


    Nikki wiped away her tears and said with a smile, "I''m going to be with Carl, you know, he always loves


    me better than you. He is the man who is most suitable for me. We have to consider it clearly. How


    stupid will I be if I never let you go. You can be assured by the fact that I find happiness. Now I am


    happier than being with you.¡±

 Chapter 21 Nikki is lying to me

    Chapter 21 Nikki is lying to me


    Ryan kept silent and stared at Nikki''s face for a long time. He sincerely blessed Nikki, but Nikki said


    that she was dating with Carl. He was unhappy for this thing. But why he was unwilling under the


    situation that he was going to get married with Iva? How could he stop them?


    Ryan didn¡¯t shifted his sight until Nikki got on the taxi. But every time when he closed his eyes, he


    would think of Nikki''s desperate face. He had a terrible headache for the limited picture that reflected


    back in his mind. He didn''t know why would he think of Nikki. It seemed that everything was rted to


    Nikki.


    Ryan took the pills out of his pocket and eat one of the pills. So his headache was relieved.


    Was she dating with Carl?


    That was good.


    Ryan smiled bitterly and held his fists tightly with no regrets in his mind.


    These days Ryan often got headaches, and the dose of medicine was gettingrger andrger. He had


    not taken so many headache medicines when he was with Nikki. It seems that life was not so easy


    without Nikki.


    Every time when Ryan looked at Iva''s figure, he would consider Iva as Nikki. Seeing the scar on Iva''s


    back, Ryan would remember the bulge on Nikki''s spine.


    He had a car ident before, and his parents died in that ident. That year he was twenty-one years


    old. When he woke up, he found that Iva was taking care of him. If Iva hadn¡¯t save him with all her life


    that year, he might have died together with his parents. So his feelings on Iva had something about


    gratitude and dependence.


    His couldn¡¯t fall in love with Nikki because their marriage was also a restriction given by Nikki''s father.


    He was going to marry Iva originally. However he was restrained by Nikki¡¯s father with his parents''


    death and their business. He was forced to marry Nikki. If he didn''t marry Nikki, he would be poor.


    And the business of his parents would be destroyed in his hands. He had no choice but to marry Nikki


    and give up Iva.


    After all these years, Ryan was still living in the shadow of that year. Without Nikki''s father, maybe he


    and Iva didn''t need to waste so much time to be together.


    Iva entered the bedroom and sat on Ryan''s leg in sexy pajamas. She said, "Ryan, let''s have a rest."


    She tried to seduces Ryan by any means, but Ryan didn''t seem to have any interests. Ryan was so


    lost in thought that he couldn''t focus on Iva at all. Iva was a little annoyed. She moved her body like a


    water snake and wrapped around Ryan to touch him.


    Ryan realized and grabbed Iva''s hand, then he asked, "Iva, how did you save me before?"


    Asked by Ryan in such a situation, Iva froze. It was the worst thing that she didn¡¯t want to remember


    about it. But Ryan was also lost in the shadow of it. She answered,"Why do you ask again? Everyone


    in that car ident was died except you. Your parents died, too. It was I who dragged you out, and


    then the car exploded. The scar on my back was caused by my act to protect you.¡±


    Talking about this thing, Iva was still frightened by that and did not want to remember the tragedy of


    that year.


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    Ryan touched her back. He had touched the scar for numerous times. But he was always confused.


    The scar was familiar and strange, always making him feel that something was wrong.


    "Iva, thank you for doing this for me. If without you, I would have died." Ryan held Iva in his arms. Both


    he and Iva are their first lover for each other. If it wasn''t for Nikki''s interruption, maybe he and Iva had


    lived together happily for a long time. He should not doubt Iva for Nikki.


    Ryan went to buy a wedding ring but met Carl. Carl and a woman walked into the jewelry store. Ryan


    frowned immediately when he saw Carl and a woman embracing together. Wasn''t Nikki and Carl


    together?Why Carl was still intimate with other women.


    "What a coincidence to meet you here. I heard that you got married with Iva. Ryan, you are so quick to


    do that." Carl was a little decadent with his red eyes. It looked like he hadn''t slept for several nights.


    The woman beside him was holding Carl, and said with a smile, "Carl,st night didn''t you promised to


    send me a diamond ne?Let''s go quickly."


    "Okay, let''s go," Carl said.


    Ryan''s face grew angry so he grabbed Carl, and asked, "What do you mean to be so intimate with


    other women? How do you treat Nikki?"


    After hearing this, Carl sneered and shook off Ryan''s hand. Carl hadn''t settled matters with Ryan yet,


    but this time Ryan began first. Carl said, "Are you guilty of saying this? It is you that failed to treat Nikki


    well. Why do you care about her for the fact that you have already got married with Iva.¡±


    "Aren''t you dating with Nikki? Aren¡¯t you sorry for her?" Ryan shouted excitedly.


    "Well." Carlughed lightly and grabbed Ryan''s cor. "So you are shadowing your responsibility by


    saying it on purpose. I chased Nikki for so many years. Would she have to wait five years if she wants


    to be with me? Don''t say these words to fool me!¡±


    Ryan was shocked, and his face changed so bad. He knew that Carl didn''t have to lie to him. If he was


    together with Nikki, he would like to show it in front of him every day. Where would he talk to him in this


    way?


    Carl and the woman were gone. Ryan still stood in his ce, wondering why Nikki lied to him.


    He lost his interest to select the ring. Ryan went directly to Shane and asked, "Shane, is Nikki together


    with Carl?"


    Shane was teasing her baby, and suddenly saw Ryane here. She answered ironically, "It is none


    of your business no matter who was dating with Nikki. Please don¡¯t so pretentious in front of me?¡±


    "So Nikki is lying to me, right?" Ryan frowned and panicked.


    "Please leave. I don''t want to see you. If Nikki has anything in trouble, it is your fault. Your won''t know


    the crime given by you is so severe." Shane snapped while her eyed turned red.

 Chapter 22 Nikki is going to die

    Chapter 22 Nikki is going to die


    Nikki was hospitalized with a sickness, and endured five hours of pain every day. She had to find out a


    way to keep her baby healthy. Fortunately, the baby was very strong. The baby was so healthy even if


    Nikki had a cancer. For this, Nikki was very pleased that the baby could grow up healthily and strongly.


    Moreover, she should have the confidence to give birth.


    Sitting in front of the mirror, Nikkibed her hair. Every time shebed, her hair fell out. Nikki had


    no hair on her hairline. She wore a hat to hide her ugliness. Simrly, her stomach could not bear any


    food. Nikki could only live on liquid food for several months.


    In the ward, nobody would came in except the nurse . Shane and Joe also went to the wedding. She


    could only wait until the wedding ended and give up her favorite man to someone else.


    Nikki rethought of herself five years ago. It was in the day that she married Ryan. No matter how frugal


    and ostentatious the wedding was , Nikki was happy as long as they could get married. But today Nikki


    discovered that if a man loved a woman, he couldn¡¯t wait but wanted to announce that thedy was her


    lover. And thedy was Iva.


    Nikki''s tears blurred her eyes again. Didn¡¯t she decide to let go of her feelings on Ryan?Why couldn¡¯t


    she let it go?


    Nikki held her breath and focused her attention on elsewhere to prevent her emotions from fluctuating


    too much. The nurse shouted for Nikki to go for an examination. She struggled to get up and walk while


    she was pregnant. It was not easy for a mother to give birth.


    Nikki leaned on the wall and moved out step by step. Suddenly, her stomach was in pain as before.


    When she was in pain, she became weak and walked crookedly.


    The baby moved greatly in her abdomen. Nikki doubt that maybe it was caused by the stomachache.


    She felt prickled while her legs were weak. Nikki knelt on the ground. The pain in the stomach was


    almost the same as the five hours of torture. Nikki covered her stomach and was extremely


    ufortable. She asked the doctor for help.


    "Doctor, doctor, I''m giving birth," Nikki shouted.


    Here, guests arrived at the hotel as expected. All of them were waiting for the arrival of the groom and


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    bride.


    Ryan stood upright at the window, waiting to pick up Iva as soon as time was up. He felt stuffy and not


    well for his body. His headache continued intermittently. Also Ryan was ufortable in his mental


    state. Ryan had two pills to calm himself then he walked out of the room.


    Walking near the door, he felt his ears were in buzz. Ryan stopped and covered his head.


    "Mr. Carson, are you OK?" The person who apanied him asked.


    ¡°I;m OK, let¡¯s go."Ryan answered and shook his head.


    They met Carl in the corridor. Carl was drunk and holding his wine. Carl looked very decadent and


    unshaven, as if he hadn''t taken care of himself for many days.He saw Ryane straightly. Then Carl


    smiled ironically. He walked toward Ryan and stumbled on him.


    "Congrattions, Ryan. Today you are getting married with Iva. May you two grow old together and


    have a lovely baby.¡± Carl said.


    They didn''t know whether Carl was really drunk or not.But his words made no sense.


    Ryan push his hand away and said coldly, "Are you crazy?"


    I''m happy, I''m very happy. If you don''t choose Iva, how could I pursue Nikki? Ryan, do you regret it?


    Will you regret?¡± Carl asked.


    "Why will I regret? Today is the wedding of Iva and I. Don''t mess it up." Ryan warned.


    "No, you''re happy to get married. But what about Nikki? She''s lying in the hospital and waiting for her


    death. Ryan, how can you be so cruel?" Carl said with tears in his eyes. We all considered that men


    didn''t cry so easily but Carl did. "In the future, your wedding anniversary with Iva will be Nikki''s death


    date. Is it ridiculous?" Carl said.


    Carl''s words made Ryan frowned. what did he mean? Why did Nikki wait for death in the hospital.


    "Carl, you''re insane!" Ryan shouted excitedly.


    ¡°I''m not insane. I want you to feel guilty for your whole life. Nikki is going to die.¡±


    Ryan''s heart tightened. His pupils became wide. Ryan grabbed Carl''s cor unbelievably, "Don¡¯t say


    these damned words!¡±


    "Do I need to kid you with Nikki''s death?" Carl said.


    Carl smiled and said, "Nikki gives birth for you. She didn''t want to die with regret. She insisted on giving


    birth although she had a stomach cancer. For the past few months, she suffered from pain every day.


    The night before you two divorced,Nikki fainted at home. But she unplugged the syringe needle the


    next day and ran out of the hospital to see you, but you? You are going to divorce her. Ryan, how can


    you be so cruel? Why do Nikki love you so much that she would even give up her life?¡±


    These words were repeated three times in Ryan''s mind. Ryan was stubborn. He couldn''t believe it. He


    preferred to believe that Carl was telling a lie to prevent him from getting married but not to believe that


    Nikki had advanced gastric cancer.


    "You''re kidding, how could Nikki have stomach cancer? She''s obviously healthy, and she was active a


    few days ago ..."


    Feeling frightened,Ryan was panic. Nikki''s father also died of gastric cancer. Would Nikki suffer it even


    she was so young? Now Ryan was confused and released Carl.


    "Believe it or not. I don''t want to tell you at first but I can''t control it. The happiness of you and Iva is


    based on Nikki''s pain. She is not happy. So Iva and you should also be unhappy.This is what you owe


    Nikki.¡± Carl said.

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    Chapter 23 The person he loved all the time was Nikki


    Carl smiled bitterly. He apanied Nikki during this time. She suffered from a lot of pain and was


    near to death. How could he keep the secret when he understand how bad Nikki was? He couldn''t


    make Ryan feel at ease, and couldn''t satisfied Nikki''s wishes. Moreover he would make Ryan suffer


    such pain for his lifetime.


    "Carl, you fucking lie to me!" Ryan shouted. "It''s not true. Nikki cannot get stomach cancer. She doesn¡¯t


    want me to marry Iva. She deliberately let you irritate me. Tell me immediately that this is not true!¡±


    "She has got advanced stomach cancer and she''s dying." Carl destroyed Ryan''s defense gradually.


    Stimted by Carl¡¯s words, Ryan¡¯s began to feel ufortable in his head again. He took two steps


    back, covering his head. The medicine couldn''t be controlled by him when he was extremely excited.


    Nikki had stomach cancer. Why not tell him and hide it? Carl said that Nikki had knew her advanced


    stomach cancer before the divorce. But where was he when Nikki needed him?


    Ryan thought about these details carefully. Nikki said that as long as he gave her ten months of


    marriage, they would divorce. Was she telling him that there were only ten months left for herself?


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    "I do not believe."Ryan denied.


    Ryan''s voice trembled, and a tinnitus suddenly appeared. Then he fell to the ground.


    "Mr. Carson, Mr. Carson." The person apanied beside him hurried to hold Ryan.


    Ryan covered his aching head. He should be originally a happy bridegroom, but at this time he became


    so embarrassed. Ryan groaned in pain, pushing away the person who held him. He closed his eyes


    and thought of Nikki''s face which used to look so sweet. Why didn¡¯t he notice of her before?


    Some memory burst into his head, then Ryan opened his eyes suddenly. The scene of the car ident


    many years ago appeared before him ...


    ¡°Nikki ¡±


    Ryan widened his eyes in shock, with bloodshot in his eyes. "What happened? What happened in that


    car ident?"


    Carl leaned against the wall and continued, "Nikki saved you that year. Why didn''t you believe what she


    said? If it wasn''t for a rescue timely, she would have died a few years ago. The injury on her spine was


    caused by the roof of car just for protecting you. How sad Nikki was when she woke up and saw that


    you were with Iva.All the hurt she has suffered were from you.


    The memory of many years ago was about to appear again. Nikki was covered with blood and her


    blood shed all over the ground. He shook Nikki and begged her to wake up, but couldn''t get any


    response.


    Ryan burst into tears, and his pupils contracted. He remained in a lying position for several minutes.


    People around him didn''t dare to touch him, but could only call his name loudly.


    He remembered that Nikki was the one who ignored her life to save him. However what did he do to


    Nikki? He pushed Nikki away from him by himself. At that time, he begged Nikki''s father to let Nikki


    marry him. What he did just to fulfill his own wishes, but he turned Nikki''s father''s kindness into bounds.


    ¡°Ah...¡±


    Ryan thumped on the ground.


    "How could I forgot you?"


    Ryan''s eyes were red, and the back of his hand was bleeding. "Where is Nikki? Tell me, I go to meet


    her now."


    "She''s in the hospital. Maybe you can''t see her anymore." Carl said.


    "I don''t care!" Ryan shouted excitedly and hurried out.


    Iva wore a wedding dress and she was very beautiful. Time was up, but Ryan didn¡¯t turn up. So Iva


    went to find him. After seeing Ryan ran out so excitedly, Iva held his hand quickly, "Ryan, where are


    you going?"


    Ryan stared at Iva with an extremely hateful look. Iva was startled by him. Ryan threw Iva to the


    ground, and said coldly, "I will find you to deal with the matter again!"


    Iva panicked and cried,"No, Ryan, our wedding is about to begin, you can''t leave me alone!"


    Ryan left the hotel without looking back. He had to find Nikki. He had to tell Nikki that he always loved


    her. Even if the love came toote, he didn''t want to have any regrets. If God had a pity on Nikki and


    want to punish him, he could bear any punishment. He could die for Nikki, he could bear all the pain for


    Nikki. What he hoped only that Nikki could live strongly.


    "Nikki, please wait for me. I don''t want to leave you anymore." Ryan thought with regrets.

 Chapter 24 Im so tired that I can’t love you

    Chapter 24 I''m so tired that I can¡¯t love you


    After running through countless red lights, Ryan hurried to the hospital,and asked where Nikki was


    whoever he met. Ryan calmed down until he reached the operating room, , staring at the door of the


    operating room with a pale face. It seemed that the surrounding air were still frozen, and the steps


    under his feet became so heavy.


    A cry of baby made Ryan awoke. He stayed close to the door withfort and expectation. This is a


    baby of Nikki and him. But Ryan was afraid again when he thought of his cruelty before. How should he


    treat Nikki and his baby. As a father, he was ipetent.


    The operating room light went out,then Ryan shouted, "Nikki, Nikki!"


    The doctor came out and saw Ryan asking, "Who is her family member?"


    ¡°I am, I am!¡±Ryan answered nervously.


    "The baby survived. But for Mrs.Carson, we did our best." The doctor said in frustration.


    Ryan stiffened. He grabbed the doctor''s cor, and shouted, "Why don''t you save Nikki? why don''t you


    save her? Hurry up and save her!"


    "Sir, you can look at her in herst time." The doctor said.


    "No, go to save Nikki. Nikki won''t die. I can give up my life to Nikki, and I''m willing to die for her!" Ryan


    cried, gritted his teeth, and grabbed the doctor not to let him go.


    When facing the death, Ryan was powerless. At this moment, he hated himself so much. He preferred


    to give up his life to Nikki rather than let Nikki leave him.


    All of them exclude Joe rushed to hospital. Joe pulled Ryan away and said. "Ryan, calm down."


    "Ryan, if you are a little nice to Nikki and not so cruel to her, she won''t be so painful!" Shane couldn''t


    help crying and sobbing.


    "Nikki, here I am, here is your Ryan."


    Ryan pushed them away and went to the operating room. Ryan watched Nikki, who was dying on the


    operating table, crying like a child. He knelt in front of Nikki, and regretted that he didn''t apany her


    and let her go through the most painful time.


    Ryan held Nikki''s hand. He felt scared when he touched her cold hand. "Nikki, I''m here. I''m sorry, Nikki,


    I love you. No matter if I have or have no memory, I love you all the time. Please be alive and give me a


    chance to make atonement. If you are gone, how should I live?¡±


    Nikki closed her eyes and heard Ryan''s remorse. Her tears overflew from the corner of her eyes. She


    only had the faint breath left, and opened her eyes tiredly. She could saw Ryan''s handsome face with


    tears. He did cry for her, but everything was toote.She had been so tired of loving Ryan in her life


    that she can''t afford it.


    "Ryan." Nikki said weakly.


    "I''m here." Ryan held Nikki and kissed her forehead."I remember, I remember it. Please, don''t leave


    me."


    Nikki touched Ryan''s face.She wanted to touch him before,and wanted Ryan to hold her. There was no


    regret if she could die in his arms.


    "I''m so tired that I can''t love you." Nikki choked. "I wanted to let you and Iva get married in peace. But


    you still know it now. Ryan, I am satisfied if I could die in your arms. But please, please be nice to our


    baby. "


    "Don''t say anything. I''ll call a doctor to treat you. You won''t die."Ryan said.


    Nikki shook her head and said, "I don''t me you. This is destined. If there is a future life, I hope we


    will not meet again.Please let me go and let you go."


    Ryan held Nikki''s hand tightly. "No, Nikki, give me another chance. It doesn''t matter if you don''t love


    me. Let me love you. All the injuries you have suffered could be revenged from me. This time I won''t let


    you go.¡±


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    well and be happy no matter who he was with.


    "No, we two are square!" Nikki refused.


    Her hand slipped from Ryan¡¯s body. Ryan was shocked, then he grabbed her hand and put it on her


    face, "Nikki, you are not dead. I know you are still alive. I am wrong. Please wake up, I will never leave


    you again in my life. Nikki, wake up.¡±


    Ryan buried in Nikki''s arms and cried. He couldn''t forgive himself in his life. How could he do such a


    stupid thing to ruin his favorite woman by himself.


    ¡°Nikki ¡±


    His sad and deste shouts rang through the hospital.


    Ryan couldn''t believe the distance between Nikki and him was so short. He couldn¡¯t believed that he


    was separated from Nikki when he recovered his memory.


    Ryan returned home while he was drunk. Opening the door, he knew that there was no Nikki in this


    house, but Ryan still shouted, "Nikki, I am back."


    "Ryan." Iva walked closely.


    Ryan looked up at Iva and sneered. It was the biggest joke he saw.


    Iva took his hand and but was thrown away by Ryan. Ryan said coldly, "Iva, what a good trick are you


    ying. You pretended to be Nikki and stay with me. Now she is dead. Are you satisfied?"


    Iva burst into tears and denied, "No, Ryan, I love you so much. I don''t know that Nikki has advanced


    stomach cancer."


    Ryan hated Iva extremely but even hated himself. For Iva, how much terrible thing did he do to Nikki.


    "Don''t say you love me. Do you know how much I hate you now? I can keep my breath just because I


    haven''t calcted our issues yet. Do you want to go and stay with Nikki? Why don¡¯t we all go with


    Nikki?¡±

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    Chapter 25 Let''s die with Nikki


    "No. No. I know it''s all my fault. Please don''t treat me like this. I love you. Even without Nikki, we can


    live well." Iva said excitedly.


    "How can we live well? I want to kill you to apany Nikki now!" Ryan roared while he was drunk. He


    grabbed Iva''s arm and forced Iva to kneel down before Nikki''s photo, he said, "Say sorry to Nikki


    quickly."


    "I confess, I confess." Iva was scared of Ryan, trembling when looking at his scarlet eyes. "Nikki, I was


    wrong. I shouldn''t treat you like that, please forgive me."


    "She won''t forgive you," Ryan said immediately. "She won''t forgive me too."


    Ryan pulled Iva up again. "Go to die and apologize to her."


    He was going to kill Iva. He grabbed Iva and pushed her towards the window. The wind in the window


    was so strong but it didn''t wake him when it was blowing on Ryan''s face. People under the windows


    are as dense as groups of ants. And they would definitely die if they jumped down.


    Iva didn''t want to die. She grabbed Ryan with excitement and begged for his mercy. Ryan grabbed


    Iva''s chin and sneered, "Are you afraid of death? On the rooftop, didn''t you face death unflinchingly?


    We will die after we jump down. I don''t mind being jailed.What are you afraid of, eh? "


    "I really know my fault. Please, Ryan, don''t do this to me based on our rtionship." Iva''s was so


    frighten that her legs were shaking.


    Ryan didn''t want topromise. He grabbed Iva''s cor and loosened it little by little. Iva opened her


    eyes and cried grievously, holding Ryan''s arm tightly and not letting it go.


    "Ryan, what are you doing?"


    Joe rushed in and saw such a thrilling scene timely, "Stop it now."


    "Don''te here. I''m going to kill her to apany Nikki." Ryan said with all his decision.


    "Ryan, how can your baby live if you are dead?"


    Ryan was stopped by Joe¡¯s words. Ryan was frozen and almost forgot that there was a baby of him


    and Nikki. Well. Nikki asked him to take good care of the baby. That was his and Nikki ¡¯s baby. The


    baby was a man or a woman.He doesn''t know if the baby is a boy or a girl. He hasn''t had time to take a


    look on him.


    Ryan''s eyes flushed then he hesitated.


    "It''s a boy, a premature baby, still in the incubator. If you go with Nikki, your baby will became a


    orphan? Do you forgot that Nikki asked you yo take good care of the baby." Joe said again.


    Baby, it was their baby.


    Ryan released Iva, and Iva was free. She jumped down quickly, keeping away from Ryan as if he was


    a gue.


    Ryan covered his face. He suffered a lot after Nikki died. He became drunk almost every day and


    wanted to paralyze himself and forget the pain. He wanted to forget what he did but he couldn¡¯t


    manage. He would only remember it more deeply.


    His love for Nikki and Nikki¡¯s hatred for him, were constantly breaking his confidence.


    "I want to see my baby." Ryan said.


    He had to take good care of the baby because who Nikki cared about most during his lifetime was their


    baby. He had to take responsibility and raise him.


    Ryan rushed to the hospital overnight and saw the baby¡¯s figure in the incubator. He was small and had


    wrinkled face.It gave Ryan hopes to live well.


    Ryan wiped away the tears from her eyes. He fiddled with his messy hair, and regained herbat


    effectiveness.


    Back at home, the empty room still had the atmosphere of Nikki, as if Nikki was still here. Ryan had


    never looked at this home before. Today, he found that Nikki took good care of it very much. In the


    bedroom, Ryan opened the closet and found the closet was neat with his suits in their ce.These


    were all prepared by Nikki.


    Ryan''s eyes were red again, and he didn''t cherish Nikki when she was alive. But he regretted at this


    moment.


    Ryan closed the closet again because he couldn¡¯t bear more memory. But the corner of the cab


    was stuck. Ryan quickly check from underneath and found a ck scarf. Ryan remembered that Nikki


    had also asked him whether the scarf looked good or not. She had been preparing the scarf for him.


    Ryan held the scarf in his hand as if he held a baby. He regretted that Nikki''s mind waspletely


    covered by himself. When he saw the word "Nikki" embroidered on the corner of the scarf, Ryan


    couldn''t help crying again.


    Nikki, you were thinking about me till you die. You loved me so much. Why don¡¯t you take me away and


    let me live alone?


    Five yearster.


    "Little Bonnie, please run slowly. There are cars on the road."


    A small boy in bib pants scurried around with a schoolbag, followed by a servant who was pursuing him


    out of breath.


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    Don¡¯t call me Little Bonnie. The name is so unpleasant that the children in kindergarten always make


    fun of me because of my name.¡±Little Bonnie said.


    "Did you forget what your father said? You are the sweetheart of your parents. You mother was


    exhausted when she gave birth to you. So she called you little Bonnie." The servant exined patiently.


    The little boy was carrying a schoolbag with his cheeks swollen. It seemed that he didn''t believe it.


    "How many times have I heard these exnation? But I have never met my mummy. Where is my


    mummy? Why doesn¡¯t Daddy let me see her?You all lie to me. Daddy seldomes back home. I


    know he doesn¡¯t care me at all. Maybe I was picked up by him from the trash.¡±


    ¡°How can you say that? Your father is busy at work.¡± The servant denied.

 Chapter 26 Bonnie is a child without mother

    Chapter 26 Bonnie is a child without mother


    "Well, all the children in the kindergarten said so. The children without mothers were picked up from the


    trash can. And everyone else was took to school and brought back by their parents. But I am the


    different one." The little boy said with his mouth opened, feeling unfair for his situation.


    The servant was in a dilemma. The little boy was so naughty when he was born. He always made


    some trouble for them. The servant then said with a smile on her face, "It is absolutely a wrong idea.


    Your father is able to send you to school when hees back, right?"


    "I don''t want him, I want my mummy."


    The little boy was aggrieved. He put off the schoolbag again and took out a photo frame from the


    schoolbag. This frame was always took by him because his Dad said it was a photo of his mummy.


    Other children had a mummy except him. What he could see every time after school was only the


    servant.


    Bonnie couldn¡¯t see his Daddy at all. He seldom had the chance to be together with his Daddy at home.


    He might not be alone if he had his mummy.


    The servant wiped away her tears with sadness when she saw that Bonnie held the photo frame in his


    arms. The five-year-old boy had to endure the separation of his mother. She extremely took pity on this


    boy.


    There was a car parked at the door. Bonnie knew that Ryan was back.But he still ran upstairs as if he


    didn¡¯t know anything.


    Squinting at the little boy, Ryan sat at the table and said, "Stop!"


    Bonnie immediately stopped and turned back again, then he muttered, "Daddy."


    "Come here." Ryan beckoned.


    Although Bonnie was not satisfied with his daddy,he was still afraid of him. He walked to his daddy with


    a small schoolbag. Ryan took Bonnie on his legs without any expressions on Ryan¡¯s surface. But he


    spoke in sepulchral tone when he saw the zero score on the test paper, "What''s going on? Could you


    tell me?"


    Bonnie bowed his head guiltily, and pretended that he couldn¡¯t understand,¡°Daddy, what are you talking


    about?"


    "Your teacher called me and told me that you had got the worst score in the ss. Is my son so


    unwise?" Ryan said coldly.


    Bonnie held his finger and was embarrassed about Ryan¡¯s words. He only wrote the name on the test


    paper, and he didn''t write down any answer at all. The paper was totally nk without any words. He


    answered,"I can''t work it out,Daddy. You can''t beat me."


    ¡°Ashley Carson!¡±


    Bonnie squeezed out two drops of tear, and answered with grievance, "So why don¡¯t you go back home


    and care about me? The children in kindergarten always make fun of me, saying that I am a child


    without father and mother. I know you don¡¯t love me so I want to get the zero score. Therefore you


    have to take me to school and discuss with my teacher for my score.¡±


    Ryan didn¡¯t know whether tough or cry. He touched Bonnie''s head and asked,"Who told you to do


    like this?"


    "Parents wille to school if their children in our kindergarten fail the exam." Bonnie said.


    Ryan held Bonnie in his arms, staring at his bulging face. There were tears in Bonnie¡¯s eyes. Although


    Bonnie still had an appearance of grievance but he acted like he had sufficient reasons. After


    all,Bonnie was his child. He indeed gave less concern to Bonnie. He said, "I will take you to school


    tomorrow. Don''t get the zero score next time.How should I exin it to your mother if you continue to


    do like this?"


    "Well, it¡¯s up to your performance." Bonnie said as a bully.


    Ryan took Bonnie to the room and asked him to take off his shoes. He also prepared some water for


    Bonnie to have a shower. After practicing for five years, Ryan was much more stable than before. He


    was impulsive and patient with his kid. He must be the super-daddy.


    Nikki''s death changed Ryan''s temper, and Bonnie was the only person who couldfort his dark


    soul.


    "Daddy, when can I see mommy?" Bonnie asked.


    Ryan was looking for Bonnie''s clothes, but Bonnie¡¯s words made Ryan grimed. He kept hiding the truth


    to Bonnie and made him think Nikki was still alive. "When you grow up, she will return."


    Ryan came and hugged Bonnie. Bonnie put his hands around Ryan''s neck. "But I want to see her now.


    I''ve seen Daddy look at Mummy''s photo several times and stay in an trance. You must miss her as


    much as Bonnie.¡±


    ¡°Yes, I miss her so much.¡±


    In countless nights Ryan would be awakened with a start. Every time when he awoke, he realized that


    he was alone. He missed Nikki for the past five years, which would not change in the next few


    decades.


    "When Bonnie grows up, Mummy will return. Then our family will be reunited."


    Ryan felt sorry for Bonnie because he was only five years old. He didn''t dare to destroy the sweet hope


    in Bonnie''s mind. So Ryan decided to let Bonnie grow up with this expectation.


    The next day, Ryan sent Bonnie to school. Bonnie was happy that he immediately said to his


    ssmates, "This is my daddy."


    "Bonnie, your dad is so handsome, what about your mum?" One of the children asked.


    Bonnie hurriedly said, "My mummy has gone far away. When I grow up, my mummy will be back."


    "Hah, you are telling a lie. You don''t have a mummy at all." A little boy said, "Your mummy left with


    others. There is only your father taking care of you."


    "Your words make no sense. My mummy doesn¡¯t leave." Bonnie flushed his cheeks with anger.


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    "It¡¯s true. A child without a mother is poor and pathetic. You are very poor." The little boy said wryly.


    Bonnie couldn''t bear it. So he stepped forward, grabbed the little boy and punched him. "You are the


    one who don''t have a mother. You are the one whose mother leaves with others. My mummy wille


    back."


    No one would expect that the two children would fight. Their teacher discovered and hurried to let them


    apart. The little boy''s parents were angry and said, "What''s the matter with you? Why do you hit my


    son for no reason? His face became swollen by you. Don¡¯t you have a good upbringing?¡±

 Chapter 27 Mummy, Im Bonnie

    Chapter 27 Mummy, I''m Bonnie


    Bonnie''s eyes were red and he was hurt by the little boy¡¯s words.


    "You have to apologize quickly. Otherwise we will tell your parents about it!" The boy''s parent said.


    "I won''t apologize. It was he that scolded me and said I didn''t have a mummy." Bonnie said angrily.


    "What''s the matter with you? You can''t hit others for some bad sentences. My son is a lovely boy as


    usual. Why does he just scold you? It must be you that start to provoke.¡±


    Bonnie was helpless and anxious. What he could do was to hold his fingers.


    Ryan, who was talking to the teacher, heard that it was noisy in the front. He saw that Bonnie stood


    with tears in his eyes and epted the usations of others. So he finished the conversation with the


    teacher and hurried over to Bonnie.


    "What happened?" Ryan asked.


    The parent of the little boy spoke with sufficient reasons, "This is your child. Can you see how serious


    my son is?It is caused by your child. Why is he good at fighting in such a young age?¡±


    The little boy kept crying, which seemed very vexing. Ryan looked down and asked Bonnie, ¡°Why do


    you hit him?¡±.


    "He scolded me, saying that I didn''t have a mummy at all. He said that my mummy had left with


    others." Bonnie said sadly and began to cry suddenly.


    Ryan held Bonnie up quickly. Facing the usations of the little boy¡¯s parent, his face was cold. He


    stared sharply at the little boy''s mother and stated, "My son never beats anyone for no reason. If your


    child doesn''t speak abusively, Bonnie won¡¯t make any conflict at all.¡±


    "My son is so obedient that he never scolds others. Your son is lying. Moreover you are such an


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    unreasonable father. How can you say that my son scolds people as soon as you know the conflict?"


    The boy''s mother said angrily.


    The other children said, "It''s not Bonnie''s fault. It''s the boy who scolds Bonnie at first, saying that


    Bonnie is a child without a mother."


    "Have you heard? Children don¡¯t lie. We can know what kinds of childrene from what kinds of


    family. When you want to favour your own children next time, you have to understand the causes and


    effects. Don''t take it out on other children." Ryan was patient enough and said decently.


    "What the hell are them?" The boy''s parent muttered. Facing the usations of the children, she knew


    that they were wrong so she took her child away.


    Bonnie cried sadly because the words of the boy also hurt him. Ryanforted Bonnie with guilt,


    "Sorry, Bonnie. Daddy didn''t give you a good protection."


    Laying on Ryan''s shoulder and holding his tears,Bonnie shook his head and aggrieved, "Bonnie is fine,


    Bonnie is so strong."


    Ryan put Bonnie down and let him move by himself.


    Bonnie was in a bad mood so he yed in the kindergarten alone after saying a few words to Ryan.


    Standing in front of the fence of the kindergarten, Bonnie found there was a flower shop in front of the


    kindergarten. Bonnie''s eyes were brightened by it quickly and he shouted happily, "Mummy!"


    Bonnie wanted to go out, but he couldn''t reach the lock and shouted excitedly, "Mummy, Mummy,


    Bonnie is here. Mummy, can you hear Bonnie?"


    Micky, who was arranging flowers at the door of the flower shop, heard the sound of a child. She turned


    her head back and saw a cute child waving at her in front of the kindergarten.


    Micky pointed to herself, wondering who was the child calling for. However the child kept staring at her


    and called her mummy. At this time Micky was a bit shocked. How could she be his mummy while she


    was an unmarried young singledy?


    Micky smiled and went into the flower shop again.


    "Mum, Bonnie is here. Why don''t you look at Bonnie?" Bonnie was upset and cried. He saw Micky walk


    into the flower shop.


    Bonnie didn''t want to listen to the lesson. He was sitting at the kindergarten gate and waiting for the


    opportunity to open the door. Then he could sneak away. Fortunately, the time was not long. There


    were a group of parents leaving the kindergarten. Bonnie also could secretly follow them in the crowd.


    After crossing the road, he reached the flower shop. Bonnie was both excited and expected. This little


    boy quickly rushed across the road. There were only a few people in the flower shop.Bonnie hid like a


    guilty thief who was searching for Micky. Bonnie hugged her thigh excitedly until he saw a familiar


    figure back to him arranging flowers.


    "Mummy, Bonnie finally found you." Bonnie choked.


    Micky stiffened, raising her hand in the air. She couldn''t believe it and looked down at the little cute


    child who was crying, "You ..."


    "Mummy, why don''t you hug Bonnie when you see me? Is it because Bonnie doesn''t look cute? Or


    don''t you like Bonnie?" Bonnie said with grievance.


    Micky was a little confused, and she couldn''t know what to do for a while. Then she squatted down with


    a smile, ¡°Bonnie, are you looking for your mummy?"


    "You''re my mummy. Dad said that I can''t see you until Bonnie grows up. Has Bonnie already grown


    up?" Bonnie held Micky tightly and refused to let her go.


    Micky was moved by this cute kid. She didn¡¯t know why she was sad when she heard Bonnie''s words.


    She hugged Bonnie and coaxed, "Where are your parents? Do you remember your parents'' phone


    number? I''ll call them to pick you up."


    "I''m your child." Bonnie said with grievance.


    Micky touched Bonnie''s head and said, "I''m not married yet. How could I have my child?"

 Chapter 28 Daddy, I see mummy

    Chapter 28 Daddy, I see mummy


    "You have daddy." Bonnie hurriedly took out the photo frame from the bag and showed it to Micky.


    "Look, this is you. Mum, I take you with me every day."


    Micky was also surprised by it. Looking at the frame in Bonnie''s hand, she realized that the woman in


    the photo really looked like her. Micky sat down and held Bonnie. She looked at the frame and was


    frightened for half a second. She touched the woman on it with her fingers. Was it possible for two


    people in this world to look so alike? It was incredible.


    "Mummy, isn''t you? You must be my mummy." Bonnie held Micky''s neck and said, "I miss you so much,


    they said I don''t have a mummy. But now I can show you to them.¡±


    Micky didn''t say anything for a long time. She pulled Bonnie down and asked, "How old are you?"


    "I¡¯m five years old." Bonnie showed his five fingers.


    "I''m not your mum, you must be mistaken." Micky smiledfortably.


    Bonnie cried suddenly and choked with a grievance, "You don''t recognize me. You all don''t love


    Bonnie, right? Bonnie is a child without mother!"


    The cry of Bonnie made Micky panic, and quickly she hugged Bonnie tofort him. "OK, don''t cry.


    Bonnie, please don''t cry."


    Micky had no choice but to temporarily serve as Bonnie''s mum and apany him. Micky actually


    wanted to ask where Bonnie''s father was, so she could call him to take the child back. But Bonnie


    refused to tell her. Bonnie didn''t want to leave here but stayed with Micky. He said he would like to


    sleep with Micky at night.


    Micky was helpless, but she couldn¡¯t be so cruel to Bonnie. As soon as Bonnie cried and frowned, her


    heart twitched. Bonnie was very cute. She believed that everyone who¡¯d met him would love such a


    cute child so much. And she couldn¡¯t speak bad words to him for her kindness.


    The kindergarten was there on the opposite. Bonnie''s father would definitelye to find Bonnie so


    Micky took Bonnie to the gate and waited for someone to pick him up.


    "Mummy, I want to sleep with you tonight. I don''t want to go home with dad." Bonnie begged again.


    "If you don¡¯t tell your father, your father will worry about you. And you don''t want your father to be


    worried, right?"


    Bonnie thought about it and rolled his eyes. He knew Dad would be very happy if he saw mummy. So


    he agreed.


    Ryan didn''te to take Bonnie as promised. He asked the servant toe here again. Bonnie was


    upset and looked at Micky reluctantly. Micky sent Bonnie to his family and told him to be safe.


    "Mom, I''lle to see you with Daddy tomorrow." Bonnie swore. Anyway, mummy was working in the


    opposite flower shop. He could bring Daddy to here tomorrow, and they would reunite finally.


    Micky kept silent but smile. She waved toward Bonnie.


    Bonnie happily waited for Ryan to go home. When Ryan came back, he couldn''t wait to go downstairs.


    He said excitedly, "Daddy, I saw Mummy today. Mummy is beautiful, and she let me go to have a fun


    next time.


    Ryan was busy for a day. Taking off his coat, he didn''t believe what Bonnie said because Nikki died in


    his arms. How could she be alive? Ryan smiled bitterly, "Bonnie, do you miss her too much that you


    have hallucinations?¡±


    "I don''t. I really saw my mum. I''ll take you to see her tomorrow."


    Ryan regarded Bonnie¡¯s words as a joke. It had been five years. If Nikki was still alive, he should have


    seen her already. Thinking about these, Ryan was a little bit sad. Every time he thought about Nikki, he


    would feel anguish andmented how difficult it was to live in his life? When could he die to be with


    Nikki?


    Bonnie woke up early and ran to Ryan''s room to call him up. Ryan was awakened by Bonnie. When he


    didn''t want to sleep, he obeyed Bonnie and took him to kindergarten. By the way, he checked to see if


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    Nikki was actually in the flower shop.


    Ryan didn''t have any hope. Bonnie was very excited, waiting half an hour at the door for the flower


    shop to open. But even if they waited for so long, they didn''t see Micky. Bonnie was anxious and asked,


    "Why doesn''t my mume here?¡±


    "Do you mean Micky? She''s on leave today and won''te to the flower shop," said the flower shop


    employee.


    Ryan lost his interest and held Bonnie''s hand, "Let''s go to school."


    "Daddy, let¡¯se back tomorrow. You will definitely see Mummy." Bonnie insisted.


    "She''s not your mum. Your mum is far away. How could it be possible for her to work in a flower shop?


    It must be you that miss her too much." Ryan didn''t believe it.


    "Daddy, you just don''t believe me. You''re so bad. I don''t want you to send me to kindergarten. I can go


    to school by myself." Bonnie was angry. He let go of Ryan''s hand and walked in,pletely ignoring


    Ryan.


    Ryan looked at his son. Bonnie had a bad temper and Ryan didn''t know how to solve it. Ryan looked


    back at the flower shop again. Although Bonnie''s words were incredible, he still had some


    expectations. If Nikki was not dead, would she return?


    Outwardly, Ryan said he didn''t believe it but he couldn''t ignore it. He drove the car and parked at the


    gate of the flower shop. In the evening, Ryan hoped to be able to wait for thisdy named Micky with


    his luck.In his life, he only loved Nikki. He thought it as a faith given by Bonnie.


    "Micky, why do youe back on your holiday today?"


    "Ie to get something. I have to sent them to the customer tomorrow."


    Ryan came out of the car when he heard the name immediately. What he had seen was the figure of


    her back,which was simr to the person he was thinking about. Ryan was a little nervous and stepped


    closer to the flower shop. He slowly searched for his answer.


    The flower shop only had two employees, and the scale was not veryrge. Micky turned her back to


    him and looked for something at the front desk. Ryan''s sights fell on Micky with doubts, expectations,


    excitement. Ryan walked closer step by step. Reaching his hand out, Ryan tried to touch Micky¡¯s


    shoulder but he stopped.


    When Micky turned back, Ryan changed his facial expression and stared at her in shock.

 Chapter 29 I dont know you, Sir

    Chapter 29 I don''t know you, Sir


    Micky froze for a while and politely asked,"Sir, do you want to buy some flowers?"


    Ryan couldn''t control his excitement. He pulled Mick into his arms and shouted, "Nikki!"


    Micky stumbled again, leaning on Ryan''s chest for a few seconds, and she struggled out of his arms,


    "Sir, I don''t know you, please keep your self-reverence!"


    "Nikki, I''m Ryan, your husband. Nikki, you are still alive!" Ryan was so excited that his tears would fall


    out but he refused to let go of Nikki, "Bonnie said you are here, I don¡¯t dare to believe it. I don''t expect


    that you are really alive. It¡¯s so great. I miss you so much.¡±


    Nikki struggled but Ryan was holding her too closely. She couldn''t get out for a long time, and she


    flushed for her struggling, "Sir, let me go. If you do that again, I''ll call the police."


    "Are you still ming me? Do you still refuse to forgive me? I know it''s all my fault. Give me a chance


    to make atonement. I will never hurt you again in my life. We also have Bonnie. Please forgive


    me,OK?"Smelling the familiar smells from her, Ryan held Micky and even more convinced that she was


    Nikki.


    Micky struggled for a long time, and finally breathed the air. She calmly said, "My name is Micky, not


    Nikki. You must be wrong to recognize me as the other person."


    "No, you are Nikki, my wife." Ryan followed Micky tightly.


    Micky didn''t want to pay attention to Ryan. It was ridiculous that there was someone so foolish to


    recognize his wife as other women. Micky gave Ryan a contemptuous look. It was ridiculous. She


    walked away from Ryan with her bag. Ryan followed Micky, and he never gave up. Micky was worried if


    this man was a tracking fanatic.


    "Sir, if you follow me again, I will call the police!"


    "Where do you live? I can send you to your ce." Ryan was also afraid to scare her so he said softly.


    "Don''t follow me. I''m not Nikki. Don''t bother me."


    Micky quickly stopped a taxi and escaped away.


    Ryan stared at Micky''s back, wondering why Nikki didn''t know him. Even if she didn''t forgive him, there


    should always be some different feelings.


    With doubt, Ryan came again the next day. Nikki was particrly stressed when she saw Ryan. "Why


    are you here again? I said I''m not Nikki. I''m Micky, not your wife, and I''m not married."


    "It doesn''t matter, I just want to see you and pursue you." Ryan said with a smile.


    Micky was shocked and closed her lips again,"I don''t ept it."


    "It doesn''t matter whether you ept it or not. Anyway, I have time to make you fall in love with me


    again." Ryan insisted to stay here and refused to leave.


    Micky thought that this man was too strange. He regarded her as his wife when he met her for the first


    time. And he wanted to pursue her after the second meeting. Micky suspected this man might have


    sinister idea and she was always on guard against Ryan.But even if it was for Micky¡¯s fortune, it didn''t


    have to take so long to badger with her. Micky really didn''t understand Ryan''s purpose.


    "Please pack these flowers up." Ryan ordered the other two employees in the store to wrap a bouquet


    of red roses.


    After packing, Ryan sent them directly to Micky, "It¡¯s for you."


    "Sir, have you made any mistakes? Why do you sent me my flowers?" Micky was not disgusted with


    him, but could not like him,too.


    "I pay for it and want to send it to you."


    "I don''t ept it." Micky turn her back on Ryan directly.


    The way to pursue his wife was still far away, but Ryan won¡¯t give up. Ryan woulde to see Micky in


    these days and waited for Micky to be familiar with him. Then Ryan took out his final weapon,


    Bonnie.


    Bonnie came to the flower shop after school, and shouted softly, "Mummy."


    This was indeed a good weapon. When Micky saw Bonnie, all the dissatisfaction disappeared. She


    squatted down and held Bonnie in her arms and asked, "Why are you here again?"


    "I miss you." Bonnie said like a spoiled baby.


    Micky''s heart was melted,then she gave a kiss to Bonnie and pped his face again, "You are such a


    darling baby. Every time when you called me mummy I would almost have the illusion."


    "Because you are my mum. I am a part of you. Whether you remember me or not, you cannot say no to


    Bonnie." Bonnie said with a smile.


    Ryan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw they two was so intimate. He thought it would be


    impossible to see Nikki in his life, but he did not expect that a miracle would really happen.


    "It''s sote. The children in the kindergarten all came back home. Aren''t you afraid that your dad will


    worry about you?" Micky asked.


    "My daddy is here. He asks me toe here. He said Mommy refused to forgive him and wanted to


    drive him away.Therefore he let mee over to assist him." Bonnie pointed at Ryan.


    Ryan whispered. His son had betrayed him when he had a mummy. Bonnie was really his nice baby.


    "Is he your child?" Micky was surprised. She thought Ryan was just ying a trick but she didn''t


    thought that Bonnie was his child.


    "Well, he is our child." Ryan grinned.


    Micky tried to conceal her embarrassment. So she put Bonnie down and considered it was time to


    finish her work. She was embarrassed for the situation that the father and son didn''t want to leave at


    all.


    Ryan nced at Bonnie. And Bonnie realized its meanings, "Mummy, can Bonnie go to your home


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    Chapter 30 Mommy is going to leave with others


    "This is..." Micky was embarrassed.


    With some tears in Bonnie¡¯s eyes, he said in a grievance, "It doesn''t matter. It''s okay if Mommy was


    unwilling to do this. Bonnie will be strong."


    Micky suddenly seemed to have done something terribly wrong.


    "I''ll send you back to home." Ryan said.


    "You can''t stay at my house!" Micky countered.


    Ryan arched an eyebrow, "Okay."


    In this way, the family of three came to Micky''s ce. Micky lived in a small house. Although it was


    small but it was functional. Ryan went in with a smile on his face. Feeling good, Ryan immediately sat


    down on the sofa and had fun with his son.


    ¡°Do you need a drink?¡±


    ¡°Yes, water please.¡±


    Micky poured two sses of water and brought it over. Ryan looked around and asked, "How long


    have you lived in here?"


    "Almost two years." Micky said.


    "What were you doing before that?" Ryan asked but he was afraid of bothering Micky. "I just have a


    question and it doesn''t matter if you don''t answer."


    "I didn''t know what I was doing before. I seemed to have slept for a long time, and I remembered


    nothing after waking up."


    Ryan was excited for her answer. That was to say Nikki had forgotten all the previous things. She must


    be Nikki, his wife.


    After Nikki''s death that year, Ryan did not arrange a funeral for Nikki. The people in the hospital said


    that Nikki''s body was taken away. He asked Shane but she said she had taken it away and cremated


    Nikki.At that time, Ryan was in grief and believed Shane''s words.


    "Mummy, I''m hungry." Bonnie touched his empty belly.


    Micky immediately went to the kitchen. "Okay, I''ll cook for you."


    Bonnie blinked at Ryan. Actually Bonnie was more reliable than other means so they can win in such a


    short time. Ryan and Bonnie gave high-five. Ryan was very happy that he could sit here for a while and


    enjoyed the dinner thanked to Bonnie''s help.


    "Daddy, am I pretty good? If Mommy agrees toe back, it must be because of me." Bonnie said


    proudly.


    "You are wrong. There is still a part of reason that your mum loves Daddy." Ryan held Bonnie''s nose.


    Bonnie snorted,"You are such a narcissistic Daddy."


    Micky made three dishes and brought them to the dinner table to entertain the father and son. It was


    the first time for Ryan to have her dishes. In his impression, Nikki was not a housewife. Unexpectedly,


    he could still eat her dishes. With a moving feelings, Ryan stared at Micky and was unable to calm


    down for a long time.


    "Mr. Carson, why are you looking at me?" Micky asked when she felt confused by Ryan¡¯s sights.


    Ryan said in a low voice, "How have you been in these two years?"


    "Very good. The flower shop is mine. The days are ordinary without any problems. It''s fine." Micky said


    with a smile.


    "That''s good." Ryan looked down. It was unable to see his emotions clearly.


    Only Bonnie worked hard to eat and praised Micky''s dishes. He had forgot his daddy as soon as he


    had his mummy. Bonnie stayed with Micky and didn¡¯t let her go. Micky was also a soft-hearted person


    so she couldn''t bear but to touch Bonnie¡¯s head as long as he acted in pettish to her. Micky really took


    care of Bonnie as if she was his mother.


    After dinner, Ryan should leave. He left Bonnie here, and he didn''t force Micky to promise to him. Then


    he left in peace.


    After Ryan left, Micky breathed a sigh of relief. She didn¡¯t know why she was nervous and


    overwhelmed when she talked to Ryan.


    "Mummy, do you like Daddy?" Bonnie looked so innocent.


    "How long have I known your father since? I don''t like him." Micky said. "Tomorrow you can''t just stay


    with me. If others see me with a child, they will think I''m a single mother."


    "But I''m your child." The words from Bonnie made Micky speechless.


    "Does Mommy have a boyfriend? Why don''t you like Daddy?Daddy is so good that there are so many


    women want to marry him." Bonnie continued to ask and he wanted to know more truth.


    Micky didn''t know how to answer and she hesitated for a long time, "If you don''t like it, you just don''t


    like it. There aren¡¯t so many reasons. Stop asking about it. Let¡¯s have a sleep."


    "Oh." Bonnie nodded and said, "Daddy loves mummy so much. When Bonnie is sensible, I can see


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    Daddy thinking about mummy every day. Although Bonnie doesn''t know what Daddy has done, he


    really regretted it. Mommy, forgive Daddy please. Bonnie can''t live without mommy.¡±


    Micky froze for a moment. Looking at Bonnie''s sincere eyes, she seemed to have the illusion of a


    second to think that she was Bonnie''s mum. But she wasn''t. Even the person that Ryan fell in love with


    was his wife. She and Ryan had no rtionship at all.


    Micky held Bonnie to sleep and said "Let¡¯s sleep and talk about it tomorrow."


    Ryan was busy with work and wanted Bonnie to spend more time with Micky. He didn¡¯t turn out for a


    few days. He also believed that Micky could take good care of Bonnie. Micky and Bonnie had been


    together for a long time so they took it for granted. Micky would pick up Bonnie every day because her


    flower shop was standing opposite the kindergarten. Micky could work and spend time with Bonnie at


    the same time.


    But the sense of crisis finally came. Bonnie sat in the flower shop to do his homework, and suddenly he


    saw a mane in. The man paid great attention to Micky. They two seemed familiar with each


    other.Bonnie''s worries about his homework were gone. He looked at the man with a defensive face.


    The man actually invited his mummy to have a meal.

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    Chapter 31 The household register is ready


    "Mummy, I want to drink water."


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    Seeing Micky talking to the man so happily, Bonnie rushed closely to then and interrupt their


    When Carl saw Bonnie, he was surprised, "When do you have a kid?"


    Micky said, "He is a child of my friend."


    "No, I''m Mum''s child." Bonnie countered.


    Carl smiled and reached out his hand to touch Bonnie''s head. Bonnie moved away hostilely. Carl put


    down his hand awkwardly and raised an eyebrow. "It¡¯s interesting. He looks a little bit like you."


    Carl changed the topic after saying his words. Bonnie had a sense of crisis that he didn¡¯t know who the


    man was. Therefore he secretly took out the phone and called Ryan. Ryan was here with Joe. He


    wanted to ask Shane to find out the truth. Was Micky really Nikki?


    Shane was reluctant to forgive Ryan all the time. She thought it was his cruelty that made Nikki


    be so terrible. "So what? She doesn¡¯t remember you. Now she¡¯s living well. Why do you continue


    to bother her? Ryan, you should let Nikki be free now.¡±


    They kept this secret for five years. But he missed Nikki all the time. And even his best friend cheated


    him with Shane. ¡°I know you can¡¯t forgive me. But for Nikki, I will never give up. Bonnie needs a mother.


    So do I. You can''t stop me atst.¡±


    Shane closed her lips slightly. "If Nikki remembers all the things, is she willing to be with you? I won''t


    stop you. But if you make Nikki in pain again, I swear that you won''t find her forever!"


    Knowing the answer, Ryan regained his confidence. Even if Nikki wanted him to die, he would never


    give up on her.


    The phone rang suddenly. Ryan put it near his ear, and Bonnie whispered, "Daddy,e here quickly.


    If you don''te, Mummy will really run away with others."


    "What''s going on?" Ryan was alert.


    "There is an uncle inviting Mommy to dinner. Mommy is delighted to talk to him. I think this uncle might


    be my step dad in the future."


    Hearing that, Ryan couldn''t stand it. Bonnie was indeed his good son. It was really right to arrange


    Bonnie to apany Micky. He said goodbye to Shane and rushed to the flower shop. Like Bonnie


    said, there was a man in the flower shop. And he was very familiar with this man who had been his love


    rival for many years and never changed at all.


    Carl was a little surprised to see Ryan. He and Ryan hadn''t seen each other for five years. Moreover


    something had changed a lot when they met again.


    Ryan walked close to him with a smile and shook hands with Carl, "Carl, I never expect that I can meet


    you here."


    "Yeah, I don¡¯t expect that you will discover here." Carl nced at Bonnie and said, "Is he your son?"


    Ryan raised his eyebrow and answered, "He is son of Nikki and I."


    The meaning of this sentence was obvious, and Carl could understand. So he said to Micky, "Let''s


    have dinner together after your work.¡±


    The atmosphere between them was a bit strange. Micky also found that the situation was not good.


    She didn''t know whether she should agree or not. But Ryan took the lead in making a decision for


    Micky. "Okay, my son and I are hungry. Micky, let''s go together.


    Ryan gained the initiative to be intimate with Micky, which made Carl look like an outsider. Micky


    looked at Ryan in some perplexity. When was she so intimate with Ryan? Micky quickly said, "Why do


    you go with me if I am going to have dinner with Carl? You can take care of Bonnie by yourself.¡±


    Carl smiled proudly, "Why does Mr. Carsone with us if I have dinner with Micky?"


    Ryan became embarrassed andpressed his lips unhappily. Bonnie was so clever that immediately


    he went to Micky and begged, "Mummy, I''m hungry. Why don''t you take me with Daddy?"


    The function of Bonnie was so great. Ryan raised his eyebrow provocatively at Carl. Naturally they had


    to have dinner together.


    Micky and Bonnie walked ahead, and Carl responded sarcastically behind him. "Ryan, you''re still so


    despicable after these years. Micky doesn''t want to see your at all. You are despicable that you can


    use your son as a means."


    "An good sword is the one which is capable to used in actualbat. Whatever method I use is none


    of your business. And you have no chance anyway." Ryan smiled confidently.


    The four of them had dinner together. Carl handed the menu to Micky and said, "Micky, you can order


    whatever you want. It is my treat. You can eat whatever you want."


    Sitting aside, Ryan interrupted them when he heard what they said. He stated in a peaceful voice,


    "There¡¯s no need. She has a husband."


    After saying that, Ryan took the menu, "We¡¯ll have a shrimp dumpling and a big lobster ... my wife


    loves seafood."


    Passing the menu to the waiter, Ryan looked at Carl provocatively. Carl still had less means than Ryan


    and respected Micky so much. So Carl was always just one step behind Ryan.


    "This form of address is a little bit outrageous. How will Micky be your wife?" Carl frowned and


    obviously became a little bit annoyed.


    "Sooner orter it will be. Just wait and see. The household register is ready."


    Micky was embarrassed under this situation. She gazed at Bonnie in speechless dismay and had no


    idea to deal with these two men."Let¡¯s order whatever Bonnie likes."


    The atmosphere of this meal was very depressing. But Bonnie enjoyed it happily because Micky fed


    him for dinner. Bonnie pped his hands happily then he took another sip. Micky was very fond of


    Bonnie. She ignored the confrontation between the two strong men and put all her concerns on Bonnie.


    When it was over, Micky apologized to Carl, "Sorry, it must have been very embarrassing."

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    Chapter 32 Who am I£¿


    "It''s okay as long as you¡¯re happy." Carl smiled. He pursued her for a long time. He already had no


    expectation and just hoped she was happy.


    "Your own happiness can be controlled by yourself. I will not stop you."


    "What are you talking about? Don''t you think I really have anything to do with Ryan?" Micky was


    embarrassed but she never thought about being Ryan''s wife.


    "What if Bonnie was your baby and Ryan was your ex-husband? Will you remarry him?" Carl asked.


    Micky was a little astonished by his question. It seemed that Carl knew something else.


    "What do you mean by that?"


    "I had already thought that some day you will not be able to give up your baby. But you have to be clear


    that you has died once before. You have said you want to give up Ryan and don¡¯t want to have


    rtionship with him anymore. Well, just forget it. Follow your heart. After all, you two already have a


    son.¡±


    Carl was helpless, but he won''t make Micky embarrassed. Just let it be natural. Who knew if she would


    hate herself when they deliberately concealed her to restore her memory. Through it all, Carl couldn¡¯t


    made any decision for Micky.


    Micky was confused of Carl¡¯s words. Was everything true if Carl also said so? At this moment, Micky


    rejected Ryan inwardly. If Ryan really failed to live up to her and had done something unforgivable, she


    would have no reason to stay with Ryan. Thinking about it, Micky didn¡¯t allow Ryan toe into her


    house when Ryan sent her home.


    ¡°What happen?¡±


    Standing before the door, Ryan asked.


    Micky became embarrassed, "Please leave here with Bonnie and don''t show up here again."


    "Why?" Ryan frowned. "Did Carl say anything to you?"


    "That is what I want to ask you. Did you do something bad for your ex-wife?" Micky asked coldly.


    Ryan pursed his lips and kept silent. He didn''t know how to answer her questions.


    "You did something that was sorry to your ex-wife, and sheter died for you. Then you pursue me


    because I look a bit like your ex-wife. What do you n to do after chasing me? Are you going to kill


    me again?Ryan, you are so filthy inside! "


    "No, it isn¡¯t true." Ryan hurriedly exined but Micky didn''t want to listen and hurriedly closed the door.


    Seeing this, Ryan immediately reached his hand out to stop her action. And his hand was heavily hit by


    the door.


    Micky was surprised and quickly let go of her hand. Ryan frowned in pain. However he did not give up


    Micky and grabbed Micky''s shoulder regardless of his hurt. "Nikki, give me one more chance. This time


    I won''t leave you again. Please don''t drive me away.¡±


    Ryan begged and was afraid that she would not forgive him and alienate him. He could give up


    everything as long as she was in his sight.


    Micky''s eyes were red. Looking at Ryan''s eyes, she finally released his hand, "Don''t say it again. I''m


    not Nikki, I''m Micky, Don''t make mistakes again."


    Ryan refused and held Micky''s waist tightly. Ryan stayed close to her body, "No matter if you have


    amnesia or not, you still love me, right? Your eyes can¡¯t lie to me. Nikki, let''s not be apart. I love you.¡±


    Micky closed her eyes and didn''t want to listen to Ryan''s ndishments. She had no idea. She didn¡¯t


    know anything and was filled with confusion at this time. Ryan held her face and kissed her. Her lips


    were soft but cold, which made Ryan a little obsessed. Ryan became lost in this kiss and pressed


    Micky against the wall.


    Micky was startled so she shoved Ryan away excitedly and gave him a p. Beaten by Micky, Ryan


    did not force Micky anymore.


    "Just go, I don''t believe you. Don''t show up in front of me." Micky closed the door absolutely. After


    doing that, she squatted on the ground and cried.


    She didn''t know why she would cry. But she felt sad somehow, especially when Carl said something to


    her. She felt deeply impressed and subconsciously rejected Ryan''s approach. Carl would not lie to


    her.If she was really Ryan''s ex-wife, she didn''t have reasons to remarry Ryan.


    Ryan stood for a long time sadly. Bonnie shook Ryan''s hand and asked with grievance, "Is mummy


    going to abandon us?"


    Hugging Bonnie up, Ryan smiled again, "No, your mommy is mad at me. She still loves you."


    When Micky in the room heard Bonnie''s words, she felt more aggrieved. Why did she hurt a child who


    might be her son. Struggling whether to go out to see them, Micky bit her lips but she still couldn''t lose


    her reasonable mind. She had to figure out who was Bonnie¡¯s mother. Then she would know how to do


    next.


    Micky''s previous memory was gone. After waking up, she only saw Carl apanying with her. She


    didn''t know who she was or what happened. Carl told her that it was a rebirth for her because she had


    walked through the edge of the death. She had no memory, but she didn¡¯t feel lonely as if she did not


    want to remember the past memory.


    Today, when Carl said that, she felt her rtionship with Ryan was extremely sad and oppressive.


    Micky stayed at the door of Carl''s house all night. The next day, Carl was astounded when he came out


    and saw Micky. He let Mickye inside immediately. Micky looked so drawn that she couldn''t show


    any spirits because she didn''t fall asleep all night. What she just wanted to ask was what exactly


    happened between her and Ryan.


    "Carl, don''t lie to me. Who I am? What is the rtionship between Ryan and me? I want you to tell me


    the truth, it is important for me." Micky asked firmly.Belonging ? N?velDram/a.Org.

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    Chapter 33 I want Daddy and Mommy to be together


    It was been five years, and Carl had concealed her for so long. He insisted that Micky and Ryan would


    only be painful when they were together. Moreover he was afraid that Micky¡¯s love would not be


    rewarded atst. She was still alive and had a child. For all these things,the truth could not be a


    secret forever, especially after Ryan discovering her. Their connection was about to definitely increase


    in the future.


    "Ryan considered you were dead. In fact, you weren''t dead. You still have onest breath after giving


    birth. I asked the best experts in the world to perform operation on you. Then you fell into aa for


    three years.Three yearster, you have forgotten who you are. And I also feel that it is always a good


    thing if you have forgotten. At least you can live a good life. But the arrival of Ryan makes me


    understand that he will not give up on you.¡±


    Carl thought there was no need to treat Micky so he told everything to Micky. Micky''s tears flowed after


    hearing these. It was painful to hear these things. It turned out that she was really Nikki, Ryan''s ex-


    wife. She had such a painful experience. After Carl finished, Micky didn''t say anything. She had to


    understand what Carl exined.


    After leaving, she had an idea in mind. Even if she and Ryan were impossible to reconcile, she still


    wanted her baby.Micky hurried to call Ryan. Ryan was so happy when he got her call. He hurried to her


    house after the call. Ryan thought she had already forgave him and said cheerfully, "Nikki, let¡¯s go


    home."


    Micky looked at Ryan with her indifferent expression. "Give me Bonnie please."


    Ryan¡¯s smile froze soon, "What did you say?"


    "I say you have to give Bonnie to me. He is my child. I have to take good care of him. You should


    understand what I mean. It is impossible for us to be together again, but I want my child. He was born


    after my ten months¡¯ pregnancy. I only need him in my future life.¡±


    "Nikki, wouldn''t you forgive me?" Ryan''s eyes turned red.


    Micky closed her eyes and became angry when she thought of what Carl had said to her. "What about


    you? At that time, you ignored my life for other women. Have you ever thought that I would nevere


    back? What qualification do you have to let me forgive you? Ryan,I will never forgive you in my life! "


    "I''m sorry for you, I know. I willpensate you with the rest of my life. But I can''t live without you. No


    matter how do you consider me as a selfish or cruel person, I can''t let you go. I would rather you hate


    me than be apart from you.¡±


    "Enough!" Micky shouted excitedly, "I don''t want to hear that. I just want Bonnie. As for you, I have no


    interests!"


    Ryan was in the depths of despair but he would never give up. No matter in what way he would not


    give up. "I''ll send Bonnie over hereter. You may have a full consideration in these two days. I will not


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    disturb you for the time being."


    After saying that, Ryan left in despair. He wouldn¡¯t force her but he would do his best to regain her love.


    When Bonnie reached, he held Micky''s leg happily and shouted in a soft voice, "Mummy."


    "I¡¯m here, my honey. Mommy is sorry for you. I¡¯m not taking good care of you." Micky shed tears sadly.


    Cuddling Bonnie, she missed Bonnie for five years, which might be what she regretted most.


    "I don''t me Mommy at all. I just saw Daddye back sadly. Why? Did Daddy do something wrong


    to make Mommy unhappy? Can you forgive him? He is a good daddy." Bonnie still interceded for Ryan.


    "But he''s not a good husband. Bonnie, will you be with Mommy in the future,Okay? Let''s forget Daddy."


    Micky wiped her tears and coaxed Bonnie.


    Bonnie pursed his lips and didn¡¯t want to lose his parents. "Mummy, can''t you forgive Daddy? In this


    case, Bonnie will follow Mummy."


    Micky kissed Bonnie''s forehead without seeing Bonnie''s tears. Bonnie leaned on Micky''s shoulder and


    wiped the tears, hiding his tears not to let his mummy know.


    "My dear baby, Mommy loves you."


    When Micky learned that Bonnie was her own child, she became protective toward Bonnie with all her


    energy. It was also the first time that she became a mother. There were a lot of things for Micky to learn


    to take care of Bonnie carefully.Ryan was very trustworthy and hadn''t bothered her for the past two


    days. Although she still missed this man sometimes, she still felt relieved indeed.


    Bonnie was not as lively and cheerful as before, but he behaved well in front of Micky. He didn''t want to


    make Micky sad, so he pretended to smile in front of her.If it wasn''t for the teacher who called Micky


    and said that Bonnie had always been distracted at school recently, she didn''t know that her son had


    something on his mind.


    Bonnie was only five years old and should be happy at such a young age.


    In the evening, Micky was going to have amunication with Bonnie because everything could be


    resolved. When she walked near the door of Bonnie''s room, she heard Bonnie crying to the furry rabbit.


    "I want Mommy and Daddy. I don''t want them to be separated. The children at school all have parents


    to send them to school and take them back home. But I don''t have it. I also want Daddy Mommy to


    send me to school. The kids used to say that I don''t have a mummy. So I was annoyed for that. Now I


    have a mummy finally but I have to lose my daddy. Why can''t Bonnie have both at the same time?What


    should I do if Daddy doesn''t love me in the future. Bonnie doesn''t want to lose them. If so, I am a child


    nobody likes.¡±

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    Chapter 34 Daddy gives a kiss to Mommy


    Hearing these, Micky cried and she felt painful in her heart. She almost forgot that Bonnie was just a


    child, not as resilient as adults. Their separation might be traumatic to Bonnie.Micky covered her mouth


    and understood that she was wrong. She didn''t consider it for Bonnie and let him grow up in a single-


    parent family.


    Micky entered Bonnie''s room. Bonnie heard the movement and quickly wiped away his tears,then he


    choked, ¡°Mummy.¡±


    "Bonnie, let''s go to meet Daddy tomorrow. Our family will never be separated from each other


    anymore." Micky in the end chose topromise for Bonnie. She had to consider for Bonnie and


    couldn''t be so selfish.


    "Can we really go back to see Daddy?" Bonnie thought it was incredible.


    "Yes, mommy will go home with you."


    "That''s great." Bonnie hugged Micky and cried, "I want Daddy and Mummy."


    Micky touched Bonnie''s head and felt distressed at the same time. It was her selfishness that caused


    Bonnie to suffer so much painful thing.


    Back at their house, Micky was a little familiar with everything here, as if she had been here before.


    She took ap but became ufortable. Her heart was throbbing suddenly. This must be her painful


    memory.


    Ryan learned that Micky came back with Bonnie, which made him very delighted. He knew that Micky


    could not bear to abandon him. However Micky also treat him with a cold face. Ryan''s mood of joy had


    instantly changed into the great sorrow. So he had to ask the servant to take Bonnie away.


    Micky didn¡¯t talk nonsense. She just said straightly, ¡°Ie back for the sake of Bonnie, but you should


    understand that I can¡¯t forgive you. I ¡¯ll move in but we have to live in the different room.You aren¡¯t


    allowed to step out of line between us. We will live together without bothering each other in the future.


    What we need to do is to be intimate in front of Bonnie.¡±


    "Okay." Ryan agreed quickly. He believed as long as they lived together, he could have the confidence


    to move her.


    Micky went upstairs and didn''t want to get too entangled with Ryan. Ryan looked at her back with a


    happy smile. There was always a way to make herpromise.


    Back in the room, Micky breathed a sigh of relief. Actually it was challenging for her to say that.


    Micky was busy for cooking in the kitchen. Recently, in order to make up for Bonnie, Micky was trying


    to make Bonnie happy. So she prepared loving meals for him and yed games with him. It all worked


    and Bonnie felt happy finally. In this way, her efforts were worthy.


    "What dishes are you making?"


    Frightened by Ryan, Micky identally cut her finger. Seeing that, Ryan immediately came over and


    held Micky''s finger in his mouth. Micky was stunned, staring at him straightly. Ryan seemed nervous


    and he licked the blood on her finger intently.


    "How can you use your mouth ..."


    "It is fast to stop the bleeding." Ryan licked again and found her a band-aid. "Why are you so careless?


    Just let me do it."


    "No, I promised to cook for Bonnie." Micky refused.


    Ryan didn¡¯t agreed with her and hugged Micky up directly. Micky screamed out and held Ryan''s neck


    quickly. Ryan stared at Micky affectionately and smiled slightly. His handsome face seemed to be the


    most beautiful face in the world.


    Micky widened her eyes and her heart fluttered for him. She became ufortable when she saw his


    indulgent sights. Then she remained peaceful immediately.


    Ryan held Micky to the sofa and sat down. "The result is the same even the meal is done by me.


    Bonnie will like it anyway."


    Micky looked down. There is no answer and refuse from her.


    Ryan was not good at cooking before. But since Bonnie was born, he had learned these and be a


    good family man.


    Micky went upstairs to have a look while she was free. She quietly went in when she saw the master


    bedroom door was opened. After entering, she found that Ryan''s room was full of her photos.Micky


    stood there and bit her lips, looking at the photo frame on the bedside. She soon felt upset for these.


    It was still hard for she to go through their marriage psychologically. Micky went out of the bedroom and


    forgot what she just saw just now.


    Bonnie was not picky about food. He loved every dish as long as it was cooked by his parents. He had


    a good appetite. Bonnieughed happily and praised Ryan for making a great meal. "Daddy, give you


    one kiss."


    Bonnie kissed Ryan''s face and said to Micky, "Mummy, give you one kiss, too."


    Micky move her face to Bonnie obediently.


    "Daddy, you can also give mommy a kiss." Bonnie said again.


    Micky was baffled again and did not respond in a short time. But Ryan responded quickly. He held


    Micky''s head and kissed her lips. Micky did not refuse and epted the kiss obediently because she


    was also afraid to do harm to Bonnie. But Ryan even stuck his tongue out. Micky was a little flustered


    for his action and wanted to refuse. But Ryan held her head and was reluctant to release her. What¡¯s


    more, he gave her a French kiss.


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    Bonnieughed aside.


    After released, Micky was finally able to breathe and stared angrily at Ryan.


    Ryan chuckled and enjoyed the meal with satisfaction. He talked to Bonnie, "Bonnie, Daddy gave a


    kiss to Mummy. Should Mummy kiss me back?"


    Bonnie nodded in agreement.


    Micky was fainted by the father and son. She rolled her eyes on Ryan, "I''m full, you two can have it


    slowly."


    Micky ran upstairs as if she was fleeing. Ryan exined to Bonnie, "Your mummy is shy. We will kiss


    <pter."

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    Chapter 35 The family should sleep together


    Micky really wanted to slip a slipper on Ryan''s head. He was clearly a hooligan. When she returned to


    the room, Micky took a deep breath. Her whole body was hot, as if she was still rethinking Ryan''s


    kiss.What was she thinking about? She obviously hated Ryan but she still got stuck by his tricks. She


    must have been foolish.


    After taking a bath, Micky was wiping her hair while someone knocked outside. Bonnie shouted,


    "Mummy, can I sleep with you tonight?"


    It was Bonnie, and Micky opened the door without hesitation. But she didn¡¯t expect that Ryan in


    pajamas also stood behind him and looked at her with a smile.


    "Why are you here?" Micky asked warily.


    Bonnie said innocently, "It was me who brought Daddy here. I want to sleep with you two. The children


    in the kindergarten tell me that Daddy and Mummy have to sleep together. In this way, I can have a


    little sister. I want to watch you to have a baby sister. "


    Micky didn¡¯t know whether tough or cry for Bonnie¡¯s cuteness. Bonnie first climbed into bed and


    rolled.Ryan said innocently, "I often follow Bonnie."


    "You need to sleep on Bonnie''s side, and I will sleep on the other side. You can¡¯t cross the line."


    Micky warned Ryan in order to avoid him of being hooligan.


    ¡°Okay.¡±Ryan frowned.


    Micky slept on the right side of the bed and Ryan slept on the left side. Bonnie was in the middle.


    Fortunately, the bed isrge enough for three people to sleep on. Micky was afraid to lie next to Ryan


    so shey on the extreme edge of the bed with her back to Ryan.


    ¡°You can move inside a little bit. Bonnie is in the middle, and I won''t do anything on you.¡±


    They were separated by Bonnie. So there was a line between them.


    Micky turned around and found that Bonnie was asleep. Then Micky didn''t have to pretend, "I said I


    came back for Bonnie. You can''t have such an excessive demand."


    "I don''t ask too much. You''re too far away from Bonnie. I''m afraid he will hit you. Bonnie has the habit of


    kicking quilts away. You will be better next to him."


    Hearing his exnation, Micky moved closer to Bonnie and fell asleep. Staring at Micky''s face, Ryan


    was not sleepy. It had been five years. Micky was still the same as before. Ryan felt a littleforted in


    mind for the situation that they could be reunited in the end. Whether she could forgive him or not, this


    was the best ending.


    Micky leaned against Bonnie and fell asleep unconsciously. Ryan kissed her forehead while she was


    asleep. Then he kissed her cheeks, her lips.


    Micky felt hot and humid on her lips during this period and could not breathe. She moved twice and


    finally felt free. In the end, she was only lost in a warm embrace.


    In the morning, Micky woke up. Smelling a familiar odor, she opened her eyes and found herself in


    Ryan''s arms. Bonnie hadn''t been here for a long time. So the result was that she and Ryan embraced


    each other and slept. Micky suddenly moved up and pushed Ryan''s arm away.


    Ryan looked so bleary eyed and held Micky tightly again subconsciously. Then he said in a low voice,


    "Well, let¡¯s sleep for some minutes. Today is weekend."


    Micky pushed him away again and sat up far away from him. "Did I not say that you can''t go across the


    line? Why are you holding me to sleep?"


    Holding his arms on the bad, Ryan rubbed his eyes and looked around, "Last night it was you that slid


    into my arms. I can do nothing but agree."


    Micky looked at the distance between her and Ryan. It seemed that she had crossed the line and


    entered his sleeping area. She usually slept quite peacefully. How could this happen?


    Micky was embarrassed and quickly get out of bed. "What about Bonnie?"


    "He has got up."


    Ryan was out of sleep so he woke up.


    Joe and Shane came to their house. Shane hugged Micky with red eyes once she entered. "Nikki,


    you''re finally fine. I miss you so much."


    Micky felt familiar with Shane but still felt strange. Anyway Shane performed a good impression on her.


    "Have a sit."


    "I''m Shane, your best friend. Although it''s been five years, my love for you haven''t changed."


    "Sorry, I lost my memory and didn''t know much about the past. But I heard something of you from


    Carl."


    "It¡¯s all Ryan¡¯s fault. It is Ryan that causes you to be so bad. If I were you, I would never forgive


    him, Nikki, I will support you for whatever you decide. Even if you don¡¯t have Ryan, I am still here for


    you. I will support you and Bonnie forever. It was impossible for him to gain any extra advantage from


    you.¡±


    Ryan¡¯s facial emotion remained the same. As long as Nikki was back, he could be named as a


    scumbag. But he promised he won¡¯t be a scumbag in the future.


    "Well, you have already said so much bad words of Ryan. Are you going to separate this couple in the


    future? If so, then we are really guilty." Joe dragged Shane to him and stopped her from talking.


    "Nikki,e and sit here." Ryan patted the seat on the edge.


    Micky sat down obediently, and Bonnie sat on Micky''s legs. Then he said to Shane, "Aunt Shane, my


    mum and Daddy have an intimate rtionship now and they slept togetherst night. You can''t say bad


    things about my Daddy. What should I do if their rtionship changes in the future? "


    Shane was surprised, covering her mouth, "You''re too fast. So do you sleep together during such a


    short time?"


    Micky thought Shane had misunderstandings of the truth so she quickly retorted, "No, nothing


    happenedst night. Don¡¯t talk nonsense."


    Shane smirked,"Don''t cover it up. Everyone knows that you love Ryan so much even when you have a


    amnesia."


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    Ryan remained silent with a smile on his face. It seemed that something had really happened.The


    father and son prepared such a mistake for Micky, which made her have no idea to exin.


    Micky sat with Shane for a while.The conversation between the two women could only be had when


    there wasn¡¯t a third person. Shane had no objection on their rtionship. After all, they had a child. In


    the past five years, Shane also saw Ryan''s sincerity towards Nikki. For the sake of her child and for her


    happiness, Shane supported her decision.

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    Chapter 36 I am Iva


    "Nikki, in fact, Ryan has changed in recent years. He took care of his son and refused all the affairs. I


    think he has been the man you imagined. I will not object to it if you decide to be with him again. I¡¯m


    clear about Ryan¡¯s sincerity." Shane advised.


    Micky was still struggling, and she couldn''t ept Ryan now. "Please stop. I heard about all the things


    that happened in the past from Carl. I can''t forgive him for the time being. The reason why I wille


    here is that Bonnie was here.Bonnie is my son and I must take responsibility for his growth.¡±


    "Ryan had harmed you for five years, but he had waited for you for five years. Both of you have


    experienced these pain for more than a decade." Shane held Micky''s hand and told her she would be


    her good friend whether Micky remembered her or not.


    Micky felt relieved for her words and held her hand tightly, "I know, please give me some time."


    As a woman, if a man hurt you to such an extent, you have to punish him. Otherwise, he would never


    remember his fault. Life must go on. However Micky didn¡¯t afford to bet with Ryan.


    Ryan did the same trick again. He used Bonnie to treat her and wanted to sleep with Micky. Micky


    nced at Bonnie and nced at Ryan again. Then she took Bonnie in her room and smirked,"Ryan,


    don''t use Bonnie as a shield every time, don''t think that I don''t know your thoughts. Go back and sleep


    alone. You are not allowed in my room.¡±


    ¡°I...¡±


    Micky shut the door directly before Ryan could say anything.


    After getting a rebuff, Ryan went back to his room tamely.


    Micky got up and came to the living room. Ryan just sat there waiting for her. Nikki sat down and had


    the breakfast. After sipping a little milk, she heard of Ryan¡¯s voice, "Nikki, let''s remarry."


    Micky squirted milk of a sudden. "We have already divorced."


    "Yes." Although Ryan didn''t dare to admit all the wrong things he did, the current situation showed that


    only after remarriage could he not worry about Micky leaving him, "I want to remarry you."


    Micky''s face looked awful. It must have been Ryan who forced her to divorce, but now he wanted to


    remarry her. How could there be such an easy thing in the world?


    ¡°Your idea is funny. I have to go to work.¡±


    Micky didn''t agree and went out with a bag indifferently.


    Ryan looked at Micky''s back, and sighed. What should he do to regain her love?


    Ryan was distressed for it. He was thinking about how to win her love when he was working.


    Fortunately, Joe hade. Joe and Shane had been married for several years. He was able to coax


    Shane into submission, which indicated that Joe had the ability for it.


    "Joe, I have some question." Ryan touched his nose with a little embarrassment.


    Joe was drinking coffee, and it was the first time he had seen Ryan look so groggy. So he asked,


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    "Huh? What happen?"


    "You and your wife, hem hem ..." Ryan looked throughout the window. "What means do you have to


    maintain your rtionship with your wife?"


    Joe chuckled and understood Ryan''s problem, "Are there any problems between you and Nikki?"


    Ryan was emotionally frustrated and also annoyed for it. He knew that Nikki still loved him but she


    couldn''t forget the harm brought by him. He also regretted, felt helpless and even med himself. But


    now he had to find a way to regain Nikki''s love. Only then could those bad rtionships of Nikki


    disappearpletely.


    "I don¡¯t have any sense of insecurity now. I''m afraid Nikki won''t remarry me. What should I do if


    someone pursues her in the future? So I have to find a way to win her back." Ryan didn''t want to admit


    that he had failed before Nikki. But there was no way because it is the truth.


    Joe touched his chin and found it interesting. "It is easy if you want to remarry Nikki. You and her marry


    him. If you don''t, then you will be cheated.Why don¡¯t you propose to her? If you fail, you also can bluff


    and deceive her. There is always a way to get her hooked.


    "I told her about remarriage in the morning. But she turned her back on me and left.¡±


    "Hah..., are you telling a joke?" Joe shook his head. "You have to prepare something like ring, flowers


    and romance, understand? How can you propose in this way?"


    In the flower shop, Micky was calcting about the profits of this month. She also prepared to buy


    some toys or something else for Bonnie. But a figure covered her vision when she finished her work.


    Micky raised her head and saw a beautiful woman smiling at her. Micky looked back and made sure


    there was really no one behind."Nikki, it''s been a long time not to see you and I don''t expect you to be


    alive."


    Micky froze for a moment and smiled at her, "Oh, do you know me?"


    "I''m Iva, your friend. Have you forgotten?" Iva remained peaceful so Micky couldn''t know her purpose.


    "Really?" Micky didn''t know her rtionship with Iva. So she preferred to believe her for the time being.


    Iva took Micky''s hand enthusiastically. The feelings about Iva were different from that of Shane. Micky


    could cope with Shane easily. But for Iva, Micky felt she was a little purposeful.


    "It''s okay, you can continue your work. I''ll wait for you and sit down to have a good chat." Iva was not


    anxious and full of confidence.


    After finishing her work, Micky and Iva were sitting down and chatting in the coffee shop. Iva was so


    decent that Micky could not see anything wrong. They talked a lot but eventually Iva asked something


    about Micky and Ryan.


    "You have amnesia, but you should have heard of how Ryan abandoned you."


    Micky became rmed suddenly and she stared at Iva.


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    Chapter 37 I don''t want to hear your exnation


    Iva smiled and said confidently, "It seems you have understood that Ryan abandoned you to marry a


    woman. That woman was me. Ryan was going to marry me at that time. It was because of your death


    and the birth of Bonnie that he would terminate the the engagement with me. Nikki, you have always


    used this method to gain sympathy. Do you deliberately arrange to return to Ryan after waiting five


    years, right?¡±


    What Iva said made Micky so embarrassed. It turned out that Iva was a love rival, not a friend.


    Therefore Iva said these to her deliberately. Micky sneered, "Do you want to say that I go off with your


    lover?


    "Isn''t it?" Iva said again, "I''ve loved Ryan for so many years and it is all ruined by you. Do you know


    that you destroy my happiness? This is your method. You gain his sympathy by leaving your baby and


    losing your memory. Do you think Ryan really loves you? If not for guilt, he would have married me at


    the beginning.¡±


    Micky held her fist tightly, and a anger was blocked in her heart. "Iva, it is your own spection. You


    insisted that I don¡¯t let Ryan go. Well,even if I try to force Ryan to be with me, that''s my gift. And you?


    You are the woman he doesn''t want. What qualifications do you have to challenge me here? "


    "You ..." Micky¡¯s words touched Iva on her most sensitive spot. But Iva thought for a moment that there


    was no need to be so angry, then she continued tough, "You are wrong. Ryan''s guilt on you will


    finally disappear. Do you dare to bet that one day Ryan will abandon you once more to be with me?¡±


    "How can you be so righteous as a third person. I really appreciate you. Then you can wait for Ryan to


    abandon me one day. I am looking forward to it actually." Micky smirked and didn¡¯t show any weakness


    in front of Iva.


    Iva couldn''t get any benefit from Micky. She wasn''t as calm as before. "Don''t you hear me clearly? I


    want you to leave Ryan. Ryan almost forgets you after you have left for five years. Why do youe


    back again?"


    Micky understood Iva''s purpose, so she was not so polite as before. She even had no interests to talk


    to her. "Of course I want to see how do you do? Why don¡¯t you say what you said to me today before


    Ryan? Or, let¡¯s begin a face-off. We can all talk about it clearly whether he loves you or want to marry


    you. Anyway, I divorce him, so there is no need for me to be involved too much.¡±


    In Ryan¡¯s house, Ryan followed Joe ¡¯s suggestion and arranged the house with roses. When Micky


    came back, he would propose to Micky. He selected the ring and wanted to give a surprise to Nikki. As


    for this bted proposal, Ryan still worried that what would it be and if Micky loved it?


    At this moment, Ryan was a little nervous like a fluffy boy. He was afraid of Nikki''s refusal and other


    sudden changes. Ryan asked Bonnie to call Nikki and ask when she would return. Bonnie was very


    obedient to his order but Bonnie heard Nikki arguing with a woman through the phone.


    Bonnie hurriedly told it to Ryan. "Daddy, Mommy was bullied. I heard them quarreling."


    Hearing it, Ryan hurried to put on his jacket, "Bonnie, you just wait for Dad to bring Mommy back."


    After that, Ryan drove out and called Nikki, "Where are you?"


    Nikki put that closed to her ear and sneered. "I''m in the cafe. Come and pick me up."


    Her love rival was challenging her. Micky actually wanted to see how Ryan solved it.


    "Nikki, it is all my fault. But please let Ryan go. You and Ryan will not be happy at all, and I don''t want


    to quarrel with you. I just want you to let Ryan go. Didn¡¯t you say that you will let Ryan go after you


    gave birth to Bonnie? He has let you go for five years. Why do you return again and guard happiness


    that doesn¡¯t belong to you?¡±


    Iva changed to a tender style but Nikki didn¡¯t ept this. She was clearly the victim. Why should she


    give in? The person she wanted to win in her life was Iva. She also wanted Iva to know who was the


    extra person.


    Ryan rushed over and shouted after seeing Nikki, "Nikki."


    Iva was guilty of seeing Ryan but still smiled and greeted warmly. "Ryan, you are here too."


    Ryan didn''t look well when he saw Iva. He didn''t have much contact with her anymore. However she


    found Nikki again. "Why are you here? What did you say to Nikki?"


    "We haven¡¯t said anything. I just reminisce with Nikki."


    Nikki was not so foolish. They are all adult and not so naive. Everything should be exposed to


    discuss,"Iva said that you loved her, and she said that she would reunite with you and advised me to


    leave. I''m just your ex-wife, there is no need for me not to let you go. I think she is right. Um, I''ll let you


    be free and you and Iva can be together in the future.¡±


    Nikki firmly said this sentence and left angrily.Ryan''s face looked more and more awful. Hurriedly Ryan


    came over and grabbed Nikki''s arm. "Nikki, please listen to me. I haven''t contacted with Iva for a long


    time. I only love you in my mind."


    "Well." Nikki sneered and let go of his hand. "Ryan, don''t lie to me. Didn''t you just divorce me for her?


    Will you marry her? I''ll do it for you. You can do whatever you want. I don''t want to hear your


    exnation. Our rtionship is over forever!¡±


    Nikki walked out of the cafe angrily regardless of Ryan''s calling.Ryan felt headache for it. He had


    already got better with Nikki, and it was interrupted by Iva again. Ryan stared at Iva coldly and said


    firmly, "Iva, don''t force me. If you really want to be ruined, I don''t mind ruining you!¡±


    "Ryan." Iva hadn''t given up for so long. "What is good about Nikki? She doesn''t understand you at all.


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    I''m the one who loves you the most."


    Ryan red at Iva. He grabbed her cor and pushed her against the wall. "The only one I love is


    Nikki. You¡¯d better figure it out. If you dare to disturb Nikki again, I will kill you!"

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    Chapter 38 There is a car ident


    Iva''s face paled and she closed her lips. She stopped saying anything.


    Nikki returned home, and she was going to take Bonnie away. She would no longer be associated with


    Ryan. But when she walked into the house she suddenly saw the roses in the house. As soon as


    Bonnie saw Nikki, he hurried up and said, "Mum, why do you return alone? Dad said he will propose to


    you give you a surprise. Why did youe back only?"


    Nikki trembled for a few seconds, looking at the romantic atmosphere of the house. Roses were


    covered from the door to the upper floor. Every corner seemed to be romantic. But Iva''s arrival broke all


    the things. All the proposal and remarriage are fake.


    "Bonnie, we won''t live with your dad. Let¡¯s go home." Nikki was annoyed that she packed up her things


    and took Bonnie back to her little house.


    Bonnie didn''t know what happened but he didn''t dare to ask more about it. Bonnie just watched Nikki


    packing. After packing, Nikki took Bonnie away.


    On the road, Nikki was waiting for a car and Bonnie asked, "Mom, did Dad do anything wrong again?"


    "Bonnie is still a kid. You don''t need to know about the business of our adults. You just need to know


    that Mommy loves you. I''ll take you to see Daddy when I¡¯m free, OK?" Nikki was fed up with Ryan''s


    affairs.


    As they talked, there was a car in the distance with a powerful engine. Iva was sitting inside the car and


    looked fearsome. She stared at Nikki with full malice. She couldn''t be with Ryan so she wouldn¡¯t let


    Nikki and Ryan be together too.


    "Nikki, aren''t you so lucky? I''ll bring you to death today!"


    Iva sped up and drove towards Nikki. But Nikki turned her back to the car and didn¡¯t know there was a


    car. Ryan just came out from home and went to look for Nikki. Seeing such a horrible scene, his pupils


    contracted and he shouted, "Nikki,be careful.¡±


    Nikki turned around and saw a car crashing towards her. Nikki pushed Bonnie away subconsciously but


    she didn¡¯t expect that someone was one step faster than her. He held them and threw them away to a


    safe ce. However Ryan was hit by a car.


    Nikki''s eyes widened. It seemed that the world was at a standstill. Micky could only saw Ryan looking


    at her with sincere affection.


    Boom!


    Ryan flew out several meters away, lying on the ground. He covered with blood.


    Nikki opened her eyes which were full of shock for just a few seconds, "Ryan, Ryan!"


    Nikki rushed to Ryan and knelt on the ground. She held Ryan up while he was covered in blood.


    "Daddy, Daddy." Bonnie also cried.


    Ryany in Nikki''s arms, grabbed her hand andforted, "I''m fine, don''t cry. Neither you nor Bonnie.


    I''m not dead yet.Nikki''s tears overflowed from her eyes, "You are such an idiot. I don''t allow you to die!"


    "Be assured. I don''t dare to die if I never win your love. Or you could kiss me, maybe I will live longer."


    Ryan said with a smile, without giving too much pressure on Nikki.


    ¡°No way. You are indeed a hooligan.¡±


    "Nikki, I¡¯m OK as long as you''re fine. I don''t want to lose you again. I just want you to live a good life."


    Ryan is really afraid that Nikki was in danger again.


    Nikki remained silent, but the tears in her eyes couldn''t fool anyone.


    Soon the police car and ambnce arrived, Iva was took away by police for her willful killing. Ryan was


    also moved to the ambnce.


    Nikki didn''t follow him. She wasn''t sure what she wanted, and she didn''t dare to see him at the hospital


    when she knew he was not in danger. She was afraid that she could not be so cruel and forgave him


    easily. And then what should she do if he changed his heart again?


    A dayter, Ryan ignored the persuasion and went to find Nikki in order to admit his mistake. He did


    not leave without Nikki''s forgiveness.


    At the same time, there was the Joe family to persuade Nikki. Shane was sitting on the sofa and


    looking at Nikki who was also nervous. Shane persuaded, "Ryan went downstairs to admit his mistake


    when he just woke up. Aren¡¯t you willing to forgive him? He''s been so tired.¡±


    "How can you persuade me? Didn''t you say Ryan was a scumbag at first? Since he have been a


    scumbag, he should bear all these!" Nikki said like that but her heart was nervous at this time.


    Why didn¡¯t hey in the hospital if his legs were hurt? Why did he went downstairs to ask for her


    forgiveness? He was exactly forcing her.


    Ryan was wearing a sick suit and looked pale. Holding a cane, he shouted downstairs, "Nikki, I love


    you. Please marry me, I will love you forever."


    Ryan kept shouting downstairs, continuing no matter how cold it was. Moreover he refused anyone


    else to support him.


    The passers-by watched Ryan staying there in a cold weather for several hours. They all moved.


    In the evening, the weather was cold. Ryan only wore a sick suit and confessed his love with his cuts.


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    And there were roses arranged underneath. All of those roses were shaped into a heart. Added with


    Ryan''s handsome face, many girls moved by him and shouted, "Nikki, just say yes. He''s already


    confessed."


    ¡°Say yes, say yes.¡±


    Encouraged by so many people, Ryan was full of confidence. He promised to stay here if Nikki didn¡¯t


    say yes.


    "Nikki, I wasted five years and waited another five years. I don''t want to spend all my life wasting and


    waiting. Although I am not a perfect man, I am willing to change for you until you are satisfied. These


    years, I ¡¯m not living well. Without you, my life is at a mess. When I get up, I will call your name. When I


    go to bed, I will also call your name. In the dream, I will still call your name. I hope to see you when I


    get up in the future. I hope I can hold you to sleep. My life is perfect with you. In the rest of my life,


    please redeem me.¡±


    Ryan said so much and Nikki could understand him. She bit her lip and looked out the window. Ryan


    knelt down on one knee and begged her for forgiveness. Nikki had tears in her eyes, but she was still


    struggling.


    Later it was raining. Bonnie stood in front of the window and said, "Mum, it''s raining. Daddy is getting


    wet. Daddy seems to fall ill"

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    Chapter 39 The love each other forever since their childhood


    "What?" Nikki stood up immediately and came to the window. She saw Ryan teetering and refused to


    leave. "Why doesn¡¯t he leave even when he is hurt so seriously? He is so silly."


    "Take him to me quickly." Nikki couldn''t wait still and quickly asked someone to bring Ryan up.


    Ryan had a high fever and was unconscious. Now he was very weak.


    Nikki was so anxious for his health that she changed Ryan''s wet clothes into a new one. Ryan still


    refused to quit. He grabbed Nikki''s hand, "Nikki, will you promise me? Marry me and let me love you in


    the future."


    "Don''t talk, change the clothes first." Nikki refused to answer.


    "If you don''t answer, I won''t change it. If you don''t agree to marry me,I might die. why should I be alive


    if you don¡¯t love me anyway? Ryan released Nikki¡¯s hand and he refused to change.


    Nikki was so angry, "Ryan, you are an adult. How can you be so childish? Change your clothes


    quickly."


    "I won''t change. You can go and leave me alone like this." Ryan responded resolutely.


    Nikki was terribly upset by him. ¡°Well. I promise, okay? Please change your clothes. Don''t make your


    illness be worse."


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    Ryan finally saw hope and turned over again. He asked with expectation, "You have promised it to me.


    Did I force you to do that?"


    "No."


    "Then you kiss me." Ryan demanded more from Nikki.


    Nikki stared at Ryan. His lips were pale, and his entire face was flushed with rain. He might have a high


    fever. Nikki was a bit embarrassed. "No. Why don''t you put on the new clothes? Why do you talk so


    much nonsense? Um...¡±


    Ryan grabbed Nikki''s head directly and gave her a kiss. Nikki struggled at first but became obedient in


    the end. She began to kiss him back. It was hard for them to separate. And finally they reconciled.


    Ryan was so happy that he finally win Nikki back. He would never let Nikki go in the future.


    "Nikki, it''s nice to have you apanied again." Ryan kissed Nikki''s forehead while his eyes turned


    red. "Thank you for being alive and being able to return to my life. I won''t let you go anymore. This


    time, let me love you and protect you.¡±


    Nikki leaned on Ryan''s chest and was moved by his sincerity. whether did she remembered or not, she


    never denied that she loved him. There was no need for her to leave again because they already had a


    child. Nikki held Ryan''s waist obediently. "You have to be nice to me. Maybe I''ll take Bonnie away from


    home as soon as I''m angry. And then you''ll wait for being alone until you die."


    "No, I won¡¯t have any opinion on my wife¡¯s words. I just listen to you." Ryan said with indulgence.


    Nikki believed him for the time being, only wishing he won¡¯t break his promise.


    After Ryan recovered, he and Nikki went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate. Ryan


    also asked thewyer to bring all the equity of shares. It was such a blockbuster when they got married


    because Ryan wanted to give Nikki the best future.


    But Nikki didn''t notice anything wrong.


    Just as the seal was stamped, Ryan shouted, "Wait a moment."


    Nikki turned around and asked, "Why? Do you regret it? It isn¡¯t toote to stop."


    Ryan looked at Nikki with a smile, and he also took all the property transfer paper from thewyer to


    Nikki, "Have a look. This is all my property and shares, and now I transfer it to you. If I dare to divorce


    you, or if I won¡¯t be nice to you, I will leave our family without anything. Or you can drive me out of your


    life.¡±


    Nikki was surprised and never thought Ryan would do it. "Is it worth it?"


    "It''s worthy. My property is yours. You are mine. It¡¯s very worthy.¡±


    "You''re such a bad guy but good at coaxing."


    Nikki signed the contract, and at this time she became the boss of the family. and Ryan could only be a


    named CEO who worked for her.


    Ryan asked for a stamp and took the red book in hand. Then he smiled and finally felt assured.


    When they met Carl before the Civil Affairs Bureau, they saw Carl hugging a woman and greeting Nikki


    happily, "Nikki."


    Ryan frowned proudly. "It''s useless. Nikki''s name has already been written into my household register.


    You have no chance."


    Carl chuckled. "Who said I would care about it? Can''t I get married?"


    He looked at the woman around him and said, "Nikki, I¡¯m not young that I¡¯m ready to get married. You


    already have a son. I can''t fall behind you. Now you can rest assured."


    Nikki and Ryan nced at each other. And she blessed, "Congrattions. Don¡¯t remember to inform us


    when you are having a wedding."


    "Of course, I will definitely tell you. We will go inside first." Carl turned around with the woman and left


    with a bitter smile on his face.


    He should let Nikki go although he loved her for so long.


    Ryan urged Nikki to leave quickly, "Let''s go home."


    Nikki also knew what Ryan was going to do. "I''m going to buy some food for Bonnie. Let¡¯s go to the


    market again."


    "I have let the servant to buy it. Let''s go home first." Ryan took Nikki''s hand and left quickly.


    "Why do you run so fast?" Nikki asked.


    Ryan smiled slyly. He moved close to Nikki''s ear and said, "Have you forgot? Bonnie said he wants a


    sister."


    Nikki paused and opened the door again. "Well. I prefer to buy some food."


    "Come back!"


    Ryan didn''t allow Nikki to flinch. He held her on hisp and kissed Nikki in the car. Nikki smiled and put


    her arms on his neck. Nikki said intimately, "I feel satisfied to have you in my life."


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