<b>My </b><b>retort </b>made <b>Jared </b>choke momentarily, his handsome <b>face </b>growing darker.
“This is <b>between </b>us <b>as </b>husband and <b>wife</b>. Don’t drag someone else into it,” Jared said in a lowered tone, but his emotions <b>clearly </b>worsened.
I nodded. It <b>was </b>true; when a guy cheated, the other woman was at fault too, but he was even more responsible.
“Alright, let’s not talk about Tracy. Let’s focus on you. If there’s nothing between you two, why are you so nervous<b>?</b><b>” </b><b>I </b>asked sharply.
Jared’s <b>eyes </b>froze for a second, and then he seemed displeased. “When did I ever act nervous? I’m just having a normal conversation with you. Stop twisting things<b>.” </b>
Listening to that, it was obvious he wasn’t genuinely trying to exin anything. He was just using a tough attitude to cover up something deeper. I instantly lost interest in arguing further; I needed to look after my own health and sanity.
“Fine, I got it. I won’t bring up Tracy around our daughter again.” With that, I headed to the bathroom. I thought, ‘If he wants to win this argument so badly, let him.‘
By the time I came out of the bathroom, Jared was gone.
In the middle of the night, Yvonne crawled into my arms, holding my arm tightly with her little hands. “Mommy, I had a nightmare. Hold me while I sleep,” she said.
Looking at the little body in my arms made my heart ache. I thought, ‘I’ve decided to stop trying to control her. If Jared and I divorce, I’ll probably see her only every few days, or sometimes not for months..
<b>“</b><b>If </b><b>I </b>really move to another city for work, I’ll miss her teenage years and her rebellious phase. I won’t be there for her middle school tutoring sessions or see here homete from high school..
“When she goes abroad for college, it’ll be Jared and Tracy who support her, while I might only call from afar to check in on
her.‘
Tears unknowingly filled my eyes. I felt so lost inside. ‘How does one live life without regrets?‘ I wondered.
The next morning, Yvonne went to look for Jared, only to find that he wasn’t in his room.
After I got dressed and went downstairs, Wendy told me that Jared had leftst night. I thought he was probably in a bad mood and went to find his lover for somefort.
At the breakfast table, Yvonne was eating while eyeing me. “Mom, your clothes have been looking so goodtely. Can I wear them when I grow up?”
I shook my head. “No, by the time you grow up, these clothes will be old.”
Yvonne giggled and said, “My teacher said you’re really beautiful and that I’ll grow up to be a beautiful woman too.”
<b>“</b>Is that so? Well, eat more then,” I said, scooping another spoonful of gruel for her.
Today, I wore a white blouse with a big bow at the neckline, paired with a high–waisted fishtail skirt. Thanks to my height, the look was both elegant and striking.
I thought<b>, </b>‘From now on, I’ll make an effort to dress well every day as a way topensate myself.‘
Chapter of
On the way to school, Yvonne asked where we would go during summer vacation and mentioned many ces she wanted to revisit fromst <b>year</b>. She remembered them vividly and wanted to experience them all over again.
I told her there were no ns for this summer. If <b>she </b>wanted to go somewhere, she should ask Jared to take her because <b>I </b>had to focus on work. She looked disappointed and refused to talk to me<b>. </b>
When we arrived at the school gate, the teacher asked her to say goodbye to me, but she just huffed and ran into the school.
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