THIRTY: FORGIVENESS


    LEYSA''S POV


    I just finished my live interview. And they all loved my honesty and bravery to face the issues I


    chose to leave behind before. Oh well, we are alling to this point that they all call --growing


    up... and it is good, right? Hmm.


    I was about to get into my car when someone called me that made me stop for a second.


    "Leysa, honey." Calm but with longing voice behind me. I don''t want to turn around but I need to. I


    need to face them now, to have a better and happy life tomorrow.


    I slowly turned around, and that seemed to be a signal for my mother to hug me tightly. Yes, she is


    the one who called my attention. I miss her, I miss this kind of hug, a Mom''s hug. I miss these hugs


    then until now. So I couldn''t stop crying and hugging her. Dad also approached, and he touched my


    face, murmuring words, I longed to hear.


    "I''m sorry for all the wrong things we''ve done to you. And I hope it''s not toote to correct our wrong


    decisions. Come back to us, my princess." My dad said. I just smiled at him as a response.


    I came home that night with some happiness and peace in my heart, because I got to talk with my


    parents, and fixed everything we needed to fix, which would have been fixed since then if I had not


    been swallowed up by anger and revenge. But then, everything is slowly falling in its right ces,


    little by little I am now moving forward.


    Even Grandpa and my Mom already talked. They fixed all their misunderstandings before and I saw


    how happy my grandfather was. That is what he really hopes for to hug his beloved daughter again.


    **


    I am here now in front of Mom and Dad''s house. They got it renovated because of their bad luck. So


    they changed it, especially that I am now back to their life, we all needed a fresh start. Oh well, we


    have a family dinner tonight.


    And yes, I brought my twins with me. Mom and Dad, they still don''t know about them yet, only now


    will they know that they already have a grandchild. I saw two other cars that were parked in the


    garage, who will be with us tonight.


    I looked at my twins, they are looking pretty good in their cute dress and suit.


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    Freda smiled when I stared at her.


    "Mama, I know I am pretty. See? Because you are my Mom," she said giggling at me.


    I looked at Leyson who was looking outside of my car. He was sad, it''s visible to me because I''m


    their mom. I knew their every move, their emotions but before I could speak. He already said


    something that really broke my heart.


    "Mama. I think we should go back to Ennd, we are not fitted here." He said softly while bowing.


    That''s why I reached for him.


    "Come here, my boy." And he approached me, and hugged me tight like how I hugged him.


    "I saw him, yesterday... at school. I thought, we are the one he was waiting for. But I saw how he


    hugged and carried the boy, Mom. And I feel envied. I shouldn''t feel this way but I can''t. I am


    jealous of how he cared for the other child." And there he said it, and it broke my heart into pieces.


    This is my fault. I didn''t let my children meet their father. This is my fault. Gosh.


    I think I need to talk to him, for my children --our children.