Chapter 18: What are you doing?


    Jade''s Pov


    It''s being five days, thirteen hours and 18 minutes since thest time I saw Kyle. He was trying his best


    to avoid me since our kiss. He didn''t want to see me. If he had a question he would send a text or Dane


    would call me. He was giving me the distance I deserve. The distance I had asked for, the distance I


    created.


    He sincerely believed that I disliked him; after all, I wasn''t shy with my words in the letter I wrote. I


    wrote everything that was going through my mind. I didn''t care if my words had hurt him, in fact, there


    were intending to hurt him, but all those words were written in rage and anger.


    There was not one cell in my body that hated him, and he should have known this when I kissed him.


    There was no way a person would hate someone as much as my words state yet kiss that person as I


    did him. He should have sensed what I felt. I couldn''t hate him even if I tried.


    When I think about his words to his friend, they still hurt. It will always hurt. knowing he said those


    things about me and no matter how many times he apologizes, there is always going to be that


    memory hanging in the way. But even with the memory of all the bad, the good things win. I can''t stop


    thinking about our nights together. We''d just talk and talk then I''d wake up with his arms around me.


    Not having that closeness anymore made me miss him so much, so much that all the pain just


    vanished because I needed him more than I have time to hate him.


    I missed him, I missed him a lot.


    .........................


    "Wait! Wait for me!" I shouted to the closing elevator doors.


    Before the door had a chance to close a hand came out, which the sensors got and the door began to


    open.


    "Thank you." I smiled as a walked up to the open doors of the elevator. "Thanks...... Oh, it''s you. Hi."


    Kyle smiled at me and then he noticed the shopping bags in my hand. He stepped closer to me and


    took the shopping bags from my hands.


    "Thanks," I said with a smile. His face had a few lines on it, he looked tired. He had a tiny band-aid on


    his face, he probably cut himself while shaving. His hair also grew and needed cutting. It''s funny how


    many things you can notice about a person when you haven''t seen them in five days.


    "You''re Wee. I didn''t know you went out today."


    "Well, I wasn''t nning to go out, but Josh called me, and I went and have lunch with him on the way


    back I was feeling hungry so I when to the supermarket to get a few things."


    Heughed and look down at the bags. "A few things?" his brows raised.


    With a smile on my face, I replied. "I am a growing woman and plus I am pregnant with your baby."


    He smiled. "I see." After a few moments of silence, he asked. "How is decorating and designing


    going?"


    "Well, I''ve found the perfect design a magazine and I loved it. I think you will too."


    "If you love it then I love it."


    I smile. "It''s not that easy. I want you toe and look at it."


    "Why don''t you just send me a picture?"


    I bite my lips. "Well, I''ve actually started buying furniture for both rooms." I looked up waiting for a


    response from him, but I didn''t get any. "I thought you might have changed your mind where decorating


    was concerned so I kind of ordered most things already."


    He smiled. "You don''t have to look so guilty. Anything you choose I''ll be happy with it. As long as you


    are happy then I''m okay."


    "Okay, Great. I also forgot to tell you that the painters areing tomorrow so you might want to leave


    your key with me because they''ll be painting both rooms."


    "My door is always open."


    I raised my brows at him. "You don''t close your door, why not?"


    "This is a private floor only me and you have ess to it and there are cameras all over." His


    statement shocks me because I didn''t really know anything about the building. I never even noticed the


    cameras.


    "That means I can go in your room anytime I want," I stated without realizing but I quickly added, "not


    that I would if you are not there."


    He smiled. "I wouldn''t mind if you did. I have nothing to hide."


    "I wouldn''t though, that''s your private space and I don''t want to intrude."


    "It wouldn''t be intruding if you are invited." The elevator doors binged which meant we were on our


    floor.


    I walked out of the private elevator and Kyle followed behind me with the groceries in his hands. I


    opened my handbag and took out my keys to open my door. When the door was open he made his


    way over to the kitchen and ced the groceries on the container. He slowly started to take them out of


    the bag, but I stopped him.


    "What are you doing?"


    "What does it look like I''m doing? I''m unpacking the groceries."


    I moved over to him and rest my hands on the bags. "You don''t have to do that." I''m the one eating


    them, I should be the one unpacking them.


    "I want to unless you have something you''re trying to hide." He said with a smile.


    I returned his smile. "I don''t. It''s just that I''ve never had anyone pack my groceries out for me."


    "What about your brother?"


    Iughed at his question. Kyle didn''t know Josh at all. "If I don''t cook then the refrigerator wouldn''t need


    to plug in. He always eats out."


    "Wow, that''s bad. I wonder how he''s surviving without you?"


    I smile. "I was wondering about the same thing too but then I realize that he''s doing okay without me."


    "He hasn''t gotten in any troubletely, has he?" I lifted the milk out of the bag and ce it on the


    counter.


    "No, he hasn''t. Ever since he found out I am pregnant he mes himself." Iughed a little. "If I had


    known that getting pregnant would calm him down I would a long time ago."


    "I''m d you didn''t though."


    I smile when I felt a sudden urge to pee. "Excuse me, I have to use the bathroom. I''ll be right back." I


    quickly ran to the bathroom. My dder hasn''t been my best friend since this baby was conceived. I


    always want to pee and I''m always hungry. My belly was already bing bigger in a few weeks it will


    be noticeable and It didn''t mind at all. I am already so attached to the idea of being a mother that I don''t


    even regret that I be pregnant.


    Kyle just said he was d I didn''t get pregnant before, was it because me getting pregnant before


    would mean that we didn''t get a chance to meet or would it mean he was happy to be my first.


    I sigh. I wash my hands and walk back into the kitchen where Kyle was throwing out the empty bags.


    "You okay?"


    I smile. "I''m good, the baby is actually behaving today."


    "That''s good. I''m d because there is a restaurant that just opened, and I think you''ll love it. You said


    you were hungry and that ce is all-you-can-eat dining. Are you interest?"


    Was that his way of asking me out on a date? Or Was he just trying to feed me because I''m carrying


    his baby?


    "Well, I just ate about fifteen minutes ago."


    "Perfect, we have a lot of time then, the ce doesn''t open until 5 but we can go around 7 by that time


    you''ll be starving again."


    "That''s true."


    "Great. I''ll have toe for you at 5." He washed his hands and was walking in the direction of the


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    "Are you going back to work or you''ll be here?"


    "I just came back for some files, but I will make it back in time for our little date. I will let Dane book us a


    table, so you won''t be in a long wait."


    "Perfect. I can''t wait."


    I walked over to him and ce a kiss on his cheeks. "Thanks. I really appreciate your help and


    kindness."


    He smiled and walk to the door. "You don''t deserve anything less."