Chapter 36 (Sienna)


    “Do you take Kevin Stone, to be yourwfully wedded husband through sickness and in health, for long


    as you both shall live?”


    I look at Killer and I think of him when gets older, greying hair and scowling face. And it fills my heart


    with so much love. Beggar was right when she said I have enough love for the both of us.


    “Yes, I do.”


    “Do you take Sienna Bray to be yourwfully wedded wife through sickness and in health for as long as


    you both shall live?”


    “Yes, I do.”


    “Then by the power invested in me by our heavenly father, I now pronounce you Mr and Mrs Stone.


    Son, you may kiss your bride.”


    Killer smiles as he pulls me in and kisses me, deeply. Frost is the first one to reach us, giving me a


    man’s ring, which I slip on Killer’s finger. The others all crowd us with hugs and kisses. Beggar and


    Killer share a moment and he kisses her head.


    We leave the church, both of us insisting we spend our night together with Kaleb.


    Killer, Kaleb and I head to theplex the Clubhouse owned where Killer already furnished a home for


    us while we wait for Frost to finish her two years. We made an informed decision and Frost agreed that


    she’ll stay with us.


    We never spoke about it in detail, but I felt Killer wanted us to all head home to Liston Hills to mend our


    bridges. A part of him wanted Kaleb to meet his family and know his uncles. But he also wanted his


    sister to see her parents.


    I wanted that too.


    We spend most of the morning enjoying our new ce. Kaleb rolls around on the y mat while I make


    a snack. Frost calls us at 1pm, to let us know they were all waiting for us.


    I shower and slip into shorts and an off the shoulder shirt and some sandals. Killer puts on his leather


    pants and his million and one piercings.


    He gives me the deepest kiss imaginable.


    “I’m d I waited,” He says, “But my balls are fucking killing me.” Iugh as we walk out of the house


    and I am still smiling once we are all in the car.


    We park our car next to Frost’s Mercedes, Michael sent.


    “How are the two newlyweds, get some action yet?” Knight asks waggling his eye brows.


    Killer walks past him and smacks him on the head. As I get Kaleb from the back of the car.


    “Move your ass bitch, I’m hungry,” After screams from the front door.


    “Then eat,” I tell her.


    Killer waits for Kaleb and I, and takes Kaleb from my arms. He puts his free hand around my waist and


    we walk with Knight to the Clubhouse.


    Knight takes Kaleb when we get to the door. And Killer smiles, and lifts me up bride style, carrying me


    into the house. The calls and whistles are loud as he carries me to the lounge where everyone is


    waiting.


    I see Chadley, Venus, Whisp and Bull setting the table. Everyone is joyous. River and Hannah


    congratte us first.


    “You finally got him wrapped around your finger,” Hannah muses as she hugs me.


    “Well, it was about fucking time,” Texas says and I am surprised. Since he hasn’t said many words to


    me.


    I HUG him, “Thanks Texas.” I tell him and I leave that thanks to be loaded with more than just this


    moment. He saved our lives 20 years ago.


    He touches my chin, “Look after him kid, they don’t make them like that any longer.”


    His meaning is clear and I nod my head in understanding. The rest of the club congrattes us. After


    gives me a gift, and tells me to open itter.


    A hand touches me on the back and I twist my neck to see Natasha. She is smiling but I see the


    sadness in her gaze as she stares at me. I hug, and my heart breaks for hurting her. I never wanted it


    to be this way between us. We were always close and I hope we will remain so even though I married


    to Killer. And that makes me selfish bitch.


    “Congrattions cuz, keep him happy,” She says and a tear falls down her face. Killer wipes it away


    and my heart seizes.


    I say nothing, because I am his wife, he married me.


    We go to the table and after a few speeches and someughs, we eat. The roast and veggies are


    delicious. Not what I panned to have on my wedding day but I will live.


    We talk about growing up and for once Frost doesn’t close off, when we mention Liston Hills and her


    brothers, and sister, Victoria. I tell them about our time at camp, during the summer holidays, when


    Frost caught a snake and put it under Killer’s pillow hoping to get a reaction out of him. He took the


    same snake and put it in Mason’s bag.


    Conversation flies as we eat and enjoy the moment, but I can’t shake the feeling of Natasha staring at


    me. I know she is hurting.


    “Sodies, it’s time to ride,” Spade says rubbing his hands together.


    “As is customary, the bride needs to sit on her haunches, Hannah and Beggar as well. No married


    women allowed,” Snake voices as Hannah points to her belly.


    Beggar just ignores them, and talks to After. I smile at her no care attitude. I can see why Zero chose


    her.


    “What must I do?” Natasha asks.


    “You can ride with me,” Killer says and my heart drops, like someone just threw ice water and woke me


    up from a dream.


    “Get that shit out of your head, I need to do this,” Killer says.


    “What? Go fuck my cousin?” I yell, and get up walking away.


    I leave the table and Killer follows me to the kitchen where Mercy and Knight stand by the sink washing


    dishes.


    “What’s the problem SIENNA? You have my ring on your finger, we just got married,” He asks and that


    is the big question isn’t it. What is Sienna’s problem?


    “Maybe you married me, but she still has feelings for you, okay. Shit like that doesn’t die because you


    decided to marry me.”


    “How the fuck is that my problem?” He asks.


    “It bes your problem when you tell her to get on the back of your bike,” I yell.


    “It’s the way things go around here, Natasha is closest to me, so she’s on my back, it’s the way it


    works. I’m not fucking her,”


    “Oh, but I am sure you want to, because you certainly aren’t fucking me either,” I scream.


    This belongs ? N?velDra/ma.Org.


    He looks at me and breathes.


    “Yeah, Killer breathe,” I say and walk past him.


    I am fuming and my temper doesn’t get better when I hear the bikes rumble. I burst into tears and I


    have no idea why I lost my shit with him.


    “Sienna,” The deep dry voice calls.


    “Here,” I tell Beggar, wiping my eyes.


    “What was all that shit about? Why you disrespect your man like that? On your wedding day too. That


    wasn’t cooldy.”


    “I have known Kevin stone all my life and half of that life I have loved him for everything that made him


    Beggar. Knowing he couldn’t give that to me made me love him more. When he put that ring on my


    finger I felt like I had finallye home. Because that is what he is to me, Beggar, he is my home. And


    I don’t wanna be homeless.” I cry, I do it loudly and Beggar grabs my shoulder,


    “Fuck, alright, Sshhh, sweetheart, Killer will be fine, it’s your wedding day. He’s here now, so go be with


    him. Don’t fight about shit with that bitch. He’s your man and tomorrow he’s gotta go so make the most


    of today. TRUST me tears dry up but memories live a bit longer. So make them count”


    “He’s gone with Natasha,” I say.


    Her ck eyes stare at me, “Yeah, he is also gone with 13 other biker’s sweet heart.” She holds me at


    it feels good to be held by a woman.