Chapter 34
*Ryder’s POV
“What you forgive me?” I asked her again not believing what she just said.
She holds my face in both her hands. I close my eyes and lean into her hands relishing in the feeling
that her touch gave me.
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“Yes. I. Forgive. You.” She said with kisses on my eyelids after each word.
I didn’t open my eyes instead I closed them more tightly to hold my tears back. I was happy, overjoyed
and relieved that she forgave me. So relieved that made me want to cry. She sensing my need to cry
hugs me and I keep my head on her chest to which she didn’t have anyins and she pulled both
of us back so that she was sitting with her back to the headboard and held me tightly with her face on
my hair.
“I love you. So much. That it hurts to not forgive you. What you did was stupid but I can’t hold your past
against you instead I can help you to ovee the guilt you have for what you have done.” She said
without breaking the way we were sitting.
“I am sorry.” I said and felt tears rolling down my cheeks.
“Hey hey shhhh.” She said by rubbing my arms. God I am such a cry baby but I just couldn’t hold back
my tears.
I haven’t even cried for my parents’ funeral which I never attended nor did I visit their graves. I think all
that cold mask I have put up for 3 years is finally broken and that is taking a toll on me that all the
sadness, anger for what I did is mixed together anding out as tears.
She held me like that for a few minutes and when my back started to hurt and I started to shift she
pulled us both down toy on the bed with my face on her chest and I don’t know when we fell asleep
but I was pretty exhausted after ‘the talk’ that I woke up at morning. I think she too must have been
exhausted that when I woke up the roles were changed and she was on my chest while I had both my
arms wrapped around her. I must admit that the talk was mentally exhausting.
And since it was a Saturday, it meant we cany down little more as we didn’t have to go to office. Iid
down without moving so that I wont wake her up. By now the fever I had was gone. I am only scared if
she got my fever but was relieved when I touched her forehead to check the temperature and it was
warm not hot.
After checking her temperature, I kept my arm back to its ce that is around her waist, and looked at
her sleeping peacefully. She was so beautiful. I am such one lucky man. I thank my stars for meeting
her.
The first time I met her was at yground when she was 3 and I was 5. She was on ground crying and
a boy was standing thereughing at her. From looking at the scene I understood that he pushed her
off the slide and was mocking her. I had this sudden urge to protect her and defend her so I went and
pushed the boy back with such a force that he fell on the ground and went to her to pick her up from
the floor. While I was dusting off her dress the bully pushed me down and I felt very angry because the
boy dared to pick a fight with me. I got off the ground to push him down and me on top of him and
before I could punch him, I was pulled off by a pair of big arms. I turned my head to see that it was Mr.
Marshal and he said the boy was not worth my anger which made me cool down. And I went to the
crying Kat while Mr. Marshal went to the boy and advised him.
I tried to stop her crying because it made me want to cry which was odd as I was one such bad
naughty boy. And suddenly I noticed her looking at a particr direction and when I looked at that
direction, I found a girl with a cupcake in her hands which made me smile because I found her
weakness and said I will get the cupcake for her but she ran off before I could say anything else. Long
gone was the crying Kat the next thing I saw was Kat fighting with the girl, thetter holding her
cupcake behind her back. I too ran off in that direction to take Kat from there and get her a cupcake
from my house before she could do something to that poor girl. My Kat was such a strong girl even at
such an age.
I was smiling to that memory that I didn’t notice Kat woke up.
“What made you smile so big in the morning. Dream?” She asked to which I nodded.
“A beautiful dream that did happen.” I said to which she furrowed her eyebrows. I exined further
saying, “I was remembering the time when we met for the first time.
She too smiled at that. “mm. Bully, me crying, you came as my knight in the shining armour, me fighting
with that poor girl for cupcake.” She chuckled at the memory.
“Good morning.” She said pecking my lips.
“That was hardly a morning kiss. This is a morning kiss.” I closed our distance with my lips on hers.
*Warning: there is a small kissing scene
Her lips, like I had remembered it to be, was soft which made me want to kiss her all the time. The
moment I had my lips on hers I had a beautiful sensation making me turned on. I swiped her bottom
lips with my tongue in silent question to open her mouth to which she dly opened.
Soon we were kissing passionatelypensating for all the time we have lost together. To my
unfortunate that made me harden more which was painful as I wanted nothing but to be inside her at
that moment but I knew I got to stop this before I take this to next level, which I am pretty sure she
might not be ready for it as it was just few hours before we found our way back to each other after
everything we have been through. Or the things I have made us both go through in our rtionship but
pushing her away.
*End of kissing scene
“Now that is what I call a morning kiss.” I said after we pulled apart to breathe.
She chuckled and tightened her hold on me with her face on my chest. “That is the way you want your
morning kiss to be.” She corrected to which I nodded my head and held her even tightly with my nose
in her hair inhaling her addicting scent.