Chapter 25


    I didn’t know how much time had passed, but more and more people began appearing, walking and


    talking around me. For a long while, I just sat next to Dorothy, hoping she woulde around. I


    nced at my dirty hands; I was still shaking badly. Karina and Marco were talking to me, but I ced


    my hands over my ears, rocking from side to side. All I could remember was the fire and the mage’s


    screams.


    “Jaymin, is that you?” a voice asked, grabbing my arm. Dorothy was conscious, and she was ncing


    around, probably more disoriented than me.


    “Yes, it’s me, and you’re safe now,” I told her, still feeling the effects of that dark, dirty energy from the


    mage. I thought that after using my fae abilities, I wouldn’t have to deal with it, but the mage’s darkness


    had sunk its ws into me. This happened every time I killed someone, but this time, it felt a hundred


    times worse. My team was now surrounding me, and the smell of blood was making me nauseous. It


    was everywhere—the corpses were turning to ash as some members of the council tried to preserve


    them.


    “What the hell happened here, Jaymin?”


    It was Dimitry. He asked the question and I nced at him, wondering how to answer that. I needed to


    pull myself together and tell them everything. I didn’t want to be taken by the members of the High


    Council for questioning. Momentster, a witch approached and covered Dorothy with a nket; she


    was talking to her in anothernguage. I epted Dimitry’s hand and stood, my knees felt like they


    couldn’t hold my upper body. I was so weak, but I had to walk.


    “I identally walked up on them, the councillor was here, and he was just about to make a deal with


    the ancient vampire, Leonidas.” I started saying when Marco squeezed my arm. His warming energy


    felt like bliss.


    “I think you should stop asking her questions,” Karina said to Dimitry. “Now isn’t the best time. Jaymin


    is still shaken up. We need to get her back to headquarters.” I was light-headed and tired.


    “It was me. I think I killed them all with my fae magic. The ancient started drinking from me, and I


    thought I was going to die,” I whispered to them, and her eyes went wide. Everything wasing back


    to me, and I looked around, horrified. I’d killed them all—it was me, and soon enough, I was probably


    going to be arrested.


    Marco dragged his hand through his hair, and Dimitry seemed at a loss for words.


    “Hen, shut up, and let the High Council deal with it,” L said, who suddenly appeared next to me.


    “The girl is safe now, so our job here is done. You shouldn’t have run away.” He must have arrived with


    the others. He looked at the body of his ex-girlfriend and shook his head. I’d forgotten about Ramona. I


    didn’t think she was dead, but she wasn’t moving. I’d only staked her earlier, but maybe it was my


    energy that killed her.


    Leonidas escaped. I didn’t know how, but his corpse wasn’t here. We were now connected through his


    blood.


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    “Did you really do this?” Karina whispered as we started walking back. “I don’t believe it. I thought you


    were only half-vampire, Jaymin.”


    Marco and Judas must have stayed behind. The Russian human police were there, too, I was seeing


    yellow crime-scene tape around the area. A lot of humans gathered around, trying to figure out what


    had happened here. The High Council was probably working with the human side of thew. Sooner or


    me, it wasn’t her job, but I hadn’t nned this. I didn’t want to kill them all.


    “I got us an uber, and right now, all these questions are unnecessary,” L said to Karina, sounding


    angry. “We need to get her out of sight, out of here.”


    My magic was still all over the ce as they helped me inside the uber. I felt dizzy and nauseous from


    all the darkness that I had consumed earlier on. I was half-fae, now everything was clear.


    The rest of the night was a bit hazy. I realised Karina and L had taken me back to headquarters,


    then Karina helped me to bathe myself—she scrubbed all the blood from the shower. Images from the


    past kept shing through my mind until I went to bed. Sleep came as soon as my head touched the


    pillow. There were no dreams and I was thankful, because I was truly resting, at least until I had to face


    the real world again.


    * * *


    When I awoke, it was night-time. For a long moment, I had no idea where I was. Karina was snoring in


    the bed next to me, and when I nced at her, I suddenly remembered everything. The pain was finally


    gone. I felt good, better than ever before—rested. The clock on the wall was showing around two a.m. I


    had no idea how long I’d slept. All I knew was, I was in huge trouble.


    Memories from the night before floated in my mind. Ramona was dead, the ancient escaped, but what


    happened to the councillor?


    I put on a pair of pants and a T-shirt and then headed to the kitchen for a ss of water. Was I truly


    able to create such powerful energy?


    “Finally, I thought you might be in aa.” A voice startled me out of nowhere. When I turned around, I


    saw L in his pyjamas, looking cute.


    I rubbed my eyes and took several generous sips of water. “How long was I asleep?” I asked him,


    feeling the familiar sensations in the pit of my stomach as he stared at me with the same intensity in his


    azure gaze.


    “Around twenty-four hours or so. Oldman told us to leave you alone, that you needed to regenerate


    your strength,” he said, and then yawned loudly. Vampires didn’t get tired, so I didn’t know what that


    was about.


    I was baffled, worried and curious to know what might happen to me now.


    “So, what now?” I asked him, although I realised that this wasn’t the question that I was supposed to


    direct to him. On top of that, I was hungry, and this time, not for blood, but food.


    “A few council members showed up here,” he said, taking a step towards me. “They wanted to question


    you, but Oldman sent them away. She has been very protective of you, hen.”


    “Why? Were they going to arrest me?” I asked in a whisper. I wasn’t even sure why I was whispering.


    We were alone, and it seemed everyone else was fast asleep.


    “Tell me what the hell happened out there. Everyone is confused as to how you ended up in the middle


    of everything and survived. For now, the council only wanted to question you. The main thing is, our job


    here is done. Dorothy’s free, the enemy was eliminated, so we’re going back to the academy soon


    enough.”


    I bit my bottom lip, trying to figure out what to tell him. Things wereplicated enough, and I still had


    no idea if I could really trust him, not with everything I now knew about myself, anyway.


    “I need to speak to Oldman first, and you should go back to bed. It’s nothing we need to talk about right


    now, L. I’m sorry about Ramo—”


    “She’s not dead.” He cut me off. “Unfortunately, she survived, but she’s going to be arrested soon.” My


    jaw dropped; I couldn’t believe my energy spared her. It was a miracle, and in a way, I was d she’d


    survived. At least I didn’t have to stress over another dead supernatural.


    “Oh, okay,” I muttered, and awkward silence stretched between us. There were a lot of things I wanted


    to say to him, but it was neither the time nor the ce. He wanted me, but I still needed time to process


    everything that had happened. My future was still uncertain. I had no idea what was going to happen to


    me…


    “Jaymin, I was wrong about you from the start,” he began, but I ced my finger on his lips. He was


    warm, and that made me desire him even more, but I couldn’t be with him—not now at least. I didn’t


    know why I’d built up this wall inside me, but it was there, nheless.


    “Let’s not do this now. I need some time to digest everything. I’m not really sure what’s going to happen


    once I get back to the academy,” I said, wanting to press my lips against his. It was like a push and pull


    maism… I wanted him. I didn’t want him, and yet I couldn’t stay away from him. “The council is


    after me and I’m notpletely innocent.”


    “Oldman has connections, you don’t have to worry, hen,” he assured me, but he couldn’t have known


    that. Besides, I was an experiment: half-fae and half-vampire. The council was going to find out about


    me sooner orter. Oldman wouldn’t be able to protect me forever.


    “I’m going back to sleep, and I suggest you do the same, L,” I told him, knowing well enough that


    I hadn’t given him any concrete information about us or about my past. There was a reason why I kept


    getting snippets from my past when we were intimate. In this life as a vampire, I was a virgin, but


    maybe in my other life, I hadn’t been.


    For me, it was far too dangerous to get involved with a man, especially in my situation, but thinking


    about it, I probably wasn’tpletely clueless. My libido had been going slightly berserk ever since


    L turned up in my life, and that had to mean something.


    “Whatever, hen, but just remember, you can’t get rid of me so easily,” he said as I turned around and


    started heading towards the bedroom. I couldn’t stay up right now, because that meant I’d have to


    really get into the gritty and gruesome stuff with L. And I didn’t want to talk about it. I also didn’t


    trust myself to be alone with him. My thoughts were dirty even now after everything we’d been through.


    Karina was still snoring when I returned to our room, and for a while, I just stared at the ceiling, trying to


    remember every detail from my previous memories. Fae, there was fae magic inside me, so powerful


    that I couldn’t evenprehend it. It was hard to fall asleep for fear that, tomorrow, I may not be a free


    supernatural any longer. The council was getting close, and I wasn’t anonymous anymore.