Chapter 22
<strong>CHAPTER 22</strong>
<span style="font-weight:400">I woke up our camp with an ear-piercing scream. Tears and snot were running down my face, and my arms shook like leaves in the wind. Whereas Denzel screamed in tandem with me— probably because I had startled him— Eevee rushed to my side and was ready to defend me at a moment’s notice. It was a humbling thought, that someone else’s Pokemon liked me enough to protect me.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What the <em><span style="font-weight:400">hell </em><span style="font-weight:400">was that? Are we under attack?!” Denzel asked as he rushed out of his tent. He was slurring his words, clearly still half asleep.
<span style="font-weight:400">“No, no… I had a shitty nightmare, I’m sorry,” I answered as I pet Eevee’s head. “You can go back to sleep.”
<span style="font-weight:400">It was the crack of dawn, and the sun was peeking over the horizon. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself down and exited my sleeping bag. I already knew I wasn’t going to fall back asleep, so there was no point trying.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Oh, alright. Some nightmare that was, huh? Want some water to wash your face?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’m good, I’ll just be going for a walk,” I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Ok, don’t go too far.”
<span style="font-weight:400">I nodded and left. After a few minutes of walking alone, I released Togetic and Frillish. The two floated by my side silently as we silently strolled with no direction in particr. They both knew me well enough to know that something was wrong, and I knew that I would have toe clean eventually. I trusted them, but I just couldn’t bring myself to say my problems out loud. Was it because I was scared of appearing weak?
<span style="font-weight:400">Maybe that yed a part in it, but if I was being honest, I already knew they wouldn’t care. Hell, Togetic would probably cry for not figuring it out on her own. I believe a part of me was still in denial about even <em><span style="font-weight:400">having </em><span style="font-weight:400">an issue. That was probably because it had taken so long to manifest itself.
<span style="font-weight:400">No, that was a lie. The visions were always there. Whenever I closed my eyes, whenever I spaced out for even a second, the Golbat was there. It was <em><span style="font-weight:400">always</em><span style="font-weight:400"> there. But I had been so focused on my gym battle with Roark that I kept pushing these thoughts at the back of my mind.
<span style="font-weight:400">I crouched and watched the sunrise. Togetic leaned against me, and I felt a sudden burst of happiness. That was when I remembered her Pokedex entry. Togetic could bestow great joy upon a human. Togepi could too, but this one felt much more… fulfilling. I stroked her head and dragged Frillish into a hug.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I love you guys, I really do. Thank you for being here for me.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Frillish.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Toge!”
<span style="font-weight:400">“And since I love you, I gottae clean. I’m fucked up. I am so <em><span style="font-weight:400">tired</em><span style="font-weight:400">, and I can’t sleep for more than four hours at a time. I keep having these nightmares—” I choked up and paused for a few seconds. “It’s about that time at Lake Verity. You weren’t there, Frillish, and I recalled Togetic before anything terrible happened, but… I think I almost <em><span style="font-weight:400">died</em><span style="font-weight:400"> that day. I was saved by the whims of a single man. Sometimes I wonder, what if he had said nothing? What if I meet him again one day and he doesn’t spare me? How can life and death be decided by a single being?”
<span style="font-weight:400">Frillish’s face twisted in anger while Togetic broke into a heartbroken cry.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I don’t know how long these nightmares and visions willst, but I have to keep looking forward. I can’t let them hold me back,” I said. “We need to be stronger. Strong enough to not be threatened by a damn <em><span style="font-weight:400">Golbat</em><span style="font-weight:400">,” I continued, spitting out the Pokemon’s name. “I know I’ve asked this before, but let me do it again for real this time. Togetic, Frillish, will you help me win the Circuit and be Sinnoh’s champion?”
<span style="font-weight:400">I had asked Togepi the same question back in Sandgem, but it felt different now. There was an unexinable <em><span style="font-weight:400">weight </em><span style="font-weight:400">to it. It was no longer the simple promise of a naive trainer, but a pact. A mutual understanding between me and my Pokemon.
<span style="font-weight:400">They both nodded with newfound resolve. I finally felt refreshed, and my wistful mood evaporated. There would still be problems, of course. The nightmares would not simply leave. I was still miles behind the most talented trainers out there, with only a year to catch up, but that only motivated me more. I wanted to push past these problems, and be a stronger person.
<span style="font-weight:400">This was the first time I fully believed in myself, and I felt like the sky was the limit.
<span style="font-weight:400">——
<span style="font-weight:400">“You look better,” Denzel said as I approached our camp. “Breakfast?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Thought you were going to go back to sleep,” I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yeah, I tried, but then I realized I’d be an ass to do so. I hate mornings, but I’d rather be here for my friend in case she needs it.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Aw, you’re making me blush,” I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You’re not blushing at all, though,” Denzelmented.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Anyway, I’ll dly have some breakfast, thank you for asking. Then we can go on our run.”
<span style="font-weight:400">While we ate, our Pokemon did the same. I kind of felt bad looking at their food. They were Pokemon pellets with all the nutrients they needed, but I wanted to learn how to make high-quality food for them at some point. Of course, it would be basically impossible to make some in the wild, but it’d be good for whenever we were in cities. After eating and cleaning up camp, I recalled Frillish, and we started to run. After five minutes of jogging, I was already heaving for air and barely feeling my legs. Denzel seemed to be doing way better than I was, only slowing down to make sure I wasn’t left behind. Meanwhile, Togeticzily floated above me, cheering me on with her chirps, and Eevee was adding a few Quick Attacks to his run. After twenty minutes, we stopped, and I copsed to the ground.
<span style="font-weight:400">“That… was the worst… thing… I’ve ever done,” I said, taking deep breaths in between each word.
<span style="font-weight:400">“The bag makes it worse, but like I said, it builds up endurance,” Denzel answered as he leaned on his knees.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’m going… to die.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“You’re being dramatic. Let’s do one of these twice a day, every day, what do you say?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I… already agreed.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“That’s what I like to hear! By the way, good job, you two,” He said to our Pokemon.
<span style="font-weight:400">After a short break, we continued toward the Ravaged Path, reaching the cave at the end of the day. On the way, I battled another four trainers and rolled the floor with them with Togetic’s Fairy Wind. We hade a long way with the move. The truth was that we were probably too strong for this area, so not many people would be able to pose a challenge. Most trainers here were training before setting off toward Oreburgh or simply skipping Oreburgh altogether, preferring to go to another gym first, but they all had no gym badges, which was a testament to how fast we were progressing. Denzel was taking a break from battling today, preferring to spectate our battles and keep aggressive wild Pokemon off our backs. After another night spent at the entrance of the cave, we entered bright and early in the morning after another nightmare had woken me up.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You know, you probably have to see someone for those. Pokemon centers have therapists for trainers,” Denzel said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Don’t worry about it, I’ll deal,” I said as I peeked my head into the cave’s entrance. “This ce sure isn’t menacing whatsoever,” I continued sarcastically.
<span style="font-weight:400">Despite having gas lights along a path just like Oreburgh gate, the Ravaged Path was nowhere as tidy. The ceiling at the entrance hung low in an oppressive manner and then spread upward until it was impossible to see. The path was also uphill and wet from the water dripping from the ceiling like slow rain, so that was a perfect recipe for slipping and breaking something.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Well, let’s go in then. We should be out in five hours if we follow themps, give or take,” Denzel said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Arceus bless, at least it’s shorter than the other cave,” I said before releasing Frillish and taking Togetic back into her ball. Having a water type would certainly help out against any aggressive rock types, and I wasn’t going to take any chances.
<span style="font-weight:400">Using the right wall as support, we slowly advanced through the cave. Most of the Pokemon here were the usual suspects: Geodude and Zubat, but there were asionally Roggenr, Aron, or even Rolycoly. I scanned thetter because it was the first Pokemon from Gr I ever saw in the wild. I even considered catching it before the rest of its group rolled up behind him and red at us with their glowing orange eye. Needless to say, we left as fast as we could.
<span style="font-weight:400">Three hours in, the incline <em><span style="font-weight:400">really </em><span style="font-weight:400">increased, and we were essentially walking up a thirty-five degree hill. Blood pumped through my legs as I heaved myself and everything I carried with me.
<span style="font-weight:400">“How much longer is this incline? I’m dying here,” Iined.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I don’t know, all the trainer tip map said was to follow the lights. There was nothing written about this.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Well, fuck. Can we take a break?” I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Sure. I think Eevee wants some water anyway.”
<span style="font-weight:400">I sat on the ground facing downward as Denzel poured some bottled water into Eevee’s bowl. Due to the nature of the terrain, he had to hold it up with his hand to prevent it from spilling. After a few minutes, we heard a scream reverberate through the cave.
<span style="font-weight:400">“What was that? A Pokemon?” Denzel asked with a hint of panic.
<span style="font-weight:400">“No… <em><span style="font-weight:400">no, </em><span style="font-weight:400">that was a trainer!”
<span style="font-weight:400">We quickly got up and ran. The pain in my legs seemed like much less of a problem when I thought about the possibility of a lone trainer being in danger. As we rushed through the cave, the screams got closer and closer and were starting to be decipherable. It was someone asking for help. The incline slowly became gentler and gentler, and we finally found out the origin of the scream. A trainer’s Wooper was continuously throwing out Water Guns at a swarm of Zubats surrounding the trainer. The Zubats screeched in his ears and bit into his arms, legs, through his clothes. He furiously iled, trying to swat away the pests with his hands, but it wasn’t working.
<span style="font-weight:400">Acting on instinct, I released Togetic.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Togetic, help that trainer! Fairy Wind!”
<span style="font-weight:400">Her control of the move had improved leaps and bounds, and the pink mist split right before hitting the trainer, knocking the Zubat out of the way. They all turned their collective attention to me and swooped toward us.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Eevee, keep them off of Grace!” Denzel yelled.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Frillish, Bubblebeam the ones you can hit. Avoid that trainer!”
<span style="font-weight:400">The Zubat swarm rushed toward us, but Togetic kept up her Fairy Wind, preventing them from reaching us. The stronger,rger ones did, however, but they were met by Frillish’s Bubblebeam and Eevee’s jumping Quick Attacks. After a minute or so, they were all either unconscious or had fled.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Good job, everyone,” I said as I felt the adrenaline evaporate from my body. With a trembling hand, I retrieved Togetic.
<span style="font-weight:400">We slowly walked toward the sobbing trainer. He was crouching and bleeding from everywhere, while his Wooper was looking at him worriedly.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Shit, man, we need to get you out of here. Can you walk?” Denzel asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">I squatted down in front of him. “Hey, what’s your name?”
<em><span style="font-weight:400">“M—my Starly! My Starly’s gone,”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> He sobbed.
<span style="font-weight:400">My heart dropped. Just from his tone, I could tell what he meant. “What… what happened?”
<span style="font-weight:400">The trainer slowly raised his hand and pointed toward a dark corner of the cave. I squinted, trying to get a better look—
<span style="font-weight:400">I stopped breathing.
<span style="font-weight:400">I stopped moving.
<span style="font-weight:400">I stopped thinking.
<span style="font-weight:400">At the edge of the cave, hung high in the ceiling, A Golbat was feasting on a mangled Starly’s corpse. Feathers and… chunks of Starly fell to the ground as the Pokemon savaged the poor bird’s body. After it was done, it licked its bloodied fangs with its snaky, purple tongue, and then flew away with a wickedugh.
<span style="font-weight:400">I copsed on my knees.
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TEAM:
Togetic - Pound, Sweet Kiss, Growl, Headbutt, Fairy Wind, Ancient Power, Extrasensory
Frillish - Bubblebeam, Night Shade, Absorb, Water Sport, Water Pulse