Chapter 21: Because Love is Sacrifice 2


    Frieze first person


    Here I am sitting on the flight to B city. I have cried enough and I am so done. Dark circles are a pain


    and I definitely don’t want them. I remember when I was studying for my MBA and I had my final


    semester examinations. I had to meanwhile prepare for interviews and study different management


    case studies to exin during the interviews. I had double studies to do and often I used to stay up


    night doing so. I had dark circles by the time my examinations got over and cracked an interview with a


    giantpany. I was happy but I was upset to see the round ck circles under my eyes. I called up


    my aunts and friends to give me home remedies to clear the dark circles but none seemed to work. I


    really wanted to avoid cosmetics as my skin is too sensitive to bear the brunt of chemicals. Hence, I


    never put makeup. It causes itching and red rashes on my skin. I can only manage to put baby


    products on my skin. It works wonders and really keeps my face healthy. But, I had to buy a corrector


    pen for my dark circles as Teresa’s dermatologist rmended and it was only after four months of


    use that my dark circles were finally gone. It was even difficult for me to remember that I had to apply it


    under my eye three times a day. That was a lot of work for me and really got me frustrated. I had to put


    reminders every day for three times a day to use the pen. I am d it worked otherwise I would had


    scolded Teresa left and right for having me waste my time with a dermatologist appointment as well as


    the three times a day show. Anyways, Teresa has been texting me all this time send me all the


    motivational quotes to stay strong.


    Gosh! I cannot believe I am going through the divorce phase and I am myself visiting my parents to


    announce the news. I am stronger than I thought. Everyone in life makes mistake. I am not perfect


    though I considered myself very smart once upon a time. I wish I could go back tost year and reject


    his marriage proposal. I know I am thinking wicked but I think rejection would not put me in pain at


    least. Marriage has broken my heart entirely. My tears have dried up and I have cried myself to sleep


    over a month. I am so done with him and I want to look ahead to my single adventurous life again. I can


    travel wherever I want and I don’t have to think of missing him anymore. It was my mistake that I


    thought his love was true. Men will be men is something I heard of and I am experiencing it today. It is


    so hard to find a good guy in today’s world. Even if he tells that he would buy you and in the mood,


    you should know this very man would change once you actually marry him. For men like this, that we


    girls lose faith and end up having trust issues even over the good guys out there. I am sure there are


    many good guys and the only thing is that we should have those super powers to identify them. I am


    not upset that Idri is back with Dori. What is making me upset is about the fact that he could have done


    it in a more graceful way. I feel betrayal for over a month now. If I was not telling him voluntarily that I


    know it all, I would had been in the dark I am not sure for how long. I have rejected so many guys in my


    life and this is my Karma. What goes around,es around eh??


    I will be single and kicking again. Once I am back, I should start looking for a rented apartment near my


    office.


    Woohooo….


    It would be fun staying alone. I wonder what all I will be doing. Maybe like dancing around with some


    hip-hop music and even y badminton on the wall. I will decorate my new house with a pleasant


    theme. I cannot wait to start a new life. I do have ns to move back to Kay City but I have a two-year


    old contract toplete in ABX Corporations. The contract also mentions that if I leave thepany


    before the contract end date, I can do so by paying the liability charges amounting to ten million dors.


    Such a huge amount. I am so stuck with this job. I like the job but I don’t want to be in the same city as


    my going to be ex-husband. Once I am out of his house after I sign the papers, I would not like to see


    him again ever in my life. I will make sure he will not feel my existence. I will go far away from him and


    eventually I will forget him. I don’t want to createplications. I just want to live free and tension free.


    I have decided to move on already and I will be a new person once I head back to Kay City. Few more


    minutes, I will bending in B city. I refused my dad’s offer to pick me up. He better stay with mommy


    and I can definitely manage an airport taxi to my home. I wonder how would they react. I will try my


    best to be as funny as possible so that they don’t take much tension. This is going to be tough. I have


    already nned my next life after the divorce and I really want them to help me focus on it rather than


    my past with Idri. He must have been discharged from hospital now. I have already paid the hospital


    bills as David told me to and Dori was already there for him. I had nothing to worry. So, I did not really


    care to check on him. David is a strong man who had the ability to send his own son to the hospital just


    by a kick. His parents love me a lot and they can always meet me in my new apartment whenever they


    feel like. I will not see Idri and make sure he will never see me again in his life. His parents are


    sweethearts. At least he cannot separate me from his parents. They are mine still and would be even


    after divorce. Since I still love him and I want to see him happy always, I wish him all the happiness and


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