Chapter 59: 59. Absolutely Ridiculous


    Akshu''s PoV


    He denied me! He denied me and went to her! He is not a little bit disturbed looking at me. He asked


    me to go away. He said everything is over between us. That means he broke up with me!!?!?!?


    Is that all? Mine is not a fairy tale like I thought? So he is always a glowing star up above and out of


    reach? I just thought I pulled him down to me all this while.


    Wait, what did I do now? I offered myself to him. But he denied and went to her? I feel so ashamed of


    myself now. I made no effect on him. His attraction towards me faded away just like he said.


    I pulled myself together and got dressed. I went out of his room and got down the stairs to see aunty.


    She has a pity feeling on her face. Did she hear what happened inside the room? That''s not possible


    though.


    "Are you alright dear?"


    "Yes aunty. I have to go." I ran out of the house to the street .


    I started walking on the road towards the beach. His home is a beach house remember! I really want to


    submerge myself in the warmth of the sea.


    "Madam, Wait please." I heard Joshua running behind me.


    "I think there is no need for you to follow me anymore, Joshua. Thank you for keeping me safe for so


    long. Good bye!"


    "Madam, I have called a cab. Please stay with me. I will drop you in your pg. We will talk


    about everythingter."


    "He broke up with me, Joshua. He doesn''t love me, not anymore. I''m not that ''important person'' to your


    boss anymore. So there is no point in safeguarding me. Just go before he calls you and summons you


    back."


    "I''m not leaving your side until you get back safe in your pg madam. I will talk to Sirter." He is starting


    to get on my nerves. All I want to do now is to submerge myself in the sea and find peace.


    "Leave me alone, Joshua. Can''t you hear me? He said it''s over between us. He had no love for me.


    Not now! I doubted about before!" I spoke out of frustration.


    "Madam, Please stop talking now. Talking while in a bad mood will make you say things which you will


    regret sayingter." He said the same thing that the doctor''s family said. That was my breaking point.


    "Let me talk. Please let me talk. Why is no one ready to hear me talk? Don''t suppress me, Joshua.


    Hear me out." I started screaming on the road.


    He was taken aback by my sudden outburst. Even I am. I pity him. What does anything have to do with


    him!? He is just a spectator. He is trying to do the job given to him.


    "Sorry, Joshua. I want to spend some time alone on the beach."


    "This part of the beach is not open for public ess, madam. You can use the beach that is behind


    Yadav sir''s home."


    "Did you hear what I said a little before? He broke up with me."


    "Don''t get me wrong, madam! You think he broke up with you? I have seen the intense connection


    between you two. I don''t know about you, madam, but I have seen it in his eyes, in his actions. He


    cares for you and that was a natural instinct that he has for you. You are in an emotional breakdown


    now. Everything will look bad in your eyes now. Please rest a little and think over whatever happened.


    I''m not saying that he is not at fault. All I''m saying is you need to look at the problem in a different


    perspective to know what really happened."


    He has a point. An eye opener at the right time. I should stop ming him. I must solve all the mess I


    made before pointing my finger at him. He cannot break up with me. He is answerable to me because


    hell, he belongs to me.


    "Thank you, Joshua! Call a cab."


    "Pleasure, madam. Please wait under the shade." he showed me a tree nearby.


    I called up Shiva to stop Yash from going to Janvi."Shiva, Akshitha here!"


    "I have your number." oohhh! He is angry too.


    "I want to know where Yash is?"


    "I don''t know. Why would I tell you even if I know? How did you think I will help you?"


    "Shiva, I can exin!"


    "I don''t want to know anything. You were important before, because I thought you made my friend


    happy. When I know you are making him mad and sad, you are just no one to me!"


    "Please, he is going to Janvi''s house now. Stop him somehow, Please."


    "Oh shut up, I know what you are thinking about him now. What do you know about him? He is not a


    guy who goes to a girl. He is not a womanizer. So long, he used girls that came to him. Not once has


    he gone to them. He won''t do what you think even if he dies. Shame on you! I am feeling disgusted


    with you now. You doubt him!? I think it''s better if you clear your paths with him."


    He disconnected the call. He never allowed me to talk. He didn''t know what happened between us for


    him to make that decision to go to her. I don''t need anyone''s help. I can stop him myself. I ran to Yash''s


    house again. His Hummer is missing. He should have taken it now.


    Belongs to (N)?vel/Drama.Org.


    I googled for the address of Janvi. The cab came meanwhile and I asked the driver to go to Janvi''s


    house. I called Kavi.


    "Kavi, I need help."


    "Where are you? I have been calling you for so long and you didn''t pick up. You started to worry me.


    Kriya said she saw you crying at the gate and went in a cab. Are you alright? What happened? " she


    spoke in a breath.


    "Stop now, I''m fine. Call Vishwa and ask him if he has some connections that can find the whereabouts


    of a car?"


    "What?"


    "Or just give him my number and ask him to call me."


    "Do you trust him?" She asked me with a tint of happiness.


    "Not now, Kavi. I am willing to take his help. So I think I trust him." I told her. I am a selfish bitch and I


    hate myself.


    "Love you, Akshu. Will ask him to call you!"


    "Don''t get excited. We will talk about thister/"


    "Huh!ok!" she said grumpy.


    I started to wait for his call. Do I know someone who can track a car? Someone in the police


    department can do this. Wait a minute, thatdy inspector. But what should I tell her to locate Yash?


    The cab stopped in front of a small vi which ispletely awesome andpact. There is no one on


    thepounds except for the 2 securities. Nothing like a film star''s home. Even Yash''s home has


    some press outside.


    I got down and asked the cab to wait. I peeped in the house to see 3 cars parked. No Hummer.


    "Hello, sir. Is Janvi madam inside?" I asked one of the securities. What if I came to the wrong ce?


    "She is not seeing any fans at her house. That''s her rule." he said. He thinks I am her fan? Hell no! I


    would dly be her killer.


    "No, I am not her fan. I want to see her."


    "I said she won''t see any visitors here. Get an appointment ande back."


    "God, Ok, Just tell me if she is inside."


    "We don''t know." Ok, These guys are hard to crack.


    "I am from Rishid productions." I lied to them.


    "Madam is with your director now. She is in a story discussion. She is not expecting anyone else from


    your ce now." The other man looked at her schedule and spoke.


    What have I done!? He is not here. His director is here. Which means he had set this meeting for his


    director. And I spoke and did ridiculous things suspecting him. Shiva is right about his friend. He may


    be right about thest thing he said too. It is good for him if I stay away from him. I am an evil woman


    and I bring heartbreaks and destruction with me.