Lanie


    “F uck that, and f uck you, Mchi! | would never do anything like that!” | bit the words out harsh tasted sour, like ashes.


    “Not on purpose, perhaps.”


    “Never,” | said again and got up to pace. | went to the fake windows, this time being careful not to bump my head as | looked out


    at


    I


    take night sky. | turned back to my grandfather.


    “Seems like you''ve spent so much time living in an illusion you can’t understand what it’s like to feel something real.”Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org.


    By the Moon, how did he get up from his chair and across the room to stand in front of me no quicker than it took me to blink?


    For one single heartbeat? | sta ggered back against the ss with a little shriek of surprise.


    I''d pi ssed him off. Mchi’s eyes rimmed with red like they were filling with blood, and his lips pulled back to show off the


    curving fangs so very different from wolf canines. Same location, far different shape. His teeth weren''t made for tearing and


    biting. His were as sharp as needles, poised for plunging through skin and into veins. Hollow-tipped like a snake’s.


    | felt my muscles trying to stretch and ripple. | bared my own teeth, growing longer. My voice came out as a low, thick growl. Lily


    was ready to burst free.


    “Back the f uck off me, old man.”


    “You should show me more respect.” His voice hissed like a snake’s, too.


    But, he backed off and turned his back on me to take a few steps away. Another person would’ve been panting, breathing hard


    with emotion, but Mchi looked as cold as ice.


    “Do vampires even breathe?” | muttered, moving away from him without running. | wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of


    knowing he really had scared me.


    I''d kind of scared myself.


    “Of course we breathe. Our hearts beat. We are not, as the human legends would have it,corpses.” He turned back to face me,


    his eyes no longer b loody. His expression twisted a little into something smug. “If we were the undead, we wouldn''t have a


    bloodline.


    You wouldn’t be who you are. You''d be someone simply...


    ordinary”


    My fists clenched, and i realized my nails had started to be ws. Lily peered out through my eyes, and | soothed her,


    trying to get her to settle.


    “That’s a s itty thing to say,” | told him


    “But it''s true.” He lifted his chin, and his gaze swept me. I’m not going to pretend otherwise. Your vampire 1/2


    the responsibilities. Without knowing the consequences


    “You think | don’t deserve all three of them?”


    My fists clenched again.


    “Of course not. Who is the one who told you to seek what your heart desired? To take what you want? Not to settle?” Mchi


    demanded.


    | stalked to the bar on the far side of the room and poured myself a generous slug of


    it wasn’t tainted with blood. | gulped down half before turning back to him.


    My wolf was so close to the surface that | had to make a strong, conscious effort not to shift rig and go for his throat.


    Which would be madness. A certain suicide. In my mind, Lily snarled and paced again.


    Mchi’s eyes narrowed. The red glow had abated, but he still looked pi ssed off. “Get your beast under control. You need to be


    able to manage your emotions.”


    “Manage...!” | slugged down the rest of the whiskey. “I''d rather have these feelings than be cold-blooded and feel nothing!”


    “| feel more than you could ever begin to imagine,” Mchi countered. “You use me of not understanding what you feel for


    your mates? You deny you could ever harm them, yet your rage rises inside you at the slightest provocation. There are parts of


    you that cannot be tamed, granddaughter. The sooner you recognize that, the better.”


    “You''re the one who told me not to settle, | finally sad in a low voice. “And now | have three mates because | let my heart guide


    me to ept them all, even though it’s not normal! | opened myself up to what the Moon Goddess gave us, and you''re telling me


    might kill them because of it?”


    “I''m telling you what is possible, because of your unique nature. That one day, you might find yourself with needs greater than


    those they can fulfill. You might need to seek another lover, or more than one.” Mchi tossed up his hands. “I’m telling you that


    if you do not heed my warnings, Lanie, your love for those three men might be exactly what ends up destroying them.”