Chapter 488: Reinforcing the Will_Mark of the Fool

Chapter 488: Reinforcing the Will

 And that, my friend, is a golden nugget that should be shared with your teammates, Baelin said to Thundar, giving him an encouraging smile. Would you mind expanding on that point?

 The minotaur looked ufortable. WellI know I was talking like I was a twenty foot tall badass or whateverbut not going to lie. Inside? I was scared shitless. He tapped his skull. The shit that big demon was saying got inside my head and so did the terror-field. So, it was likeall I could see were these nasty mental images of you all gettingmangled.

 Alex shuddered, recalling what had crept into his own head.

 Some teammates were nodding: it seemed that he and Thundar werent the only ones affected.

 So, right away, I started using techniques from the Cleansing Movements, Thundar exined. I let those thoughts and feelings pass over me, acknowledging em, as I did. But that wasnt enough. Something about the terror-field made the thoughtsoh whats the right wordsticky? Stubborn? They wouldnt go away. So uh

 He cleared his throat. I started saying things out loud to kinda deny those images: thoughts to anchor myself. Yeah, most of that muttering you saw me doing? That shit wasnt spellcasting: I was saying Im not afraid, Baelins engeli are protecting my friends and uh I can kill this bastard, over and over again. Something about hearing my own voice kept me grounded, and that helped keep the terror-field out.

 ThundarIm so impressed with you right now, I am almost ready to vote for you as cabal leader! Khalikughed, pping him on the shoulder. If anything, how you did what you did just makes it even more impressive.

 Murmurs of agreement rose from the entire circle.

 Whoa, now. Thundar held up his hands. I dunno, likemuttering Im a badass over and over again to yourself is something that some crazy bastard would do. Or yknowsome tryhard who only dresses in ck, even when its like the hottest day of summer.

 No, no, no, Alex insisted. Listen, Im not letting you do that shit to yourself. What you did was necessary: anything you had to do to get that noise out of your head is valid. Some guy saying Im a badass repeatedly while hes sitting in ssI mean yeah, thatd make me cringe. But doing it so you can drive hell-magic out of your mind? That actually isbadass.

 I dont know much about boys wearing ck in sses. Drestras voice crackled through her veil. But I dont think you should be embarrassed by what you said. I mean, it was a bit funny

 Thanks, Thundar said dryly.

 No, no! In a good way! Her voice was warm. And it helped destroy our enemy. SoI wouldnt feel shame over it, if I were you.

 Well, thats the trouble with feelings, isnt it? Thundar shrugged. They just happen. All we can do is try and steer em in the right direction and hope they lead us right. Or we can lead them right.

 A startled silence followed.

 Hasanyone ever told you that youre rather wise for your age, Thundar? Baelin asked.

 The minotaur shrugged.

 Well, they should, the chancellor said.

 I dunno, most of the time I just say whatever stupid shit jumps into my headunless Im meeting new peopWait, were supposed to be analysing the battle, not me! Thundar raised his voice. Right, so, I guess my point is thatwell, you can use words to reaffirm to yourself whats real and whats magic trying to mess with your mind.

 And that might be the greatest lesson you all take away from this venture, Baelin said encouragingly, pointing to Thundar. An iron will is often most helpful when ites to defending against magic that strikes the mind or soul, but a Proper Wizard, warrior or Heroenhances their own will using specific mental techniques to ensure they are not ovee. When one loses ones mind? One loses all battles. And now, to that point

 He looked at the group expectantly. So, now that we have teased out Thundars great wisdom, what else would you say that you did correctly in your undertaking? What do you think could stand improvement?

 Well, I can think of a bunch of stuff I did wrong, Alex grumbled, organising his notes. First, I let us walk into the Hold without a way for us to see in the dark without giving away our position.

 Oh? Baelin cocked his head. Do go on.

 Well, I have to ask myself, what wouldve happened if the demons didnt have those fork-traps down there? They can see in the dark so why would they need light sources, they could simply leave their fortress pitch-ck. So for us to light the way, we wouldve needed forceballs. Forceball light would have just screamed, hey were over here!...to any demons within a few hallways of us. Lighting was crucial, and I overlooked it.

 He nced at his notebook. There must be some potion or spell that can let someone see in the dark: Id be shocked if a wizard hadnt alreadye up with something like that.

 Indeed, a fine point, Baelin acknowledged. When a Proper Wizard is engaging their enemies, they must pick apart their advantages. From there, they can use their own magics to either remove those advantages, or equalise matters by gaining the same advantages for themselves.

 Yeah, and I didnt ount for that, Alex grumbled. That brings me to my next mistakeI didnt really have a good way to disarm those fork-traps. If theyd been activated by proximity instead of amon word, we would have been done for.

 He scowled. Then there was that mess with those damn hellhounds. You told us to expect the unexpected, but I let hellhounds catch me <empletely off guard. In the futureif my summoned monsters are out of sightI need a way to recognize which are mine, and which are the enemies.

 Hey, man, dont beat yourself up about that kinda shit, Thundar said. We all did good, and we all made mistakes. You acknowledge them, but no need to cut yourself to pieces.

 But

 If youre worried about me, dont be, Theresa put a hand on Alexs shoulder. Like Thundar said, we all did well, and we all made mistakes. Were learning.

 Aye, lemme tells yous this, I sure learnt somethin, Cedric said, his eyes growing distant. That feelin ohavin somethin crawlin around inside yer head an bodyfightin yer soul fer controltis a bloody awful thing. Like bein full osnakes. He shuddered. I hated every bloody second of it, an I wish I could go back down t them hells n wipe out everyst one o them kindsa demonsbut runnin inta battlethat was my mistake, wasnt it?

 The Chosens fingers flexed in his metal gauntlet. I went off tfinish tst demon an got us in bloody thick trouble. I made a stupid choice fsure. Wed already chopped up two o them big ones, an when youre fightin Ravener-spawn, y press any advantage ygets. Dont make much sense stoppin thave yerself a think.

 Its true, Drestras voice crackled with frustration. When Merzhin takes as long as he does to use one of his more powerful miracles, it sets us back. Pushing forward is what we were taught to do.

 Yeah, Hart agreed. Leaving an enemy alive doesnt make sense. Dead ones cant hit back.

 Aye, but that didnt work out real well this time, now did it? Cedric said.

 An interesting observation, the ancient wizard remarked. And why do you think that was the case this time?

 I got cocky. Overconfident. Punched witout thinkin. That kinda shite, Cedric reasoned.

 Oh? Is that all?

 The Chosen looked at Baelin in surprise. Beg pardon?

 I encourage you to examine your conclusions more thoroughly, Baelin said. As Hart and Drestra pointed out, there are many situations in which seizing the initiative will help solidify victoryif not outright guarantee it. After all, such a tactic has worked well in your previous battles, has it not?

 Ayethats so Cedric said slowly. But it still went like shite this time.

 And why might that be? Baelin asked.

 The Chosen frowned, falling into deep thought.

 For a long moment, silence hung in the air while Cedric reviewed his part in the battle. Alex was also examining the fight and hade to what he thought was a sound conclusion.

 He was about to raise his handbut decided against it.

 Better if Cedric answers. The Heroes need to learn how to do their own analysis and assessments.

 The Chosen scratched his long red hair. YknowI gets the feelin that the problem coulda been that I had no bloody idea what them demons was capable of. A rush works on Ravener-spawn, but that shadowy demon thing caught mepletely off guard.

 Alex and Theresa nodded.

 True. Very good, Baelins voice was warm and congrattory. Seizing the initiative is right when you are guaranteed that such a tactic will undo your enemy, without that guarantee, taking such a risk could easily bring more trouble for you. Rushing ahead against a prepared enemy with unknown capabilities is likely a dangerous move to make.

 Right Cedric said. Learned that the hard way.

 Indeed, the chancellor continued. It is important to know as much of your enemys capabilities as you can. If you do so, and you have the proper counters? You will master them. It is those unknown factors that bring the powerful to their knees andunfortunatelyeven the greatest of Proper Wizards cannot ount for all chaos in the universe.

 He looked over his students. Is there anything else you feel you have gained from this experience?

 Yeah, Hart jumped in, looking at Alexs group of close friends. We worked pretty well as a team todaybut you all clearly have a lot more experience working with each other. In the Ash Ravens, we also learned about each other: wed know what our mates could do and theyd know what we could do. Made working together a lot smoother.

 From the corner of his eye, Alex caught an abrupt shift in bodynguage from the Sages direction. By the time hed fully turned, she waspletely still.

 Very good, Baelin agreed. Exploring your capabilities and learning to work around each others strengths and weaknesses will greatly improve your ability to function as a cohesive unit in battle, as well as in other areas. That said, you have already begun to work well as a team: your naturalpatibility is quite good. But with that in mind

 He looked at everyone in the circle slowly. keep in mind that you may not always have the privilege of choosing your most optimal allies when entering a battle. At times, you will be forced to work with strangers, for whatever reason that might be. In those times, let this experience serve as a reminder of how to handle such circumstances: today can teach you how to adjust to new team members rhythms. Take this lesson with you as you work with others in future.

 That reminds me of another point of observation I wished to bring up. Isolde said, raising her hand. It wasan incrediblyplex battle with many moving parts that I was not used to.

 Go on, Baelin said.

 Well, she sped her fingers together. There were new members within our ranks, and not only that, we were fighting in apletely alien realm, a dangerous environment we had never been to before.

 Yes, Khalik agreed. The demons wereplicated opponents: they possessed a number of varied weapons, abilities and magics, plus there were a great number of them, and while some used crimson lightning, others were firing crossbow bolts at us. We also had to contend with the three sons magicalughter and those unnerving shadow demons and their ability to possess us. All of this made it very difficult to track everything that was happening while also trying to think of proper counters at speed.

 Excellent points, Baelin said. Unpredictability among your opponents onlypounds as they increase in number. To counter this, one must consider multiple possibilities, grow ones power andas I said earlierbe used to working both with, and against newbatants, and thates with practice.

 Alex nodded, thinking about what he would have to deal with in future. One things for sure, he thought. Baelins rightIm going to need people who arent my friends when I go down to the hells for information about the Traveller. Itll be impossible for me to predict everything that could go wrong down thereand as much as I hate thinking this way, its better if something happens to people I dont know, than to those I do.

 He looked at the Heroes.

 The other thing I''ll need to do is to grow their power. And thats something Baelin and I can start working on right away.

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Chapter 488: Reinforcing the Will