Even if you want to get something, the reality will not be so smooth.


    With the feeling of wanting to get Jasmine, I fell into a state of depression all day long. Of course, I did not show off my bitter face in kindergarten, but hid this mood well. As Jasmine developed more and more friends of boys and girls, I also tried hard to make friends with my sunny appearance.


    I don’t know if this is a great irony. I have really made many friends. Everyone has no intention of doing it. They will treat each other honestly, cry at me, and smile at me.


    When I responded to them with a real smile, I felt more and more painful.


    Why...why isn''t the person who shares his emotions with me?


    One noon.


    Because it was Saturday, I didn''t have to go to kindergarten, so I ran to my father''s clinic.


    I didn''t know what my father did before, but later I heard that my father explained to me patiently, and then I realized that our father was a doctor who saved lives and healed the wounded. After that, I was still proud for a while.


    And when my nightmare began, it was that seemingly calm afternoon.


    "Why…"


    I sat on a small stool and watched the doctor and dad patiently sitting at the table, while I was holding a drawing board in my hand. My dad asked me to scribble and pass the time.


    I was idle, after spending a jasmine flower hard, I fell into a state of confusion, and just looked at my father who was treating the patient foolishly.


    Why…


    Not only did I sigh, but I was also sighing in my heart.


    Sunflower, you can’t do this. If you are not happy, someone will worry about you.


    Murging like this, I forced my fingers to curl the corners of my mouth before my father could not find out that he was in a bad mood and made a forced smile.


    My father is a doctor, and today is a day off, so there are naturally more patients.


    Looking at my dad who was writing something in a daze, I held my chin and asked casually to relieve the messy emotions in my heart:


    "Dad, what are you doing now?"


    "Prepare the medicine."


    "What medicine is it?"


    "Uh, it''s stomach medicine."


    "But someone who had otitis media before was also looking for you? Are you not an otologist?"


    "You don''t understand Kuihua. There are too few doctors nowadays. Fortunately, my father is capable, so he can take responsibility."


    "Dad is so awesome."


    "Yes, yes, hehe. Dad will be even better in the future. He will be promoted and go to big cities~"


    “Big City…”


    I muttered about this strange word, and honestly I didn''t understand it.


    "Little Kuihua, please continue to sit down obediently. Dad will take you to have a big meal with Uncle Zhao after dinner."


    "OK."