Chapter 33


    What am I feeling right now? Should I be happy or...


    Suddenly, the door to my house burst open. Sofia neveres in such a rush. I turned to spot Xander


    breathlessly looking at the entrance. He''s here to see me at this night time. Did he receive my voice


    message?


    No one spoke for a minute. His eyes shifted from my face to my phone. " Are you watching my


    wedding? The one where I run away?" He asked.


    " Yeah, the one where a groom ran away instead of a bride."


    " Yeah, that''s true. I can''t marry her. I thought you gave up on me. But then I received your voice


    message at thest minute"


    " I''m so sorry, Xander. I walked away from you. But I gave you a lot of missed calls for the past two


    days. But you didn''t respond to my calls. I thought you moved on," I told him, tossing the phone aside.


    " I didn''t know you called me, Madison. If I have known it earlier, I would have responded in a minute.


    Veronica deleted all the calls I got from you. She even tried to delete the voice message you sent me. I


    just caught her with my phone today morning. You asked me to meet you outside the dinner yesterday.


    I already missed the day. She did it all," Xander exined.


    She''s still trying to break us apart but for god''s sake, Xander saw my message.


    " I can''t believe she hasn''t changed a little after many years. I can''t imagine what would have happened


    if you have never seen my message. I thought it''s all over," I spoke as I''m close to tears.


    " It didn''t happen. The wedding''s cancelled for good. I''m not worried about my memories anymore. I


    want to start a new life. I''m okay with these new memories if you are in it," Xander said, as I ran into his


    arms. That''s what I wanted to do days ago but I walked away. I will never do that again.


    " I''m d it''s over. I know you asked me to move in with you. I will do that, Xander." I said, pressing my


    lips to his lips. He didn''t speak any more words but kissed me desperately and fiercely.


    " Close the door," I muttered as he locked it and questioned me. " Isn''t Sofia home yet?"


    " No. It may take an hour or so,"


    " Oh, we got more time," He pushed me towards the coach without breaking the kiss. His hands


    roamed all over my body. It feels like it''s been a long time without seeing him.


    " What did your parents say about your runaway?" I asked as wey on the couch with Xander on top


    of me.


    " Is it important? I can''t really think of anything but you," He replied, taking my top off.


    " I''m just wondering about it. They are still your parents," I spoke as I got distracted by Xander''s hands


    on my body.


    " We can think about itter. They have to understand me one day. At the time, I will tell them that I''m


    going to marry you," He replied and buried his face in my neck.


    " I didn''t know you are so serious about our wedding?" I managed to say in between moans.


    " I''m damn serious about this. Or why would I choose a cake for us? Now, can we postpone the


    conversationter?"


    " I can''t stop being talkative but I will try," I told while I removed his shirt. I ran my hand over his chest


    admiring his muscle. Years ago, when I was lying next to him with his shirt off, he just yelled at me and


    left the room. The memoriese to me but it''s not going to happen again.


    " You are so beautiful, Madison. I wanted to say that from the day I saw you in the hospital," He lovingly


    caressed my check.


    " I was a mess that day. I had bloodshot eyes too since the moment I saw you got hit by the car,"


    " But I loved the way you looked at me. You looked like I''m everything to you. I wanted to know you


    from that day,"


    " And now you know me. I know we put the past behind us, but I wanted to tell you one thing. I loved


    you for a very long time. For many years."


    " Did you?" There''s an amusement in his eyes.


    " I would have loved you back. Did I?"


    " Nope. You didn''t. That doesn''t matter. But now you love me." I pulled him for another kiss. Suddenly, I


    felt some vibration in the coach.


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    Xander took my phone and kept it down on the floor.


    " You didn''t see who it is?"


    " Yeah, you can attend itter. I don''t want anyone to interrupt this moment."


    " Neither do I," I kissed him again until our lips are swollen. Then my hands moved down to his pants.


    " Are you sure?"


    " Yeah, you don''t want it?" I frowned.


    " Of course, I want it. Why would I even say ''no''? " I rxed after hearing that. Xander won''t remember


    it but he''s my first kiss and I was his first. I don''t know if Veronica was his first which is thest thing I


    want to think about. But I want him to be the one and only one in my life.


    " Do you have...." I stopped in middle.


    " Protection? Yes, I do."


    I raised my eyebrow.


    " Don''t look at me like that. I want to make love to you. I know we can''t do it in the hospital with me


    having a broken arm. But today''s the day, I want everything to be perfect." He told and leaned to kiss


    me once again. I didn''t dare to start another conversation.


    .....


    I heard the knocking sounding from the door. Shiiit...It must be Sofia. I didn''t know how many


    hours passed but I''m lying with Xander on the coach. We are tangled up since the space is too


    contagious.


    " Madison? What are you doing? Open the door. Are you okay? I know you are upset with Xander''s


    wedding. But you don''t need to lock you up in the house." She yelled from outside. Oh, god. If I didn''t


    open up the door, she will tell my life story to all our neighbours.


    I grabbed my phone from the floor to see the time. It''s almost 11:00 pm. She''s way toote than I


    expected.


    " Xander, wake up," I called him as he was sleeping peacefully. For a minute, I can''t stop myself from


    admiring his handsome face and his square jawline. At the beginning of the day, all I imagined is


    Xander putting a ring on Veronica''s finger. Not for a second, I thought we would make love.


    " Madison? Are you alright? I''m afraid, now. I will call the police if you don''t reply,"


    NO, don''t do such things. That will embarrass me forever.


    " I''m fine, Sofia. Why do you even need to call the police? I will open the door in some minutes. Please


    wait," I replied without moving my body from the coach.


    " Thank god, you replied. I thought you are trying to end your life,"


    " What? I''m not that stupid. Why would I do that?" I spoke louder enough for her to hear.


    " because today Xander''s wedding. I thought you will do something bad to yourself. I know you miss


    him so badly,"


    Why would I miss him when he''s asleep next to me? I thought to myself.