CHAPTER 46


    In addition she wanted to show to her father that she is more useful than her father''s family that her


    father chose over her way back a long time ago.


    Her father left her in her Aunt Selma''s house because of her stepmother.


    The other side of her personality, the bad side dictates her to take revenge. She is consumed with


    anger this time.


    But the other side of her personality which is good dictates her to help her father because she is still


    her father even though he abandoned her when she was a child.


    Haya got so confused about what she felt at this moment.


    Then a few hourster. After the two sides of her personality fight inside of her, the bad side wins. She


    is ready to do bad things again.


    She will just listen to her father''s wish to take revenge.


    Haya slowly walks in front of the mirror.


    She decided to reveal her real physical appearance. She removed the dye on her hair.


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    She removes her makeup that makes her look Asian women.


    After removing those things her real physical appearance reveal. She looks more beautiful.


    When she was satisfied with her looks she decided to go outside again even though it''s already


    evening.


    She goes to the city downtown.


    She decided to eat her dinner at one of the restaurants in the city which is inside the huge shopping


    center.


    Haya is about to enter the restaurant when a stranger bumps on her head. She nearly slip on the floor.


    Her feet slide identally and she lose her bnce and about to fall over but the stranger was able to


    grab her arms so she didn’t fall.


    Haya was so annoyed. She turns around to start a fight but she gets surprised when she sees who the


    man who bumps on her is.


    “Atif?!" Haya eximed.


    Atif let go of her arms, smile and said;


    “What are you doing here?!" Atif asked


    Haya frowned at him and said;


    "What do you think?!" Haya said.


    Instead of answering, Atif holds Haya''s hand and leads her inside the restaurant.


    To avoid creating a scene Haya just obeyed.


    Atif chooses a table good for two people at the corner of the restaurant.


    He calls the waiter and orders some food while Haya remains silent. She just observe what Atif is


    doing.


    Haya notice that Atif is really attractive even he just wear an ordinary shirts and jeans. Atif is wearing a


    ck shirt that fits on his semi muscr body. Atif like fashion too. Wearing ripped jeans make him


    fashionable and stylish. The ripped jeans that he is wearing add more charm and coolness in his


    personality. As well as his shoulder length dark semi curly hair that curled prettily around his face.


    When the food is served, Atif puts some food on Haya''s te then on his own te.


    Haya watches what he is doing with a frown in her face and raises eyebrows.


    "Come on. Let’s eat. Stop raising your eyebrow at me." Atif said then smiled.


    “Fine!" Haya said then get her spoon and fork.


    Atif is about to put some food again on Haya''s te but Haya stops him by hitting his hand with her


    spoon.


    "Ouch! Why do you do that?! Atif said when the spoon hit his hand.


    “Enough. I had too much food on my te. You want me to get fat?" Haya said, frowning at Atif.


    Atifughed and said;


    “On diet? Don''t worry even if you be fat, it is for sure you still have a husband? Your marriage is


    arranged right?" Atif said.


    Haya was surprised to hear those words from Atif.


    “You already knew about that?" Haya asked.


    “Yeah. Even the date. My grandfather told me." Atif answered while his gaze fixed on Haya''s beautiful


    face.


    Haya just ignored his action. And start eating her food.


    “Haya you look so beautiful. You look more beautiful with your real appearance." Atif said.


    Haya just continued eating and pretended she heard nothing.


    Then after a few minutes Haya decided to ask Atif if he knew who the guy that she is about to marry.


    For sure Atif knew because he is one of the Board of Directors in H & A Summit Holding Inc.


    "Atif, do you know who that guy that I''m about to marry. My father still didn''t know who he was. He is


    still waiting for adviceing from your grandfather." Haya asked.


    “Yes. Very well." Atif said.


    “Who is he?" Haya asked


    “Here in front of you." Atif answered.


    “You mean, you are the one?" Haya asked.


    "Yes. I am." Atif answered.


    “Atif after our marriage can you please allow me to go back to Asian country. And please let''s just


    remain friends." Haya said begging to Atif.


    But he is determined enough not to let her go again. So he take all his courage to say these words to


    her;


    “Why can’t it be? Why can’t it be the two of us? Why can’t we be lovers? Only friends?" Atif asked.


    Haya lowered her head. Just looking at her te. Remain silent.


    Her psychological condition is the main reason.


    Her emotion is always splitting.


    It takes a few minutes before she answers Atif''s question.


    "Because I know I''m only hurting you. I know I''m always making you cry. Maybe you''re right when you


    said that I need a psychiatrist. I don''t want to be your burden for a lifetime. All of my past


    rtionships failed. End up in break up. I''m a very difficult person to be with. I can''t control myself most


    of the time doing things that makes other people annoy. Also I don''t want to fall in love with you


    because I don''t want to get hurt anymore. I’m fed up having been into a rtionship and failed. All the


    rtionship partners that I had before left me all alone." Haya answered.


    “Don’t worry Haya. Just for a chance to be with you I''ll try to risk all. Don''t be afraid to fall in love with


    me because I will never leave you until the end. I know how to keep my promises. I know how to keep


    them well. You really knew me at all. We can share theughter’s and the pain. I will never leave you


    alone so please don''t go. Say you’ll never go. Please? Atif said.


    Haya didn''t answer. She just cried.


    Atif knows what the meaning of that silence is and crying; she is determined to leave him again no


    matter what he does.


    But this time Atif doesn''t want to let her go again.


    So he decided to use all the power and authority that he has because it seems that Haya won''t listen to


    his plea.


    This time she speaks to Haya with authority and threat.


    “Look. Stop making drama. We are in a public ce. Let''s get into business. It is clear on the


    agreement that is signed by your father that you will marry me in exchange of the funds that he got to


    save hispany. And if he didn''t fulfill what is asked on the agreement hispany will be taken by


    H & A Summit Holdings, Inc. and this will be given to the other business partner to manage. In short,


    the ownership with his ownpany will be terminated. That means he will totally lost hispany.


    And I know your father can’t afford losing hispany. I just sticking to what is written on the


    agreement and to the policy. It is a must that the owners of thepanies under H & A Summit


    Holdings, Inc. are only rtives and close friends of my grandfather Haris who all belong from upper


    ss society; they only wanted business partners orpany owners that are also from the society


    where they belong. They don''t want to ept anyone who is not rted to any one of them like your


    father to belong to H & A Summit Holdings, Inc. They suggest that if he wants to belong in H & A


    Summit Holdings, Inc., any of his son or daughter will marry anyone who belongs to H & A Summit


    Holdings, Inc. Hope it is clear to you now that you have to marry me and perform your duty here as my


    wife. It means that you are not allowed to go anywhere. “Atif exined.


    Haya didn''t say anything.


    So Atif asked her this question;


    "Haya do you understand?" Atif asked with a frown in his face.


    But Haya just remains silent.


    “Answer me!" Atif said in a voice full of authority.


    Haya raises her eyes to look into Atif''s face; then she answers him.


    “Fine! I will marry you by then just to save my father''spany." Haya said.


    “Good. It''ste at night, I''ll drive you home now.


    Monday


    H&A Perfume Company


    Thepany was officially open.


    Atif got so busy supervising thepany while Haya started working on the production area.


    When Haya shift ends Atif fetches her. He promised to drive her home.


    Haya sees that Atif seems so tired.


    They both feel tired so none of them talk while on the road.


    When they reached Haya''s unit Atif immediately set the food that he bought on the table. Then without


    talking to each other they eat dinner.


    After eating dinner Haya expecting that Atif will go home but she hear Atif said;


    “I will sleep here tonight." Atif said.


    “Fine!" Haya answered with a frown in her face. When their eyes met Haya raised her eyebrow while


    Atif just showed his sweetest smile.


    Days went on and on.


    Their daily routine became like that.


    Atif will fetch Haya after work and drive her home.


    Then he sleeps in Haya''s apartment from time to time.


    During the weekend they go out for a date.


    Atif''s birthdayes.


    During Atif''s birthday party Haris officially announced the official date of Atif and Haya''s wedding.


    After the announcement the dinner was served


    Then when the dinner was over they began the dance.


    Especially the visitors who are couples dance in sweet music.


    Atif is too good looking in his formal attire.


    The color of it matches on his shoulder length dark hair that he keeps on a man bun with some strand


    loosen and curled prettily around his face.


    While Haya is wearing a light purple pink evening gown. She looks too beautiful and younger than her


    age.


    Haya feels too bored at the party.


    There are many visitors that she can hardly recognize.


    She got even so annoyed because there are many women who show their interest in Atif even though


    they knew that Atif and her are about to get married.


    Haya just finds a seat then watches the couple who are dancing.


    Then all of sudden Atif came to Haya.


    Ask her to dance with him when the music by Dan Hill with the title Never Thought (That I Could Love)


    yed.


    Few hourster the party was over.