Chapter 57: Missing Him


    Frieze first person....


    The day he left for his mansion, it has been a week now already that he has mote back to stay


    here. He is a rich guy. I am sure this small house will definitely not liked by him. Maybe that is why he


    left. I meet him in office though and often make excuses to talk to him by asking doubts about the


    shopping center project. The construction is going great and seems like Mr. Kane haspleted in


    assisting the construction n to maximum. In the next three months, the entire construction will be


    completed and then I will get busier than ever with the interiors. Idri has already taken me to the site


    several times and I have already nned a few of the interiors in my mind. The finalpletion of the


    construction after three months should give me more liberty and freedom for nning practically.


    Coming back to my husband, Rose and David had informed that the divorce has been cancelled. He


    does not want to divorce me anymore. I wish he said to me about it directly. He is so secretive and


    doing so many things behind my back. He should tell me everything but here I am hearing things about


    my husband from others. I get a new piece of news everyday about him. He clears all the project


    rted doubts and I still wait for a few seconds hoping he would stop me and talk to me about things at


    a personal level. He does not. He used to share everything with me once upon a time. Maybe he was


    selective about whatever he shared with me. I am not sure. The destruction of Dori, cancetion of


    divorce and disappearance of Mr. Kane, the early retirement, etc it is a lot for me to take. I feel


    everything is rted to me. However, I don''t know anything in particr until the people around me


    tells me in summary.


    We do eat together. Hees home for breakfast and I will keep it ready before he arrives. I had no


    idea he would love my food so much. I remember the next day when he came home early morning


    after meeting his parents, he asked with curiosity, "You cooked? Are you sure? I think it is some


    takeaway. Don''t try to lie to your husband."


    "I cooked okay. Just eat. It is better than outside food and healthier."


    I made tofu for him clubbed with cheese toast. I checked on the calories for each of the recipe too and


    it is a perfect one to start with. The right amount of fats, the right amount of proteins along with an ABC


    juice. ABC is apple, beetroot and carrot juice. I did add little honey to it since it tastes disgusting. Since,


    it is healthy and Idri looks so weak nowadays with all that puffed eyes, I have be a fitness freak


    myself. Instead of appreciation, he questioned me in a way that sounded more like mocking, "Did you


    add some kind of a poison to it to kill me?"


    "I am worried about your health. You are sick. I am hungry. Shall we eat first and grab some energy to


    fightter?"


    He onlyughed and Iughed too. I know he didn''t like the juice. I hated it too but healthy you know.


    He loved the grilled tofu I prepared for him. Since then, I have been preparing just that since he


    demanded. He sounded like a mankid to me everytime he demanded tofu for breakfast. Though he


    doesn''t stay at night in my ce, I am still satisfied with his intentions of having meals with me. I could


    feel some friendship and understanding building between us. I have forgiven him for sure but I still


    need time to think through a few things.


    I miss him every night next to me while I sleep. I miss hugging him. I am habituated. I have Invited


    Rose and David on Friday for lunch. Though my house is small with only one washroom, I have still


    ced a request of staying with me for the weekend. I miss them like crazy. They are not just my in-


    laws but my parents. My mother is doing very well back there and David has informed them that the


    divorce is cancelled. Was I even asked? Idri is very stubborn. He will do whatever he wants. In office, I


    could see him slightly cheerful though he stays silent. At least his health ising up. Although I stay


    worked up with the project he gave me, I want to work as efficiently as Mr. Kane. I did ask him about


    him but he said that he has retired and moved to the countryside. I could feel that he does not want to


    know any further details. He was a generous man. Whenever he is, I hope he is all healthy and sorry


    for his loss of his daughter.


    I am taking leave on Friday since Idri''s parents areing over. Idri is also taking leave as he insisted


    upon helping me to cook. He told me to call in Julie to cook but I really want to cook by myself. I have


    learnt several dishes though and I am all excited to turn on those recipes for my guests. I cannot ask


    my husband toe and stay with me although am scared to sleep alone at night. It would be very


    awkward for me. Moreover, I really don''t want him to ask or say something vulgar. You know how he


    talks by now. This would lead to me getting angry and then I will say something rude to him. I will feel


    hurt and I will see those sad eyes of his again. I really don''t want all that. I am trying to keep it cool. I


    am trying to be nice. I am trying but I still need time to ept him. I do catch him looking at me in office


    but instantly looks away when I catch him looking at me. It reminds me of some college students taking


    a peaky look at his or her crush in ss. That is so cute of him. Did I just say cute? Yeah that mankid is


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