<h4>Chapter 80: Chapter 80 : Blown by Neal</h4>


    Ba


    Never once had I considered what it would be like to be with Neal, but the moment he touched me, my skin felt as if it was on fire. Perhaps it was the alcohol running through my blood talking. Who knows?


    Though, it didn’t matter because I waspletely on fire around him.


    Pushing my back against the wall in the small enclosed room away from the others, his lips were on mine in an instant and as he kissed me, my heart raced with excitement. His hands wandered across my body, my skin burning from his touch.


    I wanted more.


    I wanted so much more.


    Pulling, pushing, everything camepletely off, falling to the floor like a lost memory. For a moment, I was worried about someone walking in, but even that idea turned me on.


    “You have no idea how long I’ve waited for this,” he whispered softly in my ear as his lips trailed over my jawline, slowly making their way down my neck.


    “You should have taken advantage of a situation in the past,” I teased.


    A deep chuckle reverberated from his lips as he slid his tongue over my navel, making me gasp. He was slowly making his way south towards the region between my legs I so desperately wanted him to taste. The entire moment was f*cking erotic, leaving me breathless, wondering how this moment passed.


    “The past is the past. What matters is the present.” His words were thest response before his tongue dived into the center of my core. cing my hands on top of his shoulders, I moaned out at the sensations he created in me.


    He had me pinned against the wall, knelt before me, devouring me internally.


    “F*ck!” I moaned softly. “Oh, my God... holy f*ck... keep going... don’t stop.”


    I wanted it all, and the more he ran his tongue over my sensitive cl*t, the higher and closer it brought me to my climax. My eyes rolled into the back of my head as one hand went up to run through my hair.


    Grasping at my neck, my shoulders, trying anything I could to hold back the orgasm that wanted to break through me.


    A low rumble escaped him that eventually tipped me over the edge.


    I screamed out in pleasure,ing undone as hepped up the juices without hesitation, but he didn’t stop. Instead, he was still relentless. Faster and faster, his tongue worked over me. Small cries of pain and pleasure as the sensitivity grew to heightened levels... levels I never knew I could go.


    He was being dominant, possessive even, and though I didn’t want someone to be entirely like that, with him, it was different. F*ck, I enjoyed it.


    Knowing he had craved me this long and was set on making sure I didn’t forget him was a feeling I didn’t know he could give me.


    For a second time, I came, my legs trembled, my hands trying to hold myself up. “Neal—” I gasped as I pushed against him so I didn’t copse onto the floor.


    He had made me breathless, and as his eyes met mine, he smiled. “Giving up already?”


    I couldn’t hold back theugh that escaped me as I shook my head no. “Never.”


    Within seconds he stood, and my eyes took in the rock hard thickness of his c*ck. It was actuallyrger than James’s, and I was shocked because I never had expected Neal to be so... huge.


    “See something you like,” he said, causing my eyes to gaze at him again.


    “Jesus Christ—”


    Spinning me around, he pushed my chest to the wall. His hand wrapped within my hair as he yanked my head back, his knee spreading my legs as I felt the head of his thick c*ck press against the center of my core teasingly.


    “Jesus isn’t going to help you. Are you sure that you want this?” he whispered in my ear, catching me off guard.


    Do I want it? Of course, I f*cking wanted it.


    I wanted it like a bitch in heat.


    I wanted him to ravage me like the animal I knew he could be.


    “Don’t tell me you’re checking out now,” I said in a seductive tone, just before he thrust every inch of that long c*ck inside me. A cry of pain and pleasure escaped me as he pushed himself in until he waspletely hilted.


    “You like being a bad girl, Ba? I’ll show you what bad girls get with me.”


    I hadn’t known what he had meant at first, but within a moment, his hand in my hair released and instead he gripped my neck tight. A small, suffocating feeling crept into my throat as he started relentlessly thrusting into me.


    Ravaging me harder and faster than I had ever been taken.


    Neal was a monster in the bedroom, and I f*cking loved it.


    As his grip on my throat loosened, I let out a soft cry. “Holy f*cking shit.”


    I hadn’t expected this; I hadn’t expected any of it. But God, it was so f*cking worth it.


    In and out, in and out, his motions would be forever imprinted in my brain. His hands ran against my ass, before his finger slid through the crack, pressing against my puckered hole.


    That was an area I had never really entirely ventured, and there was no way I could imagine him f*cking me there with the size of his fat c*ck, but that didn’t seem to be on his mind. Instead, he pulled out his thick erection slowly and used my juices to lubricate his finger.


    Losing his thick erection made me whimper, wanting it back inside me. “What are you doing?”


    “Shh—” he hissed as he used his finger to spread the juices against my puckered hole, slowly pressing it inside me. I gasped at the new sensation. The stinging from the intrusion was something unexpected, but as he thrust his engorged member back inside me, I suddenly realized what he was doing, and god did it feel amazing.


    The sensation of what he was doing took me to a level of pleasure I hadn’t known existed.


    “Please...” I whimpered more as he picked up the pace of f*cking me at both of my entrances. The pleasure of his actions building a knot in my stomach I knew all too well.


    “You like that, don’t you?” He groaned softly in my ear. “You like being bad for me?”


    “Yes—” I gasped as another moan escaped me. “Don’t stop.”


    He may have been my best friend’s brother.


    He may have been my ex-lovers rival... but he wanted me with a passion I had never seen in a man. Neal was the thing I had only in movies... a man who couldn’t be rivaled.


    Just when I thought I could go on, a bubble burst inside me, and I screamed at the top of my lungs as I camepletely undone. His own roar of approval echoed against me as he came deep inside me. The feeling of his c*ck twitching against my cervix left me gasping, but still he didn’t stop.


    He thrust a few more times as if making sure every bit of his c*m was deep inside me.


    We hadn’t been using protection, but I wasn’t worried.


    I was the girl who got the Depo shot every three months on time with no issues. So letting him c*m inside me as much as he wanted or as much as James had wanted in the past didn’t bother me. I didn’t have to worry about being pregnant because it wasn’t something I had set in my future, at least not anytime soon.


    Sagging against the wall, I slowly tried to catch my breath.


    His eyes looked down at me as he lifted my chin with his hand and pulled me back, gently kissing my lips. He was still buried within me, but after a moment, he slowly slid himself out and spun me around to face him properly, using his body to brace me up considering my legs felt like Jell-O.


    “I never expected my first time with you to be inside one of these rooms in this club, but I don’t regret it,” he chuckled, brushing a thumb against my cheek. “Now, why don’t we get you cleaned up so I can take you back to the house and continue on with what we started.”


    Started... f*ck, I thought we had finished.


    My cheeks flushed at his words, thinking about all the dirty, dark things he still had nned for me. Once upon a time, I would have been nervous.. perhaps even scared.


    Now, though, there was no way I would be hesitant with him.


    Perhaps a life with Neal was what fate had for me all along. Perhaps everything that had happened to metely was all part of a bigger purpose.


    As Neal set me down on the small bed in the room, he walked to the small connected bathroom and turned on the facet. I couldn’t help but watch him and think about everything.


    James had been a man I was unconditionally falling in love with, but a life with him was nothing but heartache andplications. Something that wasn’t healthy for anyone... and he didn’t want the same future I did.


    Neal, however, was different. Closer to my age, but still older. No baggage, nothing holding him back from loving me. Not to mention zeroplications. We didn’t have to hide or pretend... Neal wanted me for me, and expected nothing different.


    Stepping from the bathroom, he came towards me with a wet towel, smiling. “Lay back. Let me take care of you.”


    I did as he asked without question, and as he slowly slid his hand up my leg before using the towel to clean up all the mess we’d made, I couldn’t help but think how intimate this situation was between us. The entire time, he stared at what he was doing with such tenderness.


    “I never thought that being with you would be like this,” I whispered, my admission causing his eyes to meet mine as he set the towel down and took my hand pulling me up towards him.


    “Ba, I waited for you for a long time, and I would have continued to do so. But this... this is only the beginning of what I have for you. You don’t have to agree to be my woman, but I promise you... I’m a possessive man, and now that I’ve had you... there’s no f*cking way that I’m letting you go.”


    Just hearing him say that... hearing him proim his future agenda while pulling me tighter against him made my heart melt.


    What the hell was I doing with my life?