<strong>Chapter 921: Chapter 615: Sorrowful Heart, Fleeting Moments, Lasting Affection (41)</strong>
Yang Su bit her lip, unable to speak.
Seeing this, Chu Qing smiled again, “See, you can’t. All he wants is love, and this love, after eleven years of marriage, is certainly deeper than the half-year you’ve had with him! Yang Su, admit it, you can’t win over me!”
At this moment, Yang Su didn’t know what she felt inside. There was destion, anger, but more than anything, there was sadness!
“Then, why? Why did you betray Chang Linsheng back then? If you loved him so much, why did you betray him? You could have had a perfect marriage, but why didn’t you cherish it? You know, you had been married for only three days, how could you…”
How could you hurt him so much, trample on that man’s dignity and pride, torment that man so cruelly…
As Yang Su thought about it, her eyes involuntarily reddened. She felt sad, sad for Chang Linsheng!
She couldn’t imagine what Chang Linsheng, only twenty-two at the time, felt when faced with all this?
How many cigarettes did he smoke during those countless days of new beginnings and old endings?
When others talked about perfect love, did he curl his lips in disdain?
When women said they loved him, did he show a self-deprecating smile, with disbelief written all over his eyes?
How did he get through those unbearable nights and days?
How did he endure those harsh winters and scorching summers?
Chu Qing’s face turned even paler, but her expression was still full of stubbornness and defiance!
She tugged at the corners of her mouth, “You’re right, how could I, how could I not cherish him, how could I harm him? But what if I told you, I did it because I wanted to cherish him, because I didn’t want to hurt him, what would you think?”
Chu Qing closed her eyes, the scene she imagined had actually shed through her mind for a long time!
Back then, she and that man were passionately entwined on the bed, she gritted her teeth and endured, just wanting to get through it quickly, she told herself in her heart, it was thest time, really thest time!
After that, she would be free, no longer having to face that man, she could be at peace being a good wife, truly loving the man she had fought so hard to have!
But who would have thought, Chang Linsheng would suddenly return and see it!
At that moment, she really felt like the whole world had copsed, her life becamepletely dark, no more sunshine, no more love! Never again!
“That man was my ex-boyfriend…” Chu Qing said, “After I broke up with him, I fell in love with Asheng and married Asheng! But ever since I decided to get married, that man kepting to me, forcing me to be with him… I couldn’t refuse, he had videos of us together… He said if I didn’t agree, he would send the videos to Asheng…”
Chu Qing closed her eyes, tears fell as she spoke, “I was scared, really scared, I was afraid Asheng would see those videos and think I was a dirty woman, I was afraid he wouldn’t want me! I didn’t betray Asheng on purpose, I really loved him, but he was so stubborn, no matter how much I begged, he wouldn’t forgive me, wanted to divorce me, I was forced to go abroad because I didn’t want to divorce him!”
“Of course, I admit, during my time abroad, I had a lover, but I was with him only because he resembled Asheng, and I am a woman, I would feel lonely, I would have needs, he didn’t want me, I couldn’t just wither away! From 21 to now at 32, if I didn’t love him, could I have held on for so long? If it were you, could you have done better than me? Tell me, where could you do better than me? Hmm?”
“…”
Yang Su was somewhat shocked, not expecting the reasons behind the betrayal to be these. But could she let Chang Linsheng and her be together because of this? No, it was impossible!
“You’re right, I really couldn’t hold on for that long! So, if it were me, I might have let go much earlier! When he found out I had betrayed him, I would have let go! However, there’s one thing that’s different! That is, I would never have done that thing to betray him, faced with threats, what I might have done would probably have been two things: one, confess. Two, call the police.”
Yang Su said, “In this world, everyone has their past, I always believe, Chang Linsheng might care somewhat about those videos with your ex-boyfriend, but that’s your past, that was before he appeared in your life, that is not your fault, so even if he would feel ufortable, he wouldn’t me you much. Time can fade everything, you were both so young at the time, why not use a longer future to smooth over those meaningless pasts?”
Yang Su stood up, looked at her, and said, “Actually, the reason I came to see you today is just to tell you, treat yourself well, don’t let your love be too humble, that way you will never achieve happiness! Rest well, I’m leaving now!”
“Creak~~” A sound, and at that moment, the door was suddenly pushed open, and the two people in the room were both stunned for a moment, looking up, it was none other than Chang Linsheng standing at the door!
In his hand, he was holding a food box!
Yang Su’s eyes flickered, but she said nothing!
Chu Qing also stood there, unable to speak a word.
Chang Linsheng nced at Chu Qing indifferently, then looked at Yang Su, he walked over, gently ruffled Yang Su’s hair, and said softly, “Be good~ wait for me outside!”
Yang Su dumbly “Oh~” with a sound, and lifted her foot to walk outside!
After thinking for a moment, she reached out and closed the door!
…
Yang Su waited outside for as long as ten minutes before Chang Linsheng finally came out!
At that time, Yang Su was leaning against the wall, her hands and feet somewhat cold, Chang Linsheng took her hands into his own palms, his palms were warm and big, this warmth spread to Yang Su’s heart, her nose suddenly tingled, and she threw herself into the man’s arms and started crying “wuu wuu~”!
Indeed, this man, without him, she might not havemitted suicide, but certainly, definitely, would live a life worse than death! Because, she truly loved him, loved him dearly!