Chapter 69
<strong>CHAPTER 69</strong>
<span style="font-weight:400">I watched in awe as Cecilia’s battle came to an end. I didn’t know the kind of training she underwent, but the amount of progress she had made since Eterna forest was easy to see. Not only had she just beaten Gardenia three-on-four, but she also beat her <em><span style="font-weight:400">Breloom</em><span style="font-weight:400"> with a type disadvantage. Fletchinder and Slowpoke had been amazing, but Deino was just a monster. The dragon’s scales were too hard for the fighting type to defeat him easily. I smiled as we exited the stands. I wanted to get to her level so badly, and seeing this made me want to push myself even harder after my break. Surprisingly, during her battle, I didn’t try to think about what I would do if I were her, or guess what Gardenia would do next.
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<span style="font-weight:400">I found myself workshopping a battle strategy against Cecilia herself. Here’s what I had found out. At this stage, since she knew about my team and I wouldn’t be starting with the informational advantage, I would just <em><span style="font-weight:400">lose</em><span style="font-weight:400">. Probably even worse than what had happened at the Floaroma tournament.
<span style="font-weight:400">Togetic should be able to deal with Deino, but Cece would have no reason to let that matchup happen. Until Elekid knew Shock Wave, hitting Fletchinder with anything was a pipe dream. Slowpoke would be the easiest one to deal with right now, but he was no pushover either, and I didn’t know enough about Scyther to form an opinion yet.
<span style="font-weight:400">Cecilia greeted us in the lobby with a confident smile that made my knees buckle. <em><span style="font-weight:400">Arceus,</em><span style="font-weight:400"> she was so attractive when she was like this.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You were <em><span style="font-weight:400">awesome</em><span style="font-weight:400">,” I spoke up immediately. “Congrattions.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Thank you, that means a lot to me,” Cece answered.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You control your dragon much better than <em><span style="font-weight:400">some</em><span style="font-weight:400">,” Pauline said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I would have won just as easily if Gible had listened…” Louis moped.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That’s what I was implying,” She rolled her eyes before staring at her Poketch. “We have five hours to kill until Justin’s battle. What should we do?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’m going to get my Pokemon to a Center,” Louis sighed.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Let mee with you, actually,” I said, much to the group’s surprise. “What? Can’t hang out with my friend?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“No, I just wasn’t expecting that,” Emilia said. “I’m just going to rx until my battle. I can’t be bothered to do somest-minute studying.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Pauline and I will stick around to better ready ourselves,” Justin said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What he said,” The redhead nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Cecilia and I can keep youpany, Emilia,” Denzel said. “If you don’t mind?”
<span style="font-weight:400">The girl smiled. “Not at all. Let’s meet here thirty minutes early. The stands are going to be packed <em><span style="font-weight:400">again</em><span style="font-weight:400">.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Sure,” I said. “Louis?”
<span style="font-weight:400">He nodded.
<span style="font-weight:400">The group split, and Louis and I started walking toward the nearest Pokemon Center. He was down in the dumps, and it was hard not to pity the man. That win had been humiliating, and his reputation likely wouldn’t recover for a while, or at least until he proved that he could control Gible in his next gym battle or tournament. I didn’t really care about all of that. What I cared about was making sure Louis didn’t get himself killed. Gible was growing stronger and stronger, which meant his behavior was bing worse as time went on. If the dragon evolved with their rtionship still like this? I had no doubt in my mind that he would try to kill Louis, and if it evolved before Deino did, none of us would be able to stop it. I had princess, but her Fairy Wind would be too weak to take down an <em><span style="font-weight:400">evolved</em><span style="font-weight:400"> dragon type.
<span style="font-weight:400">Louis handed his team to the Center, warning them about Gible. He was about to leave when I stopped him and pointed toward one of the chairs.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Let’s talk,” I said, sitting down. “Come on.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Can’t this wait until we get back to the hotel?” He said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“No,e on, it’ll be easier if we do it here. Being in a Center and seeing all these trainerse and go makes me feel more grounded, like I’m a part of something bigger than myself. What about you?”
<span style="font-weight:400">I was hoping that it would at least tone down his ego a little bit.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Nothing in particr,” He sighed. “Perhaps it makes me feel thankful for modern Pokemon medicine.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Eh, good enough,” I said, putting my head against the palm of my hand. “Are you going to sit or not?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Fine,” Louis said. “What’s the issue?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“The issue is that we need to start figuring out how to make Gible more amenable,” I started. “It’s one thing having the best Pokemon money can get you, but you still have to be a good trainer. You know it deep down, don’t you? You won’t win your third badge if this keeps going.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’ve been trying everything I can—”
<span style="font-weight:400">“You haven’t,” I interrupted. “When was thest time you tried having a conversation with Gible instead of just trying to order it around over and over?”
<span style="font-weight:400">The boy paused before answering. “I haven’t, but he’d… he’d attack me if I did. Gible doesn’t like talking, he only wants to fight. As long as I’m giving him opponents to fight against, he won’t mind being my Pokemon.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“He still needs to listen to you somewhat,” I said. “You could do it like Cece and ask for our help, Louis. Although if I were you, I definitely would <em><span style="font-weight:400">not</em><span style="font-weight:400"> attack him. It would ruin things further. Maybe just restrain him with our psychics if he tries to attack you. Even Togetic can help out with Extrasensory. We’re all your friends, but you never ask for anything. Lean on us for a bit, it won’t kill you.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“If I do that, I won’t be my own man,” He said, his face downcast. “I already rely on my father too much. I''ve apparently fallen behind Cece. If I can’t even do this on my own, then what’s the point?”
<span style="font-weight:400">I sighed internally, cursing at the fact that all of my friends apparently had a terrible rtionship with their parents.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You’re not weak for relying on others, Louis. Denzel taught me that a while ago.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Look, I appreciate your help, I really do,” He said. “But I won’t change my mind. I need to do this alone.”
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Damn it! </em><span style="font-weight:400">I thought. Talking it out usually always worked out for me.
<span style="font-weight:400">I sighed. “Tell me you’ll at least <em><span style="font-weight:400">consider</em><span style="font-weight:400"> talking to Gible.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’ll think about it,” He answered with a sad smile. “Now, let’s go home. All that battling tired me out.”
<span style="font-weight:400">I nodded, sad that I hadn’t changed his mind, but happy that I had at least gotten him to think about changing things up. As we walked back to the hotel, I was lost in thought. At the heart of every trainer’s Pokemon was a desire for something. They <em><span style="font-weight:400">were</em><span style="font-weight:400"> fully sapient beings with their own likes, dislikes, and goals. The goals didn’t have to be grandiose. In fact, they could be quite simple. Togetic wanted to stay with me because she saw me as her mother, Elekid wanted to get as strong as possible as fast as he could and to have a good time in general. Frillish had taken me a while to figure out, but I knew that he wanted to protect all of us from harm. For Tang, I wasn''t too sure yet, but he probably wanted to experience touching new things.
<span style="font-weight:400">The key to Louis’ problem, and by extension, Cece’s problem with Scyther, was to find what each Pokemon wanted to achieve and to try topromise or change their mind. For example, Frillish had turned from a murderous sea ghost to a reluctant part of the group, and finally to a loving, protective member of the team. Goals weren’t static, they were <em><span style="font-weight:400">fluid</em><span style="font-weight:400">. They changed with time and different experiences. ording to what Cece had told me back in Floaroma, dragon types tended to value strength above everything. They wanted to fight hard, difficult battles to push themselves to their final evolutions, and Gible’s behavior aligned with that goal. Louis just had to convince him that <em><span style="font-weight:400">he</em><span style="font-weight:400"> was the one that would make Gible achieve that goal.
<span style="font-weight:400">A task that would be easier said than done.
<span style="font-weight:400">——
<span style="font-weight:400">When we got back home, I readied myself to tell the truth to Cece. To tell her that I liked girls, and if that made her ufortable, we could stop being too close, but when the time came, and I saw her, I froze up. The words wouldn’te out of my mouth, and I ended up not saying anything at all. I groaned as I sat on the couch. I felt like shit, and no matter how much I tried to convince myself that I would do it <em><span style="font-weight:400">soon</em><span style="font-weight:400">, I knew I would keep putting it off if I kept going on like this.
<span style="font-weight:400">My mind wandered to Pokemon battles again. They had be my escape at this point. Thinking about my passion was way better than thinking about rtionship problems and if letting a straight girl unknowingly cuddle with a gay one was a problem. Unfortunately for me, I couldn’t help but worry, still. The next three battles were the ones I doubted the most, although I didn’t tell my friends that. With Denzel, Louis, and Cece, I was sure at the bottom of my heart that they would pull out a win. But the others?
<span style="font-weight:400">Pauline was a good battler— much better than Louis— who enjoyed being a trainer, but she only had two Pokemon, and I didn’t know if she would be able to push past that disadvantage. I could only hope she had worked something out. Justin had the strategy I had given him, but I feared he wouldn’t be able to adapt if it went sideways and Gardenia saw through it. Plus, Growlithe and Sandile would be able to pull their weight, but he hadn’t trained as much as I would have with his Lotad, who was weaker than the other members of his team, which would probably be an issue. Still, I at least believed that they <em><span style="font-weight:400">could</em><span style="font-weight:400"> win if they were on top of their game.
<span style="font-weight:400">Emilia, though? The girl’s disinterest in Pokemon battles wasing back to bite her. When we had first gotten to Eterna city, I believed that she would train just as hard as the others and I did, but she just… didn’t. Even Justin, who disliked battling trained hard to make sure he would win the battle, but she just wasn’t motivated to do anything training rted. Beldum was still a very strong Pokemon, but her other team members had no doubt fallen behind, even with the vitamins, and Gardenia was the type of gym leader that would punish you heavily for relying on only one Pokemon.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was starting to understand a bit more about Pokemon training now. It didn’t really matter how rich your parents were and what Pokemon and supplements they bought you. If you weren’t willing to put in the work, you would still end up losing eventually. Even if Emilia somehow pulled through and won against Gardenia, if she didn’t change fast, she would never win against Fantina, who was the third gym leader on our radar.
<span style="font-weight:400">To be honest, I was considering only battling Fantina once and then moving on to Maylene. She was the oldest gym leader in the region, and her ghost types’ illusions made her almost impossible to beat for newer trainers, and I didn’t think it would be any different for me. Maylene was the newest gym leader, and she’d be a lot easier to defeat, but I doubted Emilia would beat her either.
<span style="font-weight:400">Still, those were thoughts for the future, and I would have to bring it up to the group eventually, but maybe if Emilia lost, it would be better to just skip Gardenia for now and move on with us. Gardenia was notoriously hard to beat right after you lost to her once, so it would be better to let a few months pass until she had battled so many trainers she forgot about you.
<span style="font-weight:400">Or maybe I was just being selfish about not wanting to waste time in Eterna too long. I sighed and sunk deeper into the couch. So many thoughts and ideas, and so few easy answers.
<span style="font-weight:400">——
<span style="font-weight:400">I waited in trepidation as Gardenia’s current battle ended— in another surprising draw. Draws were pretty rare in Pokemon battles, so to see another one so soon was <em><span style="font-weight:400">something</em><span style="font-weight:400">. Izily pped at the trainer’s victory and waited for Justin’s turn. He was already waiting in the lobby, and even though he was hiding it well, he was incredibly nervous. The thin teenager finally stepped onto the trainer tform, wearing the Pherzen logo— a ‘P’ with a red and white pill inside of the letter— on a slick, white shirt. He ran a hand through his brown hair and grabbed a Pokeball before Gardenia even finished enunciating the rules of the battle, which was one of her usual three-on-three with two switch-ins allowed.
<span style="font-weight:400">Justin immediately released his Lotad and straightened his back.
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