At that time, nca was turning her body away from Lorenzo. Lorenzo’s left index finger was ying nca’s clitoris, and Lorenzo’s right hand was squeezing nca’s breasts. At that moment, he saw many thin scratches on nca’s back. His eyes immediately bulged because he felt so shocked.
He imagined nca’s back to be smooth and white, like sexy girls in adult films, novels, andic books. Lorenzo immediately frowned and asked the reason for the existence of the scratches.
“Why are there so many scratches, nca?” His finger drew closer to the scratches.
Instead of answering, at that moment, nca said “It’s okay,” and she immediately tried to turn to Lorenzo. She then covered the scratches under her breasts with a nket.
At that moment, Lorenzo knew that nca felt ufortable telling him about what had happened. Lorenzo immediately hugged nca tightly so that she felt veryfortable and would want to talk about what happened.
He also frowned because he felt confused. “Why, Honey?”
“Just talk about it!” asked Lorenzo.
“I’m here for you. I will hear it for you. I’m yours.” He tried to convince nca.
After that, he looked into nca’s eyes intently because he wanted to know her expression. However, at that moment, nca felt awkward, and she felt that she shouldn’t tell Lorenzo about that.
nca was very afraid that Lorenzo would talk about it to Trevor or make a big deal about it, and Trevor would give nca an even tougher punishment. Therefore, nca’s eyes tried to always avoid Lorenzo’s gaze.
At that moment, Lorenzo’s pupils always followed nca’s pupils. Not long after, he saw that nca’s eyes had filled with tears because she felt very sad.
At that moment, nca wanted to cry, but she tried to hold back her tears because she didn’t want Lorenzo to ask her why she was crying. nca immediately tried to make an excuse so Lorenzo wouldn’t ask her to tell him more.
“I don’t think now is the best time for you to know the reason. You will find outter.” nca’s words made Lorenzo immediately frown because he felt confused.
Lorenzo had no idea what time it would happen. “Later? When?”
“Yes. Later.” She repeated her words.
“When it’s the right time for you to know that, I’ll tell you about it.” nca didn’t know exactly when that moment would happen. nca wasn’t sure if that would happen either.
Maybe it will happen forever because she can hide it from Lorenzo. But, it maybe won’t because the truth can’t be hide for long time.
Hearing nca’s words, Lorenzo felt that he should respect nca’s privacy and her feelings. He understood that perhaps it had caused a great deal of trauma, sadness, and pain to nca.
Because of that, nca couldn’t tell him yet, especially since he was just a stranger in her life and wasn’t someone close to her. Maybeter, when he bes someone close to nca, she will want to tell him about the problem.
“Okay. I will wait for you until you tell me the reason,” said Lorenzo.
“I’m sorry I forced you to tell me about it!” Lorenzo immediately apologized because he felt guilty.
“It doesn’t matter.” nca shook her head quickly, because she didn’t think it was Lorenzo’s fault.
It was just not the right time to tell Lorenzo about that, and nca couldn’t tell him either. If the time is right and nca already believes Lorenzo won’t betray her, she will definitely tell him.
The atmosphere was a bit clunky. Lorenzo tried tofort and distract nca’s focus. “Enough, nca! Don’t think about that now! Just focus on our sex now! Just enjoy it!”
“We must feel happy.”
“Okay.” nca immediately wiped her tears, and she tried to stop herself from crying so hard, but she couldn’t. She didn’t understand, but the harder she tried to hold back her tears, the more tears she shed.
“Be rxed, nca! Don’t think about it too much! I’m here. I’ll make sure you’re safe, and I won’t let anyone hurt you like that.” Lorenzo’s words soothed nca’s feelings and made nca’s tears stop immediately.
***
“He often gives me physical punishment. Therefore, it’s not surprising that there are many scratches on my body, especially on my back.” nca continued her sentence.
“Many people feel disgusted and scared of me when they see a lot of scratches on my back.” Many people also think that I am a bad person and get very harsh punishment from the mafia boss. In fact, I’m not like that.” nca talked about the things she often got.
“Yes. I trust you. You’re not like that. You’re a good person, and I really believe that.” Lorenzo’s words raised nca’s confidence.
“Many people also guessed that I was kidnapped and tortured by bad people in the past. Maybe Trevor is a bad person, who kidnapped my love from you.” ncained again.
“Yes. Maybe.” Lorenzo agreed with some of nca’s opinions.
“Yes. He’s so cruel. He has made me unable to escape my love for him.”This is property ? N?velDrama.Org.
“I don’t know how, but I can never turn away my love from him and have always loved him until now. I am so confused and have never understood why I am doing this. Perhaps I love him too much, but I don’t know.” nca waspletely confused.
“Actually, you can get away from him if you want.” Lorenzo’s words made nca’s eyes immediately light up because she felt very happy.
“How?” nca frowned as she felt confused.
“Tell me!” asked nca.
“Leave him, break up with him, and love me! Make me your boyfriend! I’ll help you.” Lorenzo told nca how.
“But what if he gives me more punishment, Lorenzo? I’m so scared.” ncained.
“Me too. Actually, I’m a little bit scared and I’m so scared. I think that’s the only way,” said Lorenzo. Indeed, Lorenzo didn’t think so far.
“By the way, I’m sorry! I didn’t answer your question at that time.” nca immediately apologized because she felt pity for Lorenzo and wanted to let him know the answerter.
“Oh. It doesn’t matter. It’s your right to say it or not.” Lorenzo understood nca’s situation.
“Regarding the wounds on my back, because he always bites and tugs hard every time he gets annoyed with me because I don’t satisfy him when he has sex. I’m already tired, but he still wants to have sex.”
“He feels jealous of my ssmate, or whatever it is. I used to scold him a lot, but he got mad at me back, and he said that I must obey him.”
“Oh, my god!”
“Regarding the wound on my breast…
***
At that time, Trevor bit the bottom of nca’s breasts and tugged on her breasts tightly because he was feeling very drunk when they had sex. nca screamed several times because she was in so much pain. “Ah! Ah! So sick!”
“I don’t care. After all, it’s your fault.” Trevor med nca.
“How can?” nca frowned because she was so confused.
“That’s because your breasts are adorable,” Trevorined.
“So, if you don’t want me to do that, you must reduce your breasts.” Trevor gave a solution. From that time on, nca always felt shame about her beautiful, big breasts.
***
“Oh, my god! I’m so sad to know that.” Lorenzo felt very sorry for nca.
“Forgive me! I can only tell you now. I think now is the right time.” nca immediately apologized to Lorenzo.
“It doesn’t matter. That’s your right, honey. I can’t force you.”
“By the way, how is our rtionship status?” Lorenzo was very curious about the status of their rtionship at that time.
“I don’t know. I’m confused. I don’t have any idea.” nca frowned as she felt confused. Then, Lorenzo tried to think about their rtionship.
“Boyfriend?” Lorenzo tried to guess.
“No. My boyfriend is Trevor.” nca’s reply made Lorenzo’s heart feel disappointed, but he tried to ept nca’s decision.
“Maybe a close friend.” nca tried to guess.
“A close friend, but we have sex.” Lorenzoined.
“So, what’s the problem?” nca frowned because she felt confused and nothing really happened.
“I think there’s no problem. After all, you’re just my secret lover and mistress. You can’t be my boyfriend as long as I’m Trevor’s boyfriend.” nca’s reply made Lorenzo aware of his current position in nca’s eyes.
“Is that true what I said?” nca asked.
Actually, Lorenzo really wanted nca to mention Lorenzo as her boyfriend, but in fact Lorenzo was only considered nca’s mistress and was only needed when Trevor didn’t want to have sex with nca. Furthermore, our rtionship with nca was kept hidden because Lorenzo is her secret lover.
Lorenzo felt a little disappointed and sad, but it’s a fact. From the start, he is not important or close to nca in her life. But Lorenzo is the one who insists and forces himself to join nca’s life, and he hopes that nca will think that he is her boyfriend.
For him, he must be self-aware and be able to ept it. If he can’t ept it, he has to leave nca’s life and choose another woman whose love feelings are easier to conquer and get than nca’s love feelings.
“That’s the truth. I must ept it.” He said in his heart.
However, Lorenzo’s heart doesn’t want to do that because he loves nca with all his heart, and that meant he had to ept the consequences if he wants nca. He wanted to cry, but he tried to hold his tears back because he didn’t want nca to know that he cried. He was afraid nca would think he was a weak boy or that nca would distance herself from him because he expects too much from her, which nca doesn’t want to happen because of her rtionship with Trevor.
“Ah! Everything has be difficult now. I shouldn’t love her that much, but why can’t I?”
“I always love her. I’m confused.” Lorenzo was confused.
“Ah! Whatever it is, I must try to get her love.”
He thought while he bit his lip. Then he exhaled to let out all his sorrow, and he tried to smile even though he felt so hard.
Then, he said, “Yes. That’s true. Indeed, there’s no problem.”
After that, Lorenzo turned off his inte data and put his phone on the table. His hands still trembled because he felt so sad.
Then he did his daily activities like he usually does because he didn’t want to get a notification that there was a chat from nca. He did that until he arrived at his office because he was so sad and he didn’t want to show it to everyone. He wanted other people not to know, because he was afraid that he would lose his authority in front of other people if they saw that he was crying.
He felt that his world was shattered. His hope has lost but he must try to get nca’s love because he loves nca so much and he can’t love another woman except nca.