<h4>Chapter 46: ssmates</h4>
<strong><i>{Elira}</i></strong>
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<strong>Daily routine:</strong>
8:00–11:00 AM – First Lecture
11:00–12:00 PM – Break/Lunch
12:00–3:00 PM – Second Lecture
3:00–5:00 PM – Siesta
5:00–6:00 PM – Dinner
6:00–9:00 PM – Study
9:00–10:00 PM – Free time
I ran my finger lightly across the neat rows. It felt... real, suddenly. <i>I was really a student here.</i>
Professor Calven spoke again, tone softer. "Sundays are free — a chance to leave the Academy grounds, visit family, or just rest. But curfew remains."
He also exined that the elective courses weren’t taught in our main ssroom. Instead, all students who picked the same elective would gather in a lecture hall at the scheduled time.
So unlike the core courses, where the professors came to us, we’d have to go to them.
"I understand," I murmured, the paper schedule in my hand feeling more real than ever.
"Remember to stop by after sses today to collect your textbooks and workbooks." His gaze met mine gently, giving me a reassuring smile. "And Miss Shaw? If you have questions, my door is open."
Something in my chest eased. "Thank you, Sir."
Before I could rise from my chair to leave, Professor Calven nced at the clock on the wall. "Perfect timing, actually — you have my ss next. Come, I will introduce you properly to your fellow ssmates."
The words settled heavily in my chest. My palms felt mmy.
Meeting my ssmates for the first time... was it too hopeful to wish they would ept me?
Still, I gathered my courage — and my things — and followed him out of the office.
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The ssroom door was already open when we arrived. Dozens of heads turned at once.
Professor Calven stepped just inside. "Everyone, before we begin, we have a new student joining us."
He turned slightly, looking back at me. The gesture was small, but it felt like a weight.
"Come in, Miss Shaw."
I stepped forward, clutching my notebook and phone tightly. The air seemed to still around me.
From the front, behind the broad green chalkboard, I looked out at rows of faces. Some curious. Some bored. A few... openly hostile.
"Introduce yourself," Professor Calven prompted gently.
"My name is Elira Shaw," I said, my voice softer than I’d meant it to be.
Professor Calven nodded, as if satisfied after he realized that I didn’t have anything more to add.
Then his gaze shifted toward a blond boy in the second row. "Jude, see that Miss Shaw gets settled."
Jude, the ss captain. He inclined his head, though his expression stayed carefully nk.
"And Miss Shaw," Professor Calven added, "there’s an empty desk at the back."
I moved quickly, every step feeling twice as loud with several pairs of even on. They followed me to my desk.
And I tried to pretend I didn’t know I was being watched as I set my notebook and pen on the wooden desk, cing my phone beside them.
Then, finally, Professor Calven called everyone’s attention. The dozens of heads turned from me back to him, and I felt the tightness in my chest ease, just a little.
ss began. Professor Calven used the first hour to carefully summarize the topics I had missed.
He spoke with rity, pausing often, checking if I followed along.
It worked: the panic that usually settled in my stomach when I thought about being behind... faded.
But I figured my new ssmates didn’t like that they had to repeat the previous lessons just because of me, with the way they kept stealing nces at me.
Then, Professor Calven moved into the day’s topic.
I took notes, scribbling as quickly as I could. Professor Calven’s teaching style was calm but steady, each exnationyering over thest until it made sense.
I didn’t feel like I was drowning in a ssroom, like the way my imagination had pictured my first ss.
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When the bell rang, Professor Calven reminded me gently as he closed his notebook and picked it up from the lectern, "Don’t forget to stop by my officeter for your textbooks."
"Yes, Professor," I murmured.
Then he excused himself and left.
I exhaled, letting the moment settle before gathering my things to follow. But before I could stand, shadows loomed over my desk.
Four students surrounded me. The air turned sharp and heavy.
One boy, taller than the others, sneered down at me. "What’s an Omega doing in our school?"
Anotherughed softly. "I guess ESA will admit anyone these days."
Heat crawled up my neck. My pulse thudded wildly.
I remembered what Cambria had said: ’<i>best not to trust anyone on that stage</i>.’ But these weren’t student council members — just ssmates.
Still, the disdain in their eyes felt like something solid pressing down on my chest.
A girl with glossy dark hair jabbed a finger at me. "How did you even get in?"
Their gazes pinned me like needles. My throat tightened.
Immediately, I tried to look around the room, wondering where the ss captain was as he supposed to help me settle in, but his desk was empty.
I opened my mouth, words catching on my tongue — when suddenly, a bright voice cut through the tension.
"Elira!"
The students parted, as if pushed aside by invisible hands.
And there she was. Cambria. Smiling, arm half-raised in a wave.
Relief crashed over me. I stood quickly, hugging my notebook to my chest, and stepped around the hostile stares.
Cambria hooked her arm through mine, guiding me out of the ssroom and into the bright, noisy hallway.
Students streamed past us in every direction, voices and footsteps echoing off the walls.
Cambria leaned closer, voice light as she released my arm. "Were they bothering you?"
"They... don’t seem to like Omegas," I admitted, my words shaking just a little.
Cambria shrugged, her ponytail shifting over her shoulder. "That’s their problem, then. Don’t waste your breath on them."
Her words settled somewhere deep inside me. I hesitated, then asked, "Don’t... don’t you hate Omegas too?"
Although I couldn’t sense any hostility from her, I wanted to hear her thoughts directly.
"You would have noticed if I did." Then she turned her head, eyes meeting mine, and smiled. "One’s actions tell you who someone really is, Elira. Not their title."