<b>Since </b>he didn’t let go, I wouldn’t be able to push him away. In such a confined space, I couldn’t breathe properly. Just as I was <b>about </b>to escape from under his armpit, I heard him say in a low voice, “If it were that man from your blind date or someone else, would you kiss them too?
Thadn’t thought about that. Then, I felt that I probably would not. After all, I hadn’t kissed many people.
Even when I was with Alvin, I only kissed him secretly when he was sick, or asleep after drinking. However, I only kissed his cheek <b>or </b>the back of his hand.
But just now<b>, </b>my lips were pressed against Josh’s. This was something that Alvin and I rarely had.
Even when Alvin kissed me, he only kissed my cheek and forehead. He had never kissed me on the lips before.
He had once said, “Zoe, we’re too familiar with each other that I can’t bring myself to do you.”
In the end, he just didn’t love me. Someone had said that when a man and woman kissed, their lips and tongues would secrete dopamine. They <b>couldn’t </b>help it. Hence, the only reason why Alvin didn’t kiss me was because he didn’t love me.
“I don’t like hypotheses,” I said.
Josh’s jaw tightened and his Adam’s apple bobbed. Then, he insisted, “But I want to know.”
His eyes were persistent and firm, and the pressure was heavy.
My breathing was a little irregr. Then, Iughed mockingly. “It’s not the first time you’ve been kissed by a girl, right? Why are you so dertermined?”
“Yes, it was!” His reply froze the smile on my face.
A few secondster, I said something that even I felt wasme and annoying. “Then I’ll make it up to you.”
“How do you n topensate me?” Josh asked.
It was clearly me who had the initiative, but at this moment, I was actually being led into a trap by him.
Il clearly knew whatpensation he wanted the most.
I pursed my lips and felt that there was only one way to make him give up. “Josh, we agreed that it was just an act. It’s the same for physical contact. If you take it so seriously, I will have to rece you.”
<i>“</i>Are you going to change your boyfriend every day?” Josh’s voice was as cold as ice.
I smiled faintly, looking a little heartless. “I don’t want to either, but you can’t afford this game. I have no choice.”
Josh stopped talking. His entire body was emitting cold air, as if he wanted to freeze me.
I endured the cold air and continued to provoke him. “I know you’re very innocent. Speaking of which, I would hold your hand, hug you, and even kiss you. I’m indeed taking advantage of you, so let’s end our fake rtionship right now.”
With that, I pushed him hard again, then opened the car door and got in.
But he stood still. I lowered the window and looked at him. “You’re not leaving?”
He remained silent. I smirked, rolled up the window, and stepped on the gas.
The car drove a few feet away before I looked into the rearview mirror and saw Josh standing there alone in the dark <b>night</b><b>, </b><b>as </b>if he <b>had </b><b>been </b><b>abandoned </b>by the world.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was <b>a </b>terrible person/
<i>10 </i>
I didn’t know if <b>Josh </b><b>would </b>go <b>back </b>to his apartment across the street <b>from </b><b>me</b><b>, </b>but I <b>didn’t </b>want <b>in </b>go back there.
Hence, I called Jasmine again, but she still did not answer. It seemed that she was operating surgery again in that case<b>, </b>I had no choice bir banta
I drove the car back to my residence. Before getting out of the car, I deliberately fooked up at Josh’s window.
It was pitch ck. As expected, he did not return.
I didn’t know where he would go. I let out a long sigh of relief, got out of the car, and went upstairs.
However, as soon as I went upstairs, I saw a person standing in the dark corridor. The scene of the man from the blind date stalking <b>me </b>suddenly surged into my mind. I immediately tensed up and stopped. Then, I turned around and ran.
<b>AD </b>