?168: Chapter 145 He said, I’ve Fallen for You_1   168: Chapter 145 He said, I’ve Fallen for You_1                                   Gui Xi said, “I’ve practiced medicine my entire life, treated countless people, but there’s one illness I can’t cure, and that’s love.”


    That’s right, in my world, love is an illness, and in my eyes, you’re a patient suffering from a terminal case of it!


    The reason I don’t cure you is because sometimes no-love, fearing love, or being afraid of love, is also a kind of illness, which also causes pain, but I always feel that falling into love is more likely to find pleasure in pain!


    So I just stand by and watch you, watch you experience joy and sorrow in love, sharing each other’s troubles…


    Lu Yinchu is thankful for everything his brothers have done for him, but he’s even more thankful to fate for granting him so much sincerity!


    But in fact, is their support and help also a kind of helpless indulgence in a certain sense?


    Because no matter what they choose, his choice won’t change.


    He wants her, only her, in this life, he can only think of her, Gu Nanxi, she’s indispensable to him!


    Because of deep love, he bes infatuated and foolish!


    Only then would he lose control and rationality like today!


    …


    That day, he apanied her back to the hospital.


    To avoid being noticed, he should have left immediately, but he was reluctant, worried, and scared.


    Since when did the always confident Lu Yinchu start to possess such humble emotions?


    He didn’t know, but the other person he was facing was Nanxi, the girl he loved, so even if he felt humbled, he was willing to!


    He had no regrets!


    He didn’t leave, instead, he got Mo Yan to buy him a casual outfit and a baseball cap in a nearby shopping mall, disguising himself just to get closer to her!


    He walked leisurely in the shadow of the trees and in the flower garden of the hospital, his steps rxed, but no one noticed the subtle waves in his heart!


    Li Mufang came out with her, both of their expressions were different, but from Nanxi’s clenched little fists hanging on her sides, he knew she was very nervous—this was her signature expression when she was nervous!


    But he also realized that she had tried to control these nerves—both of them were quietly conversing, their expressions asionally changing, inconspicuous, after all, they both were very good at controlling their emotions, especially Li Mufang!


    This niece of his, who is three years younger than him, has strong working capabilities, a calm and restrained temperament, and a decisive and steady approach to work.


    Although she entered the government building with the support of the Lu Family, her rise from a mere office assistant to one of the notable figures within a few years was due to her own abilities and efforts!


    For Li Mufang, who has spent years in government departments, interacting with various people, controlling her emotions was really not difficult!


    But for Nanxi, such a simple and transparent girl, to also be able to just as appropriately control her emotions, truly surprised him!


    No wonder even Li Mufang showed some admiration for her!


    Was it the experience that gave her the chance to grow?


    Or was it the molding of fate that forced her to grow up prematurely?


    What exactly happened six years ago?


    He really wanted to know, but he couldn’t find out anything!


    At that moment, he felt a bit heartbroken for Nanxi!


    …


    The conversation between the two didn’tst long, and soon, Li Mufang left.


    Nanxi was left standing there, anxiously waiting.


    Her small figure was hidden behind a cluster of shrubs, seemingly also afraid of being discovered by others.


    Lu Yinchu was not far behind her.


    His thin lips moved, so this is what it feels like… to be looking at you while you’re looking at someone else… It’s a bit strange, and a bit bleak!


    Li Mufang soon came out again, this time with Qi Qun.


    He watched as Nanxi carefully bid farewell to Qi Qun and Li Mufang, then ran towards the inpatient building.


    This time, he didn’t follow.


    Instead, he found a quiet spot in the deep shadows of the trees and started smoking!


    He nced at the azure sky through the hollow tree shadows.


    His irritable emotions spread with the summer heat, flowing unrestrained!


    The surrounding scenery, even though it appeared to be lush and verdant, because it was intertwined with theplexities of the mundane world and couldn’t be freed, it could only sink deeper and deeper…


    Suddenly, he thought of himself eight years ago!


    What’s ironic is that once upon a time, he saw someone as his redemption.


    He thought that one day he’d be their redemption too.


    However,ter on, that person saw someone else as their redemption.


    Isn’t that ironic?


    Probably after about three cigarettes, she came out, but she was not alone.


    With her was Li Weihuan!


    The two were holding hands, one in front and the other behind, a young and willful couple with good looks and refreshing temperament.


    Even while simply walking there, they attracted the attention of countless people around them!


    The look in their eyes was either jealousy, envy, marvel, or sigh…


    And he was standing in the distance along with everyone else, watching, but the emotions reflected in his eyes were different from everyone else’s…


    He was sad, disappointed, ming himself, even intensely regretful!


    Then, he saw the dashing young man couldn’t wait to kiss the girl.


    He kissed her passionately, wrapping her tightly in his arms, fearing that if he loosens his grip, the person in his arms would disappear and would be nowhere to be found!


    At that moment, his expression was numb.


    He had a self-mocking smile on his lips.


    So, this is what it feels like when it hurts so much that you can’t even feel the pain!


    It was as if a hand had pierced his flesh and reached into his heart, tearing away something that originally belonged to him, mercilessly from his body.


    Faced with such plunder, he couldn’t do anything, he had to let it do as it pleased!


    Suddenly, he thought that Li Weihuan was indeed smarter than him because when he lost someone in the vast sea of people, Li Weihuan found her!


    And he knew how to hold her tightly and not let her disappear from his world inexplicably!


    That kiss of theirs was so long that the joy that emerged from it was transformed into pain when it reached his heart, and it alsosted for a very long time!


    So long that he couldn’t control his emotions at that moment and under her unsuspecting and even vehemently opposed circumstances, he kissed her!


    …


    —”Lu Yinchu, are you crazy?”


    —”Lu Yinchu, this is the end!”


    The man listened to her words, each one hitting him like a knife plunged into his heart.


    Pain, unbearable pain!


    “Nanxi, why do you think I came to see you tonight?” He asked her, his ck eyes staring at her, bewitching and captivating!


    Nanxi was taken aback,pletely unsure of how to react, “Lu Yinchu…”


    “I came to see you!” He interrupted her, his voice low and helpless, he said, “No other reason, I just came to see you!


    Just because…I missed you!”


    “Lu Yinchu…what do you mean?


    I don’t understand!


    What…what are you suggesting?” Nanxi’s voice, significantly flustered!


    “You really don’t understand?” Lu Yinchu looked at her, a hint of sadness shing in his eyes, startling Nanxi, “Lu Yinchu, you…”


    “I’ve fallen for you!” He said.


    ——


    Sorry for the dy, I had to step out urgently.


    The remaining two updates will be done as soon as I’m back!


    Thanks, everyone!