Chapter-10


    next day I wake up early but don''t get up from bed as he is still asleep and didn''t give me permission


    But I need to go to pee so badly


    I started to squirm in bed


    Feeling my movement he woke up and asked what happened


    "I want to go to the toilet can I go?"I asked


    "Yes you don''t need to ask me that.Bute back quickly.Go and freshen upe for breakfast."


    "Okay ja..sir"


    "You can call me jack when we are not having sex."


    "ummm."


    I ran to the toilet and empty myself


    I am so grateful that he didn''t force me to have sex.I was so sore from thest night punishment


    After I go freshen up I go downstairs for breakfast.


    We eat breakfast and after that we came back to my room


    When he was leaving I called him"I want to ask you something?"


    "What?"


    "We are having sex without any protection.I don''t want to get pregnant now.Can I go out and buy some


    contraceptives?"


    He look at me without any emotion.I thought I have done any mistake so I apologized"I am sorry.If you


    don''t like it I won''t talk about this."


    "I started to turn but he said"We can''t go out this house.I will send some doctor she will suggest you


    contraceptive."


    I nod.I don''t know whether I should be happy or sad.He is keeping me captive.but at least not forcing to


    get pregnant.


    Why would he.I am his wife just for name.I am just his mistress.Why he will want a child from his


    mistress.


    But why I am feeling sad.


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    I shouldn''t feel sad about anything rted to him


    I sit in the room and feel bored.I open the TV but found nothing to watch so Ie out of room


    He told me to not go outside the house.But I can go anywhere in the house.


    I want to talk to someone.Someone means Martha.


    She is very close to Jack.So I think he will not be able to punish me at least.


    I can''t be mentally stable if I lock myself in this room


    At least I will be good talking with her


    I went downstairs


    "Hi darling.How are you?sleep well?"She asked seeing me


    "Yes.I didn''t see you during breakfast.Are you okay?"


    "Yes i just went to my home.My daughter came today."


    "Your daughter..."I asked confused


    "yes I had a daughter and a son.But my son due to an ident.I was so sad then I have to consult


    doctor for depression.


    From then Jack didn''t let me go anywhere else.So my daughter visit me often."


    "Sorry to hear that.where your daughter live?"


    "With his father.She graduated this year.Her father and I divorced long back."


    "Oh.He let here here?"


    "Yes.It''s not important all divorced couple must fight.In marriage there should trust and love. He didn''t


    trust me and our love also disappear so we divorced."


    "If in any marriage there is not love and trust what should they do?"I asked


    "They should at least try to trust each other.love wille by time."


    When people get married they are two different people who don''t know each other so they can''t easily


    trust each other


    But when they get to know trust develop slowly.Then love also grows gradually."


    "Then why your marriage failed?"


    "My husband suspected I have a rtion with his friend.I tried to make him understand many time all


    this was wrong.So I gave up atst."


    "Now he know the truth?"


    "yes.We sort our problem after some time.Now we are friends."


    We chat for sometime.


    then I came back room


    Can I and Jack really be happy together. Can I be really in love with him


    What I am thinking about?Our marriage is really not a real marriage


    He told I am his mistress, treats me as a ve.


    He will never love me.So I should also not think about him


    If I really fall in love with him the person who will only suffer is me


    I should just think about how can I escape from him.