Chapter 79


    Chapter Seventy-Nine


    Sephie


    “You’re still mad at him. You have every right to be mad at him, peanut. He should’ve told you the n,


    but I know he will never, ever underestimate your strength again as long as he lives. Do you know he


    hasn’t moved from underneath you for twelve hours now? He got up once to pee and you got su cked


    back into your nightmare. He hasn’t had anything to eat or drink since then and he won’t move so you


    can sleep in peace and your body can heal.”


    “No, it hasn’t been that long. It’s only been a few hours.”


    “Peanut, time is different here. He’lly there as long as it takes. I’ve never seen him so determined.


    And he’s got a bloodlust that is, well, impressive.”


    I just looked at him, dumbfounded.


    He smiled down at me. “You can remember being in the nothing, the darkness, before you found your


    way here?” I nodded my head. “Do you remember how every time you heard his voice, when he would


    tell you he loved you, how you got a little brighter and could see further into the darkness?” Again, I


    nodded. “It’s because he can’t exist without you and you can’t exist without him. You’re light, he’s dark.


    One cannot exist without the other. His darkness allows your light to shine. The brighter your light, the


    darker your shadows. You figured that part out on your own.” He made a fist and pressed it to my chin.


    “Seriously, chip off the ol’ block, you are.” He looked at me, a look of pride on his face. He cleared his


    throat and continued. “But Adrik hasn’t figured that out yet. Guys are sometimes slower on the uptake.


    You’re helping to show him that even though he has very dark shadows, he also has a very bright light.


    And right now, he’s the spark you needed to remember that your light is always within you. You’re the


    only one that can ever turn it off. You just momentarily forgot that part. Which is understandable. You’ve


    had a hectic few weeks. Years,” he added, clearing his throat again. “But what happened needed to


    happen. Not just for you, but for all of them. Each of them has something special to offer the world, but


    it never would’ve happened without the events at the ball. Misha, for example, has a gift that warns him


    when something isn’t right. He started to believe it more after the attack on you two, but the othersN?velDrama.Org: owner of this content.


    didn’t. Now they do. That never would’ve happened otherwise. There’s always a reason, peanut. It’s


    your job to figure it out.”


    I stared at him, trying to understand everything he just told me.


    “You already know everything I’m telling you right now, peanut. You just have to let go of the fear. Sure,


    he fu cked up. They all did. Big time. You got hurt in the process, but you have yet to quit in situations


    much worse than this one. Don’t start now. You’ve got a 100% survival rate, remember that. And know


    that I’ll be there, ready to swoop in when needed. You should see my swoop. I practice a lot, because


    you know, you never need me. Whatever. It’s magnificent.”


    Iughed at him. I definitely got his sense of humor.


    He looked down at me, smiling. “You know you need him just as much as he needs you. They all need


    you and you need all of them. You’re destined for great things. Always have been. Why else would we


    have given you your name if you weren’t meant for great things?” He hugged me once more, then


    pulled me toward the piano. He sat me down on the bench. “Now, make an old man happy and y me


    your song.”


    “My song? I don’t have a song.”


    “You do. You call it your mo m’s favorite song, but it’s really your song. I used to sing it to you when you


    were a baby. I wrote the melody just for you, hoping that one day you would finish it. I didn’t even tell


    your mother that it was your


    song. She just thought it was some melody I had picked up somewhere and sang to you, but it’s yours.


    It’s always been


    yours.”


    I looked up at him, with tears in my eyes. I suddenly missed all the time I had missed out on with him in


    my childhood. As if he was reading my mind, he said, “I know, peanut. I miss it too, but can you


    imagine both of us in the same room at the same time? I don’t think the world is ready for that many


    emotional support sloths.”


    Iughed, tears falling on my cheeks. He sat down next to me, looking every bit a proud father. “Now,


    y for your old man, peanut.”


    I yed my song, as he sat next to me watching intently. When the song ended, he leaned his shoulder


    against mine. “It’s time for you to go back, kiddo. You’ve still got great things to aplish, one of


    which is to love that man as hard as he loves you.”


    “Will I get to see you again?” I asked.


    “I’m always around. Practicing my swooping,” he made a swooping motion with his arm in front of me.


    He winked at


    me. “I love you, peanut.”


    “I love you too, Dad.”


    My eyelids fluttered open slowly. I heard Adrik snoring softly, felt his warm body beneath me. I lifted my


    head to look at him, but the slight movement jolted him awake. “Sephie? Are you okay??”


    I rested my chin on his chest, looking at him. He looked stressed, his blue eyes were now also red. He


    looked like he hadn’t slept very much, if at all. He sat up a little so he could look at me better. I looked


    into his eyes, searching. I found what I was looking for immediately. He was looking at me with all the


    love and adoration as he always had, but now there was fear there. Worry that he had ruined it all.


    I wasn’t sure what to say to make it go away, but I remembered what my father had said. “You almost


    give Adrik a heart attack every time you smile at him.” I closed my eyes for a moment, remembering my


    dream. When I opened my eyes, he was still looking at me, clearly worried about what I was going to


    do or not do.


    “Sephie?” he asked, his voice cracked with worry.


    I smiled at him. Like I hadn’t seen him in days, like I thought he was dead and now he was underneath


    me, watching over me while I fought my own darkness, like I loved him more than anything in the world.


    It took him a moment. He was still concerned and confused, but he couldn’t help but smile back at me. I


    slowly lifted my very sore body off him, moving so I was sitting on his hips, straddling him. He sat up a


    little more so he could look me in the eyes. I reached out and ran my fingers lightly over his face, the


    way I knew he liked. He closed his eyes at my touch, his breath hitched. A single tear fell from the


    corner of each eye. I leaned into him and kissed him gently. He went to put his hands around me but


    stopped himself. He was still worried he was going to hurt me or I was going to do something rash. I


    leaned back so I could look into his eyes again. “I love you, Adrik. I will always love you. I love you


    more than anything I’ve ever known.” I looked into his eyes, relief washing over him. I added, “but if you


    ever let me think you’ve died when you haven’t again, I will ki ll you myself.”


    He sat up, still wanting to grab me, but uncertain where his hands could go that wouldn’t hurt. He put


    both hands on either side of my face, looking deeply into my eyes. “I swear I will never leave you out of


    any n ever again. I will never withhold information from you again. I almost lost you. I’m so sorry,


    Sephie. Can you ever forgive me?”


    I put my hands on top of his, enjoying the warmth. I closed my eyes, remembering how cold the


    darkness felt, but how warm it got when I heard his voice. I opened my eyes, his eyes pleading,


    searching mine. “I forgive you. Besides, you’re my spark. I can’t get rid of you,” I said smiling at him


    again, enjoying the thought of extra angels on standby in that moment.


    He raised an eyebrow at me, but instead of asking what I meant, he just leaned forward and kissed me.


    He was gentle, at first. His hands still on each side of my face. I pressed my body against him, timidly,


    and wrapped my arms around his neck. I deepened the kiss, feeling his body rxing from the stress


    he’d been under for the past how ever many days.


    “I love you, solnishko,” he said, pressing his forehead to mine. “I will spend every day of the rest of my


    life trying to make sure you know that and how sorry I am.”


    I kissed his lips once more. “Don’t hang on to this. Don’t keep beating yourself up. You made a


    mistake. I mean, a big one, but I’m still here. I’ve got a 100% sess rate at surviving hor rible


    situations so far. But I have been thinking that we should get a whiteboard or something that says, ‘it’s


    been this many days since Sephie got seriously hurt. That way we can keep track. You know, data is


    king and what not.”


    His smile stretched across his face. “There’s my Sephie.”