<span id="kobo.7.1">‘I<span id="kobo.8.1">‘ve never been here<span id="kobo.9.1">!’ <span id="kobo.9.2">I eximed.
<span id="kobo.10.1">Dom had brought me to Christkindlmarket, Chicago’s Irish Christmas market.
<span id="kobo.11.1">‘I thought we could both try something new.’
<span id="kobo.12.1">I grinned up at him. <span id="kobo.12.2">December was always my favorite month of the year, but so much more this time around because I could share it all with Dom. <span id="kobo.12.3">Usually, I dragged anyone who had time to Christmas markets, but since everyone in the family got hitched, I kind of felt guilty taking them away from their loved ones. <span id="kobo.12.4">Thankfully, Dom liked to indulge me.
<span id="kobo.13.1">The booths reminded me of European Christmas markets. <span id="kobo.13.2">I once went to see Kimberly in Paris in December and visited quite a few.
<span id="kobo.14.1">My phone beeped as I took pictures of the decorations. <span id="kobo.14.2">My stomach clenched when I saw the text.
<span id="kobo.15.1">Malcolm: Maybe now you’ll pay attention to me.
<span id="kobo.16.1">I scrolled up and down, but he didn’t say anything else.
<span id="kobo.17.1">What the hell is he talking about?<span id="kobo.18.1"> After all, I hadn’t heard from him sincest week when he burst into the hotel.
<span id="kobo.19.1">I put my phone away, determined to enjoy the evening. <span id="kobo.19.2">Den said Malcolm had no legal means to im any money. <span id="kobo.19.3">He just wanted to intimidate me, and I wouldn’t allow it.
<span id="kobo.20.1">As we walked around the stands, I could barely restrain myself from buying all sort of goodies.
<span id="kobo.21.1">‘Come on, Reese. <span id="kobo.21.2">Tell me what you want,’ Dom said.
<span id="kobo.22.1">I grinned at him. <span id="kobo.22.2">‘How can you tell I even want something?’
<span id="kobo.23.1">‘You keep leaning in whenever you smell something good.’
<span id="kobo.24.1">‘I’m in the mood for those honey-zed peanuts.’
<span id="kobo.25.1">We stopped in front of one of the stands, and I bought a cone chock-full of goodies.
<span id="kobo.26.1">‘They’re delicious,’ I eximed. <span id="kobo.26.2">‘And so are you.’
<span id="kobo.27.1">He pinned me with his gaze. <span id="kobo.27.2">“Don’t talk like that in public. <span id="kobo.27.3">You know I can’t control myself.’
<span id="kobo.28.1">I chuckled. <span id="kobo.28.2">“Duly noted.”
<span id="kobo.29.1">‘You want us to look at every booth?’
<span id="kobo.30.1">‘That’s what I was going to suggest.’
<span id="kobo.31.1">We were freezing, so we speed-walked around the Christmas market. <span id="kobo.31.2">I couldn’t help myself and stopped at every single booth. <span id="kobo.31.3">They sold everything from candles to hand-painted globes. <span id="kobo.31.4">Some were gorgeous, some downright kitschy, but it was all fun.
<span id="kobo.32.1">Dom stiffened when we reached a booth with drinks.
<span id="kobo.33.1">‘Are you cold?’ <span id="kobo.33.2">I asked him before realizing he was holding his phone. <span id="kobo.33.3">Whatever he was reading was bad news. <span id="kobo.33.4">I was sure of it. <span id="kobo.33.5">‘Dom?’
<span id="kobo.34.1">He cleared his throat, immediately sliding his phone back into his pocket.
<span id="kobo.35.1">‘What’s wrong?’ <span id="kobo.35.2">I asked.
<span id="kobo.36.1">‘Nothing.’ <span id="kobo.36.2">He replied so quickly that I knew it wasn’t just bad news—it was something personal. <span id="kobo.36.3">If it were business rted, he’d tell me. <span id="kobo.36.4">‘Is everything okay? <span id="kobo.36.5">Is your dad fine?’
<span id="kobo.37.1">He looked at me incredulously before kissing my forehead. <span id="kobo.37.2">‘Yeah, Reese, Dad’s fine.’ <span id="kobo.37.3">He hesitated and then said, ‘Fuck it. <span id="kobo.37.4">I don’t want to keep anything a secret from you.’
<span id="kobo.38.1">My body tensed, and I suddenly didn’t feel cold anymore.
<span id="kobo.39.1">He nodded to one of the tables where people stood, drinking mulled wine. <span id="kobo.39.2">One of them was empty. <span id="kobo.39.3">He pulled his phone back out, handing it to me. <span id="kobo.39.4">I stared at the screen, and for a few minutes, my brain didn’t understand what I was looking at. <span id="kobo.39.5">Then I realized it was an article about him: ‘Fashion Mogul and Maxwell Heiress.’ <span id="kobo.39.6">I speedread it.
<span id="kobo.40.1">I knew how much Dom hated being in the spotlight, but this was all right—or so I thought. <span id="kobo.40.2">Right at the end, they spected that he might have been cheating on his wife with me because we’d been an item since that charity evening, which was, after all, only a short while after he’d signed the divorce papers.
<span id="kobo.41.1">“A lot of people know about us since we’ve attended a few high-profile parties together. <span id="kobo.41.2">But I don’t understand why they’re taking this angle—or how they would even know about the charity evening,” Dom said.
<span id="kobo.42.1">My stomach clenched. <span id="kobo.42.2">I had a terrible feeling.
<span id="kobo.43.1">‘I think this might be Malcolm’s doing,’ I whispered.
<span id="kobo.44.1">“Why would you say that?’
<span id="kobo.45.1">‘I got a message from him a few minutes ago that didn’t make any sense, so Ipletely ignored it. <span id="kobo.45.2">It said that maybe now I’ll pay attention to him.’
<span id="kobo.46.1">‘Reese, it’s not your fault. <span id="kobo.46.2">And the article wasn’t bad.’ <span id="kobo.46.3">His voice was tight.
<span id="kobo.47.1">“Will this impact your business?”
<span id="kobo.48.1">“No way to tell. <span id="kobo.48.2">I don’t like people specting that I’m a cheater. <span id="kobo.48.3">But it’s not important. <span id="kobo.48.4">It’s nothing I can’t deal with. <span id="kobo.48.5">Don’t waste your time worrying about it, okay?’
<span id="kobo.49.1">‘How can I not worry? <span id="kobo.49.2">None of this would have happened if I didn’t have so much drama going on in my life.”
<span id="kobo.50.1">“Reese, we’re in this together, remember? <span id="kobo.50.2">And honestly, this could be a good thing. <span id="kobo.50.3">If I can trace it back to him, then I can sue him for defamation.’
<span id="kobo.51.1">‘You’re grasping at straws,’ I insisted.
<span id="kobo.52.1">I wanted to disappear. <span id="kobo.52.2">I <span id="kobo.53.1">knew<span id="kobo.54.1"> he was trying to maintain a calm facade for me. <span id="kobo.54.2">He’d told me when I first met him that he valued his privacy above anything else, and that he wouldn’t date someone with a high profile again.
<span id="kobo.55.1">‘I feel cold,’ I said.
<span id="kobo.56.1">‘You want a drink?’
<span id="kobo.57.1">‘Yes, please.’
<span id="kobo.58.1">Nodding, he went to stand in line.
<span id="kobo.59.1">He handed me a cup of hot mulled wine not two minutester. <span id="kobo.59.2">I took a sip, enjoying feeling warm inside. <span id="kobo.59.3">My hands were frozen from holding the phone for so long.
<span id="kobo.60.1">“What are you thinking about?” <span id="kobo.60.2">Dom asked.
<span id="kobo.61.1">“I don’t think Malcolm will stop. <span id="kobo.61.2">I thought he would have by now, but obviously I was wrong.”
<span id="kobo.62.1">“So what? <span id="kobo.62.2">We’ll fight him.”
<span id="kobo.63.1">I looked up at him. <span id="kobo.63.2">‘But it’s not your fight. <span id="kobo.63.3">And you hate being in the press.’
<span id="kobo.64.1">‘It’s nothing I can’t deal with.’
<span id="kobo.65.1">‘Stop saying that. <span id="kobo.65.2">I don’t want you to put up with anything because of me.’
<span id="kobo.66.1">‘I don’t mind.” <span id="kobo.66.2">He spoke slowly, as if he wasn’t sure I understood him. <span id="kobo.66.3">‘We’re in this together,’ he said, kissing my temple. <span id="kobo.66.4">‘We both have been through a lot. <span id="kobo.66.5">It’s normal for stuff like this to pop up from time to time.’
<span id="kobo.67.1">I shook my head. <span id="kobo.67.2">‘Yeah, but my stuff tends to hurt the people I love and care about.”
<span id="kobo.68.1">I put my hand to my forehead, pressing into it.
<span id="kobo.69.1">‘Are you feeling okay?’ <span id="kobo.69.2">he asked.
<span id="kobo.70.1">‘No, I’m starting to get a headache.’
<span id="kobo.71.1">‘Where do you want to go?’ <span id="kobo.71.2">he asked. <span id="kobo.71.3">‘My ce or yours?’
<span id="kobo.72.1">‘Let’s go to my ce,’ I said.
<span id="kobo.73.1">‘Okay. <span id="kobo.73.2">Come on.’
<span id="kobo.74.1">He brought the peanuts with us, and I took a few more sips of the mulled wine, but I wasn’t in the mood for thetter anymore.
<span id="kobo.75.1">Once we were inside the car, he immediately turned up the heat. <span id="kobo.75.2">I wanted to curl into a tight ball and just sink into myself, but I didn’t want to be rude to Dom.
<span id="kobo.76.1">We didn’t speak at all on the drive home or on the way up to my condo. <span id="kobo.76.2">Once inside, he made me hot tea. <span id="kobo.76.3">I curled up on the couch with the cup he gave me and drank it immediately.
<span id="kobo.77.1">‘You don’t want a sip?”
<span id="kobo.78.1">He sat next to me, watching me intently. <span id="kobo.78.2">‘No, I’m good. <span id="kobo.78.3">I just want to make sure you’re okay too. <span id="kobo.78.4">Do you want to talk about it?’
<span id="kobo.79.1">I shook my head. <span id="kobo.79.2">‘I don’t know what to say.’
<span id="kobo.80.1">I wanted to keep him safe, but I didn’t think I could. <span id="kobo.80.2">I wanted to be alone, with my thoughts, yet I didn’t want to push him away. <span id="kobo.80.3">He’d told me many times that he wanted us to fight through things together, but I wasn’t sure I knew how to do that. <span id="kobo.80.4">That’s why when we went to bed, I pretended to be asleep when he came out of the shower.
<span id="kobo.81.1">Ever since Dom and I got together, my insomnia seemed to have disappeared. <span id="kobo.81.2">But I was awake for most of that night.