《Never Getting Her Back》 Chapter 1 "ra, are you really leaving Damon behind and moving abroad?" In the quiet caf¨¦, ra Raynerid down her spoon and caught her best friend, Olivia Hyde''s startled look from across the table. "I''m already divorced from him," ra said. Her voice was calm and steady. "Divorced?" Olivia blurted out. She was clearly caught off guard. A beatter, her shock gave way to outrage on ra''s behalf. "And Damon just went along with it? You''ve treated him so well these past three years. Anyone else would''vee around by now. Does he really feel nothing at all?" ra smiled, and a flicker of emotion crossed her eyes. The truth was, she had no idea if Damon had actually agreed or not. Half a month ago, she''d handed him the divorce agreement. He signed them while he was on the phone-barely listening to a word she said¡ªthen took off. He hadn''t brought them up since. Now, with just half a month left, she''d finally get the divorce decree and be free. ra was about to say something when a low voice came from behind them. "Are you done talking?" Both she and Olivia turned to see Damon Croft approaching. He was dressed in a ck overcoat. Olivia was still fired up and was ready to call him out. "Damon, ra just said she''s di-" "What brings you here?" ra quickly reached over and gave Olivia''s hand a light pat, signaling her to stop before she could finish. "I saw the forecast. It''s supposed to rain soon, so I came to pick you up," Damon said. Smiling, ra said goodbye to Olivia. Then, she grabbed her bag and headed out with him. Rain tapped against the car windows on the drive home. It filled the silence inside the car. As he sat next to the wife he''d practically married by ident years ago, Damon parted his lips a few times like he was about to say something. But each time, he stopped-probably remembering he hadn''t even been home in half a month. After a long, uneasy silence, he finally asked, "ra, that document you had me sign half a month ago... what was it?" It had been forever, and now he was finally asking her. Then again, he''d been wrapped up with Giselle Sutton this whole time. Why would he bother with something so insignificant? ra''s lips curved into a bitter smile. She was about to answer when Damon''s phone rang. "Damon, I drank too much. My head hurts. Can youe get me?" The sweet, lilting voice on the other end made Damon''s grip tighten around the steering wheel. His knuckles turned white. A shadow crossed his face as he said, "Giselle, I''ve told you over and over-I''m married." Giselle went quiet for a second before saying, "So what? I was supposed to be the bride that day, anyway." Her light, careless tone set Damon off. In three years of marriage, ra had only ever seen him calm andposed- never like this. He mmed on the brakes. The tires screeched as they gripped the road. "Did youe?" Damon asked. Giselle went quiet on the other end of the line. A momentter, her voice wavered with unshed tears. "I''m sorry. I won''t bother you again." The call ended abruptly, leaving Damon in an even worse mood. He tapped the steering wheel a few times, then let out a resigned sigh and typed a quick reply. "Send me the address." When Giselle''s location popped up, he nced at ra with a hint of an apology in his eyes. ra already knew what he was about to say and spoke first. "Go ahead if you need to take care of something. I''ll grab a cab." She pushed open the door and raised her umbre. Damon felt a flicker of guilt. "I''lle right back when I''m done," he said quietly. ra nodded. She stood in the rain and watched his car disappear. Her eyes clouded with emotions she couldn''t quite untangle. This was her seventh year in love with Damon. She could still picture the moment she first saw him and fell for him instantly on the basketball court, dressed in his uniform, sinking shot after shot, and single-handedly carrying his team to victory. He was a force of nature out there. The young women erupted around her, some shouting his name, while others excitedly shared that Damon, a star from Aeloria College''s Computer Science Department, was from the Croft family in Jeston. But he, the campus heartthrob, had only ever had eyes for one person-his childhood sweetheart, Giselle. They had been together for years. He once blew a ton of money renting out an entire amusement park just to surprise her on her birthday. He had swallowed his pride and begged Giselle to take him back in front of the whole campus-just because she got jealous and blocked his contact after someone confessed to him. He once waited out in the freezing snow until his hands were frostbitten, all because Giselle blew off their date to get her nails done with her roommate. He never said a word about it. All through her four years in college, ra heard story after story about their romance. She''d always believed she was just a side character in their happily- ever-after. Then, two years ago, Damon rushed to marry Giselle right after graduation. ra wasn''t invited, but she showed up anyway as just another ssmate at what everyone called the "wedding of the century". But even after the ceremony started, Giselle was nowhere to be found. Panic set in as Damon kept calling her, only to get a message saying she wasn''t ready for marriage yet. She had left the country. That was the day his patience finally snapped. He grabbed the microphone and said, "Today, I, Damon Croft, have decided to marry a different bride! Is any single woman here interested?" ra, who was usually invisible in a crowd, felt her heart pounding so hard it might burst. She knew plenty of women were in love with him, and the second those words left his mouth, she shot to her feet. That day, she put on a wedding dress that didn''t even fit and married a man who barely remembered her name. For the next three years, they lived under the same roof as nothing more than polite strangers until a little over a month ago, when Giselle came back. As she watched Damon push Giselle away one moment and get pulled right back in the next, ra knew her dreamlike story was over. It was time to let go of the title of Mrs. Croft. That way, he could follow his heart, and she could finally set herself free. Standing in the pouring rain, ra pulled out her phone and texted Damon. "The document you asked about is in the glovepartment on the passenger side. If you''re curious, just open it up." Chapter 2 ra had been home for a solid half hour before Damon finally texted back. "Don''t worry about it. Since you''re the one who wants me to sign, there''s no way it''ll do me any harm." It was just his way of saying he wasn''t going to read it at all. Of course, he wasn''t¡ªhe was too busy rushing off to pick up Giselle, who''d had too much to drink. How would he have time to go over any documents? Even though the papers were sitting right there, well within arm''s reach. It had rained all day without letting up. It only eased up by dusk the next evening. ra stayed inside the whole time. She quietly deleted every post on every tform where she''d shared details of her married life. The moment she finished clearing out her Instagram, she noticed a new post from Giselle. There were shots of her lounging on a yacht, each one perfectly framed, featuring a man''s long, slender hand. ra knew that hand belonged to Damon-and she also knew Giselle had posted it on purpose. But none of that mattered to her anymore. She turned off her phone, got up, and headed to the kitchen to make herself a sd. Just as she was finishing up, Damon came home. When she saw the cake in his hands, she froze for a second. "You don''t even like sweets. What''s with the cake?" Damon walked over, nced at her dinner, and frowned. "It''s your birthday. Did you forget? Why are you eating something so in?" ra was stunned. When she was four or five, her parents split up and left her with her grandmother. By the time she was 15 or 16, her grandmother passed away. After that, no one looked after her, and birthdays stopped being a thing. But in the three years she''d been married to Damon, he never forgot. No matter how busy he was, he always made it back to spend her birthday with her. If ra wereing back from a trip, he''d worry about her safety and pick her up at the airport. He''d pull her close and hold her if it stormed because he knew she was afraid of thunder. ra figured that kind of effortless care had to mean he had feelings for her. Everything changed a month ago on their wedding anniversary when Damon used pany matters" as an excuse to cancel the candlelit dinner he''d booked ahead of time. Disappointed, ra agreed when Olivia asked her to drop off a jacket at a bar. That was when she unexpectedly ran into Giselle, who waspletely wasted. She was hanging all over Damon-who was supposedly workingte-and wouldn''t let go. He looked furious as he tried to pull her off. "Giselle! Seriously, knock it off! Let go! What do you think am-something you can throw away and pick back up whenever you feel like it?" Giselle wouldn''t listen. Even after Damon pried her hands off, she just grabbed onto his waist again¡ªover and over. She refused to let go. In the end, he finally gave in. He stood there with his head lowered and stared at her. His eyes were filled with a love he was barely holding back. His voice was quiet and resigned. "Giselle, what am I supposed to do with you?" At that moment, the bag in ra''s hand slipped and hit the floor with a thud. A flood of memories rushed through her mind-those hands sped so tightly as Giselle and Damon wove through a crowded street, that tilted umbre shielding Giselle from the pouring rain, Damon kneeling in a graduation gown, asking for forever... Every single one of them proved Damon''s love for Giselle had never wavered. ra had seen it with her own eyes. There was no denying it now. Not three years of marriage, not the fact that she was legally his wife, not even the moments of warmth he''d shown her could change that. The truth was any affection Damon had ever given her wasn''t really hers-it was just borrowed from Giselle, who happened to be out of the picture back then. She had clung to that small taste of sweetness, foolishly believing it was hers to keep. But in reality, she had never truly had him¡ªnot even for a second. So when ra looked at the number 24 on the birthday cake, she felt nothing. She simply lowered her head politely and thanked him. Damon lit the candles while giving her a soft smile. "ra, we''re married. You don''t have to say ''thank you'' like we''re strangers. Make a wish." She nodded. Just as she was about to stand, Damon''s phone rang. She could guess who was calling from the slight hesitation in his eyes. So, she sat back down. Sure enough, she was right. A minuteter, he ended the call and walked out. ra let out a bitter smile as the sound of his car disappeared into the distance. She hadn''t turned on any lights. The soft flicker of the candles cast her lone shadow against the wall. Pressing her palms together, she made a wish for her 24th year. "This year, I''m done loving Damon Croft." Chapter 3 Three dayster was the reunion for the Computer Science Department''s ss of 2021. ra walked in and immediately spotted Damon. He was right in the middle of a crowd, but the second he saw her, he made his way over and sat down next to her. The whole mood in the private room shifted the moment they sat together. Everything was awkward and tense. ra knew she was the reason. To her former ssmates, she had only married Damon to climb the socialdder. None of them had ever thought much of her. But she didn''t bother correcting their assumptions. She just sat there and stayed quiet and unreadable. The ss representative showed upte and walked in carrying a big cardboard box. Addressing everyone, the ss representative said, "I wanted to get everyone together today partly to catch up and partly because it''s finally time to open those ''letters to our future selves in five years'' we wrote. I thought it''d be fun to read them together." In an instant, the room buzzed with excitement as everyone crowded around. "Let''s make this interesting. Let''s have everyone pick a random letter and read it out loud!" "Great idea! I''m going first!" One of the most outgoing guys in the ss elbowed his way into the crowd and grabbed an envelope. Egged on by a few curious ssmates who had no idea what he was about to read, he ripped it open, cleared his throat, and began, "ra, how are you five years from now? I''m writing this under the sunlight. "Though I have no clue where you''ll be or how you''ll feel when you finally read this, I want to share what''s on my mind right now."" The room went quiet the moment they heard the first line. Every eye shifted to ra. Even Damon, who had been focused on his phone, looked at her in surprise. ra, who was usually calm and collected, felt her stomach drop. She knew exactly what she had written in that letter. The guy reading it shot her a mischievous grin before continuing, ""This year, you''re 19, a sophomore, and you''ve fallen for Damon Croft-even though he has no clue. And even if he did, it wouldn''t make a difference, because he likes someone else. "Your feelings were never going to lead anywhere. You might wonder why not move on if it was hopeless. Well, here''s why. "I love him for that fire in his eyes when the crowd cheers him on, for the small but unthinking kindness he showed me one night when he shielded me from a stray basketball, and for the way he''s always unfailingly polite, even when turning someone down. "I was the one craning my neck every week at the morning assembly just to sneak a nce at him. I was the one who heard he got hurt ying basketball and, despite the storm, slipped medicine into his desk. I was the one who filled an entire page in my diary with his name. "He might never remember me for the rest of his life, but that''s fine. A crush is chaos, but only in one person''s head."" When the letter ended, the room waspletely silent. Damon froze, Out of nowhere, memories of that wedding-the one he''d rather forget-came rushing back. He remembered how ra had stood there, facing all the skeptical stares as she walked straight to his side without h¨¦sitation. And just like that, it all clicked. She hadn''t married him for money or status, like everyone thought. She had loved him for years. Damon''s chest tightened. The walls he''d kept up for so long suddenly felt like they were cracking. His heartbeat was unsteady for reasons he couldn''t exin. On a whim, he had the urge to ask her everything-the things he''d kept buried for so long. But before he had the chance, Giselle''s call came through. "Damon, I''m stuck outside the club! Some thugs cornered me-" She didn''t even get to finish before Damon''s expression darkened. He took off and sprinted downstairs. The second he spotted the group of bleach-haired punks, his fists flew. Fueled by rage, he didn''t hold back. His punchesnded hard and fast, leaving them coughing up blood within seconds. A crowd quickly formed. Some people rushed in to protect Giselle. She was in tears, saying one of the tattooed guys had grabbed her hand. Hearing that, Damon seized an iron rod and swung it down onto the guy''s hand. Then, a scream of excruciating pain cut through the night. ra hurried downstairs just in time to see it happen. She stopped dead racks. Her eyes were locked in her on at hand. Blood was spilling out of it, and it was barely held together. On instinct, she looked up at Damon-only to see his back as he led Giselle away while shielding her. The same Damon who had been brutal just moments ago now wore a gentle expression. His voice was soft as heforted Giselle. It was a kind of tenderness ra had never known from him. She dropped her gaze, masking the emotions in her eyes, and let out a quiet, self- mockingugh. Then, without a word, she turned and headed home alone. Damon didn''te back until after midnight. Seeing ra sitting quietly on the couch, he remembered he owed her an exnation. "ra, about tonight... we''re all ssmates. I couldn''t just ignore what happened to Giselle," he said. ra couldn''t be bothered to call him out. She let out a quiet hum, grabbed her pajamas, and headed into the bathroom. Half an hourter, she walked out with her hair still damp. Damon was holding her phone. His expression was slightly puzzled. "ra, why did you buy a ne ticket?" he asked. Chapter 4 ra froze for a second before quickly catching on and grabbing the phone from him. "I didn''t buy anything. That''s probably just a message about discounted airline tickets." Damon was about to dig into it but held off when he saw she wasn''t up for the conversation. ra had never lied to him before, had she? He set his phone down, gave a small nod, and was about to wash up when ra stopped him and pulled a first-aid kit from the cab. "A ss shard scratched your back. Let me help with that," she said. Damon hesitated, then sat on the couch and shrugged off his jacket. A small cut came into view. It wasn''t deep. No one had noticed since it was on his back, except ra. He observed her as she carefully cleaned the wound with a cotton swab, his mind slipping back to that letter. "ra, about the letter today¡ª" She cut him off before he could finish. "Keep the wound dry when you showerter, or it might get infected. And be more careful next time you get in a fight. No one''s going to be around to patch you up after this." Damon missed herst words because his thoughts were suddenly interrupted. He looked up. "What did you say?" ra shook her head, tied off the gauze, and headed to the bedroom. By the time she finished blow-drying her hair, Damon had already showered ande out. He slipped his arms around her waist and leaned in for a kiss, but she turned her head, dodging the warmth of his lips. Her tone was light. "I''m on my period. I want to get some rest." Damon didn''t push it. He tucked the nket around her and switched off the light. ... The next morning was bright and clear. ra was in the bathroom when she heard amotion downstairs. After freshening up, she stepped out to find Giselle arriving with a group. Damon leaned against the doorway, frowning. His tone held its usual impatience. "What are you doing here?" Before Giselle could answer, a few of his friends jumped in with teasing grins. "Gigi said she just had to thank you in person for saving her yesterday!" Right on cue, Giselle pulled out a huge bouquet and a neatly wrapped gift as if pulling off a magic trick "Damon, I really appreciate what you did for me yesterday. I got you these as a little thank-you!" Damon didn''t reach for them, though his expression looked much better. Seeing that, Giselle ced the flowers straight into ra''s hands. Her tone was anything but polite. "These are Damon''s favorite Blue Moon roses. Mind putting them in a vase?" Damon''s brow furrowed at that. His voice turned cold. "Don''t im it''s my favorite when it''s really yours. And just so we''re clear, ra is my wife, not the housekeeper." The room fell silent at his words, but ra''s face remained unreadable. She nced down at the bouquet in her hands, realizing for the first time what they were. Blue Moon roses? So these were the flowers Giselle was obsessed with. No wonder Damon had spent a fortune growing them in his greenhouse. But ra didn''tment. She handed the bouquet to the housekeeper and said, "Please bring down a few vases from the disy cab on the second floor." Giselle''s gaze sharpened, but ra ignored it and took her breakfast to the balcony. Only a window separated her from the living room, so she could hear their conversation loud and clear. "Damon, aren''t these the paper bunnies used to fold back in middle school? You''ve kept them in a crystal box all this time? I could make you some more tomorrow if you like them that much. "And what''s this fashion doll set doing here? I remember tossing it in the trash. Did you actually dig it back out? "Wait, are these the maple leaves we collected at Scented Hills? You really turned them into bookmarks and kept them all these years?" As Giselle went on like she was uncovering hidden treasures, ra thought back to the first time she hade to this vi. She had asked Damon about these things once. "Oh, just some little gifts from my cousin in kindergarten. I figured I''d keep them," he''d exined. Back then, she''d believed him without a second thought. She had