nca thought for a moment before she spoke from her heart. “No! I shouldn’t pick up the call right now.”


    “I can contact himter, when I have calmed down. Maybe at that time, I can exin to him everything that happened to me. I don’t want to say something wrong that will only create new problems and can damage our rtionship.” nca thought, which made her ignore the call until the call died.


    She wanted to calm her feelings and thoughts first for a while before shemunicated with Lorenzo again. Because of that, she immediately blocked Lorenzo’s contacts and all of Lorenzo’s social media.


    “Maybe it’s time for me to forget about Lorenzo.” nca took a deep breath and let it out slowly.


    She tried to calm her feelings, but she didn’t know that somehow all the bad moments in her life came back to her. She remembered his father often drinking and gambling.


    ***


    At that time, nca’s father came home with the smell of alcoholing from his mouth. He immediately asked for money from nca’s mother.


    “Honey, where’s the money? I want to gamble.”


    “We don’t have much money, Dad.” nca’s mother lied.


    “Ah!” shouted nca’s father.


    He didn’t believe the words that came out of the mouth of nca’s mother. He immediately went to the bedroom of nca’s parents and looked for money.


    He took money from every bag and every wallet. Finally, from the bag of nca’s mother.


    “Honey, don’t! Don’t do that!” nca’s mother tried to cancel her husband intention while she grabbed the money that nca’s father had taken.


    nca’s mother begged him not to gamble. “Honey, please don’t gamble! Please, honey!”


    “Ah! I’m dizzy.” nca’s fatherined while pping nca’s mother, which made her mother’s cheeks turn red.


    “I want to gamble.” nca’s father argued.


    “How long do you want us to stay as mediocre?” nca’s father asked


    “If we win, I’m sure we can be rich and we can buy anything as we want.” He said it excitedly.


    Then heughed with great satisfaction. He imagined that he and his family would be so rich.


    “Honey, what if you lose again?” asked nca’s mother.


    “Ah! I won’t lose this time. I’m sure.”


    “That time I won.  So, how can I lose again this time?”


    “Yes, Dad. What if you lose? You often lose, Dad!”


    nca tried to remind her father. She thought that maybe her father would cancel his n to bet at this time.


    “Ah, you’re only a child! What do you know? Just shut up!” Her father pped nca again.


    “Come with me to the casino bar!” Her father immediately pulled nca’s arm out of the house.


    “Dad, please let me go! I don’t want to go to the casino bar.” nca asked while trying to let go of her hand.


    “Shut up!” shouted nca’s father while pinching nca’s hand.


    “Do you want me to p you or pinch you again?” asked nca’s father.


    That made nca afraid. So nca immediately apologized for making her father angry.


    “No, Dad. I’m sorry!”


    “Dad, if you want to gamble, just do it by yourself! Don’t force me to join the gamble!” nca gave an advice.


    “No need to advise me, Little girl!” her father shouted again.


    “Remember! You’re only a girl.”


    nca’s father pointed his index finger at nca. Then he flicked nca on the forehead. nca could only remain silent.


    At that time, there was a taxi passing by. nca’s father immediately screamed. “Taxi!”


    Not long after, a taxi stopped in front of them. nca’s father immediately opened the door and dragged nca into the car.


    He also got into the car. Then he closed the car door with great force until it sounded. “Brak!”


    “Where do you want to go?” asked the driver.


    “Please take me to Lyero Casino Bar!” nca’s father ordered.


    “Okay.” The driver drove them to the Lyero Casino Bar.


    nca could only be silent during the trip. She was taken by her father to the Lyero Casino Bar because she was afraid of being abused by her father.


    ***


    Not only that, nca also remembered when her father lost at gambling and hit the table so hard. At that time, his father shouted. “Ah!”


    “I lose again! I lose again!” Her fatherined at that time, which was still remembered in her mind.


    She remembered when Trevor gave her father two choices: giving up nca or her parents’ house. Then, her father immediately decided to give nca to Trevor.


    That night, nca was forced to have sex with Trevor, and her virginity was taken. nca could still remember the agony of being stabbed and tortured.


    Because of this, she became Trevor’s girlfriend. After a long time, she was able to flee Trevor and have an affair with Loenzo behind his back. She also remembered very well about the agreement where she was not allowed to tell other people about it.


    She immediatelyined in her heart. “What I thought earlier is true. Lorenzo’s parents will definitely disagree with my rtionship with Lorenzo.”


    “Lorenzo’s parents only agree about my rtionship with Trevor. I should have realized and I remembered all those things, but why do I fall in love with Lorenzo?”


    “Why? Why did I even cheat on Trevor with Lorenzo? Why did I even break up with Trevor?”


    “My father is right. I should have been loyal to Trevor.” She thought.This content ? 2024 N?velDrama.Org.


    “But I’m not strong enough to be with Trevor all the time. I can’t bear it anymore. I can die if I stay with Trevor and don’t break up with him.”


    “My body is already full of scars from Trevor. I have to escape, and it’s the first time I’ve been able to escape.” She said.


    “Indeed, it’s because of my father. If my father didn’t gamble, everything will be fine, and they will ept me. They will agree with my rtionship with Lorenzo.”


    “But because my father was gambling and I had be the object of his bet, they don’t agree with my rtionship with Lorenzo. They only agree with my rtionship with Trevor.”


    “They consider me the same as another betting item that they can do with as they please and as they please. So, they think I am not a good woman for Lorenzo.”


    “Ah!” ncamented.


    Her tears flowed even more freely. nca has cried alone in her room for more than a half hour while she reflected on all of this.


    “Don’t think about that again! I have to forget it.” nca decided.


    “Now I have Lorenzo, who loves me and is loyal to me. He always takes care of me, and he cares for me so much.”


    “Not only to me. He also does the same to my baby too.”


    nca said as she looked down at her stomach. Then, a smile appeared on her face because she was happy.


    She tried to smile more and epted her past, even though it was difficult for her. She also wiped away her tears and tried to stop crying.


    “Forget it! Forget it! Forget!” ncamanded her brain to forget about it, but somehow it remembered her again, and she remembered it even more.


    “Ah!” ncained again.


    At that moment, her phone rang. She immediately took her phone away whileining.


    “What’s wrong? Don’t people know it’s night?”


    “It’s just bothering me.” ncained again while she checked the notifications on her phone.


    She saw that there was an iing email from Lorenzo. She immediately asked in her heart as if she knew the answer.


    “From Lorenzo? What else does he want to talk about, anyway?”


    “About his parents disapproving of our rtionship, huh? Isn’t he satisfied after he let me down and made me cry like this?” nca asked in her heart.


    She immediately read the email from Lorenzo.


    “Dear nca,


    I’m Sans Lorenzo. I’m sorry to make you sad by asking you that! I know that’s my fault and I shouldn’t have asked you that question.


    Actually, I just wanted to ask. I didn’t mean to upset you at all.


    So,e on! Don’t be sad and think about that again! Let’s think about the fun stuff!


    Regards,


    Sans Lorenzo”


    After she finished reading the email, she remembered that she had never given Lorenzo her email. She was confused, and she asked in her heart.


    “So, how can Lorenzo know my email address? Who told him my email address? I never give him my email address.”