Hesitant Desire


    “I’ll help you…” Hayden replied with a pleased smile.


    “You’re the one who’s injured so you should just…stay still…” I pointed out as I pointed a finger at his


    wounded shoulder.


    Haydenughed a little to brush off my concern for him. I found myself smiling naturally back at him as


    I slowly got up from my wheelchair. The wheelchair probably made me look sicker than I actually was.


    The few days of sleep and recuperating helped mend my body while being reunited with Hayden


    healed my spirit. If he wanted me to get on the bed with him, then I would do it without fail. To my relief,


    I feltpletely fine on my own two feet which gave me confidence to slowly climb onto the bed with


    him.


    The hospital bed was narrow, and it wasn’t like Hayden was a small man for that matter. While I was


    wondering how I would best fit on the bed with him, Hayden told me bluntly and simply to straddle him.


    “That’s…” I protested before trailing off in my embarrassment when I got the confirmation of what he


    really wanted.


    “Suddenly feeling shy?” Hayden teased me mercilessly as he looked at me challengingly.


    It’s not just that I was shy…


    “You’re hurt so…I don’t think that we should be doing this…” I stated my objection for the sake of his


    own safety.


    “A small wound like this is not going to stop me from having sex with my wife,” Hayden retorted so


    bluntly and clearly that I was stunned into silence.


    My mouth hung open as my eyes widened at him and his shockingly straightforward words. Then my


    expression turned into one of a mix of delight and slightly embarrassment as I felt heat burning my


    cheeks and dyeing it a shade of red. I smiled brightly at him, and Hayden gave me a quizzical look as


    he cocked his head slightly to the side in wonder.


    “Why do you look so happy all of a sudden?” Hayden asked intriguingly.


    “Because…you just called me your wife,” I replied without able to meet his intense blue gaze.


    “I’ll call you that all the time if you like it that much, Wife,” Hayden teased me before he startedughing


    softly.


    “That might be a little too much…” I mumbled beforeughing along with him.


    After we’ve had our fill orughing, the same issue still remained between us. Hayden wanted to have


    sex while I wasn’t sure if we should do that given that he’s injured. The desire burning in the depth of


    his blue eyes like hot blue mes didn’t seem like it would simply go out just because I asked him to


    restrain himself and his desires. Hayden also had a very bad track record of keeping his passion in


    check based on my personal experiences in dealing with him…or my inability to deal with him…


    “Are you still hesitating?” Hayden asked, half-teasingly.


    “Well…I still don’t think that it’s a good idea…” I replied hesitantly.


    It was beyond strange that we were having this conversation with me sitting astride his hips while he


    wasying on a hospital bed. Suddenly, Hayden used his arms to push himself up into a sitting


    position.


    “No! Don’t…” I cried out to stop him from moving too much.


    “I’m not crippled or maimed, you know…” Hayden said with clear annoyance in his voice as he shook


    his head at me.


    “Hayden…” I whispered his name.


    “Just stay still…” Hayden muttered as his hands went to undo the buttons of my shirt.


    I blushed in embarrassment as I stared down at his fingers moving skillfully to free the buttons in front


    of my patient uniform. It felt strangely sexy for him to undress me this way. Hayden sighed in


    satisfaction when he parted the fabric to the side and revealed my breasts before I felt the warmth of


    his hand cover my breasts.


    “Ahhh…” I moaned in absolute delight at his touch on my feminine flesh.


    “Your breasts are so soft…but your nipples harden so fast…” Hayden said observantly as he stared at


    his hands ying around with my tits.


    “Hayden…Ahh…” I moaned his name in pleasure.


    Hisrge hands cupped and massaged my breasts firmly as he applied more pressure. The heat of his


    hands seeped into my cool flesh as he continued to turn me on with his seductive caresses. My body


    began reacting to him so strongly as I thrusted my chest towards his hands invitingly. I watched in awe


    as his long finger curled around the roundness of my womanly mound and squeezed it. A muffled cry


    left my lips at the delicious mix of pain and pleasure that spread across my chest as his caresses got


    rougher.


    “Ahh! Ahh!” I cried out before whimpering from the intense pleasure of his fingertips teasing my erect


    nipples.


    Hayden pinched my nipples repeatedly before rolling them in between his fingertips while I moaned my


    desire for him with my eyes closed in bliss. Just like always, it wasn’t hard for Hayden to seduce me


    into wanting him. His hands stroked its way down the curve of my body towards my waist while my


    body felt like it was burning. The heat of my own desire burnt so brightly inside of me that it felt like I


    was melting. My pussy throbbed with need as it clenched with desire. My core felt hot and when


    Hayden dipped his head down and took my nipple into his hot and wet mouth, I cried out as my pussy


    squirted hot wetness out from the slit in between my legs.


    Hayden’s hand teased my waist and then the small of my back leisurely, making me squirm on top of


    him as his mouth began sucking on my sensitive nipple. I cried out his name as I ran my fingers


    through his blond hair. Hayden sucked harder on my nipple and then hepped at it with his tongue


    before proceeding to suck on it even harder and faster. The pleasure coursing through my body felt like


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    endless waves in a storm that robbed me of my senses as I threw my head back and moaned


    passionately.


    --To be continued…