Yes, I engaged in polyandry. I was married to Deryl and had a child with him, but shamelessly, my father married me off to another man. I didn’t want to divorce Deryl because he was the only one who epted me for who I am, listened to myints, and loved me unconditionally. And what more could I ask for from my first husband? Even during my marriage, I was tempted and fell slightly in love with him.


    Until finally, my father-inw was indicted for corruption, and my first husband was dered bankrupt. I was forced to divorce him. Taking custody of my daughter, and wickedly, my mother asked me to file for divorce, iming that my husband hadmitted violence, which he never did in the name of God. My mother did all this because she was tired of my husband’s continuous pleas for me to return to him and start over from scratch, and she knew I was almost swayed by him.


    I truly wanted to die at that moment. But I loved my daughter too much. I couldn’t let her stay with those monsters and turn her into a second Phoebe. Because my daughter was beautiful and so obedient.


    I really wanted to die. I wanted tomit suicide. But instead of ending my life, I chose to numb my senses. Until finally, that man returned. dwin Hampton returned. He was still single at that time. And I felt that he would end my difficult times.


    I swore, if dwin epted me, then I would leave Deryl and be his only wife. I would be a devoted wife to him. And I would love him with all my heart, because I knew he would be the right husband for me and would love my daughter. Considering how kind he had been with the children all this time.


    Until finally, I learned the truth. That dwin loved the girl who had been his nephew’s friend since childhood. Who was now the stepdaughter of his twin sister, ire.


    I didn’t want to give up. Before the wedding actually took ce, I thought I would keep fighting. I’ve lost my dignity all this time, so let this be thest time.


    I fought to gain sympathy from Julie Hampton. But it seemed clear that both the twin sister and her niece really disliked me. But I wasn’t willing to give up; I would keep fighting for dwin. For me, for my well-being, for the healing of my heart.


    Julie clearly pressured me to marry dwin, even after knowing about dwin’s love for via. But because of the girl’s disability, Julie feared for her offspring’s continuity, so she didn’t support her, even though their position was not wrong.


    Julie’s fear of via’s inability to have children fueled my desire even more. I became more aggressive in approaching Julie, constantly searching for via’s shorings and heating up the middle-aged woman to continue rejecting via as her daughter-inw and make me her recement. Because I thought dwin was a obedient son who would do anything his mother asked.


    But I was wrong. dwin’s love for via was too deep. Even the man who was younger than me firmly refused his mother’s request. I lost my mind, feeling desperate with my desire. I wanted dwin, because I also wanted to know what it feels like to be loved and fought for like the way he fought for via in front of his mother.


    Deryl did love me, but he couldn’t fight for me. He relied too much on my father to survive. While dwin, he was very independent, and I was sure he wouldn’t be shaken by any threats.


    So I chose to terrorize via. Hoping that by hurting her heart, she would slowly step back. And once again, I lost. dwin ended up marrying her without his mother’s knowledge while she was in aa.


    I’m hurt. Disappointed. Sad and angry. I’m really angry. Frustrated and tired. Why did dwin not choose me and instead chose that disabled woman?


    I’m trying to find a way. I’m forcing Julie to give via an option. Because truthfully, I’m also scared. I know what via is going through. She’s not incapable of getting pregnant, it’s just that the injuries she suffered in the ident make it a bit difficult for her to conceive due toplications with her uterus. But if she undergoes therapy and follows the pregnancy program correctly, her chances of having a child are very high.


    I persuade Julie to give via time for one year until she can have a child. Hoping that in that year via, who is currently losing her memory, won’t go through the pregnancy program as she should. And I’m reluctant to give her advice.


    I persevere. And in the tenth month, I be too desperate because of dwin’s attitude and also the pressure from both my parents.


    And now via has disappeared. Three months have passed and dwin’s behavior hasn’t improved; it’s even worse. I didn’t predict that the shy girl would resort to extreme measures by leaving dwin. I thought her actions would only involve letting me and dwin get married. And it would benefit me if she chose to remain silent because I could continue to hurt her until she finally felt tired and decided to leave dwin. But I was wrong. Again, I was wrong.


    She left, and I was humiliated on my wedding night. Even during our three months of marriage, dwin never once agreed to touch me. He never agreed to visit the ce he rented for me.


    My parents are also angry because my marriage to dwin didn’t meet their expectations. dwin only provides his sry, nothing else. All of his possessions have be his legal wife’s because I’m just his mistress. So, what can I do?


    Now I have to find a way to conquer that man. Who has now also disappeared somewhere. Quietly requesting leave, making all the hospital staff ask me about his departure. I, who have only been a mannequin all this time, feel more worthless. Then who should I be angry with?


    I won’t give up so easily.


    After all this waiting, I won’t give up so easily. If they want to get rid of me, then they have to do it their way because I won’t let dwin be happy with via.


    If initially I wanted dwin’s love and all his attention, now I will return to my obsessive soul. I will make dwin kneel before me, making him solely mine. And making all his possessions mine. And when I have them, I won’t share them anymore. Not for my mother, not for my father. Only for myself and my only daughter.This belongs to N?velDrama.Org - ?.


    Deryl? That man is nothing more than my sex object now. I’ll leave him soon, after I sessfully get dwin.