Chapter 214


    Chapter Two Hundred Fourteen


    Adrik


    “Sephie…” I said, almost breathlessly. I was silent for a moment, trying to find the right words to say,


    but I kept my hand on her neck as she was still leaning into my hand. “That night that Ipared you


    to a diamond and you said you would onlypare yourself to a ck diamond to match your soul?


    Remember that?” I asked. She nodded her head slightly, but didn’t open her eyes. The corners of her


    mo uth were starting to curl in a smile as she thought about it. “I told Viktor and Ivan about that part of


    the conversation the next morning while you were still sleeping. I believe my exact words were ‘we all


    know she has the whitest soul of anybody ever, but it’s still funny.””


    She kept her eyes closed, but she had a small smile on her lips now. She thought for a moment, then


    opened her eyes. “I think you can have both,” she said.


    “Both what?” I asked.


    “Both whi te and ck on your soul. Ivan does for sure. He saw it We probably do too,” she said. She


    suddenly looked like she’d just solved a puzzle that had been perplexing her, but she immediately


    looked at me like she didn’t mean to say it out loud.


    I couldn’t help butugh. “You don’t have to tell me, but I can’t deny I’m very curious to know how that


    happened.”


    She chewed on her bottom lip, torn between wanting to tell me and not sure she should. She sighed,


    then whispered, “whatever. You already know.” Iughed at her, which seemed to put her at ease.


    “When that truck hit us, I saw Ivan turn toward me. He was using his body to try and shield me, but I


    can clearly remember the look on his face. I could see the worry on his face when he looked at me, but


    then he was looking at something around me that I couldn’t see. The look on his face clearly changed


    to one of wonderment. The truck was pushing us into the parked cars on the side of the street. When


    we hit those cars, I shu t my eyes. I think that’s when I hit my head. He was unconscious when I


    opened my eyes.” She paused again, not sure she should continue. She started to fidget with the


    buttons on my shirt again, focusing on that instead of looking at me as she continued. “My dad told me


    what Ivan saw. When I was with Ivan in his room that day that he broke down at the house and then I


    broke downter, he told me what he saw, after I assured him he wasn’t crazy.” She was still for a


    moment, then looked at me. “Ivan got his wings that day. My dad said he wrapped his wings around me


    right before the truck hit us, but when Ivan turned toward me, that was the moment that he got his and


    he saw them wrap around me and even my dad’s wings.” She dropped her gaze, chewing on her lip,


    not sure how I would take what she had just told me. As she was talking, I felt goosebumps rise over


    my entire body.


    “But… How? He’s still here,” I asked.


    She cut her eyes to me, grinning. “We both said the same thing. I still don’t fully understand it, but he’s


    not allowed to go anywhere now. My dad said he’s fully stepped into his role as my protector now that


    he proved he would give his life to protect me. He also said Ivan’s wings are way cooler than his.


    They’re wh ite, but fade to ck on the ends and apparently he’s the big guns, so he has red on the


    tips too.”


    Ivan’s statement about Sephie’s ring design suddenly made perfect sense. “That’s why…” I caught


    myself before I said anything further. I didn’t want Sephie to know about that yet. She, of course,


    caught it.


    “That’s why what?” she asked.


    I smiled at her. “If I tell you that, it will ruin the surprise,” I said, reaching up and pulling her down to me.


    I pressed my lips. against hers.


    She sat up, needing to search my eyes. “You don’t think I’m crazy for saying all this?”


    “Not even a little bit. Ivan has spent so much time in He ll, but despite everything, he still has a heart of


    gold when ites to


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    the people he loves. It makes sense. And honestly, I couldn’t think of a better protector for you. His


    inability to feel pain gives him a unique advantage,” I said. She was running her finger lightly over my


    face and neck as I talked.


    She looked surprised. “That’s exactly what my dad said.”


    “He’s bing the secret weapon of my secret weapon.” I smiled at her, happy to see her opening up


    to me and rxed about it.


    She looked at me seriously. “I don’t think Ivan is the only one among us that’s spent so much time in


    Hel l that he can walk freely between Heaven and He ll. My dad told me I could too and since you’re


    the one that pulled me out of my nightmare, I’m guessing you can too.”


    I sighed. “You’re not wrong. When you were in your nightmare loop and my voice pulled you out of it,


    did you go to a dark ce? Like you couldn’t see anything, almost like you were swimming in


    darkness?”


    Her eyes got wide. “You’ve been there too. That’s how you pulled me there. That’s how I pulled Ivan


    there.”


    I shu t my eyes, nodding my head. I felt her fingers lightly running through my facial hair. She leaned


    down, her lips lightly brushed mine. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to. I did wander how


    you pulled me there, especially after I did it for Ivan and found out he goes to the same ce.”


    “I was a kid the first time someone tried to get to my father through me. They ran the car we were in off


    the road. It killed the driver instantly and the bodyguard that was with me had severe injuries. I was


    small enough that I somehow survived, although I still don’t know how. I heard them walk up to the car,


    to see if there was anyone still alive. I knew enough to y dead. They thought they had seeded,


    so they left. They wanted our bodies found, thankfully. I climbed out of the car and ran for help. My


    father was a cold man, but I distinctly remember him picking me up when he got there. He held me all


    the way to the hospital. It’s one of the only times I saw him worried. I passed out on the way to the


    hospital. I remember feeling relief that my father was there and I felt safe, so I let go. It took me three


    days to wake up. Those three days were the first time I remember the darkness. I was scared at first. I


    cried. I screamed. I fought. Nothing worked. I finally gave in and got quiet. When I did, 1 realized I


    could vaguely see and I could barely hear voices. I was hearing my father’s voice. He never left the


    hospital room those three days. The man who I barely saw when I was awake wouldn’t leave me when


    I was out. It was his voice that I followed to find my way out. His face was the first thing I saw when I


    opened my eyes. It was one of the few times he told me he loved me and that he was proud of me.” I


    had opened my eyes when I started to tell the story. I’m d I did. Sephie’s expression was all I


    needed to see to keep going. She was always so curious. I loved her interest in anything I wanted to


    tell her, but I also loved that she didn’t want to pry.


    “See, even your father has some good in him. It might not have been very much, but it was there for


    those three days,” she said, smiling sweetly at me. “And he taught you how to save me, so I’m grateful


    for that, if nothing else.”


    “I never knew it was a skill I would need to use. It never crossed my mind with Ivan. We’ve been in the


    hospital plenty of times with him and never once did I think about it with him.”


    “Because you were never meant to pull Ivan out. You’re not the only one that doesn’t want to share in


    this lifetime,” she said, grinning at me.


    “Sometimes you surprise me, solnishko. You constantly find new ways to make me love you even


    more,” I said,ughing.


    She looked at me, a smile still on her lips, but her eyes were serious. “Thank you. For knowing what I


    need before I do, for reminding me of what I needed to hear, for trusting me enough to tell me that, and


    for not thinking I’m crazy. Although thatst one might still be up for debate,” she said,ughing. She


    was trying not to worry, but I could tell she was legitimately worried. I held her gaze as long as she


    needed, letting her search for what she wasn’t going to find. She finally satisfied herself, her wide smile


    stretching across her face once more.


    “I love you, Sephie. Plis Infinity. Plus one,” I said, pulling her to me


    “I love you, Adrik,” she said, smiling against my lips.