Chapter 25: Li Cheng''s guilt


    "Psychological stress.."Su Yumi mumbled with sad expression."But she was really happy awhile ago


    before Ch- "Su Yumi froze and didn''t say anything further.


    Li Cheng knew what his mother was going to tell . She wanted to say she was really happy awhile ago


    before Cheng came. Li Cheng knitted his brows tightly.


    "It is my fault. She was happy before i came. She became sad and ufortable with me around. I


    don''t know why she was so stressed but i know that it is all my fault. " Li Cheng cursed himself to be so


    good-for-nothing father as he lowered his head.


    Tang Fian was quite upset that her husband was taking all the mes for that ugly daughter. Her


    hatred for Li Seulbi red up even more. She patted his shoulder but didn''t say anything.


    Su Yumi took a deep breath . After contemting over the matter ,she decided to speak up


    "Actually, indeed it was your fault from beginning to say."


    When they heard Su Yumi giving mes to Li Cheng, they looked at her curiously to listen what she


    has to say including Li Cheng .


    Su Yumi recollected the past memories " When Seulbi''s real mother died, she was only three years old.


    I could still remember her crying and feverish trembling body in my arms wanting for her own mother''s


    warm embrace..That day you (Li Cheng) came homete all drunk. I was all alone handling both of


    you.."


    "..After that day, you came homete everyday and rarely stayed at home. This way, the little Seulbi


    became a lonely child. And when you brought Tang Fian at home after few weeks. I was really suprised


    to see her with her own one-year-old two babies in her both arms.."


    ".. To be honest, i felt really sad and angry but i somehow felt relieved that someone will take care of


    our Seulbi. But who knew that no one will care about my Seulbi and pretend that she doesn''t exist. You


    always cared more about Li Ri and Li Ruan and care less about Seulbi. I am not telling that i


    discriminate between them in fact i love all of them and always care for them.."


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    "..But in reality Li Seulbi didn''t deserve this type of ignorance. She was called ugly by the society since


    childhood. So many peopleughed at her and made fun of her. No one cared about her feelings. Only


    i knew how she felt.."


    Everyday she woulde to me with sad face and ask me that why god was unfair in making her this


    ugly. I didn''t know how tofort her. She was deprived from both father mother''s love and was


    regarded ugly since she was child. Do you how a 5-year old child was feeling that time? "Su Yumi


    asked Li Cheng.


    This time Li Cheng''s face was pale as white sheet with solemn expression. He didn''t know how to


    response.


    Su Yumi continued " I remember one day when Li Seulbi was crying sitting in the garden. I asked her


    why she was crying. Do you know what she said? She said pointing at one direction


    '' *sob* Grandma, why can''t i get piggyback from my father as my siblings can?''


    ..That made my heart wrenched in pain. I gave her piggyback andforted her. For Seulbi, i became


    her mom and dad. She had few friends from school. Our old house''s previous neighbour''s grandson


    also became Li Seulbi friend. So that time she was really happy spending time with him. I was also


    really happy to look Seulbi''s blooming face.."


    "But, that incident destroyed everything. She lost her few memories including the boy from the


    neighbourhood. Then,We moved here. Nothing changed. You were busy with your own works. Xiao


    Fian was also busy raising her children. I , old woman, took care of lonely Seulbi.."


    ".But , I am so confused by your recent acts. You didn''t care about whether Seulbi was going to school


    or not in past, but you unexpectedly asked her to say goodbye to you when she leaves for school now.


    Why so much love all of a sudden?..Don''t dare tell me you are suddenly feeling guilty now?" Su Yumi


    asked raising her head towards Li Cheng.


    There was pin drop silence in the room. Li Cheng trembled and felt his knee weak causing him to fall


    on the floor. But before he could fall, Tang Fian reacted fast and caught him on time.


    Gong Xeng also helped him to sit on the chair. Li Cheng closed his eyes while lowering his head. He


    couldn''t face anyone.


    He said in low yet in understandable voice "I am really guilty."