CAMILLA’S PO.V


    The room was beautiful to say the least and the bed was massive but I took note of arge chaise


    lounge by the corner. It seemed like a good ce to sleep. I was sure I could get my hands on some


    extra nkets if it proved to be ufortable. Ryker led me towards arge wardrobe and I stared


    nkly at the clothes in there.


    “I don’t know thest thing about royal fashion,” I began slowly. “Do you think Christine can help me or


    something?”


    “Christine is dealing with the elders right now. I don’t know if your wall is up but they have been mind


    linking me non–stop,” I cursed. “I can help you if you want. I think I know enough to be able to pick a


    decent outfit.”


    “Will you help me put it on as well?“my cheeks heated as I asked those words. It was clear he had


    seen me naked before. We had two children but that didn’t mean I wasn’t ufortable and


    apprehensive at the idea.


    “I can direct you on what to do. You’ll only need my help for the corset.”


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    That seemed like a better idea and as much as I hated to admit it, I loved how considerate he was


    being. He didn’t have to do all of this for me but he chose to and I found that to be such a beautiful


    thing to do.


    It took us almost half an hour to get me dressed but just like he predicted, I needed his help with the


    corset. My cheeks were ming as I made my way over to him but he lookedpletely unfazed. His


    eyes never moved lower than where they were meant to and he was careful as he pulled on the ropes


    of my dress.


    “Tell me if it is too tight,” his voice was huskier than usual and it was directly by my ear. I hated the way


    my body reacted to it and I tried to ignore it but it was almost as if he already knew because he cursed


    loudly. “Cami, I-”


    His words were cut off by the door mming open and a little girl rushed in. It was like looking at a


    younger version of myself- excluding the eyes, she had Ryker’s eyes. Before I could process what was


    happening, she rushed over to me and threw her arms around my legs. I stilled for a split second not


    knowing what to do until I heard her sniffling.


    I felt my wolf stir and it was like something in me was awoken. I lifted her into my arms and it proved to


    be the right thing to do because she wrapped herself around me like a small monkey. I felt wetness on


    my shoulder as she sobbed into me.


    “Where did you go?” she asked but I couldn’t form the words necessary to give her a response. “I


    asked you toe back every day and you didn’t.”


    “I’m sorry,” I whispered. I assumed this was Audrey and as much as I didn’t remember her, my heart


    still broke for her. There was no denying that she was mine and just knowing that I


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    back.”


    She sniffled and pulled back as if to gauge my expression and whatever she found there must have


    been good enough because she smiled. She turned to face Ryker. “You brought her back, daddy.”


    I felt Ryker smile at her. “I did, but you need to give your mùm some time to rest, okay? She was hurt


    and she needs to get better.” Audrey pouted but she listened to her father and untangled herself from


    me. I watched her exit the same way she came and once she was gone, Ryker spoke. “I am sorry


    about that. I expected her toe find you but not this soon.”


    I cleared my throat trying to get rid of the emotion lodged deep inside. “It’s fine, can you just finish with


    my dress.”


    His hands moved quickly as he tied it up neatly. It felt snug but not tight and as much as I wanted it to


    feel right, it didn’t. It felt ufortable and different from what I was used to. It would take some


    getting used to.


    “I know I have to see everyone,” I began slowly. “But I cannot risk looking stupid. I reckon we have a


    little time before everyonees looking for us. I would appreciate it if you told me everything I needed


    to know.”


    “That’s six years worth of knowledge,” he reminded me and I nodded.


    “We have less than half an hour to cover it all. I don’t want to dump too much information on you. It


    might overwhel


    you.”


    “I would rather be overwhelmed with information than go out there and risk looking like a


    fool.”


    “Why don’t


    ou just tell everyone that you don’t remember?” he asked and I scoffed.


    “I might remember much but I know enough to know that no one wants a ruler who doesn’t even know


    who she is. No one can know about this. That is my decision.” I noticed that the corner of his lips was


    tilted up in some sort of smile so I crossed my arms over my chest. “What is it? Did I say something


    wrong?”


    “No, you just spoke like a Queen,” he said simply. “You might not remember, Cami, but


    your


    mind does. Your memories will return in no time but if you want me to tell you everything, then so be it.”


    We spent the next half hour discussing everything and by the time he was done exining everything, I


    just sat there stunned. I couldn’t believe that I had a life that was that exciting. He glossed over most of


    the details and I had the sinking feeling that he was hiding something from me but it all seemed


    unbelievable.


    “I did all those things?” I asked and he nodded. “How?”


    He smiled sardonically. “I can see that your self depreciating hasn’t stopped even with the


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    memory loss,”


    “It just- I’m just surprised is all.”


    “You are an amazing queen and you are powerful, Cami. You were able to do those things simply


    because you had the power to.”


    I opened my mouth to speak but was cut off by a knock on the door. It creaked open to reveal Christine


    and when she looked between Ryker and I, I leaped to my feet. I wasn’t sure why I did that especially


    when I knew we weren’t doing anything untowardly but it still felt like being caught by a parent or a


    disapproving older sister.


    “The elders want to see you,” she said with her eyes fixed on me. “I can try to dissuade them but they


    are persistent.”


    “It’s alright, I’ll see them.”


    She didn’t look convinced and she looked to Ryker for confirmation. I tried to pretend that it didn’t affect


    me.


    “If she wants to see them then she will. It is her choice,” I was shocked at those words and turned to


    Ryker but for once, his eyes were not on me, they were on Christine. “Don’t coddle her. I know you


    want to protect her but I believe that she has proven time again that she can protect herself.”


    “Fine,” Christine wasn’t happy about it at all but there was nothing that she could do. “They’re in the


    council room.”


    Despite my earlier bravado, I was terrified to see the elders. From what Ryker had told me about them,


    they were not the nicest people. The only one who seemed decent was Caius but that only happened


    in private.


    “Are you ready?” Ryker asked as I stood in front of the council door and I nodded. I feared that if I were


    to say any words, they would die on my throat.


    He gave me onest lingering look before pushing the door open and I was greeted with arguing. The


    elders went silent as soon as they saw us and all their mouths fell open. I looked at their faces trying to


    figure out who Caius was when Ryker leaned down to whisper.


    “He is at the far left,” I saw him immediately and whispered a thank you back to him. He straightened


    and turned to the elders. “Are you done arguing or can wee in?”


    There was some murmuring but no one said a word. I walked on shaky legs towards the chair at the


    head of the table and slowly sat down. I had barely sat when questions started being thrown at me. I


    hadn’t been with then for an hour and I was already sporting a headache.


    “Can you ask your questions one at a time?” I asked louder than intended as I pressed my fingers to


    my temple. “You are giving me a headache.”


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    Everyone blinked and no one spoke until Caius cleared his throat. “We were all just


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    wondering where you were all these months and why you didn’t return.”


    “You brought me here to ask a stupid question?” I couldn’t stop myself from asking. I was pissed to say


    the least. I had enough on my te without grown men making it worse. “I was hurt and healing, not


    that it concerned any of you. You didn’t even bother to ask how I survived a fall like that.”


    “Your majesty-” one of the elders began but I cut him off with a hand.


    Inside I was shaking but I couldn’t deny that a part of me loved the power that I wielded. It felt amazing


    to know that they were all at my beck and call.


    “I don’t have time for this, honestly. I am here now and that is what matters. You should be focused on


    putting an end to the funeral ritual you were holding for me because as you can see, I am not dead,” I


    stood to my feet before anyone else could say a word. “Is that all?”


    No one dared to speak so I turned on my heels and walked out of the room. I could feel Ryker’s pride


    as he walked out in tow with me and as soon as we were out of the door, I let out the breath that I had


    been holding.


    “How did I do?” I wasn’t sure why I asked but a part of me sought his approval.


    “Honestly, that was amazing. I told you that you could handle yourself as Queen.”


    “I hope you’re right about that. I thought I was going to throw up in there.”


    Heughed. “Wee back, Cami.”