My Viins Episode 226


    47. Nightmare (8)


    An awkward silence passed.


    He was moving her steps with her gaze fixed on the side of the Dakanto Pce.


    It seems that he exined this dream in his own way earlier, but he seems not to talk about the appearance of the phoenix of his childhood.


    Cole, too, kept his mouth shut.


    If it was a tight-knit Steedman or a freckled mummy, he would have said something to break the awkward atmosphere, but Cole wasn’t very nice.


    Finally, I was refining the scenes of He in Phoenix’s memory. Then he rubbed his forehead and sighed.


    “…Whoa. wait for a sec.” As their eyes met, I nced at Cole.


    “Um, I have something to talk to He about…


    “Yep,”


    Cole continued with a quick nod.


    “There just happened to be a watch tower over there, so I’ll go up there to check the surroundings.”


    After speaking, he headed towards the nearby security guard as if he had waited. It must have been noticed beforehand.


    I grabbed He’s wrist and pulled her to one side.


    Small waist-high stone walls were lined up on high embankments overlooking the city. There were several wooden boxes with fine sand and pebbles by the stone walls, and I sat He in them.


    All the while, she just looked up at me without saying a word.


    If you stare into his slowly blinking eyes, you can catch a glimpse of a strange expression.


    Hmm, if you look closely, it seems that your eyelids are shaking a little…


    Are you shy?


    It’s not something you can’t understand. It’s only natural that you feel ashamed because your most intimate memories have been revealed through the Dream Mansion.


    Of course, this could all be my misunderstanding. It’s not easy to guess emotions based on the blink of an eye or the flow of a conversation.


    “…why is this all of a sudden?”


    “Um, that’s it.”


    He wet his dry lips, trying to figure out He’s intentions. Then he gathered his thoughts and opened his mouth.


    “First of all, I am sorry.


    “I never imagined you would remember this for so long. It was something I did without thinking when I was young.”


    He started talking like an excuse, but He blinked and didn’t respond.


    “At that time, I was a bit emotional. I was stupid. I don’t know if it was because I was a teenager, but everyone around me… um, I hated it.” In fact, the feelings thirteen-year-old Phoenix harbored were not so cute.


    It was a dark and shady feeling that did not suit my age, and I did terrible things to resolve it.


    He tried to ignore those facts and focused on the innocence that Phoenix had in his heart.


    “Have you ever said that before? He said he saw me cry the day A married Ganix.”


    “O”


    “I hated everyone as much as the sadness I felt then. Not only Ganix, but everyone in Zahakar and Baluin, even my father.”


    He, who blinked, opened her mouth slowly.


    The two bright red lips parted with a very slow movement, as if forced to say something they didn’t want to say.


    “You loved A that much.”


    “…It did.”


    I nod my head, but my heart is sore for nothing.


    The Phoenixes left behind in me must be missing A so much. I lent my mouth to Phoenix for a while.


    “It was then. The withered and crumbling bouquet A gave me as a gift was precious to me.”


    “But a servant threw it away and I was very angry, and I ran into you while trying to get it back.”


    He nodded quietly. I guess my story isn’t that surprising.


    It could be an illusion, but…


    She seems to have already known my heart, or Phoenix’s heart.


    “So what I want to say is”


    “I know.”


    “……You know?”


    “You’re not the only one who hates me. I hate my entire family. Unlike A and you, all of them are monsters with something broken.”


    His calm words reminded me of a conversation we once had in the hallway of the Manor House in Longville.


    – Even if I’m not there, there are plenty of people who could be the next conceived, right? How many men use the surname Zaharkar?


    -no. I have no intention of having children of such monsters.


    -okay? ha me too


    …I’ll turn around.


    That’s not really what I said. The dark side of Phoenix, which had been ripped off for a while now, was talking about it, but even though it wasn’t a hot day, beads of sweat welled up on my forehead.


    He didn’t do anything wrong, so maybe I just said something mean?


    What if he was perverted because of that and tried to stab him in the back of the head in the battle with Count Tristan?


    “Okay.”


    He groaned and suddenly felt He’s gaze. Now was the time to tell Gimpo Enix’s feelings…


    “…Um, yes. It’s true that it was once like that. He hated our entire family.”


    “But not anymore.” I continued, scratching my eyebrows.


    “I’vee to understand that Zahakar and Baluin aren’t monsters either, after living with you.”


    “……Me’?”


    “Yeah.”


    He blinked quickly three or four times, so her question was quickly answered.


    “You’re just bad at expressing emotions, but it’s not like you don’t have emotions.”


    “I saw you… He wet his lips, recalling the images He had seen on the journey to Raven’s Cliff.


    “He is the one who gives warm tea to Umberta, who is particrly cold because she is from the archipgo, and eases the burden on Eson, who sprained her ankle, and calms Simos, who is always anxious.”


    “The kind of person who silently listens to Mira’s endless chatter and easily exins difficult words to Mungchi.” Seeing He sitting quietly and blinking her eyes, I burst outughing.


    “Even though he seems indifferent, he always takes an interest in others and reaches out first when he needs help.”


    If I had been a whole person, if the darkness, including the evil of Phoenix, had settled in my heart, I would have said something I would never have said.


    “You can’t be a monster like that.”


    “I don’t know how it was in the past, but I don’t hate you now. rather um.” The stare was a bit burdensome, so I slightly turned my head and blurted out my words.


    “Anyway, I sincerely apologize for the past. But now it’spletely different from then, so I’ll keep it in my heart.”


    “Rather?”


    “……huh?”


    As I was blinking my eyes stupidly, He cut me off and moved her lips a little quickly.


    “How about rather?”


    “…. ‘what?”


    “You stopped talking. What about now?”


    “Uh…


    you are needlessly persistent.


    “Um, that’s it.”


    “huh.”


    “If I’m going to say it as a good thing, it’s close to a good thing.”


    I always think of it, but among the heroes of the Dark World, the ones with the appearance that most fit my ideal type of Kim Seung-soo are the blood knights and pdins.


    I don’t know if it’s because of that, but H, who didn’t have a very good first impression, changed her mind quickly after observing her. Ha, as expected, the human heart is like a reed.


    After I finished speaking, He closed her eyes.


    how much time has passed


    Just when I thought that the figure sitting still and being silent was like a doll, she suddenly opened her mouth.


    “That’s not really me.”


    “…uh?”


    “It was on purpose.”


    “What are you talking about all of a sudden?”


    He looked at me with bted eyes and continued her confession.


    “It is because of you.”


    “…because of me?”


    “You trust others. The ones I trust the most are Utequai and Ellen, followed by Mungchi and Cole.”


    “What are you talking about all of a sudden?”


    “Pay attention to the other mercenaries as well. I always listen to what they have to say.”


    As I was quietly narrowing my eyebrows, He added a word.


    “You were originally very stubborn, but you changed as you went through many things after leaving Irnd. Now I easily agree with the opinions of the people around me.”


    “…so?”


    “So it is. Because if the people you trust talk about me, you will believe them.”


    “…a bit confused. Why are you saying this all of a sudden?”


    “I realized it was nothing short of a trick.”


    “Trickery?”


    Oh O” “〒


    She continued with sunken eyes.


    “I am not interested in other people at all.”


    “…not interested?”


    “I know the names of all of Umberta’s siblings, I know what gift Esson wants to give to the children he left behind, and I know how Simos became a magician.”


    “But I won’t mind if they die right in front of me.”


    Those ck eyes, so calm, looked at me without blinking or trembling.


    “I am not as warm as you think. I was just working to win your heart.”


    “Like the other Baluins, like Zaharkar, I am a monster.”


    As soon as she finished speaking, I immediately shook my head.


    “I don’t think so at all.”


    “No?”


    “huh. Everything you’ve said so far proves that you’re not a monster.”


    He blinked. Its meaning was probably questionable.


    “Real monsters don’t even know they are monsters themselves. He didn’t feel any remorse for his behavior that didn’t even sound like a trick.”


    “And crucially, why did you act like that? Is it because you want to get what you want or because you want to look good to me?”


    It was a very shameless remark, but He nodded her head calmly without any change in her expression.


    “That’s it.”


    “Are you done?”


    “It’s a thousand times better to be rude than to go on a rampage with the intent to kill people.”


    “So please do that for a while. huh?”


    He blinked quickly as she said that and smiled. Perhaps the meaning behind it is something like embarrassment.


    “…I don’t quite understand what you are saying.”


    “What do you not understand? I want you to act like you did for the past month.”


    “It doesn’t matter if it’s a trick or a lie. I like it much better that way.”


    She was still confused. So I smiled and spread my arms out.


    “There is nothing difficult about it.”


    He looked at her outstretched arms in turns and then looked up at me.


    “…what are you doing?”


    “What normal people do in situations like this.”


    “What is this situation?”


    “A situation in which misunderstandings are resolved and reconciliation is made.”


    “Then a hug is appropriate to finish. no?”


    The rosy lips slowly fall, then close again.


    It wasn’t a big deal, but it felt very new because it was extremely rare for He to do such a useless move.


    “huh? no?”


    She shrugged her shoulders and eyebrows together, and Ha finally opened her arms.


    Perhaps that was the end of it, she just blinked her ck eyes.


    What do you have to be so sensitive about?


    As he clicked his tongue inside, he pulled her shoulders and hugged her. And He’s stiff arms were wrapped around my waist toplete the hug.


    It didn’t match her usual icy face, but her body was very warm.


    After a few pats on the back, he untied the hug and met He’s eyes.


    “Now, are you reconciled?”


    Well, it’s not easy to understand the meaning of this gaze.


    She looked up at me quietly and replied with a very small voice, “Yes.” At the end of the conversation with He, Cole came down from the watchtower at the timing of a ghost. He followed us, about five or six paces away from us as we walked shoulder to shoulder.


    Just as He had said, her dream came to an end before she reached Takanto Pce.


    Unlike any mansion in the suburbs, Tow’s Den has faded into silence.


    Thanks to this, I could clearly hear the strange metallic sound of ‘keying’ when a ck disc appeared in front of my nose.


    It seems that I fell asleep briefly while crossing the aisle. Thanks to that, I was able to see the sixth character sheet.


    Name: He of Baluin


    Level: 30


    ss: Blood Knight


    Stats: Remaining bonus – 2


    Strength – 15 (20) Agility – 15 (20) Health – 21 (33) Magic – 41 (105)


    Skill:


    Blood 6pt Bloody Swamp 5pt Blood Shield 5pt Iron Armor 3pt Flowing Blood 5pt Hot Blood 3pt