Chapter 97


    Chapter Ny-Seven


    Sephie


    Adrik looked skeptical. I looked at Ivan and said, “show him the scar you healed this way. He doesn’t


    believe you.” Ivan lifted his shirt, showing Adrik the long scar across his ribs.


    “I refused to go to a doctor and get stitches. I used honey and packed it, same way as I showed you.”


    Adrik looked from Ivan, then to me, then back to Ivan. “How long until we know it’s working?” He was


    visibly tense.


    Ivan thought for a minute. “I don’t know exactly. I couldn’t feel this one, so I don’t know if it helped with


    the pain or not, but you should see it physically start to look better after the first bandage change in a


    couple of days.”


    Adrik nodded, then looked to me. “If it doesn’t look better when we take that bandage off, I’m calling a


    doctor. I’m serious this time, Sephie. I need you better,” he said, his voice angrier than he probably


    meant it to be.


    “Like I don’t? Like I want to be in pain for various reasons for an entire month? Like I want to worry


    about my hip just falling off from infection? Like I want to worry about not saying anything because I


    don’t want to worry you with more sh it?” He looked somewhat stunned. Ivan smirked at me, nodding


    discreetly as he turned to leave as quickly as possible. Cow ard.


    Adrik sat down next to me on the bed. He started to speak, then changed his mind. He leaned forward,


    his elbows resting on his knees. He stared at the carpet for a few minutes but said nothing. I sat and


    watched him trying to find the right words. I wasn’t angry, but I also wasn’t going to take his anger at my


    aversion to doctors. I had my reasons.


    He sat up, turning to look at me. His blue eyes were questioning, searching mine trying to find the


    answer to his silent question. I sighed. “I have a good reason for hating doctors. Can you please just


    trust me on that one and let me make my own decisions about my body?”


    He opened his mo uth to speak, then sh ut it, then thought for a minute more. Finally, he said, “Sephie,


    I never meant


    to…”


    I cut him off. “I know you didn’t. I know you want me better just as much as I want to be better.” I


    sighed. “Thest month has been a lot. I have a lot going on in my head. Some days I feel like I’m


    barely keeping it together. The doctor thing will be the proverbial straw that breaks this gazelle’s back if


    you force it.”


    His face softened as he reached up to trace the features of my face with his finger. “Okay. How do I


    make you better without making it worse?”


    “Stop threatening to call a doctor, for one. Let’s try Ivan’s idea. If it doesn’t get better, I promise I will tell


    you. You just have so much on your mind already that I don’t want to bother you.”


    He exhaled. His blue eyes scanned my face, a small smile on his lips. “You still don’t get it. Nothing


    else matters. You’re the most important thing to me. If you’re not better, I don’t care about any of the


    rest of it. That’s why I’m so frustrated and why I came across as angry with you. I’m racking my brain


    trying toe up with ways to fix you and the only solid solution I can think of, you refuse. I don’t know


    how else to help and quite frankly, it’s a bl ow to my


    ego.”


    It was my turn to be stunned. He traced his finger lightly over my face once again, the small smile still


    present. “You’re always taking care of everyone else. Even today. I’m sure you managed to help Ivan


    with his demons. It doesn’t take that long to find a jar of honey. All while you’re trying to hide the pain


    you’re in because you don’t want to worry me. 1 want so desperately to help you, even if it’s only a


    fraction of the help you give so freely to everyone else. You deserve to be taken care of, Sephie.”


    I dropped my gaze, hearing my uncle’s voice in my head. It was a distant whisper now, but it was still


    there, almost like an echo. Telling me I wasn’t deserving of anything, that no one would ever love me. I


    sh ut my eyes, not wanting to hear his voice, not wanting to think about any of this. I felt Adrik’s lips on


    my forehead. “He’s wrong, you know. Everything he said to you, everything he tried to beat into you. All


    of it. It’s all wrong. You, above everyone I’ve ever known, are the most deserving of love. The most


    deserving to be taken care of.” My breath hitched as I tried to choke back a sob. I felt the tears falling


    on my cheeks, despite my best efforts to keep them contained.


    “Sephie, look at me.” I inhaled but didn’t open my eyes right away. I was trying to gain control before


    opening my eyes. He waited patiently. When I did open my eyes, his deep blue eyes were looking at


    me as sincerely as I’d ever seen them. He reached up with his thumb and wiped the tears from my


    eyes. “You’re worthy of everything I can give you and so much more. I love you more than life itself and


    I will spend the rest of this life and all of the next proving to you that I will always be with you when


    you’re walking through the shadows of your past.”


    I searched his eyes, always looking, always doubting. Never finding the change I was expecting. He


    held my gaze, letting me search. I was starting to think he kind of liked it. There was an openness to


    him now that wasn’t there before, like he knew what I was doing and was inviting me in. I chewed on


    my bottom lip. “How did you know?”


    “How did I know what?”


    “What my uncle used to say to me.”


    “When you were passed out on the ne. You were talking in your sleep. We heard you struggling


    against what he had constantly told you. It was… haunting.”


    My eyes went wide in shock. I had no idea. And they all heard it. “Sephie, you think that people will


    think less of you because of what you went through, when the reality is that we all admire your strength


    and wish we had even an ounce of it. What you went through then and what you’ve been through just


    since I met you, would have broken many people. Completely broken them. But you keep going, you


    keep smiling, you keep bringing joy to everyone’s life while doing du mb sh it like not telling me that


    you’re in pain because you don’t want to bother me.” He smirked at me. I couldn’t help but smile. “You


    are the most amazing woman I’ve ever known and I will keep trying to prove that to you, as long as it


    takes.”


    I moved closer to him, resting my head on his shoulder. His arm slid around my waist, holding me


    close. I closed my eyes, lost in my thoughts, still unsure how I got so lucky to have this man love me so


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