Lilith pov
“Kiss me like you mean it, Lilith.”
I was stunned, caughtpletely off guard by his request.
He wanted me to kiss him?
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After what I’d done back in the study, I had expected him to sna, to threaten me, or tell me I’d lost my chance at bing beta for not ying fair. But instead….
My eyes stayed fixed on him, dazed, my body trembling as the single inch between us seemed to blur. I stared at Ss, at his wless features, at those usually emotionless eyes that never revealed anything.
Only this time, something was different. There was an intensity in his gaze I couldn’t name, sharp, enough to steal the air from my lungs and make my body ache.
Yes-ache.
I swallowed hard, painfully aware of how I was seated on hisp on the hardness beneath me, throbbing against my already sensitive core. The sensation sent a shiver through me, the urge to move, to seek friction was almost maddening.
My mind went nk.
I couldn’t think. I couldn’t react. I simply stayed there as the seconds stretched on, the slow ticking of the clock echoing loudly through the room.
Then I saw it, Ss’s lips curving into the faintest frown as he watched me, waiting.
Another second passed.
Then another.
And then I felt it, the sharp sting on my butt, the same as earlier Not brutal, but enough to make my breath hitch, my eyes widen, my core tighten hungrily.
Smack!
I gasped as his handnded, and almost immediately my body acted instinctively, betraying me. My waist arched, my hips lifting, my butt rising higher as my teeth sank into my lip to stifle the sound that threatened to escape.
It was as if my body was begging for more, craving that sting again, and goddess, it was humiliating.
The fact that I couldn’t even control myself.
But before I could process anything, slender fingers suddenly caught my chin, forcing my attention back to him. He pulled me closer- so close our lips nearly touched. I held his gaze, my breath uneven, as he spoke. His voice was low, calm, yet edged with impatience as he drawled slowly,
“Kiss me, Lilith.”
It wasn’t amand but a request.
As though he truly wanted me to kiss him on my own.
And when I caught the faintest hint of desperation in his eyes, hiver slid down my spine. My body tensed, not from fear,
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not from nerves, but from something far deeper, something I couldn’t name.
“Kiss me slow,” he continued quietly. “Nice and slow. Just likest time.”
The feeling that rushed through my core was hot, unfamiliar, overwhelming, something I had never felt before.
It was the desperate urge to fulfill this man’s request, not because he could force me to, but because I wanted to
Because I wanted to treat the man beneath me with care. I wanted to give him affection, warmth, something gentler than desire alone.
And for a brief, flickering moment, I didn’t see him as a terrifying Alpha. I didn’t see power or dominance. I saw-
Dravena’sughter echoed in my head, rich with amusement as she purred,
“Oh? You see him as a man starved of love now? And you want to show him what it means to be loved?”
Her voice wasn’t mocking-just amused, as if my thoughts had caught her off guard. I ignored her, swallowed hard, and narrowed my eyes with determination.
Yes.
I wanted to show him what it meant to be loved, not desire along, not hunger or control, but something gentler
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Either way….
Ss kept staring at me with those empty eyes, devoid of light.
I wanted to show him what love was. What it meant to give it.
When his frown began to deepen and his lips parted, ready to speak again, I reached out before he could. My hand came to rest against his face. Almost instantly, his body went still, cold, tese. His eyes flicked to my touch.
I leaned closer, my voice dropping to a breathless murmur as the space between us vanished, until our lips were nearly touching, my body pressing fully against his. I felt his sharp intale of breath in response.
“Alpha Ss…” I whispered, holding his gaze. My other hand slid lowly to the back of his neck as I tilted my face toward his, my words barely leaving my lips before my mind could catch up
“I will kiss you… I will show you what it means to be loved.”
Then it happened. At the next click of the clock, his widened eye were thest thing I saw before I closed the distance between us.
Our lips met, and almost instantly, we responded in perfect syng
I moaned
He grunted.
My core clenched.
His boner twitched hungrily.
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I didn’t stop. I had no intention of pulling away.
My tongue slid into his mouth as his lips parted, and I twirled it around his, slow and deliberate, gentle but deliberate. I kissed him at my pace and he… he didn’t move. He didn’t pull away or try to take control.
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As my hand trailed from his neck to his hair, I tugged it back softly. He groaned, his grip on my butt tightening, pressing me harder against him. My heart raced so fast I thought it might explode.
A single thought echoed deep in my mind:
Lilith, you are in control right now.
Lilith, you want control, so take it. Don’t think. Just act.
And that’s exactly what I did.
I wasn’t sure how long we kissed, but suddenly I pulled back sharply. He instinctively leaned forward, wanting more, but I held him by the hair, stopping him just in time. My breathing was heavy, ragged, as I stared down at him and goddess, oh goddess, he was anything but emotionless now.
His eyes… they were hungry, starved, glowing brighter than normal. His breathing mirrored mine, just slightly steadier, and his growing boner was evidence of how turned on he was.
I swallowed hard and leaned forward again but not for a kiss this time. My hand, still on his face, slid down to his chest. Without hesitation, I undid a button of his shirt. His eyes followed mine, unblinking.
“Alpha Ss, you are really a handsome man,” I murmured softly undoing the second button. “You are smart too… calm, intelligent…”
I continued with the third, never breaking eye contact as I showered him withpliments.
To love someone is to make them feel seen, to show them they are enough. That’s what I was doing even though I knew a man like him didn’t need someone like me to tell him that.
I still did.
Ss continued staring at me, silent, eyes no longer empty. He looked dazed, entranced, caught in a spell he didn’t understand. And goddess… he looked so beyond mesmerising like this.
“I love the way you think. I love the way you read… it makes you so hot, so attractive…”
I paused at thest button of his shirt. My voice dropped even lover as I undid it.
“Would
you read for me one day, Alpha Ss?” I asked.
As his shirt fell open, he didn’t hesitate. Not a moment. His voice came out low, deep, husky, almost a growl as though barely holding himself together.
“Yes… I will. I will read for you, Lilith.”
Thump. Thump.
My heart nearly exploded at his words, a shaky breath escaping he despite myself. A slow smile curved my lips, and without thinking, the words slipped out,
“You are so good to me, Alpha Ss. Let me reward you…please”
He sucked in a breath as I leaned closer, closing the distance but instead of his lips, I went straight for his neck, tugging his hair back to expose his skin. Without hesitation, I pressed my lip to it and kissed him.
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He growled.
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A sound that sent shivers down my spine and left my panties dripping. Before I could even process what I was doing. instincts took over, and my teeth found his neck—just enough to leave a hickey, enough to mark him in my own way despite my mind screaming that I was crazy.
How dare I mark an Alpha with a hickey??
But…
“Lilith.”
He grunted my name, not pulling me away or stopping me as my tongue slid over the spot. His boner hardened even more, and I instinctively rubbed against it, letting my wetness soak over his trousers. I didn’t care.
More. More. More.
I want more, Ss.
That thought consumed me. Before I knew it, I was leaning backward, my lips finding his chest. As I held his gaze, my mind went nk, my body ignited.
Fuck. He was panting. His eyes were trembling.
Those emotionless eyes were trembling, filled with raw lust for me and the pink flush creeping over his cheeks…
Never in my life would I have imagined seeing a man like Ss actually blush.
Fuck.
I wanted more. I needed to give him more.
I couldn’t stop. I wouldn’t.
I pressed my lips to his hard chest, trailing downward, and the words slipped out without thought, straight from my heart.
“I love you, Alpha Ss,” I whispered breathlessly, pressing a kiss to his chest.
I felt him stiffen, eyes widening at my words. The world seemed to pause around us as I continued,
“I love you so much, Alpha Ss.”
Another kiss.
Another press lower.
And lower, to his rock-hard abs, worshipping his body with each kiss, each word spilling from my lips. Ss groaned, grunted, tilting his head back until…
I pressed my face against his abs, inches from the growing evidence beneath his trousers. My eyes remained locked on his,
And then…
Slowly…
He looked back at me, raw hunger zing in his gaze.
“Your slut loves you so much,” I whispered, pressing a soft, deliberate kiss to his lower abs before lowering myself slightly, right on top of his boner, with only the fabric separating me from what I wanted the most.
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But, I didn’t move. I wanted him to tell me what he wanted. I wanted hismand.
And that was exactly what he did.
Without breaking eye contact, his voice tight but deep, almost not h
is own, hissed:
“Take me into your mouth,” hemanded. “Show my dick some love, Lilith.”
The corners of my lips curled into a slow, satisfied smile, and without hesitation… that was exactly what I did.
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<strong>Cede</strong> is a passionate storyteller known for her bold romantic and spicy novels that keep readers hooked from the very first chapter. With a ir for crafting emotionally intense plots and unforgettable characters, she blends love, desire, and drama into every story she writes. Cede’s storytelling style is immersive and addictive—perfect for fans of heated romances and heart-pounding twists.