That made nca ask. “Who told you, Honey?”


    nca tried to lie while shaking her head. “No. That’s not true.”


    “Don’t lie! I already know everything!”


    “Starting today, we are divorced! I don’t want to be with you anymore. I regret having married you and having sex with you,” said Lorenzo.


    Then he took his bag and walked away quickly. nca immediately ran after Lorenzo.


    “Honey, please listen to me first!” nca said while she held Lorenzo’s arm.


    “No! I don’t want to hear from you anymore!” said Lorenzo.


    “Why, Honey?” nca asked Lorenzo’s reason.


    “Please, give me a chance!” nca begged.


    “I have given you time so far to tell me everything, but you don’t tell me everything.” Lorenzo answered while he let go of nca’s arm.


    “Honey!” nca tried to catch Lorenzo, but he ran so fast that Lorenzo was not caught up.


    She immediately cried and woke up. She felt the tears running down her face.


    Her heart was pounding erratically. She took a deep breath and exhaled heavily again to calm her feelings.


    She nned to sleep again, but she couldn’t. Her eyes were still bulging.


    Her heart was still beating wildly. Her brain was still thinking hard-what if Lorenzo knew and found out the truth?


    “Is Lorenzo going to be angry and leave me? Should I tell him now?” asked nca in her heart.


    “No! No!”


    “Don’t do that! I can’t tell him now.” nca said in her heart.


    “If I tell him now, I can fail to get married with him.” ncained again in her heart.


    nca bit her lip. She didn’t know what to do.


    She was silent for a moment and took out her phone. She opened social media and checked the notifications on her social media.


    She searched funny posts on social media to calm his feelings and made her can sleep again. After she found it, she saw it.


    ***


    Meanwhile, in the middle of Lorenzo’s deep sleep, he woke up suddenly. He wanted to sleep again, but he couldn’t.


    He had a bad feeling that something bad was going on or would be. He didn’t know what the hunch was, but it was clear that the hunch made him unable to sleep.


    “What’s wrong?” asked Lorenzo in his heart.


    “Why can’t I sleep anymore?” Lorenzo felt very curious about it.


    “Is it because I feel curious about the real reason?” Lorenzo asked again in his heart.


    He tried to take his phone. Then, he looked at his social media. He saw nca, who was still online.


    In his heart, he asked. “nca? Still online?”


    “What’s wrong?” asked Lorenzo curiously in his heart.


    He looked at the clock, which showed twelve o’clock at night. Lorenzo immediately asked again in his heart.


    “Howe she’s still online at this hour? Usually she’s off, and she’s sleeping at this time.”


    “Is she in big trouble? That’s why she can’t sleep.”


    “Or maybe he forgot to turn off his phone?” Lorenzo guessed.


    “Maybe.”


    Because of that, Lorenzo immediately sent her a message to prove whether nca was asleep or not.


    “Hi, nca!” said Lorenzo in his message.This text is property of N?/velD/rama.Org.


    ***


    That message made nca’s phone ring. “Ping!”


    nca saw that there was a new notification. She immediately opened the notification and saw a message from Lorenzo.


    nca immediately asked in her heart. “What’s the message? Hasn’t Lorenzo slept?”


    nca immediately replied to Lorenzo’s message. “Hi, Lorenzo!”


    “What’s wrong, nca, my love? Howe you haven’t slept yet?” he asked.


    “How about you? Why haven’t you slept yet?” nca asked Lorenzo again.


    “I have a bad feeling like there is a big problem or like something big is about to be revealed soon. I wonder what it is until that thing can make it hard for me to sleep. So, because of that, I can’t sleep tonight, but I have slept for a while.” Lorenzo exined that he had trouble sleeping that night.


    “Deg!” nca’s heart pounded erratically again.


    “Even Lorenzo feels the same with me. Is this going to be revealed in the near future?” asked nca in her heart.


    She bit her lip nervously because she was nervous and because she was afraid of bad things that she didn’t expect to happen in her life. She loves Lorenzo very much, and she doesn’t want to lose him.


    She loves Lorenzo with all her heart. She can’t imagine if Lorenzo leaves herter because of that thing.


    “How about you? Why haven’t you slept yet?” Lorenzo asked nca’s reason back.


    nca froze and fell silent for a while. Her fingers trembled and cooled.


    Her face was pale. Her heart was pounding erratically. She imagined all the bad things in her life happening.


    Meanwhile, Lorenzo, who felt that his question was not answered by nca, immediately sent another message. “???”


    He waited a few moments for nca to answer his message, but nca was still silent and frozen because her great fear still haunted her. Lorenzo’s hunch was getting worse. He felt like it was true that something bad happened to nca.


    “What bad things happened to nca until nca hasn’t replied to my messages? What’s that?” asked Lorenzo himself.


    “nca? Are you okay?” Lorenzo asked in the message.


    “I’m scared.” nca expressed her fear.


    This made Lorenzo immediately call nca. Not long after, the call was picked up by nca because she thought that was the right time for me to talk about anything.


    “I think I need to talk about it to make everything clear. If I fail to get married tomorrow because of this thing, that’s okay. At least, I don’t want to be a widow.”


    “What’s the thing that you’re afraid of?” asked Lorenzo on the call.


    nca wanted to tell what happened, but at that time, her great fear made her change her mind. She thought that she shouldn’t say anything about that.


    If she said about that, the happiness wedding would be canceled, and she would always be the betting item. So she thought for a while to find an excuse.


    “I’m afraid that tomorrow’s party will fail,”ined nca, because she was also afraid that her wedding party would fail, besides being afraid that her secret would be revealed.


    “No. It won’t fail,” said Lorenzo.


    “But I’m afraid, Honey. What if our party fails tomorrow?” asked nca.


    “How can it fail?” Lorenzo asked nca’s opinion. He wanted to know what made nca feel so scared.


    “For example, no onees to our wedding; our marriage is not approved, the party fails, etc.” nca replied.


    “No, Honey. We’ve been preparing for this for a long time. So, how can it fail?” asked Lorenzo again.


    “Yes, that’s true, but I’m scared.” ncained again.


    “nca, you don’t have to listen to your fears! Don’t be afraid of things that haven’t happened yet!” advised Lorenzo.


    “Well! Don’t be afraid! Tomorrow will be okay.” Lorenzo tried to calm nca down.


    “Okay.” nca exhaled heavily. One of his fears starting to fade allowed him to breathe a little easier, even though he was notpletely relieved.


    “Why are you like that? It looks like there’s a problem. What is the problem?” asked Lorenzo caringly after he heard nca’s breath.


    “I’m still scared.” ncained.


    “What makes you afraid again, Honey? What are you afraid of?” Lorenzo asked about nca’s other fears.


    “I’m afraid you’ll change and leave me, Lorenzo.” nca told him about her fears.


    “No, Honey! I won’t leave you.” Lorenzo said.


    “You know I love you so much and I will give anything for you, right?” Lorenzo made sure nca knew.


    “Yes, I know.” nca nodded her head.


    “So, what are you afraid of again?” Lorenzo asked.


    “If one day you find out that I have a very dark and ugly past that affects my present, and that thing is impossible to affect my future, what will you do? Will you leave me?” nca used a supposition sentence, as there was no way she could say that directly.


    “Well! I’ll see what’s on that thing. Why did it happen?”


    “What’s the reason? I’ll find out everything first.”


    “Can it be repaired and resolved or not? If possible, I’ll try to repair and resolve it.”


    “If not, I’ll try to repair it as much as possible. If I can’t repair it, well, there must be a cause, right?”


    “It’s not that easy to leave you. I already love you so much. So, in the future, whatever the problem, we will face it and get through it together.”


    Lorenzo’s words made nca feel relieved. Her fear went away.


    She immediately exhaled heavily. “Fyuuh!”


    nca’s breath was heard on the call. That made Lorenzo ask.


    “Indeed, what’s going on? What’s wrong with your past?”


    “There’s something very gloomy and scary out there, but I can’t talk right now,” nca replied.


    “Why?” Lorenzo asked nca’s reason.


    “I can’t say that.” nca answered.


    “Who forbade you to say it?” asked Lorenzo again, with curiosity.


    “I can’t say the name right now, but I’ll tell youter.” I promise!”  nca promised.


    Lorenzo immediately nodded his head. He understood nca’s condition.


    “Hmmh…  I see.”


    “Yeah.”


    “Well! Just sleep now! We have to wake up, prepare, and get ready early tomorrow,” Lorenzo advised.


    “There’s nothing you’re afraid of, right?” Lorenzo confirmed.


    “Yes. Nothing.” nca started to smile.


    “Thank you!”


    “You’re wee, Love! I’ll end the call. Is that okay?”


    “Yes. That’s okay.”


    “Good bye, honey!” Lorenzo gave her a kiss afterwards.


    “Good bye, honey!” nca replied by giving Lorenzo another kiss on the phone. Then, Lorenzo ended the call, and they went to sleep.