Chapter 400


    Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2


    Chapter 400 Baby It Is Over


    Beatrice Dismay:


    After I announced who I was taking with me, the mood changed. It’s been an hour since I made that


    announcement, and Helel had left for a run. We were now scattered, and I was on the ground waiting


    for Helel’s return so that I could have a detailed conversation with him.


    “I am sorry,” Gwen said as she walked behind me out of nowhere. “I wish I had note back to life.”


    I turned around and stared at her before I forced a smile onto my lips. I didn’t want her to feel guilty


    about anything. She had every right to pursue her mate. The only one to get med for it was Helel.


    He should have at least told me they were mates. If I knew he had felt a mate bond with her, I would


    have expected this to happen before going into a slumber. But it all came to me like a wrecking ball and


    hit me hard.


    “It is not your fault. He is your mate too,” I said as I turned my face to the door again. I was waiting for


    him toe back.


    “Then why? Why are you not taking him along? Beatrice, he will not be himself if you left hi…,” she


    insisted, wanting to know what pushed me to the point that I made a decision so terribly painful.


    “I would not steal your baby’s father from you. Mistake or not, it happened, and now you are pregnant


    with his baby. There is a man from hell wandering around freely. The day he finds out you are with a


    dark knight’s child, he wille after you,” I ced my hand on her shoulder, realizing maybe this is


    right time things end between Helel and me.


    That’s when Gwen stared behind me, and tears streamed down her eyes. I paused and steadily turned


    around, facing Helel, who hade back without his shirt. He was all dirty in mud and slowly washed


    down by the rain that started just as he arrived.


    Gwen left us to talk. The privacy won’t help us anymore. It was all over. “You are not—,” he whispered


    and shook his head. The request I saw in his eyes I had never seen before in anyone’s eyes.


    “I don’t have a choice,” I mumbled without breaking eye contact with him.


    “Beatrice, you have a choice. I made a mistake; please forgive me,” he stepped closer and held my


    hand. “I cannot live without you.”


    “You have to,” I held his hands and cried. I was angry at him, but for some reason, I couldn’t yell at him,


    “You have to stay alive for your baby.”


    “Helel,” as he shook his head, I cupped his face in my hands, “I don’t know how to ept you again. It


    is not easy for me to sit here and act like nothing has changed. I just—I need this moment to forget


    what happened. I am sorry,” I sniffled, feeling tears run down my face. “I — I don’t know how it


    happened,” he kissed the back of my hand, and I instantly pulled away from him. The way he raised his


    head and watched me in terror made me feel guilty.


    “You had options, Helel. You could have—e to the cabin. You could have called Akin for help, but


    you— but I cannot even be mad at you unless I was in your shoes and could feel your pain. But did you


    ever wonder that maybe if you had rejected her sooner, this wouldn’t have happened?” I was finally


    letting my emotions out.


    “You had many things to do, but instead, you chose to be alone. Helel, I know you were suffering, but


    you didn’t let anyone take care of you. You wanted them to understand you, even when you didn’t want


    to exin anything to them. This is not how it works. Maybe that happened for a reason, maybe–,” I


    covered my mouth as it became hard for me to hurt him.


    “Beatrice, you hate me now,” he whispered, and stepped back from me. “F*uc*k! I ruined everything,”


    he grabbed his hair in his hand and let out a grunt.


    “If you ever loved me, you will make sure you don’t mess up again,” I stated, “you will live a better life


    and maybe ept your new identity, maybe someday—,” I uttered but he shook his head at me and


    scoffed, smiling faintly.


    “If it is not you, it will never be anyone else,” he tilted his head and said determinedly. “There will never


    be anyone again.”


    I watched him keep stepping back to create more distance between us. I don’t have to say it aloud now.


    He understood that it was all over between us.


    “Call me whenever you need a royal guard there for you. I pray you finally get the love you deserve


    from someone who is perfect and not full of ws,” his every step away from me reminded me of the


    time when he died for me.


    I could forgive him for his one mistake, but this mistake needed him. I could not steal him away from his


    baby and baby momma.


    “You are not going to st—,” I couldn’t even make a full sentence.


    “No!” he cut me off in the middle of the words, “I cannot watch you walk away.”


    There was a silence, and his slow and steady steps away from me were killing me inside. If things were


    different and all this had not happened, I would have run into his arms and hugged him, but even the


    thought of it reminded me of him in Gwen’s arms.


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    And soon he had disappeared into the darkness. He never returned, even when we discussed our


    journey.


    “You okay?” Colt asked, watching me zone out.


    “I will be fine,” I whispered in gasps, trying to hold back tears. I had walked back into the mansion and


    found everyone in the kitchen.


    I am sure they all knew what happened, but no one wanted to talk about it, which upset me more.


    Sadly, another phase of my life met a very sad end.