Physical contact


    Shawn was holding me, I tried to fix my position but he was not helpful. He kept staring into my eyes


    before he viciously attacked my mouth searching for a way in. I gave him permission, as I was feeling


    emotional at that time; he kept trailing his tongue throughout my mouth exploring every corner.


    His breath had a sweet taste of chocte and his hands slid to my butt, he groped my butt pulling me


    closer to his chest. I felt my insides melting from his touch; his hands were roaming all over my body


    finding their way to my abdomen, thighs, back, and my nape. His thing was rubbing against my waist


    as he was holding me even stronger.


    I flinched when he suddenly fondled my breast, heading to my neckline cing kisses all over my


    upper body; he sat on his knees licking my abdomen in a very sexy way that dragged me insane. He


    pulled my thigh in a motion that caused me to fall on hisp, he ced his hand on my nape forcing his


    way into my mouth as he bit my lips licking all over them.


    His hands got even braver as he slid his hand beneath my bra; he was grabbing my naked breast. I


    have to be honest; at that point, I had already given up to his touch, and that was what made me


    restless though. The problem is that I would never allow such a thing to happen if I was not already


    attracted to the one in front of me.


    I was not only sexually attracted to him; I started falling in love with his personality. My curiosity towards


    him and the several weaknesses I show when I am with him is solid proof that I am in danger, I can''t


    fall for him. I could not convince my body to listen to this reason as I circted my arms around his


    body pulling him in a hug.


    I could not break the kiss but even yed a big role in keeping the wheels rolling. I could feel


    something hard beneath my butt, I do not know whether he is sensitive or if I am that good to turn him


    on.


    " Want me to help you with that?" I asked shyly looking down.


    " I would pretty much appreciate you giving me a hand." He replied.


    We knew that we will not do it just yet, we cannot even risk trying to have sex outdoors, and any


    student could pass by any minute so we had to hurry. I also was not ready to lose my virginity this way


    and by Shawn, I guess he knew it as well so he chose to just let me help him finish his business


    instead.


    It was my first time touching it, I felt hot and my hands started shaking. I do not know what to do


    exactly. Shawn grabbed my hand and showed me the correct way to do it in order to relieve it. I started


    repeating the hand gesture he showed me over and over again, his breathing started getting faster and


    he dug his head into my neck inhaling my scent.


    I noticed that he was getting closer to his climax; I fastened my hand motion pressing on its tip gently


    but applying pressure. He was holding back a moan that managed to slip from his vocals when he


    finally came.


    " I am sorry," he said when he noticed that he came in my hand. He pulled out a handkerchief from his


    pocket and cleaned both my hands, he quickly stood up and searched for wet wipes, he continued


    cleaning my palms when he found them.


    I did not utter a single word, my face was so red already and as if I lost the ability to speak, I kept silent.


    Shawn noticed that I am embarrassed, the rush of adrenaline that I felt earlier faded away which forced


    me to think with my brain, what the fuck have I just done? I asked myself.


    " You look even cuter when you are embarrassed; you be meek as well which oppositely to your


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    usual self." He chuckled.


    " I am not embarrassed; I just remembered that I have a ss to attend now. I have to go." I lied.


    " C''mon I will take you home, all sses have already ended," he answered back.


    He hugged my figure transferring his heat to my body that was already overheated. I let him hug me


    since I was in dire need to hide behind something right now so I just covered my face with his shirt. He


    grinned, we enjoyed spending time together and our rtionship was getting stronger by the time.


    I followed him to his car and he drove me home, Gerald was waiting for us at home. He knew that I did


    not go back with my driver. As soon as we stepped into the mansion, we ate lunch together and I


    headed to my room. I called Tony to ask him for details.


    " I was waiting for your call," Tony began.


    " What did you find?"


    " Jack has been tracking you thesest few days, he doubted what he heard from your friends and his


    doubts were confirmed, he took pictures of you..."


    " Yeah, I know that, anything else?"


    " Nope, that is it. I do not think he nned for anything yet. Gerald''s family is not a family that he can


    mess with at all."


    " Okay, I understand. Thanks, Tony."


    " Don''t mention it."


    I had a n in mind, I needed to speak with Gerald regarding a few terms that would help him


    understand his son''s need and how to win him back. I know that Shawn would not like it if I did that but


    I did not have any choice. As I said before I am not ready to marry an arrogant dead rich fellow, which


    is not the life I imagined nor wanted.


    We may be attracted to each other but since wee from very different worlds, this variance would


    cause us a problem sooner orter. I do not want to be indulged in a loss game, I never did and I never


    will. I will have to rush things up and get out of this mansion as fast as I can. I will prepare for a n B


    in case things went south.


    I will have to secure another escape route just in case Gerald had an ulterior motive and did not allow


    me to peacefully walk away.