moonlight


    so close now


    her scent changes


    sweeter


    stronger


    song shifts


    no longer calling me to consume


    to devour


    to tear apart


    but something else


    something new


    do not understand


    have always known what she wanted


    what she needed


    her song told me


    hunt me


    eat me


    but now…


    now song is different


    confusing


    body responds in new way


    heat builds beneath skin


    blood rushes


    heart pounds


    want to touch


    to taste


    to im


    but not with teeth


    not with ws


    instinct screams to pin her down


    to mount


    to breed


    but cannot


    i am unworthy of her light


    her song


    her touch


    she patched wounds


    gave warmth


    saved me


    even though i am a failure


    a useless broken thing


    cannot give her what she wants


    what her new song begs for


    growl builds in throat


    frustrated


    angry


    at self


    at makers


    at world that turned me into this


    maybe in another life


    i would deserve to be near her


    to walk the same earth as her


    she deserves better


    deserves a whole alpha


    not this abomination


    her scent fills air


    it is maddening


    makes thoughts hazy


    makes control slip


    want to grab her


    to hold her


    to…


    to what?


    have no words for this new hunger


    this new need


    ws dig into earth


    tearing up soil


    must stay still


    must not move


    must not hurt her


    but gods


    how I want to


    her breathes faster now


    chest heaving


    scent sweetening


    want to speak


    to tell her…


    what?


    that I am sorry?


    that I wish I could be what she needs?


    that I would give anything?


    jaws open


    but only snarls pour out